please help i just had a dream where svsss was a dating sim. so, of course i tried pursuing shen qingqiu, but it ultimately backfired because suddenly he realized that he was in a dating visual novel?? and since i put myself as a guy, he just refused to show up to special in game events to avoid me interacting with him???
and obviously i was like "wtf why isn't he here?" when he didn't show up. then at some point i explored the area, and the screen suddenly zoomed in to show sqq talking to sqh (supposedly telling him all about the little situation). next thing i know, both of them are slowly turning their head to stare at the screen in pure and utter terror
also in some part of the dream, i think i did some liu qingge events or something and as his affection levels rose, he would continuously jump scare me by popping up out of nowhere and go, "its not like i like you or anything!!" while covered in blood and holding out a demonic beast head as if it were a box of treats
anyways, totally random question guys haha if i made an svsss visual novel dating sim would you guys play it. no reason in particular at all.
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Like yeah I get monster are sexy. But what I don't see a lot of is romance.
Like I want to play fetch with a werewolf
I want to cuddle with a naga
I want answer trivia questions with a sphinx
I want to do a dragon's makeup
I want to knit with a giant spider
I want to go clothes shopping with a doppelganger
I want to show off my strength to a bunny boy
I want to sing with a siren
I want to fish with a merfolk
I want to train with an orc
I want to star gaze with a mindflayer
I want to soar with a harpy
I want to LOVE monsters
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me taking qpacs and doctovo's (richas) consult and making it angsty (sorry my demons took over):
ANYWAYS do you think the reason richas was rping as doctovo in the first place was so he could have an excuse to see how qpac was really doing after everything he went through? how the first thing he noticed when he woke up in the egg hospital was how tired, bruised and skinny his pai looked?
dont think about him finally learning how his father's mental health is, how hopeless and unmotivated he is/was. dont think about him being worried sick over how underweight qpac is, even with qpac trying to reassure him that it mustve been the food he was eating. dont think about richas writing everything down and during the night, after qpac is asleep, he tries to come up with ideas on how to help his pai.
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Steddie Angst - No beta, we die on this hill
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Rationally, Steve knew this all made sense. Eddie was one of the people he and his friends picked on in high school. He was, after all, King Steve. No matter how hard he tried, that's all he has been and all he ever will be. But it still hurt.
The way Eddie looked at him now -With shock and confusion and disgust - proved it. Steve thought he read the signs correctly. Even Robin agreed with him. Hell, even Nancy asked him about it. But none of that mattered now.
Steve just confessed to Eddie. Knocked on the new government-issued trailer Eddie and Wayne lived in, with flowers in hand, and confessed. It felt like weights were lifted off his chest. For once, in a long time, Steve felt hopeful.
“Wow Steve,” Eddie said after Steve finished, “This is a new low for you”
All the weight that was lifted off of Steve’s chest just crashed back down. He would have sworn that after all the pain from Nancy that he would be used to handling the pain by now. He was wrong.
“What do you mean?” Steve choked out. Surely this was joke. Eddie would laugh and smile and take the flowers and everything will be fine.
“You actually had me going for a bit there.” Eddie said, “I genuinely thought that after everything you had changed.”
“I don’t understand” Surely, Steve was missing something.
“Of course you don’t. Look, just fuck off man.” Eddie said stepping back into the trailer and shutting the door in Steves face.
Steve stood there for a while. Flowers still in hand. Eyes opened wide. Staring at the door. Mouth agape. It wasn’t until a car door slammed shut did Steve snapped out of it. He glanced at the flowers in his hands and tossed them in front of the door. They were meant for Eddie anyway.
Steve drove home and parked his Beamer in the driveway of the big, empty house. It had always felt lonely, but now it felt worse. There was nothing for him in there. No family, no friends, and certainly not Eddie. Steve accepted it as what he deserved. After all, everyone kept leaving him unless they needed him for something. As soon as the next best thing came along or someone else filled his role, he would be back in the same spot. Sitting in front of his empty house, too pathetic to get out of his car.
This all happened the same way too. After being discharged from the hospital, Eddie needed help to heal and Wayne couldn’t keep taking days off of work. Everyone else had school or a job to keep attending, but Keith had finally gotten tired of Steve’s antics that he fired him with the Earthquakes being the excuse. Of course, Keith kept letting Robin work there though. She was always the more competent one out of the two. Naturally, Steve became Eddie’s caretaker. He had the time and some knowledge from having to take care of himself from past Upside Down encounters.
At first, it was awkward. They had barely gotten to know each other between demobats and Vecna. This was also the first time they had ever spent one-on-one time together. Gradually though, the tension melted, and teasing and - at least Steve assumed it was - flirting filled the space. Even after doctors passed him with flying colors, Steve still went over. If he wasn’t with Robin, he was with Eddie, and if not one or the other, then usually both. Steve finally realized his feelings when Robin pointed out how obnoxiously in love Eddie and Steve were with each other. At that point, Steve blew right past a gay panic and into acceptance at a rate Robin was jealous of. But after hearing how Steve and Tommy used to spend time during sleepovers at the empty Harrington house, she realized why.
Despite flying through his identity crisis, it took forever for Steve to find the courage to admit to Eddie how he felt. He had gotten it wrong so many times in the past, he felt so unsure now. Robin kept nagging him though - kept pointing out the ways Eddie would flirt back and how his eyes always fell on Steve. She even went as far as dragging Nancy into it. Nancy picked up on it right away. She asked how long Steve and Eddie had been dating after the first time they all hung out together.
Little did they know how it would end up. Steve gripped the steering wheels hard and made up his mind. He backed out of the driveway and drove straight to Family Video. Robin was wrong about everything and he needed to tell her.
When the bell rang, Robin glanced up to give the normal “Welcome to Family Video” greeting she hated but she perked up as soon as she saw Steve.
“Steve! What are you doing here? I though you and Eddie would be sucking face right about now” She joked
“You were wrong,” Steve said and marched up to the counter.
“What do you mean?” She asked. The humor in her eyes quickly disappeared.
“You were wrong,” Steve said. His eyes were burning. The last thing he wanted was to cry. “Eddie doesn’t like me back. He's not ‘obnoxiously in love with me’. He still sees me as King Steve.”
It was Robin's turn to look confused. “That doesn’t make sense. He has been all over you and flirting back.”
“That doesn’t matter Robin. It was all fake.” Steve said and threw his hands in the air. “I told you too. I told you he didn’t like me back and it didn’t fucking matter.”
“Oh Steve,” Robin said softly. Her face showed her concern and Steve knew why. Despite all his efforts to stop them, the tears were rushing down his face.
“I don’t understand” Steve whispered, his shoulders sagging. All the anger he had briefly felt left him. All that was left was a deep sadness and the reminder that no matter how hard he tried, he was still unlovable.
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