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baylardian-1 · 2 years

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Ok I need to know when Janeway has the “oh shit” moment in terms of her feelings about Chakotay. Like when does she realize she loves him and then things stop being awkward between them?

This is such a great question and quite honestly I love hearing about so many people's different impressions of when this would be. I can't even say that I hold my own opinion as "doctrine" for our AU because I love keeping this moment open and up to interpretation.

Like I love what I'd imagine to be the most instinctive response to this which would probably be Resolutions in which we see Kathryn slowly begin to accept and almost find content in her circumstances of living a rather stagnant, domestic, and mundane life with her First Officer; but to me Resolutions is SO EARLY and so much that happens between them later on in the series I find tends to work against the idea that she'd carry lasting and resonating feelings toward Chakotay at that point in time. If anything, Resolutions works to me as a metaphorical "planting of the seed" where she might briefly humor herself with the idea of settling down with this man, but is quick (Yet pained!) to set it aside once they are rescued from New Earth and resume their formal airs with one another on Voyager.

In talking with Riley (and-to-you-its-just-words) who at least in regards to her Threshold AU content has it that the two develop a relationship breaking certain "parameters" while onboard Voyager and inquiring after her own thoughts on the matter, I thiiiink she said it'd happen around the season four area of time surrounding some pretty pivotal circumstances like Scorpion and Killing Game where the two have been seeing each other be thrown into some life-threatening situations and have to chew on the repercussions of that. That's also around the time that Kathryn forcefully has to give up on the idea that Mark is still in the picture (Which, he is not). In tickling with this idea I fancied the thought of Night in season five, where Chakotay consoles her that she's not alone in her guilt and grief and inevitably she is pulled out of her slump. I could easily see them picking up a relationship around that time. :)

When it comes down to it though, I am QUITE HONESTLY most inclined to believe that this moment happens after she's already lost Chakotay (To Seven) and in that, all chances of getting him back. Because I think she is THAT STUBBORN with herself. So post-Endgame. Like I think it would take her future self telling her she loses Chakotay in more ways than one, and then beginning to experience it herself, followed by her feeling some odd, seemingly unprompted frustrations and projected anger toward him without really knowing why. Like I think she'd have to sit on this for a while. It does not click to her why seeing him and Seven together makes her act and feel the way that she does. I think she'd go so far as to fall into her work so deeply, impulsively accepting promotion and maintaining the busiest and most occupying schedule she can hope to achieve. All to avoid ruminating over her very unprofessional feelings toward her shipmates' relationship. I don't know when exactly it'd hit her, but obviously if we're following book canon this goes so far as to having her never confess her feelings to him EVER (Prior to book events in Full Circle). I think she'd be scared to, for how long it's taken her, I think she'd fear he doesn't love her anymore or never did, 'cause she's a LITTLE oblivious. They are simply the closest of companions after all and she wouldn't want to tamper or break their bond by making things awkward between them.

I think they are simply awkward people at heart. And unfortunately you have a very stubborn, headstrong, and oblivious lady, who unknowingly loves a IMMENSELY patient guy who dotes and fawns over his super crush to such a degree as not to pressure her or scare her away with FEELINGS, so they are basically two rocks who wanna kiss but they are rocks. They'll get there they're just slow. :)

(For future reference for all reading this please feel free to direct Threshold AU asks to @voyagerihardlyknowher! That way me AND Alice can both have access to looking at stuff instead of just me! You can send multiple asks I love sitting on asks for 5000 years. Can be questions about the AU or things you'd maybe like to see us draw; no promises on responsiveness obviously haha.)

#thank u for this ask GOSH sorry it took me so long HAH #i just wanted to wrap my head around it for a while! :D #i was admittedly pretty UNCONVINCED on JC for a veeeeeery long time watching the series my first runthrough!#like i saw glimpses but the inevitability was that they were not the intended relationship and so i saw it as such haha #not that it rlly matters IM HERE NOW :)#but i do really enjoy how the books have gone about it.......... though greedily i always crave a little more confrontation/discourse hehe #Ask #Ignisgalaxia #Headcanon

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bumbleblurr · 1 year

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out of the hundreds of tf ships that have massive drastic size differences, like proportionally comparable to a building and a chihuahua, I manage to mainly care only about the ships where one of them is like. Just a head taller than the other

#its funny to me actually bc like obvious example here #blurrbee is just. bee is at chest height which like yeah thats p short if u considered it in human proportions but its still. normal #while other bee ships some of these guys can just hold him in one hand like an action figure #i. dont think i rlly have too many tf ships that have a crazy size diff #like idk... bulk/bee i guess. shock/bee also #slip/ba i guess. blitz/wasp . now im rlly trying to scrape the bottom of the barrel of ships im into ajdhflfjflhfkf #shruggies i just. mainly consider the dynamics between characters first before i even think about size differences #thats like the least important thing to me #but i know theres people out there in this fandom that ship stuff Primarily bc of the size difference like huh what huh #like ur not. even going to think about if the characters would have a good and/or interesting dynamic together #i cannot relate to this mindset at all. like girl i love character interactions and dynamics thats what matters to me #esp when ppl have some of the most. questionable ships just bc of the size difference #i remember reading a post saying ''i cant even remember most of these characters interactions in the show i just rlly like the size diff''#one of the characters is literally coded to be a minor going through puberty 💀#& the other manipulates them sometimes by taking advantage of his naivety 💀#(Actually I'll say what ship it was . it was dino/cheets <:| )#anyway its so fucked up how size differences can give ppl brain worms like that yknow :///#🐝 could you repeat the last part? 🟦

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ourflagmeansgayrights · 2 years

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wondering how many of my new followers have read my pinned post lol

#i guess it doesnt rlly matter. made that post back when ppl were talking abt All That a bit more #and now that it's been a few months im like 'wow i was so dramatic'#not dramatic like i was wrong to talk abt it seriously but like. idk i hope i dont come off like. preach-y in it #the eternal battle btwn tryin not 2 avoid difficult issues but also tryin not 2 b condescending or like virtue signaling. yknow??#stilll tho i feel like it's like a good tone setter. the tone being:#'hiii besties we are all here to have fun! BUT nothing is perfect including this show and i wont shy away from mentioning that fact'#anyway. hi new followers i love u <3 #mine #not gay pirates

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notsosuperkonoha · 29 days

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every once in a while i realize my bio is like completely outdated. like that shit still said 18 meanwhile my 19th birthday was over half a year ago. like nooooo haha don't follow me when the main source of info you can see about me was describing a version of myself that is no longer me hahaaaaa. i cleaned it up though so its up to date now

#i'm also thinking abt how like #i can just make posts on here. i should do that every once in a while #like lately ive read a lot of mangas that had me like man i wish i had someone to talk to this about!!!#and i couldve just been posting my silly thoughts here on tumblr.#and it only occurred to me when i was updating the part of my bio that says like what media im into right now #that like i never even talk abt that stuff here! and i could be doing that!#idk if anybody would care to listen but that doesnt rlly matter #do ppl still use made up tags for their random text posts? like for a while i was using 'my state of the world' to tag mine #cause its like a kagepro reference #but when i think abt it is there rlly a point to that?#ig theres not really a reason to think abt it rn anyways though #cause its the boopening or whatever we're calling it so theres more important stuff to think about #so i'll just do it anyways #my state of the world

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29121996 · 5 months

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love getting what i want fr

#manifesting truly my favourite thing + loassumption #wrote down a few things i plan to . bring into fruition thus month and already 3 of them hapoened 😭#one was a joke n tje otjer i wasnt rlly expecting to Happen #but im happy anyway lmao #coincidence or not ! i hot what i asked for #so ik thus xzy thing im asking for is coming / alresdy here #like . i refusr to settle fir anythung else in bwung a brat abt it #alignment or whayeve rbe fucming DAMNED. its mine #anyway. love that fir me #is it stupud? possinly ! butni rlly dont care? what others think of me / it bc like . its what ibwant #not what they wany lmao . so i cannot waiy until i shut everyone up w their shitty opinions #atp it is just a matter of time bef9re its Here in my 3d bc im so confident ill get it within the nrxt 48hrs at least #24hrs min. im Asking for it Now and Tonigu5 im done waiting for it !!!!!!!! im imoatient yes !!! ajd 8ve been patient but enough is enough !#give it tocme fuck ur divine timing.#jk its tje one thing im . all9wibg bc i am fuckung with their olan for me bc of thus so . ill alow it to come to me on the universes terms #at leasy. socthat way i cant fuck it uo ajd it wont ruin me

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strangersynth · 10 months

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bc you have things to say doesn't always mean you needa say them let alone it also doesn't always mean it's your place to say them kwim

#some ppl rlly think they have a little too many rights to decide what's okay for someone to do at what age #like shaming people for what they do with themselves n their bodies in movies in socials in works in their Lives bc age this age that #go touch some grass come back when ur ready to accept u dont have a say on anybody else. not a minor and much less an 18+ person #like that one cancelling attempt over noah liking a video about his own body. or that one scene in wyfstw that had people going like;#':o oh my gawd how can he do this. how is cinema not 24/7 tame and extremely family-friendly always?? he is like 10!' and it's a 20yo #or like millie getting engaged because they're in love and ppl being like but but but she is 19!!!! well. she is also Not You and Not Yours #she and her fiance made a choice to marry. bitch you made a choice to talk and i wasnt complaining when u did it was i #/ like people's choices with who they fall in love with. like people's relationships that very much do Not include you #/ also very important; like shaming sex workers for whatever the fuck ur reason is im about to grab you by the ear and rip it off #NONE of that above and More is there for u to be without anyone even asking u all like Okay here's my veredict- girl No #ur freedom of speech hand it over.jpeg #this other day i saw this thing abt this married couple that met cause he was a 21yo teacher #and she was 18 and she liked him and he knew and was like wanna go out or sum and now years after theyre literally married making a family #and ppl were like sorry but that mortified me i cant be the only one thats so disturbed and girl #i know you aint shaming a happy couple rn because of age difference #people turn their heads and gape like it's illegal when they hear age difference and i think yall getting a little too comfy with judging #people for who they love. for judging what u personally dont understand. if u aint been thru it u literally just dont get it #just using someone else's ongoing relationship to victimise urself get out pls and thanku #like i Know the risk that comes thru age differences no matter how big how small but risks come from many more places than one #grooming is a Very real thing and that doesnt mean you get to stamp it on everything. dont talk about throwin or not throwin words around i #ur gonna throw that one around all the while.#guilt-tripping an older person and victimising and infantilising a young person both in a relationship they want to be in #when said people aint even /you/ dont make you hero.#then again ppl tend to twist 'younger people need to feel safe' in so many ways but thats another story #like im not gonna get into guilttripping people that want to portray real feelings wants and acts onto fictional characters that make You s #mortified you start throwing Real srs allegations that you should Not be allowed to have in your vocabulary if thats how you gon use them #u Know what im talking about #sense the level of seriousness. try and be conscious of what people go through regarding said dangers #stop pointing fingers at people that have made it so far just because they could have Not made it #n stop pretending conversations/visions about fictional characters n storylines that you

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norrizzandpia · 8 months

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This Is About Oscar?! (OP81)

Summary: Y/n’s new song exposes a side of Oscar no one knew about.

Warnings: the whole thing is basically just about sex, language

y/nnn Surprise! 34+35 out tonight 💗

Comments:

oscarpiastri i think its pretty good

- y/nnn you only think that for one reason and we both know it

Liked by oscarpiastri

oscpastry guys… 34+35= 69……..

- mclarensgirly i fear we are getting the WHOLE story

- pieasstree YOU FEAR??? I WANNA KNOW

- mclarensgirly I MEAN ME TOO BUT HOW WILL WE LOOK BABY OSCAR IN THE EYE AFTER???

landonorris im scared oscar hasnt stopped smiling all day

- oscarpiastri what can i say? Its not everyday your girlfriend writes a song about you

- y/nnn babe youve heard the song im not sure you want to go broadcasting it that its abt you

- oscarpiastri are you kidding????? Of course i do

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y/nnn 34+35 out now (oscar wanted me to make it known the song is about him 🤦🏼‍♀️)

Comments:

oscpastry THIS SONG??????? IS ABOUT?????? OSCAR PIASTRI?????? THE RACING DRIVER??????? FOR MCLAREN???

- mclarensgirly YEAH WTF ARE WE MISSING SOMETHING

- pieasstree “you drink it just like water, you say it taste like candy” WHO IS THIS MAN

oscarpiastri this is the best day of my life

- pastry81 i dont know who you even are anymore

- f1butmore-mclaren how did mclaren even sign off on this

- y/nnn its my music i choose what i release all that mattered was if oscar was comfortable (he was comfortable to a degree that was concerning)

- oscarpiastri real

landonorris most recent google search: “how to erase your memory and ability to hear and see” i can never look either of you in the eye anymore

- y/nnn I TOLD YOU NOT TO LISTEN TO IT

- landonorris I DIDNT THINK YOU WERE GOING TO TALK ABOUT MY TEAMMATE THAT GRAPHICALLY

- y/nnn thats your own fault then

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pieasstree youre gonna tell me 34 35 is abt this man.

- oscpastry “even though im wifey you can hit it like a side chick” is dick whipped the correct term for this???

- mclarensgirly plz never say dick whipped again but yeah i believe so

- pieasstree WE ARE MOVING AWAY FROM THE MAIN TOPIC OF CONVO. HOW IS THIS ABOUT HIM. IT JUST DOESNT MAKE SENSE.

- oscarsmyfav i dont know what i was expecting from that song but “i know all your favorite spots, we can take it from the top, youre such a dream come true, make a bitch wanna hit snooze” WAS NOT IT.

- hisrookieseason “i dont wanna keep you up, but show me can you keep it up cause then ill have to keep it up” I HEARD THAT AND IT ALL MADE SENSE

- oscpastry YEAH LIKE NOW I UNDERSTAND WHY HES SO MELLOW ALL THE TIME ITS BC HES TIRED

- oscarpiastri never too tired tho

- pieasstree WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON

- oscpastry AM I IN A DREAM THIS IS NOT THE OSCAR I KNOW???????

- y/nnn its the oscar i know…

- mclarensgirly WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS GOING ON HERE

- oscpastry im so scared rn but also SO intrigued

- pieasstree its the way theyre probably sitting next to each other and laughing at all of us distraught fans

- y/nnn hes very pleased with himself (👇🏻)

- pieasstree i rlly just dont understand how that man THAT BOY could cause an earthquake in bed as y/n said

- y/nnn trust me he could.

- oscarpiastri trust me i can and i have.

#f1 imagine #f1 fanfic #f1 fic #f1 x reader #mclaren #lando norris imagine #lando norris x reader #oscar piastri fanfic #oscar piastri imagines #oscar piastri x reader #oscar piastri #oscar piastri imagine #oscar piastri fluff #oscar piastri smut #oscar piastri fanfiction

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neuvistar · 11 months

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HONKAI STAR RAIL MEN AS FATHERS! pt one.

— featuring ┊jing yuan, blade, dan heng, gepard x fem!reader (all separate)

— warnings / content warnings ┊hsr men as fathers !! mostly fluff ! SPOILERS ON BLADE’S (?) PART, not proofread i think, you r married to them here, a little angst on blade’s but it’s nothing much, mentions of pregnancy, blade referred to as “ren”, them being absolute sweethearts </3 overall just fluff! | pt two. (luocha, luka, welt, sampo) pt three. (aventurine, dr ratio, argenti, boothill, sunday gallagher)

— a/n ┊oh my days i’m sooo obsessed w these, i love thinking abt them too like okayyy.. strong jing yuan + gepard best father believer !! I ALREADY MADE A SEPARATE TAG 4 THIS TOO SO I CAN RAMBLE ABT IT W MY PRECIOUS FOLLOWERS, ANONS N MOOTS !! </3 you could tell i had fun writing gepards (i rlly did)

best papa #1. jing yuan (DILF DILF DILF!)

- JING YUAN would be such an amazing father, it’s like it’s natural to him, he’s one of the sweetest n most supportive ones !! when he found out about your pregnancy he would spin you around in his arms, kissing the temple of your forehead whispering “i love you”s under his breath. hes such a dilf too jesus fuck

- JING YUAN would have three kids (jesus christ) two girls n one boy, HE WOULD BE SUCH A GOOD DAD N I KNOW IT! he’s so patient and gentle with you during your pregnancy, and he was even more patient n gentle w his own kids, he loves them very much. he would be willing to teach his children everything, he would help them with their swordsmanship skills and even help out with other things, he’s such a good papa it hurts, he’s so gentle with your children, he’s an absolute natural! it’s like he was meant to be a dad almost

- JING YUAN who would be protective over his kids but not too protective, he loves seeing them all free, especially when they were just little cute babies. his eldest daughter loved running around his office, tugging at his clothes and asking him to play with her.

“dadddd! play with me noww! brother and sister wants to play too, we’ve been waiting for ten minutes like you said, but it already passed!”

“not now, princess.” his lips melted into a soft grin, giving his daughter a small pat on the head. “how about this, how about you and your siblings accompany daddy while he works, ‘that sound good?”

- JING YUAN who tries his best to make his children happy, i bet he’s the type to sing small little lullabies for them to help them sleep, rocking his little son in his arms as he has his small little fingers around his. he’s great with animals as well, he would take his children to a little adventure one day and have them hold and feed the birds that are always around him, nibbling on their tiny hands as he guides them, helping them try and feed it.

“go on, try and feed him. he doesn’t bite, he’s not scary either right? dad’s here to protect you, remember?

- JING YUAN who would talk to his children when they were still in your womb, telling them stories about his life, his adventures and telling them how beautiful their mommy was. jing yuan would consider this as his daily routine, he loved talking to his little ones even before they were born!

“hey princess. daddy loves you so much, y’know that?”

“daddy is excited to meet you too sweetheart, yes he is. but try not to give your mother a hard time, okay?“

best papa #2. blade

- BLADE who never thought he’d ever become a dad because of the life he lives, so much regret and grief in his heart so therefore he would start off a bit rocky, he was a bit unsure and didn’t quite understand the aspects of being a father and that worried him so much. he was terrified of not fulfilling his duties and responsibilities as a father but you always reassured him that he’s doing the best he can and that’s what truly matters.

“ren honey, she can’t support the weight of her own head, you know?”

“.. she can’t?”

oh boy.. he had a lot to learn.

- BLADE would probably have one kid! HE WOULD HAVE A DAUGHTER IM CONFIRMING THAT RN. your little princess is almost bound to look like him! she’s like a mini version of blade as she has the same hair, same eyes, etc! aaa it’s so cute! he thinks so too, he just doesn’t have the balls to actually admit it. his little princess would think of her papa as the strongest person in the world! it’s adorable honestly, she wants to be just like him, big and strong!

- BLADE who would be extremely overprotective over his daughter, he would have a very soft spot for her too. he would give everything his all to secure her knowledge about the current life he was living right now as a stellaron hunter, he knew he wasn’t the best, but he was willing to change for you and his child. yet, it still worried him. it still worried him that maybe one day his daughter will eventually find out about his past and follow his exact footsteps, everyday he prays nothing like that happens, he wants her to do good, not bad. he doesn’t want her to fall in the same path he went before.

- BLADE who honestly didn’t expect to have a child himself, so when he was caught right handed carrying a small little child in his arms, kafka and silver wolf would doubt him at first, asking him if this was just another child he found in the middle of the streets, shocked to find out he was acc a father n he wasn’t messing w their heads again skull emoji

“that’s.. that’s your kid?!”

“yeah.”

“she looks just like you..”

“are you sure you aren’t messing with us? you actually had sex?!”

“.. could you have worded that a better way?”

- BLADE who would find comfort in his own family, making a promise to himself that he would absolutely devote his love to you and his little princess, he would do everything to protect you and her, even if it means risking his everything for the both of you. but yet.. he still thinks about how he’ll eventually watch you and his little princess die while he lives on, for eternity. he wants to bask in the presence of his beloveds for as long as he could, he would break the curse of his immortality if he could, just so he see his loved ones die, no.. not again. he can’t afford to see the two most important people of his life die, once again. but he knew, his fear would come true eventually.

best papa #3. dan heng

- DAN HENG is a SWEETHEART. tbh hes a a lil confused but he’s trying + he’s learning! he also never expected he would ever have a child of his own, he doubted his own abilities at first but he got the hang of it as it flows through, he’s an outstanding father too! he’s just a lil confused but he’s got the spirit

- DAN HENG would probably have multiple kids, about two! one girl and one boy. when his first child was born, he felt a wave of happiness and relief wash through his body as he was finally taking in one of the biggest responsibilities there is, he promised himself he would do his best for you and his kids, and he really kept his promise! he does try his best and tries his hardest to give them the utmost care and support, he loves his pretty wife and his kids sm and it shows

- DAN HENG would have good hearing! when his young ones were still little babies, he would usually be the first one to aid them whenever they wake up in the middle of the night crying, gently rocking them in his arms until they fall asleep in his arms, their small hands on his shirt. so cute <3

- DAN HENG who would help his kids fall asleep by sitting or laying by their side and watch them sleep, maybe he would hum a tone or two.. he just can’t comprehend the fact that he was the father of these kids, he treasures them sm and you notice it, he’s just so so sweet to you and your kids

“dan heng?” you would call, entering the room of your kids before seeing your husband laying on the edge of the bed, arm over the two young ones as a gentle grin forms on your face as you shut the door, god. you married the right man.

- DAN HENG who just wants the best for his kids, he would come off as too overprotective sometimes and it might look like he was angry but in reality he just wants the best for them and wants to keep them safe.

“i thought i told the both of you not to go there.��

“.. but daddy you didn’t say that! that’s no fair!”

dan heng crouched down to his daughter’s level, eyeing her and his son down. “daddy doesn’t want you both to get into trouble. plus, you could easily get hurt or stepped on from some big monster.”

“dan heng, stop scaring the kids.” you crossed your arms, before a tug on your shirt was made,

“no no mommy, it’s not scary! because we know that daddy is always gonna be there to save us!” dan heng grinned, pulling his two younglings in a tight hug. he really does hope he can fulfill that, he wants to be there for them after all.

best papa #4. gepard landau

- GEPARD is such a girl dad, he would have three little princesses! gepard is surprisingly a good dad, like i said he’s a such a girl dad he would cherish and love his princesses (including you <3) until the end of time, he’s such a good dad it makes my heart melt, he would probably ramble about the fact he has three daughters to serval, HES SOOO SWEET ABT IT TOO. “mhm mhm. i have three princesses in my household!” is what he would say, he loves his daughters smmm HES A GIRL DAD U CANNOT TRLL ME OTHERWISE. speaking of serval, she would be an amazing aunt i know it!

- GEPARD is such a loving and doting father! when his first daughter was born he probably thanked every star in the whole universe for this amazing gift that was brought upon him and you, HE LOVES YOU AND HIS DAUGHTERS SM BRO. he can be a bit overprotective and it might lead him to seem a bit controlling but he doesn’t mean to be or sound controlling in the first place, it’s only because he wants his daughters to be safe, he knows how bad the world can be and he doesn’t want anything to happen to them.

- GEPARD who is willing to style his daughters’ hair, honestly you wondered where he inherited his skills from since he’s such a natural at it! (he got it from serval) sometimes you’ll even see one of your daughters in cute little pigtails held up in cute little pink bows, it’s so adorable to you!

“who did your hair baby? it looks great today.”

“daddy did!” when she said that, gepard would probably be eavesdropping from the kitchen, a huge stupid smile on his face <3

- GEPARD who does his best to protect his wife and his children, sometimes you would tell stories to your kids about how amazing gepard really is, and how he’s the captain of the silvermane guards! i bet if they still had fears over little things like monsters under their beds etc your daughters would always go to gepard so he can “fight” the monsters off, gepard finds it so adorable how go to him whenever they’re scared, because he knows he can protect them from anything <3

- GEPARD probably has a daughter that looks up to him a lot, trying to follow in his footsteps. when his little daughter was little, she would sometimes sneak out from her room and sometimes catch him training, doing weird motions with his hands she didn’t quite get and copy him! she views gepard as “the strongest hero in the whole universe”

“daddy daddy! look look, it’s a drawing of me in your armour! one day i’ll be just like you, brave and strong!”

the blonde’s gaze softened, a low chuckle leaving his chest as he picked her up from the ground planting a quick kiss on her nose. “you’re already brave and strong, princess. you’re just as brave and strong as daddy is”

he’s such a girl dad ugh i love those men

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