#own houses. yeah of course

[anna-scribbles]

if the agrestes weren't rich i think that gabriel would be the normal one. like gabe's problem is that he stopped running into natural limits due to absurd wealth and his obsessive nature led him to develop some kind of god complex where he won't accept that anything is out of his control. I think that if gabe was broke again and just simply couldn't afford to go on an international goose chase for ancient magic artifacts of untold power, if he had to work a 9-5 to live and couldn't just disappear into his basement lair to commit domestic terrorism and say evil monologues to himself, then he would be way more normal. he'd just be some guy. he might even let himself have a mowhawk again. but I think that emilie would be way LESS normal if they weren't rich. like emilie needs so many people to be obsessed with her so much all the time in order for her to function. and gabe would still have his toxic codependent obsession with her, sure, but that wouldn't be nearly enough. emilie has to be at the center of the world's spotlight at all times because she doesn't know how to exist if she's not performing. anyway all this to say I am so certain that if the agrestes were not disgustingly wealthy, emilie agreste would one million percent be running a massive family vlogger youtube channel

#this post is sponsored by the version of emilie agreste who lives in my mind #in this scenario adrien still exists so maybe he's a normal baby somehow. but the important thing is that he's still exploited #this is just an exercise for me in thinking about how much of the agreste family dynamic you could preserve if they were middle class #how much wealth is an enabler of the terrible things happening in that house #but yeah agreste family vloggers au. I guess. #where adrien shows up at school and everybody knows him because his mom posted his potty training videos online and everything since #he has no secrets every milestone he's ever had has been packaged up and sold to the public #until he becomes chat noir of course. etc #oh god emilie would vlog her own death😭 help #get ready with me to die and haunt the narrative🤩 #ml #anna rambles #I wrote this because im not finishing my homework:(

[icewindandboringhorror]

Some fantasy traveler inventory details (like what they would carry in their bags), based on two of the recent costumes I did.. love finding random little scraps and items and putting them together lol

#it's obvious who's is who's since they match their outfits HOWEVER.. consider if they were switched lol #evil villain looking man carrying around pressed flowers in a cutesy lacy pouch #fantasy costume #what's in my bag #actualyl that would have been funny to make a video. I should make a video #I'm sure someone else has already done this #but like.. lifestyle vlogger type content however I'm dressed in fully costume as some weird elf or something #pulling things out of my bag and showing them to the camera and talking about how they're useful for whatever #but it's all fantasy scenarios and talking like it's very common #'and of course. i know it's a bit cliche #EVERY traveler has one of these. but you know. theyre just useful! thats why everyone has one!' *pulls out a completely unrecognizable item #thats like some weird fantasy world prop and doesn't even explain it because In-world it's normal and wouldnt need to be talked about* #'room tour' video and it's just like 'yeah I sleep on this mat under a bunch of trees uh.. over here by these rocks. at least right now. I #kind of wander around a bit. so' #Like a clothing haul but it's a potions shop haul or something and they ramble about some obscure drama in the potions community and how the #y hard to barter and steal and entire flock of sheep or something just to get one of them. etc. etc. #I could do ones for different characters too like. multiple people from different walks of life showing what they carry around with them. #just like this but more interview sort of vlog format instead of photos #This is where not having much money and not having my own house with land becomes an issue though #I think it would take you out of the illusion if the background was always the same. I can make small sets because there's one blank wall in #a room that it's easy to move all the stuff away from in front of and clear a spot and like hang up fabrics or whatever but still.. hmms #So one of those 'fun idea but dubious about handling the execution' things. also One Of Those Things where without looking it up you're 100% #sure it's already been done and you don't want to look weird since it's vaguely niche. Like if 100 people have done something it's fine but #if only like 3 other people have then you look weird maybe ghhjbj.. or only one other person gods forbid. looks even weirder potentially #Or do people not care about ''copying'' anymore?? idk. I'm not updated with the internet's changing culture. I just have a fear of accidenta #lly doing something like that and then people getting mad even though it's really just that I competely had no idea it had been done because #again.. I live under a rock and am unaware of everything lol. ANYWAY. also would require my face being on video which I don't like. Though I #would be in costume so that helps. I think to be fully comfortable I'd need light modifications to make my face look different. which isn't #hard but is more effort when it has to be translatable in multiple angles. ANYWAY. ghjbhj... Now I think it would be funny actually. maybe #one day. I haven't made any videos (aside from on the gameplay/sims channel) in a long long time actually. hmm'st

[pixiecactus]

i'm going to call this post book!gendrya for dummies (it's me i'm the dummy): i had always loved the parallel that gendrya share about being the third born child (we are five books in, and still to this moment we don't have another baratheon bastard introduced to us that's older than gendry, so the order for me is: mya, bella and gendry) and (if we go with the r+l=j theory, jon obviously is not ned's son... so we have robb, sansa and arya) but something that has never ocurred to me before, is that we obviously already know the plot point of "the seed is strong" and we have gendry directly telling ned how his mother used to have yellow/blond hair (this is my own headcanon, but i like to think that she had brown eyes as well) meaning that all children sired by robert baratheon shared his hair colour and eyes colour, so gendry in his colouring and looks does not resemble at all his mother and we know exactly the same thing about arya, how of all of the catelyn tully/stark's children, she's is the only one that has none of her mother's looks, she and jon had the stark look, long face and grey eyes, like her father (and jon's mother) and like all of the starks of old time (karstarks included), and meanwhile genetics in asoiaf had always been somehow really wonky if compared to how genetics work in real life, it always interested me this fact about arya, one could simply said that arya having stark's looks and colouring is to help the narrative of arya feeling like an outsider in her own family, just like jon, and to establish even more how deeply the jon/arya bond runs, even when she knows both of her parents, and it's a true-born daughter. so this post was me discovering another gendrya parallel shared between them, i don't think it's really important but hey, it's still there alright

#and yeah i know that mostly the conversation about gendrya's looks is centered about how they look like lyanna and robert reborn #and i absolutely think that part of their looks will come to play in the next books #like arya wears the north in her face and you mean to tell me no one is going to notice that a false arya was in her stead #if arya and gendry were lyanna and robert reborn i wouldn't even ship it in the first place #is so dear to me the fact of how gendry is the complete antithesis of robert baratheon #and now going to my own headcanon territory: #that's why i prefer to depict arya with a chesnut shade of brown hair #like catelyn's genes were really strong no joke about it #so that's why i like to think that arya subtlely has hair a shade lighter than jon due to her mother's genes #in the same way canonically jon has a darker shade of grey eyes #arya with chesnut brown hair is my way of potraying one of my favourites arya's quotes #“the woman is important too” #is this post completely self-indulgent? of course #i'm just here to post my s!ms and make self-indulgent posts #asoiaf #a song of ice and fire #house stark #arya stark #gendry #gendrya #arya x gendry #gendry x arya

[wu-does-art]

au where mike narrowly escapes the upsidedown while on patrol and gets an obscure curse to be a catboy for a month. this is amusing to everyone but mike.

#catmike au #dont know if people will like this au of mine or not but ill keep posting doodles of it cause its funny #dustin is very interested in the curse and is also conveniently the onely one who has owned a cat #hes tests things almost immediately in such excitement #basically its just him seeing mike in the living room and running quickly to his house because he needs to grab some things #its also set vaguely post s5 so some of the byers share the wheeler house #lets just say the wheelers went off for the apocalypse #dustin comes back with a laser pointer and catnip (to the others it honest to god looks like weed) #then of course hes inspecting him and asking questions like seeing if his human ears are gone and if he can move his tail and all that #they find very quickly that he can purr when will comes over next to him curiously #this def disturbs other upsidown meeting because imagine nancy's talking and in the middle of it its just *LOUD PURRING* #mike does chase lasers (out of his control) and he can in fact get hopped up on catnip #which makes him go zoomies or purr crazy loud and it makes him shove his whole body all over will like a strange clingy 5 yr old #also his pupils can go big and small and as expected it goes massive when hes on catnip #everyone finds this hilarious and they make a game of who can secretly get mike catnipped #will is the unwilling victim because he's the cat's (and mike's ofc) assighned so he'll just be sitting and then he'll #hear running qnd suddenly mikes holding his arm up and rubbing against it while purring very loudly #anyways i may have written that for no one in particular but yeah theres some cat au! #st mike #mike wheeler #stranger things #stranger things fanart #byler #st mike wheeler #mike wheeler stranger things #will byers #byler fanart #st will #st will byers #its supposed to say that wills the cats favourite person idk tumblr deleted it cause something something formatting

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Ooo this Warloc Wally AU makes me anticipate Howdy as the Tavern keeper with the bulletin board with jobs but every time Wally comes in Howdys just on edge cause "this tiny man just *Feels* off..."

All Wally wants is some apple cider

ohhhhh oooooo y'know in the Original Ramble i stated that he stick With the group on their adventures as a traveling salesman but ough. tavern keeper Howdy...

maybe... maybe we can combine the two by the group being Based Out Of a particular town and Howdy owns the local tavern, but sometimes accompanies the group on their adventures both because he needs a "break" and to sell his wares to fresh faces <3 his staff can handle the tavern in his absence

#though i don't think he'd be on edge around wally #everyone likes wally i think thats Important to keep consistent #but yeah ooooogh tavern keeper howdy #him getting occasional bouts of Wanderlust & The Call To Adventure that he needs to work out of his system <3 #im picturing him noticing a Really Good Job posted #and just. subtly taking it down and holding onto it until his ~Favorite Customers~ come back #favoritism? yes #but yeah actually them having a home base makes so much sense and makes it Better #they do a quest and come back to their home and their little houses that they barely use #sally does a celebratory play in honor of their Big Success #i feel like... their 'party' kinda has the vibes of the inevitable from the sea beast #yeah they're not the only group that does jobs and quests #but they're the most known #of course unless they had a rough/bad time in which case they come back very quietly and slink off to lick their wounds #but in the case that they're high of a Big Win yall know barn & sally are bursting in with a fanfare #wh fantasy au #lmao imaging wally Doesn't have like. a house #everyone wonders where he goes off to when they're all doing their own thing #uhhhh he goes into a secret part of the woods to let home out in house form & hang. or sleep #portable house!! #poppy: so where do you go when you disappear? #wally: *flashes back to last night's ritual sacrifice* #wally: ....oh... you know.... around #anyway im having a nice time picturing them all vibing at howdy's Very busy tavern <3 #im picturing they have a regular table #if someone else is sitting there when they arrive howdy manages to swindle the person out of their chair #& howdy must get so excited when he comes along on jobs...

[merry-andrews]

Boxer!Bradley AU;

Bradley fights big matches and wins big prizes. He's one of famous ones. one night at a bar he meets Jake. He's a run-away kid looking for finding a job in this big town and a new start and it's supposed to be a casual one-night stand but morning after when Jake walks around Bradley's small kitchen, wearing Bradley's shirt and sitting on Brad when he's doing his push-ups, Bradley just gets too fond of him that he suggests Jake to stay with him until he finds his own place to live.

he's set for a big match for next couple of months and his competitor is also a good boxer with good reputation too so it's a real challenge if he can beat him. Talking about moneys and bets here which he can make a whole new life someplace else (with Jake💗 Brad's planning on to purpose him) something that he doesn't know, Jake's his competitor's lover.. and all this was a plan from start to get under Bradley's skin to get to convince him losing the match without polluting his own name. So Brad finds out somehow and they break up and while Jake truly has feelings for him, but he doesn't say a word or begs him.. he just leaves..

Brad wins the prize (Jake's heart was beating so fast he was so scared, on the edge of tears whenever Brad got hit. At the end Bradley's locking eyes with Jake while they raise his hand to announce winner) and at that same night Jake comes knocking on a moping Bradley's door, tears in his eyes when Brad pulls him in a kiss, says he's in love with Bradley and he put bets on Bradley instead of his ex-lover💗

#hangster #sereshaw #jake hangman seresin #bradley rooster bradshaw #top gun maverick #Bleed For This fusion #hmm and let me steal that version of Glen from Scream Queens #so yeah they're gonna go live someplace sunny and buy a house and a car and a dog and adopt kids together💗 #Brad will open a gym of course #and they lived happily ever after #💕💕💕💕💕💕💕 #thank you @redfurrycat all your aus posts encouraged me to make my own one💖💖💖 #I'm proud of this post!! I am!! #also you bet. Brad indeed put LOTS of forces in his fists cus 'NO ONE GETS TO TOUCH AND OWN JAKE EXCEPT ME!' #its why he won? hmm maybe!! #also sitting on your husband while he's doing push ups sit ups is really really cute ok #and I just need to see this scene when Jake kisses Brad's bruises pushes his sweaty curls out of his face after the match💗 #and Brad wraps him in his arms hhhnn #this ship is so cute🥺💕💕💕 #au post #au posting

[harmonicabisexuals]

the thing is foreman and thirteen love each other deeply but it's completely platonic imo. their gay asses should have never tried to be in a relationship

#kind of obsessed with the way every relationship on this show eventually implodes in on itself its inevitable #except hilson of course. yeah. #but like the dumpster fire disasters are just as meaningful in their own ways #it's just lol. lmao. sure is interesting!!!! #house md

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

it's like. everything happens so much. it's all happening right now but at the same time nothing is happening whatsoever. it's a liminal space of an existence. it's slowly crushing me under the weight but when I look up there's nothing actually bearing down on me. there shouldn't be any weight. something is wrong but nothing has happened. I'm simultaneously overwhelmed and utterly bored. nothing is happening and maybe that's the everything that's happening. maybe the everything is the nothing. we aren't there yet but it's all so imminent. either everything is going to crash down or nothing is. I'm just waiting to figure out which.

#I refuse to be upset at anyone. I have so much love in my heart #but I'm going to pack formal clothes for my sister in my own bag just in case. she doesn't need to know that. #you couldn't pay me to care or to stop caring. it's cognitive dissonance #because I know this won't always affect me but it's my whole world right now #I say I don't care and I mean it but at the same time I care more than anything else #it's actually almost scary how much I relate to dark alley #not in a ''I'm in a mentally dark or dangerous place'' way but in a ''yeah I compare myself to others too much'' way #and then I try to make excuses so it can make sense to other people so they won't think the worst of me #like literally I'm trying not to think about fall but it's right around the corner and I'm. falling into it I guess #pun intended of course. I don't want to lose all my friends #I want to be one of the kids who gets invited to people's houses for lunch after church and I know I never will be #because that's the kind of thing that's only for the kids who are going someplace. not the ones who stay #I'm feeling very selfish and it's probably bc I'm tired lol this happens sometimes #I'm gonna make dinner for my family and then I'll feel better skskskskk #Lu rambles #sometimes I think I could write poetry #I feel like once my vacation is actually imminent I'll feel better I just haaate the point we're at right now #which is like. it's SOON but not THAT SOON so I feel like I can't do anything bc I'm just waiting for things to get going :/

[natequarter]

one of my favourite minor details in bbc ghosts is that there are both portraits and photos of fanny

#fanny button #bbc ghosts #i could write an essay #on how portraits are representative of wealth/power/status/memory #and how photos are representative of similar + individuality #(see: the portrait of humphrey vs the sheer lack of records #for mary because for all the ghosts forget humphrey #he was rich and he is remembered; mary is just one of the masses #or thomas vs fanny #(largely due to not living in the house) there are no paintings of thomas #and alison has to paint him like she draws mary because he has been forgotten by history #even if he was wealthy in life (whereas there are several records of fanny) #as for photos - the only record of the captain at button house is iirc a photo of a bunch of soldiers #he is one face amongst many subsumed by the identity of war #compare and contrast the sole photo of pat #remembered as an individual rather than a collective #and of course there are no paintings or photos of robin because that kind of display of wealth #is ultimately meaningless to him and his own memory is enough for him) #but anyway it's about times changing and memory and power. yeah

[crimeronan]

How does a "You look so much like your father" style comment plays out in the bad timeline in which Vee wasn't there to tell Camila about Belos?

i think it goes down pretty similarly to how it does in the main AU timeline, honestly. i guess the key differences here being that hunter isn't present and that luz is completely disoriented and out of her element.

camila murmurs it without thinking and luz flinches really bad and camila kicks herself & Immediately apologizes. she doesn't know luz has father-specific trauma now, but she Does know she's a strange lady that luz doesn't remember & that luz is having a godawful time & that it's not fair to dump any familial expectations on her. she's really careful not to say anything similar in the future.

#replies #toh #princess luz au #princess luz au worst timeline #god the fucking nightmare complication of like. hey you don't know me but i'm your mom and you apparently have no other family #at least none that you'll tell anyone about. and all anyone can conclude is that you've been in a basement for 13 years #i'm gonna talk to a thousand social workers and doctors and my own family about if it's even Okay for you to come home with me #but if you don't want to then we can.... discuss other options. The System (TM) isnt exactly built for this huh #and luz of course doesn't care about anything at this point so it's just. yeah sure. #this woman's house. some other random person's house. a jail cell. a hospital room. makes no difference to her #which is. not the bright and encouraging note you want to build your new relationship on #camila noceda #luz noceda

[obstinatecondolement]

I've been taking a bit of a nostalgic wander down Mel Brooks' filmography over the past week and as I was rewatching The Producers for the n-th time today it occurred to me that once I'm an accountant I can finally fulfil my life's purpose and get one step closer to being rl Leo Bloom. Time will only tell if I meet a sleazy crook who seduces me into a life of fraud and who I ultimately go to jail with, but fingers crossed.

#oh yeah so l'm starting an accountancy course on monday #and in five years I could be a chartered accountant #if y'know all goes to plan #my 'I want everything I've ever seen in the movies!' is my own house and a boyfriend at this point lol

[navree]

"Who was really behind blood and cheese?"

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTLuRCbUQ/

In this video on TikTok, the creator claims that Daemon couldn't possibly be behind blood and cheese because he's not a "schemer." 🙄

Oh yeah I saw people talking about that on Twitter and it's dumb as Hell. Like, for one, no Otto's not going to do it because killing one of only two heirs to the throne and driving his granddaughter to madness to the point where she can't create any more is much more of a problem than any good PR would be a solution. Just because Otto decided to capitalize on a grotesque situation as best he could doesn't mean he orchestrated it. Not to mention, Otto's canon characterization, as expressed not only in the show but also behind the scenes by the writers and Rhys himself, is as someone who loves his family. His problem is that he's not good at verbalizing it (Rhys said something to the effect of Otto not having the language available to tell Alicent "I love you and I'm scared for you" even if that's how he feels) which doesn't allow it to be verbally expressed, and he also values power and advancement too much. So he places it over the love he has for his family, chiefly Alicent, who he clearly adores as his child, and it causes him to grievously hurt his family in spite of his love for them, like setting up Alicent to be groomed and sold off into marriage to Viserys despite the damage it will cause.

And yeah, Daemon isn't a schemer, but you know what he is? Violent. Violent and cruel and uncaring towards the suffering of others. Show Daemon isn't a schemer, but he is someone who bashed his wife's head in because he wanted to murder her for the crime of him not liking her. Show Daemon isn't a schemer, but he did fabricate an entire plot that could have resulted in Mysaria being killed without even taking her wants and needs into consideration. Show Daemon isn't a schemer, but he is the kind of man who takes teenage girls to brothels to ruin them and then leaves them there with their clothes off at the mercy of rapists and murderers and no way to get back home. Show Daemon isn't a schemer, but he is a father who neglects his older children and shows no care or concern for their wellbeing or emotional needs. Show Daemon isn't a schemer, but he is someone who giggles at his wife's funeral in front of her family and responds to his brother's attempt at conciliation with personal insults. Show Daemon isn't a schemer, but he is a husband who put hands on his wife and throttled her when she hit on a sore nerve and he wanted to lash out. Daemon's involvement in Blood and Cheese doesn't require scheming. It requires him having contacts in King's Landing, which is likely given his time living there, and it involves his propensity for significant violence against anyone he wants it done to and his disregard towards early anyone who isn't himself. So him hiring people to kill a child and telling them to be as merciless as possible about it? Yeah, that tracks with Daemon as he's portrayed on this show. That tracks really well.

Anyway funny how Team Black stans were all about 'and we'll support them in their war crimes era!' about Daemyra but now that the war crimes are approaching and we're about to watch baby murder and threatening to rape a child and mentally torturing Helaena and Alicent on an HD screen, now there's theories that make no sense. Blood and Cheese is, at minimum, Daemon's fault, not anyone on Team Black, and it's high time his fans at least follow his own lead and own it.

#personal #answered #anonymous #house of the dragon #hotd #that doesn't even touch on the fact that if the leaked sides from the alys audition are part of the final script #then daemon was definitely involved in blood and cheese #since alys talks about daemon being 'at odds' with his queen or something #which i think is rhaenyra being horrified at what he did with blood and cheese and sending him away #(even tho she didn't denounce him or lock him up which makes her just as complicit honestly) #(and of course in the book she had no problem with it but show rhaenyra is softer) #and yeah at least daemon owns that he did blood and cheese #follow his example daemon stans

[aiura-stan]

tbh i think it’s so funny that if Kusuo were real, he’d be a year older than me

#kusuo is canonically in his late 20’s!!! #age wise we had a similar experience I guess. Same geopolitical events were happening at that time #But totally different perspective obvs #idk. it honestly probably doesn’t make much difference #especially considering the cultural difference #but I like that Kusuo also didn’t get any modern touch technology of his own until his late teens #like yaaay me too! #I too staunchly and stubbornly refused to get an iphone. not that I had the money to get it myself anyways. Also like Kusuo! #who gets an allowance as a teen (which i didn’t get) but to be fair #that’s probably thanks to Kuusuke #indirectly anyways. considering they can’t afford the house they live in and only have it because of him #what am I rambling about #anyways #yeah I relate to Kusuo a lot #He is out there a depressed twenty something looking for meaning in his life I just know it #and of course. The meaning is connecting with other people #rargh screaming crying erc #*etc

[kittlyns]

I fucking hate cleaning and sharing a space and having NOTHING to do with half the shit in my house cuz most of it belongs to other people and nobody else is in a "let's throw shit away if we don't need it" mood.

#there's really only so much I can do! #and I try. #no one else is taking this as seriously as I am. #I asked if we could all please focus on cleaning and decluttering this weekend so if there is an issue there will be less hassle #working around everything. #'yeah yeah of course we'll do what we gotta do!' #literally all day yesterday everyone sat around watching tv while I holed up in my room working. #today. go downstairs for the first time in 24 hours. again. everyone is sitting on the couch watching tv. #oh hey I thought we were gonna clean? #'yeah tomorrow.' #well the exterminator comes on Tuesday and I've only been focusing on one room cuz I don't want to spread the problem... #'we'll do what we can do but there's no way we're getting the whole house cleaned by then' #okay but I told everyone on Friday!! we literally had all weekend!! #I know everyone else thinks I'm crazy and being overdramatic and I just 'shouldn't worry abt it' but the least they could do is humor me!! #I wish I could be irresponsible and just say 'meh who cares it's probably not anything and if it is it's probably not a big deal' #but I'm being realistic. I'm so tired of people ignoring problems and just hoping it goes away on its own.

[epicdogymoment]

finally finished ep 1+2. hmm

#leologisms #gintama #leo liveblogs #revisiting early gintama makes me remember what solis (? may or may not have been solis) said #how as time passes gintama becomes late edo period media as well as 2000s japan period media #its preoccupation with ronin as penniless unemployed losers.. #oh yeah. gintoki talking about. how you have to face the things you want to forget the most. king of not listening to his own advice #hmm. im thinking (new thought) katokens childs letter about wanting to hurry up and go back home #and the house getting completely destroyed by a huge amanto device that rises from the ground #katoken of course gets his happy end and is reunited with his family (cant go too hard with the loser thing in the anime special intro) #but. the house. sorry im thinking about individual gintama arcs and episodes as microcosms #even IF you defeat the amanto you wont get everything back. and you still need to change #<- ? im unsure about this. i cant quite hone in on what exactly about it it is #different unrelated thought: the shinsengumi portrayed in gintama as being largely useless and unable to enact real change #as opposed to gintoki/the yorozuya. did i forget to say the word samurai #<- they literally explicitly say this btw. i think its funny how so many people like the shinsengumi (gintama) because theyre cool #theyre losers. come on now

[funshinebf]

okay though shoutout to my brother for moving in with my dad fulltime when i was 13 and leaving tons of his old clothes at my moms in the upstairs me and him shared. i realized i was trans when i was 12 and having unrestricted access to boy clothes, as well as the privacy that being alone upstairs gave me was really good for me at the time. i wasnt allowed yet to buy my own boy clothes, and even if i was i wasnt fully comfortable wearing anything like that out of the house yet, so being able to wear gender affirming clothes by myself when i needed to was really important for me during that time. i did the classic 'tuck your hair into a hat and bind with ace bandages' kinda shit and then put on my brother's old skater aestheticy clothes to look at myself in the mirror and be able to see a reflection that felt closer to who i am. it helped me a lot. obviously he didnt do that on purpose lol, it was just kind of an unforseen bonus of him moving out of there, but i feel really lucky that the circumstances lined up and allowed to me have that bit of comfort when i needed it most

#my post #idk why memories of these times popped up but they did #im at my mom's newly built house and im like 'damn my sisters have doors?? i didnt get a door when i was their age ☹️' #n then i was like Well. he did move out at some point anyway and then i had an Entire Upstairs to myself so. its whatever #<- also yeah me and him didnt have doors upstairs. the house didnt come with them and one of the doorways was crooked anyway #so we couldnt install a door in it anyway #there WAS a door at the top landing though that cut off the whole upstairs from downstairs #which was lucky for both of us cause we could stay awake all night and not get yelled at for it cause they couldnt tell #there was of course also a door for the bathroom too. but those were the only doors upstairs #we both had our own rooms and then a 'play room' in the middle #we never used the playroom though cause it got bees in it all the time