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harghoes · 1 year

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You’re so far away, how am I supposed to love you?

pairing: John ‘Soap’ MacTavish x gn!reader

warnings: none, other than my attempt at angst agaib

a/n: if this is bad let me know and i’m deleting it haha jk… or am i?

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The struggle of being separated is a burden not many carry. Those that do carry it, hold the weight of their world on their shoulders. Both you and John hold that weight. When you’re together, it’s amazing. It’s the best, easiest, most loving relationship ever. And yet, when he’s away on missions, it’s like your hearts are being ripped apart.

John means the world to you. He really does. But, with him constantly being gone, you’re constantly lonely. He promises to send messages when he can, but the field is so busy and you don’t want him to become distracted. You knew what you were signing up for getting involved with him.

When you first met, he told you what it meant to be with him. The empty house, the late night calls (if he can even get a call), and the hardships it would bring. You thought you were strong enough to overcome it. After so long, being alone starts to take a toll on a relationship.

Sitting at a table for one, you’re a few drinks deep. This bar knew you well, considering it’s where your boyfriend and you frequent when he’s home. Just thinking about him brings tears to your eyes, missing him with every fiber of your being. Multiple men have tried to chat you up while you’re mopping, but you just flash your promise ring at them and they thankfully understand what’s happening. You’re not looking for a quick fix, you just want your Johnny back home with you.

Speaking of home, you get up from the table after paying your bill. Looks like you’re taking yourself home again, not like it’s any different than any other month. Once you take a step through the threshold of your shared (is it really shared if he’s rarely here?) home, you stop to take a breath. You decide to get ready for bed considering you still have work the next morning. Staring at his side of the bed, you reluctantly drag yourself to your side. Setting your alarm, sleep comes easily enough.

You wake up at 2am. You had gone to bed just a few hours earlier, so the confusion on your face is evident until you notice why you woke up. Your phone is buzzing on the nightstand, with Johnny’s face lighting up the screen. You let out a sigh as tears prick your eyes before you turn over and try to fall back asleep. Eventually, the buzzing stops and you fade back to unconsciousness.

Waking up to your alarm this time, you roll over to turn it off. You check your phone and see three missed calls from Johnny. You try to call him, but are sent to voicemail.

Your sleep ridden voice is rough as you speak, “Hey, Johnny. I’m sorry I didn’t answer, I didn’t hear my phone. Listen, I’m late to get to work.”

Tears slowly fill your eyes as you lie to him. You realize the time has disappeared as you decide to hell with it, you’ll fill him in on something he missed.

“My best friend just got engaged. I think I…” taking a deep breath, you continue with the voicemail, “I think I need to make a change. It’s hard to wait now. It’s so hard being lonely, Johnny.” A hiccuped sob is heard before you’re apologizing, and hanging up the phone. Who knew it would be this hard?

When Johnny heard the voicemail, he felt his heart crumble. He knew this would happen, it’s why he never had a solid relationship with anyone. The creeping fear that you would leave him has captured his heart and mind, and now he’s panicking. Staring at his phone, he sees your face looking back at him. And he swears he hears your voice say, “Don’t worry, you won’t be lonely, Johnny!”

Looking away from his phone, he presses his cheek against the glass. All he can do is hope that you two will be good, at least until he gets back. Once he’s back, he’ll be able to fix things. Closing his eyes, he can almost imagine that he’s with you. You’re cleaning up the house while he’s cooking. The smell of warm food and the sound of your beautiful laughter almost lulls him to sleep before a hand on his shoulder is jerking him awake.

Simon is nodding to him, as his rough voice is heard.

“We’re about to land, Johnny.”

He doesn’t know, but you have been doing the same thing. Closing your eyes and imagining you’re back with him. Walking the small shopping centers, playing in snow, pushing him into a leaf pile. Anything where you two can be together, you’re imagining it. Opening your eyes, you are forced back to the reality of the situation; Johnny in some country and you at your job.

Sending him a text, you put his notifications on Do Not Disturb. It hurts too much to get any news from him during the day. Johnny doesn’t receive your text until long after it was sent. When he reads it, he almost falls to his knees. It’s the same thing he had been starting to think, but he would never have burdened you with it.

The simple, “Why won’t you love me?” stands out against the other texts. The ground disappears from under him, as he locks his phone to stare at your photo again. This time, he’s hearing you crying, asking him that question.

Switching your phone to airplane mode, you know that he’s probably read it by now. Sniffling at the thought, you try to go about your day. A couple of your coworkers noticed your puffy eyes, and you told them the short version of the story.

After your shift, you’re taking your phone off of airplane mode, thankful you don’t have any messages from anyone. You just want to go home, and sleep, hopefully for five years.

Entering your quiet house, you just drop all your items on the threshold. Feeling the weight of your predicament, your shoulders feel insanely tight. Rolling out your neck, you head right for the bedroom.

Waking up from your sleep, your phone is buzzing again. Turning over, you reach for it blindly, seeing the time is 2 in the morning again. It’s a response from Johnny.

‘It seems we’re together, all alone tonight.’

The bubble didn’t go away, indicating another text from him is supposed to be coming through.

‘I’m so helpless from this side, my love. Everyday, you feel a little bit further away. I’m sorry.’

Tears forming, you feel an ache in your chest. You’ve felt this before, it’s the ache of loneliness. Not responding, you set your phone back down and turn away from it. Hearing another ding from his message, you check it quickly.

‘I’m coming home. Mission is over. We can talk this out. I love you.’

Responding, you answer him with another question.

‘Why do we keep holding onto each other? Why? I don’t know if I can handle it anymore, Johnny. Are we just wasting time? I haven’t seen your face in ages, Johnny.’

He responds quickly this time.

‘I don’t know, my girl. Stupidity, love, whatever the reason, I will always love you. Everyday it gets harder to stay away from you. Just know and remember that.’

‘I love you too, John MacTavish.’

With that, you fall back asleep. And Johnny is awake on the other side of the world, with the pain of you sleeping alone.

This is as good as it’s going to get.

#john mactavish #john mactavish x you #john mactavish x reader #cod:mw2 #cod imagine #cod x y/n #cod x reader

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fictofaggot · 1 year

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gamzee gamzee gamzee. n feferi or eridan :3

AHH YEAHHH ok sits down Right here.

Gamzee Makara

Sexuality/Gender Headcanon: unlabeled any pronouns and this thing is so confused about his gender something genderqueer and not binary . arospec

A ship I have with said character: erigam. . . thinks about that one paradox space comic. my friend made a google doc about them and converted me to erigam fan ithink everyone should be an erigam fan

A BROTP I have with said character: i like when he's friends with tavros... i think he should have mkre friends and everyone should stop being the absolute worst to him ever

A NOTP I have with said character: equigam tbh. gamtav but in the way the fandom does it. ummmmmmmmmm... you know

A random headcanon: i.... honestly do not know

General opinion over said character: he makes me so so upset bro. he is so upsetting... the horrible writing of his character the fact that his sobriety and addiction were treated the way they were the fact that his classpect doomed him to turn out the way he did the fact that he is treated so awfully by everyone in comic and fandom wise. he means the world to me and i want her to be happy and safe and sober forever and ever

Feferi Peixes

Sexuality/Gender Headcanon: Trans girl

A ship I have with said character: i have always had a soft spot for fefnep... i like her<>eridan but not in the way that i "ship" it i think their relationship in canon is fascinating in a not-good way

A BROTP I have with said character: shw and sollux are funny i think i can't remember how they were in comic but i think he woukd show her how to pirate movies with pirating websites and she'd be like Wowww you're on t)-(e dark web! and he'd be like ii'm liiterally on 2he fiir2t page of google (don't yell at me icant remember their quirks)

A NOTP I have with said character: idk...

A random headcanon: idk²

General opinion over said character: she's cute but kind of Boring To Me... she is cool she means well but she kind of sucks and it frustrates me but she's cute and fun and i generally like her :3

Eridan Ampora

Sexuality/Gender Headcanon: something something transfem something something nonbinary something something... aroacespec

A ship I have with said character: erigam agaib... sorry for being autistic

A BROTP I have with said character: i like when he and vriska are fucked up anr evil together with the ummm flarp thing and ithink they're so cool together . in likr a hateful confused way

A NOTP I have with said character: erisol😭 I LIKE THEM WHEN THEHRE IN A VERY SPECIFCI WAY!!!!!!not romance...erisol sprite is one of my favorite beasts though

A random headcanon: age regressor i guess? i think he woukd like the girl who circumnavigated fairyland series

General opinion over said character: he makes me soooo upset also... fuckinr fuck...fuck... why do yoh SUCK why are you awful. i know why she is and that is part of why he upsets me so much. she is so so so sad and tragic to me and i like her a lot

#ampora #makara #peixes #ask game

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m0e-ru · 3 years

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persona 25th anniversary can we have a game where all the deities born of human desire reawaken even after being defeated but they're the main cast trying to save the world after humans themselves were consumed by their own desires and the powers that were left that were meant to take care of humankind become corrupted and I don't know how the rest of the plot supposed to go I just want to see the gas station attendant again and probably an android that could collapse into a cup and they're available to individually play as and

#kommento #p4 #p5 #//im a bit braindead but.purse owner anni #//not that ive played more tjan two main games but you get my point #//and by 'powers left' i mean marie obviously .she was left to become one witj thr rest of thr aspects of iznmi #//then inaba had its own goddam deity watching over them but bc human desires are insane as always it affects marie n she uhhhh goes bonker #//then mimi cleanly splits from marie agaib and theyre the one whos there to protect humans #//yal is just. hes just there fighting with a town cryptid while quoting the bible probably #//'i tried to kill humans once to fulfill my duty but i got beaten up by a bunch of kids' 'yeah me too good times good times'#//theyre just a club of embarrassments who threw hands with highschoolers and lost #//symbolism that humans are the problem and dieties arent born anymore theyre just individuals causing more problems for themselves

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yellowjckets · 6 years

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i keep saying i just need to hang on for a certain number of days but. i really need to do more than that, if i don’t put the work in, then i won’t get the grades anyway so

#but then uh. the mental health shit kicks in and i .... cant handle it all over agaib #like its sad that even whats meant to be smth ive looked forward to for years is. not enough to motivate me to even move half the time #i mean i KNOW it’s just depression(?) n anxiety but without a diagnosis i cant rly use tht as an excuse #plus the waiting list is literal years so #personal

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heliianth · 3 years

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i wish there was an r/mcc for mc manhunt im starving bro i cant keep watching the same videos over n over agaib

#fucking stopppppp #<- me @ my brain

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finding-the-daylight · 4 years

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So, now that my finals are officially over, I am going to proceed to have a drink or two or three and rewatch Eclipse. Here’s (soberly) what I remembered from the film prior to starting this account (since starting this account, posts re:Eclipse have reminded me of things I’m not going to include in this introduction):

1. Bella is basically playing tic-tac-toe with Edward and Jacob and her feelings for them. She can’t make up her mind. When I watched it the first time, my dad was in the living room half paying attention to it and said she was very selfish.

2. Edward tries to control Bella, but it’s “out of genuine concern for her”.

3. Jacob tries to control Bella, but it’s “out of genuine concern for her”.

4. Both fight for her affection and even though she’s engaged to Edward, she won’t let go of Jacob.

5. When the newborn army shows up, Bella cuts her arm with a rock.

6. There’s awkward tension in the tent.

That’s literally all I remember of the movie while sober (aside from what I have relearned from posts about Eclipse on this blog). My drunken thoughts will be below the break:

Okay, so this dude I think his name is Riley is lowkey kinda dumb, no offense. Like he just stood there and screamed “WHAT DO YOU WANT?!?” This is how all horror movies end badly. You don’t talk back. You run or hide or esape.

THE MEADOW IS SO FUCKING PRETTY. IT’S THE PUREST THING WE HAVE IN THIS FANDOM OMG HE’S PLAYING WITH EHR HAIR AND I JUST WANT SOMEOEN TO PLAY WITH MY HAIR. DAMN BELLA, MY FINALS ARE OVER. SUCKS TO SUCK, DOESN’T IT?

I never noticed the CUllen cuff before, but now thanks to this blog it’s all I’m looking @ lmao.

I FCKING LOVE CHARLIE TOO MUCH AND HE DESERVED BETTER THIS WHOLE TIME. HE IS SUCH A GOOD FATHER AND HE DESERVES THE BEST.

THERE’S A GLOWING RED LIGHT OUTSIDE MY WINDOW WTF I THINK IT’S THE REFLECTION OF A CAR LIGHT BUT I FUCKING SWEAR

NVM ITS GONE

WHAT THE FUCK EDWARD?? YOU MESSED WITH BELLA’S TRUCK SO SHE COULDN’T SEE HER FRIEND? FUCK. I WOULD’VE DUMPED YOU AND LEFT YOU IN THE WOODS BRO.

Edward sitting with Bella’s friends. We can’t help but stan. He’s still a bitch for the truck thing though.

I love how Alice looks @ Edward and tells him the party will be fun because she knows nothing bad will happen. But then he reads her mind and looks conerned wtf is ognna happen?

Side note: I really like the lighting in this movie. Everyone has a healthly glow. They lokk happy.

The fucking Volturi always gotta ruin everything. Bitch ass hoes. Ol’ crusty asses acting like some outdated monarchy. Why don’t the vamprires start a democratic government?

Charlie really deserved better. Like I know they couldn’t tell him teh truth but they could’ve been slightly less untruthful prbabl.

I WANNA FIND SOMEONE WHERE MY MOM SAYS WE’RE LIKE MAGNETS WITH EACH OTHER. I WANT SOMEONE TO LOOK @ ME LIKE I’M THE CENTER OF THE UNIVERSE. DAMNIT EDWARD. DAMNIT STEPHENDW.

Y’ALL ARE TELLING ME THE ENTIRE CULELN CLAM COMBINED COULDN’T TKAE OUT VICTORIA? THIS SHIT IS GETTING UNREALISTIC LMAO.

THE MUSIC THAT STARTS PLAYING WHEN JAKE TURNS AROUND IN THE PARKING LOT SENT ME LMAOOOOO.

Leah is such a badass and I wnat to be best friends with ehr plase.

ALSO FCK THIE IMPRINTING STORYLINE.

SAM AND LEAH WERE HAPPY TOGETHER.

NO BELLA YOU DON’T FUCKING WANNA KNOW WHAT IMPRINTING IS. NONE OF US WANTD WTO KNWO. IT NEVER SHOULDVE BEEN WRITTEN.

Taylor and Kristen are such babies in this movie. They’re so young and precious. WHIH REMINDS ME WHY TF DID SPTHEJNFNWFNA MAKE THIS SEIRESO ABOUT CHIDLREN??!?! I STILL SAY IF THE CHARACTERS HAS BEWNNF MORE MATUEE AND IN LIKE THEIR MID OR LATE TWNETIEMS OR THIRTIS IT WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER. FIUCKUNG FIGHT ME.

INITING BELLA TO HEAR THE TRIBE’S HISTORIES? THE CULTURAL APPROPRIATION FUCK STEPHEN0AWFJQ. BITCHJ.

SETH IS SO PRECIOUS. AGAIN. THEY’RE ALL SUCH BABIES. THESE POOR CHILDREN.

this hwoel shite is sof ukcing offensie. bitch. listen. why tf did stpehwb fafb have to appropriate cultues like this? BITCH>> you do realize if the legnds are actually like this they’rel ike that because it’s aout defeating yo white as sright? like your’e aware stpehebe ?

omg bree is so scare d poor baby. literally why did stephenjdbawfbi do this? she just wnated to be ok not hurt anywaon.

exuce me vut CARLISLE IS HOT AS FUCK BITCH

edward is saying some real romantic shit and i sill hate him for the turck thing but like he loves her so much btu he’s stil an asshoel in this smovie

I’M ABOUT TO HATE JACOB I CAN FEEL IT IN MY BONES I’VE SEEN THE GIFS HOE WE GONNA GIGHT. BITCH SHE JUST TOLD YOU SHE DOESN’T LIKE YOU DON’T PUSH HER LIKE THIS. DUMBAS S HOE BITCH. YOU’RE GONNA FIGHT FOR HER? I’M GONNA FUCKIN FIGHT YOU BTCH. I WISH SHE WAS ALREAYD A VAMPIRE SO RTHAT PUNCH WOULDA HURT BITCH YOU DESERVED IT.

THESE FUCKWITS ARE FIGHTING OVER HER AND NOT LISTNEING TO HER THEY ARE BOTCH CANCELLED. BELLA NEEDS TO LEAVE BOTH THESE HOES AND GET A NEW MAN WHO ACTUALLY KNOWS HOW TO LISTNE. BITCHES.

I love Emmett so much. BELLA SHOULD FINA A MAN LIKE HIM. IT’S WHAT SHE DESERVES.

ROSALIE IS ABOUT TO POP TF OFF. SHE IS A QUEEN AND I LVOE AND SUPPORT HER. the saddest thing about this is that she thought her life was perfect and then some fucking asshoes ruiend it. she was so happy. wtf im gonna cry. fuck. i hate sptehej n so much. these gross ass hoes i’m gonna cik all theyre assses. this is so gross i’m so angry literaluy setthing beithc. BUT THEN SHE GETS HER REVENGE AND IT’S BEAUTIFUL. FUCK THOSE BASTARS. but she;s so sad it breaks my heart. she wants to be human so bad. this scene is so sad and it’s theonly good scene in twilight and nikki reed deserves an ocsa like if you agree.

jane and alec more childrne who should’ve been able to be children fck the volturie

why the hel is jessica the fucking valedinact ion? it should’ve been bella they made her seem so damn smart but now she’s not theo ne? i don’ beliee it. but anna kendrick is a gift and now i wanna watch ptiche perfect. CHARLIE is so pure he deserved better and i’m gona kep saying it.

i love those fucking rose colored lamps hanging at the cullens house int he window at hte party scene can anyone link them to me i need?

why the hell is the wolfpack athe cullesn hosue? this doesnt make sense and it doesn’t seem real am i too drunk and imabginf this?

jno wait it’s real. jake’s appolgoizng.

how fucking conventinet the woflpakc is there hwen alice realizes there abotu to be attacked. this aint realistc. bitc.

why are these kids being forces to act like audls? “I wans;t asking for permission” hoe you’re like 16 go home and go tib ed and odnt go to war.

these woflies gonan kick yo ass edward get tf out

i’m laughign nrow but nothigng funy is happening lmaoooo

fck carlisle is really hot as fuck his jawline kills me

i hate jasper’s hair here i’m sorry i know we all lovehim bt heis hair is a dam nmess

belal is so fuckign negative all the time no one is gonan get killed exceptsvictoris

THE COWBOOIIIII WHY DOES HE LOOKS LIKE OWNE WILSON IN THIS DAMN LIGHTIN? ALICE AND JASPER LOVE EACH TOHER SO MUCH MY APLOGIZKE MAAM FCK IT UP.

why thfe fuck is hake comparing his situaton with leah and sam and emily? We are nto the same hoe wae are not the same. bella is choosing edward sit yo ass down. but i still thin kyall are both problemastic as fuck in thos movie and hse deserves better.

CHARLIES DESEVRS BTETER THEY KEEP LYIGN EVEN WHEN THEY DUCKGN DONT NEED TO

reblog if you thought edward and bella wre gona fuc, when she went over to his house in eclipse when yo ufirst read the book or saw the movue

he really oes love her a lot though fkcn i’m so alone

he looks si sad wgen he mentind ices tea on the porch poor edward

EVERY DANM MOMENR OF FOREVER BITCG I WANT LOVE LIK THST

LITERALLY THIS IS THE SUTPEIDEST PLOT EVER. A WHOLE FUCKIN ARMY TOO ATTACK ONE IGRL? BITCH. THIS AINT EVEM A THING.

im gettign ral tired yall dik if i waill mke it to the end of this movie but i will tru

i hate the enrgey from jae and efard in this tent. ya’ll are both dumb hoes and she could do better than either ofy ou.

WRHAT THE FUCK FASTER IF YOUR TOOK YORU CLOTHS OFF BITCH WHAT THE FUCK NOW I AM GONNA FUCKIN PUNCH YOU IB HOEP BELLA OUBCHES YOU WHEN SHES A VMAPRIE STUPID HOE 16 YEAR OLD SHOULD BE AT HOME IN BED INSTEAD OF IN A TENT TRYING TO FIGH A FCUKCN WAR

edward is such an emo boi in the tent and he thinsk she doesn;t lve him any more. yo ua stipiud hoe edearf but she still loves you anwyab ithc.

wheb edward said i’m not gonna force her into naythign ever agin i realized he was hte better man good for you eddie you fickun manned up you win

MY REASON FOR ESXITNST HOE I JST WNAT TO BE LOVED

now edwards bene a fuckboi again trying to hurt jake b ymaking sure he knew they were getting maried edward what the fuck iw was just starting to be on your side agian and you let me down like this

jacob is beign an emo boi now jake go be a child @ home and stop this nonsense you’re not a man go be a chid and take a nap and eat some grilled cheese youkk feel better

now she told him she wants to kiss him wtf bella don’t kead this bitch on he’s already in pain let hom gp home and eat a grilled cheese

mow bella’ supsetti spaghetti because edwards know she kissed jake

this shit is so unenecasialr dramtic wht the fuck yall like a whole army ofver one girl and then its like all everyboyd trying kill everybody this is bulshittheyre all children who should eb at home eating grileld chesses not at war

victoria is a real bitch lying to this boy telling hin she lvoes him hoe bitch

og shit efward ifs pissed now he’s tauntign ab ithc

i acutaly kinda fel bad for riley he wnet through so mcuh and was manipulated i wish the cullens could have adopted him and bree

oshit is the volutire

SAM DONT FUCKUGN TALK TO LEAH LIKE THAT EVER AGIAN YOU HOE

CARLISE AND I REPEAT AGAIB IS HOT AS FUCK FUCK CARLISRL

I LITERALLY AHTE THE VOLTURIE FOR KILLIGN VREE THEY WILL NEVER BE FORGIVEN

JASPER KNOWS WHATS GOOD HE DOESN’T TURST THESE HOES

I’M SO PISEED THAT THE CULLENS NEVER FUCKING IFHT THE VOLTURIE LIKE CARLISLES IS SMART AS FUCK AND EHS TILL WONT START A DEMOCRAY LIKE YALL KNOW ROSLAIE WOULDVE FOGUHT FOR THAT SHIT TOO

I LVOE YOUDADY CARLISLE

THIS 16 YEAR OLD LYING UP HERE BECAUSE OF TE DUMBASS WAR I TOLD YALL TO GO GOEN AND EA A GRILELD CHEDWE

poor jakie he knows hed better good for her but she reallys loves eward jake deserved better than what he got reblog is youf agree he jst said he’s even love her after she’s a vamprie bruh go eat a grilled chease and love yourself

WERE BACK IN THE FUCKING MEADOW ITS LIT AND ITS LOVELY I WANNA FALL IN LOVE IN A MEADOW WITH A HANDAOME MYSTERIOUS MAN WHO LOVES ME UNCODNITONATLY

KIRSTNE STEQARD IS THE WBEST AND SHE DESERVED AN OSCAR FOR THIS MOVIE HER AND NIKKI REED AND NODBOYD ELSE

fianlly this bitch is gonna beh onest with chalrie took you long enough

that was an anticlamtnc ending but i love love

#Twilight #Twilight renaissance #drunk twilight #drunken twilight #twilight while drunk #twilight review #eclipse #eclipse review #eclipse while drunk #drunken eclipse #simp ass hoes fandom #simp ass hoes

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anettesblogs · 5 years

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hi can you do an imagine based off of the song "There's No Way" by Lauv ft. Julia Michaels with Grayson? Thanks:) you can choose how it ends

Hi, thank you so much for this request. The song is beautiful, but it can have a lot of meanings, so I hope you will like this imagine. I am sorry for any grammar mistakes. And I am sorry it's so short. English is not my first language. I promise the story gets better as you read. Btw it has a happy ending, because I love happy endings 😁😘😍

Enjoy 😘

Grayson Dolan imagine

We Belong Together!

~ cause when I got somebody you don't, and when you got somebody I don't, I wish that the time would line up, so we could just give in ~

You met each other when you were still children. At that time, you didn't know that when you lock eyes with one Grayson Dolan, you would instantly fall in love. You and Grayson have a complicated relationship. You loved him so much, you didn't even know was possible. And soon you started thinking, that maybe he likes you too, because of these moments that kept happening to you. Just like that time you went shopping with each other.

"Gray, let's go look there, they have scarfs!" It was close to Christmas at that time and you wanted to buy yourself a scarf to keep you warm. "Then let's go beautiful." he said and took your hand into his much bigger one while dragging you to the shop. "Um, Gray.." you noticed him still holding onto your hand. Grayson looked into your eyes and it was like time stopped. You were lost in his eyes that were so warm, you noticed him leaning towards you, his eyes focused on your lips. You quickly looked away. 'No, he has a girlfriend, we can' t. ' you thought. You slowly let go of his hand and went straight into the shop. Oh how you wished you could just kiss him and be with him. Why is destiny playing with me? You thought to yourself. '... And when you got somebody I don't, I wish that the time would line up, so we could just give in!'

~ but there's no way that it's not going there, with the way we are looking at each other, there's no way that it's not going there, every second with you I want another! ~

"Grayson, we can't." you tried to reason with him. "I wanna be with you Y/N. Can't you see that?!" you looked at him agaib, saw his eyes again. His eyes that you loved so much and those eyes that were now pleading you to give in. "Grayson, there is no way you like me. We are completely different, it wouldn't work out. Why can't YOU see that?! You have a girlfriend, that you are getting marries to!" you yelled loudly so he could hear and listen to your words. "I don't care Y/N! I love YOU, please. I will break up with her, I don't care how different we are, please stay... Stay with me." He pleaded. You wanted to stay so badly. However, you knew it wouldn't work if you were together. He deserves to be with someone, who is compatible with him." I am sorry Grayson.. " these were your last words, before you looked at him one last time and mustered all your courage to give him one last kiss on the cheeks.

~ but maybe we could hold off for one sec, so we could keep this tension in check, there's no way that it's not going there with the way that we are looking at each other!

You were sitting on your bed. Thinking about Grayson over and over again. After that day, you kept thinking about him. 'I can't, I can't keep running away from him. Is it okay to be selfish? Just for once in my life I wanna be selfish. I can' t stay away from him.' Before you even knew it, you were running out of your house to HIM! You didn't stop for a second and when you arrived at his house, you loudly knocked on his front door. "Y/N!! What are you doing here?" Grayson said shocked. "For once, I decided to be selfish, for once I want to do something for myself." "Wh--..." Before Grayson could say anything, you smashed your lips against his. You felt him instantly respond to you. The kiss was slow and passionate. You both put your feelings into that one kiss filled with love and hope. You slowly pulled away from each other. "I love you Grayson Dolan and I wanna be with you, I don't care if we are not compatible because I love you and I am so sorry I didn't realize that love is the most beautiful feeling in the world." you told him truthfully. "I love you too Y/N, I hoped that maybe, you would come back to me, that's why I cancelled the wedding after that day you walked out on me. And now, you are here and I will never let you go! No matter what happens, just remember, that We Belong Together!" After Grayson finished his amating speech, you hugged him tightly and whispered the words:" We Belong Together. "

~ Trying to keep our feelings secretly covered, we just dance backwards to each other. ~

The End

#grayson dolan x reader #grayson dolan imagine #grayson dolan #imagine request #dolan twins imagine #imagine #love #boys #y/n

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