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jongbross · 6 months

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Hi💜

Can i request one with Sehun where he and the reader (also a famous singer )were a “almost” but nothing happened at the end, then she went on hiatus, and after years she makes her comeback and they start talking via ig and went on a date xd

pairing: oh sehun x idol!reader word count: 1253 genre: fluffyyy warnings: sehun is a goner, i just know he is a/n: i miss my maknae - he ain't gone, i just miss him

[oohsehun]: we should go out this week.

you didn't believe what you were reading in your notification bar. your heart raced, hands starting to shake.

it was kind of ridiculous the way oh sehun still had you wrapped around his finger.

you and sehun went way back. having debuted at the same time, but under different companies, you had met the exo members hundred of times at backstages and stuff.

sehun was your age, so of course you two got along pretty well - kai too, but their hyungs used to tease him, telling him he was third wheeling. you see, everyone knew you and sehun had some type of tension going on.

you liked him, of course. you had the biggest crush on him, from his cute big nose to his weird laugh - and you couldn't help but to think that maybe, and just maybe, sehun liked you back.

the way baekhyun and junmyeon always looked at him when you were around could only make you feel a tiny bit hopeful about everything.

but, you know, life happens sometimes. exo got really big really fast, and seeing sehun became kinda complicated, both on and off stage. of course you had your own career to take care of, so it's not like it was only sehun's fault.

and also, after some time, your hectic schedules got the best of you. suddenly, you saw yourself trapped in an infinity of things to do, showcases to attend, sessions of recording, rehearsals, and everything started to become kinda blurry. a hiatus became inevitable, and even though the headlines called you a hundred different names, you knew all of your fans and team felt every single tear you dropped before falling asleep every single night, for a whole year, as you prayed you got the strength to get back to what you truly loved to do.

in the end, the tears paid off - you got healthy again, took the much needed space from everything and everyone, including sehun. when you announced your comeback, you weren't surprised to receive messages from all of the exo members, including him, to wish you good luck. chanyeol said it was good to have you back, and even offered himself to pay you a meal the next time you two met. kyungsoo said he missed listening to new songs of yours, and that he was happy to see you back on your feet.

sehun only said "fighting!", followed by a string of coloured hearts, just like he used to send you when you two were rookies.

so of course you couldn't believe that he was now saying you two should hang out.

[yourusename]: um... may i ask why?

it was also ridiculous how fast he read your text and started to type back.

[oohsehun]: i mean, if you're not busy of course.

[oohsehun]: there must be a lot of things for you to do, right?

[yourusername]: ...that didn't answer my question??

your hair stylist hummed a song as she fixed your hair. you knew it was almost time to get up on stage for the first time in a year and a half, but screw that - your stomach was now flipping in anticipation because of oh sehun, not because of your comeback.

and god, it took him time to reply you - actually it took only seven minutes -, and the more the "typing..." indicator showed on your screen, the more you felt like throwing up and ruining your perfect makeup.

[oohsehun]: yeah, you see... it's been a while since the last time we got to talk and be out together.

[oohsehun]: it was kinda simple back then, right? we didn't need to worry about anything. but then i got super busy, and you got super busy, and i'm so glad we both made it.

[oohsehun]: but i also regret not celebrating with you, all of the things we conquered. so i guess i wanna do that now. i should be there for you, we were best friends before and i'm sorry i didn't support you properly, especially on your hiatus.

that wasn't true though. your manager told you about all the times she met sehun throughout the year, and how he always asked about you every single time; asked if you were okay, if you needed anything, when were you gonna come back. it was his way of taking care of you from afar, you knew it.

still... the way he mentioned you two being best friends made your heart sink. sehun was your best friend, but you wished for him to be so much more than that to you.

[yourusername]: so you only wanna see me because you miss being friends?

you typed and sent the message way faster than your brain could function, heart taking control of your actions. by the time you realized, he was replying.

[oohsehun]: did we ever stop being friends? 🥺

at that, you chuckled. you could imagine him facing his phone with that exact face.

[yourusername]: no, we didn't. you'll always have a special place in my heart, you know that.

[oohsehun]: that's cheesy af.

[oohsehun]: but i'll take it, because maybe i missed you...

[oohsehun]: and as we're friends, can you please help me with something?

[yourusername]: what?

you heard a tiny 'done' and, as you looked up, you saw your hairstylist smile at you. the last thing you needed to finally come back was now finished, and you were probably minutes away from entering the stage.

still, you held your phone in both hands as your life depended on it - and maybe it did.

[oohsehun]: baekhyun hyung and someone else made a bet with our manager. they said i wouldn't have the balls to ask you out on a date after so long 🙄

[oohsehun]: can you please say yes to my invitation so he can lose the bet?

[yourusername]: ...date?

"is y/n ready?", you heard your manager asking as she walked into the room. your hairstylist answered, but you couldn't quite follow the entire conversation.

[oohsehun]: oh yeah, my bad. we're gonna go out on a date this weekend 👍

[oohsehun]: please dress comfortably and be ready to eat and laugh a lot.

[oohsehun]: and to catch up... i have some gossip to tell you 👀

[yourusername]: sehun, that sounds exactly like what we used to do back in the day...

[oohsehun]: and it is. but, as a date, i get a free pass to hold your hand and maybe show my other side to you, don't i?

[yourusername]: ???

[yourusername]: what other side?

"y/n, we gotta go", your manager gently grabbed your arm, making you look at her. "we have 10 minutes."

you nodded, even though your heart was racing and your throat was dry.

"i... i-i just gotta finish this", you said, lifting your phone.

"what happened?", she asked, clearly worried.

you chuckled. "oh sehun happened."

your phone buzzed with a new notification.

[oohsehun]: my romantic side, of course. i got one, you know? 🤭

"sehun-ah? why?"

"i think... i-i think he just asked me out."

[oohsehun]: i just saw you're next at music bank. i'm watching it live!! please be careful on stage and have fun. you'll do great, fighting! 🧡🧡🧡

[oohsehun]: i'll call you later to talk about our date 😌

"shit...", your manager mumbled, reading the messages beside you and hearing you squeal. "i owe his manager some money.

"you what?!", you looked at her.

and at that, a staff came in to take you to the stage.

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an-honest-puck · 1 year

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a collection of highlights and viewing notes from 'Ipswitch It Up' because I don't have the time to liveblog while watching but I do have thoughts

not Nancy Emmy gleefully declaring that Ipswitch It Up would be a musical and knowing full well that the cast were not musical-officianados

the biggest hightlight was watching Shields go down in flames LMAO

jokes, the real highlight was 'Physically' and Sue Harrison's sweet rap skills!!!!!

I mean, those run-on rhymes?? we love to see it!!!!!!!

also, Sue just straight up naming all the lads as women was such a power move lol

(yo listen Sue carried Ipswitch It Up and that's the hill I'll die on lmao)

oh and Niall having the funniest rhyming night lolol

the iconic: "the time is now, you're here by a bridge / here in the town of Ip-puh-suh-witch" - Niall

plus: "look at each other, feel the feels / here we are just two young pe(o)-peels" - Niall

probs why Dave decided he'd roast the hell out of Niall in this one LOL (it's ok tho because Dave's other character becomes the sidekick of Niall's character Simon so he's not lonely!!! :') lowkey v wholesome tbh lol)

"I'm sorry Simon, it's not a banger, it's just another clanger- you've really dropped the ball" - Dave, while giggling

with all due respect Josh Elliot wtf is your voice because it is so fckn good?!

the man knows how to create a damn good overlapping melody!!!!!! wtf!!!!!! I was so impressed!!!!!!!

Dave absolutely leading the charge as the Dance Captain of Mischief lolol

Mike and Harry just trying their best to stay out of it LMAO

except for the one song Harry features in, where he just tells another character to shut up XD

oh and that brief dance break that Harry started in 'Physically' which ended up being a showcase for Shields' random party trick of being able to do the worm?????? who even is this willowy man????????

speaking of Shields, we do have to acknowledge the absolute clanger of a night that man had PFFF LOL

so much regret visible on his face lmaooooo (thank you and mad props to the camera team for showing it XD)

I mean, there isn't much more to say except reference the 'smoke a pipe' rhyme - if you know you know (and you probably know XD)

and of course: "Are they upset? Are they upset?! You know what I'm upset about?!? I'VE RUN OUT OF COCAINE!!!!" - Shields

but fr, despite the chaos of this one, it actually has one of the sadder endings of a Mischief Movie Night In, so we absolutely gotta applaud Sue and Josh for carrying the emotion in this one

(and also again, just give mad props to Sue for riding the wave of chaos that comes with trying to wrangle all those lads LOL /affectionate)

#ipswitch it up #ipswich it up #mischief movie night in #mischief theatre #nancy zamit #henry shields #susan harrison #niall ransome #josh elliott #dave hearn #mike bodie #harry kershaw #jonathan sayer #day says hey #mischief with day

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ambalambs · 2 months

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Back with another Miko question! I know Miko is a bard but does he like to play for others or does he play mostly for himself? What's his favorite instrument to play, can he play more than one? Do you have a playlist or any certain songs that you could see him playing (or playing a FFXIV version of, e.g. replacing names of places or gods with ones from XIV?)

Okay so this one is a bit complicated for me to answer I think cuz this is kinda a topic about Miko I get a little nervous about lol music is a huge part of his character and I always get a little worried I make this part of him a little dumb. But alas I'm just gonna, as they say, yolo this so enjoy lol

But yes yes yes! Miko loves playing for people! He will play for the sheer entertainment to get people into the music and dance or he'll just play to keep someone company. He doesnt mind and he's usually pretty good on judging the situation and what is appropriate. but he does also play for himself, yes. especially if he is a bit down, but he'll mostly just play cuz he can and its something to do and he likes it. he also hums a lot which might drive some people nuts but at least its pretty lol

His best instrument is his voice, of course xD but no really his favorite is the violin! I see miko being strangely skilled at picking up just about any instrument tbh. all he needs to do is listen and watch someone play it for a moment and he can easily just fall right in and follow along. like the morin khuur from the steppe i just see him having gone big eye zoomies on the people playing those at the time cuz he'd never seen them before and was itching to give them a try lol (tbh im kinda thinking his music skill is probably something he inherited from his azem. that guy was probably coming up with insane songbird concepts and shoving them at hythlodaeus and the poor guy would have to tell him to chill out lol) but miko leans more towards string instruments like the violin, harp, guitar. something about the quickness of the fingers and the violin having a bow tickles him cuz he also wields a bow in battle lol but he's always down to playing anything given the opportunity. but yeah okay this is long winded but if miko has to pick one instrument as his go to its a violin and his voice.

which okay now as for songs im gonna drop some links here and pray they dont break. i do have a playlist for him but its a mess of inspirations and random songs that just make me think of him and i feel kinda weird linking it so im just gonna pick out a few that are big inspirations for him. which first off miko has huge celtic violin/fiddle vibes so if youre ever curious what miko would just play offhand just look up any of that xD

a song that ive always felt is very HIM since the very beginning has been Andrew's Song by End of Silence. i can just always picture him singing something like this for some reason about his journey. it also kinda sounds like a younger miko, perhaps arr time when he's just starting off, which i like lol

next i kinda find lindsey stirling's violin style to be a big inspiration for him especially Between Twilight. this one is especially something he'd play on the violin just to play. not to perform or anything but just the natural miko music, if that makes sense lol

as for when playing other instruments i basically see him being like this and this where he can just basically use the whole instrument to make any kind of song or just play anything with ease. also really love the idea of him being so quick with a lot of them like that xD

now this is where i get a little embarrassed cuz i do actually have a singing voice claim for miko and its that peter hollens guy on youtube. which has the range and very disney prince-esque sound to it. i'll link his version of Sleepsong here for quick reference cuz i do really like that song as like an example of a lullaby his real mom wouldve sang to him when he was little. also speaking of lullabies with mom i like imagining The Song from Song of the Sea as basically what baby miko singing with his mom would be like lol

now as for some songs that i just especially associate with him as a little bonus here i think this version of Into the Unknown would basically be miko's pre-shadowbringers song he'd sing at the exarch if ffxiv was a musical LOL and then for rage miko (because he does have a deep anger in him i mean what wol doesnt? lol) definitely Burn by 2WEI. and lastly, just gonna toss this one out there too, but i really like this version of The Musician as like basically something maybe his Azem and Hydaelyn would sing to him as a prayer i dunno lol

but okay *wheezes* i hope that covers enough lol now im gonna hide in the shadows again >_>;

#omg pls you dont have to listen to all those links i got kinda carried away lol #but ive thought a lot about miko and his music #and just how much its ingrained in his very being #i really hope all those links work tho and the readmore works prays!!#anyway ty again for asking ;3;#miko jinjahl

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f-ngrl · 11 months

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kid milli x yanghongwon x jjangyou x dnopf x ???

ok lets go. first about my day, if you don't wanna know you can scroll down :D

so i had to book my train ticket for a train at 6:30 am bc they announced the concert super late and everything was expensive already. i cried abt it to friends for days bc i never leave the house this early, but then as i started to travel there were commuters everywhere just doing their regular thing. and like it's not that big of a deal xD

i arrived in paris at 10 am, successfully queued in the right queue to obtain my metro tickets, did so and successfully took the metro to the neighborhood of the concert (last time i took the metro alone i couldn't find the way out and when i finally got out i had to walk super far anyway and the ride wasn't worth it :D).

i dropped my bag and thought i could have breakfast somewhere but nothing seemed inviting and i had eaten some breadbuns on the train and wasn't hungry so whatevs. went to a park and walked around, it was nice. so many ppl working out here! decided i should eat sth for lunch but was overwhelmed with finding a restaurant that offered veggie food with good ratings and close by and is open and is affordable. also i learned i'm really not confident to go to restaurants or even cafés alone. so i got some prepackaged food at a supermarket but it was meh :D walked past the venue and there were a few people waiting at 2 pm. got bubble tea i love that stuff. then there was nothing more to do and i didn't wanna use up my energy so i went to the place where i'm staying and read a book. ate the rest of the lunch.

went to the venue! i thought, but it turned out i walked into the wrong entrance into the wrong event. i was already confused about the other people xD

then i found the right entrance and was confused again bc there was no queue at all. general admission was at 7:30 and it was like 7:32. there were 2 guys entering at the same time as me and one said to the other (in english) "yeah i played here 4 years ago" and i didn't think anything about it.

i got in and the club was SO SMALL!! even though i hadn't queued i got a good spot to see. after a short time, the dj, dnopf, started. and it turned out he was the guy from the entrance!! i felt sry for not recognizing him. he played only khh and krnb and i cannot explain how much i loved that. that's my dream like. having someone who knows khh really well rec khh to me? there were songs i didn't know but sounded good. a lot of jay park and coogie. a lot of aomg/h1ghr but no ambition or daytona at all. dnopf's tshirt said

I ❤️ PARIS

hilton

i thought that was funny.

then jjangyou started right away (no waiting times, it was awesome). i'm not really into his music but wow he can make the party go crazy like himself. he even walked around in the crowd and was really close to where i was! he said he was sick and had a cold so we should cheer more to give him energy. poor guy, i felt bad ':D but this was a great performance, he was the most energetic artist by far.

then hongwon came on aaaah! he played 2 old songs and then only unreleased songs, 1 or so of which i didn't know. he introduced himself as "young b yanghongwon" and said when he returns to korea he will release an ep. (it has to he noted he's promised albums often so it's not really reliable but i'll still be hoping every time :D). slowmo is the album's name. his performance was wonderful ofc, he did all the raps properly as we know of him <3 idk what to say u know he's my fav artist rn it's just yeah.

and then kid milli. his show was also great of course! he's very professional, with carefully chosen song order etc so you know it will definitely be good. he showered the crowd in compliments (a bit cheesy for me but whatever :D). i felt bad abt knowing so few of his songs. he wore a hat (beanie style) and hoodie for the whole show idk how he didn't melt but he stayed strong :D

during kid milli's performance, suddenly hwimin jumped on stage for 1 second, yes you read right and i didn't see wrong bc kid milli confirmed it :D he said "do you like hwimin? we brought a representative for area, it's gemini!" so gemini came out and performed 3 songs and the crowd went crazy for him. i don't like him thaat much so i was a bit ?? but i guess it was the surprise effect, he said he'll be back next time with his own tour. parisians are lucky that so many khh ppl (esp former fa members and area members) seem to love paris so much, i don't see this for any other place except maybe japan.

after that, kid milli performed some songs with less action and then at the end as an encore some songs with jjangyou and hongwon together. they performed indigo last, with good guy kid milli rapping all of justhis' part <3

the show ended around 10:15? maybe. kid milli left the stage early but jjangyou and hongwon stayed around for a long time, gave signatures and talked to fans from the stage. that was so nice!

when i got out, it was still a little bright outside. not where i live! this was surprising but it's almost the longest day of the year after all. the neighborhood was still full of people enjoying the evening and sunset, good mood.

i was gonna post photos but will do that separately. tumblr app is broken and uploads different photos or replaces my uploads with different photos from my phone no thx

good night!! 💕💖💕

#khh #khiphop #kid milli #jjangyou #yanghongwon #dnopf #hwimin #lil moshpit #gemini #concert

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lovely-menza · 1 year

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It's me (again) tag!

Tagged by @blackccelebration to do this thingy, thank you so much!! I sort of remember of doing a tag like this long ago but now we can update it yay!1!!!! 💜💜

1 - Are you named after anyone?

Not really, after a song yes, the other one is just because mum liked the name and I like to think it's because a medieval weapon but that's just me ksjdksjs

2 - When was the last time you cried?

Uhm I cry all the time, but last time it was last tuesday at the bus stop 💀💀💀

3 - Do you have kids?

Nope fortunately, but I do have a dog who is just like a kid! (just turned 1 this month) and the other one is just like an old man (turned 15 this month) but I love them

4 - Do you use sarcasm a lot?

Not all the time, I come as pretty sincere even when it's the perfect moment to let out my wittiness, but that's when I pay a lot of attention, I suck at being witty sometimes :')

5 - What's the first thing you notice about people?

I remember writing something like 'their face expression when I'm talking to them' which still stands today xD no but seriously, I'm still insecure and sometimes worry about how do people perceive me, but I think it also has to do to the fact that I like face expressions and structures a lot lol

6 - What's your eye colour?

Brown, even if the sunlight flashes in it goes from dark brown to light brown and no other variation, some of us are boring asf okay?

7 - Scary movies or happy endings?

Idk what is this supposed to mean but I like scary movies with any endings!!!

8 - Any special talents?

Obsessing over dead pe- Okay actually I think drawing portraits or faces (once again me looking at people's faces) and uhm... instruments count? I just play bass as you've seen jmhskdhsksj but then again I'll keep with art and maybe my good interaction with any pet

9 - Where were you born?

Argentina WORLD CHAMPION PAPÁ ⭐⭐⭐

(in Buenos Aires btw)

10 - What are your hobbies?

Playing bass lmao, also drawing since I went on and off by MANY YEARS ALREADY it's frustrating but I'll work on that!! and uh, collecting vinyl records? I don't go out and hunt that much but when I do I don't buy literally anything, I have a little collection of things I adore rather than just keeping lots of records I won't listen to that much

Btw my last finding was Reggatta De Blanc 1986 press record kajskahskajd

11 - Have you any pets?

As I already mentioned two dogs with their respective ages! the baby one is called Bonita (or Bonnie/Lola for the friends) who I adopted 6 months after my doggie Lila passed away :( and the oldie but goldie is Ciro, who's still alive after the fucking mess he was all his life, I adopted him as a weeks-old puppy but he's stray at heart lol

12 - What sports do you play/have played?

I only played volleyball and softball at school, I didn't like softball a lot but volleyball is always fun

pity I dropped out because I couldn't play with my mates - as an outcast myself they'd always play with their friends except me :]

13 - How tall are you?

I'm around 1,65 or 1,68 idk I wish I was a tiny bit taller sometimes hhhh

14 - Favourite subject in school?

Either was the music-related subjects I had in highschool (I don't even remember the names now but it were two branches of it) or history, philosophy... can't think of any other

15 - Dream job?

Living off from art I think, any lol

Now I have to tag 15 blogs? damn okay here you go: @the-rippers, @lil-melody, @outlandos-d-amour, @l0st-d0gs, @crampdown, @thespiritofvexation, @dy3rs3v3 , @viktoria-sob, @larsgoingtomars, @musicrunsthroughmysoul, @themagicalmysticalboy, @jeffament, @princessleiaqueen, @overthinkinks & @itbe1964 Of course you know this is optional so you can ignore and go on with yer life :D

#maiden's tags #what a fucking mess and it's just january you all

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hangezoeenthusiast · 3 years

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You failed me

multiple x gn!reader

word count: 2,524

warnings: cursing, yelling, arguing, death, angst, blood, explosion, the egg (it deserves its own warning)

synopis: you guys failed me(us)

(the lyrics go with each person, might not get everyone, and also xd’s part is kinda wonky)

song: rät by penelope scott

I come from scientists and atheists and white men who kill God They make technology, high quality, complex physiological Experiments and sacrilege in the name of public good They taught me everything, just like a daddy should

Quackity, Karl, George, and Sapnap left you. Your mentors, your friends. The ones who taught you everything you knew. They went to build their little “Kinoko Kingdom” while you stayed in the ruins, the dust. “They’ll regret that.” you swore. You built something better, something greater.

It was called “Las Nevadas”. A place where everyone was allowed. They would remember not to fuck with you. They would soon realize that they should watch their back for the rest of their short, stupid lives.

“Watch out, you guys, I'm watching your every move.”

And you were beautiful and vulnerable and power and success God damn, I fell for you, your flamethrowers, your tunnels, and your tech I studied code because I wanted to do something great like you And the real tragеdy is half of it was true

Wilbur majorly fucked up. He was supposed to be with you to the end, your guys’ country, right? No. He left you behind. He went to find peace, find his heaven, while you stayed on earth, wallowing away until your flesh seeped off your rattling bones, rotting away by yourself, with no one to bare witness.

“Why didn’t you bring me with you Wilbur?” you asked his stupid grave on top of the once L’Manburg. “Why did you get the ecstasy, why do I get the remains?”

“I’m coming for you Wilbur, and when I do, we are going to wreck upon justice on everyone who wronged us, wronged you, they will feel our wrath.”

But we've been fuckin' mеan, we're elitist, we're as flawed as any church And this faux-rad West coast dogma has a higher fuckin' net worth I bit the apple 'cause I trusted you, it tastes like Thomas Malthus Your proposal is immodest and insane And I hope someday Selmers rides her fuckin' train

"Y/n!" Technoblade yelled. "I TRUSTED YOU, AND YOU BETRAYED ME, FOR WHAT, TO BLOW UP A STUPID COUNTRY, A COUNTRY THAT WAS DOOMED TO FAIL FROM THE START." He started to battle you, missing every single swing, blinded by fury.

“YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE ON MY SIDE.”

"LOOK AT ME GODDAMN IT."

You looked up at him in the eyes and boldly said, "No, Techno, don’t you see, you’re in the wrong here, you’re the one who betrayed me." You were blinded by friendship, you couldn’t see that Tommy had betrayed Techno, and that what the Butcher Army did to Techno was terrible.

"What do you mean Y/n, you know what they did, they wronged me, they used me, they tortured me, they gave me hell, so I gave it back to them, I destroyed the things they loved, the people they loved, you see Y/n, those who have treated me with kindness I will repay that kindness tenfold, and those who treat me with injustice, that use me, that hunt me down, that hurt my friends, I shall repay that injustice a thousand times over, do you understand?"

"No I don't, Techno, you can't do this.” you begged. He pushed you out of the way, "Get out of my way Y/n." “No, I won’t, I won’t let you destroy everything we worked for.”

“Well, then I have to fight you.”

And thus the battle began, Swords clashing against each other, blood spilling from open wounds, friends digging each other into a whole both of them couldn’t get out of. Techno was letting you off easy, he knew his strength, he knew that he could’ve beaten you in one swipe, but he didn’t want to kill you.

So when you had the opportunity, you swept from under his feet, and knocked him down. You placed your blade onto his neck, pressing down until a little drop of blood appeared, “Stay down Technoblade, or I’ll do something worse than try to put you on trial.”

He watched as you walked away from him, trying to save L’Manberg from a worst fate than death itself.

“One day Y/n, you’ll see, I’m on your side.”

I loved you, I loved you, I loved you, it's true I wanted to be you and do what you do I lived here, I loved here, I bought it, it's true I feel so stupid, and so used I feel so used

"Why would you do that Dream? You didn't have to do that." you interrogated. Dream had stupidly blew up the community house. You both didn't plan that, he had gone behind your back. "I had to Y/n, you wouldn't understand."

"What do you mean I don't understand, you went against my back, we were supposed to-" you cut off yourself, "Dream, don't you understand, you did something stupid, and what did you get, you got stupid jail." "The reason I did that is because I needed to isolate myself from humanity." he said, proudness lacing his words.

"What do you mean?" you questioned. "If anyone knows I can revive people, I'm screwed, so that's why I need to be by myself, yeah it sucks major ass, but at least no one else will know, well, besides you anyways." "I have a task for you Y/n/n, I need you to find a way to bring Tommy and Ghostbur in here."

"Why Dream?"

"I'm going to revive Wilbur."

I was your baby, your firstborn, the hot girl in your comp-sci class And I was Darwin's prep school dream, bred, born and raised to kick your ass I fell for circuit boards, rocket ships, pictures of the stars If you could only be what you pretend you are

"PHILZA MINECRAFT COME BACK HERE." you were chasing Phil, through the woody forest, covered by oak trees. He had information on Technoblade's whereabouts and you needed it. You chased him with your enchanted netherite armor, netherite sword and axe, and a few op potions. Your goal was to capture Philza and interrogate him on where Techno's place was. The thing was, you were his child. His own child trying to kill his own son.

He felt betrayed, his own child turned against him and their brother, their family. "The Butcher Army must've gotten to you somehow." he thought in his head. Surely, his darling Y/n didn't do it on their own will, right?

He was incorrect, you did it because you believed that Techno needed to be brought to justice, by punishment. You believed that your own sibling needed to die, because he was a "liability" to L'Manberg's growth and future. He needed to die because as long as he would live his long life with his little enderman Edward, retired, he would still cause trouble to everything you, Quackity, Tubbo, Fundy, and Ranboo had built.

He pleaded, "Stop Y/n, you don't have to do this." You argued, "I do Philza, as long as he lives, my plans for L'Manberg will forever cease to exist."

He felt like shit, you called him Philza, not Dadza, or Dad, or anything besides his normal name. "Did I screw something up?" he asked himself quietly under his breath. "Yes you did Phil, you took the traitor's side." you had heard Phil mumble.

"HE'S NOT A TRAITOR." Phil yelled at you. "Yes he is, he deserves what he is about to get, I will say it again, where is his base?"

"I'm not saying, Y/n, why are you doing this, Techno is your own sibling." "He's not my sibling anymore, that stopped when he destroyed L'Manberg, you're lucky I forgived you." you declared.

"Y/n/n, please don't do this."

"I have to Dadza, I can't let him roam free."

When I said take me to the moon, I never meant take me alone I thought if mankind toured the sky, it meant that all of us could go But I don't want to see the stars if they're just one more piece of land For us to colonize, for us to turn to sand

Bad had tried to convice you to join the Eggpire. You had no effect while being next to the egg, and he had to take you out. People who had no effect towards the egg had to be eliminated.

He was creepily following you, waiting until you stopped to get a chance to capture you. He had hope that you did have an effect, that you would join the Egg with him. He didn't want to kill you, you were his best friend, besides Skeppy of course.

"Come back here Y/n." he said. "No chance in hell Bad, get the fuck away from me." "HEY, LANGUAGE!" he exclaimed. "No language, get away from me, you're creeping me out."

He threw his trident, spinning in the air, trying to catch up to your frantic steps. You were trying to get to Church Prime, where no one could kill anyone, hopefully Bad would abide to that rule. You were just about to step on Church Prime when you bumped into a hard, armored chest.

You looked up shyly, and saw Punz, with his red eyes reflecting anger. "Where are you going Y/n?" he questioned. "Somewhere." you blankly stated. You were desperate, you didn't want to die, or anything else that Bad was going to do to you. You tried to dodge Punz, but he placed a hand on your shoulder, "Stay right here Y/n."

"No, get away from me, I don't know what's wrong with all of you, but go away, I don't want anything to do with your stupid Eggpire." He raged, and grabbed your wrist heavily, "DON'T TALK ABOUT THE EGG LIKE THAT, IT WILL TAKE CONTROL OF THE SERVER, AND YOU ALL WILL BE ITS SERVANTS." "LET ME THE FUCK GO PUNZ." you screamed. You were wiggling in his grip, trying to escape his lunatic self.

While he was holding you, you saw two other shadows behind you. It was Antfrost and Bad. "What do you guys want from me, I didn't do anything wrong."

"You are against the Egg Y/n, people who are like you and Tommy have to die."

"Well, I'm not dying today." you murmured under your breath. "What was that you said?" Antfrost asked you.

You smirked, "I'm not dying today, I'll tell you one more time, let go of me."

Bad and Antfrost walked closer to you, Punz right behind you, all of them cornering you into a tight spot. "What you going to do about it Y/n, you're cornered."

"You'll know when they get here, but for now, you better run boys."

'Cause we're so fuckin' mean, we're so elitist, we're as fucked as any church And this bullshit West coast dogma has a higher fuckin' net worth I bit the apple 'cause I loved you, and why would you lie? And then I realized that you're just as naïve as I am Oh, you're so traumatized it makes me want to cry

"Tubbo, don't do this." Schlatt had unfortunately found out that you were a spy, that you were on Pogtopia's side. He had ordered Tubbo to kill you with fireworks, to light you on fire, give you blisters all over your body. "Please Tubbs, you're my friend." you pleaded.

"I can't Y/n/n, or something worse will happen." he whispered to you. "What do you mean?" you asked. "He can-" he trailed off, looking somewhere else besides your eyes. "Tubbo, you don't have to do what that stupid bastard tells you to do, you're your own person, with your own thoughts and actions."

"I'm sorry Y/n, I hope you can forgive me."

"TUBBO N-" you was cut off by firewords hitting your skin, making blisters and burn marks all over your body. You lost your second canon life, feeling betrayed by Tubbo. He killed you for what, a stupid father who never cared about him in his entire life, a father who exiled his friends that actually treated him like a person, and not like some random piece of trash.

You respawned in your bed, feeling bruises and bumps mostly on your forearms and your back.

"I'll help you Tubbo, I’ll get rid of him.”

You dumb bitch I loved you, I loved you, I loved you, it's true I wanted to be you and do what you do I lived here, I loved here, I bought it, it's true I'm so embarrassed, I feel abused

“Come on Y/n/n, come with me.” Punz begged of you. He wanted you to visit the Egg. You didn’t want to be controlled by a stupid omelette. "I'm not Punzo, why are you so obsessed with that stupid thing."

"DON'T SPEAK OF THE EGG LIKE THAT."

You put your hands in front of you, accidentally touching Punz's chest, "Ok calm down buddy." He didn't calm down and instead yelled at you on why you had to join the Eggpire.

"If you join, you will be forever happy."

"If you join you'll get whatever you want."

You were tired of the members of the Eggpire to convince you to join them, you didn't like eggs anyway. "Punz, for the last time, I'm not joining you, stop telling me."

“Then you have to die.”

So fuck your tunnels, fuck your cars, fuck your rockets, fuck your cars again You promised you'd be Tesla, but you're just another Edison 'Cause Tesla broke a patent, all you ever broke were hearts I can't believe you tore humanity apart

“XD!” You were pissed at him, he had destroyed your house, made your friends pissed at you, just everything you liked. All because he wanted you for himself.

He wanted you to be dependent on his every word, and he was being a manipulative psychopath. And you didn’t tolerate that, it was like he was his human counterpart, Dream.

He walked to you with confidence, waiting for to get a hug from you, well, he didn’t get that. You slapped him so hard his head swung to the left.

“WHAT THE FUCK.”

“That’s what you get you stupid son of a bitch. You fucking ruined everything.” “Calm down Y/n/n, what is wrong?” He acted concerned, but you knew that he was faking. He would do anything to get someone’s approval.

“DO YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT’S WRONG, IT’S YOU, YOUR STUPID PRESENCE IN MY LIFE. YOU KEEP ON WALKING AROUND LIKE YOU FUCKING OWN THE PLACE.”

“Calm down darling, just take some netheri-” you interrupted him by slapping the ore out of his hands. “I don’t need jack shit from you XD, you know what, take back the necklace, I don’t want it.” You pulled the shiny, green emerald necklace off your neck, and pulled XD’s palm out.

You placed the necklace filled with memories, and put it on his hand. You closed up his palm, and walked away, leaving XD to his own accord.

“We could’ve had evertything X.”

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hacked-by-jake · 3 years

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Hey Ho! :D

You will always find this post in my blog description.🥰

(Well, since there’s not really much information about me, here’s a post of things you’ve been interested in and some facts about me.)

(Thanks to the Anon for the motivation to do this here! <3)

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So, Hi! You can call me HBJ! I don’t want to mention my real name and age here. 😁

I started publishing my fanfictions here on Tumblr a little over a year ago and haven’t left since. xD

My mother tongue is not English, I am from Germany. So if you find some mistakes, please excuse it, I’m doing my best and still learning. <3

I honestly have no idea what to write here so, have fun, if anyone reads through this here. 😂 At least that’s a little bit of me. :D

>The Ask Box is always open. So feel free to ask a question if you are interested (but I want to warn you, I am not answering everything, but I will let you know in this case) < <3

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Let's start! ❤️🌹🎭

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First of all 10 Random Facts about me. This was asked by an anon. Here is the original post.

I’m a giant nerd, there’s no place in my room that’s not full of merchandise.

I prefer to read stories that are self-published, for example here on Tumblr or on other sites, rather than real books.

I have a problem with jackets, I have tons of them.

I usually dye my hair according to the colors of characters I like.It all started with green/purple - because of the Joker. And the last color I have at the moment is all green because of Joker / Loki from Marvel (Oups)

Almost all tattoos I have are about fictional characters (also Oups)

No one, really nobody knows what books/stories I read because that’s something very private to me.

I listen to music 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.

Also, it’s hard for me / I don’t like to talk about the music I listen to because this is very intimate for me for some reason.

When I watch a series, it’s at least 2 times behind each other, sometimes more often. But never just once.

Films that I watch for the first time and that excite me, I watch every second that I have time. When the movie is over, I start again unless there are several parts. But then I always watch my favorite one 500 times.

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Random questions from you.

(Asked by @procrastinatingrobin) -One place that you'd like to travel at least once in your life?

---- One of my biggest wishes is (what a cliché xD) New York. For example the “Joker Stairs”, which is one of my biggest dreams. *-*

I would love to travel to a lot of locations from my favorite movies/series.🤭

America in general is a dream for me (a German potato 😂😅).

But there are so many beautiful places to which I want to go. For example, I would love to travel to Tenerife. I know someone who lives there and every time I see pictures I get very jealous. xD

Unfortunately, I’m incredibly afraid of flying, so if that doesn’t improve, I’ll never get anywhere near these places.😫😂😂

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(Asked by Anon) How many tattoos do you have?😄

I love tattoo questions. 😂🤭At the moment I have eleven tattoos🥰

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(Asked by Anon) -What's your favorite animal?

Hmmm I don’t really know, I think they are dogs because I have a dog now. *-* But to be honest, turtles are so cool.🤔 My brother has a turtle named: Schiggy (based on Pokémon)🤭

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(Asked by Anon) -The stupidest thing that ever happened to you?

Ohhh hahaha there I have something good!😅Story Time with Hbj xD

Okay: As some might know, I’m a big fan of The Joker by DC.🃏Well, in 2019, the Joker movie with Joaquin Phoenix came to the cinemas and I was at the cinema premiere with my best friend. And the movie was absolutely amazing. I really wanted to watch the movie again..Aaaaand I was lucky because my best friend’s boyfriend also wanted to see the movie in the cinema so I went back to the cinema 5 days later to watch the movie again. I was so excited and so extremely happy that I trembled and could not stand still. xD And for these two reasons, I accidentally dropped my not really old phone. It just fell straight down on the stones in front of the cinema and the display was completely broken..Well, what can I say? I needed a new one.. 😂😅But the movie was still fantastic!😍🤭This is actually one of the stupidest things that ever happened to me. xD

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(Asked by @kyras-things) What are the little things that make your day happiest?

Oh that’s a really nice question! *-*Well, I have really little things that can make me happy. :)-It is enough for me when I wake up tomorrow and see my merchandise shelf😅 (This is right in front of my bed)This is for most something really small but for me really great and makes me happy. <3Other things are music, stroking my dog, messages on my phone, my hair color, my tattoos, when the sun is shining in the morning, coffee, riding longboard and of course (yes this is my absolute serious and not only so therefore said) tumblr and thus at the same time Duskwood. 💕I think these are the most important things. 🤭All I need is to see something that matters to me.😅🥰

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(Asked by @leetjep) Seriously....Do you ever sleep?

Very rarely😂 Last time I slept was in fall.😂

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(Asked by Anon) Ios or android?

Only related to the phone: Android.Yes, I stand by it!😂

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(Asked by @booklover-01040) Hello!I was wondering have you got any paranormal or creepy experiences? If no, then a nightmare that you will never forget.

Hey Ho! In fact, I haven’t experienced any paranormal things. Which is probably also because I don’t believe in that and I’ve found a rational cause for everything so far. (Important: I don’t believe in it, but I don’t say it doesn’t exist, I don’t want anyone to feel attacked)

And a nightmare I’ll never forget? In fact, I can’t think of any one. There’s a dream I’ve have since I was a kid: It’s about two little wolves trying to eat me. xD And I can even tell where that came from.

The movie to blame for this is: Twilight xD

Yep… When I first watched this movie, I was way too young, and as a child I was always very anxious. Just such things and horror movies in general were terrible for me (today it is actually no longer so) (Even the dream is no longer bad today and yet it has a bitter aftertaste of childhood.)

In any case, I was much too young and that did not let me go back then. xD But a really unsettling dream I had was: Well.. Do you know the Pink Panther? 😂

I once dreamed that the Panther “chased” me through an endless long corridor. It was an endless corridor in pink with countless doors. He sang the theme song and threw clocks at me…😅 And that went on all night until I woke up.

(This, by the way, had a trigger too. A German song (the rapper only took the melody of the title music and wrote his own lyrics. The text isn’t really cool though and that’s the reason)

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(Asked by @dreamer-writer-fangirl) What color is your hair?

Well, at the moment my hair is green🤭

Check HERE and HERE for pictures.

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(Asked by Anon) Is your brother younger or older than you?🤗

My brother is older than me.🥰

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(Asked by Anon) Do you have a nickname?

Yes, actually I have one. I can even say it because it has nothing to do with my real name. :D But please don’t laugh at me. 😂Well, I have the loving nickname: Little Onion. yep…My mom gave me that name for some reasons. 😂

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(Asked by Anon) some information about your dancing?😄 you mentioned it a few days ago💃

Yeah, well, I danced for 13 years, in different groups, also several groups at the same time. :D It was the hip hop/breakdance direction. But at some point I stopped because I didn’t enjoy it in the groups anymore and time was getting tighter. :/ Unfortunately, there was and is no real other groups here, which is why I stopped completely and now only dance for myself and just for fun.🤭

(Asked by Anon) What's your favourite food ?

Uhhhm, I think everything with pasta is my favorite food.😂 I can eat noodles all day. 🤭🍝🍜Well, and of course, Pizza!🍕Pizza is adorable. 😂

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(Asked by Anon) What type of video games do you like to play?

I don’t really have a favorite type / genre, I don’t play video games that often. I’m actually playing what looks exciting to me without any particular genre or type. 😁🤭

But if I do, I guess I’m the most Nintendo type. So most of the games I play are related to Nintendo. <3

(Asked by @mirajane01040-duskwoodmemes) Do you play... Minecraft?

I used to play a lot of Minecraft, but nowadays not so much, and if so, then only the mobile version. This is fun for in between and dispels the boredom. I even started building Duskwood several times, but never finished it. xD Well, yes, sometimes I play Minecraft.

Answer a few days later: Yes, I do!

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(Asked by Anon) If you could be a fictional character, who would it be and why?

Oh, there are a few. xDBut the three main characters for me: Evey Hammond because of V for Vendetta. Harley Quinn because of The Joker. And, of course, my MC because of Jake. 🤭I know, very superficial reasons but I hope they are enough for you, because these are the main reasons xD 😅🤭

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(Asked by Anon) Hey hbj i'm curiousFamily or a career? 😋

I choose the career.🤭 After that, there is still enough time, and who says that not both work?😉

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(Asked by Anon) do you like alcohol?🍷

No, absolutely no. Not a little bit.

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(Asked by Anon) What is your favorite drink?

If I don’t drink coffee, I only drink sparkling water, my entire life. I very rarely drink something different. Water for life! 🧊

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Either/or questions from you.

(Asked by @duskwood-legacies) -What would you rather see, Northern Lights or sky lanterns?

That’s easy for me🤭 Northern Lights! If you ask me.. that is magical! *-* (Well, unless it’s like “Tangled” and I get a Flynn Rider.. then sky lanterns xD)

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(Asked by @duskwood-legacies) -Strawberries or raspberries?

Definitely: Strawberries🍓 *-*

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(Asked by@duskwood-legacies) Do you prefer angst or fluff?

I think it depends on the general mood I’m in.🤔 I think the best is angst with happy ending.😁

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(Asked by@duskwood-legacies) Milk or cereal first?

Obviously: Cereal first! 😂🥣

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(Asked by @justubi) Would you rather have a nosy neighbor pr noisy neighbor?

Unfortunately, I have both. xD But if I could choose, I would opt for the noisy neighbor as I wear headphones all day anyway.😂

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(Asked by @justubi) Would you rather be poor but love your job or rich but absolutely hate your job?

One hundred percent and without having to think about: poor and love my job!I could never have a job I don’t like. This is a real horror imagination for me😂

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(Asked by @kyras-things ) Prefer to write fanfics or read them?

Oh that’s a really hard question for me! 🤔 I can’t really make up my mind, but I think I’d rather read than write myself. With stories of others I can better dive into another world and relax. 🤭Because when I write, five hundred other thoughts always fly around in my head and I have to decide how to write something etc.I love writing but sometimes I wish I only had to think about a story and it would be written on a sheet right away. xD <3

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(Asked by @leetjep) Would you rather have one eye in the middle of your head or two noses?

I take the eye in the middle of my head. 😂Then I would make the Jake eye as a tattoo around it, which would be really cool.🤭

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(Continues on new asks)

#It's me :)#personal #hbj talks #about me #have fun lol

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shadowdianne · 5 years

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Song prompt for SQ: Don't let me go by Raign. I think you can guess who's pov and what episode I'm thinking of when you hear it

The writer’s block is still kicking hard buuuut, this is what I managed to do:

The full explanation of this one can be found here.

Lost can be found here

(To future readers, considering I wrote 3k while battling a huge block comments would be greatly appreciated xd)

“I’m reaching outwide//trying to catch myself before I fall//Too little too late”

Lichen covered the rocks around her, air stale and heavy. Drops of icy water falling; the sound of them ricocheting against the stone filled the, otherwise, chocking silence devoid now of the screams that had left her throat sore and raw during the first days there. The peels of maniac laughter had floated up and she had stared at them as they added to the already ghastly and putrid light the mushrooms that seemed to grow within the darkest corners of the catacombs.

Everything else, from the iridescent insects floating above uneaten food to the dust particles that floated between the brave beams of light that seeped from the entrance above, was covered in that chocking silence.

And she found that she liked it; the oppression; the same weight she felt between her temples.

She had learnt to like it at least; to like the walls in where hundredths of bones rested, slowly molding themselves to the stone; grey and fractured and heavy. The last proof that dragons had roamed the land above them all once upon a time. Now, their remains built her very same cell; decadent and forgotten. Just like her.

Blinking, Emma tilted her head as she peered through the bars of her prison, at the very bottom of the pit the roots of Camelot sat in. There was a faint sound, one that echoed deep on her limbs and she could do nothing but hiss as warmth spread behind her eyes, fever breaking through her skin.

She didn’t try to roll over the now filthy cot they had given her, her shivers wrecking her body. Once upon a time she had tried to fight them but now she only let out a gurgled sob as she kept herself immobile; all sunken cheeks and far too fair skin glowing in the almost total darkness. There had been torches there but they had consumed already, and no one had bothered to replace them; the ashes and burnt wood paler shadows at some point ahead of her, at the other side of the bars.

The sound didn’t quite reach them, her cries whimpers and Emma’s chest heaved, spit covering her lips as she tried to re-focus her gaze, mind swimming while the whispers reached through the soil her body rested against, hands that weren’t truly there marring her body with red and blood.

She longed for them to take her, but she knew they wouldn’t; just like she herself couldn’t escape.

The somber thought morphed her sobs into a mirthless chuckle as her hands rose, her palms covering her eyes, pressing against them willing for the warm to leave her, for the throbbing pain she felt with every inhalation to die. It was no use, of course, there was no warmth, just the pale resemblance to something like that and she wondered for the thousand time how that wasn’t an irony within itself. It was, she decided, her thoughts forming an almost mumble that escaped her trembling lips; of course, it was.

Sending a frustrated scream towards the bars she almost drew a slow smile at the way they trembled, the almost glow they emitted proof that the guards were still in place, keeping her inside, keeping others out.

And, she thought as she licked crackled lips, if they were still there it meant that someone would still remember her.

“I thought you wanted to keep us inside.”

The voice coiled around her earlobe, venomous and rotten just as her magic was now and she growled at it, as she watched as the shadows grew fingers that grazed her own. She had been afraid of them, of what they meant, but not anymore. Magic and darkness were now her domain. Yet, she snarled at the words, at what they implied.

Her anger and pain were momentarily cut from her as she heard the cavernous echo of chains clacking together, the platform made out of wood and poorly yielded metal shifting several feet above her. A visitor.

“I wonder who wants to see us.”

The voice held a sense of amusement now, as if it was smirking behind Emma’s own lips, toothier than the woman’s own smile, darker, sinister. Emma didn’t let it appear, but she still swallowed and cleaned the specs of saliva from her mouth with the back of her hand, the mud that already covered it from whenever she had dug into the earth, trying to reach for the hands that grasped for her leaving behind an almost iron-like aftertaste.

Despite her best instincts, she didn’t come forth to the bars; already knowing there would be no use. Mutters of footsteps approaching, usual words of warning floating to her and she clenched her hands, balling them into fists, as her joints screamed at her, abused on their disuse.

There were mere fading calls of a body that didn’t truly belong to her after all, the only thing that made her stand as tall as she was the promise of a pulsing magic that was becoming closer by the second; the thirst the power created within her one she had forgotten already why it was a bad thing to feel.

Finally, the steps reached the further end of the bottom of the pit, the small falter on them eliciting just the softest calls from within her magic, a bait, one she knew it wouldn’t be taken. It wasn’t like Regina to fall into something so crude.

Yet, she wondered, they wondered, both she and the voices, if the woman was here to finally do it; to finally fulfil a deal that had been broken many times already, in far too many different ways. Wishing again the cruel laughter that wasn’t hers as much as it wasn’t the one of others, she fought against the hope that threatened to poison her heart further; the dark spots that had begun to form on a once perfectly pure red proof of the ongoing change she was currently submerged in. She growled at it, at the way her right hand rose and clawed through the dirty rags she wore; fighting at the need of plucking it out, chucking it away, wishing it gone.

She had been the hope after all; have hold that title until it had crushed it; nothing but her corpse for the maggots to feel off.

The voice of a man was the first thing that reached her as the footsteps kept on approaching, the light of a slightly shuddering torch illuminating the path she had only taken once; frail, afraid and broken. Letting her hand unclench, she folded one atop the other in front of her, waiting for the tell-tale shadows at the other side of her prison. She didn’t need to wait long.

The gasp that followed the man’s advice was quick and faint but she pretended not to hear it as she put her head against the cavern’s walls, the protrusions of the rock digging into her skull. She looked like an almost broken doll. She was willing to bet that. A sleeping one.

Sleep, what a delightful stupidity.

“Emma.” Her name, another thing that she hated, another thing that kept the hope strong within her chest. Pressing her lips together, she looked beyond the bars into the dark eyes of a very particular brunette. Letting out a grim smile, she hummed, knowing well that every possible joy she had been able to feel didn’t reach her eyes anymore.

She could feel Regina’s pupils on her, taking notice on the changes of her appearance, the one that she had obsessively stared at while they happened at first, wishing for no scales to appear, for not high-pitched voice to come out of her throat. Her skin was frail and whiter, her hair colorless, her blood darker and her muscles spasmed. A side effect, whispers told her, of her fighting back.

But she wasn’t fighting anymore, was she?

She could tell Regina that, she mused, that there was no point on keeping up with the pretenses as she had already abdicated to the unbearable pain. Yet again, who she called when her thoughts were scrambled enough that she forgot shadows were her domain now? Who she called for when her fingers bled, and her fears brought her back to the vortex that had swallowed her whole, salty aftertaste on her lips where her tears had rested?

“Regina.” Her reply sounded almost mocking and she glanced away as the rush of the fire from the torch moved closer, brought forth by the pale and sweating guard, the remains of her predecessors a stench that had been cleaned already. Her eyes hurt but she forced herself to look back again; at the way Regina’s own irises slid over her; fearful and lost. She couldn’t fault him. It had been days since her so called parents had tried to come, even more since Hook had stopped to even pretend and so she had been stuck there; paler, bitter, closer to the edge.

Regina cleared her throat and she glanced down at her own hands, at where the dagger materialized, glimmering in the same sadistic way it always did; calling for her in old languages she hadn’t understood at first but now did.

It was funny, she momentarily thought, tasting blood on her tongue, how hope was so easily rekindled, like a sore memory. Hating herself but still unable to say no, she moved, the sound of her heavy steps another chip into the mountain of clues of how much it hurt for her to move.

“She won’t do it.”

Yet, she yearned for it. She had asked for it, she had put the dagger in Regina’s hands, knowing, wishing, for her to be able to do something no one else would do and as the air between then cracked with unstable magic, she felt the buzz of the guards hitting the bars, the air filling with the scent of ozone. An almost nice change.

Hope had been what had first kept her sane, she mused. Hope that Regina would do the thing she was supposed to do but now everything had turned to be mechanical; a day gone, a day she was also erased from her own mind as the darkness waited, unperturbable. She only had memories to give now to the increasing void within her and she paid that price religiously, not having anything else to bargain with.

Hope had transformed from being a source of warmth to bitter coldness that slithered through the rood of her mouth; her soul rotting while at it to a frightening speed. It was funnier, she hummed, how she, the so-called savior, couldn’t even control her homicidal urges anymore.

Regina’s hands trembled as she rose the dagger and Emma narrowed her eyes, one hand reaching towards the bars, pretending the pain she felt was just another figment of her imagination. It was hard to tell these days after all.

“Do it.” They had danced this dance before. At first daily, then, thrice a week. Now time had stopped for her and yet she knew the visits were further in between, addled by the pain her vision brought with it. She hated the almost pleading tone her voice carried but she almost smiled at the way Regina’s eyes darkened; able to hear it.

She wondered if the plea was nothing but yet another trick one of the many voices she now possessed was using. She decided that she didn’t care.

They were there after all; waiting for a day in where Regina decided that she was ready to finish her just like she had asked. Before she was fully transformed, before the meek, weak voice of Emma, the real Emma, was totally snuffed out.

That day was one she knew was much closer than she was willing to bet for.

“Kill me.”

Regina’s face was trembling, and hope died a little more within her chest as she saw tears building at the edge of her eyes. At first, they had hoped that the mid-transformation would be enough to keep things at bay. Now Emma suspected that it was an impossible. And even then, hope still remained lodged on her lungs, stubborn and yet as fatal as the magic was.

As long as there was hope Regina would remain pretending that there was another solution. As long as Emma fought against it no other solution would be found. She wanted to scream and destroy at such notion, at the stupidity of it all. She was tired, so damn tired of everyone pretending she was stronger than she was; of everyone asking her to be resilient when there was nothing of her left but just the need to rest, to let everything else be destroyed and turned into ask.

He hand was grasped by Regina’s free one and she relished on the soft contact; pain diminishing just an inch, as fragmented as it already was. She had come to long for those moments in where Regina reached for her, her magic causing the darkness to hum happily, hungrily as her whole body lost the corded tension within her muscles.

She had stopped asking why or how. She only waited and so when the other woman’s lips were on her fingers she only let out a soft sigh of pure relief as everything but her, the true her, was erased for a millisecond. It soon returned, quicker, stronger everyday and it was far too apparent that there would be a day in where Regina’s touch wouldn’t keep it at bay. Until there was one day in where Regina would need to pay the price she had been asked to pay.

Or she refused and then there would truly be the end of her.

She longed to be able to freeze time, but she couldn’t, not yet. And so, she waited, knowing that Regina would never chose the second option, uncertainty far too strong; the implications of it written all over her face as she moved her lips away, fear and longing lacing her features. Emotions Emma had learnt to hate.

True love kiss; another irony. A crueler one.

They didn’t really have that many options, no matter how much Regina pretended to still be thinking on new ones. It was either the dagger or the kiss; a kiss she would never get, a kiss that would never be given. And who was her to ask? Regina had found her soulmate. The fact, the another annoying fact written all over Emma’s skin in ink that she wished to erase nothing but a footnote on a book that hadn’t ever been about her but her title. Tittle that wasn’t hers to hold anymore. Was it?

So, there she stood, in front of Regina, the brunette unable, uncapable, of killing her, changing, losing herself.

She yearned to ask her to not let her go but that was yet another thing she couldn’t ask.

“Please.” The warning of her word sounded colder than the last time she had uttered it, a few days ago and it was effective enough for Regina to take a step back; her features changing as the guard’s free hand went for his sword. Not that Emma was worried about it. If bored she would kill him with just a lunge forward, nails biting into the soft organ that was his heart.

“I’m sorry.”

Regina’s voice made her look back at her and the words were so worn already that Emma could peer between each sound, nothing left on their meaning. She knew after all that the brunette meant them. She knew what it was coming.

“Will you kill me?” Her voice wasn’t hers anymore. Colder, haughtier.

There was no answer and Emma smiled cruelly as she grabbed the bars with both of her hands, the pain and burn that elicited barely noticeable.

“Will you kiss me?” This time a giggle escaped her lips, a giggle that hold darkness and hatred, that hold the last bit of hope she dared to spare.

“Emma…”

Regina’s lips trembled, the dagger still clutched, reflecting a light that wasn’t really there as both of them stared at each other.

It didn’t matter; the rage and hopelessness she felt. It didn’t matter the anger nor the anguish because she would offer yet another memory to the darkness the second the brunette was gone as she reached for the other end of a cliff she had been falling through for far too long already; wishing to rest where no screams would touch her. It didn’t matter because Emma knew she was going to be kept there for another day as if there was anything, someone, to look at anymore.

“You are a coward.” She said, her lips touching the metal, her tongue probing the rust that covered the bar, her lips slithering towards the brunette’s face as the woman stood, unflinching and Emma could feel the magic cursing through both of them: lethal.

But so delightful.

“I asked you to do it.”

“You asked me to save you.”

Emma shrugged, not even ready to address technicalities or fine print anymore in a contract that was already null and void.

“There won’t be any me for much longer.”

And they both knew she was telling the truth. There was too little of her that still remained. And she was grateful in a way since that meant that no more tears would be shed. No more pleas.

No more hope.

She didn’t wait for the brunette to leave; she turned and sat with her back towards her, her knees hurting, her back crying desperately as blood-stained thoughts whispered promises to her. It didn’t matter, she thought, it didn’t matter.

But it did, it did matter.

She smiled coldly as a Regina sighed and left, the sound of her steps turning weaker. When the chain of the contraption finally reached her she dug her fingers into the wet soil, alive with the spilled fire of the slaughtered dragons around her. Clutching the vial of ink, she had managed to snatch from the last troubadour that had tried to narrate her story she cackled a tired, broken laugh.

The place was certainly filled with fools. Fools that knew of curses and magic and still presented her whatever little ingredient she needed with the same wistful look on their eyes that children would have.

And so, the Dark One began to plot.

The sound of chains made her smirk, the ones she had been toying with, the ones that had been put around her ankles a day ago, hanging limply from her hands as she toyed with them; playfully.

Hands that were still covered with ink; ink that reflected into the horrified eyes of Regina as she approached her, dagger in hand.

There was no use of that anymore; no more memories to give, no more her to hold to.

“Hello dear.” She spoke, and her voice was scratchy and alive with hundredths of lives that called for her, willing to be taken. “Missed me?”

#swan queen #SwanQueen #prompt #emettkaysworld

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Listening to Now's Your Chance To Be A on repeat, a few notes and headcanons:

I now headcanon that Jevil teamed up with Spamton to make that song, because the higher parts in the song sound just like him

At the end(50 seconds in all the way to the end) it stops sounding like "Now's your chance to" and starts sounding like "now he can't move". I have no idea what this would mean, but I'd love to hear your theories!

I love that Toby Fox named it that and then the other route's track is named "BIG SHOT" XD

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Another quick drawing for GoodTimesWithScar! I absolutely love his hat, and may or may not have gotten both designs of his merch with the top hat(one with Jellie, one not)

Happy Scar Support Weekend!

15 notes • Posted 2021-11-28 21:45:20 GMT

POV you are Mumbo and you just turned around to see this. What do you do?

Modeled after those odd perspectives of anime faces when they really zoom into their eyes. He would totally do this.

Watcher version under the cut

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33 notes • Posted 2021-11-25 19:03:22 GMT

MumboJumbo viewers after that last Hermitcraft episode: well that went from 0 to 100 real quick

(spoilers under the cut)

Mumbo's escalation definitely has something to do with the moon. How could it not? It was noticed only an episode (I believe) before this, and it was noticed by both Mumbo and Grian, who seem to be the biggest players in this plotline. My questions are how and why. It's a common myth that people are crazier on the full moon, so who knows what would happen if the moon got bigger?

Mumbo: built a giant potato farm

Mumbo: became a pig

Mumbo: has an affinity for murder

Technoblade: built a giant potato farm

Technoblade: is a pig

Technoblade: has an affinity for murder

There are probably more similarities, I just can't think of them rn

So excited to see what Mumbo does with Grian's soul, how Grian finds out, who else Mumbo will convince(the whole Boatem crew?) and how other people's lore will fit in(see number 4)

On Mumbo's latest episode, Xisumavoid commented "Now I see the similarity! We have two pink Hermits :-D"

Of course, this can't be all he's talking about. I mean, the other Hermit whose current plotline is literally him being controlled by his evil counterpart commenting on the episode where Mumbo goes crazy for sure? This could have some spectacular implications to what's really happening. What does Evil X know of this? What does Mumbo know of Evil X? I'm so excited!

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It feels like a lot of people didn't notice the resolution of Mumbo's "Peace, Love, and Plants" arc, so I'm going to summarize and then rave abt it(Go watch Mumbo and Grian's episodes if you haven't yet!)

(spoilers for Hermitcraft s8)

So, Scar drops them all in the Boatem Hole(a very good place for their season to end, but that's another rant) and Mumbo and Grian are the last two to go down, with Grian on half a heart.

(Grian has kept himself on half a heart throughout their getting into the spaceship in preparation for this moment)

Grian suggests a high five for old times sake, and when they do so, Mumbo's hit kills Grian, whom Mumbo squeezed out his soul from, whom he had the Tree War with, who's been his best friend. His no killing streak was ended, not by some murderous cheat day like he had thought, but by a goodbye gesture at the end of the world.

Just, that whole gesture is so poetic to me, and it feels like it got skipped over by a lot of the fanbase. I loved every second of it.

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Lol ah if I ever do cross line, slap this book anon with a fish lol

PREACH IT!!! facts, facts and once again facts were spoken. You have summed up that entire section brilliantly love! Dare I say, mic drop

Onto the merch and I saw! I was surprised in a good way to see them! Hybe must have heard us complaining lol but no, they can create nice merch! While not the svt color scheme,it is very much in line to what you can think of merch for the boys. Simple and cute I think! Very bright from the orange shades i remember seeing, granted I will admit the bag is very similar to the one they sold for txt's online fan concert as well(?) So idk if this is just their common purse style they have pre-made and will change it up via color scheme wise but nonetheless, we can see decent merch being made. I think we will see over time improvements, I could very much see hybe adopting the bts album inspired merch for svt (idk how long that lasted but I do recall seeing merch inspired by their love yourself album or their tear albums so I could see maybe hybe putting out merch related to a mini series of the YMMD era? Of course please do not take my words as facts. I sadly don't work for hybe xD but just an idea I could maybe see happening and I think that could be cool! These might be a bit more pricier because I remember those merch were like limited edition so they cost a bit more which funnily could be the going svt merch idea you gave! I think that would be fun like imagine a makeup purse or a small bag based off the old pastel title screen ahh that would be cute!) Now brings us the ahem, more obvious cash grabs. Now, I will say the only time I can recall this also happening with sm artist. I always remember seeing those bday limited edition merch being sold and this was usually small items like a necklace, key ring, etc. It wasn't a t-shirt or something wild so maybe this is where hybe got inspired? Idk if this will be for all hybe artist though, would be weird if it just for svt. Like I get it, more members means more money but like ??? Make it make sense. I do agree with you, if we do have a good balance of good quality merch and have the few not so great merch it can work out? Of course call out merch that isn't ok like the plastic water bottles (I doubt that helps because fans of bts did this and welp, the resold it like I said so I doubt bighit would listen but still, we should make our voices heard!) And oohhh gotchas! Yeah I haven't hear of the rings situation at all, am happy they didn't do it. I guess in a way, I could maybe see what pledis wanted to do? But why replicas? They could have just done a simple svt inspired ring, not the personal one the boys own jdjajdjajs

Oohhh touche, while I'm personally not a fan of streaming parties, I can see why companies do them and it is valid c:

Caratland, ah yes. I keep forgetting about it fjsdns. Are you planning on watching it? I'm sure we will see some new songs being performed and knowing the boys, they will find a creative way to mix things up haha.

Before I go, I must say I remember finishing hoshi xD bro I remember seeing this happen live while my twitter gc were all watching the kcon livestream and we were all losing our minds xD like the timeline was in chaos and laughing about how they could lose hoshi but also how very on brand it was so anon, a great way to become a fan lolol

(is the slapping with a fish a reference to something or just something you like to say? dhfjfh either way it makes me laugh!)

yeah it makes sense if they would have the same template/design for basic merch items like totes, shirts, hats and things like that and just changed the color or print design. honestly that doesn't bother me so long as the basic sort of merch is in addition to more unique merch items if that makes sense.

ooh old album inspired merch is an interesting idea! although honestly I'd just settle for reprints of the old albums themselves OTL idk if that's something hybe can do directly though since they're not the original manufacturers of the old albums. like I'm sure pledis could reprint the old albums if they really wanted to, but there may be legal issues to work out if they want to switch to hybe manufacturing them + selling them permanently on weverse shop. idk how easy or hard that is since I'm not a legal expert but that would be my guess! i still hope it happens some day though... finding old albums is hard TT

yeah i wouldn't be surprised if other companies have done birthday merch, it seems like the type of thing kpop companies in general would try to make money off of dhfkf. honestly the concept of birthday merch in general I'm just like... *sigh* yeah, ok. like i don't think it's immoral to profit off of it or anything but it's just an example of capitalism at its finest you know? at this point I'm just like, if you're going to make birthday merch at least go all in with the individual member customization instead of making it all plain black TT like I'm sure some ppl do like that kind of design and no judgement there. it's not inherently bad. but its all very... professional? corporate? not sure if those are the words I'm looking for dhfkf but like they could have incorporated a lot of personal elements like the cherry motif or let cheol dress up in his favorite clothes for the photoshoot and things like that you know? also the hand thing was just weird at the very least i hope they scrap that idea for the other members if they get bday merch TT and yeah I'll also be interested to hear if other hybe groups also get b-day merch...

I actually can't remember if the rings were "replicas" in the sense that they had the members names on them/were the exact design SVT members had. it may have been a "carat" version of the ring, in which case replica may not be the right word to use. but either way they were definitely marketed as being like... the equivalent of a seventeen ring if that makes sense? and that being the case even if wasn't the exact same design it still wouldn't have sat right with me, it just feels too close to home. i do remember thinking at the time that they could have made something like a bracelet or necklace that could be like a mirror to SVTs rings but still something distinctly different. like it could still show SVT and carats connection while not intruding on SVT members status and the work they put in to get that title... but i digress!

I'm almost certainly not gonna watch it live dhfjfh for one online concerts and fanmeetings just aren't worth the cost for me... maybe if it was $20 or less id spare the money but I'm not gonna pay $50 to watch a livestream at 3am DHFKFH. and even if i were considering it, I'm traveling on the 9th so i can't be up late to watch it live even if i wanted to. i know they have delayed times for replays but if it's not live then it's even less worth it to spend the money imo. so likely I'll just keep my eyes peeled for a pirated version after the fact dhfkf

it really was so chaotic... its interesting to hear sometimes the crazy ways ppl got into the fandom or were first exposed to SVT dhfjfh especially since my own stanning story is more sentimental(?) rather than funny

#melia.ask #📖 anon

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Hello! I've been reading up some of your OW writings and I love how you characterize everyone! If you don't mind, may I ask any writings (headcanons, short story, whichever you prefer) for Soldier: 76/Reaper/Genji with S/O who loves old jazz, like from 1920's to 1960's-ish? (I'm talking about classics like Ella Fitzgerald and Julie London, lots of impromptus and lots of scat-singing. I absolutely adore them and listen to them all day, singing them whenever I'm alone XD) Thank you!!

thank you very much. And I’m just going to do hc’s, hope that’s okay >.

Soldier 76:

The man is a little old fashion to begin with

Y’know, old habits die hard

No one has ever thought to ask if he has a preference in music or anything like that

In all honesty, there are still a lot of things you wish you knew about your boyfriend

As much as you’d managed to get him to open up to you, a huge feat considering his many years in hiding before, there was still so much to learn about this man you loved

One day though, Soldier paused when he came home to pick up some papers

He could hear music playing in the kitchen. Immediately he went and peeked in

There you were, this old but familiar tune in the background, singing as you twirled around with a broom, unnoticed. Right now you were singing ‘Dream a little dream of me’ by Ella Fitzgerald.

A smile tugged at his lips as he watched you, unnoticed as you continued, your voice soft and off key but he thought it was lovely all the same

As the words ‘Say ‘nighty-night’ and kiss me’ played, Soldier cut in and surprised you when he turned and caught you in a soft kiss. Dropping the broom in surprise, you were surprised as you found your body pressed to his, a hand on your waist and he began to lead you in a dance.

What was even more shocking then this was when he started singing along softly, voice gruff in your ear but the two of you swayed

“I didn’t know you liked this kind of music,” you said in surprised delight, resting your head on his shoulder, smiling as you felt the chuckle deep in his throat

“I should have danced with you like this a long time ago,” he murmured, eyes closed.

Now, whenever the two of you felt like dancing he’d put on this song, like the first time he was ever gifted with the chance to dance with you

Reaper:

Reaper absolutely hates to be disturbed when he’s doing his paperwork

While usually you would go and sit with him, this was the only time he ever asked you stay away

Not even Sombra dared to enter his office during this time

Except this time, you needed some help from him badly

You had an assignment due, which sounded ridiculous. Like it was school or something. But it was due and you needed it extended another day

And who better to ask then your top of the rank boyfriend?

So despite the obvious taboo it was to bother him in this obviously crucial time, you knocked gently

When there was no answer, you wondered if you were wrong and he wasn’t there. Knocking once more, you tried to be patient

Your patience lasted about five seconds

Stepping in, you were about to call his name when you realized that he wasn’t facing the desk. His hood was down and he had his head resting on the back of his chair

It took you a moment as you slowly started stepping toward him to realize that… he had earbuds in. Your big bad edge-lord was listening to music during work

You hadn’t pegged him for that kind of guy. It wasn’t a bad thing, he just didn’t seem like the type to enjoy things like music

Creeping closer, you leaned in and could barely make out a rather familiar tune. Leaning closer yet again, your hand slipped and you fell against his shoulder

Reaper jumped, and you saw his hand go for one of hit shotguns- till he saw you, and a growl ripped from his lips. But you weren’t afraid

“What are you doing?” he snarls. “I told you not to-wait, don’t touch those-!” Reaper wrestled with you for his earbuds, but your determination outweighed his strength, and you managed to wiggle away a bit, putting one to your ear

Freezing, you turned to stare at him. “Is this ‘Sway’ by Julie London?” you asked in awe.

Immediately Reaper ripped the headphones from whatever device he’d been using. “No. There was no music,” he snapped.

Eyes bright with happiness, you ignored his defensive tone and threw yourself on him. “I didn’t know you liked old jazz! Oh, I can’t help loving you even more now!’ you said, pressing kisses all over his scarred face.

Reaper looked taken aback and didn’t know how to respond. “Can we listen to it together? I need to work on my assignment but I want to spend time with you and I can be quiet!” you whined, pouting at him.

Looking ready to refuse, Reaper took one last look at his face and loathed himself for the weakness you gave him. “Fine,” he muttered, and you squealed, kissing him again before pulling up a chair and plugging in the earbuds again.

Surprisingly, you managed to keep yourself quiet, and with each time you asked to do this, Reaper started to grumble less and less

Genji:

Has no real taste in music

I mean, don’t get me wrong

The good news is that he recognizes bad music

Do you know how many old western songs McCree tried to make him listen to in Overwatch? He was almost ready to ask for cybernetic ears just so he could turn the world on mute when McCree sang in his off-key voice at the top of his lungs during training

Or those moments when D.va has this loud, hard rock playing during missions, thinking it helps make the situation more badass

Not even Tracer’s upbeat pop and alternative rock really called to him

In the end, music played little to his life

Of course, you weren’t going to let this slide. This had started as a simple ‘wanting to know you’ question before you two started dating

Now that the two of you were serious, you wanted to find out if there was any kind of music or even one song that called to Genji

So now and then you’d play something and inconspicuously ask if he liked it

It usually ended with a ‘meh’ or a ‘I guess’ and that…was not going to satisfy the thirst for knowledge you had. You needed to know. Surely he had something.

So one day during breakfast you sat him down and started playing all types of music. At first, Genji didn’t mind the experiment

Then he hoped that pretending to like one would cease the harassment by musical standards

Except you were no fool. You know he was lying

You didn’t give up though, until you had no choice but to go on a mission.

When you got back, you sat down on the roof, exhausted

You had no idea where Genji was, but you were starting to suspect this idea was probably a bad one. Genji had looked a bit annoyed when you’d last seen him, probably because all morning you had forced him to go without the quiet he usually liked to help him prepare for the day ahead

Turning on some old jazz, your own personal favorite among music genres, you sat there staring at the sky enjoying the view

You didn’t know how long it was before you heard a thump, and looked over to see Genji sitting next to you. He stared off into the sunset, looking thoughtful. His mask was off, a rare but beautiful sight

“Look, Genji, I’m sorry-” you started to say.

“I like this,” he said after a moment, looking at you. “This music….its nice. Its a little softer sounding then the other voices…. does that make sense?” he asked, wondering if he did

You wondered if he was making it up, but you’d know if he was lying

Who would have thought he’d like Ella Fitzgerald, you thought with a smile and you leaned your head on his shoulder

The two of you sat there, listening to music for the rest of the evening

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Hey I'm new and don't know if you'll still do requests for the s/o with prosthetic limbs, if you still will could you do it Pharah, 76, Tracer and Torbjörn? Sorry if you don't.

I do xD I’m sorry. I hope you forgive me but I don’t think I feel comfortable doing Torb’s. I think he’s a character I can only do friendship/parent-like behavior but don’t worry! he’s happily married ;) i’m sure he’d be just as supportive as any of them.

Pharah

The two of you were together before the accident

Between the two of you, you were both considered a rather elite fighting team

Pharah was all about the high ground attacks and you were more up close and personal

One day a mission went wrong and a bomb trap went off in a building Pharah had seen you enter but a minute ago

Instantly she had dropped from the sky, panic filling her as she yelled into her mic your name

The building, or what was left of it, was crumbling

She’d found you beneath rubble, your limbs at odd angles. Lifting you, the two of you had your first retreat

You ended up going into intensive care in the hospital

Pharah didn’t leave your side once. She was so scared that she might lose you….

When the doctors told you that they couldn’t save most of your body, she was heart broken. Not because your body was most important to her: because she was afraid of how you might react when you woke up

It was a few days before you woke up at all

When you did, you were really groggy. Everything was a blur, but slowly the world came into focus

And the first thing your eyes locked on was Pharah

Instantly relief filled you. She was okay. When the bomb had gone off, your first thought had been was what if she walked in and another went off too?

“Your okay…” you breathed, instantly trying to reach for her…but you realized your hand wasn’t held out to her. It felt like it was….but it wasn’t….

You froze, and Pharah instantly moved to the bed, gently smoothing her hand through your hair.

“How….how much could they save?” you asked finally, swallowing.

Pharah’s fingers tucked a strand behind your ear. “None of your limbs made it,” she says softly. “They’re just waiting for the new prosthetic limbs to get in.”

For a moment you said nothing, as your mind raced around in a panic in your head. “I…oh….” you whispered, before you focused on one thought in particular.

Eyes meeting hers, you swallowed hard. “Pharah…Prosthetic limbs don’t bother you, do they?” you asked, nervous.

Pharah stared down at you, before her eyes welled with tears and she tried to blink them back. “Y/n, you idiot,” she whispers. “Of course they don’t. This doesn’t change how I feel about you. Its us, till the end.

Breathing in and out, you slowly nodded. If Pharah was unhurt, and wouldn’t leave you with this obvious change, then…

“Its us,” you agreed, as Pharah leaned in and pressed a kiss to your forehead. “Till the end.”

Soldier 76

You two have been married for a long, happy 9 years

The two of you met before Soldier reunited with Ana

Now you usually stay Overwatch, helping Mercy take care of them all

Your not a fighter, more of a lover

Although Soldier would have agree with that, he had to admit you didn’t have a mean bone in your body and he loved you for it

You rarely go on missions with them, just because of how dangerous it is

After 9 years, Soldier found you unconscious on the floor in the kitchen

Instantly you were in Mercy’s medical room, with Soldier being forced to wait outside for what seemed like forever

Finally, Mercy allowed him in, but only after you’d woken up

You sat there in the bed, watching him with a rather gentle look on your face

Soldier swallowed hard. You looked so small in the medical bed…

“Hey,” he said quietly, coming and sitting on the edge of the bed and taking your hand in his. “How…how do you feel?”

For a moment you watched him, tracing your fingers across his hand. It had a faded scars and the fingers were rough with calluses. Your husband was such a hard worker, you though. He always tried his best…

“I feel good,” you said after a moment, giving him a soft smile.

Soldier realized that that smile…wasn’t good. It meant that something was wrong, something you had easily come to terms with.

“Baby…I..Apparently I have a disease,” you said slowly, reaching up to brush your hand across his cheek.

“Apparently I’ve had it for a long time, but the symptoms don’t show up for years sometimes. My…my body is dying. The tissues and nerves are dying. My limbs will be the first to go…I already can’t wiggle my toes or feel below my knees. And I’ll get faint or dizzy spells,” you say gently.

Soldier’s heart broke in his chest. His love for you was endless, and your pain was his. But he knew that you’d try to hide your feelings, as not to upset him

“Y/n…” he said softly.

“Mercy says there’s treatment, but…it’ll only prolong my life by another eight years at best. At worst, I could die as early as next year,” you continued, watching the stunned look on his face. It hurt you just as much. But you couldn’t cry, you had to stay-

Pulling you tight in his arms, Soldier stroked his fingers through your hair tenderly. “Don’t,” Soldier whispers. “Don’t pretend you don’t care. Its my job to be strong for you, not the other way around.”

You felt yourself freeze, your heart beating wildly. The gentle feeling of his hand in your hair soothed you a bit as you let out a shuddering breath.

“My health is just going to decline, Jack-” you whispered.

“I don’t care,” he said raggedly. “I love you. With everything I have. Eight years, one year, five minutes….every second is worth being with you, even if we know the outcome. I love you, y/n, and by your side is where i will remain. So don’t give me some kind of bullshit about how you don’t want me to see,” he whispers into your ear, cradling you to him.

That was what broke you though. You didn’t want him to see. But even more selfish was the fact that you didn’t want to die alone. You didn’t want to never see him again. You didn’t want to leave him.

The tears spilled over and you clutched him, pressing your face into his chest. It was amazing how so much could change in five minutes….One moment you thought you had a lifetime and the next it was so much shorter…

“We’re in this together,” Jack whispered, rocking you gently. He knew he could never and would never want to leave you. He’d be there till your last breath and longer.

“I’m sorry,” you sobbed, shaking against him as you let your emotions take you.

Jack just held you the rest of the night, humming the song the two of you had danced to at your wedding.

Mercy stood outside, tears spilling down her own cheeks. She wished she could have saved you.

Tracer

The two of you fell in love after

Every year Tracer likes to take a small vacation from Overwatch and go to England to compete in the track and field there. There’s a contest every year for the fastest runner

She competes, not using her device in any way

After all, Tracer hates cheating

She first saw you when you were getting ready to compete. You were stretching over at the far side, wearing shorts and t-shirt. Her first thought was you were incredibly attractive

Lena’s second thought was that she wanted to know your name. Unable to help herself, she’d begun toward you and then noticed you were talking to some people there

You looked mildly irritated, hands on your hips, as four people stood there. As Tracer got closer, she could hear them more clearly, though honestly she was halfway through the crowd. Everyone could hear them

“That’s cheating, mate. Omnic’s aren’t allowed to participate,” one sneered, to her shock. What on earth?

“Ya, why don’t ya go back to the scrap yard?” another laughed.

That’s when you noticed the glimmer of metal and realized you had one prosthetic leg and two prosthetic arms. But why did that matter, she thought?

“What’s going on here?” Tracer said cheerfully, bouncing up beside you. Her eyes were like daggers on the men.

“Nothing,” you muttered, wondering if the pretty woman was going to make fun of you too. You used to run all the time till an accident took it away. But these prosthetic limbs allowed for you to continue your dream…and they enhanced you as much as normal limbs.

“This bag o’bolts wants to compete!” snickered one.

“So? Its open to the public. What does it matter?” Tracer demanded, to both their and your surprise.

One sputtered a bit. “Its cheating! Look at that!” they said and pointed at his leg.

Tracer looked down at the leg and then up at the men with a challenge. “I see. Having a prosthetic isn’t cheating, nor is it a choice. So bug off,” she said seriously, and glared when they looked like they were going to protest. “Before you find you need a prosthetic too.”

The men glanced at each other. The lady was small and slim but there was something about her that was slightly scary. After a moment they headed off, getting ready for the race.

Turning, you scowled adorably, cheeks pink. “You didn’t have to do that,” you muttered.

Raising an eyebrow, Lena let out the prettiest laugh you’d ever heard. “No, but I wanted to. I’m Lena, by the way,” she said, winking at you. “And since I saved you, you can repay me by taking me out to lunch later?”

“I thought heroes saved others to be nice?” you said, flustered. Why was this woman flirting with you? Did she not see the limbs?

Tracer sticks out her tongue at you playfully. “I guess I’m not your typical hero, love.”

“You…do see the prosthetics, right?” you asked hesitantly, wondering if she was blind.

Tracer blinked in surprise. “Of course I do. They’re very nice. Anyway, I’ll see you tomorrow at Ariel’s Diner at 1pm,” she said with a wink, leaning up and sneaking a kiss on the cheek.

Face burning hot, you rubbed your cheek in awe as she walked off. She liked you? Even with these hunks of metal?

The two of you ended up competing. Lena won, to your happiness, and you came in third. And the next day, you surprised yourself by going to the diner. It was that smile that captivated you…

And there it was, beaming at you from a table

The two of you began going steady and never once did she make you feel inferior or less then your true worth

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