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blooming-cecilia · 2 years

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hate that i love you so | venti/reader

summary: "Somewhere along the way, I found myself content in your company. Sure, you were still pretty annoying. Their chaos and yours can be irritating, but you were there and I could never find it in me to really push you away."

gn reader (lmk if i accidentally let smth slip so i can fix!), high school au, popular kid venti/not so popular reader, fluff, mild angst? an attempt at more lighthearted angst, i guess lol. just silly teens trying to deal with silly feelings

notes: hs au with venti beloved, from yet another brainrot session with @tomaytow! the trope is a little cliché but it’s nice to indulge in clichés every now and then, isn’t it? enjoy!

likes and reblogs appreciated! <3

The lunch bell rang, and students poured out of their classrooms to head to the cafeteria, loud chatter filling the hallways. You weaved through the crowd as swiftly as you could, heading into the opposite direction from everyone else.

You were headed to the library, and while you would have loved to have lunch with your friends, right now you couldn't stand to be with them—or anyone else for that matter.

They were up to their usual antics, teasing you with Venti, one of the more popular kids who unfortunately gained an interest in you. He has been quite vocal about his attraction. It confused you greatly when he first started paying more attention to you but it quickly turned into annoyance, with him constantly pestering you with his babbling and hanging off of you like a leech.

He’s captivated your entire class: your friends were his friends, and it seems that the same goes for every person he meets. Even the faculty! They’re all amused by his antics in trying to woo you, encouraging his shenanigans. (You can still hear the loud cheering and whistling from your class from when he asked you if you wanted to have lunch with him today, his treat!)

Everyone seems to see his charms… except for you.

You hear familiar footsteps clicking alongside your own, the sound growing louder as you briskly walk down empty hallways that lead up to the library.

You abruptly stop walking, and you can hear his shoes skidding to a stop behind you.

An hour. An hour of peace, an hour away from him and everyone else is all I ask for. Is he really that desperate for my attention that he can’t leave me alone for one hour?

“Why do you keep following me around? I told you I didn’t want to have lunch with you didn’t I? Are you deaf?”

”But, Windblume, I just wanted to— “

”FINE!”

“...huh?”

“FINE, YEAH, OKAY, SURE! THERE. THAT’S WHAT YOU WANTED TO HEAR ISN’T IT? I’M YOURS NOW. YOUR PARTNER. NOW WILL YOU SHUT UP?”

“...”

“So? What? Nothing to say?”

“.…I don’t want you to say yes to me if you’re just forcing yourself to say that.”

”…What?”

”Windblume… do you really hate me that much? Can you really not stand my presence? Does seeing my face everyday disgust you that much, just as you say it does?”

It’s your turn to be silent.

That’s... not true, your mind immediately supplies. You don't hate his presence, per se.... Admittedly, there have been more times than you can count on your fingers where you can say that you don't find his company annoying. In fact, he's rather fun to be around. You acknowledge the nice things people said about his personality, because it's true.

You’ve asked yourself the same questions too, why do you hate the idea of becoming his partner so much? Is it the attention? The teasing from every single person you know of in this place? The jealous glares of his own fan club, muttering profanities about you under their breath?

Is it all worth it? To say no to him to avoid what others will say, think, and do when it comes to both of you? Can you really handle hurting someone who’s shown that he truly cares for you, clear as day?

But before you can respond to him, you look up and find an empty hallway.

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He doesn't come to school the next day.

Or the day after that.

Nor the day after that, too.

He didn't show up for a week.

You told yourself you were going to apologize and be honest with him after that day, but how can you even talk to him if he's not even there?

You're worried, and with his loud presence missing from the room, you constantly feel eyes on you again. Nothing new, but this time it feels more distressing, probing. Everyone likely knows that something happened between you both and given your past responses... you're sure they know.

Now a villain in their eyes, perhaps.

It's uncomfortable, but you couldn’t care less. Your mind is still on him, his words and your own echoing in that empty hallway.

When he comes back after more than a week's absence, everyone gathers around him, various concerns and questions thrown at him about his well-being.

He's trying his best to seem fine and act as usual but you know it's a lie. (When did you start reading him so well?)

He used the crowds as walls keeping you from having a quiet moment with him. When he doesn't have them with him, he simply vanishes, out of sight.

Finally, after multiple failed attempts, you catch up to him after classes, and grab hold of his wrist to keep him from leaving.

"Venti, wait!"

"A-ah... W-[Name]...! Hi, haha..."

He called you by your name. Not Windblume.

"Venti... please.... I'm sorry. I didn't mean to yell at you and say such mean things—"

"No, no. I should be the one apologizing. I've been so pushy this entire time, haven't I? Constantly following you around, all the teasing... You don't like the attention and noise but I forced my feelings and reputation onto you. It's my fault, not yours. So I understand. Why you're always so irritated and why you said that. I don't know how else to make it up to you, I'll do whatever you want if you have an idea, but I'll stay away from you from now on—"

"Don't go."

"...What?"

"Don't go. You wanna know how you can make it up to me? Stay here."

"Wait what, I don't get—"

"You shouldn't even have to make it up to me... I'm the one at fault—no, don't you dare refute that. I made you upset enough that you couldn't show up to class for a week. I've been an ass, both for yelling at you and for not being honest."

"I did find you annoying. I hate large crowds and loud noises and you always had those with you. You're loud enough on your own but with everyone else in the mix… it really was annoying. I avoided you because I just couldn't be bothered by the mess and the racket because I had better things to do than to get caught up in he middle of your crowd."

"And it got worse when you started to take interest in me. Your attention constantly on me, every single day. Where you look, the crowd looks too. I couldn’t handle the attention, like you can. I hated it."

He winces.

"But I don't hate you."

Surprised, his eyes meet yours, small glimmers of hope reflected in his gaze.

"Their constant chattering was nothing but noise to me. But when I started listening in, I realized, what they say about you is true. Who wouldn't want to surround themselves with such a wonderful soul? You deserve all the attention and praise you get."

"The more time I spent with you, I saw nothing but sunshine in your smile and laugh. You find me, even in places no one else knows. And I felt at ease when you sit by my side and hum as you strum your guitar. In quiet moments like that, it felt like you knew me better than anyone else ever did."

"Somewhere along the way, I found myself content in your company. Sure, you were still pretty annoying. Their chaos and yours can be irritating, but you were there and I could never find it in me to really push you away."

"And when the one time I finally did... I couldn't take it either. I yelled at you, made you leave for a while and it's like I’ve lost sight of the lighthouse and I'm left, lost at sea."

You take his hand in yours, softly caressing your thumb over his knuckles.

"It really only hit me then how much you meant to me already. I don't know when I started to care so much about you but I do. Neither do I know what I really feel for you… all I know is that I don't want you to leave my side."

"So stay. Please."

He's silent for a moment before he lifts his gaze from your intertwined hands to look back at you.

"To be honest with you Windblume... I never really wanted to leave in the first place."

You snicker, "I know," and he follows, laughter echoing in the empty hallway.

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"Wiiiiiiiindbluuuuuumeeeee!"

A loud voice disturbs the quiet murmurs of the room. It's early next morning, so people taking quick naps on their desks grumbled from the disturbance.

Venti lets out a small apology, setting down his bag in his seat, before taking your hand, dragging you out the door and down the halls.

"Venti! Where are we going?"

He doesn't answer, instead leading you through twists and turns of various paths and halls.

You get out of the building and find yourself led into a quiet area, near one of the school's many gardens.

You find his guitar case leaning by a tree, and a bag of bright red apples next to it.

He stops and turns, giving you a fond look before engulfing you in a big hug and squeezing. Snuggling his face into into the crook of your neck and breathing in your scent, he mumbles.

"Mm, good morning Windblume... I missed you."

You let out a sigh, a small smile on your lips as you wrap your arms around him, gently squeezing back.

"’Morning, Venti. Why are we here so early?"

He breaks away from the hug, taking an apple from the bag and holding one up to you, intertwining his free hand with yours.

"Well... I thought maybe we can have some breakfast and a little relax time before class starts? I could sing you a new song I've been working on!"

You laugh, take the apple from his hands and bite into it.

"Do apples count as breakfast? Doesn't sound like a full meal to me~"

"Well it is to me!!!"

"Honestly I don't know how you get full from just apples for a meal..."

He just giggles as he takes out his guitar from its case.

"Alright! For my first song of the day..."

---

When you come back to your classroom five minutes before class starts, no one makes any teasing comment.

You can feel some looks on you, and some concealed smiles, but no one makes a single remark about you two coming back to the classroom together.

You're confused, and Venti doesn't say anything either, just offering you a smile as he leads you to your seat, and heads to his own.

The morning bell rings.

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Bonus:

#tulip writes #venti x reader #venti imagines #venti x you #genshin imagines #genshin x reader #ngl i struggled a bit trying to write that first part #bc i wrote this in one go in our dms and i started off in my mother tongue #so if its wonky or doesnt flow well sorry lol #hs aus give me much serotonin #just characters being silly kids #also had fun with the chat bonus #only added 5wirl bc honestly dont know who else to put in venti's class #i was just imagining a bunch of faceless npcs #the gc is like. a more casual gc for the class where they can talk abt whatever #only ppl who wanted to be in the gc are there but its still a pretty big gc w half of the class in it #reader is not there #they left bc they often teased in there too and reader is just like. ok not having this shit bye (leaves)#their section is named freedom bc i ran out of gc titles and just #did what my old class gcs used to do in the casual one w/o our adviser #jusr.#[section name][year] (UNOFFICIAL)#KJSHDFJSD #venti talking to everyone in the gc is his way of making it up to u :]#he offered to do what u wanted but u just said stay and hes like....that doesnt feel any different from what i usually did :(#i wanna do smth else too :(

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thecreelhouse · 2 months

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i’ve had this blog since the end of 2019, and just finally reached my first thousand followers 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

thanks y’all for putting up with my shitposting while i’m not posting filth or sappy hurt/comfort lmao. i hope you enjoy whatever i post in the future ☺️

kinda wanna do one of those fun follower celebration things, but i’ve got no clue what i’d do. i’ll think of something. maybe. hopefully.

love y’all 🥹🫶🏻

#sorry to get corny about it i’m just really in awe that many of y’all are here like? hi!???#i know it’s just a silly little website #but when you can’t leave the house as often as you’d like having friends online is really nice. i mean nice regardless lol but y’all get me #ok i’m done rambling xoxoxo bye #house.txt

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saucerfulofsins · 1 year

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lol I remembered that you said the pink floyd album was 4 years too late for the fic (back when Jonny wore his shirt I think) 🌻🌼

THAT IS A HELLA GOOD MEMORY!!! It's also still very true lololololol. I also was gonna add a normal image of him in the Dark Side of the Moon shirt (he also has a shirt w/one of the art nouveau inspired gig posters) but also this is the first one that popped up and I'm lmao

#also i very much have this album on vinyl #and i very much have a shirt from way before i ever transitioned and therefore fits about as well as jons shirt in this image #aka not verywell ITS SO TIGHT JONNY WHY #LOL #also god it's such a good album and knowing (assuming) he enjoys it #turns me on SO much LMAO #ITS ONE OF MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE BANDS OKAY BYE #IM GOING TO THE MUSEUM THIS WEEKEND OT SEE THE DSOTM ART LIVE #LIKE THE REAL ART #IM #YEAH OK IM GONNA LEAVE IT AT THIS LOL #also pink floyd does feature in the fic because they Did Very Much Exist in 1969

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pepprs · 2 years

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ok mutuals. i am waiting for my first layer of paint to dry (it looks like shit rn lol but if this turns out good i might post it) and im still debating whether or not to say anything now that ive written the letter. like to say that this sucks. there’s that post i just rbed that’s like don’t hold back bc you think it’s cringe but then i saw another post tonight abt a Very specific situation that is not fair for me to be thinking abt in this way but the jist of it (removing the context) was that u shouldn’t burden ppl w ur grief when they make necessary decisions that make them happy. so it’s like ok. and again this is me taking that latter post completely and inappropriately out of context but realy shouldnt / doesn’t ir apply to all situations where someone is making a choice for their own happiness that takes their idealized version of you away from them. grief and everything that comes with it is burdensome and makes the other person feel guilty when ultimately it isn’t even about you. and i know bc ive been on the other side of this situation so many times and have been angry and frustrated when (specific) ppl grieve me for not being who they needed me to be. but this is my first time EVER being on the other side actually in a way that is actually real and not just in my head or metaphorical lol. i fear it literally all the time ofc but this is the first time in my life where someone is leaving me (and CHOOSING to) and not when im leaving either by choice or by like… by virtue of having to progress into a new school or mandatory study abroad or whatever. and it fucking sucks so bad.and if it was me doing this i would want her to talk to me abt how hurt / angry / sad she was and *i* would be hurt / angry / sad if she felt like she needed to hold back but… she is wired differently and needs different things and i truly think me telling her that this is dealing me psychological damage i will carry with me for the rest of my life is only going to be unhelpful and make her angry and uncomfortable. lol

#if i had a relationship w her where we talked abt feelings (like everyone else on our staff team but me 😍) then it would be ok. but in order #to tell her this i would have to be making like a huge leap of saying yeah no we haven’t talked like this before and im forcing us to. and I #uhhhh do not think she would react well to that. i would do it if it was anyone but her but i am terrified of burdening her with me. which I #have proof of btw like she just.. idk. i mean it’s not proof. but every time i have talked abt emotional stuff when she’s been present she h #has like… idk. checked out. visibly and tangibly. i can’t go into a lot of detail abt it LOLLLL but this is a pattern. and then i hear abt h #how she ***** ** *** ***** and like…. i sound kinda jealous talking abt it BECAUSE I AM! i do not see that version of her at all. and that #is literally all i want if i talk to her abt it. to just say like.. hi. we have not talked like this before but you are about to leave and #it has destroyed everything including me. this is hurting me for particular reasons some of which may shock you. i need you to know that. an #and i want us to start telling us things and being close even though you’re literally leaving and won’t be an everyday figure in my life #anymore like you have been for the last 4.5 years lol bye 😍😍😍😍😍😍 like that’s all i want. is just to establish the closeness and make plans t #to maintain it. idk. it’s like cringe and creepy. and i KNOW also that if we talk and i try to tell her how i feel i will do that thing wher #where i cry so hard i can’t even speak through it which im almost certain i will do in front of her tomorrowanyway LOLLLL so. but yeah i #don’t think she is gonna be very comfortable with that and i can’t make her u comfortable or burden her bc she needs to do this for her and #i want her to be happy even if it’s not here. but it hurts soo fucking bad like do you realize how important you are to me and how i was #looking forward to this so much and you fucking pulled out the rug from under us and i don’t know how to be without you. lollllll. CRINGE #purrs #delete later #ok my paint is almost dry lol! win #but also there’s like. ok i will shut upi promise. bit there’s also like… am i thinking this thru clearly / rationally or am i projecting #and assuming things and like… fumbling my way thru this situation for the first time bc ive never been in it before and don’t know what to #do or what’s helpful and what’s not. i know i am depriving myself of love and comfort and things that would make this easier to cope with b #but is that the right thing to do or is it stupid and foolish. i don’t think there’s a right / good / painless way thru this. lol #<- freak <- irredeemable <- embarrassingly immature and naïve given requirements of current job let alone life experiences to this point

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marsixm · 8 months

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finally discovered something worse than a manager who thinks theyre hot shit but is very unhelpful 90% of the time. a manager who thinks theyre hot shit but is very unhelpful 90% of the time who is gunning way too hard to be everybodys bestie way too fast and also wont stop distracting you by standing around chit chatting while you have a giant mountain of stuff to finish doing and your mind is already fried and you have adhd and you just want to get it done so you can go home

#cannot wait for bossman to return so my actual bestie manager can stop having to open every day #i miss him lmfao hes always crabby by the time i get there #(because he also wants to get his shit done so he can go home)#hes the opposite of this. he thinks hes the worst and if you talk to him too long he gets anxious and says we need to get back to work lol #it was actually so funny me him and the other manager i actually like #were talking and then he goes. 'well anyway BYE :D' bc he realized it was time to go home #and he was leaving me and this new guy who sucks to deal w a mess he made lmfaoooooo #bestie? hes like ok we're done? PEACE. this guy? i have to wait so long for him to leave so i can put my damn airpods in and get to cleanin #it sucks so bad

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sitzfleischh · 9 months

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I literally have a deadline tomorrow for the newest draft of my play and it's a genuinely exciting big deal thing that I'm getting this huge development opportunity for my work and yet instead of being productive my brain is on 24-hour Good Omens Lockdown I am DYING HERE.

#im so close to finishing this draft 😭#anyway i need to get off tumblr #im gonna block the app and disappear til im actually done - probs later tonight #i have a queue going so if u see posts thats why lol but hhhhhhhhhh #ok im leaving for real bye see u in like 4-5 hours tumblr

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