OMG I KNEWWW IT WAS CHEF EVER SINCE THE TATTOO I LOVE BEING RIGHT
i love that you were right and love that you love you were right, love!
i was trying not to be too terribly obvious, but the tattoo was a bit on the nose...or forearm...speaking of
i moved the tattoo.
i know! very scandalous of me to desecrate the canon i built!
but i didn't like that it was just like randomly thrown on his forearm in a careless manner & without greater significance, bc ok, obviously it's very significant because it's for his dad or his Real Dad anyways, but it didn't have that Special Uncle Nina ~Pizzazz~ or meaning i make.
so...sh tw...
i decided to put it on his wrist.
because as we know...stan is Sad.
and when stan is very sad, he does things that are very...very Bad. and when stan was about 16/17 and having a very low, dark moment he...lacerated his wrists...and specifically split his radial artery.
stan was half dead when chef found him, kenny had sent him some very unkenny like text messages worrying about stan's mental health
( i think i mentioned this earlier, but kenny and stan were extremely close during the 2nd part of the rm flashbacks after the fire which take place in chicago - ken is kind of like a second son to chef; they're both his boys, blue and red, if you remember the little song he sang )
it was all very traumatic and fucking horrible ( stan wrote a note ;-; )
and...honestly, given stan's situation it's kind of suuuper Not Smart to take him to a hospital, but what i will say is that chef's birth son, lived for one day, died the next morning and was buried privately by chef and ex-wife, so there's no record of his death, but there is, however, record of his Birth, so for all intents and purposes, legally, stan is
jerome nigel mcelroy jr...aka stan.
but yeah it was a mess and when kenny first got good with the tattoo gun, stan had him tattoo 'CHEF' over the wrist he cut because he knows if he ever gets that low again, he's not only killing himself...
...but the person who saved his life.
-uncle nina, lore whore
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I don't understand why it's generally not socially acceptable to recognize your good qualities. Like I don't understand why it's bad to be a show-off or a know-it-all or to brag. Like I think most people know "those things = bad" but not why.
It also seems like people are always either waaaaay into one end of the scale where they are just so unbearably full of themselves and have preposterously high self esteem (and most people act like this is fine too? Like a lot of celebrities and white men specifically seem to be like this) and I don't understand why so many people respect them then. Or they're the complete opposite with self esteem way too low despite the fact that they have redeeming qualities.
I feel like maybe the reason it's considered bad to brag is because you might 'make' other people feel inadequate but see that seems like a stupid reason to me because the problem then is not that you stated an opinion of your own self worth but is actually that everyone else is conditioned to compare themselves to each other in a very unhealthy way. And I think instead of discouraging people from opening up about what they take pride in, what they like about themselves, what makes them feel happy or content or confident, maybe we could just be discouraging people from viewing those things as personal threats? Idk just trying to formulate some thoughts on this
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Sorry guys, I know I mentioned that I would probably post more art but I had a couple of rough days and I couldn't really bring myself to draw much.
I'm starting school again but I'll try to post art as often as I can since I really enjoy doing it and I love reading the tags people put on my drawings. They make me really happy. And also I just want to be more consistent in posting here because there's so many things I want to share.
I honestly can't wait for finals to already be over because I won't have to go to that awful school anymore ( I hate that place so much, it's terrible ). I'll also finally be able to focus on the things I enjoy doing!
When I'm done with finals I'll definitely have more time to post art so I'm counting down days until May for now!!
I'll keep doing my best until then!!
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