#nowwhat

[viciousclarity]

I’m #officially #38 … #nowwhat ? (at Reno, Nevada) https://www.instagram.com/p/ChWhm-lOMHR/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#officially #38 #nowwhat

[webdimensionsinc]

#may #digitalmarketing #nowwhat #ad #article

[anaptspirit]

Working my way through some stuff.

I had a moment of clarity. A brief thought that illuminated where I was wrong in my thinking, and then it was gone. It was like a whisper of perspicuity was there and then gone. Just like that. A faint memory. It left as quickly as it came. 

My actions, my steps, my movements for the past several years have been based on an altered reality that my mind made up. Something happens, someone says something and I think that I should be this way and that is how I behave. I think I am trying to control something. Some sort of outcome.  I base many of my decisions on how I think I should be. In reality, sometimes, most of the time, those thoughts cause me to alter my behavior. But, I did not want to behave that way. I think I thought I was being nice, accommodating, generous, giving, but I was not being any of those things. I was not being true to myself. And, I was collecting a heap of bitterness. Each time my effort went unnoticed, unappreciated, taken for granted I was angry. How could they be so selfish...don’t they know that I have given up part of what I want for them. 

I am thankful for the moment of clarity. For the brief yet whole understanding. 

Now what. 

#pickupthepieces #divorce #codependent #nowwhat

[discreteteddy123]

Journal Entry 105

I’ve found “the killer” for the last time. Before, I couldn’t pass up letting someone else do my dirty work for me. I thought he’d benefit from killing them. When it didn’t work the first time, I tried it again... and again. But then, he refused to kill this last one! I think he could tell the guy was clueless. I had to get involved and finish the job before the guy said anything to Lenny. 

#idkwhatelsetodo #nowwhat #throwinthetowel #nomorekilling

[hanapex]

Ugh…what now. I’ve been nearly running out of characters to think about and music ideas to work on. The some things I have been only working on was currently drawings of my own characters and working on the music I have been currently putting my ass into. If anyone is available please feel free to talk to me or we could just have a chat or…whatever I guess. #help #assist #someonehelp #newideas #ideas #art #music #whatnow #nowwhat #damn #anime #plankton #ffs #ineedhelp # https://www.instagram.com/p/CkH36Fyt455/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#help #assist #someonehelp #newideas #ideas #art #music #whatnow #nowwhat #damn #anime #plankton #ffs #ineedhelp

[bebacostas]

After a 4 month school break, my girls finally started school this morning. Back to the school routine! Hallelujah!!! #school2022 #sofíaymaelle #aucklandnz #diocesanschoolforgirls #stheliersprimaryschool #stheliers #nowwhat (at Auckland, New Zealand) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cjyh8tISviRLaLoRCi7vrEziprckXgTf3ncL0k0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#school2022 #sofíaymaelle #aucklandnz #diocesanschoolforgirls #stheliersprimaryschool #stheliers #nowwhat

[horatorastudios]

The space between Where you smile and hide Is where you'll find me if I get to go The space between The bullets in our fire fight Is where I'll be hiding waiting for you The rain that falls Splashed in your heart Ran like sadness down the window into your room The space between our wicked lies is Where we hope to keep safe from pain Take my hand 'Cause we're walking out of here Right out of here "The Space Between" @davematthewsband #introspection #notsurehow #nowwhat https://www.instagram.com/p/ChkKtOwrLFX/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#introspection #notsurehow #nowwhat

[eggwishing]

shes looking out at something ig

#im still figuring out how to do timing and stuff. i feel like a lot of this was just adjusting that #i’m sure i’ll get better at estimating that as i go on ? i’m gonna try n use time charts anyways #i feel like i made her a little too quick here buti’m happy with the flow of it!!^_^ #animation #ocs #IK she has spinel hair nowWhat of it!!!!!!

[octarinecat]

Tav sleeping

Imagine that cambion was so angry that killed YOU, not the other way. And now it makes him sad and more angry (wip).🥹 I hide blood stains.

Revivify my Tav, pls.

#raphael bg3 #bg3 fanart #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #bg3 raphael #raphael cambion #raphael #raphael x tav #nowwhat? #revivify

[weepylucifer]

When I was a kid I would sometimes see my parents watching random parts of TNG episodes without context, and I didn't know the word "counsellor" back then, so I thought Deanna's title was "Chancellor Troi". I wondered what she was the chancellor of. In my head I constructed a backstory about her being a dignitary on some planet who decided to just hang out on the Enterprise forever, and everyone asks her for help when there's a problem, but they're still super respectful of her and always use her title. That would've been kind of cool actually

#posts by me #my parents are actually TOS purists they just sometimes tune into TNG or DS9 to complain they're not as good #nowwhat does that attitude remind us of?

[frankiscranky]

feeling hopeless ? Just chopped off your hair idk don't ask me

#I just asked for a pixie but got bowl cut nowwhat #I just wanna be a slutty little gay gurl man cmon #Imma buzz it all of atp

[fedoranon]

Sometimes I would really be more comfortable if some of y'all would actively threaten to kill x y or z public figure instead of sighing wistfully and longing for the day of their funeral like some kind of lovelorn maiden dreaming of her future wedding to an unknown party (cause of death in the metaphor).

Like what's the equivalent of Your Kink Is Not My Kink And That's Okay for nonsexual non interactions?

How do I filter for it? Like not crab rave, y'all can have that, that doesn't bug me, but the "maybe this'll be the year!" shit. I can't filter for the people's names, they're usually in a screen shot and not everyone uses alt text/image ids, and the phrasing is way too creative to be able track down a common phrase.

This is a legit squick and I am looking for solutions. Like a tag? What would that be?

#the closest i have to a phrase i can filter is 'weekend at Bernie's' and that only covers one of them #i get why you dont actively threaten to like poison her tea or whatever but like. that would make more sense to be. #i dont get this longing for someone's death emotion and it makes me uncomfy and i would just like to be able to filter for it is all #you can make your jokes! itd be like any other trigger tag? #ugh i think i will just filter for weekend at Bernie's for nowwhat the heck else can i do

[burberryharold]

im sorry it costs HOW MUCH to book harry??? From 1-2 million dollars?? That’s fucking crazy

#wow just wow #if i booked harry for my wedding for that much then i’d be running away with him at the end asdfgjkl #also he does weddings nowwhat asdfgjkl??

[onmyyan]

The delmonts with shared darling 😭

I'm fuckin dying rn bec this is them and they DEAD SERIOUS ABOUT IT LIKE "YEA😡 MY DICK SURE IS HARD CUZ YOU SMILED AT ME😡😡NOWWHAT"

#delmont brothers #caspian delmont #gabe Delmont #ricky delmomt #marco delmont #manny Delmont #yananswers

[theonlykinkysista6969]

If you start some dumbass shit imma take off all my clothes and let you argue ALONE😈 #NowWhat #GoodNight

[eye-of-the-cyclops]

PAC: Guidance and Clarity

If you’re feeling unsure of what your next move should be then this post is for you. Take a couple deep breaths and pick whichever picture you feel most drawn to. You might feel drawn to more than one and that’s okay too! These readings came out really specific so every part may not resonate with you. Take what does and leave the rest. 

This is my first PAC reading I’ve done so let me know if you like it! Hopefully it gives you some clarity :) 

Pile 1- Wow y’all are going through it right now

What should you leave behind?

I get the feeling that you’ve received some bad news in the past few days. A lot of dirt has hit the fan and you don’t know where to turn to next. Maybe someone that you’ve treated good and always helped out isn’t returning the love that you give them. (Bad friend, bad love interest, unhealthy or toxic workplace) You’ve begun to realize just how tired and burnt out this relationship has left you. It’s time for you to stop pouring your emotional energy into this blackhole. Maybe you can’t physically leave but you can detach your emotions. You gotta stop feeding into this cycle, I get the feeling that it’s been going on for a while. You need to stop giving away your love to those who use it as a tool to control you.  

What in your life should you nurture?

I know that you’re really tired, but you can’t rest just yet. There’s a whole reserve of anger within you that’s been building up and it’s time to stop pushing it down. You’ve been treated badly for too long and you deserve better. Don’t dive headfirst into your anger, that will just exhaust you more. Your anger is there to guide you to keep you from falling back into this cycle that you need to move out of. When you feel like you can’t go on anymore your anger is there to tell you why you need to keep moving. Right now, your anger is a tool to be used. When you are done using it, feel it, thank it and then release it. Release it and breathe.  

Energy to embody moving forward

You need to be smart about your next moves. Don’t let your anger run away with you and do something that you’ll regret in the long run. Stand up for yourself but don’t run over other people in the process. Try to ground your emotions in caring for yourself. Make sure you eat some wholesome food, try to savor it. Whenever you feel despair just know that you deserve love. You deserve compassion and kindness. I get the feeling that your surroundings are very messy right now and everything has run away from you. Don’t beat yourself up over it, your energy has been taken up by other things. You don’t need to get everything ship-shape right here right now. That’s unrealistic and will just make you feel worse. Take whatever small steps you can. You definitely need to give yourself a scalp massage. Maybe that sounds a bit strange but they always make me feel better. All this pain is going to pass and soon you will feel relief.

Pile 2- Release expectations and move on

What should you leave behind?

There is something in your life that you have been devoting a lot of time, effort and maybe money towards. You’ve been trying every which way to make this work (probably a relationship I think) and your efforts have not been paying off. I hate to tell you this, but you need to stop putting your efforts towards this lost cause. Not all trees will bear fruit.  

What in your life should you nurture?

There has been some dishonesty going on with both parties here. I think on your part you haven’t been able to admit to yourself that the affection and care you have been giving has not been reciprocated. I think the other party here has been toying with your emotions and feelings for them. They like that you like them, but they don’t feel any need to put forth the same effort. They’ve been giving you just enough attention so that you keep pursuing them. You need to be honest with yourself and with them. But beware, I think whatever they have to say to you will definitely hurt because it will make their lack of feelings for you clear. Right now, you need to stop looking at this situation with those rose-tinted glasses on. Stop laying plans for this relationship that doesn’t actually have a future. Be honest with yourself about what you want from a relationship. Is this constant chase really what you want? Do you want all effort and no gratification? You need to check back in with yourself and what you need.  

Energy to embody moving forward

I understand that you really wanted to make this work and you’re hurting because it's not. Feel your pain and honor it, but make sure you don’t get lost in it. There’s also some resentment and anger that has been built up. You need to find a way to release these emotions in a healthy and productive way. Make sure you don’t take it out on the other person or on your friends and family. You could write down all the reasons of why you’re angry and sad and (safely!) burn it. Dispose of the ashes on the wind and as they blow away imagine your attachment leaving with it. You could collect everything that reminds you of them and donate it to the stinkiest thrift store in your town. I won’t lie you’re gonna be in the trenches for a while. Make sure you don’t go back to this person begging for love and attention. Don’t go back demanding an answer for why they never felt the same. You won’t find any answers that way. Take comfort from the end of this cycle. You don’t have to prove yourself to them. You don’t owe them anything. Remember to be kind to yourself. You can’t make someone fall for you and their lack of feelings is not a reflection of your own shortcomings. Ground yourself in giving some of that love and affection to yourself. Do something nice for someone who you know actually cares about you and will appreciate your efforts. You are a very giving person, and it will take someone special who can return the same level of care.    

Pile 3- New trails 

What should you leave behind?

I’m gonna be straight up your friends are shit. You need to cut them off and take care of yourself. I get the feeling that maybe you’ve been friends for a while and have been growing apart and changing. There’s nothing wrong with this it happens to everybody. I think that you live very different lifestyles, maybe you grew up or are a bit poorer while your friend lives very well. Your friend being well off is definitely not a bad thing, but it does mean they live in a bubble. They have a hard time comprehending money struggles and take money for granted. I think they expect you to keep up with their lifestyle and don’t understand why you can’t. You can’t beggar yourself to keep this friendship going, it's not a sustainable lifestyle and will only lead to you feeling inadequate about yourself and resentful about your friends. If they want to go or do something that’s expensive and that you can’t afford you need to say no. If you want to say yes to this trip because you know that your friendship hinges on you keeping up with their lifestyle, then I think that tells you everything you need to know about this friendship. Friendship is not supposed to be conditional, it's not a contract.      

What in your life should you nurture?

You need to embrace any big changes and new opportunities that come your way. Move away from superficial friends and people. Seek out your own experiences that maybe you haven’t done because of influence from your friends. The most important thing you can do is nurture your sense of authenticity. Be honest with yourself and the people around you. This will likely be an uncomfortable transition, but it is a very important one.    

Energy to embody moving forward

You need to hold true to yourself and your needs no matter how difficult. Your friends will not be understanding of you and your circumstances. I think it will literally just be beyond their comprehension. They just don’t understand that some people have financial struggles. They don’t understand what it's like to not have a family legacy of wealth. They will try to peer pressure you into keeping up with their lifestyle, but you need to hold true. They will think that you are boring and dull because they literally do not understand that you can’t afford this shit! Don’t try to make them understand, you don’t owe them an explanation. If they really are your friends, then they will support you and be understanding. If not, then are they really your friends? If it stays let it stay but if it leaves then LET IT GO. If you’ve been searching for a reason to make changes in your life this is it. You will come through this alright as long as stay true to yourself.

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