#npd + schizospec culture is

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

NPD + schizophrenic culture is ; no bitch , I ain ’ t no second coming of any of god , I AM THE FIRST COMING OF A GOD .

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#npd culture is #npd + schizophrenia culture is #npd + schizospec culture is #npd #actually narcissistic #actually npd #narcissistic personality disorder #cluster b #schizo spectrum #schizospec #schizophrenia #unreality #-🌞

[cluster-b-culture-is]

Schizospec + NPD culture is being like “I AM FUCKING NOSTRADAMUS!!!!!!!! AND ALSO GOD!!!!!!! BOW DOWN TO ME!!!!!!!!” whenever you get a single prediction about something right and it sending you into a manic spiral (my brother in christ you guessed basic information based on obvious patterns)

So what I’m trying to say is schizospec + NPD culture is being right about everything /j

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#cluster b culture is #npd culture is #schizospec npd culture is #cluster b #npd #Mod Reef #anonymous #MOOD

[livingzomboy]

i may or may not have npd, but it could be thr bpd and i hate the testing abd assessments cuz theyre all very clear stereotypes, and i know itll calculate some answers as me being grandiose but its just plain true, like i literally do know the truth of the universe and i should be listened to, and i literally am entitled to more respect than so many other "humans" (npc's) because theyre sll worthless morally impure fucking idiots, and i do deserve better treatment from those close to me because they literally don't understand my value, and not even my inherent value as a person, and i know that this sounds like a grandiose rant but nobody fucking gets that im speaking the truth, nobody understands that i hate myself so fucking deeply, nobody understands the CRAVING for love and validation after spending my WHOLE LIFE isolated, being a "schizo freak crazy psycho" to FUCKING EVERYBODY, i need my view of reality validated because i am NOTHING if im bot correct, im worthless if my FP doesn't love me, and i will do ANYTHING in my power to keep the like 3 humans i actually care about caring about me because if they dont i will explode

#schizospec #schizotypal #braains🧟 #questioning npd culture is #cluster b #cluster a pd

[impunkster-syndrome]

Pinned post time I guess.

Edit: I deadass forgot a name. I got so many. Just go with BlackBox or Kunikos (they/them plural).

22. Angry queer cripple.

Conditions:

DID

BPD + AvPD

ADHD

Something on the schizospec

hEDS

Some disordered eating

POTS

MaDD

Seizure disorder, either epilepsy or PNES

Trauma-based paraphilic intrusive thoughts or paraphilic disorder

Celiac

Shellfish allergy

Some ego issues (Likely some NPD traits)

Hypoglycemia

Trying to figure out ASPD traits

lactose intolerance

If you ask for proof of diagnosis or demand that I be in agony constantly to be "valid" in my disability, go fuck yourself! You're ableist!

I'm cripplepunk, on the fringe of neuropunk, and a few other things.

Instead of a DNI, I'm making my stances clear:

- Disabled people can romanticize their own disorders and are not required to cater their existence to that of ableists. It becomes a problem when people who do not have that condition romanticize it or want that condition.

- Almost all media is problematic and part of that makes it great for analysis and discussion of culture. A lot of media is a mixed bag and is catered to specific audiences. But, that doesn't give you a free pass to post shit wherever without warning or to share content that is fanfiction of real people or other things that can cause harm or be used for grooming out in the open. You can write dark shit as a coping skill without sharing it with everyone you meet. Not proship, not antiship, but a literal adult with bigger struggles than online fights that everyone is an asshole in.

- Mspec queers are welcome in this house. Neopronouns, xenogenders, endogenic systems, too. If you're a detransitioner who found that transitioning didn't work for you but still support trans people, you're welcome here.

- I do not have to be nice to bigots or people spouting bigotry. Generally it's good to be nice to people even if you dislike them. But if someone is spouting genocidal and/or fascist rhetoric I will beat the shit out of you with my crutches.

- I'm an anti contact paraphile due to trauma and potential programming. No, it's none of your business what my paraphilias are. Just that I am anti contact. I will talk about my experiences here. If you think people like me should die for what trauma did to us, save your breath and fuck off.

- You are not entitled to any information about me, my system, or disabilities. Everything here is information I choose to give.

- Radqueers are not fucking welcome here. Get offline and actually talk to the minorities you say you want to be like. Not only the ones that agree with you.

- Gore and suicide-adjacent edgeplay blogs are not welcome here. I'm reporting your shit if you don't have your content tagged and community labeled properly.

closted-punk -> crippled-kunikos -> impunkster-syndrome

[bpdddog]

a violent dog , all bark no bite i use they/he/rot/bone/hym

001. DISORDERS 002. BYF 003. DNI 004. TAGS

CONFIRMED DISORDERS

Attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder (ADHD)

Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD, Autism)

Other Specified Dissociative Disorder-1b (OSDD-1b)

Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)

Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD)

Major Depressive Disorder (MDD)

Schizoaffective Disorder (Schizoaff, Schizospec, Psychosis)

and more im not comfortable sharing on here

BEFORE YOU INTERACT

i dont tag trigger warnings or content warnings

i might reblog from sh blogs. DOESNT MEAN IM ON THAT SIDE OF TUMBLR. (example; sh culture is)

im bad at communication to anyone that isnt close with us

may not post vents ;-(

im alterhuman and a xenogender user , i also use neopronouns

dont feed into anything please.

DO NOT INTERACT

endogenic, willowgenic, nontraumagenic, median, and tulpa "systems"

proshippers, comshippers, anti-anti, and profic

DDLG and fetishistic age-regression/pet-regression

pro/neu contact paraphilia, contradictory and "good faith" identities, including lesboys/gaybians and mspec lesbians/gays

against xenogenders, xenopronouns, or neopronouns, liom, or mogai

believes in narcissistic abuse

"irl yandere"

TAGS

╰ ‘ 🐶🪦 ’ › anon tag

╰ ‘ 🦴 ’ › vent

╰ ‘ 🫀 ’ › lovemail

╰ ‘ 🏚️ ’ › vent

╰ ‘ 🧟🐾 ’ › ramble

dividers by t-reki , intro inspo @ruestep

#╰ ‘ 🐶🪦 ’ › anon tag #╰ ‘ 🦴 ’ › vent #╰ ‘ 🫀 ’ › lovemail #╰ ‘ 🏚️ ’ › vent #╰ ‘ 🧟🐾 ’ › ramble

[bandofchimeras]

hey dude, sorry not trying to be an ass w this but I saw u had a post where in the tags you used delusional and narcissist as pretty derogatory insults towards the govt. Bashing the government is good and great but using terms that we (at least currently) need to describe mental illness (and definitely associate with it!)... in ways like that... its ableist and dehumanizing and leads to more abuse, even if it feels innocent, because if everyone who's a narc or who's delusional is dangerous....that's everyone w/ npd, or a schizospec disorder, or any other things.

Sorry this is long, and again, not trying to be rude! Just wanted to inform you and ask that you maybe be a little more careful with word choice in the future :)

hey anon, yeah thanks for your concern. I do understand the movement to change language usage around mental illness and destigmatize. And it is well intentioned.

Unfortunately, narcissistic and delusional are still pretty generally derogatory words. A person with NPD may not cause harm simply by virtue of having the diagnosis but we all agree narcissism itself isn't a fun cool trait to have. Delusions are obscurations of reality.

We still say manic, depressed, obsessive, etc in both outright negative ways and descriptive but not morally loaded ways. to me it's just part of language, and the ethics of most derogatory language does depend on who's using it.

I'm absolutely behind not calling everyone who sucks a narcissist. and would like people to stop saying "I'm being OCD" or "that's so bipolar," "he's a schizo" and so on. The "delulu" trend online is weird and fetishizes mentally ill people.

For context: I am a person with a narcissistic tendency, due to my childhood. My life has been a long train of psych symptoms... delusions of grandeur, maladaptive daydreaming, hallucinations, psychosis, derealization, depersonalization, dissociative identity states. psychology is one of my longest hyperfixations simply because I needed to understand my experience. it's been helpful and unhelpful in different ways. Pathologization is a phenomen that can't be understood separately from language, culture, history, and violence.

And yet I don't really have a problem with calling things crazy, insane, or batshit. in fact I find power in redefining and playing with these terms. I've been called crazy in a demeaning, invalidating way. And yeah, I'm a lil crizazy, a bit unhinged one might say. But if a motherfucker calls me crazy to invaldiate my argument, I instantly know they've lost. They're being weak, and abusive. It will also piss me the fuck off. I may want to show them what "crazy" looks like. The better angels of my nature will whisper "keep your head."

With the movement to neutralize mental health terms, what's always confused me is the understanding of language itself. I experience words autistically - they have multiple overlapping meanings all the time. Words are like composite images composed of billions of instances of use, fluttering and evolving as they are spoken and written. Vernacular is messy, sputtering and ever changing. Therefore words carry a multitude of connotations. When different people say them in different contexts you can see and hear different implications.

So, I really don't care if a dude at work says "that's fuckin insane bro" ...to a gnarly kickflip. Or a devastating news article. Insane delineates the magnitude of his emotion. It's out of bounds. Something normies and straights would try to contain, institutionalize, label. Christ, that's juicy. It's why I adore skater boy lingo and teen slang. It's careless and crunchy.

English itself, especially corporate and institutional English, can be a strict, bland, and often abusive language. My fellow autistic homies tend to enjoy a rousing jaunt down into the annals of historical parlance for our everyday linguistic transactions because it's fucking boring, the clinical way we are expected to speak here and now.

So therefore: thanks for your message calling attention to my words and their impact.

There are deeper better more poetic words to call the government and frankly I believe the best ones might be found in other languages.

All in all, you're right that "narcissistic" and "delusional" are not the most accurate, potent words to describe the US government. How to convey the twisted, detached from reality, spirit of that entity best in language, though, I need to expand the lexicon. Maybe using these words is cheap. Maybe it covers over the intentionality and corruption at play.

So I'm going to open this up to some language play - and ask you, anon, and anyone else what words can we find to convey the negative meaning of delusional (detached from truth) and narcissistic (inverted and self concerned to the point of dysfunction), in English? or in another language?

I hope you can take this in good faith not as a deflection but really engaging with your ask.

Being language corrected can trigger my harshest defenses. I can feel in my body all the times someone has punished, invalidated, dismissed something I've said because of using "uncivil" or foul or imperfect language. In general, trying to conform to correct ideological forms of language is like, major wretched, dude.

Hell my dorky ass disingenuous nerd of a brother yesterday called a message I sent the family group chat about Palestine "blasphemous" because I said " my god" and used it as an excuse to delete every impassioned exchange we had so the "children wouldn't see," - him be racist, cough. can't make this shit up.

But that's my background. Catholicism is a mental illness. (Sorry in advance to all mental illness havers for associating you with Catholics)

#anon #language #psychology #this is also a recent change for me so its cool if anyone wants to call hypocrisy #a long road to unembodying the social justice warrior archetype of ultracorrective speech policing #which doesnt mean “freeze peach” #but rather #people are gonna say shit man #and you can tell what they mean by it #and educating people on the history of words wont change a spiteful hateful intent #i believe anon is well intentioned tho #destigmatize mental illness #but id rather energy be put towards fighting material and medical abuse in thr systems

[schizospec-culture-is]

Welcome!

Welcome to schizospec-culture-is! We’re a blog for anyone with a related disorder to submit asks starting with something along the lines of “schizophrenic culture is” or “schizoaffective culture is”, similar to other blogs such as plural-culture-is! Questioning and self-dxed people are welcome!

We are diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder (bipolar type) and seeing the lack of blogs for people with disorders like us, we made this.

A few rules:

1. No hateful asks. Asks about how much you hate x group or anything similar will be deleted--this isn’t the blog for that. You can post about community issues to a degree, but starting discourse isn’t allowed and will be deleted from the ask box at our discretion.

2. Anyone on the schizo-spectrum can send in asks.

3. LGBT-phobia, ableism, racism and anything else similar will not be posted here. You will be blocked and your ask will be deleted.

4. Asks spreading misinformation will be deleted at our discretion. This is referring to anything about schizo-spec disorders as well as other communities outside of that.

5. We will NOT tolerate anyone who believes certain disorders make anyone inherently “evil”, “abusive” or “harmful”. This includes NPD, ASPD, BPD, etc, and any other disorder.

We’d be happy to trigger warn posts if any need it, so definitely tell us if you’d like something to be warned for! General negative and/or vent-adjacent posts will be warned for with the tag #negative.

Links under the readmore.

Blog owned by @interstellarsystem

Trigger Warning Tags

Dividers link.

#schizoaffective #neurodivergent #not schizospec culture #schizophrenia

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

npd + schizo culture is once you have that god complex delusion there is no going back

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[narcissisticpdcultureis]

NPD + Schizophrenia culture is being VERY possessive over characters from your kinlist for NO precise pin pointed reason

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[narcissisticpdcultureis]

NPD + schizophrenic culture is doodling your hallucinations and showing them to ur friends when they ask about them and THEN SUDDENLY one of ur friends starts drawing these monsters “monsters” things and when u ask about them they answer like “oh well… they're just some monsters… that i see…. 😢” and ur like NO THE FUCK YOU DON'T?!!?????? NO THE FUCK YOU DON'T HAVE HALLUCINATIONS I'M THE ONE THAT HAS HALLUCINATIONS AND DRAWS THEM YOU FUCKING COPYCAT !!!!!!!!!!!!

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[narcissisticpdcultureis]

NPD+BPD+schizospec culture is embracing the weird, unacceptable and crazy thoughts you used to think of as cringe

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[narcissisticpdcultureis]

npd + schizophrenic culture is uh oh, looks like i have two very stigmatised disorders! well, i guess i just HAVE to answer all your questions about ME, i dont want you being uneducated,.. oh nooo how unfortunate... /sarc & silly! -🚬

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#npd culture is #npd + schizophrenia culture is #npd + schizospec culture is #npd #actually narcissistic #actually npd #narcissistic personality disorder #cluster b #schizophrenia #schizospec #schizo spectrum #-🚬

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

Narc & schizo culture is being constantly paranoid that ur friend might have acted differently this one time bc they searched up “ how to deal with a narcissistic ” & now they secretly despite u & see u as a monster & want u dead bc ur a narc ,.

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[narcissisticpdcultureis]

NPD + schizospec + dissociative culture is suddenly having the feeling that youre one of a handful of important protagonist characters that The Audience can switch between in a video game, and your character role is The Stunningly Beautiful And Charming And Clever One. my fellow protags wherever you are im sure we will meet eventually and im sorry if my fan art is better than yours

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[narcissisticpdcultureis]

NPD + schizophrenic culture is wanting to share everything about you for everyone else to see & admire but the paranoia not letting you do it

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[narcissisticpdcultureis]

npd + schizophrenia culture is not knowing if you feel like youre a god because of npd or if its a grandiose delusion. i guess we'll never know

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