#and i’m so hesitant abt doing anything w it so like going in ocean water

[95s-moved]

bias tag thingie uwu

tagged by @sanrising ty angel i needed to go off abt my bb!! 

1. who is your bias: mr im changkyun!!!! my angel my love my chouchou 💖💫💗⭐️

2. what made you notice them: OK SO the first song i heard was hero and i heard his voice and i just! ! ! !!!!!! i love....... deep voices............... oomg like something about his voice was so calming for me but i never really kept listening to them until shine forever and i heard “one and only,,, like a holy” and i was like :o thats the guy!!!!!!! like idek something about his voice was so enticing until finally shoot out era when i actually started stanning mx everytime his parts came on it was like,,, extra asdhgfkl for me idk how to explain it like i just got really excited at his partss and thats when i realised mayhaps i am in LOVE!!

3. what is your favorite thing about them: how do i describe one person in words? no combination of sentences can do him justice like,,,,,, i love . everything about him. first of all his talent. GOD hes so talented i could write an essay for every word hes ever written, hes so amazing. like!! he writes for every song and his words are so beautiful,, and MOHAE???? thats literally my favourite song of all time i really hope he gets to compose more in the future :+( not to mention he is SO kind i can’t get over it. the way he interacts w mbbs at fansigns almost makes me cry because he’s so sweet and u can tell he genuinely cares!! like when that one mbb was crying and he was so gentle nd soft i almost died i swear......... he’s so cute and silly when he talks to them too im so jealous sometimes hehe ^^ and when he’s with the rest of mx! sure he teases them but it’s in that joking way that all friends do!! he is so considerate when it comes to them especially when they’re in america and he helps translate and is patient with them.. goDD i really love him...... and he is SOO hardworking, like in no mercy he was so diligent in what he did even though he came in like halfway through the show and he didn’t get support or encouragement from ANYBODY which is understandable, the others had said goodbye to so many of their friends but he never got discouraged from that. he made a conscious effort to show friendliness to the others, to form bonds so he could prove himself to them. he’s so selfless in so many situations too even when he was voted into the lineup (on no mercy), u could see the guilt on his face on how, instead of considering it as a guaranteed debut, he felt guilty for taking the spot that the others could’ve had. changkyun was thinking of others during a time where most people would only celebrate themselves, and that’s so rare in a person, it’s so nice to see it in him. also hes pretty i really love him

4. who would initiate skinship more: at first kyun bc i’d get freaked out abt being too forward but afterwards it would be me

5. who would hog the blankets more: me!!!!! i get really cold especially at night i kinda wrap myself in a cocoon

6. who would be more clingy: me!!!!!!!!! again i am . babie koala i like hugs and cuddles ^^

7. who would say i love you first: kyun!!, like i said i’m super anxious abt being too forward until after ik its like.... a thing- idk where im going with this sentence u get the point

8. who would be more easily flustered: me!! im so easily flustered literally anytime i get called cute or anything i blush and become a puddle 

9. what cuddle position would you two have: literally this entire list is me talking abt how much of a babie i am.. so id be little spoon..... or the one where im facing him so we have a little bit of room to breathe, like cuddling is fun until u feel like ur being strangled..... OH AND ALSO the one like when ur sort-of-sitting and my hand is on his chest and one leg is on top of his ok im melting again uwuwuwuwu

10. which colors remind you of them: depends!! u know how sometimes he’s that dark rapper persona and other times he’s adorable squish?? like that but mostly blue tones so like he’s 83D8D2 but other times he’s more 02202F or sometimes E4EDEE ! 

11. which season would you like to spend with them: summer!! definitely summer esp bc my family goes to this victorian seaside town during the summer and everything is basically contained on the island i’m hesitant to call it that but TeChNiCaLLy it is so :+/ and it’s really beautiful, especially since were right on the beach and u can walk along there during and after sunset,, theres also one beach called “[redacted] point” where they have “[redacted] diamonds” which are really just rocks that the salt water made transparent but ppl go there all the time to collect them and watch the sunset since you can see p much 360 degrees of ocean around u. also!! theres a bunch of little candy n ice cream shops that are really nice, not to mention that the food there is AMAZING even though its relatively cheap, and its really historic so they have tours of old houses and also ghost tours which i LIVE for theyre so fun.. it just seems like the perfect little town n even tho its not a big city theres a lot to do and its kinda my safe haven so id really love to share it with him :+(

12. who would bake cookies and who would steal the batter: i would steal the batter but at least i’d ALSO bake,, mr changkyun, as much as i love him, is a pest and would just keep taking the batter from me....... what a gremlin, icb i love him

not tagging anyone bc lazy soz

#🍁: tag games

[pickledmickles]

@dasdeath tagged me and their robot fuckin posts reminded me to do this

Rules: Answer some stuff and Tag Others If Ya Want

THE LAST:

1. Drink: water 2. Phone call: idk abt on the phone but my last call in general was w my bf 3. Text message: “sounds lovely” from a coworker 4. Song you listened to: Hold it in by Jukebox The Ghost 5. Time you cried: like last week. it was my monthly cry

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: ye 7. Kissed someone and regretted it:  yea h 8. Been cheated on: Mhm 9. Lost someone special: not really 10. Been depressed: for like the past decade 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: like........... last week

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: Pale pink but with a reddish hue, aqua, mint green

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends:  yes!  16. Fallen out of love: nah man 17. Laughed until you cried: yes 18. Found out someone was talking about you: yep 19. Met someone who changed you: yessss 20. Found out who your friends are: who are they....................... 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: nnno-- wait yes. my bf. HA

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: pretty much all of them. Thats the only thing i use fb for 23. Do you have any pets: I have a dog and shes sleeping on my feet rn as we speak 24. Do you want to change your name: yes and no 26. What time did you wake up: 10am sharp 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: trynna plan a trip i think. not successfully 28. Name something you can’t wait for: movin out 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: 30 minutes ago 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life? just have someone magically make a car purchase for me 31. What are you listening right now: polygon vids 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes. weird guy. didnt like him. 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: i have been getting motion sickness from everything i play, even fucking animal crossing. 34. Most visited Website: tungle

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME

35. Mole/s: i dont have moles 37. Childhood dream: zoologist 38. Hair color: Black DARK BROWN my bf made a fuss 39. Long or short hair: long 40. Do you have a crush on someone: love my boy 41. What do you like about yourself: my curls 42. Piercings: just me ears 43. Bloodtype: shrug emoji 44. Nickname: Queenie, mikaykay????, micky 45. Relationship status: LOVE MY BF 46. Zodiac: cancer 47. Pronouns: yes 48. Favorite TV Show: bobs burgers, most things by bbc earth, b99, and fresh off the boat 49. Tattoos: im allergic to red dye so idk if i should put any dye in my skin 50. Right or left hand: right 51. Surgery: wisdom teeth 52. Hair dyed in different color: nope 55. Vacation: in may w my boy, out in the mountains with no neighbors and a jacuzzi 56. Pair of trainers: i get a new pair of no slips from walmart every few months bc mine get so nasty so fast

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: i like food sometimes 58. Drinking: water........ 59. I’m about to: write some replies 61. Waiting for: replies lmao 62. Want: this tummy ache to go away, my feet to stop being so cold, this headache to stop 63. Get married: who knows 64. Career: maybe a marine biologist........... or like.......... underwater photographer........... ,i just fuckign love the ocean and the things in it so much

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: smooches 66. Lips or eyes: lipsss 67. Shorter or taller: i like em all 68. Older or younger: older bc younger than me is like.... babbies 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: i LOVE tummies 71. Sensitive or loud: squints .72. Hook up or relationship: relationshops 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: im a weenie

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: No 75. Drank hard liquor: Ye 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: i lost my fuckin sunglasses in the ocean but that was my fault. and i dont wear anything prescription so,,,,,,, 77. Turned someone down: yes 78. Sex on the first date: nnnno? 79. Broken someone’s heart: shrugs 80. Had your heart broken: ye 81. Been arrested: almost 82. Cried when someone died: yyyes 83. Fallen for a friend: my bf was my friend and still is so??

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: sssure. yes. 85. Miracles: sure? 86. Love at first sight: i guess but also........... idk more like. interest in a person and getting to know them at first sight. so. 87. Santa Claus: i was never rlly raised to believe that like... ever 88. Kiss in the first date: follow ur fuckin dreams. i love smooches.  89. Angels: nah

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: SAV SLEEPS MARY AND LUKE. theyre the ppl i talk to most. lov them sm. 91. Eye color: Blue or smth 92. Favorite movie: fuck idk. song of the sea. yeah. I tag a bunch of ppl that wont do it but i need to make it look like i have friends ok @wifeylittleboy @reptilixns @currentlysleepwalking @dapper-banana

#me #about #long post

[periwinkquills]

Catalyst 1

    The gears turned and solid pathways flipped positions as he experimentally turned on the switch after a long day of tinkering around with the décor of the gym. It had become quite a habit of doing so, so much that the power outages within the city were of no surprise to both its residents, and the affected trainers within the gym. A platform here, a change of paths there; it was pretty much the unthinkable made possible.

    Volkner stared with grim blue eyes, unfazed by his work. Not like a trainer worthy of his badge would waltz in, especially at this hour. He sighed as the trainers exited the gym in pairs. Due to the lack of trainers willing to challenge him, the gym wasn’t open all days. Despite this, the many times Volkner had toyed with the platforms out of boredom prompted the city to turn towards more solar energy collecting.

    After the remaining trainers exited, followed by the gym guide, the young gym leader furrowed his brows at the emptiness of the first room of the gym. That was how he felt his passion for battling, and it caused him to sigh in disappointment. It felt like ages since he had used Electivire in battle, since the very few who reached him had barely taken out the weakest on his team. Where is that spark? He often asked himself this, whether he’d be renovating, or simply standing, nonchalant eyes staring at the door frame, awaiting the trainer to finally restore his faith, and to have him remember what is was to hold the title of Gym Leader.

    With a flick of a few handles towards the adjacent wall, he shut down all the energy, the whole gym dimming into darkness. Footsteps echoed as he followed the blur of light shining from the exit.

    He stepped out into nothing but fresh sea breeze, and the faint echoes of Wingull chirping along the coastline. Turning back momentarily, he locked the double doors of the gym, signaling any incoming trainers that it would be closed for a few days. There was a bit of hesitance as he left the keys glued onto the keyhole. What would he do tomorrow? How would he distract himself?

    The blond figured that he might as well tackle those questions when he got there. Pulling the keys out, he slipped them into his pocket, and began to walk down the smooth pavement. Nothing but the crisp air brushed at his cheeks, the waves ringing within the distance as he dully took each step towards the tall lighthouse within the other side of the city. The most relaxing part of the day was this walk that he took, where he spent a good amount of time in the lighthouse simply observing the scenery, watching water Pokémon play about in the waters, and taking in how beautiful his hometown was.

    Only two people had passed him as he walked the rather lonely roads, giving the darkness that had already overshadowed the sunset. Everyone had rushed into their homes for the night. This was normal, he noted, as the city was rather quiet during the evening in comparison to the busy daytime, booming with business.

    At least everyone else in the city was proud of their work.

    Volkner shook his head from the ominous thoughts, sighing. At least his spot up in the lighthouse would bring him piece of mind.

    The closer the building grew, the more his troubles faded. A good hour or two simply staring through the glass would probably make him forget about this whole ordeal – at least until he got home… 

    Walking past the edge of the building, he made a sharp turn, hands in his pockets and his head tilted down. He could feel hints of a small headache beginning to drill his head. Volkner’s hands pulled out, pressing his index fingers to his temples.

    He didn’t even notice the rushed footsteps. Being too drawn into easing himself of his oncoming headache, the gym leader failed to react. Taking him by complete surprise, Volkner felt a sudden crash of weight against his chest, causing a grunt to rip out of his mouth, and his feet to stumble. His ears caught a gasp, and his eyes filled with the view of the entrance to the lighthouse ahead, and ends of long, chestnut colored strands.

    Both would have fallen if it wasn’t for Volkner’s quick reflexes. He managed to step back, holding onto the stranger before they could fall flat onto the pavement. “Hey,” he started out, a bit of annoyance dripping, “watch where you’re headed, hm?”

    Blue eyes met wide browns – scared browns.

    Ripping herself off his hold, the stranger stepped back, evident horror etched upon her pretty face. Her long, brown hair – akin to her eyes – gracefully fluttered with the sea breeze. Her hands shyly clutched the auburn colored bow neatly resting against her chest, making no effort to mask the intimidation in her eyes and body language.

    He now felt a tiny speck of guilt.

    “I’m, uh…so s-sorry…! I didn’t see you!” She bent herself in front, those long streaks of hair now curtaining both sides of her face. “I hope I didn’t hurt you!” She stood up straight, nervously fidgeting with her bow.

    “You didn’t,” he reassured, blinking. This girl, out here so late? He raised an eyebrow as she did a double take between him and the lighthouse. “Are you hurt? You seemed to be in a rush.”

    She relaxed – visibly. He observed the slump of her shoulders, and the hold she had on her bow, hands now at her sides. “Um... I’m okay. I just wanted to get back to my place…”

    He nodded in agreement – it was much too late, and usually the lighthouse was a ­him-only thing. “I see… Well, take care of yourself on your way home.”

    She didn’t look like the type to battle intensively. In fact, it looked like she didn’t even own any Pokémon. If she did, he thought she would’ve own a Buneary or a Pichu – something that seemed to fit with her shy, reserved portrayal. It was a shame, really. A part of him, for a single moment, expected her to have good Pokémon to give him that spark. He shook his head at his thoughts.

    Meekly, the woman nodded. “I will… Er…thank you…”

    Volkner didn’t say anything, so she assumed that it was her cue to continue on walking. He heard her footsteps – fast and rushed, and he turned his head, watching her silhouette fade within the darkness of the street, only barely catching a glimpse of her through the street lamps that had flickered.

    He continued to walk slowly, pushing past the entrance of the lighthouse and entering through the double doors of the elevator.

    Ding! After reaching the top floor, the doors opened, and the gym leader cautiously walked out, hands in his pockets. As expected, there was nobody on board with him.

    The elevator doors closed behind him. He sighed again, and took his time to approach the long, glass window that gave him a pretty good view of Sunyshore. He was greeted with the waves of the coast, the locked gym, a few stands with lights turned on, and the large chunk of sand in front of the waves. It was a rather therapeutic sight. The moonlight shone against the current, Pokémon flew about and swam, and the occasional move of a few people walking down the visible pathways within the city. His home was beautiful. So beautiful; it was almost difficult to leave it and go and challenge the league.

    He had thought about joining the league, but there were hardly any trainers to challenge at that level. He had the Pokémon for it, but it didn’t seem right.

    Lazily, Volkner peered through the high-definition binoculars, taking in a breathless sight of Sunyshore. He was able to see the beach better down below due to the lampposts the city had put in place for evening markets and those that had business during the weekends, when the beaches were more lively. There were some water-types, some flying-types, and…a person…?

    The gym leader squinted his eyes as he adjusted the zoom within the binoculars to get a closer look. It was late, and there were no vendors out… Was this person looking for the vendors?

    Despite him zooming, all he managed to catch was a curtain of brown hair that was barely visible with the light that was provided. The darkness didn’t let him have a clear view, but from what he noticed, the person seemed to be facing the ocean, as still as a statue. “…”

    Upon turning their body and walking away from the water, the person was much more visible, and Volkner noticed the familiar red bow…

    It was the woman he had crashed into earlier.

    “Heading home…” he muttered to himself, watching her hug her arms as she maneuvered along the soft sand towards the city. “Maybe she’s a vendor.”

    She disappeared from his view. Leaning back, his back hit the wall of the center structure that held the elevator and blinked. She was odd. And a liar, he also noted. Volkner still recalled the way her brown eyes stared at him, the way she hid herself from him. This caused him to frown slightly – he should be one to be stared at with pride and confidence as facing a league member – and the strongest one. He wasn’t used to cowardice. It didn’t feel right. It didn’t bring the sparks back. The thought burned them.

    Suddenly, he didn’t want to be at the lighthouse anymore.

    Ding! He entered the elevator, leaving the one place he truly felt at home.

**

notes: aww yea im back and this ones gonna be more than a one shot hehe... i havent published any multi chap things in a long time (bc 1: i never finish them 2: im highkey insecure abt my writing so this is kinda going out of my comfort zone aha....) but! ive been so much into these two lately they hurt me. bear w me one this, i hope?? to keep it short pft. 

this fic is for my self indulgence, and a very late birthday/friendship anniversary gift for @starrydownpour. a long time ago i jokingly said id write you some alexandrian, and here it is! thank u for being there for me and canned trio u are amazing and i love u ok now pls enjoy what i have in store!

#alexandrianshipping #volkner #jasmine #pokemon #stella writes #starrydownpour #MARK MY WORDS I WILL FINISH THIS #I SWEAR IT #jsut.....give me time ///slap #so yeah lmao @ anastasia love u so much ok so enjoy as i post more idk whn i can #<333 #catalyst #i forgot to tag the title fdklj