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rexscanonwife · 25 days
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Uorrgghh....good afternoon everypony 😂 I've been conditioned to feel really guilty about sleeping in too late, but today seriously felt like
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kuiinncedes · 5 months
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#to start this w a good note lol#bro almost all the music i’ve heard since we got to this vacation spot was done on gIee LOLLLL#not even just at the hotel where they were playing xmas music so like ofc a lot of that but also other music#that was just . all done on gIee lmfao#but also on the shuttle ride here from the airport#the driver had like disco music playing and istg it went from like#staying alive to ​u should be dancing to uhhh disco inferno#to idk if it’s disco but after that was u can’t touch this lmao 😭#on to the not so good part bro it’s day one why i gotta be so sad lmfao#im blaming it on the like 2-3 hrs of sleep 🤩#it ok i actually feel not bad for only 2-3 hrs of sleep before flight LOL i’ve been banking up the sleep so that rly makes a difference lma#i feel fucking ridiculous tho bc i feel lonely af and unwanted on a family trip#bc my brother has a childhood family friend to hang out with who for the fucking record i was also friends with#and last time we were together for a significant amt of time idk why but my brother freaking ignored him basically#ik they exchanged snapchats tho recently and they’re both like buff gym guys now lmfao so idk they’re besties now so#i kinda feel like i can’t hang out w them#and then idk my parents like yeah and then my grandma so i’m just kinda hanging out w my grandma#they all went onto the beach i think and i’m here in a room w my grandma and i spent fucking like 30 minutes watching the beach bc i didn’t#know where they were and they didn’t tell me and like overthinking whether i should go#i got as far as tying my hair up and taking out a change of clothes#and then almost cried and gave up and took out my book and came out on the balcony lmao#like what am i even complaining about. but idk#it all goes back to that lovely middle school friendship that left me fucking devastated bro lmfao 🤩#idk if that’s actually the reason but i’m blaming it all on that LMAO#anyway we’re here for a while so . i’ll just chill and read today bc i do want to read more and i kinda in the mood recently#also another thing was that my skin is still being a little fucking bitch#and i’m so hesitant abt doing anything w it so like going in ocean water#anyway. fuck my fucking brain i hate it here#it’ll be better tmrw when i’ve had some fucking sleep lmfao#jeanne talks
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20cm · 2 years
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saurry btw i truly am (semi) hiatusing rn bc my brain is just mush 😭 rook update in tags or w/e
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toastsnaffler · 11 months
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nvm im too tired and overstimulated for this shit
#.vent#i only slept a couple hours last night man. i cant do short notice evening socials on an empty tank let alone resist unexpected rsd#if they had let me know earlier then i wouldve taken a nap and worked out beforehand to get my energy back up#idk just. if u rly want my company then maybe u should actually invite me next time. its not like they didnt plan it#even if they just forgot its not particularly pleasant to be the one person insignificant enough to forget abt. theres only 5 of us#they rly remembered to ask the one guy who isnt even here before me yknow. ugh u see the stupid thoughts i have to battle!!#like on a rational level ik it was probably genuinely accidental. but the way i instinctively react is not always rational#so regardless someone has to deal with the emotional fallout and thats me. regulating this shit is hard work even when im NOT tired asf#i really really dont want to be an asshole and spoil anyones fun bc its no-ones fault + as real as it feels to me rn ik im overreacting#but i cant voluntarily expose myself to personal triggers when im already exhausted + more vulnerable than usual#so just gotta shut myself in my room and deal with it in my own super healthy ways as per usual. may they never fucking find out#trying my best not to be an asshole i hope to fucking god they dont think im being an asshole i just told them i was tired + i meant it#this wouldnt be so much of a problem if it hadnt happened to me before. and also ik its bc one rsd trigger makes me more sensitive-#to picking up unrelated cues but there ARE other things they do that i find ostracising which rly dont fucking help. but-#theyre not things i can actually confront them abt so usually i just gotta deal w it which is fine but it lowers my general tolerance#its ok. its ok i like them all a lot theyre lovely ppl and it doesnt matter if there is a some grain of truth in the things im thinking#bc the risk of me believing + acting on a bad faith irrational thought leads to outcomes that are far worse than those from#misidentifying someones malicious behaviour towards me as neutral by accident/in good faith. okay im done now i think#just ignore me spewing out the old brain gunk on main again eurgh anyway im gonna go calm myself and read and SLEEP#ill be normal by tomorrow morning farewell comrades#honestly i dont mind dealing w shit this way bc its the best option for everyone but man. sometimes its so fucking lonely#like there are sides of me ppl will never engage with and for good reason but without them being acknowledged i find it rly hard to feel-#any real emotional intimacy or closeness with another person. but what other option is there#i sure as hell dont miss the fights i used to constantly get into when i wasnt able to regulate myself i lost so many friends that way#it is what it is. on we go for now
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seunggelic · 1 year
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more than enough - kim seungmin
A/N: wow i am rly bad at updating at a normal rate...BUT I FINALLY WROTE SOMETHING FOR SEUNGMIN (i love him so much guys). its shorter than I initially anticipated but there will def be more fics for him in the future!!
pairing: seungmin x reader
genre: fluff
description: seungmin has learnt to enjoy every moment with you, no matter how small
warning: none
word count: 600+
seungmin watches you get up and leave the table quietly. you hadn’t been talking much which wasn’t necessarily out of the ordinary. nonetheless his eyes followed you out the door in worry. 
after a couple minutes of contemplation he decided to leave the table and check on you. he was stopped in his tracks when hyunjin starts showing off pictures of kkami. 
He smiles and nods politely at the seemingly endless slideshow of pictures, but looks past hyunjin towards the door. “Great…cute…yeah…look I really gotta- oh just one more?” Seungmin sighs but perks up when he hears changbin “has anyone seen y/n? I’ll go look for her” he springs up “nonono I can check on her” his response was met with whistles and a chorus of “ooh’s” he rolls his eyes “yeah yeah shut up” hyunjin gave him a knowing smile. Maybe he was a bit too obvious about his feelings towards you, but you had no idea about them which was more than fine with him. 
He makes his way through the hallway, poking his head through each door until finally reaching his room. soft purple light leaked through the bottom of the door. He knocked softly but opened the door when there was no response. 
Peeking through the doorway his eyes land on your sleeping figure. Biting back his smile he crept into the room and closed the door behind him. 
You looked so peaceful lying on the couch. The atmosphere felt so quiet…so calm. Noticing you didn’t have a blanket he unzipped his gray hoodie and gently placed it over you. Even though it was his favorite it always seemed to make its way back to you.
He sat on the floor so he was at eye level with you and carefully rested his head on the couch. He resisted the urge to move the hair out of your face, afraid he would wake you up. All he could do was look at you and admire your peaceful expression, which was more than enough for him. 
“Seungmin? Did you find y/n?“ Felix says from the other side of the door. seungmin springs up from where he was sitting and whips around. “Oh yea um they’re here just sleeping” felix pauses for a bit “.. uh ok just come back soon” seugnmin looks back at you “yep coming”
He starts walking towards the door but stops when he hears shuffling behind him. “Seungmin? Are you leaving?” he felt his heart explode oh my god he likes you so much. 
“Well yea did you think I was just gonna watch you sleep?” he replies even though he would gladly watch you for hours. “Can’t you stay for a minute?” Looking back at the door he sighs and makes his way back to the couch.
He lays on the floor while you look at him with tired eyes. “Go back to sleep, I won’t leave”. You smile and reach your arm down to his face poking his nose and cheeks. seungmin gently swats your hand away and starts tickling your nose back. He also uses this opportunity to move that pesky strand of hair our of your eyes.
You snort in amusement and move your hand higher to mess up his hair. He grabs your wrist and moves it away from his head. You expected him to let go but he keeps holding your arm loosely. Shifting slightly you grasp his hand. 
He looks up at you but finds your eyes closed. Deep down he knows you aren’t actually asleep, but will play along. He maneuvers your intertwined hands to rest on his chest and prays you can’t feel how fast his heart is beating. Unbeknownst to him your heart is beating just as fast. 
One day he would tell you how he really felt, but right now all he had were these small moments with you. That was more than enough for him. 
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hajihiko · 2 years
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Hello thereeee! Do u have any post-game headcanons????
Many
Makoto checks in on the gang regularly both to see if they need anything and bc he just likes seeing them get better. Hes a good dude like that.
They don't really remember their time as terrorists but it comes back in flashes sometimes.
Except Hajime who somehow remembers almost everything, poor guy.
Fuyuhiko had to have his eye removed, but it's a pretty serious surgery so Hajime tried to stall for as long as possible. He knew Fuyuhiko would demand the removal as soon as be found out whose eye it actually was.
Akane was so malnourished when she woke up, she could barely stand. It was a really tough time for everyone
Sonia and Fuyuhiko have a bit of an inferiority complex bc their Ultimates are completely useless on the island. Not much to being a princess or Yakuza when society's collapsed.
Souda looks rly punk bc I said so
He also stops being such a dickhead. Bc now it's just the 5 of them and they can't afford any bad blood and Fuyuhiko punched him in the stomach and Sonia verbally decimated him before he decided ok yeah I'll stop.
oh I wanted to make a lil comic about this lol but Fuyuhiko has a scar on his arm that looks rly weird, he didn't understand it... until Hajime pointed out that it matched Souda's teeth perfectly. At some point Souda just fuckin bit Fuyuhiko and they have no context for it
they get really liberal with sleeping at each other's places because I love that sappy shit
Their friends wake up eventually ofc gotta have a happy ending
But uh... since Mikan remembered everything in the game, she remembers it still. And is dangerous. They found out the hard way
Probably more but thas what I got 4 now
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love-triangles-au · 10 months
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do they ever argue? what’s that like for a gun god and a chaos demon to fight? and most importantly, how do they make up?
OOH THIS IS SUCH A GOOD QUESTION okay I ended up writing an entire essay for this complete with citations so it'll be beneath a read more. You have activated my brain worms, thank you kindly.
So I think that fights between these two are inevitable because they have some really differing core beliefs, especially on the concepts of family and love. A rather overlooked trait of Venuz is that he values respect and is nice to others as can be seen a lot on his Twitter. These are just three examples but there are quite a few more!
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In our headcanon he also risked just about everything for Cuz as well. (I totally wanna elaborate more on that but I'll save it for some other time. >:]) Needless to say, Bill would never do this (well, not yet, at least), Mr. "WHO WOULD SACRIFICE EVERYTHING THEY'VE WORKED FOR JUST FOR THEIR DUMB SIBLING?" over here.
Every relationship goes through a "honeymoon phase" where the initial euphoria and lovey-dovey stuff is at its highest point. I think that Venuz was very much overwhelmed by this honeymoon phase and was willing to forgive or disregard just about everything Bill did that he'd ordinarily be really uncool with.
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Eventually, though, that has to wear off, and he'll be forced to confront that yeah actually I'm kinda not cool with some of this behaviour.
Cuz is definitely his breaking point in tolerating Bill's lack of regard or respect for others. It starts to bother him to the point where he's like "ok u gotta leave him alone yo" and Bill would probably either deny completely that he's messing with him (which Venuz isn't falling for, Cuz has told him enough already) or say something like "SO WHAT? HE'S JUST A STUPID KID" and either way that's gonna piss Venuz off. Bill's constant abuse of his maids would definitely bother him, too. So yeah, that is the main problem they have -- Venuz values respect and Bill has none.
As to how they'd actually deal with it? Well I can imagine eventually Venuz says something like "if u ain't gonna respec my famili dis ain't gonna work" and Bill is really upset by that and goes full on the defensive and throws a tantrum / pity party like "WELL NOBODY EVER RESPECTED ME" blah blah blah trying to justify why he's an asshole and that's okay because he's the victim always.
Venuz has gotten to know him enough by now to the point where he can kinda understand where this is coming from even if he isn't the sharpest tool in the shed, and his little fit just makes Venuz feel bad for him. He thinks "wow he iz rly fukkd up. i can fix him". If he isn't willing to try to tame the beast at least a little bit I don't think this relationship would work out at all, lmao.
So, yeah, I'm sure most fights are based around that general concept. Bill calls the waiter a worthless three-dimensional skin-puppet or something and Venuz sprays him with a water bottle. And vise versa, too, probably; "YOU'RE TOO SOFT, YOU SHOULD BURN THAT MORTAL ALIVE".
Otherwise, though, smaller stuff they disagree on is definitely to what extent they should do "mortal stuff" like sleeping and eating or whatever. Venuz likes to do those things. Sure, he is a god, he could do anything he wants, but he chooses to eat, chooses to sleep, even chooses to have a job.
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Bill is mortal now, so he needs to sleep and eat, but he's going to be obnoxious about that for as long as he can. After all, he's not really a mortal, this is only temporary! He's like Venuz, a deity beyond biology or responsibility! The rules don't apply to him!
I think Venuz is often frustrated that Bill can rarely ever just spend a chill evening in the living room cuddling with him, and Bill is frustrated that Venuz is wasting his time with those things. Heck, I'm sure Bill's extra frustrated because he wants Venuz's power; he's not using it, so it may as well go to him anyway! Nevermind the fact that Venuz is clearly living a lot happier life than Bill is, hahaha.
This totally develops as time goes on, though; Venuz spends more time taking Bill on little adventures around the galaxy and bringing him on Wasteland runs to set shit on fire with him, and Bill is more willing to indulge in lying around just enjoying one another's presence or spending evenings stargazing. Relationships are all about compromise and these two care about each other enough to be willing to do that, whether consciously or not. :)
~ Mod Emily 🦇
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squishlamb · 1 year
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hi i made a huntlow playlist!! 💚💛 i might be updating this from time to time
genres: pop, indie pop, kpop
i am very insane about them & spent SO LONG curating this playlist. so here's my long ass breakdown of the songs cuz huge brainrot:
PART 1: the lone wolf (oh wait, feelings?)
MARINA – Oh No!
"Don't do love, don't do friends; I'm only after success. Don't need a relationship; I'll never soften my grip."
Hunter at the start of it all, the Golden Guard™️ who's knows what he wants: making a change for the better aka recruiting kids for the emperor's coven!
but ACTUALLY, he's slipping. sorta losing it and he kinda knows it: "If I fail, I'll fall apart... cause I feel like I'm the worst so I always act like I'm the best."
flor – heart
any sport in a storm!!!!
our boy makes friends! he learns teamwork and sportsmanship! he really does have heart and is letting his heart hold true <3 such a feel good song
"Don't wanna waste love, don't wanna hurt you" yeah that's about captain willow
ALSO the mention of wolves, OF COURSE: "And for so long, I've lived my life listening to the wolves looking for scraps to tear from me 'til I lose control. Can't take my heart no matter how your teeth sink and pull. Won't lose my heart"
Wallows – Scrawny
"Hate feeling like I'm not in control... I've been sleeping with the light on. I tend to freak myself out."
here we have the skrunkly going THROUGH it. like, about everything in life. he is so conflicted
"Will you come a little closer now and see that I'm a scrawny motherfucker with a cool hairstyle?" yea he had a cool hairstyle fr
i also take this as he wanted to be closer w/ Willow + the other kids but he had to keep up that confident/independent golden guard front as a defense mechanism yk? And he rly believed he was nothing more than a Scrawny Mf With A Cool Hairstyle
twenty one pilots – Tear in My Heart
the 안녕하세요 (hello) at the beginning aww lol
"Sometimes you gotta bleed to know that you're alive and have a soul."
hunter questioning his grimwalker origins but at the same time his new hexside friends ARE his real living friends. his feelings and new friendships are proof that he's alive, and it's all thanks to Willow so he is especially drawn to her
leo. – despair
my guy realizing he feels Particularly different w/ Willow lmao. REAL different. confusing feelings. what's a hug??? affection???? wh??A???
"It's not romantic, I swear. It might be closer to despair." real
joan – nervous
really just another cute pining song i wanted to add in lol. but also it's Hunter becoming more aware of his feelings. not really denying it anymore; he KNOWS he gets nervous around Willow
“It’s not like me to bite my tongue and hold back” Hunter is well-spoken af BUT NOT ANYMORE LOL
The Happy Fits – So Alright, Cool, Whatever
"After you leave, I'll be so alright, it's true. It's not like I've got something grand to say to you."
Hunter's sloww acceptance of his feelings. he WANTS TO BE W WILLOW! YASSS
But also "I've got an effervescent glow if you'd show me all the dark parts of your mind." foreshadowing to FTF of course >:3
Will Joseph Cook ft. chloe moriondo – Be Around Me
ok finally we have some Hunter AND Willow POV. this song's like after they've been texting A LOT and they're so used to regularly talking with each other <3
also the iconic "OMG did you call me baby?" part is so huntlow, especially the "Cool" followed by the nervous chuckle omg. That’s what I call loser boy pining and girlboss flirting. But it's nothing too serious... YET.
The Cars – Just What I Needed
gotta put some 80s in here. I'm thinking this is them spending more casual time together in the human realm!
"I don't mind you hangin' out and talkin' in your sleep." After seeing Willow sleep in TTH, I hc that she sleeptalks lol
Blossoms – Oh No (I Think I'm In Love)
Wrapping up this first part of the playlist aka Hunter’s (generally) one-sided crush. Started with an Oh No and ending with another kind of Oh No.
"You and me, we're different as people... You've got blue skies in your head." Hunter def put Willow on a pedestal and saw her as this huge inspirational sunshine
"Home is where I'll be when you're standing beside me." Hunter finally feels at home with someone else--Willow!! (+ living with the rest of the hexsquad ofc)
PART 2: smitten
Troye Sivan, Jay Som – Trouble
it's giving a simultaneous hunter and willow POV. though i also take it as willow slowly falling for him :3
"Accidental lover, what'd you do with all my common sense? You came in undercover..." (any sport in a storm moment!!!!)
"I'm tired of livin' like I'm dyin' but now I can't find the silver linin' like before" Hunter fr
"I'm not one to need saving, but I guess I'll give it a try" Both of them fr
Jayme Dee – Tip Toes
Oh my god this song was in all the edits in 2014 or whatever lol
WILLOW POV! WILLOW POV!
“Boy, you came like a hurricane, knocked me down like a tidal wave. Didn’t see you comin’ so quick; look at you boy movin’ so slick” Literally Willow’s first impression of Hunter was this kid ZOOOOOMING
Mentions flying a lot = flyer derby duhhhh
Also tip toes cuz yeah HEIGHT DIFFERENCE slay
Carly Rae Jepsen – Sweetie
"I ran into you like a crash of thunder." Willow POV. anything thunder/lightning/electricity means Hunter and this is true
"You're not as lonely as you think you are... Anything you want boy, I can make it happen. We could fall in love and I could be your sweetie." Willow being the absolute girlboss she is while also reassuring Hunter
SEVENTEEN – Adore U (Eng trans)
First kpop song let’s go. One of the cutest songs to ever exist LIKE??? "So what I mean is, I want to know all of you" / "I adore you, enough to get dizzy, adore you!"
“You’re so pretty it’s selfish but your personality is so humble” Hunter @ Willow
“You can lean right here. You can cover your pain with me. Tell me your feelings.” BOTH
“Baby, you are my angel” First song that mentions angels, which is a big theme moving forward in the playlist! since they helped each other with their respective near-death experiences jgkldfjsg (ACTUAL DEATH for hunter)
BTS ft. Halsey – Boy With Luv (Eng trans)
So much fluff. 100% Hunter in the human realm, totally smitten and totally in love and he LOVES the feeling!!!!!
"Your every picture I wanna have under my pillow." Yesss all the polaroids hello!!!!
"...now I became a hero" Hunter's so mf giddy from Willow he's growing from his traumatic golden guard days and he really does love who he's becoming!!!
Ariana Grande, Mac Miller – The Way
Really sweet song I’m dying from the sugar at this point
FLOWERS. “I’m thinking ‘bout her every second, every hour. Do my singing in the shower like do she love me, do she love me not?”
“Be your lover, your friend, you’ll find it all in me. Stay by your side, I’ll never leave you … I got a bad boy, I must admit it.” yaaaassss hunter the "bad" boy lmaoooo
The Cab – Her Love Is My Religion
Ok HEAR ME OUT we all know Belos is some crazy puritan whom Hunter grew up to value. but now that he knows Belos is fucking insane, Hunter is finding faith in his loved ones instead which INCLUDES WILLOW BROOOOO
Sorta angel references!
Leanna Firestone - Smitten
“You snored and it was the most beautiful sound that I’d ever heard” Hunter @ Willow lmao
“You’re insecure about your crooked teeth but can I just say this, I’m kinda glad that you never got braces cuz I like your smile just the way it is” Willow @ Hunter HHHNNNNNGGGG
“I don’t know what I did or how I did it, but I did something right” Hunter fr
beabadoobee – Dance with Me
Everything so far has been high energy crushing but I imagine they had very chill cozy reflective moments too
IMAGINE WILLOW ASKING HUNTER TO DANCE AAAAWWWWWWWWWW THE CUTES
They’re just happy and forgetting about their troubles
Also a transition to slowwww it down into the next part
Part 3: losing and trusting
Ariana Grande – raindrops (an angel cried)
THE ANGST BEGINS…
"The day you left me, an angel cried." yeah remember how Hunter DIED in Willow's arms? yeah,
WILLOW IS THE ANGEL HERE OK
Melanie Martinez – Cry Baby
"Your heart's too big for your body, it's why it won't fit inside."
Willow ANGST time. Imagine seeing your close friend die in your arms and feeling like you're not allowed to cry cuz you're the strong one??
This opens up all the wounds of being bullied and she’s reminded of being a crybaby, losing her friends (esp Amity), and just feeling SO much. But she’s not ACTUALLY letting herself cry now. Especially after this bitch ass BOSCHA taunts Willow; Willow doesn’t want Boscha to have that power of truly hurting her
“You’ll just let them drown” Willow @ her past, bullies
“I just let them drown” Willow @ her own feelings and ultimately herself in her vines
Carly Rae Jepsen – Making the Most Of The Night
"Baby, I'm speeding and red lights, I'll run. What I got, you need it and I'll run to your side when your heart is bleeding... I know you've had a rough time but here I come to hijack you; I'll love you while making the most of the night"
Ok wtf this is literally Hunter when Willow was in her vines. Speedy boy
The only thing that doesn’t match is when Carly sings about “no more tears” but other than that this song is so huntlow
MUNA – I Know A Place
“I know a place we can go where everyone gonna lay down their weapon… Just give me trust and watch what’ll happen / Don’t you be afraid of love and affection”
In the playlist timeline, this would be Hunter reassuring Willow to trust him (and Gus) but it also works the other way around in general!!
Like this is so Willow @ Hunter: “It’s like you’re carrying all the weight of your past. I can feel the bruises, yellow, dark blue, and black. But baby, they’re bruises, only your body trying to keep you intact”
Vacation Manor – Thoughts in Progress
"Well, you can hold back the truth while never tellin' a lie. And I won't ever know the person that you're keepin' inside 'til you trust me with your thoughts in progress."
Hunter @ Willow !!! SOBBING
The “wasting our time” has a lil negative mood to it but honestly it DOES make sense considering Gus was suffocating in Willow’s vines LMAO
Maisie Peters – Take Care Of Yourself
THIS is the song that started this whole playlist
"The world won't fall if you're not holding it up... And you try, and you try, and you're trying but the burden is heavy and overgrown." WILLOW !!!????
"I hate how you talk to yourself. It's not weak if you need to be held. So cut off a little slack and roll all your cavalry back; my love, take care of yourself." 100% HUNTER @ WILLOW DURING FTF. am sobbing
Then the second verse is totally willow @ hunter: "You don't get a medal for the last one awake so rest your eyes and give your baggage to me." bro these two im gonna die
flor – restless soul
another sweet song of reassurance and self-care that totally works both ways within huntlow ;-; I take it as more Hunter POV just cuz of FTF.
"Come and lay down your restless soul. ...you're wearing out."
It also sounds uplifting and happy, so we're shifting from the heavier tunes!
Part 4: falling
Harry Styles – Golden
did i put this in because it's "golden"? yeah,
Willow POV, actually allowing herself to fall in love in a scary, vulnerable way. love is not just a lighthearted cute flirting, this shit is pretty serious!!
BUT Y’KNOW IT ALSO works the other way around. I'm so stuck on Willow POV just cuz the lyrics are "You're so golden" hahah
BTS Jimin – Serendipity (Eng trans)
one of my fav songs ever; so beautiful
continues on the theme of vulnerability in love, but also revolves around destiny. considering caleb x evelyn, huntlow is definitely references that fated universe stuff.
This song also has a theme of flowers and duh WILLOW
“Let me love you” Hunter really reaching out to Willow here this is WHAT HE WAS COMMUNICATING TO HER *muffled screaming*
Ariana Grande – pov
A continuation of that dreamy, romantic, vulnerable love vibe.
Huntlow both gotta work on their respective self-perceptions. but they totally love each other. their relationship emphasizes learning to trust and love YOURSELF outside of your strong persona and THAT…! YES!!!
"How you touch my soul from the outside? Permeate my ego and my pride" Willow @ Hunter
"I wanna love me the way that you love me, for all of my pretty and all of my ugly too. I’d love to see me from your point of view.”
Troye Sivan – Angel Baby
another romantic BANGER while also continuing the dreamy mood. Specifically emphasizes angels and living.
“I’ll tell you how I almost died while you’re bringing me back to life.” works both ways.
“I just wanna live in this moment forever cuz I’m afraid that living couldn’t get any better.” ok Hunter WANTING TO LIVE.!! I’M SO NORMAL
Ariana Grande – Intro
“I’ll give you all I have and nothing less, I promise.”
THE ULTIMATE DREAMY song. From Angel Baby to this, they’re talking about the heavens or ascending or some shit and THIS IS WHERE I think of Huntlow holding pinkies (PROMISING THEY MEAN A LOT TO EACH OTHER!!) at the end of FTF & ready to keep moving forward
“I want you with me on this road to the sky, we’ll be shining every night. I promise you, just me and you. Oh, I promise you.”
Part 5: fight for love
The Cab – Angel With A Shotgun
HUNTER IS THE ANGEL HERE
“Fighting ‘til the war’s won, I don’t care if heaven won’t take me back. I’ll throw away my faith babe, just to keep you safe.”
Hunter again throwing out Belos' puritan bs and fighting for his loved ones
If Belos does some shit to Willow I think Hunter will go into Avatar state lol. Either way Belos is gonna get his ASS BEATEN
The Script – Superheroes
“She’s got lions in her heart, a fire in her soul. He’s got a beast in his belly that’s so hard to control. Cuz they’ve taken too much hits, taking blow by blow. Now light a match, stand back, watch them explode.”
NO CUZ THESE TWO IN FULL COMBO COMBAT
Willow has already proven to the ones who hurt her that she is more than her weaknesses PLUS now embraces her emotions, but Hunter hasn’t totallyyy confronted Belos so when he WHOOPS BELOS’ ASS IT’S GONNA BE SO GOOD AND HEARTFUL—(I’m really on about this aren’t I)
Linking back to Song #2 (flor – heart)! Embracing your emotions rather than hating them!
A nice, feel-good, inspirational song to wrap up the war stuff. Also, they are still learning and will always be, they’re not suddenly emotional gurus saved by romantic love
This song was my shit in 2016 omg
Part 6: ease
NIKI – Plot Twist
Cute song, transitioning to the happy ending (I fucking hope so).
This section is them having the time to relax and pause and reflect on their relationship! Hunter was a plot twist in Willow’s life alright. But also the other way around ajkflsjgkla ilove them
“Who could’ve imagined… you?”
JVKE – this is what falling in love feels like
I think about Hunter ABSO FUCKIN LUTELY JOVIAL after everything is ok and he’s just!!! Wow! The sun! I love my gf!!! I’m happy!! eee!!!!!!!!!!
push baby – Wishing We Were More Than Friends
hunter again :3 more reflecting back
“I even told your friends the perfect phrase but they just laughed in my face” imagine hunter talking to like. Luz or gus about how to tell Willow he likes her but he’s just so CRINGE and they’re dying
“I’d sit and wait ‘til you came online, wasting hours of time, it’s fine.” Totally bro
NCT DREAM – Walk With You (Eng translation)
They’re talking about the snow crunch and it’s winter THEREFORE HUNTLOW
Everything’s settled on the Boiling Isles and the two are meeting up for a date!! Dawwww
Lostboycrow, AVIV – Strawberry Sunscreen
Happyyyyy ass song. Huntlow being happy together UGH!
“She’ll paint a cabinet from the 60s and find diamonds when she’s thrifting” Idk this gives me Willow vibes :)
Deniece Williams – Let’s Hear It For The Boy
Basically Hunter’s a loser but Willow loves him soso much LOL
Rex Orange County ft. Benny Sings – Loving Is Easy
Dreamy ass romantic song
“I was all on my own, almost glad to be alone until love came in on time” Hunter fr
Taylor Swift – Daylight
Oh my god y’all this is Hunter wanting to live part 4893248
“There are so many lines that I’ve crossed unforgiven” / “I wounded the good and I trusted the wicked” Golden Guard days??
“Threw out our cloaks and our daggers because it’s morning now, it’s brighter now” Golden Guard days OVER!!
“I once believed love would be black and white but it’s golden” YALL.???!!!
OK AND. THE OUTRO… “I wanna be defined by the things that I love. Not the things I hate. Not the things that I’m afraid of, I’m afraid of… Not the things that haunt me in the middle of the night. I, I just think that you are what you love.”
MY BOY IS HEALING!!!! AHHHHH AND WHO DOES HUNTER LOVE???? ..........
The 1975 – I’m In Love With You
"It's simple and it goes like this," HE LOVES WILLOW GOD DAMN ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
AND SHE'S IN LOVE WITH HIM TOO BYE
THAT’S ALL OK TIME TO CRY!!
I also have a raeda playlist and a lumity playlist!!! Idk if I'll do writeups for them cuz this one took SO long but we'll see ;)
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mothlegs · 9 months
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gross ugly brutalist design
originally this was folloeing a celebrity in those way too close rlibvious fake socs but then it was abt my family
auntie b was there. and auntie h. maybe my grandma lived there too idk. but thehwere rly poor and were being physically hurt by ither ppl living there (irl b is way rich h is well off and grandmad just ok)
i told them tk move and it was a huge fight
also think cats were kinds dying on the couch :(
i was like. ok. whatever. fuck this. got my stuff and left. oh auntie b was mean to me with skme pills too idk dknt rly remember
so i got my stuff and walked to my moms housr in the dark. something santa-y ht dunnk hoe tk explain. big mqchine like an angel. get to my moms house and i steal her car *shes not home) annd i go. our jntk the world
i hey to a roadblock cause carcrash and somehow dont hit anyone. it's like 1:41am in the dream here
i pick up a guy and ny baby sisters? and take them with me
we are way too quickly in the city and i ask if its ok if i drop them off here cause this is my spot and they say no. so im like ok but ypu gotta know im 17 have no licence and this is a stolen car. theh accept it lmfao
imm drivin them to the hospital. hes not rly helping but we end up in a rounsabout (aint one there irl) and we find iut like most of the other cars are npcs. freaky. when we get to where we need to go on the highwah i realise i am on a nintendo switch segway.??? whoch cwnt rly transport 4 ppl. so i go back to grt the car aaand thats wher i wake up
eyes hurt so sleepy can barely see goin back to sleep now
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captainmarsupial · 2 months
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hello from work. i have a chill afternoon so i’ve been hanging out at stephanie’s desk literally the whole time.
i did go to santa cruz after all! i ended up taking a wellness day on friday bc i was soo over work, &toni was off too so we went to santa cruz. originally we were gna go to the beach but instead we just got coffee &went to random stores. the coffee place we went to was on the cliffside &connected to a church so they had like, a crucifix on the espresso machine lol. i got a drink called the our frother &it was actually super good.
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ok, i ended up not finishing this update at stephanie’s desk so now it’s a few days later &im at home lol. on saturday i went to see a jazz show with the fam in oakland! it was fun, even if we goofed &forgot to make a dinner reservation for all 5 of us. luckily we snagged a reservation for our parents so we just ate at the bar. mikee & i got stuck in some bummy ass traffic on the way home which was annoying, but other than that the evening was very fun :]
sunday i went on a yarn crawl with tram &minnette and her daughter! it was rly fun checking out the different yarn stores &getting lots of inspo from the various designers being spotlighted in the shops. it was also nice catching up w tram since we haven’t seen each other this year. &now tmrw im going to a party for another old coworker lmao. tram pointed out how she &i actually only overlapped at uniqlo for two months… that place truly brings people together which is so nuts.
i just got back from dress rehearsal &im exhaaauusted. brahms is no joke. currently i am irritated bc stupid ass instagram logged me out……aaand literally after typing that it finally sent me the email i requested several times over the last few hours..
anywho. i should sleep bc i am observing ramadan for a day tmrw with my bud moose :-) & gotta wake up early for suhoor otherwise imma be struggling lol.
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kuiinncedes · 8 months
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cherry-bomb-ships · 9 months
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Ok I rly gotta go to sleep in a sec but I meant to post this earlier so I will now ehe. Anyways
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O-OH. OH OKAE. UHRMMMMM HAHAH YEAH THIS IS COOL 👁👁💖💖💖💖💖
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legobatjoker · 2 years
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OMG OKAY so um idk if you can tell from me being a little kinda loopy and out of it but im quite tired and also have school tommorw and is almost midnight omg i gotta get to bed soon like rn !! honeslty rly upset w myself kinda for not getting to bed earleir but ig there is nothing i can do about it now ANYWAY !!!! im rly sorry as this acutally really really will prob b rly short bc of all of that but befoere i do get to sleep i really reallt do jsut want to say that i love you so so much my belvoedest i really really do like you really are such an incredible wonderful friend and such an amazing part of my day and my life and jsut bring me soso much joy and warmth and happiness whenver i talk with you and message you and send you asks and just get to spend time with you my dearest you really really do and just i rly do hope you know how like. you really do mean the whole world to me andi ma just so incredibly lucky to get to know you and be your friend and i really really do just love you soso much my dearest butterfly i really really do ;; i hope your days been good despite the busyness and you sleep so well tonight, i love you so so much <3 💞💗🍰🐈🥭🐞🦋🌺🦔🌼✨
honestly though i get that sm like its not that late yet but i still didnt except myself to b up this late and like…idk i thought id at least stay up and do smthing productive if i stayed up but i rlly rlly havent SHBSSJ but also honestly it is rlly hard to get to sleep sometimes or like change sleep schedules and stuff and i think tht u r doing a rlly good job tbh and even if u werent like its hard to it makes sense so yah..!!! i just rlly rlly hope you do get some good sleep <333!!! and omg i rlly rlly hope that school tmrw is ok or i mean ideally better than ok but!!!! if it isnt then ofc feel free to talk to me ab it dear!! and oughhhhuhhhh im soososooo glad i can be that kind of part of your life and make you feel that way;;;;; i sosososoooo much want to and you so much are rlly rlly the same for me mushroom and!!! you are just such a good friend and!! ilove you sooo muchhh gnighttt💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕
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aelyosos · 2 years
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gnighttt + writing talk in the tags 🌙
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muthaz-rapapa · 4 years
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They announced Precure 2021!!
Tropical Rouge! Precure. It will be a tropical/ocean theme and I believe it will have either a 4 team cures (pink, blue, yellow/orange and teal) or a duo with a red cure as a sixth ranger. What are your opinions/theories?
Oh shit, it is that time again, isn’t it? I totally forgot with how screwy year this year has been. ANN didn’t even mention anything. (@_@ ;;)
Well, anyways, since the trademark is out, speculation is all fair game until December or whenever we get the next messy quality leaks at the soonest.
Before that though, I just want to comment about the HealPre movie poster:
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I really like the kimono design integrated into the magical girl outfit. Seriously, I wished they could’ve saved this idea for a full-cour season instead of using it as a movie-exclusive form. That would’ve been awesome~ && imagine the crazy hair but decorated with kanzashi. *sigh* <33 ...only in my dreams, I guess. T_T
Other than that, I am also psyched for the (random) return of the Yes 5 girls. I have no idea what they’re doing here but hey, the Maho girls saved the KiraPre movie for me with their cameos so I’m totally cool with Yes 5 dropping in all badass if HealPre’s movie ends up being just so-so.
Alright, now that that’s out of the way...
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Precure 2021, otherwise known as
TROPICAL ROUGE! PRECURE
...admittedly, it’s not the weirdest title we’ve ever gotten but still, Toei at it again with its obsession over weird 3-4ish syllable salads. Ah, how I miss the times when we can just attach one simple word before “Pretty Cure” and that would’ve been enough. :P
Also, how the hell are we going to shorten this? TroPre? TropicPre? ToRuPre? PikaRuPre? Too long! Why must you make the little things so difficult, you bastards?!?! (ꐦ ಠ皿ಠ )
*cough*
Judging by the title, we’re probably all correct in guessing one of its motifs will concern the ocean and when most of us think “tropical” mixed in with Precure, the first image that pops up would be Aloha Precure:
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[ Hey girls, how you doin’? ^^ ]
But for me? My first thought was this:
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SHUT UP.
LET ME HAVE MY BEVERAGE-BASED MAGICAL ISLAND IDOL TRIO REALITY AND LET ME DIE HAPPY THERE!
I LOVE YOU TEA DRINKYUN, SODA DRINKYUN, JUICE DRINKYUN!!!!!
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
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But in all seriousness, we’re likely not going to have these two as the protagonists because
1) They’re not Japanese or Japan-based.
2) They’re from a different Precure season altogether.
3) This is Toei we’re talking about. Looking at how one-shot Sunset and Wave were, do you really think they would go ahead on a tropics theme with any interest in anything outside just the aesthetics/marketing appeal of it? Uh, sadly, NO.
So sorry to dash your hopes if you had any but even if we are lucky enough to get a main Cure who is of Polynesian descent, we probably won’t be spending parts of the season actually exploring their ethnic background.
Though I’d still hold on to the possibility of Aloha Precure maybe getting a cameo. And more importantly, getting another dark-skinned Cure who isn’t just tan from staying out in the sun too long because I really, really, really want that, too! (>.<)
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Ok, ok, back to motifs and themes.
So ocean. And there’s a seashell symbol in the logo so when we think of those things, we think of mermaids (and therefore, Cure Mermaid).
[...y’know, I’m starting to believe they’re just basing all the new seasons on the Go!Pri cast like StarPre for Twinkle. Heartcatch, however, pre-existed Flora so I don’t know where that stands but all that’s left would be Scarlet so I guess Precure 2022′s either going to take place in Hell or somewhere freezing like a mountain YES, WE’RE GONNA FIGHT ELSA! >:D or the north/south poles]
Chances of one of the Cures being a mermaid then? Maybe even the midseason one? Pretty damn high.
Chances of the magical items having something to do with pearls? Feels a little like Mermaid Melody but as long as they don’t throw any blatant idol tendencies in my face, I’m good.
Chances of TroPre (name pending) actually focusing on the nature of the ocean and taking time to explain in depth its sealife, ecosystems and the man-imposed problems that exist within it? *BIG SIGH*
Honestly, as much as I would love for Precure 2021 to branch out from what HealPre started with its health/environment approach (which was quite the disappointing cop-out but that’s a discussion for another place and time), I doubt we’re going to get that no thanks to the commercialization aspect of it.
And I don’t blame the writers (entirely), I blame their higher-ups who probably meddle with the story and demand for more cutesy, pointless fillers instead because y’know, toy sales first, unfortunately. :P
But ok, even if I don’t get the science side of it, that doesn’t mean it won’t be enjoyable. But with only just a logo to go off on atm, it’s hard to predict what we’re really in for next year.
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Except for the fact that we can already tell how many starter Cures we’ll be getting.
[Sorry it took so long to get to this part, anon]
Pink is a no brainer, there can’t be a Precure season without a Pink lead (bah).
And look at how solid the azure/blue and teal/green is. Those are locked in for sure (HURRAH! ANOTHER GREEN CURE~! xD).
Now yellow...or is that orange? Personally, I think it’d be great if they dropped the Yellow Cure this year and gave it to the Pink Cure as a sub-color instead because unlike the blue and teal katakana, the pink/yellow/orange ombre of the bottom line is not as distinct from one another as the former are. But I doubt it because when you say “tropic” you think of “sun” too so can’t be without the yellow Cure, after all. Ugh.
Finally, there’s that striking red at the end of “Rouge” that looks like what would happen if an exclamation mark and a sea slug had a baby together and put an obnoxious bow on it. :S
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With “rouge” in the title [sorry, not you Rin-chan but hey, Rin-chan~! :D], it seems we’re pretty much guaranteed a red Cure as well. I just hope she gets a more creative name than just a synonym of the color red because while “Cure Crimson” cue JoJo jokes I don’t understand sounds cool, it’s lazy.  (-_- ;;)
So in total, a maximum of 5 Cures. No, I will not be leaving room open for a possible 6th one cuz that is just one too many Cures and we don’t need that. WE. DON’T.
As for anon’s theory on a duo team with the Red Cure as the sixth (you actually meant third, right?) ranger...really, I’d much prefer a smaller team. I love the idea of starting the season with just a pair of Cures like the good old days. I love the idea of both of them having two theme colors (pink/yellow and blue/green) each instead of one. I’d look forward to a midseason Cure this time because the chemistry would actually be more manageable to work with and develop when it’s not such a huge crowd. So that the new girl doesn’t have to go through all her members like required shifts instead of having more organic interactions with them.
...but that’s just my hope. I know as much as the next person on what Precure 2021′s gonna be like which is pretty much “nothing at all”. *shrug*
We’ll see.
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kuiinncedes · 1 year
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i need to test my fucking code lmfao 🤡
#imagine not just coding blindly and then submitting to see what happens like im about to do sdjnfbfdhhskjfbjdkhgdf#trying to set my expectations low even tho for some reason im hopeful that it's gonna work#but like bro u didnt test shit u have no idea lol#ksjnfwhbowdfogbqogbieruhqeigrhiwngoqrf FUCK it's 3:30 since when TT lmaooooooo#i told myself i woouldnt go to sleep until i finished this function section and here we are#it's not that late like i 've been going to sleep around this time lmfao#but i havent gotten ready for bed yet so it will probably be around 4:30-5 then#i was gonna wash my hair today........ dont thinkthats gonna happen XD#i think im procrastinating submitting lmfao#there's DEFINITELY something i missed#im just gonna be so so so sad if i dont pass any test cases for the shit i just implemented#i hope i hope i hope lmfao#🤡🤡🤡🤡 and like that probably means i should probably TEST IT TO SEE#but no#🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡 i've been snacking on fucking salami bites LMFAO health <3 salt and fat <3#RIP i rly didnt pass any test cases for the functions i just implemented LMAO ugh it's fine i just gotta test TT#wait i passed a few more tests for another thing ........ did i even change that from lst time i submitted lol ok#damn now i wanna try to debug but maybe i shoud sleep first TT#fucknjdbgfhbjdbfgjlsdblkfd i'm not . screeewwwwwweeeeedddddd i'm just . not not screwed TT#i at least have code written for almost all the functions and shit tho#it's not CORRECT CODE but it's CODE#anfghbwbgqirepupqiuhgbwjhfkbdfkhsfljghljdfkfasdf and i have a couple late days i can probably use dnghdjbfdbfbgerpqehir okokokokokkokkokok#am slightly nervous bc of show tmr and stats hw due thursday TT#jndsfjhgjfhjblsjdfblsjfhdbgqorbgpqiuerhtqepurthqornfjfddljfl ok shut the fuck up go to sleep or sm ;-;#jk not that i can even rly get ready for bed rn i think my roommate in the bathroom lmfao#screaming <3#jeanne talks
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