#perhaps this is my fault

[hanarinhightown]

i need everyone reblogging the post about sidonis being into castis to know that it is a JOKE and sidonis is just HORNY and castis vakarian would NEVER please do not think i would earnestly believe this, i know them personally i would not misrepresent the situation

#it literally does not matter but ships that make no sense other than just. here ya go i guess. are a pet peeve of mine #this is not that #this is a pure one way lusting #bc castis looks like garrus but more stable that is IT people #and #bc i'm obsessed with both of them i guess #ok bye #i hate it when my posts breach quarantine #perhaps this is my fault #for only pairing the most batshit off-the-wall jokes and aesthetics with the most tragic and heart wrenching stories for sid #it is the only way i know #i'm sorry that that's just the reality of how he is #you wouldn't get it

[clambuoyance]

[DC] doodled these two a lot this week

#clam draws #dc #kon el #kontent #Conner kent #superboy #cassie sandsmark #wonder girl #this started bc I was thinking about how they have similar outfits and parallel journeys to like masculinity and femininity I think #and part of it is due to the differences in 2000s and 90s culture but also I think this is geoffs fault #like perhaps Cassie does get euphoria from presenting more femme but it’s written by men who just didn’t find her appealing before #and kon well he already lost the jacket and had designs changes before tt03 but there’s still a noticeable difference I think in the way #he presents himself demeanor wise after johns #and ofc johns meant none of this but I like a silly spider am crawling over it and just making my own narrative threads p #as in like oh they’re in a new stage in their life and they have to wrestle w their identities as one does #but like eventually find a new middle ground? #like yeah I can make a narrative #but if I haddd to choose what they’d do instead like if I were in charge of tt03 and told to make them fit 2000s culture I would have at lea #at least made them grunge or smth idk . #what am I even saying #dc clamics

[meerlichtz]

ok but I am actually unwell about this. imagine you’ve been murdered and tortured time and time again, eaten twice and killed thrice, and then the person you live with, your best friend, gently tells you, in total darkness, how he likes looking at you. and you say that you like looking at him, too, because you do. red is your favourite color for a reason. and neither of you can smile because his face is covered by yarn and you don’t actually have a mouth but the moment is so gentle and quiet and soft and it’s nothing like everything you’ve been through, like the horrors you’ve seen and the things they’ve done to you. every day you wake up in your personal hell with no way to escape but it doesn’t matter, not right now. in this moment, he is kind to you. he likes looking at you. you like looking back at him.

and also you look like this and he looks like that

#dhmis #fluffybird #is that the tag. anyway. #sorry to unironically ship a duck and a man made out if yarn. as if it’s my fault. #this hyperfixation will last perhaps a week but for that week i will be insane. #if ur one of my followers seeing this without any context. i apologize #im normal #i’m sooo normal. #don’t hug me I’m scared #meer speaks #murder mention

[artsyunderstudy]

bad news gang im hella cursed

#personal #got into a 7 car pile-up a little over a month ago #car totalled #had to pay a deductible because apparently that shit is complex and i wont get reimbursement for a while from the person who was at fault #because it was SEVEN CARS and they might not even have enough coverage #took weeks but i got a new car #and then today i was driving to work #for only the second time since the first accident occurred #and a cement truck merged into my lane and right into my driver side #took off my door handle and side mirror #and it might be totalled #and if its fucking totalled the car isnt worth what i still owe on it #because i bought it less than a month ago #guys #im so fucking cursed #i am not injured tho sorry i should have put that sooner #dont worry i still have all my bits and bobs #except perhaps my sanity and happiness #cw car accident

[i-must-confess-i-am-an-idiot]

Sometimes I forget that a ship is actually canon. Like. No, the carnal longing you see in these characters is real, you’re not crazy, they are in fact hopelessly and stupidly in love with each other

#is this about griddlehark #and pretty much the entire locked tomb #and also #aziracrow #perhaps #perhaps it is #I mean it’s not my fault harrow and Gideon are fucking dumbasses #and it’s not my fault aziraphale and Crowley couldn’t communicate to save their ineffeble asses #your honor they are the fucking worst <333 #i hate this fandom so much #i hate it here #so fucking much #🥰😊😊 #the locked tomb #harrowhark nonagesimus #gideon nav #aziraphale good omens #crowley good omens #griddlehark

[embryoed]

“Gale Hawthorne is a complex character” I say into the mic

The crowd boos, I slink off the stage in shame

“They’re right” says a voice from the audience

I turn, and there in the stands is Suzanne Collins herself

#save my angry oppressed son #he was a victim too he was never the villain he was just annoying sometimes #and by sometimes I mean anything relating to that stupid ass love triangle #ur telling me that if u were in his position u WOULDNT be pissed at the capitol?? #especially after they bombed district 12???? #his anger towards them was JUSTIFIED idc #he was too real #perhaps the realest #so what if he wanted his oppressors to suffer? go ahead king I support you 🙌‼️‼️ #the way that prim’s death wasn’t even his fault #‘b-but he helped make the bomb!!’ SO DID BEETEE AND NOBODY BLAMES HIM!!!! #(mostly bc they refuse to acknowledge his existence but anyways) #he was a victim of the system #product of war #literally HOW does he have more haters than Snow or Coin #ppl who hate on him excessively and refuse to see his character as anything past the love triangle make me wanna claw my eyes out #Gale Hawthorne number one defender #gale hawthorne #the hunger games #thg

[torontopigeon]

the thing about having cuddle time with my tall roommate is that it is really easy to find a position that we are both so so cozy comfy comfy in because we love each other so much!

#toronto pigeon #cat #cats #tall roommate #perhaps he can eat more cheetos so his face is a better cushion for my little footsies tho #not his fault but pobody is nerfect and he needs to know where he can improve

[tinytinyturttlesoup]

Is it… could it be?! Another turtle sketch dump. Yes it is!! Enjoy :)

#tmnt fanart #teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt #rise leo #rise mikey #rise raph #leo rottmnt #rottmnt fanart #Teenage mutant rockshow #raph rottmnt #rottmnt mikey #mikey tmnt #Also am I making a whole au of the turtles being in a rock band with big mama as there slimey agent #Perhaps. #im gonna draw Leo with eyeliner and die probably. #I blame Mikey being so cute for this. He looks so cute in punk shit it’s not my fault!

[screwpinecaprice]

AT with @dragonuva!

This absolute unit, Imp Steven. 😁 I super love drawing himmmm!

Just some more rambling about the possible future of my regular commissions under the cut.

As my laptop got (fixed?) adjusted recently, I've used this opportunity to try out if it can now handle regular commission work. It started to show something's up on the mild rendering process but the lag and laptop heating didn't actually got that bad until a bit further in the full rendering process. Still has a limitation it seems. I'm planning on testing it a second time on a different piece, then I'll decide whether regular commissions will be fully back the next month or not.

#AT #Dragonuva #su #my shiz #steven quartz universe #steven universe #SU #Imperfect Steven #Dgfgggdsdfhhhh Though the technical stuff kinda messed up the drawing flow it was still def fun drawing this 😁 #Okey that bg.. though my laptop did start like it's threatening to self combust while drawing it. It's not the laptop's fault ho #w messy that is. I'm just a hit and miss with backgrounds if I don't spend like a week on it. Lol 😅😅😅 #It's definitely the amount of rendering that it can't handle. #And perhaps the amount of layers too #Which is a problem cause I normally use 350+ layers when a piece is fully rendered+has more than 2 character or/and has an environmental bg #I think I actually would have a lot to ramble about but I also think I had to actually get some sleep rn lol #I really should stop posting stuff while practically half asleep. 😅 #monster Steven

[cocksley-and-catapult]

cocksley the type of guy to have a word of the day calendar and always incorporate that day's word into conversation and when he does he looks at catapult like "eh? eh? did you hear that? i said jolabokaflod*... do you know that one??" and catapult's answer is always "of fucking course not man why would i know that"

*note: jolabokaflod is the dictionary dot com word of the day on 9/6/23 when i am sending this ask

#perhaps that is my fault for making him get punched all the time #c&c asks #no way thats a real word. no im not going to check

[altair214]

I think the reason I love Dreamling so much is that Hob has exactly what Dream needs desperately and doesn’t have himself. Hope. 

Hob is a character that very much represents humanity itself. He makes mistakes, he learns, he changes, he keeps going, and never gives up hope. Because when you have nothing, the only thing that keeps you going is hope. 

So I think that if the ship were canon, that perhaps Morpheus would find in Hob something that he desperately needed and that would be enough to save him.

#of course it's not canon #but still #and he'd be okay #i hold it close to my heart because perhaps in another universe there was some small change and that would makes all the difference #then again maybe my angst about this is my fault for getting attached to tragic characters #dreamling #dream of the endless #hob gadling #dream/hob gadling #the sandman #the sandman comics #the sandman spoilers #the sandman netflix

[essektheylyss]

Actually speaking of Fjord and Essek being a disastrous combo I just realized it is Wednesday so have a wip excerpt of the trade war fic:

His mind turned so quickly, he nearly forgot about the spell he was maintaining. Had it flickered before he’d let it fizzle out? He didn’t think so; Fjord hadn’t blinked. “How about this,” he offered, and kept his voice level. “I will look into it, the techniques that might be more promising than what is currently being attempted. If it seems at all feasible, we can then discuss what resources might be necessary.” “Research and development,” Fjord said, and Essek nodded in agreement. “I like it.” He held out a hand. “I wish you the best of luck.” Essek eyed his hand, stopping in the street. Just before midday, the neighborhood was empty, and all he could hear were the bird’s cries and the ever-present ebb and flow of the tide, like a lullaby to the city of Nicodranas. “You wager a great deal upon my luck.” “Well, not yet,” Fjord said, shrugging him off. “We’ll talk about wagers if we get to the development stage.” This was fair enough. Essek took his hand and shook it firmly. “I look forward to doing business with you, Captain.” Fjord winked. “And I you, my friend.”

#very platonic and canon-compliant but. SO disastrous. #in their defense it's not entirely their fault. but they sure are dumbasses about it. #one day I will write more of this 😔 #I have the first chapter done! but oh boy does it need a lot more written before I post it #miraculously the first chapter is a reasonable length. do I expect that to maintain? no. #perhaps I will finish my current short story. write a scene of this. write a chapter of my novella. write a scene of this. and so on #I just have so much to DOOOOO #wip wednesday #cr fic

[leaping-laelaps-art]

The Devonian trilobite Crotalocephalina gibba.

Made as a more or less successful exercise to emulate the style of Junnn11, the person who illustrated many of the wikipedia articles on Cambrian arthropods and Paleozoic euchelicerates (and whose art I happen to like very much).

#very accidental lesbian color scheme #i swear i didn't do it on purpose the colors just looked nice #i only realized two hours after picking the colors and went with it #it's not my fault if lesbians have the best pride flag #(perhaps with the exception of the aro and aroace ones - but there certainly is no reason for my opinion on these to biased hehe) #anyway #drawing based on a fossil i have on my desk #minus the appendages of course (those are mainly adapted from Ceraurus pleurexanthemus) #because there's no way on earth i'm drawing a cheirurid in a non-neutral pose with just my imagination and a few top view photos/diagrams #all these furrows and little knobs around the articulations!!! #also heeeeeyy i'm not dead i'm still making art #between work travel and the fact that i've started sketching on paper again over the last 6 months #i haven't done much digital art worth posting #(still hesitating to post my paper sketches on here) #but i do have some cool 3d projects in the works #so i will probably be posting some pieces in my usual style in the more or less near future #crotalocephalina #cheirurid #trilobite #arthropod #devonian #paleozoic #paleontology #palaeoblr #paleoart #my art

[crowsfiend]

met Vlaakith and she preemptively set us all on fire as an intimidation tactic

#this happened after i gave her a good natured wave so. perhaps it's my fault #bg3 #vlaakith #baldur's gate 3 #lae'zel #astarion

[abbeyofcyn]

Just emptied my inbox with the remaining requests (the one with the plushies and the one with the palette and expression challenge) and ugh some stories of the former requests were so adorable and I am so sorry I didn't get to draw your request

#ugh my heart #the pictures and stories #but I had to empty my inbox to ease my anxiety #which is not anyone's fault in case someone feels misplaced guilt #thank you for sharing your requests and perhaps I get to draw something for you in the future when I open up for them again #have a lovely day/night!

[vamprisms]

i view people who don't have to know gluten free and wheat free aren't the same thing the way a cankerous gutter pigeon might view a happy little parakeet in an aviary

#(scabbed over little creature voice) strife is a stranger to you brother #ANYEWAYs. tmi perhaps but i am currently covered head to toe in the worst eczema breakout i've ever had and it's my own fault for indulging #in the sins of the bread