#oooh i do not like her

[topsica]

#dongwoo #infinite #jang dongwoo #infinite kpop #mgroupsedit #the new editor #oooh i do not like her #no caption merry christmas you filthy animals

[karizipan]

orv dump 5(?)

#do NOTTT look closely at the last one absolutely hate the rendering and how yjh turned out there #so sorry to her she's just here to fill out the space cjwhqkdkd I'll edit this img and change it when I get to render it better... #but for now... The version I don't like HELP #rizdoodads #orviz #orv #Commentary time #first img oooh sorry it's taking so long rizashdaff nation HELP #I've finally rendered Han sooyoung in there after 1 billion years. Still haven't rendered the sword... Baby steps kuno! Jhwke #2nd img ARGGHH I think I'll redraw some parts of it but overall... I'm iffy on it KWHEKF we'll see if this survives as it is! #3rd img. Redraw of my previous uriel. Thought abt fake clip-on bangs and honestly I thought it'd be cute! And it was #4th img oooh this was for yhk week freeday but my stupid ass made it like this one long img and it was midterms week #<- could not finish but the idea is yhk domestic marriage life #5th img based off of that beautifully written transfem yjh fic emmm IN REDRAWING THIS I PROMMYYY I DONT LIKE IT PLEASSEEE DONT LOOK AT IT #Anyway that's all 👍

[bidrums]

Grace Chastity

Clarice Lispector, "The Burned Sinner and the Harmonious Angels" // @givemearmstopraywith // Team Starkid, Nerdy Prudes Must Die (2023) // Stuart Gordon, Re-Animator (1985) via @candyredmusings // Silent Hill 3 // Alexandre Cabanel, "The Fallen Angel" // Eduardo C. Corral, Guillotine // (I don't know who did this one if anyone does please lmk and I'll put that here) // Fox, “High Tide Rising" // @k0r1nn4 // Will Wood, "Laplace's Angel (Hurt People? Hurt People!)" // System of a Down, "Chop Suey!"

#web weaving #idk in alt #grace chasity #grace chastity npmd #nerdy prudes must die #npmd #she's just like me fr #in the worst ways #i'm so glad i've deconstructed a lot of the shit i grew up with #never thought she'd be the 'no one gets her like i do' character but here we are #anyways oooh cool aesthetic starkid post #starkid #starkid npmd

[evankinard]

Buck showed an astronomical amount of growth in this episode, from his leadership skills (601) to his professionalism when delivering a baby (season 1) to his ability to separate himself and give the baby away to his real parents despite his own feelings (the entire donor arc). to say he hasn't shown any growth because he stayed in a relationship that, up until this point, and despite the audience being able to see thematic clues that it won't last in the long run, is very new and despite the one hiccup that got resolved with a genuine apology he has not had any reason to turn away from, is a disservice to his character and also just. unfair

#HES NOT GONNA SEE THAT SHES A DEATH DOULA AND BE LIKE. oooh this must be foreshadowing #she's nice and pretty and genuinely apologized. why should he give it a go?? the alternative is stay single which. #why would he if he likes her? even looking through a buddie lens at this point 1. either he knows he loves eddie or 2. he doesn't yet #option 1 its not like eddie's getting down on one knee rn and he's rejecting him what's he gonna do pine away while eddie calls marisol? #and option 2 he doesn't know he loves eddie he doesn't know that's an option so. nice pretty woman? why the fuck not #and frankly if this was the series finale I would have killed myself if everyone was happy and moving on and all buck got #was giving away the donor baby and learning to have peace in solitude fuck that put him with a shallow love interest #911 spoilers #911 fox #911 abc #evan buckley

[plumeriacosmos]

WAIT i also want a polin au where the featherington sisters have a close relationship, maybe because they all understand what it means to be all daughters of a less than popular barony. With a neglectful dad and a mom putting pressure on all of them, they turn to each other to confide their worries and stuff. It’s just an overall sweet relationship. They don’t show affection in public, since their Mama tells them it was unbecoming to show affection in public. Portia loves her daughters very much, she just has some issues regarding showing affection.

They all probably figured out that Pen is LW, with their relationship being so close, it was easy to figure out who LW is. They didn’t confront or stop her, mostly because they saw how much pride and fun Pen is having with it.

Prudence and Philippa, as the two oldest, dotes on and are protective of Pen (Felicity too if we wanted), because they understand that Pen loves deeply. They can see it through her actions, her kindness and her people pleasing (i.e. her relationship with Eloise). That’s why they’re so concerned when they noticed how much Pen adores Colin, and subtly discourage her from holding those feelings. They know the Bridgertons are bad news to them. They all might be part of the Ton, but they’re different compared to their families.

Prudence always watches Pen and Colin like a hawk, which is kind of why she’s not really married yet. She wants to make sure that Colin doesn’t do any funny business to Pen. So when Pen confesses about what she heard Colin say at their ball and (and also confesses about Eloise and the LW business), Prudence was livid. Was about to march into Bridgerton house and everything. But Philippa, the voice of reason, points out that they don’t have any power compared to the Bridgertons. So Prudence doesn’t and instead starts scheming on how to best protect their little sister.

They also say little lies to Portia, just so Pen can finally wear what she likes. Portia finally gives their opinions some value, since they’re married women at this point. They know Pen hates her clothes, and finally not being under their mother’s thumb, they can finally help Pen in some way.

Anyway, the next season, Pru and Pip finally decides to show just how close they are. Finally married (and recruiting their husbands into being protective of Pen), they do everything they can to run interference whenever Pen is about to have some time with Eloise and Colin.

What they don’t realize, is that Pen is also greatly adored by the Bridgertons, and so clearly wished and expected Pen to join them soon (once Colin pulls his head out of ass LMAO) so they also try to interfere when Pru and Pip tries to take Pen out of talking with Colin.

Honestly, i just want a Prudence and Anthony stand off as both the eldest Featherington sibling and the eldest Bridgerton sibling. I think it would be funny.

#sunnie thoughts #bridgerton #polin #polin bridgerton #bridgerton tv #penelope featherington #colin bridgerton #polin au #i actually like the thought of all featherington sisters as close #like maybe in one universe #they have a close bond as the bennet sisters #i think pru and pip will be like jane and lizzy in this au #scheming and planning to protect their precious penny #oooh #its penny vs pen #the nickname wars #penny for the featheringtons #pen for the bridgertons #pen is probably oblivious to what pru and pip are doing lol #she trusts her sisters #el and colin arent tho #they noticed the way prudence glares at them #or when philippa stares at them in disdain #and theyre ngl theyre kinda intimidated #they all thought pru and pip are kinda dumb and airheads #but what they dont know is that the two are not so dumb when it comes to their sister’s feelings #i just want protective featherington sisters play #😔

[marcmorrigan]

yknow that post thats like 'having a crush on your own OC is so embarrassing'

yeah

OC: maive (she/her)

#my art #my ocs #KatH #maive #dailies #i have no idea how i spent 2hrs on this but if anyone deserves it its her #also i do know. it was redrawing her hair a billion times and going back and forth on how i wanted to do her outfit #almost didnt give her the overshirt but i need to start drawing her with it if shes gonna have it hsdfghjkl #technically that one is an overdress but like. ygwim. #oooh mysterious new necklace that looks suspiciously similar to the belt shaide wears... #u will probably start spotting those beads popping up on other characters too. what could they Mean 🤔🤔🤔 #the audience is on the edge of their seats. but i will not reveal my sneakrets >:o)c #Yet

[jazzzzzzhands]

I have been trapped at work lately! Please take my sketchies!!

Mostly on sticky notes and receipt paper bc I am like a caged animal just wanting to go home and draw!!

Yeah yeah I work at Five Below. Watcha gonna do? Find me? Hug me? Get over here!

He has a seat in my brain always ..

Oh and take a Julie! And a Fluffy SpongeBob?? Hello? He's cute??

Oh and eyyy my OC for you!

I swear I will finish her Ref someday!!

#ohh it feels good to get these out. #like a big sigh #man i wanna show yall guys Jazz #well i have but ive updated her! #yes her name is Jazz!! #shes a bear!! #oooh this is what i do at work.... #Jazzsketches #wally darling #julie joyful #SpongeBob #welcome home #i really dont do tags correctly and i dont careeeee #awaaaaaa #it feels nice to show sketches while i work on bigger things #ive been getting obsessed with a certain quality for me #and well it takes long but i enjoy it!! #tho i do wanna do doodles too.. #and groovy #and wally #and and home... #and other ppls ocs #and other aus #!! #awaa but but gaming too...!! #ayooo apollo trilogy coming to switch am i RIGHT? #lets GOOOOOO

[wavebiders]

LRT that is such a thing with queer fandom spaces tho. It's like that post that's all "yeah your story is so gay but how are you treating your female characters" you know?

like yeah it's great that this is the queer fandom website but a good chunk of the time that just means placing a lot of focus on the white guys and that's still not great lmao

#this isnt anything I just need to spit my thoughts out somewhere #but it's been kinda bugging me ever since folks got all bug eyed about the bg3 romance stats #all the brushing Shadowheart's popularity off as straight guys that dont actually care about character depth #first of all saphic women and bi/pan exist believe it or not queer does not always = attraction to men #and believe it or not many straight men do have actual thoughts in their heads besides 'oooh im a tough guy banging a hot girl' #like do you guys actually go outside and talk to people or is your only experience with straight guy gamers angry youtube comments? #even just sticking to the internet you can find folks on reddit having discussions about her whole deal with Shar/Selune as early as ea #people have always been interested in her story #it just feels weird to brush off a female character's popularity as just being shallow #while considering the vocal online love for male characters to be inherently more deep #again this isnt anything it's not a call out sometime a bitch just needs to be petty and vent yeah?

[kazz-brekker]

a trope that i really enjoy in stories is when an incredibly repressed or tightly controlled character’s mask slips for just for a minute because they’re so overwhelmed by something and you realize that they actually feel things very deeply but can’t/won’t show it most of the time

#like kwannon in hellions punching the wall and screaming do i look like i blame other people when her ai daughter was destroyed #or missouri kite in the kingdoms sitting with his back to joe and joe realizes he's crying but he never turns around #or aemond at storm's end being this sinister calm and collected villain until he screams give me your eye #i just! i reallyyyyy like it when characters are tightly controlled but let go of it for a second #pie says stuff #tropes #writing #oooh also percy de rolo being like a stuffy inventory guy for 2 episodes and then going nuts on the briarwoods in the 3rd ep of vox machina #it's a good trope. makes me insane when employed well

[hecksupremechips]

Can we talk about mitsuham I think we should talk about mitsuham yes I’d like that very much

Imagine Mitsuru her life has been planned out for her by a bunch of men her choices are not hers to make every move is political she is nothing but a tool forced to fight as a child never allowed to burden anyone with her feelings. Her life isn’t hers, it’s never been hers for a second, she exists to further the careers of the men around her. The first two friends she makes are both boys and she was in charge of leading them, using them just to further the Kirijo agenda. Genuine friendship did blossom between them, but things fell apart pretty quickly. Shinjiro can’t control Castor, something is seriously wrong with him, he kills someone, then he leaves and the Kirijos cover it up. Was it to protect him, or to protect themselves? Mitsuru certainly doesn’t know anymore but she’s lost a friend and can’t reach him again, he’s too traumatized by personas and Akihiko is still there but he’s always so stuck on Shinjiro and Mitsuru feels like she failed both of them. Just more men for her to let down by not being good enough

Then there’s Kotone. Sweet, strong, clumsy, talented Kotone. She’s so bubbly and friendly, but behind those warm smiles is horrible loneliness. Pain. But she’s never ever gonna let anyone see that. She busies herself by taking care of everyone else, listening to their problems and never burdening them with her own feelings. She can just fix everything and make everyone happy if she works herself hard enough. She just has this way about her, so reliable and so kind

And Mitsuru watches Kotone from above. Trusts her to be the leader, or maybe she just wanted to push a burden onto someone else for a change. Someone who’s able to take on burdens with a smile for fucks sake. And Kotone leads, seemingly effortlessly, and is able to recruit several members in a short time and achieve just so much more than Mitsuru could in her entire lifetime. Just, perfectly. Without even possessing any prior knowledge of the dark hour or personas. And she does this while being so emotional, so social, so weird, so fucking cute, it’s absolutely nauseating. This should be fine, right? It’s what Mitsuru’s always wanted, for someone else to ease her burden. And hell, it’s a woman too, a woman who’s perfectly capable of doing it all without a bunch of men helping her. It’s inspiring, isn’t it?

But there’s the pain. The envy. Kotone is perfect and she doesn’t even have to try. Mitsuru on the other hand has been shaving herself down to nothing just to be allowed a place. She makes the perfect grades and wears the beautiful clothes and applies the fucking makeup and is mature for her age and never speaks out or feels anything that could possibly make her be seen as a human, a filthy fucking human. So why does a woman as unashamed as Kotone get to have it all? And why is Mitsuru still here, still acting as the Kirijo tool, still doing whatever she possibly can to hurt herself to make a man feel better? Why isn’t she useful anywhere? It’s not fair

And then when she actually spends the time with Kotone she’s trying so hard to be that wise and mature figure she’s always been, trying so hard to force herself to smile through the pain, but she’s talking to someone who can see right through that shit cuz Kotone Shiomi invented lying through her teeth to make others feel better. It’s annoying really, how Kotone is supposed to be the childish one, yet it’s Mitsuru who can’t get it together and can’t seem to look into those bright eyes without breaking. And Kotone isn’t disgusted by what she sees, even though Mitsuru is being unreasonable and emotional and talking about wanting to run away and how much she hates her life and how she’s not only eating fast food but enjoying it, letting herself enjoy an indulgence that won’t make her pretty anymore. No, Kotone sees this and listens and encourages it and celebrates it, celebrates how utterly human Mitsuru is. She holds her hand and says "let me take on your burden". And it’s horrible, this kindness, Mitsuru hasn’t even broken all her bones to make Kotone happy, so why is she being so fucking nice? And then something breaks, and Kotone defends her. Stands up for her against a man. Lets herself once again take a hit to protect someone else. And it’s just too familiar, too much to fucking bear, and it pisses Mitsuru the fuck off. And she is able to tell a man to go fuck himself, because no one gets to fucking talk to this girl like she isn’t the most amazing person ever to exist. Not after everything she’s done, everything she still does, not after giving her all and never once asking for anything in return. And in standing up for Kotone, Mitsuru is able to stand up for herself for the first time in her life. And she looks at Kotone and says "let’s take on each other’s burdens"

Oh and also they watch a scary movie together and hold hands and ride a motorcycle and Mitsuru calls Kotone adorable I mean that’s pretty gay man

#persona #persona 3 #mitsuru kirijo #kotone shiomi #mitsuham #girl is that even the ship name thats how fucking obscure this shit feels lol #but noooo you people dont UNDERSTAND you dont GET ITTTTTT they are everything to me your honor #atlus gimme the rights i can do this shit so much better #basically what im getting at here is that mitsuru kirijo is a lesbian and whenever i see her with a man I actually throw up #dont piss me off like that oooh #ive already decided that if i ever post that shinji fic im doing a mitsuru spinoff #cuz like first off her relationship with shinji is really interesting to me and i wanna explore it further but theres not much time in the #shinji fic its more just setting a foundation and i realized i didnt wanna leave them hanging like that #but i also wanna give her a fic cuz ive uh become a bit feral over her and mitsuham in particular #and basically i want her to maybe just uh. leave the kirijo group 🙊 and live her own life make her own choices #and kiss girls kiss a lot of girls and also she gains weight and stops wearing makeup and cuts her hair #she gets to be loved and she loves in return and i spray atlus with a gun shes mine now 👺

[aerithisms]

there's a great cognitive dissonance in the criticism of moffat's female doctor who characters where people will complain that they're not written as people, but then also complain that they're awful people and don't receive narrative punishment for it. don't get me wrong i would never say there is no misogyny in moffat's doctor who because that would be obviously disingenuous but how are you gonna criticise him for misogyny but then also be yourself misogynistic because you can't get down with Women Who Are Bad. the fact that moffat creates these women who behave selfishly and messily and cruelly and then decides to treat them with compassion is the most feminist thing he ever did! if he had written amy's arc about her inability to commit, or clara's arc about becoming more reckless and callous, and then had the doctor lecture either one of them for their bad behaviour or had the narrative punish them it would've been insanely patronising and misogynistic. it's good that he doesn't do this actually. they get to be shitty and indulge their worst impulses and they are richer characters for it and the show is better for it.

#blahs #dw #everyone i talk to who doesn't like amy or clara is like 'she's annoying and awful' and it's like. okay. god forbid women do anything #the exception to this particular critique of moffat women is bill bc she's the only one who's not terrible #but she's also the only female companion moffat wrote that people universally agree was well written lol so #what's fascinating to me is that rose is the rtd companion who comes closest to amy and clara in terms of Sucking Real Bad (affectionate) #but everyone loves her?? #everyone's like oooh amy is so awful she ran out on rory she tries to cheat with the doctor #but rose doing arguably worse to mickey is crickets. what's going on there

[mistoffeleesisawitch]

A Rhaenicent Blood Marriage except it’s a mix of the Valyrian blood magic and whatever Lovecraftian shit is going on with the Hightowers.

#rhaenicent #Just thinking of the marriage with the lovecraft elements #when Rhaenyra marries Alicent she marries the doom #and embraces what her ancestors fled from #oooh I’m thinking all about it now #I just want more the lovecraft stuff going on with the Hightowers in the main series to show up in the dance as well #let the Hightowers go eldritch #turn Alicent into Helen Vaughan #or have her do like Morgan Le Fay and learn Necromancy at a nunnery #I don’t care I just want it #now I’m thinking of a Helen Vaughan!Alicent AU oh no #Alicent hightower #dragon show #rhaecent #AUs

[mistress-light]

@flyingwide these tags are accepted and live in my head rent free now:

Also, it hit me even harder now how grateful Cinta was of Thalia’s/Frey’s gratitude. “I appreciate your gratitude. ”

#forspoken #forspoken spoilers #tanta cinta #tanta of love #i wonder though #what would the precious tanta of junoon been like? #also one of love? #they do seek worthy succers who have the abitlities in them to be tanta’s as we could read in the dlc #even thalia caught Olas her eye of being a suitable candidate #for Visoria #i mean cinta seemed to really appreciate that thanks #even though it’s expected of her #i relate to that so much #oooh man these headcanons of a very young cinta taking up the role as a tanta #mistress plays forspoken #i just had to share these tags on my blog

[kinos-fortress-2]

fuck i got drained...

#i will delete this later bc i dont like showing half looking sketches buak #but aaaaa i was making the little swap au and well my brain stopped and i get to stare at the screen for like 2 minutes #and my brain restarted... i can draw no more i think i overused myself with drawing too much things all at the same time buak... #but heres some sneaky sketch of swap helen in miss p position and i was gonna miss p but eh... i think i got burn out like a machine eek #too many ideas and cant do all!! #but yeah talking about the au shes still evil but still does care for her boss (even though shes very meany to her like always) #and miss p well in my head shes just a dead inside old lady that even if shes in control shes like less evil than admin. mostly she gets #control by helen for whats right and whats wrong... AND I DONT HAVE MORE IDEAS IN DEEP AHAHA oooh boy #can someone gave me better ideas becuase i want to explain it so badly but augh cant get it to write it down too much in my head augh #also considering the swap between bidwell and saxton and nothing changes in personality just saxton literally being bidwell bigass guardog #aaaa preferably dont rb bc this is unfinished and looks like trash but just gonna share this quickly yeah

[orbdotexe]

[we're gonna ignore how long it took me to remember i didnt finish this post. but its done now so--]

I've found that the general reaction to Wolf in Exile, is about the same as the reaction to Uldren in canon.

When Amanda finds out that Crow used to be Uldren, she gets angry and lashes out at him, even when he's not there. Before Crow got his memories back, he'd hear about the things Uldren did and would be disgusted yet pitied him for the path that must've brought the prince to do so. When Crow first finds out who he used to be, he struggles with it; angry and refusing to accept it while making threats based on the events he's rejecting (which, in Exile, would be Crow's view of Wolf after he realizes the position he's in and before Cayde breaks and tells him about what happened in the Prison)

Do you see. do you see it yet

On another note, time to correct/build on some older Exile lore:

I know the first mention I made of Nimbus was in a joke post about "What if the entire problem of TFE was isolated to the vanguard" and I was talking about how Nimbus hears Wolf's side of the story first, but I've decided to keep that actually! Since Wolf does end up getting unexiled before Final Shape (haven't figured out exactly when - I... haven't been able to play very much, so I am open to ideas here), I was thinking that it'd be a mixture of Crow, Osiris, Saint and Nimbus wearing Zavala down (on top of The Guilt TM) that would finally bust that wall down and Crow would go drag them back to the City. So basically, we have even MORE character conflicts!

Also: The reason TFE isn't just a Vangurd Problem, is... Wolf is making it everyone's problem (and the Vanguard is trying to keep tabs on them) by being Extra Violent. Not to mention that, before Exile, the Red Legion already wasn't having a good time with Wolf. And now it's even worse, so I imagine there are some attempts there to suppress Wolf or. generally get them Out Of The Picture (which fail. horribly) I imagine, during Chosen, there's some Battlegrounds that are straight up interrupted by Wolf, too. But gonna have to flesh that out some more In short: I think the enemies of the City rather preferred it when the Vanguard had some hand in Wolf's business (making Vanguard Pawn taunts seem a bit more fear-filled than they were in canon)

And, there was an ask from Eternal where I said that Crow tells Wolf that Cayde's alive was on the second meeting, but that has since been made big time impossible. So, I want to say that the two are at least somewhat into Friend Territory when Crow complains some about Cayde, since Crow wasn't sure how much of a sore spot he was and didn't want to risk it. Crow does get a message from Cayde through, so Wolf knows for sure that Cayde is alive before the Cayde Short takes place (I KNOW i havent posted it yet please forgive me. someone needs to take this AU away from me) but it still takes a hot minute to get the two in the same room.

My initial view of Caiatl was that she'd have either an "ehhhh" view of Wolf, or have her thing with Calus be in her way. But, actually, I don't think she would. At the end of Lightfall, she was so far over him, and too dedicated to protecting her people to really care about what happened to Calus, as he had every chance to redeem himself and just dug his grave further. But its her view of protecting her people that I think would sway her in favor Wolf. In the future, sometime post-Lightfall, Caiatl's point of view of Wolf is what turns Zavala's mind and he convinces Ikora to agree to unexiling Wolf. Crow, Osiris, and Saint were already arguing in Wolf's favor (though in all their own ways) but Caiatl, who had Saladin and Zavala in her ears about Wolf, decided... I think I put it best in the Chaos Box Doc: If she can see past Calus and his crimes and turn to protect her people; if Saint can see past the Fallen to protect the Eliksni and the City; if Zavala can see past Ghaul and trust her with his own— Then he can see past the Prison and take the risk. also her name means "all may not go as it needs to go"! not really relevant to my point but i feel like she'd say that to Zavala

I think I've landed on Saint's view of Wolf being heavily reliant on his faith in them throughout his life (due to the paradox) and Osiris trusting them. Saint isn't sure of whether or not they're really guilty, but they gave him (and many, many others, in his mind) a second chance, and he feels they deserve it. And if they truly are innocent, then he's got a bone to pick with a Queen's Wrath...

Still don't know what to with The Grave though. I mean, it wouldn't hurt anything for Wolf not to see it. Either that, or have it so there's not a speech? Or just wait until We've figured out how exactly Wolf dies and where the story goes afterwards, and then work on the Grave? Idk man there are way too many things in this AU for me to keep 100% track of--

I know for a fact that I missed alot here, so. Fire me some clarity questions?? Ol' Malphur's on free call too--

#the forsaken exile #orb rambles #destiny 2 #< yeah ik the maintag ppl probably dont wanna see this. but cmon. everyone likes AU lore right? #anyway #no one is safe from the Wolf Problem #including me :( #anyway yeah this is a mess but i had so many thoughts. not my fault #gonna blame uhhh Luna. for The Post #you know how guilty you are luna. #oooh god i didnt cover Cayde either. #or shiro!!! i have an entire timeline set up for Beyond Light! and hes there! but god i dont wanna... #honestly you name a character. ive probably got some of them #could also. recommend some. yk send some ideas over #(like. eris :( i love her. i do. but i dont know what to do with her! help) #people got questions? shoot me point blank with them! i got so much lore i promise

[maxellminidisc]

Beloved lesbians I call upon your powers to pwease give me some lesbian tunes to recommend to my baby lesbian niece who thinks tiktok music is the height of gay art skdmkfkfld

#so far i gave her some Syd Brittney Howard and Kehlani #plus a bunch of bi woc we all know and love in my circle #she looked at me and went 'what do you think of girl in red?' and i was like oooh my sweet summer child.... #all i said not for me however check THIS out lol