#one was too freaky to me

[amongusmotherfucker]

Drew my guy, Herobrine, taking out a knife out of a pocket lolz

#team fortress 2 #digital illustration #digital fanart #team fortress two #tf2 fanart #tf2 #team fortress 2 fanart #digital art #art #tf2 oc art #tf2 ocs #tf2 sniper oc #herobrine(NOT MINECRAFT) #I have a chronic case of leaving a space before characters #like a point or any special character #I may or may not be spending too much of my free time chatting away with specifically sniper ai bots #I have like 6 of them #one was too freaky to me #I will elaborate in a post perhaps #:3 ;3

[homophyte]

its an episode about the many ways morty fears rick.

its about being afraid of rick and being afraid of his sadness and his callousness and his power. its about morty knowing the power rick has over him and being afraid of that. and knowing that ricks decisions are fickle and often Bad and that morty is going to be beholden to them. when rick jumps morty is forced to follow after and pay the same price for no crime. and the fear that for his loyalty and obedience there is no reward . Morty Is Afraid Of Being A Dog.

if rick is in a simulation where hes given everything he wants and hes too selfish and cowardly to leave when it threatens his life, morty will have to die with him.

if rick is in a simulation where he has the option of pretending nothing is wrong and everything is fine and hes too selfish and cowardly to admit its a lie even when it threatens his life, morty will have to die with him.

if rick is forced to admit he cares for morty or die he would die before saying it. and morty knows it. and Im Going Crazy

#myposts #liberated from dms bc im going crazyyyy bitch!!!! what!!!!!!! #i had to stop wathcing rick and morty bc the abuse narrative made me too insane #they were like freaky music playing over rick explictly saying he cares about morty and i was like screams #sorry theres somethijg so fuckingh. So. about morty fearing that rick wouldnt jump in the hole with him #and rick in fact not jumping into the hole with him. #like the whole. episode hinges on morty feeling thats hes actually beholden to RICKS fears and ricks decisions and ricks power over him #such that the reveal that its all been his own fears--OF RICK--is. ooooooughghgh its amazing #genuinely. i think one of the best episodes of the whole show #something so. ominous. about rick at the end mimicking morty from the beginning #like hes about to go on his own--as we watched morty play out the fear he would be too weak to leave-- #only to show this proof he cares deeply for morty. only to realize that is in fact just as scary. #like double subversion--hes not doing the obvious scary thing but the thing he does instead is just. scary in a different way #rick and morty #fear no mort

[harbingersecho]

Lasombra fashion show?

Now how did you know I've been meaning to draw fashion 'shows' for all the clans…?

But! Here's some Lasombra fashion stuff for you!

+ bonus because I love bullying Lasombra abt their tech issues (:

#vtm #vampire the masquerade #clan lasombra #lasombra #outfit design #mine #*24 #ask #lasombra is kind of interesting/difficult imo in terms of making a fashion 'style' for them bc they're very varied internally #from corp goth shadow ceos to religious leaders to streetwise survivors. theyre unlike their counterpart ventrue in that their appearance #isnt rooted in sociological reasons as much as theyre personal ones imo. if that makes sense lol. but i tried to do a few different things! #something classically lasombra and then some more modern discreet + showy stuff. hope you like em? <3 #for me lasombra is like dark fuschia-violet-purple and gold. silk velvet and dark lace. and ofc religious symbols #none of these guys have backstories or names or anything btw i just threw shit together. its easier to make up styles for chs #that have a story or a personality but like. i cant put rafael in this stuff or whatever lol he's kinda boring fashion wise #i thought abt doing shadow fashion too but i was like. thats way too impractical. #i kinda wanna finish those tremere fashion 'sketches' too. and maybe do some of deja's outfits bc she's a fashionista. there's also my #outfit wips for rose who's a ventrue... but also i wanna do freaky sabbat outfits... and a toreador look book... and finish the new #nikifor tzimisce fashion looks... help mee. at least the tzimisce one is like 85% done i just gotta work on the extra stuff a little -_-

[sciderman]

I swear I have read your big post regarding Peter Parker's neurodivergence and why it is best to avoid labelling him, but he definitely has a weird brain

Can't find it and feel kinda sad about it cuz I deeply related to it

i know exactly which post you're talking about and i can't find it either! i've raked through my archive, and it's just - nowhere to be seen. i think tumblr eated it (it happens.)

really, tumblr's search functionality is so so useless, i don't know what to tell you. there are plenty of keywords i can search to find it that post, but the search functionality actually just does not work!

undiagnosed audhd-addled peter parker, my darling, my light, my life, my everything.

i think peter parker's such an interesting creature to write, because a lot of people will point to a certain behaviour about him and say "this is an autistic thing, right?" but a lot of those behaviours are actually, in my head, tied to certain traumas in peter's life too.

people say "oh, the food thing, peter's a picky eater because he's autistic" and yes, absolutely. but also it's tied to his trauma with his parents.

peter gets overstimulated, and yes, it's an autism thing, but also he was bitten by a radioactive spider and his senses are dialled to 11.

it's a similar case i've found for myself, too – where a lot of friends i have kind of diagnose me because i have autistic traits, but actually - i'm hesitant to claim the label or pursue diagnosis because, actually, i know where these certain behaviours come from, and they come from certain traumas. there are events i can pinpoint in my life and say "yep. that's where this behaviour comes from."

so - i think there's a lot of overlap between trauma and autistic traits. the brain is very complex! i think the reason for that overlap is maybe as simple as the fact that people with autism and people with trauma are both doing the same thing - developing behaviours to protect themselves or soothe themselves. so - i think it's nice to be able to see a character like peter parker, who may or may not be autistic, but recognise behaviours in him and see yourself in him.

people who go undiagnosed for whatever reason - people who are really good at masking - so good, in fact, that they have no idea they might be on the spectrum - everyone and anyone at all can look at peter parker and recognise themselves. because i think we discredit the thought that every single brain does the same thing! develops certain behaviours in order to survive. every brain has that same software - we've just all been faced with different hardships that we need to overcome, and that's were all the differences come in.

autism is a spectrum, i guess - everyone falls into it to some degree. and i think events in your life probably push you along on it. but i don't know, i didn't study brain science. probably what i'm saying is very stupid and uninformed. of course there's brain chemistry involved. but i know people in my life living with autism and certain events in their life have exacerbated certain behaviours or made coping with it a lot more difficult. so maybe trauma is a catalyst.

#a lot of my traits have been exacerbated lately and i remember it was much easier for me before #and some of my friends have said “oh it's because you've been masking too long and now you're facing autistic burnout.” #and that made sense to me i think. #but then i found out about the stress thing. me overproducing stress hormone. and that's a very physical thing. #and that explains why i've been overstimulated more than usual lately. and why everything feels like too much. #and i wonder how many of these traits of mine are going to subside once i have lamar removed #and it makes me wonder a lot of things. and it's so weird how much your brain is tied to your biology. #i wonder how much i'll change. i wonder how i'll feel. i wonder if i'll still feel like me. i wonder how much me is me right now. #and how much of me is being altered by weird freaky hormones. who am i?? who will i be?? #i'm almost looking at this as like. a superhero origin story of some sort. like this is my spider-bite moment. maybe. #will i be different? will i cope with things differently?? now that my body isn't fighting something anymore?? #maybe i'll be normal. i don't know. i don't know. #i don't know what it'll mean for me. #but all of these things mean i relate to peter parker in a certain kind of way #i don't think you have to be diagnosed with autism to recognise and empathise with those traits i think #i think everyone can see themselves in peter. and i think that's the benefit of having characters that aren't diagnosed. #because there's so much overlap in the human experience. and certain feelings aren't exclusive to just one group of people. #peter has such a rich identity actually. it's an autistic thing. it's a queer thing. it's a jewish thing. it's a trauma thing. #there are so many overlapping parts of peter's identity that inform who he is and how he behaves and it's never just one thing. #it's a product of all of his things. #just like me! just like everyone. #so me? i guess i can be a million things. you can explain what i am in a million different ways. #a hundred different psychologists can all come up with different ways to explain why i be the way i be. #i don't think it's something that can be simplified. #sorry wow. i'm really going off here in the tags. #i hope people don't think i'm stupid. i don't know brain science. i'm just philosophising as usual. #sci speaks

[eclipseshotel]

Me swimming around naked in a remote emerald pool while Elder Predator chills atop a rock like a sunbathing crocodile fixated towards the sweltering jungle. When he finally decides to wade into the water, I swim under to playfully bite his leg, then he proceeds to hoist me out of the water and toss me towards the deeper end.

#I bellyflopped 🥴 #see he likes spending time with me even if he won’t outright admit it #there’s other predators around so I can’t get freaky with him at the waterfall 😔 #the sight of the water cascading off his naked body bro it’s fucking glorious #💦💦💦 #one predator scoffed at me for staring too long at him #mind your business sir #avp elder #yautja

[rosalinesurvived]

HOTD 1x07 was where I knew I would be Team Hightower forever. Team Green. I wanted to get my opinions out about That Scene.

Lest we forget, Aegon and Helaena were in the room there. Aemond's eye had been ripped out and nobody gave a fuck. Those children watched their mother, the Queen of Westeros be forced to cry and beg their father for some sort of justice, beg for their Father to give a shit once in their lives. Those three were confronted with the fact that their father not only let the one who ripped out Aemond's eye go free but defend their older sister's mistakes. They had to listen as he threatened to rip out the tongue of people who spoke the truth. The king of Westeros would mute people, his own family who spoke the truth. Imagine what his children would've thought of that? What would Aemond think, who refused to rat on his mother? What would Aegon, with alcoholism already, who had just been blamed by Aemond, screamed at by Viseys and slapped by Alicent think, after he too showed a brother's solidarity for the first time and also refused to tell on her?

For the first time we see a correlation between the Green brothers for their traumatised, gaslit mother against the king in the face of this Injustice. They alongside Helaena realised that in this world they could only trust themselves, as they watched the proof of their mother willingly drawing blood from the Princess for her children. Aemond's step into power here and his calmness sets the way for his role as the family's protector in the future, comforting his mother after she fought for him. You could feel that this was the moment the Green Siblings stepped away from their childhoods, however unwillingly.

#this probably makes no sense #im filled with emotion over them they make me sick #they love each other and they hate each other and theyre the reason their lives are ruined but theyre the only ones who care for each other #their family roles are so wack though like #otto's the grandfather but he's the conspirator and manager so hes almost another father #like his and alicent's fight for aegon in 9 also felt like a marriage spat over their son #aegon and helaena are siblings and married obviously so thats weird and freaky and they have kids #aemond was shoved into maturity too early and hes more ridgid so hes almost like the older brother but also the protector as he has vhagar #and is a master swordsman mirroring criston #and criston and alicent are the image of courtly love and clearly dear to aemond and halaena #hotd #house of the dragon #team green #pro team green #alicent hightower #aemond targaryen #aegon ii targaryen #pro alicent hightower #anti viserys i targaryen #otto hightower #helaena targaryen #anti rhaenyra stans #anti rhaenyra targaryen #rhaenyra stans dni

[ruthytwoshakes]

holy freakshow I tototally forgot to show off my new epic fursona deisgng

bask in her glory whyis this image so large

her name is Ruth becuausde my name is awesome and it stands for ruthless unstoppable terrorizing hellspawn . She’s 16 and wants to kill you but she can’t because she has braces and it hurts to bite. She glows in da dark because she’s really cool and her favorite food is caramel apple lollipops.

#furry art #sfw furry #fursona #Jumpscare to people who follow me for tf2 (everybody) but I didn’t make any art today to share so I thought I should post this #Maybe I should make fursonas for the tf2s #spy would be a sheep with a wolf mask. Fox mask. Whatfere Mayhaps he would be a ram instead. Mayhaps #mayhaps mayhaps #whst the hell das that word even mean #scout is a hare creepy mf. Maybe with horns because spy dad. Jackalope #demo?? I’m getting flamingo for some reason. Maybe those Scottish cows. #soldier is a moose or a griffin. Yeah #heavy is bear. Obviously. #medic is wolf? Maybe one of those freaky tall wolves? Maybe bird of prey hmmmm #engineer is hornet. Maybe a beagle. Or a big cat like a mountain lion. Or a bull. #sniper??? Idk man kiwi? That’s too cute for him. Something fucked up. Like a coyote. Or an alligator. A lanky gator. #Pyroooo hmmmmmmmmmmm I think bug. Fly. Skunk. Cat. Creature. Definitely a creature. Hmmmmmmmm chimera? Pony? So many choices. #pauling is a mouse and administrator is a cougar. saxton is terrifying and bidwell is a cat. Gray man is a vulture and Olivia is a turkey #I could go off on this all day but I have homework goodbye #ruths doodles

[chirpsythismorning]

Watching Wayward Pines for potential ST5 inspo bc the Duffers wrote a couple episodes in s1, and when I got to their second (last) episode and their name crossed the screen, I noticed a visual parallel that might already exist on the show…

Recognize it??

It instantly reminded me of that last shot for the opening of s3, with the landscape peaking out behind the Russian base. But when I went back and actually compared the two, holy shit it’s near identical, and not just the landscape.

I didn’t even remember the helicopter being there on the left, not to mention the pillar-esaue contraption at the center. Like… they’re the same picture.!

With them being credited right at that moment, it’s obvious this was an intentional nod to their previous work.

I just thought it was cool so I wanted to share, but in terms of my watch overall, there is a LOT going on that they could pull from. I’m only halfway through s1, though I’ve heard the show goes downhill in s2 so we’ll see how that goes 😂

#byler #stranger things #wayward pines #st inspo #st5 predictions #spoilers I guess? #matt dillon is a secret service agent and when fellow agents go missing #he goes to find them and ends up in an accident himself #and wakes up in wayward pines #and no matter what he does he can’t reach anyone on the outside nor leave #people around him seem to be playing along with this sort of Truman show lifestyle of pretending everything is fine #then he runs into one of the agents who went missing also his ex-mistres #carla gugino my beloved #and she’s also playing along #bc they kind of have to otherwise they will be killed #little does Matt Dillon know his wife and kid on the outside are worried because he went missing #they go looking for him and end up in wayward pines too #wayward pines is actually really chill in retrospect bc you get a free house when you arrive #but the whole being trapped and not explained what’s going on and treated like your crazy part makes it hard to see the positives #and just when you think this whole town is an experiment #it is!! #but also not because they have any other choice really #turns out humans devolved into this creature referred to as abbies and they basically take over the world killing everything in sight #a scientist predicted this and managed to launch an experiment where he basically kidnapped a bunch of people and froze them from aging #to live safely in the future over 2000 years later in this confined town #where very few know the truth #the town being an experiment aspect intrigues me in terms of all the surveillance in Hawkins… #also random but the main kid on the show has an uncanny resemblance to the duffers despite no relation and it’s freaky 😂

[crazysnor1ax]

SCR? I hardly know her

Inkblot Disease and Iramalac are both creations of @cuddledot

#the recent popularity of SCR reminded me of Inkblot’s existence and my old obsession with it so I did this sketch for funsies :3 #not to mention I used to LOVE iramalac (infected Callie and Marie for those unaware) so what better way to draw this freaky disease than #with my old fav :3 #and for a sketch this one didn’t come out too bad I don’t think! #snorlarts #sketches #inkblot disease #callie cuttlefish #marie cuttlefish #callie splatoon #marie splatoon #squid sisters #splatoon au #Splatoon #splatoon horror #body horror #eye horror

[slime-water-shrew]

Okay okay okay that was fucking terrifying… I should not have played some Marbles Nest before bed.

Oh well wish me luck sleeping after I've failed so many people :) aaahhhhhhhhhhh I'm so sorry, town on Gorkhon

#pathologic #daniil dankovsky #the marble nest #marble nest #pathologic marble nest #pathologic 2 #I'm so sorry but yeah 90% of the town is done for and I am not going to be able to help #I have a new fear of women in bandages too #They were always freaky but this one snuck up on me #Jesus she was suprising #Anyway #Great game I'll play it more later when I'm not meant to be sleeping

[hearts401]

having a horrible realization about my taste in duos...

#sapphic girl with her freaky ass guy friend who probably kills/would kill/has killed people #love how most of these girls r lesbians too (at least to me. but w my ocs in the 2nd img its canon all of them r lesbians) #saras a lesbian to me. vanessa is too. #the only one here whos not a lesbian is charlie LMAO #doodles #fursona #yttd #fnaf #hazbin hotel #ocs

[starrysharks]

zeno's ultimate pokemiku tierlist ⁉️(it's all his opinion and he loves them all regardless⁉️)

#like arrfgggdiakaktmcksmsama this was literally all for me like they knew what they were doing #i love character design i love pokemon i love miku. and then you put ALL THREE TOGETHER.... #i will explain some of my choices here #poison miku is just too good but also i am a big sucker for freaky scientists with constant “worry” eyebrows #her design is just so out there and crazy (this is about the shoes. some understand the greatness of the shoes and some dont. and thats ok.) #every other miku in peak i think establishes their theme exeptionally well especially ghost bug and fighting #for ghost i already love spooky and gloomy looking characters and that miku delivers tenfold (of course shes designed by the GOAT take) #esp with the mix of ghostly and electronic/digital regarding the glitchy parts n the 01 hologram #she looks like shell invade my computer and give it a virus if i dont send the chainmail about her tragic file corruption to 10 friends #(in the best way possible) #for bug miku the big dress is a huge plus but also i just think shes adorable nuff said #for fighting - i love a delinquent character and she fits that really well. the half coat thing is a big highlight for me #also the leek theme is absolutely iconic #for the ones i didnt like as much - i honestly just think the koraidon one is a leeeeetle bit boring #dont get me wrong. it has really cool aspects like the hair and the koraidon like cape but idk #it feels like theres a lot going on but not that much at the same time? its still a really nice design tho esp the hair color #for the ones in yellow tier - i just dont like the color palletes very much . theyre still really nice designs esp fire miku #but all in all these are genuinely all amazing designs and i dont want to be too critical or mean to any of them esp seeing im not a pro #but this was really fun to see unfold!!! cant wait until the songs start dropping #in the topic of miku as well - hey muse dash where's my miku on the switch version.... #please dont make us wait too long 🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿

[fisheito]

I am torn between 2 kuyas

#kuya's “i'd rather watch the little ones play with dirt” in sunburst fever really got me #getting images of kuya getting up at the crack of dawn to take garu to his little sports game #kuya just sits in the audience with his 23-espresso-shots cup of coffee like i am too old and too cold for this #gonna set this whole field on fire #maybe then i'll get to sleep in on sundays again #(garu happily playing sportsball in the background) #how can these kuyas get along in my brain #will they start violencing each other? #as is custom with kuya and kuya #or can they coexist #being simultaneously nurturing with the newbie yokai/horny for them? #is kuya that freaky????? #here's hoping. more at 9 #kuya: pinches yakumo's ear and yanks it around #look who's got a spine after all ( ＾◡＾)っ #yakumo's snake: 눈_눈 #actually hold on i'm about to link the fic that inspired me #nu carnival garu #nu carnival yakumo #nu carnival kuya

[alangdorf]

A couple various Magolor outfits (Clash cause I realized I only had half finished sketches of that outfit and also Yukari Yakumo from Touhou cosplay for fun) and also Oh hey yeah that thing!

Ummm let’s see, words are hard right now but I should probably give my explaining myself spiel and I’ve already been putting off this post for like a month and a half. Clash outfit was fairly self-evident; I thought it looked good with the red added (apple colors hehe) and I of course couldn’t resist throwing some classic lolita in there. Unlike his usual outfit there’s not space for his wings to stretch out in the back bc Clash is like. Theoretically it’s chill but they’ve got a lotta post-traumatic stress/paranoia/insecurity that morphs into weird tension with the main gang back in the usual universe and then doesn’t fully start getting resolved until after Star Allies (I have other sketches of this outfit - and just other Magolor doodles in general; particularly I’ve been trying to figure out digitigrade leg posing - but I don’t feel like posting them here so I guess you can find them at um. Kirby live radio wiki community feed)

Yukari outfit I had the idea for cause I was thinking abt qi lolita again. Not much to say aside from I figured out why they don’t ever give her the parasol with this dress; it is a distressing amount of light pink to deal with and between that and the pose and parasol shape I sweated my way through most of this piece lol

Aaand Magolor Epilogue a.k.a. self-recognition through the other (derogatory) ….. TWO!! I had the idea for Master Crown boss to bear an uncanny resemblance to 2nd phase Magolor/Magolor Soul a long time ago but like. Turns out it was scarily close already; I just had to add a head and a couple fingers.

Ok that’s it see you in a half hour byeee

#art #digital #kirby #magolor #master crown #kirby gijinka #Magolor epilogue spoilers #implied body horror #by which I mean like. if you combine the images of Magolor soul and master crown tree the eye mouth is kinda freaky but it’s also just tree #I was not satisfied with like particularly the legs (and also the bonus sketches) on the clash drawing so I put off posting for a whiiiiile #currently I’m hung up on Marx gijinka (again) and also theoretically I should design post-canon default outfits for Mags and Elfilin #but it’s tricky cause I don’t have much to go on (for the outfits) #I would like to do Marx and Kirby gijinka (for interactions’ sake) but the problem I’m facing with those is #I don’t have a personal spin on them to work from at the moment so I’m indecisive and don’t wanna just take from other’ designs too much #oh ya also I still wanna do a Magolor tree boss fight ultra sword painting at some point but I have no background for reference #cause the camera would be the opposite direction from the ingame camera #story wise been thinking about his legs but don’t have any concrete stuff yet #also given that this is like. genderqueer agab reclamation trans allegory or whatever I think I can mention that I had that idea that #before he came up with Magolor his name was Magpie #thanks to that one random fic that got his name wrong as a throwaway joke that meant everything to me #fun magpie facts: their scientific name (of the Eurasian magpie at least) is pica pica yes like pikachu’s cry #the name magpie is a shortening of ‘Maggie pie’ because Europe was going through a weird bird names phase a few centuries ago #(and I was already calling him Maggie lol) #and magpies are the only birds to ever pass the mirror self-awareness test #also they don’t prefer shiny things that’s just a myth #thematically relevant one though. folks you ever get so obsessed with a magical crown that it gets obsessed with you back

[mantarobin]

what are the most mid bland boring fms ships and why are they nightbow and sabre x rainbow

#One of these only exists for people to write freaky shit #and the other is super boring #and also shipping a real dude with pride flag guy #favremysabre #rainbow quest #this applies to TSS too but I'm not tagging it #THOSE shippers will get me for this #:P

[bonni]

I agree with the general principle that we need to destigmatize DID and obviously people with DID are not crazy axe-murderers or whatever but I think the reason people say shit like "people with DID are rarely ever violent" and "people with DID basically never have alters that do bad things" is because people with DID who do have persecutory alters that do bad and violent things are diagnosed with BPD instead and their switches are referred to as "rage blackouts" LMAO

#chatter #the fact that did/osdd and bpd are so similar but one diagnosis is for people who deserve sympathy for their trauma #and one is for the freaky nutjobs who deserve what they get because they're too angry all the time will never not make me pissed #antipsych