#not me being a whole week late

[nhyhu]

@foxquinweek day 1 : Royalty AU

fox being flustered bc of quinlan is so !!!!

#not me being a whole week late #my art #vox #foxquin week #commander fox #quinlan vos #star wars #foxquinweek2024 #I'm going to try and cram the entire week in 2 days :) #foxquin

[aliencatart]

so the story goes....

seriously such an amazing series and i'm going to be missing these kings very dearly

#super sentai #ohsama sentai kingohger #kingohger #yanma gast #himeno ran #jeremy brasieri #gira hastie #rita kanisuka #kaguragi dybowski #my art #i'm a whole week late and boon is out tomorrow but i still got the kings on my brain #what do you mean i'm not going to be seeing rita on weekly basis anymore?? :( #from start to finish this show was an absolute masterpiece #i know a lot of people were put off by the green screen and cgi world i know i was too #but i encourage anyone to give this series a shot for the great cast and engaging story #thank you kingoh for being with me this year and i'll look forward to seeing y'all again in the future <33

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

~ inseparable opposing images ~

#i will never shut up about how poignantly fascinating alex’s relationship with the way he presents himself to the world is #and i feel like it’s so well highlighted with these two photos #his ability to put his sunglasses on and look cool and unreachable and like he’s just stepped off the pages of a magazine #and then the softer and quieter vulnerability that’s behind that facade #i feel like getting that glimpse is a potent reminder of how much he needs that facade to protect himself #how it helps keep safe the more sensitive sides of him that are the reason he’s wound up in the public eye in the first place #aghhhh #i could honestly write a whole essay about this stuff because i just find him so fascinating #but i won’t because no one needs to watch me descending into yet another endless ramble in my own tags #it’s becoming a habit lately #i guess that’s what being stuck in bed ill for weeks on end will do for you #far too much time for my brain to think #alex turner #alex photos #arctic monkeys #lulu posts

[squeakadeeks]

moodboard for this past week ❤️

#they should invent a grad school thats not fucking insane #i'm hanging in there but im the most unwell i've been in AWhile #this week was just horrible #there was already the freezer food incident but it also started off with a very severe pain episode thats putting me in constant woe #even mundane motion has been agonizing which is McAwesome bc we had a lab inspection which involved moving hundreds of pounds of equipment #during which we found a blackwidow and rats which we had to deal with and was a whole thing psychologically on top of the physical toll #the new class fiasco is still popping off and i had to respond to at this point over 400 emails in the fleeting moments outside of lab #AND A STUDENT TRIED TO FINANCIALLY BRIBE THEIR WAY INTO THE CLASS ? ?? ?? ????? #then the instructor wanted to use me as a guinea pig and i had to test new circuit boards but I wasnt given any time to do so properly #i had to test them plus get them operational and deal with my incoming students all in a frantic 10 minute window #im in charge of running our meetings too but the instructor was interrupting and having side conversations that made it really hard- #to train the other people on the new equipment in a smooth manner #which meant that a bunch of people had to keep me after to ask questions which made me late for my drs appointment #where i found out i cant get the new covid vaccine bc my heart and blood levels arnt stable enough #and joanns lost an expensive+critical fabric order of mine+i had to give a big presentation this week on my research that was stressful #and my inbox is still blowing up from being needed all over the place between teaching lab and classes and yall i am. so so tired. #im in so much pain and so stressed out #debating the ethics of turning into a pile of lint to escape my responsibilities and mortal frame

[iggysol]

So uh... *looks at calendar* White Day huh?

pls ignore that the white is very purple and pink bc of lighting shhhh

#rgwhiteday #rwby #rosegarden #rg #rwby rosegarden #ruby rose #oscar pine #i'm not even going to apologize for being late #White day happened to fall on the week before i moved to another whole ass country #fun fact i had literally everything done about this piece over 10 days ago #but didn't post it bc it took me til 20 minutes ago to fill in oscar's mouth #oop #my art

[sneeb-canons]

Thank you all for 200 followers!! Shocked that so many of y'all are here but glad to see so many share fun ideas & headcanons bout the same goofy lil guys :}

Not much I can add in. But! If you all have any winter-y/holiday/whatever headcanons, go on & send em in! Just for funsies :D

#idk how else to word it but like. ideas that are like December based basically #or even like January based since that's next as well #but anyway. Thank you all for being here! this is very fun to do & im glad so many of you like it too #not a headcanon #speaking of January [& also the end of December] There's a lotta stuff goin on for me then so if im late to anything that is why! #christmas & new years of course but for some reason half my family decided to have birthdays in these 2 months #I have my moms bday. My own. My grandmas. My sisters. My Dads. My aunts. #there's like 6-7 birthdays all within the span of like. 3 weeks #plus a whole bunch of other family stuff #so please forgive me if i miss a day or time

[gemharvest]

(id in alt - do not repost)

Ekubo Week: Day 2 (God) @dimpleweek

#artings #ekubo week #mp100 #ekubo #dimple #mob psycho 100 #we are going to ignore that i am late by two days ! have been either busy or tired :( #ANYWAYS this was really fun to do. i did not expect the muscles to look as good as they ended up being ! muscles scare me #<- guy who has only recently been working on human anatomy #(recently as in the past couple years. 3-4 ish on and off) #also can you tell the divine tree arc was my favorite arc. i have a whole animation (meme) idea i wanna center around- #-it but i have not had time yet. ily ekubo im so glad i got the chance to depict something related to it

[eyeballsoup7310]

Years of looking at anatomically incorrect Michael afton fan art has prepared me for this very day (drawing very minimal amounts of rot on something that should realistically be slightly wet bones)

Anyways happy freak week day 2, I didn’t wanna look at actual dead animals so this is the closest to decay I could get

#eyeballsoup being a whole day late to something? no no that’s not me. you must be thinking of eyebrow stew. my evil twin #my art #jrwi bitb #bitb #Rolan deep #blood warning #jrwi freak week

[itspileofgoodthings]

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#struggling big time with questions of likability and popularity and school environments and social environments in general #and what it means and just feeling faint and sick at heart about it all right now #in many ways this 5th year has kind of …. idk solidified things at school for me? and also solidified my reputation #but with not flying under the radar anymore and not being someone that people can write off anymore #comes a whole host of new problems #and weights and difficulties #and I don’t know. there’s a wrestling I always feel internally between my (very great) desire to be liked #and my desire to be a good and fair teacher apart from that #and the ways that I fail #and then there’s other people’s insecurities opinions and jealousies #to contend with. such as they are. and then there’s just the way that I feel on the inside most of the time #which is actually not loved or liked at all! there is a deep loneliness in my soul #kind of always. but especially lately #but it’s contradictory to what it seems #I also just LIKE flying under the radar while also being someone who is drawn to occupying a space to speak #and be heard from #and it’s just all a lot and I am so very tired #idk just having some Friday night venting. it was a very tough week. I am tired and I am sad #I also for real just need to cry

[savage-rhi]

✨️Magenta✨️

#I've been really sad lately #its logical I've had a lot happen and a lot going on #and I've been mostly bedridden the past week cause of fibro flares #my brain can see the logic of why my body feels burnt out and why i feel anxious #but i also have this profound sense of loneliness that's been weighing on my chest #I feel the need to isolate and get away from people because it feels like it doesn't matter how much i try to blend in someone #will catch onto me being an “alien” or not quite fitting their mold or having a difference of opinion and i get bullied or ostracized #out of participating with folks or doing activities #and i get so overwhelmed by people and their literal energy/vibes that it feels as though I'm caught in a sneaker wave and being pulled #from shore and this is compounded on top of that feeling of being surrounded by people like tons of them who may even enjoy your company #but still feel very much isolated and alone the whole time #it could be winter triggering trauma responses in me due to childhood abuse related to the holidays #and then there's me trying to brainstorm how i can make money with my creativity when i have little to no help with anyone #and no one will give me a chance to bounce ideas and get a third persons opinion #its felt like this since i can remember: people value that i listen and reflect all the while show compassion #and then when i really need it myself and attempt to reach out i get the door shut in my face #it feels like the only people that have truly listened to me are therapists lmao and it hurts cause its like i gotta pay someone #just to listen to me go off on this idea i have for a side hustle a creative pursuit something i love #and i can't really share that with anyone irl because I'm supposed to be everyones therapist #and its shitty i dont get paid for it if thats the case lol #i feel like tumblr is the only spot I really have where i can share a lot of myself and make things that make others and myself happy #i don't know what id do without it #magenta is my safe word for venting #thanks for coming to my tedtalk as i write into the void #getting shit off my chest at 4am #i aint gettin no sleep cause of yall yall not gon get no sleep cause of meeee

[loveletterworm]

hedj the hog the adventure...2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#I refuse to give this drawing any better caption than that. It's 5 am on the 15th as i schedule this so it'll be a surprise for future me #my art #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #sonic adventure 2 #sth #this game is 21 today !!! (23rd not 15th when im writing from i drew this too early.) it;s old enough to drink now #also the series as a whole's anniversary of course but i don't have any jokes about it being 31...it's not a round number so who cares... #actually i found out after i initially queued this the game first came out on the 19th in america and 23rd is the japanese one. #but its too late now and i still dont care. never queue an image a week in advance

[seilon]

I wish I could tell every young person with a uterus (especially with bad cramps and/or dysphoria and/or depression, etc) that there is a decent chance they just straight up don’t need to live with that. don’t let the stigma surrounding contraceptives and the expectation that you should just ride it out and suffer win. for the love of god if there’s a chance you can lighten or even stop your period and it’s symptoms all-together, unless there’s a legit health concern, your doctor should at least make you aware of that option. I want every young person to know that “birth control” is not just for birth control and it has the potential to make your life infinitely easier to live. do not give in to anti-pill propaganda im serious

#kibumblabs #I remember being in late high school and my doctor suggesting it because of how terrible my dysphoria/related depressive episodes related to #menstrual cycle shit is. and like. im not saying it was a flawless transition but good god im serious it changed my fucking life #not to the extent testosterone would but it was still like. a Big Deal #because I was like. what the fuck. I’ve been suffering through this shit for years. and no one told me this was a thing? we’re all just #expected to suffer? because it’s ‘Normal’???? #this whole time I could just. turn the bleeding off. or at least Down. turn off the debilitating breast soreness and swelling. etc. #anyway im not sure why im thinking about this but #i guess every time i hear someone (without any known health issues that’d interfere) like ah time for my monthly Week Of Pain And Misery #i want to shake them by the shoulders like. YOU DONT NEED TO LIVE LIKE THIS. PLEASE I JUST WANT YOU TO BE AWARE OF THIS. #and yes i know it doesn’t work for everyone or sometimes there’s side effects that make it not worth it or what have you #but for a huge huge huge amount of people. they just don’t know it’s an option. because it’s labelled Birth Control. and because there’s #this long-standing quiet fear mongering about it that makes it seem more dangerous and sinister and promiscuous than it is #similar in a lot of ways to other stigmatized hormone treatments. like. well. you know #doesn’t help that when you first get your prescription it comes with the worlds biggest list of Potential Issues (most of which are either #minor temporary or unlikely) #grahhghhhhhhhhh anyway. on a seperate but related note shout out to my fellow tboys who either didn’t have their periods totally stop on t #or (like in my case) they came back after like Years for whatever reason and that had to be dealt with via supplementary contraceptives #cw menstruation

[heybaetae]

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#sorry i’ve been behind on posts in my tracked tag #i haven’t really been on here and letting my queue do most of the work #i just feel weird and isolated when i come on here lately #i’ve been questioning my place here a lot and don’t have the motivation to say much #or post gifs either #despite that i’ve spent all week working on a fun comp set #each panel pretty much takes me a whole day and i still have two more to do #i think after i post it i’m just gonna be on an indefinite hiatus from creating #unless it’s absolutely imperative that i gif something i’m pretty much done being passionate about posting new stuff #that’s where i’m at mentally rn #it could change but i just feel really burned out and tired of caring so much #i don’t have the energy anymore

[warningstandbygo]

The great thing about being an Adult is that if you randomly get Extremely Overwhelmed by Existence, no one can stop you from going into your closet in your bedroom with your laptop, changing into a onesie, and sitting in the dark quiet enclosed space all by yourself (even though you're the only one here because your spouse isn't home from work yet).

#my favorite part being that I had a really good chill therapy session today because things have been on the whole pretty good this past week #and then I swear it was like someone just dropped a giant DOOM blanket over my head an hour later #went from having a chill convo with friends to being pretty sure they all hate me #(or at best that I was just being annoying and unhelpful and unwanted in said conversation) #nearly had a small meltdown about the fact that one of the horses got wet *before* I got outside to put him in his sheet #and then it just kept spiraling from there #one of the hay nets needs to be repaired AGAIN and I'm almost in frustrated tears just remembering that #I was supposed to refill my pill boxes after work #but then I ended up having to work late after therapy so I haven't done that #or anything else productive #I was going to try and make soup tonight but that sounds super overwhelming now #so anyway fuck this storm that rolled in about an hour and a half ago #gonna go get some rescue meds for my anxiety now that i've remembered that those exist #and some other meds for what I assume is a continuing to brew migraine #and see if I can remember how to be A Human before my spouse gets home

[laneaconite]

So-Cal

Palm trees next to evergreens, Tesla model T's next to beat up '99 Honda Civics.

I ride my grandma's bike to campus, been hit once, almost twice. It was a white car.

“Every car here is white,” I say She says I exaggerate. I do, it's true, but I say “It's intentional.”

“Hyperbole, exaggeration for emphasis.” I write myself like dialogue: I'm the book, but I'm not open. Opaque, a liar.

Her car is white, She's been hit six times “But,” I say, “I'll try.”

-Lane Aconite,

November 15th 2022

#poetry #my work #lane archives #keep being reminded of this one lately #was talking to my roommate last week about how after he got his current car (white) he realized that so many cars r white because he #had to remember where he fucking parked lmao #anyway since writing this poem my grandma has been hit by 2 more cars so that makes 8 & they were white cars #that's while driving btw not like. raw. everything anyone has ever said about driving in CA is prob true it is in fact a living nightmare #this poem & its content & the car accident I was in mean a lot to the throughline of my whole tragic backstory lately #but also this poem was just trying to catch the vibes of moving to somewhere with such wealth & ideological disparity as well as just #a bad conversation #cause I was trying to communicate my feelings but she likes to emotionally shut things down #anyway I wrote this one in my head while biking to campus after I got hit because I still had to do that for a while till Fuck That #my gma expected me to keep doing it regardless but my chronic fatigue got bad enough eventually that I couldn't! woohoo!

[likeawolfatthemoon]

just told my not-boyfriend whatever person that ive been referring to him as my partner at work bc i was not about to explain our weird fwb situation to professional office company, especially when it includes 50 something year old men

and he.......was okay with it..........

not sure what to make of this

#like i specifically spent the majority of my therapy session this week deciding NOT to inform him of this #bc of the potential for it to blow up into a ~thing #which would be very inopportune bc im in a really good place rn and WE are trending very positive in our interactions and he's been #very much leaning in lately #and historically if i push a boundary that makes him pull back HARD #and there was this whole other layer of our office holiday party being tomorrow and him having offered to go (a shock in and of itself!!!) #but before he was able to go i would have to tell him this and it just wasnt worth it to mess up the place we're at #but my therapist told me i still have to go to the party bc being a big girl and learning how to socialize without a crutch (booooo!!!!) #but even after i told him i had decided to go on my own i still felt sooooooooo guilty #its not even like its a lie!!!! but its enough of a lie to not REALLY be the truth and i couldnt stand it ssbbhfdsdgjjjjj #so i told him and he's just like 'eh that's what everyone thinks anyway thats what they all would have assumed if i went to the party 🤷' #and like!!!!! so true bestie!!!!!! but if thats nbd for everyone to think that then why isnt it just........true.......yknow #walks like a duck talks like a duck looks like a duck CAN CALL IT A DUCK???? whats left to it not being a duck