#not 19 anymore :(

[hiddenst0rms]

Why are sickfics not hitting anymore. No more whumperflies no matter what I do. Bored of the same scenarios as I fall asleep. I’ve spent months barely even touching this subject anymore. Which is crazy considering that I used to spend hours every day on it. Now I click away almost immediately. 

#I'm probably just growing up tbh #not 19 anymore #not c*vid times anymore #it's not a bad thing #it's just like #wow #the actual snz kink has died down soooo much lately too #I craved it so much that once my body realized it was just gonna stay a fantasy it just shut down lol

[unicyclingdogs]

sky and wars!!! :)

#linked universe #lu fanart #lu sky #lu warriors #uni art :) #my art style is literally always changing but it is what it is and i like how this came out so we’re chilling #the rendering on this was so satisfying like looking at what it looked like after flat colors vs now is crazy #guys i turn 20 tomorrow that’s so scary 😭 like being 19 vs 20 is a big jump bc im not gonna be a teen anymore… im gonna be old!!!! #like ik 20 isn’t that old in the grand scheme of things but still!!!!! #I cant process it like saying I’m in my twenties is WEIRD‼️‼️‼️ that’s something someone with their life together says not me 😭😭😭😭 #everytime I post art here i feel like i always have an unrelated crisis going on in the tags #it’s a tradition at this point

[lilystyles]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET BOY!!!!!

it's february first here in australia!!! i love you sm mr harry styles!! officially my 30 year old babygirl. <3333

#harry styles #30 #happy birthday harry styles #sweet angel baby #guys our bf is 30 can you believe it??? #not 19 anymore :(

[souryam]

there's like virtually nothing you can say to me or quotes u can throw in my face to convince me that 20 year old Lily was fine and ok with her husband (a.k.a basically the only person she has around) sneaking out at night to. what. annoy muggle police officers? So many people say "oh no she was talking fondly" and I never got it bc I've always read it as her coming across as annoyed. annoyed but trying to tone it down giving that it was a letter to Sirius. Like imagine you're 20 year old with a newly born baby having to live in almost complete isolation in the middle of a war and a half of the parental unit just decides to dip every Wednesday for #boysnight like what

#lily evans #i joke saying she was clawing the walls of that cottage and would be divorced the second voldemort fell to the ground but. #it might not be a joke anymore #anti james potter #anti jily #also i say that as a 19 yo whos turning 20 in june #i cant even conceive the idea of having a child #its scary to think that she was the same age as i am when she was pregnant/had harry bc now i see she was SO YOUNG #also im not even mentioning lily saying he was GRUMPY over not being able to leave at night anymore #my brave girl suffered more than jesus being stuck at home w a annoying white man omfg

[starboysbrainrot]

i’ve been rewatching the maze runner movies and rereading the books in the past weeks and now my brain can only focus on them

#the maze runner #tmr newt #tmr thomas #newtmas #tmr newtmas #tmr fanart #fan art #boys in love #imagine being a stupidly angry protagonist in a dystopian novel with a very concerned and worried bf #yeah yeah still in denial after the death cure #like after every damn rewatch #anyway I had a hard time rereading the books #idk they weren’t as good as I remembered them 😭 #but well I’m 19 #maybe it’s just because I’m not the target audience anymore #anyway had a lot of fun with these #tmr #my art : tmr

[t3chborb]

This Mass Murder Machine is living in my brain rent-free so I'm making y'all Suffer™ as I have.

#Borb's Scribbles #Overwatch #Ramattra #bro i swear to god when they were designing this character blizzard actually invaded my brain #i am so weak to literally everything this guy has going on #aaaand apparently i can't contain it anymore so y'all have to deal with it now #19 hours down the drain on this art alone and i have 0 regrets

[anubiarts]

one of the best bands of all time

#pixel art #art #cats #redraw #meme #parody #it's sad that they disbanded in 19 meow 7 #also #i don't even know where I get these pics from anymore

[theshitpostcalligrapher]

I have been deep cleaning my apartment for FOUR HOURS and yet

and yet there are still

so many tasks to do

I am currently in the process of desperately cooking all of our almost-bad produce to extend their fridge life. It is half past midnight.

There is still laundry. I haven't eaten a real meal since breakfast at around noon. (have had snacks dw my blood sugar's. maintaining)

currently feel like:

BUT I WILL NOT LOSE MY MOMENTUM

AAAAAAA

#misc #ms paint #turns out im not 19 anymore and cant do this to my back welp #help me kevin defunctland you're my only ho

[websurfshark]

save me slice of life cancelled s19 idea

#i can’t look at the word iris normally anymore #red vs blue #rvb #rvb19 #rvb season 19 #It’s literally just the iris episode of s15 but longer are you kidding me #Ghey need to relax #kai as gang therapist literally is so awesome oh my hod they’d talk about their feelings #i’m not okay #Come back to me………..

[tennessoui]

this has stayed in my brain for like 2 weeks: au where obi-wan gets fed up with the city council because he keeps writing them asking them to fill this pothole on his street that he hates driving around and they keep not doing it so he decides to run for city council himself on the sole platform of if he’s elected he’s going to fucking fix that fucking pothole.

and he wins because he is very charming and not a lot of people vote anyway, and he fills in his pothole and then next election cycle, he’s planning to let someone else win so he doesn’t have to be on the city council anymore because he actually hates local politics.

only there’s this asshole in university who decides to run obi-wan’s re-election campaign because he’s trying to sleep with a political science TA and he thinks she’ll be impressed if he shows an interest in local politics by doing some grassroots voting door to door work for his community service credits…..and he chooses obi-wan to support at random and very nonconsensually

so anakin skywalker becomes the bane of obi-wan kenobi’s existence. obi-wan kenobi becomes the focus of anakin’s.

(obi-wan also becomes an elected official again, mostly because of the bored housewives vote.)

(obi-wan blames this on the fact that while anakin is a very horny intense nineteen year old, he’s also surprisingly effective with his big wet eyes and his obscenely pink lips. anakin blames this on the televised debates he scheduled between obi-wan and fellow councilor maul, where obi-wan’s eyebrows are drawn and he looks furious and his shirtsleeves are rolled up to his elbows, exposing his very nicely defined forearms.)

(they fuck about it.)

#kit's silly lil aus #obikin #talked about this on the discord like a while ago but was thinking about it earlier #obi-wan was trying to soft quit and not announce that he was running so no one would vote #for him but then anakin just randomly chose to put all his intense weird energy behind obi-wan #and it works and obi-wan is furious #this twink is ruining his life #now he’s been re elected and people know about him and talk to him on the street #and that’s …. sort of nice fine he likes people he likes his city #he fucking hates politics and now he’s a politician #all because of anakin skywalker !!!! #who turns Padmé down when she makes a move on him because all his weird intense 19yo anakin energy is firmly #on getting obi-wan to fuck him now #(obi-wan realizes that maybe he will be stripped of his political power and title if he’s caught fucking his campaign manager (newly 19) #(obiwan of course grabs onto that opportunity with both hands. solely because he wants to not be on the council anymore.) #(not because he wants to fuck anakin) (definitely not) #the sex they have the night it’s announced obi-wan wins….incandescent so rough so furious anakin can’t stand #obi-wan goes out to say thank you all sweaty with hair out of place and red splotches on his neck #and no one knows they’re from his campaign manager currently in his bed back at his house

[beanghostprincess]

i know i did not just lose a mutual over lawlu bc they said it was problematic. as if luffy, a 19 y/o, didn't have enough critical thinking to do whatever the fuck he wants.

#AND ALSO I'M 19 TOO??? #as if i were sexualizing a minor (thing he isn't btw) when he's literally my age #like quite literally our birthdays are exactly a week apart lmao that's so funny #but fr law is a complete failguy wdym it's problematic lmaoooo #I'VE MADE OUT WITH 25 YEAR OLDS BEING 19 AND I HAD CRITICAL THINKING AND I WAS AWARE WHILE DOING IT #like okay large age gap or whatever do you truly think 19 y/os are that fuckinf stupid #and do you really think law is that evil (he isn't he's a sweetie) to do anything to luffy like c'mon #and also the relationship is healthy in canon??? they're so sweet??? like #i can't do this anymore #one piece #lawlu

[antevault]

please? 🥺

transcript under cut:

Etho: I kinda assumed you meant, like, take one of the memes and convince people it’s your task, kind of thing?

Martyn: …No, okay—

Etho: —I don’t know if that’s quite what you meant…

Martyn: No, I don’t think it was. I was—

Etho: [emphatically] Oh no.

Martyn: Okay, wait wait wait wait wait—

Etho: Would you say that’s a good task, though?

Martyn: …

Martyn: [indecisive] Uhh… Eee…. Oouughh….

Etho: [small, desperate] Please?

Martyn: You know what? Go on. Yeah, go on. You can have it.

Etho: YEAH!

Martyn: Go on. Go on!

Etho: I love you, Martyn! You’re the best!

#secret life #trafficblr #from martyn’s secret life episode 4 at about 19 minutes! #ethoslab #inthelittlewood #martyn inthelittlewood #martyn itlw #secret life session 4 spoilers #secret life 4 spoilers #lmk if i need to add any other spoiler tags! #i dont do fandom anymore but this moment deserves to be highlighted so i’m releasing it to the world

[delusional-mishaps]

How would error and nightmare react to their S/O who doesn’t celebrate their birthday?

error:

well... they don't get the whole birthday thing ANYWAY so it's... not really a big deal?

they also don't celebrate their birthday. i mean, they don't exactly remember when they were born... so they just. don't celebrate?

maybe a little confused. they thought birthdays were... important to humans? are they not?

their telenovelas make birthdays out to be better than they are 9 times out of 10

overall, doesn't really matter all that much to them. they may get/make you something small if they know what day your birthday is on, but otherwise they don't do much about it

nightmare:

nightmare also doesn't celebrate his own birthday.

he sees no point in doing so. it only brings up bad memories from when he was young and naïve and weak. brings up bad memories of his brother.

so, he doesn't pry why you don't.

you are the partner of a king. a very powerful king. he likes to spoil you in luxuries and gifts.

of course, if you dont want that, he won't push. he'll make you two a nice dinner, as he often does, and may treat you to one or two of your favourite indulgences, but that's it.

however, if you would let him...

man, you'd be rolling in expensive gifts.

he already gives you nice things on a regular basis, he'd jump at the chance to shower you with things.

giftmas always leaves your house cluttered until you figure out what to do with everything he gives you

however, if you strictly tell him to not give you anything, he wouldn't. he may be a little sulky about it, because he loves to spoil you, but he won't go against your wishes </3

he does still make a point to make himself free for the day. you know, in case you want to do something.

he knows you treat it as just another day, but he sees it as a reminder that you'll age out of existence some day. it's a reminder that he's fallen in love with a mortal, and he doesn't have eternity with you.

#ive grown as a person. im not using the nicknames i gave them anymore LMAOO #im queueing this for my own bday so when you see this!! hi!! its my bday!!! #how do you spell queue #i also dont celebrate my bday tho!! #i did last year cuz i finally turned the legal age to drink where i live #but thats the first time in a few years #anyway when this is posted. ill be 19 #whaddafuck #thats crazy im so old #error x reader #error sans #error sans x reader #nightmare #nightmare sans #nightmare sans x reader #nightmare x reader #jester writes

[mayasdeluca]

Still on such a high from that episode but feeling scared about two things that may happen now…

Between Maya expressing her concerns to Ben about it feeling impossible to do the job with Carina and Liam at home and Maya telling Andy she felt guilty she wasn’t at home with them to now Maya being the one to express the fear that she will die on the job and leave Carina alone to raise Liam (as opposed to Carina voicing this fear even if she obviously has it also) I’m starting to fear that maybe they are setting it up that Maya isn’t going to be a firefighter anymore at the end of it and maybe that article wasn’t so clickbait-y after all 😩 And especially if she sees whatever happens to Ben (and Beckett maybe?) on the call next episode first hand…

And while I’m glad that Carina brought up IVF again now I can’t help but wonder if that is the difficult news that Maya helps her navigate next episode?? They’re really going to have her find out she can’t have kids aren’t they? 😭

#station 19 spoilers #station 19 #i would hope they’d at least have a good plan B for her with another good job that’s less dangerous #but still that would be sad #mixed feelings because I would get her feeling that way now and wanting to do everything in her power to make sure she comes home #but she’s so good at her job too #I feel like a combination of these things is setting up maya to make huge decisions in her episode in 7…I’m scared 😩 #and to just not let carina get pregnant is so cruel but this fits with their ‘not happy but satisfied’ ending stuff #if maya isn’t a firefighter anymore and carina can’t get pregnant #and they resort to other things because of that…

[upsidedownwithsteve]

Treat people with kindness :) thanks

#we lasted approx 19 hours before the anons got strange #passive aggressive? #idk anymore #new record though! #ask

[megatronsimp]

What the actual fuck? “Those who are asymptomatic but positive don’t have to isolate at all.”

#covid #covid 19 #wtf #seriously wtf?! #hell timeline #wear your mask #wear your fucking masks because the cdc ain’t giving 2 shits about you anymore #this article gets worse the longer you look at it #they’re just rolling over and giving up now