#off to do more homework

[june-again]

im having trouble celebrating my acceptance because my friend who had a 52 average also was accepted

#june shines #i'm happy for her #but like #Why #why did i work so hard to get grades only in the 90s for This #sigh #off to do more homework

[brown-little-robin]

what is UP everyone I just finished my very first one-shot fic EVER!!

#is my homework done NO #did I go to the studio today NO #but yesterday I got to bed 45 minutes earlier than I have been (oh glorious Sleep highly recommend) and today I was POSSESSED #with the spirit of Shigeo Kageyama's mother #I kid you not: I came up with this fanfic idea at 12:15 last night right as I drifted off to sleep #and I got up ate breakfast and banged this whole fanfic out in 4 hours. what HAPPENED to me man #me???? FINISHING a fic??? in ONE GO???? #MORE LIKELY THAN YOU THINK (APPARENTLY) #my homework will be fine btw #I am using the remaining time in my day (since I'm not going to the studio... sigh... I do feel bad about that actually) #to Clean My Room and get up to speed on my russian fairy tales class #nothing is due tonight anyway and having a clean room will put me in a better headspace to do more schoolwork next week! #MP100 happened to me...... Category 7 MP100 Moment

[spiderwarden]

The fact that Minthara hates air jail is why more people should put her in it.

#[ 🕷️ ] —— musings #[ karl.ach always hoists her up when she is being unfairly murderous ] #[ one time she even put her on top of the fridge ] #[ and i see so many artists also utilizing it ] #[ it's fun to see her get so miffed about it ] #[ which is why more people should do it ] #[ SO WITH THAT SAID! im signing off i tried to do memes and drafts but its late ] #[ spent my energy doing my first weeks homework ] #[ smash or pass things will resume tomorrow ]

[donna-medusa-gorgon]

I still haven’t watched Hazbin yet but everything online made me want to draw Rosie and Donna SO BAD

So here’s them based off that wlw art challenge! It’s based on the cover of Jessie Dumont “I Prefer Girls”

#hazbin hotel #hazbin oc #hazbin hotel oc #donna gorgon #donna medusa gorgon #hazbin rosie #hazbin hotel rosie #will I ever draw Rosie in her actual outfit instead loosely basing her clothes off of whatever Edwardian Fashion I can find? #who knows #while you are here I would like to brag about HOW RIGHT I WAS FOR LOVING ROSIE ALL THOSE YEARS AGO #16 year old me is absolutely thrilled based off of what I have seen from her #I do want to watch the show solely for her now #she’s an absolute delight I’m so happy #I’m absolutely drawing so much more of her and Donna NO ONE CAN STOP ME #I already have a few plans lol #ngl I’m not too happy with this art #but it’s whatever I got homework to focus on so I’ll just crank this out for now and see if I can do more later

[mooseonabreak]

It’s hard being a sleepy boy in this Be Productive 24/7 Or Eat Shit And Die world

#vent in the tags #I wish I had the energy to stay awake as long as everybody else #I wish I didn’t have to take naps either #I wish I could sleep 8 hours straight and not fucked up choppy 3-4 hour intervals #I wish I wasn’t so tired all the damn time #*someone interrupts my nap just as I’m finally falling asleep* ‘whatever you have all night to sleep’ #no the fuck I don’t 😭 #I do my homework well into the night and then it takes forever to fall asleep and then I wake up a couple hours later anyway #and wait until I’m sleepy again and pray I can get some more sleep before my alarm goes off #I got like 3 hours total the other night and was a zombie throughout the day #I’m not lazy I’m perpetually exhausted jfc no wonder I’m so moody all the damn time

[mieczyhale]

i didn't think i could get any more useless and my ocd really said "bet"

#i can't just do things #it took me over an hour to get from the bathroom to our bedroom and its less than 10 steps away for a normal person #less than 8 #it is right fucking there #my feet went numb #today was the worst day yet since things started going south and that's impressive in the worst way #everything is a ritual or has a ritual and i havent even attempted my homework for exposure therapy #i had lots of rituals and rules and shit before 2023 - it was constant - but in a way where my brain was nonstop but i at least had some #kind of... idk.. not control but it had periods of time where it was more tolerable?? calmer?? #i have not known peace in months #mentally but also physically #i feel like screaming and crying and ripping my hair out and clawing my skin off and- #i had more i was gonna say but i literally cant #maison speaks

[arthur-r]

as usual i am up late into the night planning my future when i should be: getting a good nights sleep so that i even have a future!!

#i have work in seven and a half hours. so i should really be getting to bed #BUT i officially made my final definitive degree plan!!!! i mean not the actual classes but all the requirements i have to meet and how!! #(in order to earn: history and information science double major. with certificates in material culture and classics) #and i’m genuinely excited for every single class i have to take except for human-computer interaction #just cause i know it’s gonna get overly technical in ways that won’t quite apply to my future #anyway every single other thing i’m gonna do is very cool and exciting. so everything is good really #but i should be sleeping. and i’m not. as usual 🤧 #idk wish me luck!!!! i’m so hyped about my degree plan though #i’ll go into more detail another time. i’m very excited #ANYWAY goodnight!!!! can’t be so busy planning my future in library science that i DONT GO TO MY SHELVING JOB #kind of important to actually go to work for the library that employs me…. #and then i might go see a first-printing roget’s thesaurus!!!! or i’ll sleep. we’ll see #followed by lunch with GUY WHO IS THE WORST KILL HIM WITH HAMMERS #(there is nothing really wrong with me he just keeps kind of being mean to me and also expecting me to fall in love with him. but like #extremely passively and not manipulatively it’s just like. hey buddy you’re doing this friendship wrong….) #anyway then i have a class and after that i have an hour to rest. and then a phone call and then a lot of homework #(ten page paper draft due in a week and a half!! so it’s time to start writing the actual body of it) #and then i sleep for a LONG time and then work again on saturday. and then sleepover with somebody i have a crush on?? #and then be normal all day on sunday and do a little more paper writing. and programming homework. and whatever else #and then keep up with the slog for three weeks!!!! and all of a sudden it’s summer!!!! #projects left this year: material culture paper (entirely unstarted. but may research the thesaurus and just win!!!!) #history project (draft due the monday after next and real paper due a week after classes end) #one more programming assignment where i adapt my recipe doubler project (probably. it’s getting stupid at this point but it’s what i got!!) #and a programming test in two weeks and then the final a week after that. then no more programming #and then i just have my weekly latin tests and a latin final on may 5th. and then EVERYTHING IS DONE #ok i got this. sorry for walking through my schedule in the tags it’s how i remember what’s real #can’t believe my fucking partner just kind of walked out on me there hello???? like. we should be powering through finals together #but i’m genuinely better off without him so i guess it’s just whatever. trash took itself out or something?? #anyway. i’m so regular. and i have work in the morning. and i’m going to sleep #thank you world. goodnight

[spirirsstuff]

gonna attempt to be productive today

#technically a day off but ive got things to do #ive got an assignment due tomorrow bc it was homework and i have to do a bunch of research n shit #but then also i wanna make more overbrook fanart because it’s so <3333333333333 #everyone go fucking listen to overbrook it’s so good and also wynn dies like every episode #randomrambles

[rotisseries]

yk that military kid camp i went to? gone for like a week? there were so many homeschooled kids it was crazy. and people that skipped grades. like a 14 yr old is a junior and this 15 yr old is starting freshman in college. made me feel 1) dumb 2) better because i feel like i am inherently less awkward and less socially inept than the average homeschooled kid. i do feel bad a little bit. not a lot.

you are less socially inept than the average homeschool kid I promise. this includes me unfortunately. also don't worry about whether or not they're smarter than you I promise something is still wrong with them

#15 yr old freshman in college is probably just doing dual enrollment which I was SUPPOSED TO DO #but I was lazy and kept putting off taking the practice tests so now I'm a senior. and still haven't started dual enrollment #probably not going to #but yeah a lot of homeschoolers do dual enrollment bc supposedly? the first 2 years of college aren't really major specific #they're like. general classes everyone is required to take. so homeschoolers with flexible schedules have the time and ability #to take those during highschool. they also might just not be taking the highschool versions of those classes at all #like if you can do. entry level college biology or highschool biology well the college one is the same stuff but more in depth #so you don't need to take the highschool class #and then as for the 14 yr old junior well one homeschoolers tend to have less work #I don't really get homework because it's just schoolwork #like I just have to complete things on khan academy #and a lot of in school classroom time is just the teacher trying to manage 20 kids. which isn't a problem here #so I have like. 3-4 hours of schoolwork total in a day probably? you could totally backload more of it #to be finished quicker #anyway they're not any smarter than you they just do school differently in a way that sounds more impressive #but isn't gonna have that big of an effect later #finishing college 2 years early doesn't actually get you anything but your degree 2 years early #ask #ghoultaffy #hi jayme!

[curiouselleth]

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#second half of the semester just started and I'm immediately falling behind and the play is starting to really kick off and theres so much #theres just so much it's starting to feel like I'm drowning in it a little all its too much #I have so much “free time” but I either am forgetting things I need to do or hyperfixating on something just a little too much to pull away #my campus is changing whether I like it or not #my 3D design prof's policies are starting to get to me #(required attendance or you loose points I got a point off my perfect attendance for being 5 minutes late for bad roads #and policies for late work and shitty feedback so I dont know how to get my grade up more) #all of my grades are good for now but #things are piling up #I should be able to do all this no problem #but I'm falling behind on classwork and homework #I'm doing chores so late and days after I shouldve if at all #I don't know why but everything is just starting to go off track all at once #it's not bad right now #but #I'm about to loose my weekends for the next month to the show #everything going on is things I'm enjoying #my classes the show streams and D&D #so it should be okay #but it's not and I'm starting to struggle and i don't know why #I'm getting overwhelmed and I'm more tired and I'm zoning out too much #I just... I don't know #maybe I'm just tired... #vent post #personal vent #vent #to delete #will probably delete this later... #personal post #I need more floortime

[ftmbruce]

dick grayson categorically does NOT have "eldest daughter syndrome." sorry if that hurts your feelings or whatever but i understand him on a more personal level and i would not describe him with that whatsoever.

#as the oldest of 10 the phrase has always irked me and i can't exactly articulate why other than being transmasc #that might be the whole reason who knows #but even taking the phrase at face value i think it is intrinsically about mothering tasks that oldest daughters are expected to do #like genuine caretaking #yes he was damians guardian for a while but thats. simply not the same thing #if u wanna call him that fine whatever i guess its not hurting anyone but i just think it's doing a disservice to the actaul complexities #of his relationships with his brothers #and honestly all the reasons people say he has it is just. like normal eldest sibling pressures and expectations #yes bruce isn't necessarily a normal parent but still. #i think things ive done like caring for infants doing kids homework making dinner doing laundry paying for groceries and field trips #thankless unpaid babysitting no personal space no privacy #is more relevant to the phrase then the things people say about dick #whatever tbis is just off the cuff dont come at me with a genuine argument because i dont have one #or do ill listen to your case i just dont have the energy to make mine #dick grayson

[moinsbienquekaworu]

The absolute indignity of begging uni administration for extensions and redos. The needle to thread between "I am doing so poorly please just give me this I'm at the fucking end of my rope" and "promise it's just right now though I'm going to get soo much better and be so normal for next time it's just this once". The way I'm sent into horrendous spirals about my self-worth and future every time I have a deadline.

#genuinely getting an epidermic reaction to assignments #i hate hate hate begging them to be nice to me #like guys. i know 'it's the bare minimum though'. #i'm in a foreign country living on my own for the first time #i've been struggling with undiagnosed/untreated adhd for like four years now at least #i've been crying over homework and assignments for fours years at least!! #this isn't even the end of my rope #the rope has been over for a while now #it's not the the last dregs of my motivation. i've been trying to make more motivation from those dregs for years #i'm so far past the end it's not funny #and masters applications.... #i want to live so so bad but every time i start thinking. what if i wasn't alive to be living through this though #like if say. i wasn't conscious for a few months. it'd all be over by then #fucking hell #and then if they don't grant me the redos i'm going to fail my year :) #and have to redo it next year at home #argh #the more i think about it the more i get less. viscerally disgusted by the concept #it's just... man i don't want my luck to be coming to an end #i guess in some ways it's admirable i've been pushing my limits this far and i'm doing so well outside of schoolwork #but nobody else except me my family and my friends see it like that #anyway. off to submit special cons again for another assignment. i hate this #wow i have a ramble tag now

[crownshattered]

Open starter for Faenethra~

The drow shot upright on her bedroll with a start, thankfully not yelling as she woke like she was sometimes known to do during her travels with her sister. Damn it, if she had actually tranced instead of accidentally falling asleep, she wouldn't have had such a nightmare. Her heart pounded in her chest, her breaths coming in short gasps as she scurried out of her bedroll. She couldn't get the feeling of crawling on her skin out of her mind...but she could now look down at herself and see that nothing was there. Just a nightmare.

Faenethra squeezed her eyes shut and forced a slow, steady breath. The last thing she wanted to do was wake any of the others here at camp... She looked around, lavender hues cutting through the darkness with ease as she tried to tell if anyone was already awake.

#(sets this down and scurries off to do a bit more homework~) #(next will be k.arlach!!) #◢||⋇ open ⋇||◣ #◹||⋇ |baldur’s gate III| ⋇||◸ #⪡||⋇ [faenethra ic] ⋇||⪢

[ezraphobicsoup]

the car seat is headresting that’s for certain

#watching bake off and in my head it’s just vague twin fantasy #‘woah that’s a nice cake’ ‘cute thing don’t be a rude thing!!!!!!!!’ rauasasaaaaaaa #man i still have so much work to do but this is more fun #i want to like. gain the power of flight i think #i want to detach all my limbs and move them about and put them back together #and i don’t mean that in an unhappy way i should clarify im doing alright this evening #but like. i want to dance as if i did not have a human body and just explode everywhere and and and #hjhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #i don’t think this is only csh i think it’s also cause concerts are slightly different to what i thought they were #turns out it’s actually more convenient but it’s different so it’s the end of the world etc #man i remember one time i was at choir and someone jokingly called me a tory for not liking change :( #i do like change in some respects!!!! but the plans are not the original plans what am i meant to do now #uh i’m just saying words here now huh #i dunno there’s a lot of thoughts in my head i can’t make sense of it all #i need to do my duolingo and homework and homework and homework #they’re stressed on bake off which isn’t helping i don’t think but still quite enjoyable #i need to find music teachers as soon as possible to ask questions i must not forget to do that !!! that is very important #(need to see if i can keep the baritone in school thursday -> friday next week i really hope i can #hm hm ok that’s enough of a tumblr post i need to have a shower and i’ll try and get to bed like what before one?? #no ok. half 12 half 12 that’s reasonable ok i’ll call it that #ezra’s real life rambles #ezra likes music #<- got a bit off topic but that’s the original post

[starwritesficsandstuff]

Is it okay If I ask if you're still writing the adventure time Tiffany fanfiction

(chapters I mean)

It's always okay to ask for updates on a fic's status, and yes! I am still working on it. I slowed down quite a bit because of a number of factors (mostly work and school), but I'm still chipping away at it. The rough draft is four chapters away from being finished, and soon I will be proofing the next chapter (so hopefully there won't be any spelling/grammar issues this time lol) and doing last minute edits and then it will be posted.

I really like the Tiffany fic and my ideas for it. It will be finished sometime this year.

#Originally there was actually going to be a sequel of sorts but idk if I still want to because it was very. Idk. Speculative headcanonish? #Kind of exploring the reincarnation cycle from the perspective of someone in the afterlife who misses a friend #they will never see again as they once were because they reincarnated and now they'll be someone else forever #It was going to be based off of First (also by Cold War Kids) and the title was most likely going to be 'How Am I The Lucky One?' #We'll see if it ever comes to fruition. If anything the sequel would have been shorter. #Also Shermy and Beth would have been major characters and it would have explored Tiff and Jermaine's bond as brothers in the future #Alright no more rambling tags lol I have homework to do #starry talks about writing #ask answered #Fic: It's Dangerous Not To Feel Loved

[kindaeccentric]

' Are you wearing the...?' 'The anti-rock star eccentricity ensemble? Yes, I am.'

in other words: when a Kerrang journalist doesn't do their homework

#someone at Kerrang didn't do their homework but bitch I'm here to educate : ) #i don't say it's all if them FAR FROM IT #it's just examples i could think off without doing any research those I just knew about already #but I bet there's tons more in all the different decades #excuse the devil wears prada meme text #Gerard Way #my chemical romance