#one day i will clear the dead ones

[sysig]

“It could be that the loss of her children drove the Queen deeper into her darker desires...but, I don’t believe she was fighting against them that hard before that particular tragedy. No monster does.” (Patreon)

Bonus:

Hmm, wonder what he could cover those holes with :3c

#Doodles #Handplates #UT #Fellplates #UkaGaster's answers about Toriel really interest me :3c #As evidenced by the quote caption lol - but his other ones are very interesting too! Since it sounds like she's still around! #Poor classic Handplates!Gaster believed Tori dead for such a long time while she was at the Ruins #Meanwhile Fellplates!Gaster is just like ''? I saw the Queen last week she threw me into the pricker bushes? -.ò'' lol #But anyhow lol ♪ The implications that they're still in each other's vicinity really makes me curious about their relationship! #And how Toriel might react to knowing that someone - someone other than her - is having So Much Success on one of her sore spots #Not just of having children but of the constant reminders of Gaster's success where she has to live every day with a heavy heart for her own #Being cruel to him over it - well that's just par for the course isn't it ♪ #He mentions that she's much more of an emotional sadist - insulting him and then making it Very clear that she does Not approve of the holes #''They're ugly and you should feel ashamed for drawing so much attention to something so unsightly'' #I do think that her knowing that he's so intent on being kind and merciful and then twisting the knife on how much he's hurting her- #Making him feel guilty for daring to even attempt the betterment of all - for giving pieces of himself away and try to be a good person #''If anyone will break my spirit it will be her'' :) #Although that's all assuming that Toriel even knows about the brothers! :0 When I thought about it later it'd make more sense if she doesn't #It was still too good to not do something with the idea hehe - but imagine her betrayal if/when she found out tho she'd kill him on the spot #Gosh I haven't drawn Tori in foreeeeever I can't even remember the last time #Doing a/nother study on her would probably be fun haha she's rather plain how I draw her currently #I wonder if her Fellplates version would also wear reading glasses hehe #And the bonus :3c Where are the plates featured in Fellplates? Surely it's not just called that as a reference right ♪ Hehehe

[beestripe-and-spines]

your end

my end

@barrenclan

#patfw #patfw fanart #rainhaze #asphodelpaw #slugpelt #your honor im mentally ill about this comic #this isnt as polished as it could be but it wouldnt leave me #and i cannot keep working on it or itll never get finished #asphodelpaw isnt the only one that died that day is all i can think #ig if its not clear its rainhaze holding asphodelpaw #rainhaze holding...young rainhaze #and rainhaze with slugpelt and kitten asphodel dead beside kitten pine and daffodil #i just think abt tragedy like #shes always been dead #always doomed to die #always at rainhaze's paws #im normal

[arsenicflame]

stede is 'oh this place has something related to my interest i must go in immediately' autistic and izzy is 'if we deviate one inch from my plan for today i will murder someone' autistic

#stede wandering off into the forest to look at bugs was not on the schedule or any of izzys contingency schedules #new thing i think would fix izzy: a clear fucking plan #in the nebulous reunion timeline future i see izzy researching every port town they are gonna stop in HARD so he can figure out everywhere #stede + ed might possibly want to go and plan several routes for the day to keep himself calm in the inevitable chaos #(and yet somehow every time stede finds something he missed and they still go off script anyway) #(he tries to go separately around port from them one time and its a fucking disaster; someone gets stabbed; so he just resigns himself to #incredibly stressful port stops) #its not like stede + ed mean to do it!! theyre both awful for it individually and they just feed off each other #its ok because theyre very good at letting izzy have the deck Exactly how he wants it and scheduling as much big picture stuff as they can #with him #(when stede realises theyve been the cause of like. 65% of izzys stress they finally agree to let him redo the rigging as an apology and #they suddenly realise watching him buy the supplies that hes just as bad as them in his own way) #(he absolutely terrorizes the rope guy but they have never seen him so relaxed as when he was up there redoing all the lines) #nyxtalks #ofmd #izzy hands #israel hands #stede bonnet #you can pry autistic izzy away from my cold dead hands

[syn0vial]

NEW HELLSPAWN PLOT BUNNY JUST DROPPED:

KARLACH TEACHES ASTARION HOW TO RAGE

#just think: astarion sees karlach go on a rampage at the tollhouse and deep down is just like ''gods i wish that were me'' #you think he didn't want to scream and break things and light shit on fire after realizing he was finally free? #but he's got an image to uphold. so he squashes the impulse. #then one day after they've grown a little closer he confides about it to karlach #maybe after cazador is dead? and he's trying to process all that emotion he's had pent up for so long #and she's like ''well you've got lungs‚ don't you? functioning limbs?'' #''and maybe you can't engulf yourself in flames but you've got the fire bolt cantrip'' #''you've just gotta be willing to let it all out'' #so one night they sneak out of camp into some absolutist outpost they've already cleared of baddies #and have rage lessons :D #/distant sound of karlach teaching astarion to barbarian roar #bg3 hellspawn #karlach #astarion #baldur's gate 3 #hellspawn

[bumblebiboop]

acquired a few new poscas.

drew lucy, steve, & hux to test them out :)

#dead by daylight #dbd fanart #dbd #steve harrington #ghostface #HUX A7 13 #HUX-A7-13 #the singularity #dbd singularity #dbdfanart #lucyface #posca #posca pens #posca paint markers #bumblebiboop #myart #every ghostface has his own unique robe.. and before the fog lucy's was mostly just the standard glimmery black shroud #but coming to the entity's realm... it transformed with the rest of him #and now it looks like a clear night sky...dark and filled with stars #a part of his lore that i will surely one day compile and share

[james-sunshine-potter]

What would each Marauder characters smell like in Amortentia:

James: Broom polish, cinnamon, fresh spring air, oranges (like a tangeriney smell) .

Sirius: Hairspray, Ash (the smell of a campfire), vanilla lip balm, basil.

Remus: Black coffee, a brand new book, caramel, whiskey.

Peter: Sunscreen, watermelon (but the artificial smell), mint (fresh, like you’re smelling the herb directly), fresh laundry.

Lily: The sea, strawberries (fresh not artificial), lavender, dewy grass.

Marlene: Broom Polish, cigarettes, rain, apples.

Dorcas: Coconut, Acrylic Paint, Cold Air (it has a fresh scent imo), Cherry Coke.

Mary: The Earl Grey Tea She Drinks, Chocolate Chip Cookies, Sweet Cream, Her Vanilla Purfume.

Regulus: Cold Water, Pine, Musk (it’s in his cologne), Expensive Ink.

Pandora: Seaweed, Limes, Rosemary, Soil.

Barty: Oil (don’t ask why), Cedar, Rain Water, Copper.

Evan: Sandalwood, Coffee (with milk), Coconut Conditioner, Grapefruit.

#cinnamon is a very common spice for Indian cooking and used in garam masala and chai tea so it would make perfect sense for James yk #some of these makes a lot of sense to me #like Dorcas and cold air #yk on cold days but it’s sunny and clear there’s a cool smell it’s fresh #that that’s the scent #I wanted to make Remus smell like chocolate but caramel is a warm smell which I like #Peter is 100% dead on to me #Sirius smelling like hairspray is so funny to me #Pandora smells like the outdoors #like she spends all day outside #Barty and copper? not sure where that one came from but it fits #yes I was kind of running out of ideas by Evan but yk it will do #also it is rude of me to make Regulus smell like water and it’s also funny #james potter #regulus black #jegulus #sunseeker #sirius black #dorcas meadowes #marlene mckinnon #lily evans #mary macdonald #remus lupin #peter pettigrew #barty crouch jr #pandora lovegood #evan rosier #maurder era #jsp headcannon #jsp- marauder era

[distraughtlesbian]

i (DESERVEDLY‼️) heckle pb for a lot of their narrative choices but even all these years later this plot twist………masters in cuntology double major in slaysian studies and slutistical analysis minor in motherlogical studies graduated with honours from the university of servington. sorry. they chewed. i love the way it feels to be a hater but they can have their flowers just this 1 time

#THIS WAS SOOOOO GOOD. NO ONE WILL EVER CLEAR JEFF DUFFY’S VILLAIN REVEAL BAR #they gagged me. i can admit it. credit where its due. a win is a win. broken clock twice a day etc. #and the difference between all of pb’s other twist villains (cringe) and duffy veilofsecrets (goated) #is that if you LOOKED if you SAW if you had SIGHT you could tell!!! you could always tell!!! he was always there!!!!! #we knew from like chapter 3 on that pierce had a secretary who died mysteriously #and we knew from the fucking jump that margaret and pierce didn’t love each other #and the reveal that whats her nuts acosta (pierce’s affair partner i forgor skull emoji her first name) was pregnant when she died #also came fairly early on. we just thought the baby was a girl who died with her mother which is like. first rule of murder mysteries. #IF YOU DIDN’T SEE THE BODY W YOUR OWN TWO GOD GIVEN EYES ASSUME THEY ARE NOT DEAD. #GOD. it was so fucking cunty. it was so goddamn good. they peaked here. crimes of passion is good for other reasons #but you’ll never be her (duffy veilofsecrets reveal). give up you’ll never be her #maeve speaks #playchoices #choices #pixelberry #veil of secrets #choices veil of secrets #choices vos #kate o’malley #flynn o'malley #grant emerson #naomi silverhawk #jeff duffy #choices vos spoilers #vos spoilers #veil of secrets spoilers

[sluckythewizard]

SHHH SH HEYYY HEY DONT TELL ANYONE BUT... ive been workin on smth since BITB came out..... itsa lil musical animatic involvin kian and becky.... ITS NO WHERE NEAR DONE YET but loooook look im puttin lil screenshots under the cut. its supposed to go along with Am I In Heaven? by King Gizzard n the Lizard Wizard. infact yknow what cmere come sit with be bc ALOT of songs from the 'IM IN YOUR MIND FUZZ' album makes me think about becky and kian. oh my god. those two make me so damn emotional. like Her and I was the first one to rly resonate with me, and EMPTY was another good one, all just stuff about. yknow LOVE!! doomed by the narrative yet burning SO SO brightly in its last moments, holding hands, playing music, THEY WERE SO IN LOVE WITH YOU THAT THE COPY OF THEM LOVED YOU, AND YOUR COPY LOVES THEM TOO. WHAT A BEAUTIFUL, CRUMBLING, BURNING, HISSING, SQUIRMING, MELTING, CLICKING LOVE STORY..

GET OVER HERE N SCREAM WITH MEEE I LOVE SCREAMING ABOUT THINGS

#THIS IS A DRAFT that i made like. months ago. woopsie. #BUT IM CHIPPING AWAY AT IT AGAIN. IT CANT STAY UNFINISHED FOREVER. ONE DAY YOU WILL ALL SEE! YOULL ALL SSSEEEE!!!!!!! #no reblogs either this stays between US!!!!!!!!!! #and if you guys like it enough i might post an old fuckin wip i have all packaged together on youtube. its a VIDEO it goes w the MUSIC!! #SOUND WITH THE MOVING IMAGE?? IVE ONLY EVER DONE IT ONCE!!! #ill post the Lord of Lightning animatic i made on tumblr when i get the chance. in the meantime i ahve it posted on twitter. GO FETCH #but THIS SECOND ONE is out there.. all synced together.. #but its a wip and its rough and old and scuffed and i HATE IT. my son whom i wish was dead #but you can see it. for the small small price of uh. begging. #also ouuhh my god i love becky and kian so much... they make me so emotional.. SOMETHING ABT DOOMED SHIPS... #even as the boat sinks these two clung together so tightly. they really really did love eachother so much. even after ten years of ROTTING #of sitting and waiting and wondering 'where is she?' is she lost? hurt? did something happen? is she okay? did she even want to be here? #does she hate me? did she leave because she hated me? she never wanted to see me again? where is she? where is she? guess ill write a song #FOR TEN YEARS. when i was just busy. i was distracted. so much came up. things got serious. my dream became clear and i had to chase it #i didnt know you were waiting. im sorry. i should have chased the thought of you more. but i was busy. i was just busy. #i wish that i could apologize with the throat that was my own. i hope this copy will suffice. i hope this copy will suffice. UGH

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#its so weird. i feel like march 5th went on for more than a day somehow. i guess that's just bc we were awake for just abt all of it #my dad wanted to start doing things immediately so he was calling and scheduling all day. we went to the funeral home we went to the store #and it was weird bc as we were moving around it was like wow we r a 4 person family now. this is it. and theres so much to do after a person #dies. or at least there is when they were loved so much and jesus christ my mom was one of the best ppl a LOT of ppl knew. she did so much #for so so many ppl. and with her childhood she had every reason to b a fuck up but no she was kind and selfless and amazing. her mother is #trying to bask in the attention of her death when its like: truely go fuck urself. her being such a good person has nothing to do with u. u #treated her appallingly. fuck off. and fucking everyone knows it. god. she is a product of her grandparents kindness. and it sounds like her #dad was amazing like her. but he tragically died in a car wreck when she was 3. she was in the car. no one in my mums family believes in a #god now. too many bad things happened to the shining gems in a collection of wild alcoholics. but its not all bad. my family's staying close #my dad is taking it hard bc this means hes alone now and my mum took care of so many things bc she was so smart and he feels so dumb. he #feels he didnt deserve her. hes working on giving more hugs now. and hes using us to anxiously talk things out the way he did with mom #which is good. i cant imagine if this happened when we werent 3 adults and he was windowed with 3 kids to raise himself. and its funny. were #saying things we never would have told her. we looked thru pictures of her and she was so so beautiful. a total smoke show. my parents were #a cute couple who produced cute kids. and my mom had trouble communicating and being affectionate tho we knew she loved us there was #distance. theres a pic of my dad pulling her close and shes being tippef towarf her while standing away and thats indicitive of their #relationship. they were 2 partners who lived together independently and that worked but its sad bc my mum couldnt b vulnerable in her #expression. ppl r being so kind tho. ill be in ohio now for like 2.5 more weeks as the funeral stuff shakes out. we have to have 2 bc she #grew up away from her and so many ppl loved her in both locations. she was a popular lady. its so weird to b here on pause. but i feel clear #in my head. i think this will change a lot of my outlook on life. its nice to focus on the person she was and not the horrible 12hrs where i #saw her half dead. i cant imagine how awful it was for my sisters and dad to see her downslide into death. she didnt expect this to b The #Fever that killed her but it did and now she'll never finish a million things. and the house is full of pill bottles and all her junk and #unopened amazon packages and a truck with the fuel left on empty. bc she was an absent minded goofball. ay. well miss her so much #unrelated

[ladyseidr]

def gonna try to be here and write tomorrow but in the meantime i have a desperate need to write GF in my SB verse, esp interacting with vanessa, gregory, cassie, or glamr.ock freddy 🥺

#☽—— ⸢ ooc ⸥ #☽—— ⸢ wishlist ⸥ #f n a f / #but also anyone!! #i know cassidy is all 'the ends justify the means' but i want her to end up accidentally protective over a kid SO bad #DFFHSDKSH gregory & his found family of a bear animatronic. the formerly brainwashed woman who tried to kill him. #and the ghost of a dead kid trapped in an incorporeal bear suit who still highkey wants to kill anyone associated with fred.dy's #vanessa gets a pass because she was brainwashed. kind of. not really. gregory has to convince cassidy #every 5-7 business days to not Try Anything #like i know it Wasn't Vanessa's Fault but also she's literally complicit in more children's deaths. it's gonna take some Convincing #cassidy isn't exactly like. super capable of Nuance because of the whole. you know. brutual murder. #i mean yeah on one hand this is SO funny forcing cassidy to be chill is so funny #on the other i think her seeing gregory & him reminding her of evan #who she was v protective over. and that being the catalyst to her becoming protective?? #🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 #anyway i could write starters for this (SB verse in general to be clear). or send asks. or something. hint hint kshfshdkhlksa

[dead-philosophy]

GORETOBER #3 - ABANDONED BONES

support the cryptid.

#dead philosophy's goretober 2023 #art #bones #skeleton #demon #dark art #halloween #my art #inktober #inktober 2023 #drawtober #october art challenge #goretober #goretober 2023 #artblr #artists on tumblr #it is rapidly becoming clear to me that it's going to be hard to beat day 1's piece #trying to crank something of quality out in one day is a bigger challenge than I expected

[jirai-kei-freak]

why does it have to be this way

#Why #I was doing so good this past year #There were times I was literally crying tears of joy because I haven’t felt as happy as I was in years #Now shit’s coming back and I don’t like it #Every fucking time man #“Well life is supposed to have its ups and downs” HAVE YOUVE WENT THROUGH WHAT I WENT THROUGH #summer through all the way to the end of 2023 was one of two of the most miserable times I ever went through #I was almost never happy #Had cheap laughs for like 20 minutes then back to misery #There wasn’t a single day were I didn’t wish i was dead #Literally I would wake up and i immediately wanted to start crying #Thats how bad things were #You could see it in my face how lonely and miserable i was #I hadnt felt that empty for like a good few years since then #It was to the point where I thought there was never going to be light in my life ever again #I went through some fucked up shit and now im traumatized 10x more then i was before #The first day of school was a weak after some extremely traumatic stuff happened man #Then the new year started and everything was starting to get better #I started taking medication #I was much more happier #My self esteem boosted up #I started working on myself and became a better person #I dont think i ever had a period of my life where i felt THAT BETTER #Like I said i was crying because I had felt a massive weight lifted off my shoulders #It literally felt like i saw the light #I legitimately thought things were getting truly getting better #It’s just gonna be the same damn cycle over and over again huh? #For several months I feel depressed as shit #Then for a few months things start to clear up #Then suddenly and abruptly things go back to the shit

[coquelicoq]

yeah sex is great but have you ever unflooded your street by removing leaves from the storm drains using the litter-grabber tool you bought from lowe's two weeks ago for that exact purpose?

#every year my street floods in the autumn when it rains heavily. usually multiple times. every year!!! #i hate it it's so stressful. and of course the cars keep driving down it even though it's unsafe. a lot don't even slow down #and they throw up these huge walls of water with their passage #the street becomes totally unusable for pedestrians wheelchair users bikers strollers etc. #it's just the worst. and every year i'm like oh i should get a thingy so i can do something about it #and i never do in time. but this year. THIS year. watch out world #i cleaned out the drains preventively a few times in the past couple weeks but today is the first day of somewhat heavy wind and rain #so i went out this evening and two of the four drains were completely clogged :( but i got out my tool & as soon as i cleared a little spac #a whirlpool formed and sucked all the water into it! with this amazing noise. it was fantastic #then i cleared away the rest of the leaves cuz that tiny spot would get covered up very quickly otherwise #i came back by an hour later and they're still looking great <3 i'm basking in the afterglow #it is funny how much easier a homeowner could do this than me. those people have yard debris cans #they have space for shovels. god. a shovel. my kingdom for a shovel #i'm just piling the leaves on the curb one handful at a time and then leaving them there (out of the way of everyone of course) #because i have nowhere else to put them and no way to transfer them farther distances #but it's mostly just apartments near this intersection so we gotta do it for ourselves #anyway i'm probably gonna have to do it again tomorrow because there are a lot of dead leaves out there right now #but man! i've never been able to do anything about this before except call the city and wait for them to send someone. this feels so good

[rexscanonwife]

I wanna paint somethinggg but I don't know what to paaaint

#jane journals #digital painting to be clear!! #one of these days I'll maybe try my hand at some acrylics maybe!! #honestly im pretty dead rn and i don't know what to do so i believe i will do nothing 😭😭 #i fear #i was hoping to get some art done but eh its fine i wont stress!! maybe ill eat food

[aroaessidhe]

2024 reads / storygraph

The Liar’s Knot & Labyrinth’s Heart

books 2&3 in a fantasy trilogy set in a Venetian inspired city full of political intrigue

follows a young woman who conned her way into a noble family, a masked vigilante, and a crime boss, who eventually become allies while juggling multiple identities

and trying to save their people and city by joining a secret society to find origins of a corrupting curse, to eventually destroy the powerful magical objects at the heart of it

tarot magic & sigil/geometry magic, dreamworlds, sentient magical disguises

#the liar's knot #labyrinth's heart #rook and rose #aroaessidhe 2024 reads #the summaries at the start are helpful. bc I forgot what happened in book one lol #I enjoyed these better - I think listening to the audiobooks helped with that a lot. They’re quite long books! #the accents in the audiobooks also enhance it a lot #I def enjoyed the series overall & listening to a whole book in a day or 2 (rather than dragging out if i did text format) is better #the overall plot and magic stuff. im not gonna lie and say i understood it all LMAO but I thought it was pretty good & def some great char #don’t super care about romance. like I don’t dislike it - & much prefer the slow burn to instalove that's everywhere - but also eh whateve #also not to be like miraculous ladybug but high fantasy. but #yeah of course the aromantic crime boss w a telepathically linked spider hosting the ghost of a dead guy as his closest companion is my fav #yeah i cried. im tearing up thinking about it now. they’re so good #his little spider gloves for his spider feet? #there's a good amount of queer characters scattered around #(vargo's aromanticism is hinted a few times; and it's pretty clear imo if you're looking; but not explicit) #i see there’s tons of people shipping him/disappointed it wasn’t polyam...I wish it was clearer bc of that. but otherwise it was fine #like. solidly developed in depth character is just as/more important to me overall #but also why'd [redacted] have to leave....nooo :( #also spider on the cover!!! i only noticed that at the end of that book sjdghsf #queer books #aromantic books #bisexual books

[soft-serve-soymilk]

Cannot sleep :/

#just pav things #lying awake here with Inigo meta thoughts #specifically the nuances of why he never intervened when Archie and Dism were fighting #He is torn between these two ideas of reality— whether Archie is dead or alive. That is true. #But eventually the latter idea takes more of a foothold; which is just a recipe for mental disarray #It’s a break from the comfortable cycle of self-hatred and destruction. So this new thought has to be counteracted to maintain inertia #So as I understand it he’s now caught on those lingering feelings of abandonment that Archie has left him with. and he is Not Happy. #Because just as he interpreted himself as being a replacement for Dism #He’s interpreting Archie and his little motley crew as a further refusal to move on from the past #And because Inigo acts on impulse (as seen best with the 💥 arm getting blown off) he’s using that momentary anger #to distract himself from the core issue as he lashes out ✨ #He’s kind of a hypocrite that one. Stresses the importance of embracing unpleasant memories as a fundamental part of your character #(To the point of berating Idyllia for going the total memory wipe route instead) #but he is ALSO an escapist at heart. Neither of them want their definition of pain so they both have terrible routines to try avoiding it ✌ #I’m sorry if this made no sense Dolphin I will probably do a retake with more braincells in the next few days #You know I’ve been analysing the design of this kindergarten in sydney for VCD #It’s called Nubo. Now I’ve always had a fondness for Scandinavian aesthetics but this is PEAK #So I went down a research rabbit hole and I came out of it with a clear concept for what Amonea Montessori School should feel like! #It’s this sort of cross-concept between stereotypical Australian architecture and hygge #Those oak panels and muted colours and glass everywhere #And I can carry through to an overall unique visual identity for Amonea #After all Byrgir should feel similarly detached from Earth in it’s own subtle ways #Tapping more into solarpunk and that overall comforting feeling for Amonea in particular~ #I’m so happy :D