#perhaps this video can be

[fan-booey]

hi hello happy 2024 i made a bucky fan video with the billie eilish barbie song. it is partly a joke and partly extremely sad and earnest

#bucky barnes #fanfic bucky #fanvid #what was i made for #marvel #barbie #billie eilish #sad guy #gender experience #remember that time marvel did the world's most nuclear-scale no homo #and steve left forever to be with his Woman Love which was ooc enough that even regular ppl outside the gay shipping world were like “???” #but anyone who had read fanfic #and/or had emotional sensibilities #was like “damn that's devastating” #even though in the movie it was just #this quick little no homo hug #although sebastian stan really did try to Act His Eyeballs Off #as ever #ANYWAY #perhaps this video can be #a healing experience #in which the true emotional devastation of that moment #is allowed to ring out #um anyway #stucky #winter soldier #Youtube

[secretagentspydetectiveninja]

posting this with absolutely no context

#am i a cryptid now? i log on like once in a blue moon to post cringe and then leave again #ace attorney #apollo justice #tikki #random stuff #my stuff #ooookay okay okay okay. anyone reading the tags can have a LITTLE context‚ as a treat #so. sitting on my ao3 currently is an unfinished fic with exactly this premise #i want to finish it so bad. it haunts me every day. people leave such nice comments and everything #but i just have no motivation. trust me i've tried #i thought that perhaps drawing it might finally kick my brain back into gear #i'm so sorry readers i'm sorry i WILL finish it i promise it's not abandoned #it was so much fuuuuun #tikki are you seeing this. cringefail author who keeps playing video games instead of writing lmao #anyway goodbye friends i am gone again. logging off once more

[icewindandboringhorror]

I know this is just a silly bad quality random screencap of a screencap that I found on facebook lol, BUT it's a succinct enough image to easily describe the concept in a quick/accessible way hopefully :

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(and of course, feel free to elaborate in tags, etc.! (especially elaborating about other senses as well.. can you "hear" in your mind just as well as you can "see"? taste? etc.) It's an interesting topic to me, as someone who's like a 4.5 at MOST lol. I'm curious what option will be the most common :0c )

#tumblr polls #hrmm... a little poll perhaps.. about a subject I find interesting.. since this image came across my facebook today #still really not feeling that well. no longer shaking violently and such but I still feel weird and weak much more than usual #They did say my markers for like infection or inflammation were elevated but that they werent sure of the cause so hopefully #it's nothing too serious. they did also say a lot of different things can cause that thing to be higher than normal but didn't go into spec #fics of what. maybe some of them are relatively benign or something. I still havent felt much back to normal since #I got really sick that one time though. I feel fine on and off but then little bouts of feeling weird and sick happen. hrmmm #ANYWAY.. looking for small ways to be productive. such as little doodles on evil ipad or editing game videos #or posting polls or cat pictures or some other like not very labor intensive things #I WISH I COULD FOCUS on writing HHRGGhh... I need to finish my game.. it would be so freeing.. a project that's been looming #over my head for like 5 years even though througouht that 5yrs I've probably spent a total of 3 months working on it lo.. ANYWAY #I still partially really cannot beleive that people CAN see stuff in their heads. There's always part of me that's thinking like. well mayb #e everyone DOES see the same exact thing but we just describe/conceptualize it so differently that we think we're talking about #different things when we're really not. But I have been assured by people I've talked to about it that they can GENUINELY really see #stuff in their heads like as vivid as an actual picture in real life or something. And the other senses are neat too. Like for exmaple I #can hear in my head much better than I can see imagery. I still CANNOT hear vividly like as if I were listening to actual music out loud.. #but I think it's developed more than my sight. AND interesting how this varies the creative process. a friend I was talking to on the phone #said they write by literally just watching stuff play before them like a movie. where my process is COMPLETELY different. AND that affects #the content/what details we focus on as well as our individual styles of writing have differences that can be traced back to that.. hrmm

[blessyouhawkeye]

love video essays as much as the next homosexual but i'm going to need many of these to put more emphasis on the essay than the video. i would love a thesis or perhaps and argument. not just a silly recap of something. everyone wants to do unhinged recaps a la mike's mic but not everyone has the taste humour or raw charisma of mike's mic

#clicked on a video called 'the dystopian fantasy of red white and royal blue' expecting critique only to get a silly retelling of the film #what are we doing. frankly. #can we be saying things perhaps.

[mittenhater]

dr. lisa cuddy, the woman that you are

#first edit everyone clap and cheer !! #was it a little bit foul of me to include that first clip..... perhaps #also can we talk about cuddy’s outfits and how they always serve ?? no one else on the show is doing it like her #for my next edit i'm thinking of making something foreteen related. i have the perfect song already #house md #lisa cuddy #house md edit #video

[always-a-joyful-note]

Love the way that Tamaki and Sogo are initially constrasted as opposites until it turns out those opposite lifestyles still resulted in very similar pains. Rich family vs poor family -> abandoned by said family and lost a precious family member to death. Approaches life through self defense vs approaches life by giving in to others -> both stemming from family issues and loneliness. Pursued idolhood to find someone vs pursued idolhood to find themselves -> influenced by a precious outside force (sister vs uncle) whom they could not reach in the end for some reason. Says too much vs says too little -> they are failures in communication

But of course we can't forget how they do meet in the middle (the mezzo (aka moderate, middle, half....)). How they try and find a way to communicate, how they find both themselves and each other and what they need, how while they don't reach the person they want to reach they do reach each other, etc....

#fandom spamdom #idolish7 #note's notes #i said i would make a fly away post and i will because they DO make me insane #however i had this in my drafts and thought itd be a shame not to post it #OH YEAH ALSO.... #from the rabbitube videos we learned that tamaki can draw (i think we also saw this somewhere in the game story too? i wish i could find it #....anyway and that he teaches sogo! #which is ..... adorable #perhaps i am too leaning into the family-ing of characters but i reserved the right to be a little cringe and wrong

[genspiel]

auughhh so if you translate thelxie's morse code and caesar cipher it, he legitimately speaks french

#4.2 spoilers #tre plays #genshin impact #thelxie #freminet #there's a video about it........... #i only managed to catch the “ca va” that he says when you talk to him at the camp lol #tried to screenshot the stuff that came up when the event screen was loading but i was too slow ahaha #alsooooo!!!!! if you read freminet's notes around the camp!!!!!! #we learn that he based thelxie's language output on the house of the hearth's cipher #so like. does that mean that they use morse code...??? or?????? #and also that in thelxie's case the offset for the caesar cipher is just 1 #so perhaps the house uses different numbers for that usually or something idk #but ALSO also #freminet's helmet has a transcription module for this too??? #can he send and receive signals while diving or something???? dude that would be so cool;;;;; #just fic thoughts #and it sounds like freminet can understand thelxie if he has his helmet on............... #nobody else can. but helmet freminet can...................... #beloved boy talking with his penguin fren. i love him. so much.........................

[gibbearish]

btw its interesting the way james tries to imply that like. well the videos that have plagiarism are the ones our dumb stupid annoying patrons requested about bad topics that didnt deserve to have the effort put in to covering them well so basically its fine. like obv thats interesting on its own but moreso the fact that he doesnt actually /say/ it, or like. give a list of the videos hes referring to, just says "those videos are very clear on which ones they were" i think as a nod meaning like "yknow the ones everyones talking about". unless what hes meaning is that like they put a note in certain videos saying "this video was requested by a patron, we here at james somertom incorporated do not espouse these views" which seems unlikely to me. idk methinks maybe it's because there is indeed a lot more than people think and with all the buzz he's not sure which ones have been discovered yet or not, so putting down a solid list that missed some would look like he was still hiding things whereas putting down a fully sourced list would be admitting to wayyyy more than anyone's found yet

#which is ironic too bc if he genuinely did want to prove he understood what he did wrong and that hed changed thatd be the way to do it #yknow like a full list of every single source including ones no one has found on their own or /can/ find anymore would a) be taking full #responsibility and b) make people less likely to always be like 'youre still hiding something' #which in turn makes me super think hes still hiding a lot of somethings #also cant go without stating that the 'request a video topic' thing was only for $100/month patrons after 3 months on that tier #like fucker these people gave you THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS AT LEAST and youre trying to blame it on them?????? #no one forced you to make 'let patrons pick video topics' a reward dude like. hello???????? #shit dude even hbombs highest tier ($10 for anyone wondering bc he doesnt see his audience as a money machine lmao) #just says you can vote in polls about future topics #like that makes complete sense to me as a version of this‚ the most dedicated audience members get a say in the future of the #channel while the creator still gets overall control of the direction #also 'patrons who gave me fuckloads of money asked me to make videos on topics i didnt like so i plagiarized those' is i think uhhh #worse than just 'i plagiarize everything without remorse' frankly? #like at least with the second youre just a general shitbag but the first where youre a shitbag specifically to the people #majorly financially supporting you rather than just like. be an adult and say 'hm i dont feel like that topic really works for the channel‚ #do you have any other ideas?' #or dare i say even perhaps yknow. doing what other youtubers do in similar situations and find ways to tie that subject #to what they usually talk about is just. wild #course that last one would take actual creativity and aint that just the crux of the issue #james somerton #or i say cannot go without stating i should say cannot go without restating kwnrkabdkwbrn

[fitzrove]

[shaking and biting] but what does it MEAN. what does it SAY what is the THEME

#akkdlflf i watched this long lecture video abt austrian national identity and the researcher said 'the austrians are quite adept at #selling the austro hungarian monarchy back to tourists incl ones from former parts of the empire... but even in the imperial nostalgia they #don't want back multilingualism or multiculturalism or any of what it actually was' #(it was a lot abt the way in which austria deals with orban's hungary in and after the 2015 refugee crisis) #ajskgldo and that just made me think about... how pointless some things feel. both in fiction and in academic research #you CAN say meaningful things about almost any topic and with almost any argument! but in some strands of history trying to 'uncover events' #with no exploration of the context and what it all MEANS and what the things we think about it mean #is the most prevalent and popular type of research :/ like there's a reason i overrely on hamann's bio of rudolf because her central thesis #is that he wasnt a crazy murderer but someone with a forward-thinking political vision that went as far as suggesting a sort of 'proto-EU' #among other things #so like. she is looking at what it all MEANS!!! #and like. my favourite todolf fanfics are also like that 😂😭 perhaps not abt politics but about suffering and power dynamics and guilt #same for original fiction. i'm never happy if a book i'm reading isnt saying something #or then again - this is more personal pickiness but. they should also be saying something NEW AND INTERESTING #a lot of the time. sometimes if you have a fave trope you can just enjoy it over and over #but idk even tropey stuff can say things #ajlsldkfkf i'm just so tired of kitsch in all its forms and also of bad science

[ihamtmus]

it's weird how jhope is Right There and he's like the Most Talented Person but some armys just. don't see him. should be studied

#if you do see him i'm not talking about you obviously #but it does happen #like before i got into bts #my mom and sister didn't really notice jhope #he was just There #and when i said he was my bias they couldn't say anything about him except for 'he's a sunshine' #they liked him but didn't actually care #well now he's their fave haha #but i think many ''armys'' stop at that first phase #where they see him as this funny clown but they don't notice that he's actually insanely incredibly talented and cool #his rap verses are ALWAYS top tier #everything about him is just top tier #yes i'm biased but also how can you not see it when you already stan bts 😭 #soooo many armys like him just because he's there but not because they like HIM #and it shows #oh they're missing out #they notice when he supports the other members #(which is often because he loves them so much :')) #but wow they have this Artist right under their noses and choose to only see his (admittedly beautiful) smile #even after jitb and all that it meant #ok rant over #chicken noodle soup thank you for making me a jhope bias and saving me from this fate amen #hobi #bts #my post #it is Very Late perhaps that's why i'm saying this lol #oh one more thing i've never watched these introduction to bts videos #but i just KNOW they are shit about hoseok and his contributions to the group #if you don't have something interesting to say about all the members maybe don't make an ot7 introductory video idk just a thought

[katnissgirlsmakedo]

even in a different life you still would’ve been mine, we would’ve been timeless

so essentially what this is is a sort of love letter to my favorite guys ever, kit herondale and ty blackthorn of cassandra clare’s shadowhunter chronicles fame. and how basically a) they’re sort of tied together by fate and destiny and would always find their way back to each other, and b) i specifically just like them so much that i see them in nearly everything… this is what happens to you when you happen to be 15 and get really obsessed with some characters who are also 15 btw.

#i’m gonna put the full list of everything i included in the replies <3 #and of course the narration moment is livvy’s sobh. couldn’t have made a video about the boys without her there also that’d be like. immora #and if you think anything i included shows bad taste i’d like to remind you that this video is about guys from cassandra clare’s #shadowhunter chronicles. so perhaps bad taste is not relevant rn. but we don’t need to dissect all of cassie’s flaws today #won’t be fandom tagging but if you’re here and you want to reblog you can i guess. i’ll likely turn them off tonight tho #stuff i made #kit #ty #timeless video

[heroswine]

ok so i hadn’t been watching hermitcraft for a while & i’m getting caught up so i’ve only just now watched the bot battle and…. the rendoc sniffer costume………… i can’t

#‘doc is literally the bottom of a sniffer’ i have some Thoughts #some jokes or perhaps allusions i could be making about the choices made here #regarding the. top and bottom… halves of this costume……. #but i will refrain from saying anything #hermitshipping #rendoc #honestly this is barely even shipping i’m just being an idiot but #it is straight up adorable that they dressed up as one sniffer i love that for them #i’ve been watching mumbo’s pov but now i rlly need to go watch either ren or doc’s bc i love when they team up #and no one can @ me for shipping them ok THEY ship them #anyone else remember the painting that doc said looked like him and ren snuggling???? #then talking about how people ship them #followed by ren saying ‘dude you and i would make beautiful babies let’s be honest with ourselves… we should get it on baby!’ #and commenting hashtag shiprendoc on each other’s videos

[alexiethymia]

I love how the line in the opening, “If you wanna cry, use my heart” is implied to be in Meryl’s pov. 

#vashmeryl #trigun #trigun stampede #meryl stryfe #vash the stampede #both because it fits her perfectly #and when the line comes up in the animation video #it's overlaid in the scene where meryl asks him how he can still smile #other raw lines #'holding on to my mother's love from the past #pouring out liquor I don't even like' #'don't have anything to protect with my life' #has a scene transitioning with vash to one with wolfwood #in the beginning #the line 'but I never forget my hope' #focused only on Vash #but later in the second half it focuses on Meryl Wolfwood and Vash sort of showing Vash isn't alone anymore #and that perhaps meryl and wolfwood have become something like hope to him #'I don't wanna lose any more love' #and you keep hearing nai with ai #focusing on vash and nai's past with rem #I just I really love it when the ost of an anime fits it perfectly #and this particular ost not only covers vash's philosophies and thinking but even his major relationships

[miralines]

I’m being so normal about this

#the mechanisms #the mechs #id in alt text #god how I wish we had video of this #doesn’t quite blend with more recent lore but consider: we can have both #yes they all came hundreds of years apart #they were just all offline for some reason and Carmilla decided to bring them back in the most dramatic fashion possible #(perhaps reasoning that the excitement of performing music would temporarily distract them from their desire to kill her?)

[caffeinatedopossum]

A friend told me I seem like the type of person who would like learning about serial killers and I've taken this as an insult.... I am no mere true crime fanatic, disrespecting the dead and fetishizing murder >:( I'm autistic with psychology and medical special interests

#also would like it noted that i genuinely dont know anything about serial killers #the closest ive come to true crime is watching videos about human expirements or dissappearance mysteries #but i have to be careful because they can get very disturbing to me #i love psychology but i hate the idea that murderers are somehow special. that their minds are somehow uniquely twisted #everyond has the capacity for violence. just try to focus on keeping yourself from straying that way #even when serial killers do have something unique going on in their pysche (say a mental illness or neurodivergencies) #focusing on that is unhelpful unless you have the proper understanding of the context #a mental illness can explain the persons behaviors perhaps but the persons behaviors do not represent the condition

[femmeidiot]

been thinking a lot about someone setting up their phone camera to record a video of them shoving their fingers in my mouth and choking me and slapping me and making me watch it while they do it

#Perhaps also a mirror but a video could be cool because then you can watch it again #anyway bye