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anemoflower · 6 months

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IS IT OKAY TO ASK ABT ELOWYN? I HOPE SO—

gimme ✍️ 🏷️ and ☕️ for eloywn if its okay :3

[ask game]

YES YES OF COURSE IT IS she’s not super developed yet but I still love talking about my new girl!!

✍️: Overall, how does the fandom trait you? Are you a beloved character, or hated? Are you popular, or a minor side character? Anything in between?

Elowyn is quite… popular but not too much? (If I might say so, pls just let me dream that people would like her) She’s kind hearted, loyal, hard-working and a very good fighter, but also struggles with tiny trust issues and social awkwardness, which I think some people might relate to? And I think they’d like her design?

Not sure yet if she’s a 5* or 4* but you could use her as a good support dps (especially with Wrio for frozen reactions nyehehe) so uhm… I guess that would be a good reason to pull for her? I don’t think everyone would want her on their team like other popular genshin characters tho

Idk it feels kinda wrong to talk about her this way, I’m sure on the other hand there’d be people who think “She’s just Jean 2.0 ugh” and be annoyed by her haha

🏷️: What is you and your f/o’s ship name?

Probably the one I also came up with aka Wriowyn… Although… Elowesley? Uh no, that doesn’t work x’D Wriowyn is fine. Or someone would come up with a really clever ship name based on their story or a special thing that happened between them… Maybe also something Tea related because Wrio loves Tea…

☕️: What are the most common plots of shipping fics between you and your f/o?

Okay uh let me think… OK LISTEN Battle couples. Wrio and Elowyn are a battle couple and I think there might be a few plot points involving fights, maybe leading to some hurt/comfort or treating each other's wounds kind of thing? Idk. Otherwise uhhh… I guess general gentle fluff? Oh, or maybe domestic AU's <3

I can also imagine something silly like “handcuffed together” (that would be funny tho, I should think about this)

#;asks #;oc: elowyn #;Wriowyn #thanks so much for asking!! <3 #I was shaking excitedly while thinking about the answers tbh x'D #Idk if the handcuff thing makes sense because... Wrio can open any handcuff probably #but it's still a funny thought idk

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triciaofsteel · 7 months

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South Park romance hcs, except I’m Aroace and don’t know the first thing about romance

(this whole thing is a slash jay, also aged up cuz like???? Duh???) edit: bro I started working on this at around 2 am and then I blinked and now it’s 3 am what the scallop

Edit 2: ok cool I just figured out how to put the read more thing that’s pretty nifty

Also sorry if any of these feel ooc it is WAYYY too late for my mind to process anything rn it’s mush these are just the bits and pieces that I’ve picked up from the slop

I only have Kyle, Leslie, Stan, Clyde, Kenny, and Bebe for now but I’ll like.. edit it later I guess, later when I get more brainworms (also totally not self projecting onto them. Yes I know I’m a total loser)

Kyle: ASEXUAL KYLE CANON ASEXUAL KYLE CANON!!! /srs HES LITERALLY ME

-Has realllyyy big problems with expressing emotions aka feelings in general it’s an autism thing (like Craig)

-Which also makes him all weird with like physical contact n stuff?? “Get ur dirty paws offa me” typa shit

-ESPECIALLY WHEN IT COMES TO STUFF LIKE POKING/PRODDING!! He will probably sucker punch just about anyone who gets close and honestly, not feel sorry about it (I wouldn’t either)

-love language is…. Nothing. Lmao

-jkjk it’s probably some shit like gift giving??? But like, in a different way than you think. Just think about that one “can I just do your laundry someday” scene, but instead of laundry it’s homework. what is that love language called someone please tell me I actually have no idea what I’m talking about.

-he thinks about stuff logically a lot of the time, which is why he’ll like NEVER pick up on any hints whatsoever.

-the more I write the more I realize I’m making him sound too much like Craig. Uh

-what is love (baby don’t hurt me..)

-if he EVER does confess, (he won’t.) he’ll probably do it in your like, insta/facebook dms, there is NO way this mf is actually gonna ask someone out face to face

-absolutely despises the idea of uhhh. Yknow. Jacking it in San Diego. WHY???? BECAUSE TRANSMASC KYLE!!!!!!! This is actually canon I’m Matt and Trey.

-he will not make exceptions because he’s in love or whatever (he’s not) you still gotta keep up ur side bc he’s not entirely head over heels!!! He’s not!!!(I think he’s learned his lesson from Leslie)

-single kyle: “bro I hate relationships so bad bro couples need to shut up fr”

-double Kyle: “bro I hate relationships so bad bro I need to shut up fr”

-I feel like he’d be the type to not be able to distinguish platonic feelings from romantic feelings. Why? Because me

-you HAVE to be direct with him because he’ll never be able to figure out anything otherwise. Ur sad? Tell him ur sad. Wait actually don’t he has no idea how to comfort ppl

-best he can do is an awkward pat on the back and a mumble “it gets better…?” 💀 or, if he’s pissed, “wtf am I supposed to do abt that”

-if someone confessed to him first, it would probably go something like this

“I love you”

“???? Are you being /srs or /j???”

“I love you”

“Wow haha that’s so silly never say that again”

or maybe even just a straight up “ew” 💀

-Cupid (Twin Ver)

Leslie!!!

-Leslie is actually Lesbian + aroace oriented . I don’t make the rules sorry, tho the aroace part is more dominant, it’s more like aroace + lesbian oriented

-similar thing with Kyle, but instead of being rude/straightforward about it, she’ll either gaslight you or do this:

“oh, you love me? That’s so funny!! I do too :3”

“Really?”

“yeah!!!”

“Does that mean we can date???”

“What? No!!! I meant that I also love me.”

“…”

“stupid bitch”

-I love her

-was torn between making her lesbian and making her aroace so fuck it we both

-I think she hates men (I do too /j)

-typa girl to run around breaking people’s hearts for the pure fun of it (Michael Jackson reference???)

-she thinks love is a joke. Like genuinely.

Stan:

-…

-I genuinely don’t know how I’m supposed to characterize this guy

-he canonically jacks it in San Diego so that’s something I guess

-his dog was gay you guys

-bi

-rly hope ur ok with being vomited on (I am not)

-just think of the PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE thing

-gets rly defensive whenever anyone asks him about Wendy

-responds with 👍 or “k” to confessions

-would probably be a discord kitten for nitro /j

-Cupid (jack stauber)

Clyde:

-This man is ALSO bi

-hey 😏 what’s going on 😏

-love language is giving discord nitro /j

“I love you”

“I’m so sorry bro”

-I saw someone say that being bi and single is like playing on both sides of a sports team and still losing. Yeah that’s him, L rizz 😂😂🤣🤣🤣

-this bitch has both Tinder AND Grinder and still remains lonely

-probably because he starts off EVERY conversation with a terrible ass pick up line

“hey bbg sorry I gave you lice but relationships are all about sharing everything with each other😍😍😍”

-PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE thing, but it’s with EVERYONE

Kenny

-there are two types of people, people who say that Kenny is “the straightest kid in South Park” and people who know the TRUTH

-this man is the biggest slut ever

-wasn’t he a prostitute once

-Relationship red flag: he once ate an entire banana with the peel on during a date. Partner horrified, broke up like a day later

-honestly, there’s not much to say, it’s literally kenny

“what’s your love language”

“money”

“MONEY???? BRO AINT NOBODY SPEAK 💴💴💸💶💶💸💎💎💸💵💷💎💰🪪💰💰💶💳🪪”

(it’s actually physical contact but we don’t talk about that)

Bebe

-I love lesbians!

-omni maybe? (Girl leaning)

-Unfortunately scared of relationship commitment

-I’m pretty sure she’s been hit up on multiple times, every time she ghosts/friend zones them

-Has a long distance relationship with Clyde despite living in the same town??

-would probably leave a guy in a restaurant and make him pay the bill

“damn, look at that ass!! 😍😍”

-I feel like she listens to pinkpantheress and maybe coco and Clair Clair

-love language is shoes

#south park hcs #kyle broflovski #sp kyle #leslie meyers #sp leslie #stan marsh #sp stan #clyde donovan #sp clyde #kenny mccormick #sp kenny #bebe stevens #sp bebe

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svnraez · 1 year

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my favourite thing abt the surge of byler edits to that song ‘me gustas tu’ is that (from what i’ve seen) like 90% of them are from mike pov people who believe in mike being in love with will more than will bring in love with mike are so real bc if you just compare how they look at each other, guESS WHICH MF GOES AROUND W HEART EYES. ITS MY BOY MICHAEL WHEELER GOD YOURE A DISASTER I LOVE U SM U ARE ME

like don’t get me wrong ik that will is the one canonically in love and is confirmed yada yada but anyone w eyes and a half functioning brain saw this coming since at least season 2 if not season 1. michael wheeler would do anything for william byers and you can not tell me otherwise, bro fell first and hardest it’s just that no one’s told him yet and his brain only functions at a quarter of its regular speed when being used to understand and develop relationships. like how was he meant to know he was in love w his best friend huh. anyways sorry got off track there but haha he is so silly and will is in denial that mike likes him back i am so delusional i don’t even think i’m delusional what a day to be alive

#stranger things #byler #mike wheeler #will byers #mike x will #byler brainrot #byler endgame

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ankhlesbian · 1 year

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OKAY GOING IN BOIZ

This is a silly rant and im putting multiple suggestions for each cuz idgaf so feel free to chime in with ur favs

1 - Racules actually i think should be one of the only ones to keep -star to befit his grandiose nature. Otherwise i think Swiftheart or Hawkheart - swift bcuz hasties haha and it invokes fleet footed legendary heroes + heart because awww hes such a good hearted benevolent ruler. Hawk also invokes epic bird of prey but also hawks as in warhawk. Raw it kinda sucks cuz racules-star doesnt flow well darn s ending name

2 - HIS EVILSONA: Girafang!! Evil! Bite the hand that feeds you!!!

Full evil name: Foxfang!! Gotta be a predator of cats (in wc world) because becoming what ppl fear. And the alliteration kinda matches some of how theyve been translating it. Foxes are normally a lil too tricksy but in wc-world theyre more ferocious/straightforward. Also play on the foxheart insult

Honorable mention to tigerfang because its very grandiose much like declaring oneself king and it does harken to the og villain tigerclaw. Im open to suggestions here as foxfang is scrappier while tigerfang is more forceful. Ig we havent seen enough of his revolution tm in action to truly judge

Full/alt non evilsona name: hear me out: Dovepelt. A very simple unassuming suffix for a peasant, but to me pelt also makes me think of like a literal pelt, to like cover others with. Putting your skin on the line etc also. Dove because aww all he really wants is peace :). And flocks of em yknow and bonus mourning dove/bleeding heart dove fun

3 - Yanmapaw the man who started it all. Obviously he needs a really quirky lategame firestar style name as the most progressive nation. I’m feeling Waveflash. Like a tidal wave standing high and unwilling to break, flash for his flashy nature and invokes technology and dragonfly wingbeats yknow. Wavebeat is also tempting but i think its a lil too tech heavy i think. This maybjust be me but water and its bonds flows stronger together to me. Also thus far we are keeping the colors kind of. Im so good at this

4 - Himeno ran. we need a multi-syllable princess-y name here. I kind of like Daffodilshine? Feels fancy and flower = medicine cat. Shine bcuz of her pride as the center of attention yknow. Rosestrike i think is cute too, fsncy flower and strike for her striking appearance/pride/haha her sword. I feel like sun could go somewhere but shine is prettier and how can i steal sun from tendoy. Byt cnsider Sunblossom

Okay now it starts getting a bit harder since weve seen less so im pulling from the bios ive seen around

5 - Kaguragi.

Seems a wise ruler and light-hearted, but has a duplicitous heart allegedly. God im trying so hard not to do another bird one but sorry i love birds. Magpiefur? Skydapple? Cloudwillow? Shadefeather? Magpie self explanatory. Sky and cloud both lofty and yay blue sky but can turn stormy. Fur and feather are both more luxurious suffixes to me. Sky and cloud also kinda relate to his farming deal thing. Magpies are loud and tricksters. I kinda want Badger smthn for a lot of reasons but i think its a little too aggressive in warrior cat world

6 - Rita.

Okay we gotta go hardcore here. Im temtped by mountain but it diesnt quite do it for me. Froststark. Blizzardstone. Icy, unyielding. I almost want hammer for hammer of justice given their alleged vicious justice and arguably cats could know hammer as a verb. Frostchain is also epic.

Lost steam a little on kaguragi and rita sinxe we know much less abt them so maybe ill come back one day wahoo

#it watches kingohger

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by-kilian · 2 years

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(if this ask makes u uncomfortable in any way, feel free to ignore it, delete it, whatever u need to do. ur happiness matters more to me than anything else. however, i am specifically sending this not on anon, despite my incessant urge to do so as i barely ever send off anon, to give u the chance to reply to this privately if u want to. but that is if u want to! i don’t need, or want, anything from u. ur comfort outweighs any sort of recognition or interaction. i am also extremely unsure if this is gonna send properly bc i am on the tumblr app n the character limit seems to be nonexistent now? when did this happen HAHA…)

i went looking for u (scrolled thru the keyword of ur old user on tumblr, found an older ask that includes it) bc That App is talking abt That Story again. it always troubled me how things went down - i’ve experienced writers taking down their works before but never like that. orphaning works, sure. deleting ao3s, yep. but NEVER thru what u went thru. i don’t even generally go here (here being x readers), but That Story got pushed my way when the whole situation was in its hayday n i never properly paid attention to things until i caught wind of what u had to do. i had no idea it was that bad until maybe a week after the situation had been over n done with by ur actions. n i don’t blame u in the slighest. fandom culture is both extremely fun n extremely damaging - the fact u got the shortest end of the stick that i’ve ever seen is truly smth awful.

all of that aside, i am so extremely overjoyed to see ur still writing. truth be told, i hadn’t known of u before That Story, since again, my aversion to x readers. but ur writing is clearly smth special - n maybe this is extremely crude to say, i’m extremely sorry if it is - considering the way ppl acted over it. above it all, i am just happy to see that ur ok. everything is fine, as much as it can be. that fact alone leaves me content. i am SO glad u were able to push past it.

tldr, since i know this is a lot. i am so happy to see ur still kicking it, despite it all. content creation in any form is deeply personal if u put ur heart into it, n it seems like u do. i am so sorry for the way ppl treated u over That Story. i am doubly sorry if this made u feel upset in any way, shape, or form. that was not my intent, feel free to do whatever it is u need to do with this silly ask if this is the case. n maybe this is corny, but i hope more things fall in ur favor, instead of otherwise. have a nice day!

This is actually a really kind and considerate ask. I'll answer it under a cut since my response is pretty long though!

Firstly, I just want to say thank you for being thoughtful enough to consider my feelings in all of this. It's really kind of you and I'm not saying that just to say it. ❤️

Secondly, yeah. It all was a bit of a hell fire. While I wish it never happened, it obviously did but I'm happier now than I was then. Even before ThatStory blew up, my old writing blog was getting out of control and people were feeling super entitled to me, my works, what I did, and who/what I wrote about so in a way, I'm not surprised it headed that way although I never expected it to go THAT way lol. And yes, it was pretty bad but luckily it is done and over with. Fandom culture can be super fun and that's initially what it was for me--just fun before it unfortunately tipped over to the other extreme side of fandom which is toxic. It is what it is.

But to touch on your main point, thank you and it's not crude at all. I don't see your comment that way. In a way, I've come to think of it as much as well (that it must have resonated with people in some weird way) but not just with that particular story but other stories, too so it is really sweet that someone who doesn't read these kinds of stories thinks that of them as well. It also means a lot to me that someone cared enough to think about how I was doing after all this because that really hasn't been the case apart from loyal readers. Most ppl never think about me in this situation 😂 which is probably why what happened, happened. So thank you for the kind words. I'm fine. Like I said, happier now than I was in my previous blog. I've come to think that it's all meant to be. I get a lot more freedom here, I have the sweetest, most loyal readers, and no one feels entitled to my works, my time, or what I do.

Also you didn't upset me at all. While it's admittedly irritating to see people still talking about that shit a literal year and three months or so later, that has nothing to do with you so no worries. I appreciate you taking the time out of your day to check up on me, and thank you for being so kind. Content creation is super personal and I do put my heart into it, so it means a lot to me that you see that 🥺! Truly.

I'm touched that there are still kind, good, decent people out there because for you to take the time to look for me and send me something lovely truly means a lot, especially considering you weren't necessarily a reader of mine--just clearly a kind, thoughtful human being. I can't express how much I appreciate it. Honestly. Thank you so so much for the lovely sentiments, and I hope all is well for you in the future as well. ❤️❤️❤️

#asks

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rudystree · 3 years

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Hi I’m back, and I’m sadder this time. Been seeing a lot of accounts (literally Rudy accounts) and comments saying some not so nice things abt Rudy’s looks in the bubble pics he posted. Saying shit like “oh the racists finally got to him” and “what happened to him” and you know just general rude sh*t. first of all he and Elaine are HAPPY so just leave them alOne. Second of all, it’s not Rudy’s job to be your eye candy. If you don’t appreciate the content he chooses to share then just keep on scrolling. Were those the most attractive pictures he’s ever posted... no, but he still looked cute and god forbid he look like an actual human being and not a frickin Greek god all the time. I actually get the vibe from Rudy that he doesn’t really grasp how attractive he is, the way mostly posts goofy selfies and always makes a silly face in cast photos as long it’s not a real photoshoot makes me think he might actually be kinda insecure about it. (Like most people are) And I know this is just what comes with fame and he probably doesn’t even see the hate but ugh it pisses me off. Anywho sorry being a Debbie downer haha he and Elaine are off doing their nature things and livin their best lives so F the haters 😌 sorry for once again going off in your inbox haha have a lovely day 🤣❤️

oh man, i notice that too. i’d love to tell you to not let them make you sad but it frustrates me too. but you can always rant in my inbox!! that’s what it’s there for🥰

let me just go off real quick:

i think rudy is insanely attractive. potentially the hottest man i’ve ever seen; hence my never ending thirst. but i’ve also grown to love him as a human being. i think he’s kind and funny and smart and humble and an overall wonderful person. i appreciate him when he’s goofy and awkward just as much as when he’s sexy and confident. and unfortunately people who comment those things don’t see that. they ONLY sexualize him. they just see themselves as entitled to constant sexual stimulation from him; and this happens to so many people in the public eye. the reality is that rudy doesn’t exist to be sexy - it’s great when we get them, but he doesn’t owe us shirtless pics or otherwise flattering model shots. he can just be his cute, funny self. that doesn’t make him less attractive. and actually, i find it even MORE attractive that he’s not a try-hard. that he’s so humble and down to earth. that he doesn’t take himself so seriously. because getting so famous so quickly does go to a lot of people’s heads and i don’t want him to change at all.

same person!!! 😅 and i love BOTH versions with all my heart ♥️

#people are multi-facetted !#but yeah all the hate comes down to those shitting on elaine #some ppl can’t cope with the fact that he’s taken #🤷🏻‍♀️#it’s some bullshit #rudy pankow #ask #elaine chats

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musashi · 4 years

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f, g, r, w

Care to share a favorite hurt/comfort fic?

jlhflghgfhgf god damnit i have so many uhhhh....... ok if i had to pic a fave itd probably be stunned by @jessicarocket but she also wrote all my fave fics so sfgf

Care to share a favorite crack fic?

i actually don’t read crackfic haha. idk why but it just doesn’t appeal to me! has to be done right.

Are there any writers (fanfic or otherwise) you consider an influence?

in the non-fanfic world my biggest inspirations are john green, chuck palahniuk, & isaac marion. i love flowy, pondering, philosophical, & yes sometimes pretentious and purple prose. i don’t know how to refer to the heaviness of their every word without making it sound insulting. their work takes itself seriously in a way that is more earnest than self-important, and that is the vibe i strive for in my more emotional works. i have no idea if any of them have rubbed off on me, but that’s the writing i grew up reading and wanting to invoke.

fanfic wise my biggest influence is, again, @jessicarocket. i have this thing i do when im writing where during the editing process i’ll pull a ‘what would jessica do’ during a lot of my scenes, but her writing process is so distinct i don’t know i’ll ever truly capture it xD

ohhhh and commander on ao3! i love how messy they write team rocket. i’m always trying to borrow their own chaos, as well. i think a theme in my writing is worrying that im making these comic relief characters too serious, and just absolutely adoring writers who better keep to their silly natures.

A character you enjoy making suffer.

jessie!!!!!!! god okay when it comes to whump i am VERY vanilla, i just like to make my faves sick with mundane shit, but jessie hits all my buttons because she’s 1. a hot lady 2. inCREDIBLY headstrong and stubborn and 3. tsundere. so i can make her suffer, make her push through it, make her suffer more because of it, and keep doing that until she is forced into the mortifying ordeal of being known and ultimately Loved and Cared For

if i’m being real i want to just write sickfic abt her for the rest of my life but i don’t think i have enough ideas for how to diversify that xD

#Anonymous #wendy answers

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one-more-for-the-sky · 6 years

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[01/08/2018-Mon]

it's day 7, i skipped meds over the weekend due to erratic sleep schedule. i didn't want to take medicine meant to keep me awake at 4PM or 12PM, when i have work on monday. mom if you read this, this is 100% the reason for the delay. i cannot have another sleepless week like last week. it was terrible. my mood wasn't bad, but i wasn't productive at all. i still felt the effects of the medicine even through the weekend. i'm noticing the my appetite is decreased even without the suppressant (or it could be i just didn't fee like eating Hispanic food (two senorita's is good just not in the mood), i didn't eat the whole chicken chimichonga i ordered, but i did finish it later (and my sister's chicken quesadia) later after the star wars movie. i noticed that was also very withdrawn during the meal. i don't know why. i'm going through a lot more withdrawn-ness (or dissociation), but this time its that my brain is supplying no thoughts or random activity that i've known it to have. i'm actually struggling with it right now, but as i don't need to talk to someone it's easier to go through. it's weird. i do this without the drugs but now there's no distracting activity and its just numb feeling. kind of like my brain is high but my body is not, so i don't get any fun out of it. haha it can make me really dizzy and emotional in an a way i can't express. the effects of the medicine weren't felt on sunday though. I was a little moody, i could tell towards the beginning, where i just wanted to relax and play video games. didn't want to be asked to do shit and wasn't really feeling motivated to do anything. mom needed us to clean/made dinner, so that was done. not the happiest of all campers about it, and in hindsight that's silly of me. always feel that way after being moody abt being asked to clean. i suppose it comes from the fact that i never leave my room to make a mess of the house (i forgot how to use the tv remote bc i dont watch tv...) i wish i was more helpful like sabrina. i dont know how she stays motivated to clean. wish she would channel that into her school work. i bet she wishes the same thing. savannah's moody as ever, though she was peppier with the promise of the movie she wanted to see with mom, though it started to get too late for them to see it. next weekend, i will try to make sure that there is time. maybe mom and her can go see it together just her and her, special. or something. either way.

i really regret waking up at 4pm on saturday though, but i seriously needed the sleep. i stayed up til 4 or 5am to let everything run its course and play video games, and slept til 3 or 4pm. we went out as a family though and saw star wars, which was wonderful. I know there's a lot of discourse out there about how poe was acting and treated, and i have to say, i didn't really like how that purple haired lady treated poe, but that's the only thing i think i didn't like. that and the slapping. (though he did look used to it), purple haired lady was cool otherwise, she could handle a gun in a dress and you hardly see that of an older, well dressed lady in movies. and her sacrafice was the coolest thing i've seen in media in a lot fucking while. i can't even describe how perfect it was. she is beyond hero and legend. and the horse-dogs were really cool. i loved them really. the crystal dogs, (which i think are made of salt too? it's hard to say), were cute. I really hope the asian character lives, it would be more than a shame if she doesn't. i don't think it was actual pandering, but the plot where a woman tries to save a man from himself is overdone and i felt it was pretty boring in this movie with ben/kylo and rey. but i don't think it could've really happened any other way. it's just old and tiresome. though their fighting was cool. i feel like there should be more to that haker though. it's a shame about him, he turned out to be just another tool. i'm excited about that stable boy though. i saw how he used the force for that broom. he could be a jedi. i hope rey becomes the new teacher.

anyway, back on my medicine. coaxed mom into letting me letting me stay "meeting with mom", and took my meds, and im a little jittery, not going to lie.

WHICH REMINDS ME, sad stuff time, so TMI/NSFW, i masturbate a lot, especially before bed. i dont know, i just have high libido for an ace-spec person, i guess. but i do that before bed to get my energy down and clear my thoughts before bed (super helpful most times), and guess what?! i've noticed that i'm less "horny"! or at least, it doesn't feel as good to rub one out! i googled it and it is a side effect to some antidepressants. i'm not sure about the other meds, but i hope its not a lasting effect. i like masturbating. it feels good. i really really would be upset to lose one of the good things i enjoy when i'm off meds. seriously. im surprisingly put out about this.

#journal tag #tmi/nsfw #text

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authenticaussie · 7 years

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Q, R, and U?

Q: How do you feel about collaborations?

I love them!!!! I’m not super good at them ‘cause sometimes I’m off the grid for a While but ??? they’re so much fun?? I love seeing what ideas other people have??? And I mean technically All of my fics are collaborations haha, I pitch them at lolles before they ever get written down/posted, and she helps prompt ideas when I’m stuck xD

and I mean atm I have the dragon/knight roleplay atm with @rboooks that’s ??? so interesting??? bc there’s no plot??? I super love it?? Im used to having some semblance of plot and this one is just!!! well let’s see!! and it makes me laugh at some of the things that’ve happened so far ;u; And I had Insatiable too, which was a zoro+luffy tokyo ghoul au/rp that I wrote with nez that was !!! hella!!! I rlly like rps, can you tell??????

And then also one of my big bangs is being written alongside @minister-of-silly-walks and that’s really fun!!

Speaking of the big bang????? It’s like !!!! ???? my favourite event?????!!!!??? I get to pair up!!! with an artist!!! and throw ideas at them!!! and they get to throw stuff at me!!! and we get to talk abt ideas we have and scenes they want to draw and !!! The Coolest TM. (the reverse bang is also super cool bc of the fact that I get to write smth based off Super Cool Art/ideas but I digress)

Collaborations are Hella^2 fun ;u; (and like i Know i mainly did the writing collaborations ((mainly bc there’s More of them)) but lik e,,,, if an artist was ever like Hey want to collaborate I would. Fucking Die. o m f g )

R: Are there any writers (fanfic or otherwise) you consider an influence?

h hhhhhh these next two questions are Hard cries

I super hella humoungus love Tamora Pierce, she writes the most amazing female characters, and her stories are so interesting and like??? her fantasy worlds?? are so cool?? I really want to be a writer that does that in my books, and creates such vivid characters for people to look up to and adore. Holly Black & the writing partner of hers that I can’t remember the name of got me so interested in the fae as a kid,,,,I love writing stories that have faeries bc of like,,,all of their books and they way they portrayed the fae….

Enid Blyton and the author of deltora quest + rowan of rin for adventures and characters who could be afraid and ?? hot damn!!! seven books of fucking plot twist in deltora quest!! basically!!

But like…idk man. I’ve never really…..like. Had people that influence me ??? in those sorts of ways??? When i read books I get ideas and it makes me want to write, and different books give me different inspirations and sometimes fics give me inspirations and I just !!! idk!!! I find it hard to just point at someone and go Yes that person Influenced Me because!! a lot of the time that’s not really!! how it works for me I guess //GESTURES USELESSLY IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT.

U: Share three of your favorite fic writers and why you like them so much.

hahah Why would you Do This, Im,,,,,,,,,,,,,like!! i can give you my opinions on ppl you send in but i could never!! pick a favourite!!! especially not three!!! favourites!!!! that’s too little!!!!! mhdgfjh my pain,,,

taisi has beautiful works!! they’re so well-written and they feel so in character in a way that doesn’t??? diminish their strengths in the story line??? I haven’t read Many but their fics are so nice. Like. idk. reading really really nice hot chocolate.

and a favourite series of mine is !! He is beauty, he is grace, (that’s a lie, please save this man from himself) like honestly omfg this is,,,some of the only sanji fic I ever read, it’s always hilarious and well written bUT THEN LIKE?? ANGST??? AND YOURE LIKE WOW. THANK YOU. SO MUCH. UM. HOW DARE YOU??? i havent read All of them (just the ones posted on tumblr) but I Love it. Also i think like…my favourite line is (paraphrased) just,

Girls? Hugging them, kissing them?

“I’d die,” he says.

Like #SAME sanji, s a m e.

and uhh I started reading this just to see if I would like it (because I am picky as fuck and I know I’ve mentioned this before BUT IT BEARS REPEATING) but i haven’t even read all of the chapters properly, omfg, but tides of light and cold (fucking superhero au!??!?!? holy shit?!?!?! y essss) and thicker than forget by @wordsdrippinginink are both so!!! awesome!!! I need to clear time in my schedule to actually read them and review them, but from the tiny scraps i have Snuck while Weak, they’ve been soooo interesting. (ALSO . FUCKING. MISSING: ONE DRAGON. I LOVE IT. I LOVE IT. HOT DAMN. A++ Every time i read it i get the teeny pang in my heart for ace and i Love that pang it’s The Best Pang aksdgf omfg)

also lik e,,,,,,,,,,anyone who writes mas,,,,,,,,,,,,has my heart,,,,,,,,,like,,,,,,,,,,there are no Lies here,,,,,,,,,,im such a Weak Ass Sucker,,,,,sobs ((my favourites are like,,,How to Live because i KNOW what’s fuckin comin but!!!!!! every time!!!!!!! it wrecks me!!!! my heart is!!!!!! in agony! it’s the besssst. and then ahHHH i love!!! uhhh it doesnt have a title but there’s a cinderella au w/ marco as cinderella by,,,words I Think and that’s such a good time and they have a royalty one ??? which i LOVE ??? ))

honestly Look I could talk about mas fics all day omfg

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clea and daisy and trying to build a friendship out of thin air when you’re either fake or a mess at social interactions while also being high as fuck: The Convo

(please do yourself a favor and install x-kit’s read-more now bc daisy’s theme is unreadable)

Today at 12:45 AM

sorcieresque Do I remind you of your Mother.

bythepowerof4 absolutely ot also this is a little silly daaisy *not

bythepowerof4 haha are you gonna send this to everyone :p

sorcieresque No, I'm asking you. Specifically.

bythepowerof4 ok thats a little weird then but ok

bythepowerof4 no you do not!! my mother is nice and not magical yeah whhat data are u hoping to gather here exactly??

sorcieresque Scientific data. Specifically.

bythepowerof4 lmao sure hit me with ur hypothesis miss daisy also i know i contain multitudes or whatever but 1 is a pisspoor sample size haha

sorcieresque How dare you question my methods.

bythepowerof4 i am taking one whole chemistry class this year how dare you how dare me!!!

sorcieresque How dare you d are me dare you to answer my question.

bythepowerof4 im too tired to tack another how dare on there just imgine i did ok fill in the blanks How are u holding up lmaoo. see ur maneater hobby is going well right now

bythepowerof4 ok wow daisy youre beinng linda gross :// Kinda

sorcieresque It's a joke Humor! Specifically.

bythepowerof4 hahahahaha youre so funny!!!

sorcieresque Thank you, Clea Spacebabe, Specifically

bythepowerof4 dont do that :/

sorcieresque Do what

bythepowerof4 be MEAN and weird for no reason and not even be that good at it its stupidd

sorcieresque He started it by babbling like a toddler about having my meanness all figured out, and besides, he pulled the same move on Tyler the other week God, Clea, it's almost like you're getting soft

bythepowerof4 god daisy its almost like i always was :p

sorcieresque For Men? Specifically? I may have misunderstood something

sorcieresque Grieviously so

bythepowerof4 fuck off oh my god i dont care about him bc hes gross but now YOUREbeing gross so what am i meant to do with that huh huh

sorcieresque I have found through my scientific endeavors that people in this school do not know how to take an vulgar joke We're teenagers for god's sake Get real

bythepowerof4 xactly if they dont know how to take it as a joke that makes it sad and mean like how youre always sad and mean to moire and its not gonna come off like a joke when you keep beating each other hp its gonna come off weird and creepy which it did but if you wanna be weird and creepy cb ur a teenager fine i guess??

sorcieresque That's judgmental of you

bythepowerof4 thats judgmental of you to call me judgmental

bythepowerof4 sorry i dont like, get the appeal of ur hobbies

sorcieresque Taylor and I are not sad and Mean to each other, I'll have you know I got her a twenty thousand dolalr Book that she hates and either way What Tyler and I get up to is not your space babe business So forgive me If I infer that you amy perhaps be Jealous

bythepowerof4 why?? would u infer that???? if youre friends thats good i want you to have lots of friends?????

sorcieresque You seem, as the kids say, Salty

bythepowerof4 daisy no offence but im not very jealous ofthe girl who you punch in the face sometimes and try to humiliate online

sorcieresque Oh Do you actually mean it then That you think I am weird and creepy?

bythepowerof4 hhhhhhhh no

sorcieresque You said it

bythepowerof4 i think youre BEING weird and creepy :(

sorcieresque Do not make me pull reciepts

bythepowerof4 do not make me crytype at u ill do it!! im sorry youre not creepy except for when you try to be you know cause u do that

sorcieresque I wasn't trying to be this time, I was making humorosu statements about People's mother complexes Taylor walked straight into that One Tyler*

sorcieresque [[ actually lets retcon that correction taylor is way funnier

bythepowerof4 i think talking about pples mothers complexes in a weird sexy way is automatically creepy tho

sorcieresque Hence, the humor Whatever, ET You don't get it

bythepowerof4 no i dont glad we cleared that up

bythepowerof4 that sounded rude igore that

sorcieresque Can't and shan't

bythepowerof4 boo

bythepowerof4 i already said sorry right cause i thoght i did but u havent said anything so maybe i made that up

sorcieresque Yes but you're just sorry you have hurt my delicate sensibilities, not that you think I'm weird That's un-takeback-able Grievously so

bythepowerof4 Being Weird thats a different thing???

bythepowerof4 i mean sure naybe i am a little jealous bc apparently beating u up is takebackable but saying one wrong thing isnt that seems about right huh u dont even care abut my delicate sensibilities daisy u dont get to be picky about this when im sorry which i very totally sm ):

sorcieresque I like when Tyler beats me up Wording Terrible wording

sorcieresque I encourage Tyler to beat me up for I do the same to her and so we are Even When have I ever not cared about your delicate sensibilities except for the thievery, the unkindness, the coy filirting and hot and coldness, the attempt to use you as a hitman, and the backahanded mockery of your interest

bythepowerof4 thats not funny :/

sorcieresque Of which I do not longer have done to you I'm a different person now than I was a month aho

sorcieresque None of the things I type are coming out the way I want them to sound which would fundamentally reapir the fragile emergence of our tentaitvie friendship

bythepowerof4 i mean accetping my apology might have worked Or giving, one, but u know go with ur gut be ur authentic self or whatever

sorcieresque Now who's being mean

bythepowerof4 nlehhhhhhh. Fine. its me i mean no bc im trying to be nice but ur not letting me !!

sorcieresque How so

bythepowerof4 like i said sorry and you said you didnt believe me thats not fair bc it was true?? and then ur talking about our budding friendship like you actually care abt it and IM the bad guy ):

sorcieresque Making friends is so hard

bythepowerof4 Nnot normally sometimes

sorcieresque I know I'm abnormal

sorcieresque It's generally frowned upont to point it out I had hoped You specifically

bythepowerof4 thats not what i meant dont do that ):

sorcieresque Wouldn't find it offputtin

bythepowerof4 ???? wouldnt find what offputtin

sorcieresque My glaring abnormality I'm too high for this

bythepowerof4 im not a jerk why do u think im a jerk and if u WERNT high ud be too sober for this and not talk about anything duh

bythepowerof4 i, am an open book, always

sorcieresque Oh are you Spacebabe then why won't you answer my question about yout Momther

bythepowerof4 "no you do not!! my mother is not magical yeah"

bythepowerof4 i didnt realise you wanted an essay lmoa

sorcieresque It was a scheme! A sly plan! To get to know you! You fool! You moron!

bythepowerof4 oh

bythepowerof4 i dont always get that stuff im sorry also i was told several times that you never try to get to know people and its all on me all the time and i was dumb and believed that so uh. Didnt occur to me igues

sorcieresque Well that's true but I am trying new things New school new me

sorcieresque Why are you out there

bythepowerof4 i like the view. scary forest full of things that would kill me, very comforting

sorcieresque It's only scary if you let them scare you Give me a moment

sorcieresque [Maybe five minutes later Daisy gets up with far more difficulty than she would otherwise, and stumbles out onto the porch. She hears rather than sees Clea crying, and she isn't sure what pushes her to do it, but instead of continuing the argument in person she simply lies her head on Clea's lap and continues blogging on her phone.]

bythepowerof4 [daisy's head on their lap prompts a fresh ugly sob, and they try to wipe away the snot before it drips onto her hair. gross. they let her blog in peace for a while, feeling even more like the bad guy - maybe five more minutes, till they can't help but ask.] is nick mad at me too??

sorcieresque [Daisy shrugs widely, her words low and dragged out.] Maybe. I'll ask him not to be, [she says, as if that would solve everything and who knows: Maybe it would. They work in mysterious ways.] Do not call me weird again.

bythepowerof4 [they squint down at her, sniffling in a way they hope isn't too pathetic. they feel like she's closed off again, but take it as a peace offering.] thanks. i won't.

bythepowerof4 [they can't come up with a counter demand; the conversation must have been pretty one sided. they settle for leaning back on their arms, sobs dried up.]

#offline #IM #bythepowerof4

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