#nice but not very interesting 😭

[tea-tuesday]

09/12/2023

sad that the day is getting shorter but the city is so pretty as it gets dark 🌙 journaled and reviewed my class notes at a café for a bit before heading home..

#my professor said the assignment that i submitted last night at 4 a.m. was interesting and made me present it to the class😭 #which is nice of him to say/do but it was truly very chaotically accomplished #mine #studyblr #tea-tuesday #study inspiration #studyspo #studying #study #study motivation #chaotic academia #city academia #city #washington dc

[vynnyal]

Btw I'm basically speedrunning now

#Rain world #game clips #I've gotten a lot better since I made this video but I still love it. This will be my tenth challenge and I've spent like 7 hours on it lol #I mean 7 hours of actual attempts before I realized I need to get better to stand a chance. #So I'm smacking my friends in the face with rocks while sliding or have to wait for everyone to catch up all the time #Because now I can't NOT use the cool movement tech I've learned. It's so fun and useful and ✨fast✨ #It's actually saved our lives so many times. Nothing funnier than yelling ''BEND OVER'' to my buddy and absolutely booking it #Also since we've delved into the world of modded regions it's been extremely nice for the bs parkour people include for no reason 😭 #If I'M struggling good god it must be tough for casual players #SPEAKING OF MODS! I've been hanging out and talking with modders and oh my god they're all crazy #One of my favs was the deserted wastelands dev who was just. So jaded. it was so funny #And we're playing thru Drought which is very interesting. It has like. Multiple endings and stuff #Finally know who that striped black cat is lmao #Gonna post some fanart in the future because I'm actually in love. Moon is such a mom in this campaign #It's also a horribly glitchy mess that destroys your game files but wwyd

[hella1975]

‘oh you have a new interest? thank god you’re being normal about it and not spending all your money-’ SHUT UP. CLASSICS SECTION IN THE CHARITY SHOP DOWN THE ROAD

#okay oresteia was £8 online and i regret nothing #but the fact i was like yesss oresteia let’s go!!! and then blacked out in the classics section and somehow managed to bag the other two #and now i have antigone oedipus electra and the satyr plays…. girl… #£2 EACH FOR THOSE TWO BOOKS BTW!!! and the guy working the bookshop was rlly knowledgeable about it #he was like ‘are you studying or just interested’ that is a VERY SORE SUBJECT BEST FRIEND #but he was so sweet I was like nah im an econ student he was like ‘you will have such broad knowledge now with both!’ #like yea okay 😭 and then he kinda started mansplaining about astronomy of all things for a bit #and another man joined in and I was like i truly cannot tell if youse are talking to me like this bc im young or bc im a girl #but for the sake of a nice interaction im willfully ignoring the second option in favour of the first #<3333 #OH and the copy of the satyr plays is kinda worn which is my fave thing about 2nd hand books like I LOVE when u can tell they’ve been read #and I bought sticky notes bc im planning to fully sit and annotate these as if i actually am studying them #i feel like im at school again but in a good way this is so fun like i remember why I used to enjoy learning #and didn’t feel thick as shit all the time and drained of all joy. lol. lmao even #hella goes to uni

[thedrotter]

as a little treat i am sharing with you little Aya doodles I've done over the last few days to unwind ww just little expressions based on lines in-game because those are always fun to draw. nothing too special just biscuit

it's Aya because upon doing bizarrely throughout playthroughs of the game for still unspecified project purposes I've gained a soft spot for her she's my daughter now my mental tier list on my favorite characters is so confusing right now

#re:kinder #fanart #aya re:kinder #aya hibino #i state shes my daughter NOW because before i didnt pay too big of a mind to her #but honestly in each different playthrough of this game i gain new appreciation for each character #because fun fact ryou was my favorite character at first just because he seemed nice and was a healer and was nice #second playthrough brought in rei and shunsuke in my mind because they ate it up wirh their roles in the story #meanwhile as time passed yuuichi started to grow on me as i realized he was a little too relatable BASICALLY THINGS LIKE THAT #and spoilers for the unspecified project mentioned in the text just because i feel like it #i also did this because having a transcript of every line just spurred me on becquse of how easy it made things #its much more fun to start doing these kind of line based doodles when you dont have to manually go througj hours of gameplay to find stuff #so just being ablr to ctrl f through a document made me very glad HEUEHEHEBEHR #im still working on it it needs proofreading and polishing on some sides but overall it should be here soon i hope #if anyones interested in it do let me know HUEHEHEBRB i will post it regardless but it would be nice to know if anyone is interested #ANYWAY #as to why Aya seems to have a purse when her sprite doesnt its because her equipment mentions her carrying a yellow pouch #its meant to be that!!! #she looks very goofy with it on made me giggle ngl #(as in. amusement) #it adds more interest to her visual design so its nice to have it there im glad its there #OH YEAH SOME COMMENTARY ON ONE OF HER LINES HERE THAT REALLY PIQUED MY INTEREST #if sayaka dies and shes there to see it (thus. you chose to bring her with you) she has this line #where it implies that shes afraid of dying which makes things sad when she's suicidal #she already states i think her desire is more to disappear than to die exactly but even then it's quite sad #like even if she wants to disappear with how gloomy she's feeling and all the things going around with her parents #shes just a little girl who doesn't want to die😭😭 #it really adds a sense of realism to how depression is tackled in game at least for me #that when one is depressed and suicidal a lot of the time it's the wish for this state of suffering to end rather than to actually die #SUCH A GOOD CHARACTER ITS ONE OF THE THINGS THAT UPPED MY APPRECIATION FOR HER

[skitskatdacat63]

— Emperor Charles VI's diary entry on Count Althann's death

[text: "My only heart, my comfort, my most faithful servant, my soulmate, who loved me dearly as I did him for 19 years, [we] had a true friendship, we were one heart and one soul, and we never concealed anything from one another. He will always be in my heart, [my] beloved friend..I. have lost everything."]

#this is like. incredibly niche. #but also hopefully a quote one can look at without context and still feel emotional damage about #idk. i think about this quote probably at least once a week and then have to stare at it and cry a bit #its just GOD. yknow?????? #theres this one paper(which i linked) that i originally read as research for the AU #but i go back to it probably twice a month to reread it bcs im so !!!! abt it #i think its cause charles vi is just not that relevant but is relevant to me so to have this paper abt his personal relationships is very ! #its both nice as ref for the au but also very interesting to hear about historical queer relationships/dynamics #the sections about him and his wife are very endearing as well #but god like him and count althann. im literally so invested in this 300 year old relationship #this is obviously from his death which is incredibly depressing and heart wrenching to me #but the other things he wrote about althann in his diary are very sweet to me #they were inseparable to the point of often sleeping in the same bed and charles called him his 'eternal love' #AND ON ALTHANN'S DE WIKIPEDIA PAGE IT LITERALLY CALLS HIM THE EMPEROR'S FAVORITE #anyways literally every part of this quote absolutely destroys me but especially how he refers to althann and then the ending #and its interesting to me bcs apparently his diary entries were usually pretty to the point #but when various people in his as althann died he would write these extremely emotional entries that are so </3 #if you have any questions abt their dynamic pls i will talk abt them 🥰🥰 i find it fascinating #theres a book about his diary but its in german and 500 pages and kinda hard to get hold in but maybe one day!!! #also in AU contexts: althann and charles vi would be mark and seb so take that as you will 🤭😭 #as i said this is great for ref but also made me sooooo fucking invested in him #i have no idea how to tag this #historical #holy roman empire #emperor charles vi #catie.rambling.txt #historical quotes #habsburg #habsburg monarchy #ah wow if only my german prof could see me now. fucking...habsburg posting. why am i like this

[warmspice]

#CONFLICTING FEELINGS EVERYONE MUST HEAR HI #Sooo I have a li'l crush on this girl in my chemistry class and today was the last day of class so I was like 😤 last shot #And I have only talked to her once or twice before in passing I'm soooo some guy to her #But last week or so I complimented her jacket bc she always has a cool jacket!! #And today I was behind her in line for Smthn so I complimented it again but I think it was the same one #It's all an excuse (we know this) #Anyways FINALLY got her Instagram #But I do not think she is interested at all #The way I was LITERALLY SHAKING LIKE A PUPPY asking her 😭😭😭😭😭 GIRL #Rizzless #Anyways I think I will accept my fate but life is abt going out on a limb #It's been AGES AGES AGES since I've had a little crush and none of them ever work out #But maybe that's just on me 😐 #Void talks #We did a little chat!!! Abt cooking and idk she's like very cool n funny and nice and I wa spike WAAAAAAAH #^ insert that into after in line/ before instagram part I can't move this around 😭 #I ACTUALLY CHATTED I didn't just ask someone for their Instagram 😭 (which is valid) #I'm soooo not smooth I was soooo like biggest wettest puppy energy in that moment 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #Life is about living and learning and loving tho so it'll be ok 😐 #I have a lot of love in my heart and someone needs to recognize this before I explode 😐

[oh-cramity-its-amity]

my manager corrected my pronouns with a coworker today. i cannot explain how nice of a feeling that was.

anyway idk this might be silly to post but it made me happy bc i thought everyone forgot about me using they/them pronouns because it feels like all anyone ever calls me irl anymore (if not with my dad) is she/her (which is... *sigh* some days i really really fucking hate it). so like... dope, yk???

#this is a happy post okay?? i am very affirmed and stoked about this. i love this manager too- he is always a nice guy to talk to #i even told him about writing fanfic and the owl house bc i was word vomiting infodumping about my special interests #so random but like yeah. hes a nice guy 😭 #also the guy who misgendered me was not being intentional at all and is a really nice guy too. he gave me a ride home in the winter <3 #people are nice but im still new to speaking up and advocating for myself as an adult. its hard but im getting there #it is a good day today though. a good day. #might delete later???? idk

[l-tora-l]

Hello (again :6) !!!

#hola soy tora #aaaaah it feels interesting to be back #almost been a whole year! #and wow it's been rlly hectic #but that aside #hello (again) !!! #and super duper big thank you to the new milestone reached!!! #you guys are awesome #hope y'all are all good!!! #it'd be nice to catch up with the people who I haven't spoken to in so long😭 #and also the biggest thank you to everyone who left me those sweetest comments you don't know how much they meant to me 🥹 #like seriously thank you so much they were very much needed and well received #I'm not entirely sure how to use this blog again I feel like a ton has changed but I *think* I'm gonna make more gifs? but I think it'll #take a while cause I'm rlly not up to speed in anything at all #today was my final day (and exam!) for first year uni! #can you believe that? :0 #anyways thank you so much for everything and I'd hope to be back gradually! #and upload my new pinned post! #I actually made a priv account here so I wasn't totally gone but that happened a good while into my hiatus ahahaa #lmk if you want in to the priv teehee #🫶 #OH I ALMOST FORGOT #I HAVE #A RECS BLOG! #it's @scaramwah #teehee #<- I'll rb the pinned if you wanna check it out! it's sparse rn but I'm on holidays now so I can fill it up more! #actually I have a billion blogs I'll make some known in due course ☠️ #( queued ) #<- I'll be back tmrw ! today was tiring :(

[siriuslynephilim]

heart full of love and yearning after watching one bollywood movie

#that too with my mom!!!!!!! and okay like #it was rocky and rani okay so lots of old songs so she was telling me about the songs the actors actresses in it the way it was famous in #their time #it was sweet it's so fascinating listening to my parents talk about music and movies like they used to be young once starry eyes and hopefu #and a little bit stupid and open to love😭 #i wish i knew her when she was happy i wish i knew my dad when he was happy they were so #awesome and carefree and fun😭 #okay but alia bhatt >>>>>> #there was this scene ranveers dad was shouting at him telling him to shut her up with his hands jn her face and he kept getting louder #like they do when they're about to hit you #and sheSLAPPED HIS HAND AWAY AND SAID BUT NO MAIN ABHI BAAT KAR RAHI HU NA #most satisfying scene ever in entire bollywood so sick of women giving important speeches and the Man goes in to hit her and her love in #interest saves her from getting hit #like yes i get it love and loverboy standing up to his dad all very nice but thank u she can protect herself just fine!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[pixieberry992]

he’s funny sometimes

[IMAGE ID: A coloured digital drawing of Henry Mildmay, from his chest up. He is wearing a checkered red and green jumper over a slightly off-white button up shirt. He has fluffy, dark-blonde hair that looks a slightly unruly. It’s a bit long but nothing reaches below the top of his shirt collar. He has greyish blue eyes and looks slightly worried, looking upwards towards the right. There is a plain white background and a handwritten caption under his chin reading: ‘Mildmay’. IMAGE ID END]

#nevermoor #henry mildmay #wundersmith #wundersmith the calling of morrigan crow #he’s interesting #I like his motivations #I don’t think he’s very smart though 😭 #nevermoor fanart #I think this is the closest I’ve ever drawn him to my mental perception of him which is nice #I really need to draw something other than heads and shoulders but you knowwww

[sealovinq]

i need friends /gen (slight rant in tags)

#xelle.txt #i noticed i don't really have a permanent circle of friends. at least irl #i have one online but they're also busy and i just can't dedicate my time to one friend group #i don't know - it's just the people i thought who were nice turned out to be the exact opposite #and when i found out about that i just kinda. lost interest in making any more friends #my partner is the only person i interact with on a daily basis. the irl friend group i was referring to earlier i'm not exactly close with- #-them either #i feel like if i didn't only give my time in nurturing my romantic relationship i would have done the same for my platonics too #that's still a problem of mine. my time management between love life and friends. heck i even got myself into an unsolvable problem because- #-of my inability to stay consistent #also my brain is kinda fried from reading 20+ pages so pardon any grammatical errors but yeah anyway #honestly i've been craving for interaction here. but i know i won't be active and it'd just be pointless #to gain more friends or followers. i don't exactly make content as consistently as i did before #the other day i had to vent to an ai (would you believe me if it was cha.tgpt) about my troubles because i had no one else to talk to lol #there's just so much going on irl 😭 ya girl's almost starting college and they're throwing so much tasks at us!! #and i feel very very stressed about it because they're usually done in groups i am ALWAYS the assigned leader #which gets exhausting especially when there are lazy members present #anyway #hopefully this weekend i get some time to cool off. but next week i'm back to grinding and working #lol i don't even think i'm in the top ranks anymore. i'm so burnt out. #this is what being an academic achiever gives you oops ZZHSIAHAHAJAHHS #imma sleep now 😭 #idk you can just interact with me or recommend someone you know who self ships in the same medias i do #goodnight everypony 🫶 #vent tw #rant tw

[crescentfool]

Hi 👉👈 I don’t have a lot to say, I just wanted to hi give you from across the room because I followed you for P3 but it turns out you and I share a ton of fandoms and I just think that’s really super neat.

You get a good grade in fandom taste 💖

WAVES HI!! thank you for the follow and message, it makes me happy to hear that you've enjoyed seeing the other media i've reblogged stuff of! P3 is definitely something i hold close to my heart, but i have lots of media i'm full of love for too! so thank you for appreciating it, i hope you enjoy your stay! 🥺💙

#lizzy askbox #GIVES U A HANDSHAKE ACROSS THE DSITANCE!!! #also sorry but i giggled a little when i read 'a good grade in fandom taste' bc it made me think of that post thats like #“im gonna get a good grade in (blank) something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve” #ok but serious though!! i too.. am very thrilled whenever i see ppl that share interests i think it is so cool how ppl on earth- #sometimes end up having the same inch rests!!! #side note but i hope everyone enjoys the intermittent sylvain posting he comes by to my brain every other month to say hi LMAOOO #and also the SPLATOONS!! i dont rb much splat like ever cause unfortunately i cant open the tags to find art of my ocs but like #I LOVE WHEN PPL SHARE INTERESTS!!! YIPPEE!!! #also giving this time to shoutout xenoblade (esp 1) + pokemon + 3ds fire emblem + loz + a whole bunch of other things that i like #u can find them on my tags list in my bio!! if any of u also want to see other swag fanarts!! #i want to look at p3 fanwork tags again but IM STILL NOT DONE WITH RELOAD 😭 #<- guy who's stuck in tartarus rn and taking their chances just by existing online on the internet (TY everyone for being courteous ilysm) #anyway have a nice day!! thank you again for the ask!!! yippee!! 🙌🙌🙌

[thebrixtons]

Previous - Beginning - Next

(Transcript under the cut!)

Mary: Go take a turn around the room. You can’t always be glued to my hip.

Clementine: Yes, Mama.

Waitress: May I take that for you, ma’am?

Clementine: Yes, please.

Clementine, thinking: The wine is stronger than I thought it was.

Prime Minister Yanai: It’s a shame you and the Crown Princess are leaving tomorrow, Your Majesty. Two weeks have gone by in the blink of an eye.

Mary: As much as your words move me—

Mary: I’m sure our absence will not be grieved.

Prime Minister Yanai: Don’t be so modest. You’ll be missed by many.

Prime Minister Yanai: You’ve left a... mark on us all.

Mary: I’m happy to hear that, Prime Minister.

Minister Hamasaki: Your Royal Highness.

Minister Hamasaki: May I have this dance, ma’am?

Clementine: Oh!

Clementine: You may, Your Excellency.

Minister Hamasaki: I need to ask you a question.

Clementine: About what?

Minister Hamasaki: Your pearl necklace is beautiful. I noticed you wear it often. Is it a sentimental piece?

Clementine: It was a gift from someone I... knew. This necklace belonged to his grandmother before she passed. Why do you ask?

Minister Hamasaki: No reason.

#thebrixtons #behind the scenes #ts4 #the sims 4 #ts4 simblr #simblr #ts4 story #ts4 storytelling #arc: house of cards #sim: mary #sim: clementine #mary and the prime minister’s shady convo 😭 #actin all nice but they really hate each other 💀 #also … what’s up with minister hamasaki? 🤧👁️ #very interesting !

[milo-is-rambling]

I wish I had the memory to support the way I feel about my hyperfixations

#I want to be able to recall every detail of things like I used to 😭😭😭 #someone burn some muppet facts into my brain please #I have such big feelings about muppets but when I wanna talk #about it I’m just like yay puppets they’re very cute and funny and nice and I like them a lot #and I have nothing actually interesting to say #it’s embarassing

[themyscirah]

Started thinking about the Amanda Waller + Ben Turner relationship again.... fuck, I'm gonna need a minute

#I JUST- SHDIAUDJSHDSHEYEYRYRYRY guys. guys #i know none of you see my vision and thats okay. i will make you see my vision. i will force you to see my vision. i will- #like jesus fucking christ oh my god. its so interesting and gives me so many emotions and just!!! #i know im not making sense bc none of my moots are sui sq fans and also like half of the content fucking me up specifically here is in my #head because i cant stop thinking about my absolute power fix it au but like!!!!!!! #also the fact i have a fix it for a comic that isnt out yet is so funny to me. its literally fucking real though. god knows we need it #may my own content carry me through the dark times (extreme villain waller arc) #anyways this fucks me up so bad you dont even know. someday ill actually explain it #dc hire me to write a suicide squad ongoing PLEASE. i could do it so good it would be so fucking good dc PLEASE 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #also like this isnt me shipping them btw. like 110% not that. just to clarify. #i wouldnt even call it a friendship bc like. theyre not friends really. he has the most equal dynamic with her i would say but it still isnt #equal. shes v much his boss even though they have an understanding and respect there #like she believes and trusts in him much more than anybody really even himself. like she sees the good man and the leader even when he #doesnt. but she isnt nice about it. and there is a lot of conflict between them when there needs to be #like as much as ben is “wallers man”--the team leader she wanted from the beginning before rick flagg pushed his way in #ben i would say is still a very moral person even when lost and unsure of himself and his goodness (which is like one of his main things) #like i feel like while amanda can lean very into a “the ends justify the means” mindset in her worse moments and do bad things to get #herself out of a corner ben has like a deep and meaningful understanding of how the choices of your methods and how you act can weigh on you #like even though he was brainwashed and whatnot (thats still the story right? i cant remember) he holds a lot of guilt and baggage over his #actions and i think is able to temper amanda's worse tendencies in terms of that by calling her out when he recognizes that behavior #idk. i just really think that amanda waller and the suicide squad as a whole has lost its way without a more moral authority presence there. #like someone who can call her out and keep them more on track. which i really thing ben is and could be #i just very much am interested in their dynamic and how that would look like as equals and how i think they could help each other. #which ofc is what my wip is about and revolves around #blah #sui sq

[skitskatdacat63]

It is bird wife hours >:)

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Aaahhh her evolution is so fun, I love to draw her 🥹 every time I draw her, I feel like her face gets more detailed. It's weird looking back at the first two drawings bcs I guess she just looks so plain?

I'll always have a fondness for that second most recent one on the bottom left. I like the one I just drew cause I've def improved. But ah there's just smth about her stylistically. Just soooooo bird like and slavic looking, as she should. But very nice to see how much I've improved in a year and half or so. And the first one is from 2019 I think 💀

#drawing this made me wanna start doing more creative linework ahhhhh #i think ive gotten to a point where i focus more on the style of the painting rather then the lineart #and tbh ive always balancing btwn those two #bcs id rather paint over amth sketchy than die over lineart 😭 #but it was fun adding thicker lines at the very end. very nice for emphasis and style #anyways shes kinda a comfort character for me #very fun face to draw and i really like her overall design #always interesting to see how ive improved and what ive changed since the last drawing of her #my beloved slavic bird god <3 #also yaayyyyy get to shade with different colors than normal #ah man i always just end up drawing portraits of my ocs #i love their faces 😭😭😭😭 #catie.art.