dude i just loved the nsfw abc of l, sooo, i was wondering if you can write another but with light, idk theres no much people here who writes for the dn, so if you want and can please đđ i promise i'll give you support forever đ
nsfw warning
OFC I CANN AHH đ«¶đ«¶
i actually had this like half way written before this question was even asked đ
I â€ïž LIGHT SM omg you donât even know how fun this was to write (i kinda got carried away on some parts)
// implied afab reader, but can be justified as GN for most parts. mentions words like cunt and clit once or twice and uses feminine terms such as goddess //
LIGHT YAGAMI NSFW ABCâS ~
A (aftercare) - heâs surprisingly very caring and sweet after sex, despite how rough and harsh he can be during. he prepares a nice warm bath for the two of you and makes sure to hold you close, keeping you right where he needs you.
B (bottom or top) - 100% a top without a doubt. though he always assures you that you two will be hand in hand as the rulers of his new world, he simply cannot be equals during your time of intimacy. he must remain dominant or he feels he has failed in some way.
C (cum) - he never ever wears condoms. his thought is; âwhy have sex if your just going to keep up a barrier?â. he just loves cumming inside you, with the idea in the back of his mind that one day he can have a little successor running around.
D (dress up) - he prefers you both be fully unclothed during sex so you can worship each other through and through, but he wonât complain if you dress up in a little lingerie for him every once in a while.
E (experience) - he definitely knows what hes doing. heâs been with countless other people before and has done these same sinful things; but he assures you that none of them could ever compare to how good you are for him.
F (fav position) - it drives him crazy when you bend over his desk and let him do as he pleases from the back. it shows him that you not only respect his dominance, but also know your place below him.
G (goofy) - you would never dare laugh during sex with light. everything he says and does is genuine; and you would never want to hurt his ego by laughing at his words of intimacy, would you?
H (hair) - hes very neat and kept, as expected. he really pushes you to be the same, and will likely refuse if you donât keep yourself shaven.
I (intimacy) - he is extremely intimate and flirty during sex. he has so many cute little pet names for you, and knows exactly what turns you on. âdoes that feel good, my goddess~? you love being treated so nicely by kira dont you~? i can feel just how wet i make you, love; isnât that so naughty, getting off to a serial killer~?â
j (jack off) - he has a pretty high sex drive, but he doesnât have time to fuck you all the time, so he often resorts to jerking off under his desk while he kills people (oh my god what a sight isjdjdjd). when heâs feeling scandalous, heâll send you videos of him jerking off to pictures and videos of you heâs taken during sex.
k (kink) - he goes insane when you call him your god / kira in bed. it makes him so happy that you know his worth and stand under him so willingly. he also adores binding you to his headboard with his crimson red tie, leaving you in absolutely no control.
l (location) - his favorite spot is over his desk, having you display yourself openly to him, ready to take anything he gives you. he also loves just standardly taking you on the bed; but all in all he doesnât really care where you two have sex.
m (massages) - you ask, you shall receive. he knows that he can be a bit much for you sometimes, so heâs happy to help you unwind however he can (and he secretly hopes that maybe if he touches the right spot you two can squeeze in another round before bed~)
n (no) - heâs up for a lot of things, all you need to do is ask, but thereâs a few things he absolutely wonât do. one of them being abusing the death note powers while in bed. yes, sometimes he has you under his desk stuffing your face with his pretty cock while he writes names, but thatâs different. heâd never want to use the note while hes inside your sopping cunt; let alone to threaten you. heâd never write your name down, or at least heâd never want to.
o (oral) - heâs big on receiving. like i mentioned, he gets off to you sucking him dry under the desk while he murders people. loves to see your pretty face covered in his cum after heâs done. he also adores going down on you, though. after a long day of killing people, sometimes heâs just too tired to take over your sobbing cunt with his cock, as much as he wants to. so instead he has you on his desk, hands gripping your plush thighs firmly while he works his magnificent tongue along your body.
p (pace) - likes to go at a rougher pace (and just loves hearing you beg him to slow down), but if you use your safe word, heâll be more gentle with you and make sure youâre okay.
q (quickie) - is 50/50 on them. he would like to be able to enjoy fucking you thourougly, but sometimes he just needs to relieve some built up stress he has (which is a LOT). being a god isnât easy.
r (risk) - is all for it. heâs banged you in numerous public places; it gives him a sort of rush that he doesnât get anywhere else. the thought of being caught by someone is so exciting, and he almost hopes that someone could walk in on you two so he could show them how obedient you are for your god. setting such a great example for the people of the new world.
s (stamina) - you swear he can go on forever. usually, you two stop after a few rounds due to you getting tired, but thereâs really only been once or twice that heâs gotten tired and collapsed on top of your exposed chest.
t (toys) - he loves teasing you with a small vibrator up against your swollen clit, esspecially while he watches you squirm and beg him to fuck you properly. he also adores tying up your arms somehow, making sure you know who owns you.
u (unfair) - light is the worst when it comes to teasing. heâll tease you for hours until your sobbing uncontrollably and begging him to let you cum. he does always give you what you want in the end though, donât worry
v (volume) - he tries to stifle any sound he makes, afraid if will make him look more human and less like a god, but every now and then youâll hear him groan or softly mumble your name in ecstasy.
w (wild card) - since he is kira, he sometimes always đhas to manipulate people so they give him what he wants. so donât be surprised if he comes home after a long day and tells you how he had sex with another woman. but he assures you; âshe was nowhere even near as good for me as you, my goddess. you always take me so well, your so obedient. you always know what i want~ you just love pleasing your god, donât you~?â
x (x ray) - hes a big guy, and oh my god his cock is huge. around 9-9.5 inches, with a pretty good girth
y (yearning) - like i mentioned, surprisingly really high sex drive. he tries to stifle it though, he doesnât want to be thinking of your pretty face while writing down names, now does he?
z (zzz) - he usually falls asleep a good 30 minutes to an hour after you. he just loves to cuddle up to you and think about all the good things going for him at the moment.
AN: AH ANOTHER ONE DONE đȘ iâm actually pretty proud of this tbh. i also noticed on my L nsfw abcs I FORGOT M đđ iâm not gonna go back and redo it now ig but i noticed that when i was going back and forth to make sure i got the abcs right. anyways TYSM FOR THE ASK ILYY MWA MWA đđâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž THX FOR READING
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RETURN OF THE KING: MALEVOLENT LIVEBLOG EPISODE 37 THE FARM
spoilers (you already know)
back at it with some humming!
JOHN MY BELOVED !!!! youre so bitchy i love him
HES SO PETTY HELP
harpers hill mention omg (harpers hill hijinks coming soon)
âMY BOOK HMPH đ€â girl đđ
âi didnt realiseâ yes because you cant see and john is like really really dumb
it kills me that john is bitching about oscar not finding anything but like what information have you contributed in the last 3 episodes
ive missed bullying john
malevolent is a comedy and i will stand by that
mmm rain sounds
HYPNOS GREEK GOD MENTION âŒïž
âcan you imagine hahahâ yes i can it was the best arc of the show send tweet
well you havent seen his face
whys john being so quiet all of a sudden?
OH WHAT THEFUCK I SAW RHIS COMING
âi suppose ill just watch againâ SOMEONE IS A JEALOUS GIRL
arthur ignoring johnâŠ.. the girls are going to DIVORCE
ânot you sorry ^_^â and then he goes back to ignoring john?? girl
oh wait that was very sweet
WHAT THE FUCK I JUST TOOK ABDHDNFN
sorry arthur speaking to john like that just destroyed me
I TRUST YOU AND YOUR MY FRIEND??? IM NOT TRYING TO IGNORE YOU?? THEYRE COMMUNICATING A
âits not because i dont care đâ ââŠyes?â oscar this isnt about you
poor guy though he must be so confused
arthurs tone changes so much when he speaks to john
someone get john a pair of glasses either that or he was too busy daydreaming to see the turnoff
oh of course john would want to split off because he hasnt ever seen a horror movie arthur if you die then itâs your fault for not showing him the movie đ
âwe might have to sleep in the carâ okayyyy
oh so now john wants to give him info because he deserves to know
aaaand now he doesnt want to tell him. we love a hypocritical king !!!
return of the canadian sourry
you dont need to sound so smug that he looks hurt john đđ
okay oscar love the existential crisis while reading very relatable
is he gonna say arthur is his purpose
oh for fucks sake
NOT THE SOFT âoscarâ
ok oscar is def into arthur and arthur saying âi donât believe in godâ is like rejection. this is how unrequited blindfaith can still win.
also god believes in you? well john and kayne sure seem to believe in him for what its worth
oscar nooo dont devote yourself to arthur that never ends well
john i dont care about oscar either but you have got to stop laying it on so think jfc
john the undefeated more like john the opportunist
âwoAHâ same john same
oooh so john can see auras now basically?
what monster are we gonna find in the barn đ
oh that sounds fun actually though /j
AWW I KNEW HE WAS GONNA ASK IF HE WAS OK
ok i love how prominent the dreamlands are this episode i was just thinking about how good it was
john just wants his alone time with arthur because he cant answer his questions
âi need another set of eyesâ thats like the one thing john can do it must be kinda sad to like, not be able to fully do the one thing you used to be great at
â *gasp* a forgotten one :0â john dont act like you know what that means
hey is john a forgotten one then. is he. is he though.
can everyone except arthur feel the weirdness of places
NOT THE MUSIC BOX MUSIC IN THE BACKGROUND HARLAN WHEN ARE YOU GIVING US AN OST PLEASE IM BEGGIN YOU
ITS MIDNIGHT DONT GO IN THE FUCKING BASEMENT ITS RAINING YOURE BEING CHASED BY AN EDLRITCH THING
john its ok if you didnt see it you dont need to justify yourself â€ïžâđ©č
john sounds almost scared to go in the basement lol
the stairs are gonna give out at a later date im calling it
what could possibly happen in the last 15 minutes
a door ajar omg is that a wtnv reference
did arthur almost die by getting crushed by a bunch of furniture
oh a barricade i know what this is about
oh happy halloween btw guys
OSCAR JUMPSCARE
my honest reaction too john
what⊠what did you just sink intoâŠ.
oh hole in roof, cool
arthur pay attention oscar hes gonna set hjmself on fire on accident
the jarthur was too busy analysing the painting to pay attention to oscar
OH GODDAMIT ARTHRJ WHAT THE FUCK JOHN WHAT THE DAGGER? THE ONE HE SLIT HIS THROAT WITH
oh he wants to cut it off ok
jfc 7 minutes oh no
I CALLED THE STAIRS CAVING IN
GUYS HE WAS READING THE BOOK OFC HE KNOWS
question: how strong is arthur physically
âA TOWEL!â âA TOWEL?â as i said a comedy
WE GOT A âWELL DONE ORTHURâ LETS GO
you know its weird that i can handle this fine but couldnt deal with the michael torture in the woe.begone finale
NO ARTHUR ITS NOT OK
HES ISNT GOING TO MAKE IT
oh ok hes fine sort of ok
the music goes so hard again
that arthur was so scared
ok the arms alive run
or get john to arm wrestle it idk
âwhat thE fUCK WHAT THE FUCKâ my daily vocabulary
and oscar was right :)
RUN YOU IDIOTS
arthur you could at least carry him instead of dragging him that poor poor man
i find it amusing that this mostly happened because of jarthur studying a painting and ignoring the man currently in possession of their braincells
indeed what do we do now
and thats a wrap! oh boy what an episode i have THOUGTHTS (oscar is not surviving this)
i know like maybe 2 people read this type of posts but i enjoy making and reading them back. so if youd like me to keep going with these i will :)
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hi itâs nice to see you back! i hope youâre enjoying is2 đâ⏠can i request an imagine where phantom regains his self once he sees his beloved s/o coming to rescue him? theyâre so worried and scared for him that he feels extremely guilty but i would like to see a little personal reunion between them!! đ„č
Hiya anon đ!! Tysm for your request and for your kindness, I'm enjoying Integrated Strategies 2 a lot aaa đ„ł the theme is v awesome and it's super fun!
Phantom has definitely grown on me v much since I first encountered his character and first wrote for him đđ! I also happen to be a huge fan of the original 'Phantom of the Opera' musical which is probably also why I came to love him lots lolol đ~
I absolutely loved your idea omg anon, v soft but also potential for lots of emotions đđ„ș So ty for sending it in!!
(I also wanted to mention that - along with the soundtrack for 'Phantom of the Opera' - I listened to 'Two Slow Dancers' by Mitski on repeat while working on this as I think it fits the piece well sbdjsb~)
Anywho, I really hope you and everyone else enjoys đđđ!!!
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Rescue Him
Imagine format; mixed perspectives between the Operator and the reader, written in second person!
Contains: Phantom, gender-neutral Operator as the reader, spoliers regarding Phantom's past and events of Phantom and Crimson Solitaire, established relationship, Phantom addresses the reader by the nickname "little kitten", Shalem as a background character, fear, brief mentions of death, talk of self-loathing, lots and and lots of emotions from both Phantom and reader sbzjsb, hurt and comfort with a soft ending đ„ș!!
Word count: 2.3k!
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Phantom - no, the Blood Diamond of the Crimson Troupe -, his body was a puppet on strings. The curtain parted as he entered the stage; dressed in an ostentatious outfit of red and black, face hidden by his distinctive white mask, and eyes glowing with indescribable malice.
A reverberating voice from overhead began its announcement, âThe time has come. The red moon is here. The stringed puppets are all dancing. All for the most supreme art. Now go, my âBlood Diamondâ, go. They are the audience you have eagerly awaited.â The spotlight fell upon the Feline, all the eyes in the room drew to him. His movements weren't his own as he slowly lifted his arm and began to summon his Arts. The stage and all surrounding it was ready, he was ready.
A commotion from his audience took the Blood Diamondâs attention. There, you stood far from the stage with your weapon in hand, surrounded by your squadmates all immobilized by shock, and Shalemâs hand holding your wrist tightly to prevent you from moving. For a moment - just a moment - you all simply stared at the Feline, wide-eyed and transfixed.
You had stepped into the Castle with not an ounce of hesitation. You had stood before its gates, posture firm like a commander, or the confident lead actor of a play, perhaps; when you had moved forward, the rest of the Squad had followed behind. You had persisted through a near-endless traverse through the Castle, ignoring your aching, worry-riven heart, with the only thought in your mind being to find him and return him to Rhodes Island safely.
Now, however; as the Blood Diamond stared directly into you, his irises darkened by malevolence, fear took hold of your entire being and shattered any semblance of bravery you had left with its claws.
Shalem opened his mouth and attempted to tell something to you, but he wasnât able to say a word. In a flash of movement you tore your arm from his hand, let your weapon drop to the floor, and began sprinting towards the stage.
The Blood Diamondâs eyes remained on you as you quickly approached. Your hand outstretched to him and your lips moved, âPhantomâ, however your voice failed you and only produced something just barely above a whisper. Before you could come any closer, Shalem rushed forward and hurried to wrap his arms around your form, preventing you from moving.
The Feline made no reaction at you - not even a slight furrow of his brow or miniscule twitch of his lynx ears - as a heart-wrenching dread fell upon your facial expression. He only tore his gaze away from yourself and Shalem; something deep within his chest couldnât bear to look for any longer.
His Arts leaving flickers of crimson behind and the spotlight following after him, the Blood Diamond descended from the stage. As he neared you, his eyes squeezed shut; he prepared to finally strike, to sing.
It was only then that you finally found your voice again - âPhantom! Please, itâs me!!â You yelled suddenly, words leaving your throat shakily and breaking by the end of your sentence. The Feline before you froze; his lips fell agape, his eyes snapped open, then his gaze immediately fixed onto you.
You were struggling against Shalem and desperately trying to rush towards him instead, your face confused and twisted in affliction, as if seeing him like he was inflicted physical wounds on you. âPhantom!!â You tried again, louder this time, and your eyes began to fill with tears - when they spilt onto your cheeks, the Blood Diamondâs heart suddenly surged.
What was he doing? Why were you here?
With that, his mind rapidly became a scrambled cacophony, dissonance between his own thoughts and a voice in his head that wasn't his own causing pain to rush to his temples. His breathing became uneven and his heartbeat was now deafening in his ears.
This was not who he was, was it?
Though he made an effort to resist, whatever was possessing him forced him to step forward, to follow the script; the Felineâs motions were strained when he raised his hand to at last strike down with his Arts and prepared his voice to sing.
Then - as his mouth parted to release the first note - in a last attempt, you cried out, âLUCIEN!!â
The name - his name - from your lips was a blade, finally cutting the Blood Diamond away from the strings controlling him. The hostility flickered from his eyes, he covered a hand over his mouth, the crimson Arts surrounding him dissipated; he returned to you, once again becoming himself. Phantom collapsed to his knees.
A silence rested upon the entire room, slowly. Your chest ached from the assault of your hammering heart, your face was wet with tears; you silently begged this to be truly over and not be another one of the Castleâs hallucinations. Shalem and yourself became utterly still, both your eyes fixed raptly to the Feline on the floor. He wearily lifted his head, then a raspy and quiet whisper came from his lips, â...little kitten?â
You were certain you had never moved so fast in your life.
Breaking out of Shalemâs hold, you rushed towards Phantom and fell to the ground right in front of him, âLucien! Iâm right here- Iâm here!â You took his cheeks into your hands, unbelievably gentle. Hastily, you removed his white mask from his face and discarded it to the floor; the moment your gaze locked to his, your uneven heartbeat calmed and relief melted onto your facial expression then down your body. The Felineâs copper eyes were soft, tender - albeit slightly glazed over -, and most importantly, familiar and truly his. The hint of a smile came to your lips, â...Youâre back.â
Phantom rested against your affectionate touch, placing one of his own hands over yours and answering quietly, âYesâŠYes, Iâm with youâŠit is over-â His sentence was cut off by a rough cough, which quickly evolved into a fit of hacks and gasps that ripped through his body, âAck- myâŠmy throat, little kitten-â Pressing on the Originium crystal in his pharynx with one hand, he shakily attempted to grab at something attached to your belt with the other - an Oripathy Infection monitor.
You jolted, snapping into motion. After taking the Infection monitor off your belt and in your hand, you used a moment to remove the broken remnants of his previous one from his neck; you brought the device close, and Phantomâs hands guided your own and assisted you in clasping it around his throat. It locked shut with a âclickâ, firmly suppressing the Originium Crystal.
Intertwining both of his hands with your own, you waited for his coughing to cease. When it did, you piped up softly, âIs that better? A-Are you okay?â He nodded in response, âIâm fine, I thank you greatly.â With his composure regained enough, he focused his gaze on your face - a choice which he was quick to regret, as he felt his heart sink to the floor at the sight.
The relief on your expression had been immense, however it was merely ephemeral. Now, your facial features were trembling and your eyes were becoming tearful once more; though it was fading, the fear that had gripped you just moments before still clutched onto your body. The Feline felt the tremors in your hands - your hands that were so tightly squeezing onto his, as if he would vanish if you were to let go.
âL-LucienâŠI-â When you couldnât restrain your emotions any longer, small sobs racked through your body and tears quickly fell down your cheeks - Phantomâs heart shattered and he found himself choking on its pieces, unable to speak.
So you did instead, rambling through your crying, âI-I was so, so worried about you. When the Doctor told me y-you were suddenly gone and no one could find you anywhere, I was just- just terrified.â Sniffling, you hesitantly released one of his hands in order to wipe your face with your sleeve, âAnd when the Squad and I were sent out to Victoria to rescue youâŠI-I was scared that when we found you, you were going to- to be hurt, or y-you wouldnât be able to regain your senses, o-or you were dead-â Just speaking that last statement aloud, just the prospect of it, broke any composure you were still straining to keep.
As he watched you collapse into plaintive cries, Phantomâs lynx ears flattened against his head and shame overtook his face expression; guilt weighed down on him, so heavy that he struggled to breathe. You deserved better than this, the Feline told himself, better than him; heâd never be able to atone for all the distress and heartache you had been forced through because of him.
Though strained, his voice returned to him, âHush now, little kitten. You need not say anymoreâŠcome, come here.â Though he felt unfit to hold you, Phantom nevertheless brought his arms around your form and into his embrace; one of his hands placed itself on the back of your head in order to gently guide your face to the curve between his shoulder and neck, the other coming to rub up and down your spine in a soothing manner. The Felineâs movements were slow, uncertain; he waited for you to flinch away and refuse his touch, âjustly soâ, he believed.
And yet, you didn't. Instead, your body lost its posture once in his hold; you curled into him, nuzzling into his neck and bringing your hands to his chest where they clenched into fists, fingers closing tightly on the fabric of his clothing. Phantomâs eyes widened, your unexpected closeness prompting a small fission of shock to shoot through him. He was only stiff for but a second - under your warmth, his body involuntarily melted into your own. The Felineâs hands slid down your form and he wrapped his arms around your waist, then his head lowered to rest upon your shoulder. For a short while, the two of you simply remained like that.
When your sobbing quieted to small sniffles, the Feline went on speaking, âThough it is not enough, I deeply apologize to you. IâŠI believed Iâd long since slain those of the troupeâŠbut it seems that is not so, and I fear I was wrong. The faultâŠthe fault is all mine.â Body suddenly stiffening and jaw now tight, Phantom began to recoil from you, âMy little kitten, youâŠyou should not be here. You need to take your leave quickly, there is nothing to be gained from staying alongside me. The shadows and the evil they hide, my sinsâŠnone of this is anything you ought to bear.â
However, you didn't allow him to move away. You shook your head against his shoulder, before pulling him closer by the cloth of his shirt and wrapping your arms around his neck. You replied, âN-No, Lucien, stop. I donât care about any of thatâŠIâm never leaving you, o-okay?â Worried he wouldn't believe your words unless you reinforced them somehow, with careful hands you trailed your fingers up past his nape. They combed through his hair and stroked over his lynx ears gently, as you went on, ââŠIâm just so happy youâre safe and you can come back home to Rhodes Island. I donât know what I wouldâve done ifâŠif something happened to you...â The Felineâs reply didn't come right away, his mouth fell agape and his eyes widened slightly at your ever-so tender words.
He, whom the darkness constantly treaded behind and whom tragedy loomed over, was not deserving of you; Phantom had convinced himself so, his mind told him so. What made him worthy of the words that came from your heart? What made him worthy to hold you as he was, as if you were his?
Though, even so, the Feline was unable to restrain himself from once again easing into your arms, a serene expression on his face. If you gave your love to him unconditionally, if you allowed him to rest in the safety of your embrace, then he would never ever refuse it and would be forever grateful.
Phantom lifted his head from your shoulder in order to leave a light, fleeting kiss on the crown of your head. His eyelids closed shut, and he lingered there for a moment, before speaking finally - a whisper and words honest, âNo. Itâs I who would find myself lost without youâŠmany thanks, little kitten. â
The sound of soft footfalls approaching reminded the Feline that you and him weren't alone; one of his lynx ears twitched, and his eyes opened. Shalem stood a short distance from the two of you, with Miss Christine - when had she gotten here? - trailing after him, â...Welcome back then, Phantom. Ah, beg pardon for disturbing you bothâŠbut shall we go now? Surely, by remaining in this Castle, we would only be inviting more disaster.â
Though reluctantly, pulled away from Phantomâs embrace. After taking a moment to wipe your face of any wetness and to gather yourself with a long, steady breath, you looked to Shalem and the rest of your squadmates. âYouâre right. Please, letâs all get out of here. I want to leave Calais-Blason, go back home, and never see this Castle again...â You remarked with a sharp sigh, rising up from the floor. Phantom followed, moving to stand as well, âYes, we oughtnât tarry hereâŠâ - but you were at his side in an instant, before he could attempt to lift himself off the ground. You brought his arm around your shoulders, âLucien, carefulâŠhere, Iâve got you.â, and assisted him up.
The Blood Diamondâs performance had been brought to an abrupt end. The curtain was closed, the script discarded, and the stage abandoned. It was time for Phantom to leave from under the spotlight of the Crimson Troupe, and return to Rhodes Island.
â...Little kitten, wait.â
You blinked, immediately turning your head to look to him. Phantom slowly inhaled, then his words left his lips, carrying with them every bit of adoration and gratitude he had, âI love youâŠendlessly, with all that I am.â
A sincere smile arose to your face, and you replied with not even the slightest delay, âAnd I love you more, Lucien.â
âThe Blood Diamondâ, âPhantomâ; anyone could call him whatever they wanted, but he would always be Lucien to you.
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Heyy! I saw your ask a fanfic writer post so I hope you don't mind me participating :D
5, 17, 19, 20, 39, 42, 45, & 64
[ I would've asked more, but I don't want to overwhelm you w a bunch of asks đ]
hi hi i appreciate you going out of your way to ask ! thank u sm for this as iâve never gotten a chance to participate in one of these before > <
5. have you ever made a playlist about something you were writing as an elaborate means to procrastinate when you could have been actually writing and if yes drop a link, son
when it comes to playlists, i make them for my own OCs - not really for fics that i've written ! (but i have a playlist for satoru that is... still a work in progress. i'll totally share once i feel like i'm actually getting somewhere > <)
17. what is your favorite line youâve ever written?
this is such a good question omg - had to scroll through all my unpublished wips for this, but my favourite line at the moment would be:
"IS A STORY DEEMED A TRAGEDY IF YOU TAKE BACK WHAT WAS YOURS (you can raise the dead, climb through hell, and fight the devil if you must; even the gods wonât interfere when they see a wrath like yours, harbinger. fear not, child of stars, lady midnight, the gods need not your wrath to bring about your damnation.)"
hehe this is from one of those never-ending fics that i keep in my drafts and finish two years later cause why not !
19. what are some books or authors that influenced your style the most?
rick riordan honestly altered my brain chemistry as a child. he was my favourite author for so long which is why i was a little disappointed when i grew up and read about all the cultural stereotypes in his writing :( aside from him, i know this is controversial, but i really like sarah j. maas's writing style for some reason? she focuses a lot on characters, rather than plot, and i tend to do the same, but overall i just enjoy her silly writing.
20. what is your favorite trope to write?
ahh this is such a hard one to choose from, but if i'm being honest i'm always a sucker for two characters in a relationship arguing and being really hurtful towards each other, and then later making up and being so so soft. idk if it counts as a trope, but i have countless wips of this ^.^
39. are you an avid reader?
yes ! ever since childhood ! i used to be a really shy kid and would always read while the teacher was talking until i was told multiple times to put my book away > < i'm more social now and usually only read during breaks when i don't have school to worry about !
42. describe the aesthetic of a story in 5 words.
this question confuses me a little, honestly... like one of my stories? a story i like? i'm so confused > <
since it's not very specific, i'm going to do it based off of this: JJK Men Tropes, if that's okay !
Suguru Version (cause i've been thinking of @mambalae-s recently and i'm always reminded of her love for Suguru): imprints, confessions, promises, childhood, and forever !
45. name three of your favorite fanfic writers.
it's been a while since i've read fanfic and this is more than three, i'm sorry > <
@tawus, @/beaubcxton on ao3, @/impxria on ao3, @edendaphne, and @/xoxodee on ao3 !
64. what is your favourite title for a fic youâve read?Â
honestly, any taylor swift lyrics, but also you don't even know me at all (but i was made for loving you), and What Shall I Swear By? (Swear By Yourself, and Iâll Believe You), and Say It Later, Say It Now, and i put this heavy heart in you (it's not your fault) !
i find them all so so poetic and heart-wrenching !
ask game - come say hi (i promise i don't bite ^.^)
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ALBUM REVIEW TIME đč
Since it seems FOB will be releasing a new album/new music soon, why not do an album review for their recent release that I never got round to listening to. MANIA
This review is dedicated to @bambino1294 as it is her fave đ«¶đ»
Lets get started đ
Stay frosty royal milk tea - 7/10 - wow okay cool start right off the bat!! ARE YOU SMELLING THAT SHIT!! Different to what iâm used to hearing from FOB but its a welcomed difference!! Oh that bridge was so nice!! Yeah this slaps
Last of the real ones - 7/10 - this stating is giving coldplay đ its good tho!! When those guitars kick in đ€đ» it sort of looses its steam in the verses a little but itâs not enough to ruin anything!! Just makes that chorus hit. Strong final chorus. This is really good!!
HOLD ME TIGHT OR DONâT - 6/10 - a more tropical beat from FOB?? Kind of slays. Okay FOB x KARD performance when?? I am a sucker for when we just get a section of vocals without the instrumental!! It hits everytime!! I cant say this is a song I would choose to put on, but if it came on shuffle i would vibe so hard!! THE VOCALS IN THE BRIDGE??? heaven!!
Wilson (expensive mistakes) - 9/10 - oh this is good!! Yep that chorus!! Slays!! ILL STOP WEARING BLACK WHEN THEY MAKE A DARKER COLOUR!!!! I donât even have much to say, this is just a whole vibe and iâm in love!! Gets a point deducted because the bridge didnât hit like the rest of it. But still a huge slay!
Church - 8/10 - this one started out in a very imagine dragons way and iâm living for it!! I love his voice sm btw, i feel like i havenât said that yet. There is just something about imperfect vocals that just hits so much better. Its the emotion đ€đ» yeah this one is groovy!! IF YOU WERE CHURCH I WOULD GET ON MY KNEES. so true!!
Heavenâs Gate - 10/10 - OMG THAT GUITAR IS THE PROGRESSION FROM EVERYBODY HURTS!!! I CAN PLAY THAT IN MY SLEEP!!! FUCK this is so good!! that chorus?!!!! Heavenâs gate?? More like i am actually in heaven!!! This would make a cracking TV drama song!! FUCKING HELL NO THIS IS RLLY GOOD
Champion - 6/10 - the guitars in this one đ€đ» IF I CAN LIVE THROUGH THIS!!! Literally my life motto atp. This feels like rock mixed with some classic hiphop in the verses. Its really good!! Yeah I like this one but again Idk if i would choose to listen to this one often. I would vibe if it ever came on randomly tho!!
Sunshine riptide - 6.5/10 - oh this is scratching my brain so well. oHH YEAH. The second verse??? Very different but not unwelcome. The instrumental for this one is so good tho. The bass đ«¶đ» the adlibs in the back đ€đ» yeah i think i like this one!
Young and Menace - 7/10 - that build up was so fucking good!! HOLY SHIT I was not expecting that Chorus!! This is so interesting!! It is definitely for a certain vibe, but I am on board!! This would have gone so hard on youtube fan edits back in the day!! This is real noise music!! Stray kids wish they could do this /j
Bishops Knife Trick - 8/10 - nice start!! Love the piano!! Solid drop to the chorus. Very much vibing with this one!! Has a nostalgic feel to it, would be amazon on a late night car ride!! Yep that bridge into final chorus really made the song!! A vibe đ«¶đ»
This was a fun listen!! Its a really strong album. Heavens gate is now like one of my fave songs ever
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Star Trek Picard: S2E8 Reaction (spoilers)
Guinan's red hair â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
SEVEN AND RAFFI AND RIOS <3 <3 <3
HOLY FUCK SEVEN AND RAFFI'S BORG CONVO
I HATE THIS SO MUCH I WAS LITERALLY COMPLAINING HOW THEY LOWKEY IGNORED SEVEN'S UN-BORG-NESS THE OTHER DAY
"You're Seven?" "And who is that exactly to you" GOODBYE. I AM JUMPING OFF A CLIFF
Seven ADAPTING JUST LIKE THAT TO THE DUDE WTF HOLY SHIT WHAT
she just blows me away time after time. and the way jeri plays her as well.
Raffi's little glance when Seven says Agnes is her sister i-
Big, red beard??? Did Agnes leave with the bus punk????
"How's that for analog?" Raffi's little "i-". goodbye. fucking kill me. i'm dead
SEVEN AND RAFFI BEING IN THE SAME PICTURE IN THE DATABASE SO TRUE <3
"I'm only human" don't sing it don't sing it don't s-
"No wonder i'm president" SO TRUE đâ
RAFFI'S IMMEDIATE LOOK OF ATTENTION WHEN SEVEN STARTS OPENING UP????? SEVEN NEEDING TO TAKE THE W ON THE "IM NOT BORG" ARGUMENT BUT COMING BACK TO HELP RAFFI ANYWAY???????? NO??????
Seven's voice going back to her deeper cadence when she's talking about the Borg, yes.
NO NOT SEVEN LASHING OUT ON RAFFI HOLY FUCKFUDNCND
"You manipulate" Raffi's hurt in her eyes????? oh no. oh no no no.
"Everyone has to be exactly where Raffi wants them to" I MEAN YES BUT FUCK, MY FEELINGS. YALL DOING THIS WHILE IM EATING MY RICE đ
Raffi's "um" when she gets back to work mode with Seven???? She's been completely knocked off her - fuck. Fuck fuck fuck.
oh my god. seven. as a baby.
WHAT THE FUCK I THOUGHT YOU GUYS WERE LYING ABOUT HER EATING CAR BATTERIES OMFG
Agnes wearing platform boots under her dress so true bestie. did she steal them off the dude???
Oh. My god. Seven being so weak she can't run to Raffi. the cinematography of agnes walking off having kicked their asses. ohhhhhhh my god. OH MY GOD???????
me: dying over seven and raffi
some kid: fOUr CaKEs.
LIKE READ THE ROOM đ
i still love how Rios and Teresa switch languages. multilingual representation.
i swear to GOD if rios and teresa kiss before saffiâ
What is it with this replicator making tummy hurting cake
THEY KISSED BEFORE SAFFI?????? IM RIOTING. BOO. BOOOOOOOO. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Lol rip Q i guess
Q finds meaning in life via Picard? Qcard crumbs
God i was like "are we back to seven and raffi?" and they show me a fucking beverly hills pool
Dr Soong really needs to reinterpret his meaning of thriving lmao
Okayyy but what does Kore achieve by walking out. nothing?
God this episode has felt so long already because Saffi has just drained me. I can't have my moms fighting i have issues okay
"LET ME SEE YOUR NECK" BY GOD THESE TWO HIT ME LIKE A TRUCK
"I'm almost okay" -puts hand on her arm- FUCK FUCK FICKENR
"Can we jump the battery with our tricorder" yes baby your tricorder is a samsung
WHAT. HOLY SHIT????????? ELNOR FLASHBACK
RAFFI FIXING SEVEN'S SHIP EVEN THOUGH SHE WANTS HER TO STAY??? OH MY GOD?????????????
Elnor not working in security because absolute candor? MY GOD WEREN'T WE LITERALLY TALKING ABOUT THIS IN THE DISCORD
HOW DID THE USS SAFFI PREDICT THIS WHOLE EPISODE
yeah i can see raffi being manipulative but hdjshsjsshsnsbsh i don't. fuck. i fuck. FUCK.
"I thought you wanted to follow in my footsteps"
also whew. raffi's words were my childhood. and that's on âš helicopter parenting âš
Also fuck this lowkey renders my Academy graduation fic void now that we know why Elnor stayed
CAN WE STOP INTERRUPTING MOMENTS PLEASE. FUCK.
Agnes talking as Wersching as BQ? iconic. like she literally talks as if wersching was inside of her.
Picard being a monster in the dark so true, he has haunted my dreams since he let agnes be assimilated /j
Did this dude join the FBI because he met a vulcan as a kid once in the rare hopes that aliens would exist
When Picard said he was here to save the galaxy i LAUGHED. IS HE REALLY????? đ€Ą
omg i thought this episode was ending with the FBI agent and the enterprise theme music. this season is so weird with timing and cuts
What does Renee discover on the Europa mission? Like, dilithium?
in conclusion, i can't do this anymore. will attempt fix it fics in 5-9 business days when i have recovered.
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Elloooooo! May i request how the vice dorm leaders (cuz they need more love đ) react to an s/o having healing kisses? Like the vice dorm leaders get hurt and s/o gives them a kiss and suddenly the injury is completely healed? Thank you! đ
twst vice dorm leaders with s/o who has healing kisses
pairings: vice dorm leaders x gn! reader
warnings: grammatical errors, injuries
notes: ooooh- interesting đđ anyways i hope you enjoy with this!
TREY CLOVER
basically, he injured his finger while he was baking something
you looked at his pained expression
âhey, are you alright?â you asked âi think i just injured my finger.â trey replied.
you approached trey and kissed his finger
suddenly the pain is gone!
âhow did you do that?â he asks and you just winked at him in reply.
RUGGIE BUCCHI
scraped his knee for some reasons đ
idk why but he just did guys đ
anyways once you see him injured you ushered him to sit on your bed
you knelt on the level of the knee âthatâs gotta really hurt.â you said.
ruggie didnât know what you were doing until you suddely kissed his knee
BOOM THE PAIN AND WOUND IS GONE
âhow did you do that?!â ruggie exclaims. you shrugged âunique magic i guessâŠâ
JADE LEECH
fell face first for some reason and now he feels like his cheek got swollen.
you grabbed some ice packs just in case the pain would reduce
âhow do you feel, jade?â you asked. jade frowned âstill hurts..â he softly responded.
you approached him and gave him a kiss on his cheeks
the pain is suddenly âšgoneâš
âis the pain still there?â you asked. jade shakes his head âno⊠but how did you do that?â he asks. you just giggled in reply
JAMIL VIPER
dude basically sliced his finger /j
no more like a simple cut from cooking
you noticed the bandage on his finger
âdid you hurt yourself?â you asked in concern. jamil honestly nodded at your question âlet me see.â you said as you held jamilâs finger
you kissed it and jamil was shocked why-
âremove the bandage.â you tell him. jamil followed and the wound is gone
ââŠwhat did you do?â jamil asked âletâs say that iâm a magical being like you.â you replied
ROOK HUNT
he hurt his hand for some reasons-
rook was really hurt so he couldnât really bare the pain of his handâs injury
you approached rook and suddenly held his hand gently, making sure not to hurt him
âwait- y/n, it hurts! what are you doing?â he asks as you kissed it gently
but suddenly the pain is gone.
rook looked at you âthe pain is gone- what did you do?â he asks. you smiled at him playfully and thats when rook got it
his partner had some unique healing powers
LILIA VANROGUE
burnt his hand while he was pouring some tea :((
he reassured you that he wasnât hurt but you were still left worried
you didnât hesitate to kiss liliaâs hand
omg he was shocked
ây/n wh- oh, it doesnât hurt anymore.â lilia says. âyou have powers?â he asks. you nodded and giggled in reply
lilia kisses your forhead âthank you for healing me.â
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omg happy birthday!! i hope you have a great day!! đ„șđ i was wondering if you could do the nsfw a-z with ateezâs san? iâve been in my san feelings so much lately đ€§ thank you so much!!!
Heyyy!! Iâm so sorry for taking so damn long đđđđ Still I hope you enjoy this â€â€
Warnings: NSFW content, smut, +18 content
A - Aftercare
I believe the baby side San holds when heâs out of the stage will appear in this kind of situations. He would just embrace you so tightly yet so gently and will shower you with love, compliments and kisses being the clingy ass heâs always whenever heâs off stage
B - Body part
On him, is no joke how confident this kid is about his hips. Like, the power he holds in there UGH đ€ itâs frustrating LMAO
And on you I do believe he LOVES your neck. Doesnât matter if he can just leave butterfly kisses or if he can go further and mark it with some love bites but he would definitely be in love with your neck.
C - Cum
I see San as someone really playful I donât even know why but just because of that I think he would enjoy being a it messy when it comes to releasing his juices. Seeing his cum dripping down your chest would definitely drive him crazy.
D - Dirty secret
He is into chocking but heâs too scared of hurting you that he always kept that as a secret and might not reveal it anytime soon unless you tell him youâre also into that. The last thing he wants to do is to hurt you or to make you feel uncomfortable around him
E - Experience
I donât know why but I have the feeling he has actually had a few partners already so he definitely has good experience
F - Favorite position
Any position as long as he can look at your eyes. Iâm sorry but I still canât get over the Woosan fake love dance cover and the eye contact moment. Soooo, he would love having sex or making love with you looking straight into your eyes as you come undone for him
G - Goofy
It depends on his mood. But when he is in the mood of being his extra and goofy self, sex would be definitely super fun and he wonât be able to hold back his little giggles about anything you two did or said
H - Hair
I donât think he has that much hair down there so yeah đ
I - Intimacy
He LOVES being intimate with you and the words âI love youâ would be always in the tip of his tongue, doesnât matter if he has said it a minute ago or 5h ago. He wants you to know he loves you a lot and he doesnât want to only show it through his actions but also through his words
J - Jerk off
The boy is needy and he has some necessities to fulfill. Wouldnât happen much when he doesnât have promotions or stuff like that, heâd rather have sex with you before jerking off. But when his schedules are tight and he barely has time to sleep and eat, he believes itâs a really good option to release some stress. He would always let you know though in case you can help him in some way though
K - Kinks
I donât know why but I see San as someone kinky but too shy to actually be kinky with his partner. Anyway, here I come:
Chocking: As I said, he is actually into chocking but heâs too afraid of hurting you. But still, he would take advantage of any chance he gets during sex to slightly wrap his hand around your neck even if itâs without actually pressing your neck. He just wants to have his hand around your neck
Dirty talking: He loves dirty talk, doesnât matter if heâs the one whispering dirty thoughts into your ear or if itâs you the one pushing him against the edge. Though he prefers being him the one whispering things into your ear.
Spanking: I feel like he would enjoy spanking you from time to time, just when he is in the mood of teasingÂ
Mirror sex: I live for the concept of San having sex with you and looking at your face through a mirror. I donât even know why am I doing this to myself đ
L - Location
Actually anywhere. Heâs fine with having sex with you at any place as long as you two donât risk your lives. For some reason I believe he would enjoy having sex with you in the practice room. Like, is a place where he spends most of the time and a really special place for him so it will be really meaningful to have sex with you in there, always with the door well locked of course.Â
M - Motivation (turn on)
Whenever you wear crop tops or a revealing shirt. It would definitely drive him crazy, specially if you let your neck exposed by wearing a ponytail. Just wear that and youâll have him doing some dirty talk into your ear as soon as the rest of the members leave you two alone.
N - No no (turn off)
Threesomes. He loves you too much to accept another person joining, doesnât matter how friendly the other person is or if itâs a girl or a boy. Itâs just a no no for him and he would never accept sharing you with other people.
O - Oral
He loves going down on you but when you go down on him oh the boy gets hella excited. Would love taking your hair out of your face so he can perfectly see your face as you suck him off and he would love it even more if you made eye contact with him from time to time.
P - Pace
Depends on the mood. Iâm sure you have seen the videos of his hip thrust so I guess you know what I mean. When heâs in the mood of teasing you until youâre begging, the pace will be super slow and sensual, he would want you to feel every single inch of him. But when heâs not in the mood for teasing you, he would have a rpetty fast pace and would take you to Heaven in no time.
Q - Quickies
He loves them. Remember I mentioned he loves having sex in the practice room? Well, he would do it as much as he could, specially during promotions when you can hardly see each other.
R - Risk
I think he would be really risky as long as both of you are completely safe. As I said, the last thing he wants to do is hurting you and if a risk means hurting yourself then itâs a no no.
S - Stamina
Okay but nobody can change my mind about this kid being super energetic đ I still canât get over the dance break in hala hala and the power he holds whenever he performs it so I do believe he has a lot of energy when it comes to sex as well
T - ToysÂ
Always prefers to use them on you. He enjoys being a teaser but doesnât really feel comfortable when youâre the one teasing him so maybe using a toy on him is not a really good idea. Though he would give it a try if you asked him and would let you use them if you really asked him to.Â
U - Unfair
Boi this kid is one of the most unfair males I have ever seen. He absolutely loves teasing you and not only on a sexual way but in any way that can be possibly happen. He just loves teasing you and seeing your reaction whenever he teases you.Â
V - Vocal
He definitely loves talking during sex and telling you how good you feel and all the things he would like to do with you if it werenât because you were in somewhere public or stuff like that. The dirty talking kink would perfectly show off in here.
W - Wild card
Sex after tour. Itâs the first time you two meet after months of being apart because of a tour. As soon as he sees you, he wouldnât waste a second to smash his lips with yours and start a heated make out session that will always end up in something else if you know what I mean đ
X - Xray
Well hehe, I believe he has a pretty good size đ thatâs all Iâm going to say and gonna go grab some holy water after this đ
Y - Yearning
It doesnât happen much until he has to promote with the rest of the group and can only see you once in a week or even once every two weeks. In that moment when he canât be around you, is when he will go crazy about it
Z - Zzz
As I said, he has a lot of energy so he would probably fall asleep a few hours after youâve done so. Would love to stay awake while you fall asleep on his arms so he can be his baby self again and admire you just because you look amazing in his arms.
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glo rewatches soy luna 3
This season was actually my least favorite the first time I watched because there were a lot of characters that annoyed me but rewatching made me enjoy the storyline more so Iâll share my thoughts:
I lowkey wanted SimĂłn to be the one who had the accident instead of Matteo because we all know Luna would be worried but considering Ămbar was on the rival team, I would have preferred to see her reaction to SimĂłn getting hurt because she will act like she doesnât care in front of her team but inside she will be freaking out. I was robbed.
Iâm surprised Pedro and Delfi lasted the entire season without any breakups⊠theyâre literally the only ship on this show to do that.
It breaks my heart to see Matteo losing his confidence but I love his development this season
MICHEL GO AWAY NO ONE LIKES YOU
He always lingers around itâs so annoying. If i was Luna, Iâd tell him off
Jim and Yam are sooo annoying constantly bugging Luna about Michel when she said over and over again she doesnât like him
Jim and Yam need to mind their own business I swear. I wish they left the show
Benicio is so pathetic. He deluded himself into thinking Ămbar actually had feelings for him when she was just having fun and playing him because she only wants SimĂłn
I love to hate Emilia. At first I just hated her but this rewatch made me love her as a villain
I wish the actor for GastĂłn was in the finale so that way we could of still had our Gastina endgame :(
The Valentes needs to stop being so naĂŻve. It drives me crazy.
Iâm actually happy Rey found love with Maggie because he was always a serious man and she loosens him up a bit
Rey canât think clearly and does reckless, stupid things for Sharon. Sheâs so toxic for him. Heâs literally a puppet whenever heâs around her.
I really enjoyed Lutteoâs storyline this season especially when Matteo had his accident and Luna was trying to help him gain his confidence back
Ămbar becoming the J&R manager was the best thing that could of happened because youâd think sheâd abuse her power but thatâs when she started to redeem herself.
I love seeing Luna and Ămbar being cousins. The way Ămbar chased after Luna when the mansion caught on fire đ
I loved seeing everyone living in Lunaâs mansion lol
Sitteo are boyfriends and itâs canon
Having Matteo or SimĂłn as your boyfriend is a dream come true because theyâre both so romantic with their grand gestures. And they shower you with kisses đ„ș
It was painful seeing how oblivious SimĂłn was when Luna had feelings for him again⊠I still wonder what would of happened if SimĂłn found out. Would he still choose Ămbar or? Thereâs always that âwhat ifâ with Lumon I canât get over
Lutteoâs rain kiss was such good quality. Other shows with a rain kiss, the lighting is awfully dark but I noticed Disney Channel shows have a bright saturated coloring
Matteo suffered almost as much as Season 2. Everyone just wouldnât leave him alone and kept getting in the way OMG
The chemistry whenever Lutteo are singing or skating together is so intense
Simbar has way too much sexual tension for a Disney showâŠ
I donât think Iâve ever seen JazmĂn without her damn tablet shoving a camera in your face
The luna/fresa necklace Matteo got for Luna on her 18th birthday was sooo sweet. I love that a lot
SimĂłn leaving a trail of white rose pedals for Ambar was so romantic. SimĂłn is the best thing that could of happened to her
SimĂłn believing in Ămbar that deep down sheâs a good person while everyone thought he was crazy makes me weep. I mean SimĂłn was the only one who saw a vulnerable side of her because she only shared it with him so thatâs why he kept insisting she could change and he was right.
Matteo pleading for SimĂłn and Pedro to be in his first album made me so happy. Matteo will always be a part of Roller Band
I absolutely love Matteo this season. I liked him in Season 1 and he had his moments in Season 2 but Season 3 he was just unproblematic the entire time so I love that for him
Ămbar organizing the whole Dia De Los Muertos event for SimĂłn was the most precious thing. She knew how much he missed Mexico and wanted to make him happy đ And the scene where he tells her about the tradition is my fav
I absolutely love Ămbarâs style this season. Even after she ditched the all black, she still had an edgy vibe which is different from Season 1-2
Sharon losing her sight permanently was pretty dark for a Disney showâŠ
We donât see the inside of Blake now but the scenes are outside, which I found interesting since half of the characters graduated
Iâm happy the finale actually felt like a finale. Even tho this season is 20 episodes shorter, I think they did a great job at giving everyone closure
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Saint.
Yn's death scene broke my heart. I'm ngl, I didn't cry bc I'm already used to saint level angst but the fact that she just wanted rin to believe her and the way rin was screaming ugh, it's just so tragic that he finally had a wife who he truly loves and it ends this way đ for my peace of mind, I'm imagining them living their best life in heaven and having the happy family that they weren't able to start đ
And rin was so smart for choosing to torture hera and c'ian instead of killing them, he definitely knew how much it would affect them to witness his death. Also, on that note of c'ian and hera being kept in the dungeon, what has happened to demie? Is she staying with the empress or being looked after by someone else?
Also, when 'samu and the knights kneeled in respect for rin and yn, it's kinda sad that she was finally shown some sort of respect by the people of Faren and she wasn't even alive to witness it. I feel like if she didn't eat the berries and rin saved her, everyone would've been able to see that she's not who they thought she was and would definitely have some respect/love for her đ
This play was so beautifully written Saint. I really do appreciate you taking the time to write this masterpiece bc I can imagine that writing in that language and in a format that doesn't allow for a lot of description, is difficult. Thank you saint, you broke my heart once again and I love you for it. đđ
this is just a 6 on saint level angst sdjsjs and yeah thereâs no other way to put it â suna knows that his death would be traumatizing to hera and ciâan. the answer to demie is on a previous ask :)
thank u for reading tho đ„ș it was definitely hard since iâm so used to descriptive writing but iâm happy to know that you liked it <3
Anonymous said
whatâs totally crazy about the ending is that if the MC had only held out for like 5 minutes, she and rin couldâve been alive together âčïž. i am happy that they get to be together in the afterlife tho. i think itâs kind of a morbidly funny trend in tragedies that if they had just a tiny bit more streets smarts, most of their problems couldâve been solved in like a week. anywho this was a great story, and i think you deserve all the flowers for writing in such a difficult style, and still being able to convey such intense emotions. you truly are amazing at what you do, and iâm very grateful to be a reader!
omg yea ik what u mean !! HAHA when i read r+j for the first time, i got sooo upset like why canât they wait just a few more mins dammit đ and thank u very much for ur sweet words anon <33 i appreciate it sm :â)
Anonymous said
SAINT R U SECRETLY SHAKESPEARE đđ THIS IS PAINFUL I CANNOT. IM VV EXTRA EMOTIONAL BC OF CYCLE SO THIS IS 10X HURTFUL.
Itâs so sad it had to end that way but i canât say that i did not like it bc itâs so amazing yet tragic đ
Anonymous said
oh my god saint that was so good?? it would be wonderful if it was an actual play! you should really make some of your stories actual books people would love them
WAAAAH thank u!! that makes me happy :â) iâm actually glad i turned this old play of mine into a fanfic. i didnât think anyone would appreciate but yay <33 when i submitted this for my class before, my professor said we canât have it on stage bc it was too dark gahahaj
Anonymous said
âKeep this image with you forever as I reunite with my true love, far away from the spiteful ladies of this household.â
i read the tags for olal but i thought it was just gonna be yn unaliving herself, but when i came to that line i was shook
was rin able to reunite with yn in the afterlife at least where theyâre both finally at peace together
Anonymous said
I was hoping for Hera and c'ian to die but I guess it was too good to be true đ but at least now rin and mc can be happy and free in the afterlife
@andreavasquezz said
Romeo and Juliet momentđđđ°đđđ that was so sad but I know that they will be reincarnated and reunite and live happily ever after.
@evcrgardn said
i hope rin, yn, and their baby are happily together in the afterlife :((
Anonymous said
Me hoping for Suna and yn getting reincarnated in modern world and finally getting the happy ending they deserveđ
AFTERLIFE IT IS :P but u guys,,,, doesnt this remind u of a certain someone from a zombie apocalyptic world *coughs* maybe theyâll reincarnate again since itâs a common manhwa trope đč
@sunareign said
⊠why you gotta do that to me ? i thought zunarin was enough? WHY YOU GOTTA BREAK MY HEART A SECOND TIME?
shut up u love angst u know that :p and i never said ur mans wonât die the second time bsjsjds he never gets a happy ending from me đč
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I 100% think the lgbt Shadowhunters should have a group chat. Alec can be the mod lmao.
Noooooooo dani what are you doing. Stop. Pls no.
ââWhat the hell is wrong with you?â she demanded. Her father blinked and then chuckled. âYou want a list?ââ jesus I would be grounded for life if I talked to my dad like that but ok
Oooh I donât like this . . . Iâm uncomfy . . . why Jace tho . . .
Two years is a long freakin time to fake date
ââCall me if you need me,â Olivia whispered. âAnd I will find my way back to you.âLexi blinked at that. Olivia said it so intensely that it made Lexiâs heart stutter. Damn Blackthorns and their unnecessarily intense vibes.â Screaming
ââRafael is the rock of our group. He is our leader. We rely on him so much. MaxâŠIf something happens to him, how will I ever look at David? And Uncle Alec...If he gets hurt, it will kill my father. His heart wonât be able to handle that. And Uncle MagnusâŠHe canât die! It shouldnât be allowed.ââ I donât trust you dani. I love you, but I donât trust you.
ââI donât think I can pull this off,â David said, frowning at himself in the mirror.âYouâre gonna pull this off so good that Max is gonna pull it off of you,â Selena grinned.â omg
just throwing this out there, but i think a malec & mavid double date would slap so hard. like imagine mavid doing their cutesy thing and malec sits in the back and observes whilst drinking fine wine.
ââYou can call me Jace,â he said now quickly, looking awkward. âOr J-man.â âI am not going to call you J-man,â David shook his head. âBut thank you for the sword.ââ dead.
ââPresident of shadowhunters,â Rafael explained again. âMy father.ââ My father. The president of shadowhuntersđđ
Iâm screaming this scene is so funny
I really want everything to work out between Rafe and Anjaliđ They deserve each otherđ„șâ€ïž
âLexi was wearing a navy-blue suit â and a blonde wig apparently. Jace had been so excited that he had literally come over to Alecâs apartment to show the pictures.â Freaking adorable
ââYep,â Jace grinned. âOur family motto is âconceal donât feelâ.ââ The Herondales are absolutely Elsa-level primadonnasđ
ââPromise me you will handle it well,â Jace asked, his voice tight.âJace, the shadow world is on fire, and I still havenât lost my shit,â Alec pointed out dryly. âI think I can handle it just fine. Now tell me whatâs wrong.ââ Umm can I just stop here? Iâm not strong enough to endure this.
âHe himself had a picture of Magnus inside his wallet and he looked it when he felt lost and hopeless.He had loads of pictures of his family on his phone.But this one was different.This was a picture he had found in one of the Clave files when he had been perusing through old records just after being elected as Consul. It was a black and white picture â possibly taken before coloured pictures were invented.It looked like a mugshot. Alec wasnât sure if Magnus had ever been arrested by the Clave.But he didnât look like someone who had gotten arrested. He was smiling at the camera, like this was exactly where he had intended to be. If Alec knew any better, he would say that Magnus got arrested just so he could pose for a picture for the Clave.The moment he had found it, he had taken it out from the file and put it inside his wallet.This picture didnât belong to the Clave. It belonged with Alec.â The shit I live for.
Oh awesome. Magnus and Clary are having prophetic horror dreams again. More ominous foreshadowing.
âIf Max hide his feelings in a box, Rafael buried them six feet under. He wished the boys would be forthcoming. He wished they would talk to him about anything.Alec and Magnus had repeatedly told their children to come talk to them if there was anything wrong.If Rafael needed help and if Max needed to talk, they could simply come to their parents.But they obviously didnât.Alec didnât know where he had come wrong.â Wow thatâs heartbreaking . . .
âAlecâs heart ached further.He knew he brought this on his family. All his reforms and his laws and his governance â it had led to this.He had become a target and his family suffered as a result.He knew it wasnât his fault. But it still hurt to know everything he had done to make things right came back to hurt him.Alec had hoped that being the Consul would make things better for Magnus â for their family.But in moments like this, he felt like it had only made everything worse.â Iâm in painđ
Max clearly doesnât understand bro code
ââScrew you, dad!â Max yelled. âI want to go see David. You just donât want me to go because you donât like him.âAlec closed his eyes. His heart hurt at the words.Max did this all the time. When he was angry, he lashed out at the nearest person. He remembered a time when he had fought with Rafael and hadnât talked to him for almost three days.But it was fine. Alec could take all the anger. He would take anything as long his family was safe.â K now Iâm pissed at Max. Like heâs awesome most of the time, but the first time his parents ask anything of him he completely flies off the handle. He needs to grow up, get over himself, and realize that the world isnât just him and his boyfriend.
Okkkkkk Max just threw a fit and all the adults are trying appease him? Heâs not getting any sort of reprimand for lashing out at his dad?
âThe phone dropped from Jaceâs hand, and he fell to the ground. âLexi.â Alecâs heart relaxed for the fraction of a second in relief and then tore into pieces all over again.â Thanks, I fucking hate it.
THANKS DANI I FUCKING HATE IT
FUCK
Bonus: âAs the flowers most often associated with funerals, lilies symbolize that the soul of the departed has received restored innocence after death.â
FUCK
It's a really beautiful flower.
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It's so freaking sad that He Yu does everything in his power to not have this conversation with Xie Qingcheng.
And this isn't a walk in the park for xie qingcheng either he's hurting so much. All cruel words are like thorns in his own throat and he's literally pain in physical pain while breaking up with He Yu that is how much Xie Qingcheng loves him.
But He Yu can't see Xie Qingcheng in pain while he's leaving him because he doesn't want to even acknowledge the elephant in the room that xie qingcheng just dropped and also because he's crying already, and he doesn't want xie qingcheng to see it. Like the love and compassion and effort he yu puts into taking care of Xie Qingcheng is what Xie Qingcheng needs and deserves. He deserves to be pampered and taken care of after everything he's been through but he won't let himself have that.
The apartment turning from a house to a home because this was the first time he yu used the kitchen. Like xie qingcheng is literally his home. đ
He yu is hiding in the kitchen to avoid talking to xqc but xqc comes there anyway.
And xie qingcheng doesn't say that he yu is the problem. (It's basically It's me not you!!!) But xie qingcheng is genuine and he doesn't wanna disrespect he Yu's sincerity and feelings because he loves him too much for that. And why are they breaking up?? Please don't! My heart is breaking along with y'alls!
All xqc wants to do is tell He yu it doesn't matter if you are a man it's because he doesn't have long to live. Omg xqc wants this too deep down but he's doing what he always does make sure others don't get hurt because of him.
Okay I love how confidently He Yu declares that nobody will love xie qingcheng like he does. And xie qingcheng wants to hug him so badly. Like xie qingcheng wanting to initiate physical contact with He Yu is just everything to me. But as always he suppresses his need to hold He Yu. To xie qingcheng it literally feels like he's cutting his own heart with knife while doing this to He Yu!! Omg the day Xie Qingcheng embraces He Yu because he wants to I'll sob!!
And omg!! This thing where xie qingcheng didn't believe LRQ about love being this intense. He never felt that kind of love could exist but He Yu proved him wrong. I remember saying that one day Xie Qingcheng's gonna regret saying that and that had arrived.
The puppy analogy is making me wail!! If you wanna hug him! Just hug him !!! With all due respect you are being a coward Xie ge!!
And Xie Qingcheng acknowledging that no one would ever love him like He Yu! Oh my poor heart! Xie Qingcheng never wants to disrespect He Yu's sincerity because he knows how pure it is. Omg đđ
Xie Qingcheng literally telling He Yu that he has way too many flaws and he's not good enough for He Yu! Stop !! This is torture!
And it's torture for He Yu as well! It's hurting him more than when Xie Qingcheng was rejecting him.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Xie Qingcheng acknowledging that He Yu is the best for him!
Xie Qingcheng also acknowledging that He Yu gave him many beautiful and irreplaceable memoriesđ„Čđ„Čđ„Č
After all the appreciation Xie Qingcheng proceeds to break everyone's heart including his own. He brings up society laughing at them. And he yu is definitely not having it because he could care less about what the world has to say the only thing that matters to him is Xie qingcheng. In desperation Xie Qingcheng brings the age gap that doesn't work either. He brings up He Yu being Xie Xue's student and He Yu says he'll drop out of college. Xie Qingcheng brings up He Jiwei being his dad and He Yu can't possibly change his father so...
Xie Qingcheng remains resolute in his decision as he's leaving He Yu hugs him and he's crying just like Xie Qingcheng's dreams. Ah! Here we go the line from the trailer "Are you leaving again?" Oh this is super painful.
He Yu begs Xie Qingcheng to stay. He doesn't care if Xie Qingcheng won't love him. He doesn't want xie qingcheng to completely cut off their relationship just like five years ago. Xie Qingcheng wants to hug him back so bad just like he did in his dream but he knows if he hugs He Yu now there is no going back. And he isn't that selfish to want something good for himself. It hurts Xie qingcheng so much that he cries! Xie Qingcheng crying because of his feelings for He Yu just ends me! But He Yu can't see He doesn't know how much it hurts Xie Qingcheng to do this. Xie Qingcheng gently detaches himself from He Yu's embrace and just leaves.
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