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#ok now im just shitposting again
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[sexting u] ur 1960s kirk spock internalised homophobia analysis wouldnt make it 5 seconds on twitter
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lightbulb-warning · 8 months
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I LOVE WORDS! WORDS DONT LOVE ME BACK!! </3
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sugarskies · 5 months
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the deca s5 chapter 6 how many things can i break with coffee
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gothamcityneedsme · 10 months
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btw officially done with arkham.  wah-hoo
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h00f · 2 years
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woah, hi! it’s been a while!
i’ve just finished another year of college, and i think i want to try taking my blog back and using it for my own enjoyment! i’m going to start posting more art i’ve been making, but also reblogging things! and sharing thoughts! ive really, really missed being able to do that, so i’m starting it again now! no more fear :)
i just posted a piece from my last semester, and i will probably put up some more later tonight and tomorrow! hopefully even reblogging things here again!!
i hope you’re all doing well, and ily!
#if i havent replied to you i am still deeply sorry. i have a very hard time talking to people these days; especially digitally#reminds me of bad times. so i will just be posting for now until i can do that again! i hope you can forgive me#today i had to take one of my cats to the emergency vet. i might lose my house soon but i’m happy to be making art again. it will be ok!#anyways hi! this is soup! i’m one of jayson’s alters!#back in 2020 i had a really really bad time. and my brain fractured more than it was before#and now i’m a lot of people! but we work together and my life is fairly happy these days!#i want to learn robotics and how to 3D model; im interested in metal casting and prop making too!#i draw lots but never finish anything. sketchbook pics will have to do for now#im not really writing this to anybody; it’s just been really hard and i miss the comfort of speaking my mind. and this is my blog!!#so i will be apologetic no longer!! i’m going to shitpost and reblog funny memes and post art i’m proud of#and i hope you all will join me for this new era!#and a new text post tag too because i’m tired of thinking nobody cares! bc they do 💛#souptxt#oh and if ur curious.. theres about 15 of us? youll probably see the variety. my ocs came to life and live in my head STORYTIME GONE WRONG!!#LAST THING: IM A SCULPTURE MAJOR NOW………#so i make statues but ALSO ive been making stuffies! and prop masks! well just the one ok but still#also? i work as a baker and it’s actually… really nice. it’s good to like the labor i put in!#i will send u pretzels if u ask nice enough
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guinevereslancelot · 2 years
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yes i would love to walk half a mile to get the mail no i dont want to walk half a mile to the convenience store. i hope this helps
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cherry-shipping · 1 year
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one day ill draw again i Sweayr toGod
#cherry chats#auuuuuuauuuuajhhhhauuoouuuuyhhhh#i feel like total SHIT oh my godD#i was being a lazy little shit who wouldnt leave their bed for too long and now i cant draw anymogre Auuhhhgg#i was like. ill make a really shitty joke selfship doodle just to et back into the swing of things#i couldnt even open a new project in csp without wanting to cry.#its not even just my regular performance anxiety (yknow…. the one that made me drop out of school at 12 and hasnt let up since.)#im just so embarrassed at the thought of trying to drawy something again#annd i cant even make myself feel better because i Cant Draw A Thing#vibrating in a puddle of tears on the floor Its fine though like its cool im just a bit tired is all ill be able to draw again soon#im so. its just so. auuauavhrvrggegeghrhhrhggh#feels like my dumbshit brain is melting i ahatebthis shit man i Swear#yknow after id cmmissioned eebie i was considering cmmissioning her AGAIN afterwards if shed be ok with it#because i had something i wanted to draw with me and sans that i could make myself but i just didnt feel like jt#i ran out of money so i couldntve cmmissioned her even if she allowed it but anyway i was like eh its fine ill just do it myself#bear in mind this was like. a shitpost drawing like it was Not serious or high effort at all#turns out i could NOT just draw it myself because apparently 5 months is enough time to undo all my years of cognitive behavioral therapy#go fucking figure. blows up the whole earth#anyway sorry for posting vent shit ill be fine im just sad at my stupid anxiety and i cant post it on main#cause 1.3k followers or however many it has now. u know how it is#ill try to draw again on sunday when im drunk hopefully maybe ill be less scared then LOL#also im going to bed. i feel like complete and utter GARBAGE!!!!! and i dont wanna deal with it so bedtime it is#i wanna imagime sans comforting me so ill feel better….. but for some reason sans comforting me for failing to draw selfship art with sans#feels. maybe too meta to actually cheer me up. fkebkfbnldnfm#edit had to go back and censor the word cmmission. because. artists looking for work are searching that word i guess and messaging anyone#mentioning it in posts#which is fair and whatever but. even if i were interested i spent all my money on drugs and booze so i Cant
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zwei-rhunen · 1 year
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-doing ultima weapon raid unsync, hard-
@lucia-dartancours :
Idk why u died tbh :/
Me, still scarred from seeing all the crosshairs centered on me like a big, shiny star, every 3 seconds
Me: .... I do
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beemers-hell · 2 months
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I've seen a lot of fashion doll posting on your twitter and like, I don't exactly know how to ask but if you ever want to infodump about it on here that would be so genuinely interesting
Not pressuring you in any way of course! I just like seeing your fashion doll posting
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Ok so I don't actually have anything I feel like talking about doll wise atm, I prefer making one off posts here n there about the dolls I'm into on twt more than tumblr cause I feel like twt is better suited for one off thoughts while tumblr is better suited for dedicated n thought out posts, at least with how I use it. Which is why you see a lot more wips/shitposts from me on twt than tumblr. so instead I'll just show yall my current collection!!! ANYWAY long ass post time
I've been working on finding and filling out various release lines from different doll brands im fixated on and have been rearranging my collection set up a lot cause of it lol. My shit is scattered all around my room because of how me and my little brother have divided up space for us to display both of our separate collections of things (we are both autistic and insane about our special interests) so there's gonna be a lot of photos lol
TO BEGIN: here's my display case of all my old g1 Monster High dolls I managed to hold onto since I was a kid! I got all of these back when MH initially debuted (when I was around 8 or 9) and all of these dolls have survived through my childhood/teenage years, hence why they're not in super great shape unfortunately lol
the only exceptions to this being the Día de Muertos Howliday Skelita, since obvs that's a recent release, as well as the misc. dolls I have scattered around the top of the case, those are dolls that s0uless has gifted to me over the past 2 years teehee
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Moving on, to my current collection of dolls I began purchasing for myself over the past year: starting with this set of shelves next to my bed! I'm mainly using this as my Bratz shelf, but I ran out of room to fit my Skultimate Secrets Fearidescent Dolls where I usually keep my Monster High dolls, so they're there for now.
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I only have Jade's reproduction doll because when the Bratz reproductions first began releasing, I was being strict with myself about not indulging in dolls again so I only let myself get Jade since shes my fav. Which I'm sad about, cause I'd love to have all the girls together for both their 20th anniversary reproduction dolls and their Alwayz dolls together. Also, there's a spot left empty next to my Alwayz Cloe bc I have Not been able to find Alwayz Sasha in stores like ANYWHERE for the past 2 months, so I gave up and ordered her online. She'll be arriving here in a couple days!!
Next up is this series of shelves above my dresser that I mainly use to display misc. figures n other shit I've come to own since I was like 12 (you can tell bc of the MHA stuff lmao) but I recently cleared some space so I could fit my Skultimate Secrets Series 1 Dolls (and Spa Day Lagoona + Scare-adise Frankie and Draculaura) somewhere, as well as having a place to display my current set of LOL OMG dolls! And also Bank art doll cameo lmao
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Then we have the top shelf of my desk, which mostly has various Knicks knacks compacted into a corner but I put my two LOL OMG Tweens together there, as well as my single Licca doll that s0uless got me for this past christmas and the custom doll they made of my sona for me! <3
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(fun fact me and s0uless are currently in the process of making more custom dolls of Eb, Bank, and the triplets but you'll have to wait n see on that one hehe)
And finally for dolls, here's my desk setup, where I display my main Monster High dolls! I mostly just display each Signature Doll + Their Core Refreshes here, but Monsterball Draculaura didn't have space anywhere else so she gets to chill there too lmao
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Thats it for my actual dolls, but I have two other photos to share, which is just how I set up my Skultimate Secrets Series 1 Lockers + where I put the posters that come with each Bratz doll I have lmao
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ok thats all I'm done now, ill update this when Sasha gets here lmao
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lotuspeacock · 1 year
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kazurei moments
unfortunately im not capable of intelligible thought this week so my friday dump is gonna be these two and some shitposts
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1. look at his face when hes talking about meeting rei for the first time!!!! hes so fond!!!!
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2. remember how in the last episode we see rei panic for the first time when miri gets sick? well that same panic is in his voice when his father threatens kazuki
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3. back at it again with kazuki “heart-eyes” kurusu
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4. HE CUT HIS HAIR okokok but i’ve got a whole headcanon for this now - so the reason rei has the undercut is bcs kazuki was like ok so how do you want your hair cut and rei is just zombiefied so kazuki is like if you’re not gonna tell me then i’m shaving it all off and rei like doesn’t react so kazuki starts with the razor but he cant do it, its against his morals to voluntarily commit a fashion atrocity. so he thinks why not a buzz cut, it’ll be enough to teach him a lesson. but then kazuki realizes he accidentally made rei really fucking hot and curse his godly barber skills.
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5. i put this in the tags of someone else’s post but: you can’t microchip your daughter, but you can microchip your husband!
11/10 episode this friday, great to see we’re number one on trending!
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emerxshiu · 13 days
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rat brainrot going hard
sorry for not posting this week, i was cooking some stuff but this drawing took almost the entire week to do, worst part, it was a shitpost
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i still dont know why this took me so much
so uh, almost all my drawings this week have been related to this two(and lis) so much so that i struggled because i wanted to draw other things so i would just stare at a blank sheet of paper for over half an hour, god that was torture, tho i dont mind drawing the sillies, sometimes it gets a bit boring drawing the same over and over y'know? im also going to take this as an opportunity to ramble about my forgo gijinka, because surprisingly i hadnt done that yet.
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ok now to actually talk about the wet rat
ive tried doing a gijinka of em since i joined the fandom (my first gijinka was fecto elfilis (well not really they were fnaf, but i mean when i got into kirby and when i started using the term gijinka))
but most of the time it just looked like elfilin but like...evil, with a different ear and a hospital gown, thats it, so i barely drew them since i didnt like that, but on february, i actually sketched an idea that i liked, and thought it looked cute but a bit off (i mean off in a good way)
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(yes im posting this image again because i think its the best drawing of my forgo (im very inconsistent with my style ok))
they have their eyes closed most of time, like in game, i considered giving them legs but i ended up with the tail, since i didnt want to end up with like a fourth evil elfilin, the arms are like that so i can have em be small and weird like in the actual game, but i also made it so they can like change it, that way i can make em have hands and stuff if necessary (like to hold that frying pan for example)
not sure if a lot of you notice it but um, bro has no neck, i took away his neck privileges, i did it just to see but i ended up falling in love with that and stuck around, and also that allows me to draw them bending their head like in the drawing above because their neck isnt necking and i like that, i like being able to draw characters doing stuff that shouldnt be anatomically possible or is abnormal (i did something a bit similar with void) thair clothes are rugged because well forgotten land you know what i mean, but in general theyre actually pretty simple
i also did the drawing in digital
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i tried doing very sketchy lineart, i tried a new brush in this one and thats the one im using for my last drawings (not sure if anyone noticed the brush change) it was pain painting it because i did it all with the brush in the same size, not changing it, god did my hands hurt and it was a bad idea
i accidentaly downloaded the following 3 drawings twice lol
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sleepy zzzz
i think they would wear something like this to sleep, i dunno i just wanted to draw em in something cute, and sleepy, with elfilin slippers (the mug also has elfilin btw) oh and also i like changing their hair, here one of their long bangs is tied into a bow, kinda like callie from splatoon, i have some drawing im probably wont post, one more of forgo wich looks very much like the upper one but like eyes closed, and one of fecto elfilis gyaru because my sister asked me to draw them like that, bad thing is i didnt look up references on gyaru since i couldnt use my phone at the moment, i did like the hair i did for them in that one tho, they have their bangs tied up in a bun, and then left the rest loose, making it look longer than it actually is. i might redraw it, but actually looking up gyaru so i can make something more accurate, i like the style, but im not too informed on it
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elfilin being silly like a kitty :p
not much more to say on this, just sillines :3
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there is totally not a cropped drawing there
based on the kirby manga, where they make it so elfilis sings really bad, at first i didnt like it that much since i had imagined they'd sign great, but after i while i started to find it a bit cute so now its a headcanon, they like to sing but suck at it.
writing this just made me remember i wanted to do another drawing too for this with kirby and them singing, but i forgot to do it, im kinda tired (and its late) ill probably draw it, but for next post or another one
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tried drawing fecto forgo as a plushie, silly.
i wanna learn how to sew so i can make plushies of characters (like prince fluf!) but im way too lazy, i will get around it some day! (hopefully)
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elfilin too as a plush
i also wanna learn to sculpt, i tried doing a clay kirby once, but one his feet broke in half, and one day my mom put it in a box, and his eyes fell off and stuck to the box :(
i really wanna do figures for characters i like or dont have enough merch or my ocs (prince fluff, flamberge, fecto elfilis)
but as i said, im way too lazy and unmotivated, though its be nice, one day, maybe one day if i stop procrastinating
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it doesnt have the same ring to it as "feto rata mojada alien" wich is how my sister and i call them (she doesnt know that much about kirby, but i sometimes show her my drawings (reluctantly sometimes, but im the older so like >:) she has too if she wants to show me her stuff too))
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silly rat and wet rat, thats how i call em (because wet rat alien fetus is too long sometimes)
you can tell the brainrot was too strong (were near done(kinda))
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they gain a mouth whenever i fell like it very much
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artblock hit, and all the rest of pages i stared at them for 30 minutes
it felt weird looking at my fecto elfilis with the eyes so big, it looked off (in a weird way)
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dunno, tried drawing them in a different pose i i dunno really
i think these are from tuesday. i did more but those were oc (mostly splatoon) or other kirby character related, and i want this to be a rat post (might post those tommorow or another day maybe)
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i dunno (x2), i tried drawing elfilin like elfilis, i really liked the hands here. i still struggle a bit with anatomy but i think this was quite good for my usual character just stading looking at the front or a quarter profile. im considering making this into a fully digital drawing, what do i say by considering im actually doing that fuck it, i just think it looks kinda cool
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"This new creation, driven by pure chaos, was defeated by the bright light of Kirby's hope."
Chaos Elfilis reminds me of a moth. kirby's hope is a bright light.
you can see my thought process. i just thought itd be a bit cute and kinda silly and funny.
the kirby fandom wiki, said that chaos elfilis looked akin to a moth, and it just stuck with me, so i wanted my gijinka of them to be moth inspired, and thats when i saw just how cute moths are! i mean im still a bit scared of insects but at least now i kinda like em.
i feel like i need to say sorry to that one moth i desintegrated in a matter of seconds with a book because i thought it was an spider and didnt think (im so sorry little guy)
but ah yeah elfilis, moth, it made sense to me since chaos elfilis has the soul of morpho knight, who is a butterfly, and moths are kinda like butterflies too. and i thought itd be cute
so uh yeah i sometimes like making my chaos elfilis be a bit like a moth, that includes liking light, a lot, so uh kirby is like a lamp in here because i said so
now to talk about the desing since for some reason i hadnt earlier, as i said before, they are very moth inpired so uh im might say that word way too many times (im sorry i suck at explaining stuff)
their horns are thinner to resemble moth anntenae, and they curve just because i thought it look cool, and to differentiate it a bit from fecto elfilis. their bangs tie into a bun (i forgot to draw that but i dont wanna go and change it now, way too tiredv man and i still have to post this on other places) the bun looks a bit like an eye, because well, they are basically a soul boss, and moths have things in their wings that look like eyes, btw chaos elfilis doesnt have their wings here because i got lazy and i didnt want them to like cover most of the drawing. the things coming from their bun are like the trhee things theyve got in their head, theyre shaped like that to resemble insects legs a bit, fecto elfilis also had the 3 things (i dunno how to call em sorry) as their eyelashes, but chaos elfilis has just white eyelashes, because the bun already has the 3 things and because my morpho has white eyelashes so (i still havent done my morpho gijinka yet, i just know im gonna give the butterfly some white eyelashes cuz cute and pretty grimm reaper) the rest of the hair is shaped into like a ponytail but like, adn shaped, with whats left shaped like a lil moth
the waistband they have is a nod to morpho, they used to have a bow shaped just like the butterfly morpho appears as, but i took it out because i thought it crowded the design way too much, and also because it was too on the nose. the arms have those golden things because my fecto has it and because my og chaos elfilis gijinka had them so i wanted to bring it back, the hand fades into white because the red in the hand wasnt hard to distinguish so i came up with that to make it easier to see.
the red part of the pants are actually a bit fuzzy akin to a moth and the white part has those stripes to loke like insect stuff because y'know akin to a moth. the boots are like the red part in their legs their model in-game has, so i just made em tall boots, the high heels? originally it was platform just ike my fecto but then i wanted to draw them in high heels when i was slightly redoing chaos elfilis, and welp, i loved it and now theyve got high heels. those rings around the ankle are inspired by the ones leaongar has around their arm. also can you tell anatomy is not my strong suit? and that i dont draw high heels often?
i made a slight change in my kirby, making the sleeves be a different color, since the one he had before i felt was way too white, and i wanted to have more saturation in it
i also forgot but elfilin is supposed to wear that during forgotten land, and then i decided that after the anding of the main story he changes clothes, but i forgot about that while doing this so he has his pre-ending clothes (also because i still cant really decide on their second outfit for the post-game)
god im so tired i wanna talk and show more drawings but o shit im sweating why is it so hot in here
um thank you for reading all the unnecessary long rambles about why i do certain stuff in my gijinkas, i appreciate it a lot (im still sorry about writing walls upon walls of text but i just cant help it)
Jambuhbye! :D
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mpregfrance · 5 months
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Alright to start this ask off I'm just gonna say my interactions w/ you have genuenly been one of the funniest ive had in a long ass time. I've read ur recent post and I empathyse a lot. You seem incredibly funny and genuine. Idk your situation and your background and even your age, but I think you can and are pulling through. Things will get better even if you dont actively want them to. Im not saying this in a vague hope to make the situation you are in better. Im telling you, as a person who from the age of 14 went from therapist to therapist, somehow been on meds that dont fuckin exist yet in croatia, someone who feels trapped in the very /country/ she lives in with no means of escape, someone who is "waiting" for things to finally financially/academicaly/politicaly be better so that I can make something of my life. As it did for me, you will feel joy again in what you do, in what you have, and in what you can achieve. I think it's ok to be down, its ok to feel like "if a bus hit me tomorrow i wouldnt protest" but the thing about people is we adapt rather quickly. So putting yourself out there, going to places you are scared to and believe yourself to be an outcast from is exactly what gets you to meet people and see things that youll remember forever. And after a while the outcast will stop coming to these places, the person there will be someone who belongs. Apathy is a way of saying "fine whatever i dont even care anymore" but youll see how much you care.
I started getting ok after a full decade of *trying* and what I've always found is that for me the saying "don't take anything seriously" is no.1 rule. I get worked up, anxious and overwhelmed with so much so many times.
You may have problems with people at work with friends and whomever, but the main thing you gotta remember is *you cant change anyone but yourself*
And its not a change of personality, hair color, interests, its how much something will get to you, how willing are you to give something up thats not working out and how you will percieve something.
I have no doubt that you know all of this crap but i guess i wanted to say all of that just bc there is no greater pain for me than when i see someone feel like i did regardless of the reason or situation.
Keep on truckin and doing what u love even if its mpregfrance posting. I will always be here to send you to liking-france-jail, mwah <3
hello my sweaty angle <3 i'm sorry i'm just replying to this now. i had to sleep on it because your thoughtfulness deserves a sincere reply.
first of all - thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for being so kind, sweet and insightful and offering your support.
the fact that you would take the precious time out of your day to write this out for me is, in a word, unbelievable. i really appreciate you checking in, it's an incredibly caring thing to do. to be honest i'm a little overwhelmed by the magnitude of this unexpected message and i wish i knew how better to express my appreciation.
i really do love to hear that i made you laugh. i live to shitpost. i've always prided myself on my sense of humor and sometimes i feel as if it's slipping away, so it's reliving to hear i've still got it.
unfortunately i still haven't had the strength to eat. i'm heading to work in a bit. things are pretty rough right now, but when have they not been? obviously my present circumstances aren't the root cause of all my problems. in fact my life has improved since moving here.
extensive bianca lore and vulnerability under the cut, apologies in advance.
basically, in so few words, my current situation is that i'm nearly 25 and have nothing to show for it. i've lived in different cities across the US, had great jobs, apartments, friends, roommates, relationships, etc. i have done a lot of living in a short amount of time. but then, in retrospect, it feels like it stopped.
about 3 years ago i was in a very bad place mentally due to the isolation of the pandemic, and i met my husband online. in early 2022 i gave up everything, saved over $10k for the visa and moving costs, and relocated from the US to australia to live with him. our relationship itself has improved from how it used to be, but since the beginning we've had seemingly endless bad luck and financial setbacks.
last year, not long after our (very disappointing) wedding, i suffered a devastating miscarriage. ruptured ectopic, massive internal bleeding, required emergency surgery etc. not only was that traumatic emotionally, but i wasn't eligible for healthcare at the time bc of my immigration status, so we're still paying off the medical bill.
we share a house with my mother in law who is a domineering, emotionally incestuous single mom and an emotionally abusive narcissist. i don't throw that term around lightly, as so many people do these days, but i honestly believe she's devoid of empathy. she's admitted that she dislikes me and thinks i'm stupid because i don't talk much, and goes out of her way to make me feel unwelcome.
so i'm stuck in an area that feels, to me, like the middle of nowhere. i'm not homesick, i love this country. it's just that i'm not used to suburbs. i feel most comfortable in a city where there's people and places and things, neon lights and background noise and stuff to do.
i'd would be happy to live anywhere as long as it's not with her. it honestly feels like a prison sometimes. that sounds dramatic but she's cultivating an unbelievably hostile environment that causes me to feel on edge whenever she's around.
needless to say we need to move, desperately. it's our #1 priority. more than anything else i want a place of our own and eventually a family. we've been actively househunting for the better part of a year, but the rental market is catastrophically bad right now. it's not even about the money, since we're both working we can afford a decent place. it's just that it's so competitive. every showing i've attended, there's been like 30 other prospective tenants. we've been turned down from every apartment we've applied for.
on top of our living situation i have complex health issues that are just getting worse. my energy is zapped. trying to balance work work and housework leaves me with almost no free time to write.
this barely scratches the surface of why I Am The Way That I Am™. i'm not saying any of this to evoke sympathy or brag about 'having it hard'. simply trying to explain. my upbringing was abusive and dysfunctional in a number of ways. i just barely graduated high school. i never had traditional opportunities, i was raised in a way where there's basically no assumption/expectation that you'll ever be successful or fulfilled. i'm diagnosed with ADHD, PTSD and bipolar 2 - haven't been able to get my proper meds in australia. i've been addicted to hard drugs and alcohol. i'm not pleasant to be around. i will probably always look like and act like the lower class, white trash girl that i am. i have spent my entire life in survival mode.
i'm always in the midst of some identity crisis or running away from something. so yeah, i've been hurt and downtrodden. i've also experienced the beautiful side of life from time to time. i've gained a breadth of knowledge and met incredible individuals who introduced me to new perspectives and i'm forever grateful for them. with the way i've lived, i'm very lucky to not be dead or incarcerated right now.
ok, pity party's over. for real this time.
you're pretty much describing exactly how i feel. you know the struggle. the part about waiting to live my life; that's precisely where i'm at. i don't necessarily have a desire to fit in, i just want to get away into somewhere that i can adjust better to.
my isolation is partially due to a lack of energy but also i don't seek out interaction because i'm afraid no one else can understand me. not because i believe i'm too 'complex' or 'damaged' to be understood. that's a load of self-pitying bullshit. it's just scary to be truly seen. or vulnerable. or genuine. bc the results of such openness are unpredictable and uncomfortable.
it's hard, but i know i have to find it within myself to take that push. what's holding me back right now is mainly my material conditions, circumstances out of my direct control. i have no doubt i'll feel at least 50% better when i stop living with this woman.
i certainly have no problem with starting over if something doesn't work for me. contrary to what i might've described, i believe i'm pretty well adjusted, self aware and rational. as is obvious i don't take many things that seriously lmao. i went from caring wayyy too much about everything, being overly emotional and sensitive, to going entirely with the flow and accepting what i can't control or predict.
also i am well aware that you can't change people, that's never been my goal lmao i've never needed someone to tell me that <3
tl;dr, thank you. so much. this really uplifted and inspired me meli, thank you so much for being so thoughtful and compassionate.
it sounds like you're also stuck between a rock and a hard place in your own environment, and i'm sorry to hear that. it's a wretched feeling but i believe you you will thrive no matter the setting, because in all seriousness, you're incredibly talented. i hope you know you should follow your dreams. hell, it looks like you already are and you're giving us the privilege of witnessing it. your art is stunning, the passion and care you put into your work is obvious. your matthew is absolutely beautiful - like his maman.
from a rabidly devoted france woobifier to the designated france hater, i'm only going to say this once but you are validated in your distaste. i understand. you gotta admit though, he is a MILF.
if one thing is certain i will never stop frussyposting. in fact right now i am thinking about france hetalia big fat juicy boobies mmmm milky squishy. i'm giving her a teensy tiny little slut waist and childbearing hips. i would give him a brazilian butt lift but he doesn't even need it!!!
if that is a crime then lock me up. please. strap on the handcuffs and throw me in the crate for naughty little freaks teeheehee >:3
be careful tho. if you keep sending me gay ass love letters like this they're gonna start shipping toxic yuri melianca even harder <3
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rikitachiquita · 7 months
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one more pear 🍐 || p. sunghoon
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• synopsis: something really weird happens to y/n one day. it involved park sunghoon, her brother and weirdly enough... pears
• genre: shitposting, one shot, crack, sunghoon x bestfriend y/n, literally the dream i had last night made into a one shot
(1k words)
y/n was in her kitchen, eating some good old peaches in the middle of the afternoon. she had been studying all day so a healthy snack was what she needed.
that’s when a person came into her kitchen: it was sunghoon, her good friend. 
“what are you eating?” he asked
“peaches with lemon, why?” she replied, a bit weirded out that he was in her house.
who invited him? she then started guessing who it could have been, since it wasn’t her. maybe it was her mum, since she LOVED him. to be fair, who wouldn’t? he was very funny when he tried. she instantly checked her dad out of the list: he couldn’t remember the names of her friends even if his life depended on it. and she has had the same groups of friends for years. maybe her brother? yeah no. fun fact, sunghoon and her brother HATED each other. the reason why? still unknown. anyways she always had to be ready to hide the man when he was around her house, in case her brother came around unexpectedly.
“i want some pears” he said. 
was he ok? why did he want pears all of the sudden??
“take one, it’s no big deal” she said, ignoring the weird situation. maybe he was on drugs??? or maybe he was just a freak.
“thank you!” he said giggling and taking a pear.
then he took another one
and another one
and one more
a fifth one
and the last remaining pear.
y/n looked at him. stunned. what was going on? why did he take six pears? why was he being like this. sunghoon was a bit strange at times, but not THAT strange.
maybe he was trying to be more healthy? he was an athlete at the end of the da-
“BYE Y/N” she heard and then the loud sound of her front door closing (it needed some fixing but her brother and dad were way too lazy to do that)
he had left. ok. it’s sunghoon. it’s normal behavior for him. he would just forget it and live her life like that didn’t happen.
it was the next day. she had a biology presentation in a few minutes , so she was a bit anxious. i mean, dna wasn’t a simple subject to tackle.
all her classmates were there, just one was missing: sunhoon. 
maybe he was finally put in a mental hospital. after the stunt he pulled the day before, he better be locked up.
she started giving her presentation and everything was going well. the slide had turned out perfect and the speech was going smoothly.
but then her brother came in. (an: wtf my brother just texted me im actually freaked out)
why was he in her school?
he didn’t even go to her school. their schools weren’t even close. actually it took over an hour by bus to get from y/n’s school to her brother's school.
“where are the pears?” he asked.
why was everyone obsessed with pears? they were nasty anyways.
“i don’t know? why are you in my school?” she was confused to say the least.
“i need them, i know you have them”
“i don’t even like pears! oh my god why are you here?”
“ok, i’m leaving for now, but be sure to have them later”
and he did left, slamming the door on his way out.
“you can go on” said her teacher. no one wondered what had just happened.
so she just did. she went on with her presentation.
it was the next period now and she was in german. y/n hated that subject with her whole heart. why did she even choose to take it? it was her worst subject and she barely passed it.
another knock on the door was heard and sunghoon came in. he had escaped the clinic then, it was the only explanation.
“sorry, i had a doctor appointment, here is my pass” he said, handing the teacher a paper and sitting down at his designated seat at the back of the class.
another knock. again. why was everyone knocking today?
“do you have my pears now?” her brother was back, bothering her.
“i already told you, i don’t have your pears”
“just admit that you ate them yesterday”
“but i didn’t!”
“yes you did!” he was starting to raise his voice. 
“i don’t like pears, why would I eat them!”
“i don’t know, maybe cause you are crazy?”
she was so embarrassed. the whole class was looking at her. and not even just her class, but janitors and random students from other classes were gathering outside the door and they were looking at the scene.
“ I AM the crazy one? not you? the one who came all the way to my school to scream to me about some pears on the loose? and you came in twice! do you realize how out of your mind you must look? and in front of my whole class and the teachers! can’t you just leave?”
“not unless you tell me where my pears are!”
“i don’t know were your pears are!!!”
��then who has them?”
“i don’t know”
oh when she would get her hands on sunghoon. he just waits. oh he will get what he deserves for making this happen. just cause he craved pears. 
but weirdly enough , she couldn’t feel the man’s eyes on her. weird very weird.
“on that’s enough, you leave now and you try calming yourself down” the teacher finally did what she was paid for: doing her job.
finally her brother left. finally she could find peace. well, she was still at school so peace was not an option at all.
when she finally relaxed, she turned around to look at the man in question.
and he was not there. sunghoon had left. and the pears. they were all gone with him.
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author note: basically i had this dream last night. so i made a one shot out of it cause it was very funny to me. also, i might just make one shots about fruits at this point and become a greengrocer (check out my first ever fic, sweet like mango!!).
CHECK OUT LI AND I'S SIDE BLOG!!!! we talk about enhypen if they were italian and it's very funny to me ( and to li ok yes, we enjoy stuff like this)
new chapter of come back be here coming tonight/tomorrow night!!!
ok bye i'm done with the advertisment
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sorrowfulwill · 7 months
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hey so if you’ve noticed my posting has been less “frequent” I guess I mean I posted a lot today but that’s because I was having a mettaton craze and most of that is because of personal stuff
but I’m also working on some projects and I wanted to list a couple so you guys can see some of the stuff I’m working on
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of course I’ll probably be doing some undertale stuff, gravity falls stuff, Minecraft, etc that I couldn’t list here but these are the main things on my mind right now
I wanted to be a little more transparent about stuff since I feel like my posts have been a bit “dry” especially for the people who followed me for gravity falls and reverse falls content since I’ve kinda just been doing shitposts and mettaton stuff recently
but I assure you bigger stuff is coming but I’m also only one person so it might take a bit
If you want more in depth information about the things listed I’ll put it under here for whoever wants to read
The reverse falls ask blog:
Everything is set up so far but the only thing really challenging me is will.
Will’s design, personality, etc I feel like it all has to be perfect. I want him to be unique. I’ve been switching back and forth with making the story serious to silly to serious to silly blah blah blah yknow.
I have an artstyle in mind but it doesn’t fit very well for Will’s design. So that’s something I need to work on.
The OC comic:
Im less focused on this since my oc isn’t really a big thing.
So far I haven’t really had people asking about their story and that’s ok so right now it’s kind of just a half baked idea but I still want to give a bit of a backstory on how my character turned out so koo-koo Mary sue.
I would spoil it but I’m saving it for if someone asks or if I actually make the damn thing
The Bureau of 7 story and character designs:
If you saw my character design based on the deadly sin of lust he’s one of the big boy villains in the story.
Right now I’m more focused on the oc character designs than the big story since thinking on its own is harder than drawing out my thinking.
It’d probably be on wattpad but I’ll show you the story once I’ve yknow..actually made the damn chapter.
Robux Commissions
Commissions in robux because I don’t have any PayPal or anything..it’s kinda self explanatory.
It’s not for any urgent reason I just wanna actually be making shit for any type of profit and I also want an excuse to play Roblox again. It’ll probably be a temporary thing until I get a money transferring stuff thing
Date Night Parasite
A mini comic in order for me to both test my comic making skills and show off a cool idea I had
The premise of the comic being about someone going on a date with someone they met on a dating app until the person finds out who they’re dating is a literal parasite that has the urge to gain sustenance off their mortal flesh and energy but still wants a relationship…somehow and trying to find a way to compromise to make the relationship work
Oc stories and redraws of old art
Another character story I’ve been trying to develop but haven’t posted jack about it.
It’s a bit more well thought out than the bureau of seven since it’s been in my brain for awhile now
I would also explain this one’s plot but it is very..very..verrrryyy complicated and hard for me to explain.
And the art redraws are also decently self explanatory
So yeah. I pray I can get these things done and over with tbh especially the ask blog that’s been eating away at my souls for months I tell you
good chat byeee
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chaotic-simp707 · 2 years
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Eyyyy im backkk! Sorry for the late shitpost, My schoolworks keeping me busy :'). I wrote this while suffering in online class so if theres been any mystakes i apologize 😭🥲
Just The Two Of Us (Fluff) [Mysta Rias X Reader]
Summary: Mysta can't sleep, so you take him outside and danced together with the rain
"ngghhh..." You mumbled as you slowly started getting your counsciousness back... You blinked your eyes few times and then process everything around you, now fully awake.
It was dark, but the radiant moon is helping you see. You turned to your left and see mysta with his brown-greyish soft hair with the moon's light while looking at the window. Ah... It was raining heavily
"...Mysta?..." You whispered under your breath, calling out for your lover's name
"Huh- Oh... Y/N sorry, Did i wake you up?..." Mysta asked with a soft and careful voice
"Nah, You didnt.." You blinked while rubbing your eyes gently
"...Cant sleep?" You asked, Remembering that mysta usually gets nightmares and have trouble sleeping. Seeing mysta's eye, it looks like he woke up earlier and cant go back to sleep.
"Yeah...." Mysta answered with a low voice
"..." The silence was comfortable, the two of you sat on the bed, watching the heavy rain outside the window and listening to the rain sounds
"ah!" You thought of something after a while
"Hm?" Mysta hummed, Curiously
"I have an idea... Wanna try it?" You stated, Mysta looked at you suspiciously
"..You and your ideas are not trustable-" Mysta got interuppted by you grabbing his hands
"C'mon!" You chuckled and then grabbed him outside the house, Without umbrella or anything to cover yourself from the rain
"W-why are we outside?-" Mysta questioned, furrowing his eyebrows.
"Hehe, Let's go!" You responded happily. Grabbing his arms and then getting on the spot where theres no roof to cover you up
After stepping out, You and mysta both got wet because of the heavy rain
"...now we are both wet" Mysta looked at you wondering what are you thinking (Ok but the sentence are kinda sussy-)
"Mysta... My dear boyfriend... Wanna dance?" You smirked, looking at him
"Y/N... Alright" Mysta sighed, smiling back at you
You grabbed his hands, While he grabbed your waist. The two of you danced with the rain, Syncing the steps, smiling to each other like crazy in love.
The rain poured heavily, But that didnt stopped you both from dancing. The moon and stars seems to be brighter than before, As if watching the two of you dance in the rain.
"I love you... Today, Tomorrow, the day after... And Forever..." Mysta said, Meaning every words. For you, That is very special. Mysta is never the type to be so affectionate and say these kind of words... But you know he'll say it only for you...
"I love you more.." You responded, smiling like crazy the whole time.
The two of you spended the night dancing together, Free from all the troubles in life.
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Next Morning
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"Haha" You giggles as ike stared at both mysta and you.
"*Sigh* what happened again? Why are the both of you sick?" Ike asked with a voice that is quite worried.
"We just spend the night together, Nothing more" Mysta reassured. Looking at you while smiling warmly
You smiled softly back at him. Ike looked at the both of you and sighed, Letting you both have your time together.
'These two are both crazy in love. Well, Love is really troublesome' Ike thought
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OK BUT DAMNNNN, I HAVE NEVER WROTE ANYTHING ROMANTIC LIKE THISSSSS AHHHHH THIS IS SO CHEESY IM CRINGING WHILE WRITING THIS 😭😭😭.
Inspiration: The damn rain in here. Thanks for giving me ideas and motivation to write this shit. I am definitely not gonna do this again 🗿
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abbysfawn · 11 months
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Same person from before here, she's thinking of searching up fics/research here on tumblr to get it right which is really sweet of her and deserves our support if she ends up making it!! I'm so excited, we're all just some thirsty ho(l)es for Abby Anderson.
IM LATEEEEE to this AGAIN bc i didn’t expect ppl to actually inbox me,,, should probably check the inbox daily from now on IM SORRY
anyway if she actually did that, that’s so sweet?? like omg… she also had one of her friends help her w the audio as well which i find super cute like she put it sm effort into this JUST FOR US… AND ON THE FIRST OF JUNE?! bless her omg
i’m so excited for the next one cus she said she’s gonna do hard dom abby next. like i cant even !!! find the words to!!! express my feelings!!! AHHHH. i am absolutely a ho(l)e for abby anderson.
ok i’m rambling atp buttt i just keep thinking about like.. what if i never made that post abt the movie audio?? like word would’ve never gotten out and the new abby audio would’ve never existed like that’s so like weird and cool to think abt to me… IDK MAN my fault i’m being dramatic,, but algorithms are just a crazy concept to me. LIKE I CONTRIBUTED TO THIS IN A WAY? LIL OL ME?? JUST AN ABBY LOVING GIRLBLOGGER SITTING IN HER ROOM MAKING SHITPOSTS?? no way
anyway! i just wanna thank everyone who reached out to her as well,, u guys were so respectful and nice and now our dreams have been FUFILLED‼️‼️ mwah mwah
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