my testimonies from the Lord pt.3 🤍✨ !!
- God saving me from my declining mental health
- God blessing me with high grades from school, making it on the dean's list, and having memorable diplomas + awards from my school
- God freeing me from the new age spirituality (such as: manifesting like God, tarot + oracle cards, etc.)
- God also freeing me from lust, sins that i struggle with, and my anxious attachment style (+ other trauma bonds)
- God removing people from my life and getting the closure for me
- how God reminded me of my worth and purpose for His kingdom and glory, plus my purpose on this earth !
- God blessing me with miracles and blessings
- God revealing His journey and plans for me that aligns perfectly with me !
- my relationship with God now and how me and Him are doing !
here I'm going to delve deep into sharing my stories from the testimonies that God has done for me and how amazing God really is. i'm also going to add bible verses to defend my stories and claims once i'm officially done with it. plus why the things God had freed and removed me from is not good and is from the enemy.
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God blessing me with miracles and blessings
God / Yahweh / YHWH / Abba / Holy Father / Heavenly Father is your Father above ! He would go through heck and back to make sure you’re always safe and okay. He’s not santa claus or a wizard. He’s literally your Father. whenever you’re going through troubles or anything especially hardships, just know He wants you to go to Him and let it out. He knows about these things way before we ever do and know them. that’s how Fast he moves. but just know whenever you’re having a hard time and you’re in need of a blessing / miracle to get you through it, just know He would do it in a heartbeat. Him giving strength is a form of a miracle and a blessing. if He does have us on a journey where we all know it’s going to be difficult, He has a blessing waiting for you at the end. He doesn’t let us suffer for no reason and if anything we don’t suffer because of Him. the enemy is responsible for our sufferings and pain. so the next time you’re on a season with God and you’re going through it, just know He will give you a miracle to get you through it or He will have a miracle waiting for you at the end. another thing i wanted to add is God will send you little blessings before the big one comes in to see how ready and grateful you are. His little blessings does HUGE wonders before the big ones actually get here. i cherish the little blessings just as much as i do with the big blessings, if not even more. He’s a fair and loyal Dad above; He loves us so much through thick and thin, pain and healing, good and bad, and many more.
God revealing His journey and plans for me that aligns perfectly with me !
as a little girl i’ve dreamt of being an artist or a pastry chef ! those plans fell through because God knew i had more potential and a story to share alone. as His chosen one, i’m happy they plans fell through. so at the moment the Lord blessed me on two journeys: photography and poetry. those align perfectly with me because photography is proof that you’re living and that you’re once here and poetry you can share a story just by a couple of stanzas and words to paint a picture in someone’s mind. if you combine the two that’s a story right there. it shouldn’t take a genius to figure that out. but for me to take photos that connects to the Lord’s journey and purpose for me then add that to my words that i experienced in the moment is everything and more. if i want to, i can also incorporate being an artist since i’m familiar with production and creativity. i also have knowledge of it especially if it’s done digitally. as for me being a pastry chef it can be my hobby just to bake (i would love to add in food too because that’s important as well). but when the Lord revealed to me that i’m not only going to be a photographer but an actual writer to share my stories of the Lord and what it’s like following him ever since i was 8 to 21 and tot he future. especially if it’s done visually in a way to understand the journey i’m on with Christ. all glory goes to Him and i would add any forms of photos to connect it all together to give Him praise, glory, and love ! it would be a fiction story with non-fiction elements to actually show what i gone through and why following the Lord was the greatest thing i’ve EVER done !
my relationship with God now and how me and Him are doing !
on march 05, 2024 5:52 pm is when i’m typing this, my relationship with God has to be the biggest gift ever known to man kind. me and God are CLOSE, closer than anyone ever before. He’s my best friend, my buddy, my sweetheart, my dad, my everything, and more ! i would defend Him no matter what. after all of these years of my life, God has been my source of happiness and my main source of it followed up with reason to be here. i feel way more connected to God than i ever did with the new age spirituality. me and God are doing phenomenal, i’m so happy we’re connected. i know God better than i did before and i’m so happy to know Him better, to follow Him, to love Him, to believe in Him, to have faith in Him, to trust Him, to understand Him, and to do literally so much with Him. life is so much better and perfect with Him inside. for the fact i’m entirely devoted to Him and making this entire account for Him and sharing my love with him everywhere, goes to show serious i am about Him. it’s not too late to follow the Father especially because He loves you and He wants you here with Him. if you want to know more about God and how to follow + connect with Him. i’m right here and i’m God’s vessel.
thank you for following along these 3 parts ! again all glory goes to the man above. if there’s any new information and testimonies i want to share, best believe i’ll let you all know in a heartbeat. take your time with everything and just know God loves you and so do i ! God bless every single one of you. amen 🥹🙏🏾🤍.
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my testimonies from the Lord pt.2 🤍✨ !!
- God saving me from my declining mental health
- God blessing me with high grades from school, making it on the dean's list, and having memorable diplomas + awards from my school
- God freeing me from the new age spirituality (such as: manifesting like God, tarot + oracle cards, etc.)
- God also freeing me from lust, sins that i struggle with, and my anxious attachment style (+ other trauma bonds)
- God removing people from my life and getting the closure for me
- how God reminded me of my worth and purpose for His kingdom and glory, plus my purpose on this earth !
- God blessing me with miracles and blessings
- God revealing His journey and plans for me that aligns perfectly with me !
- my relationship with God now and how me and Him are doing !
here I'm going to delve deep into sharing my stories from the testimonies that God has done for me and how amazing God really is. i'm also going to add bible verses to defend my stories and claims once i'm officially done with it. plus why the things God had freed and removed me from is not good and is from the enemy.
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God also freeing me from lust, sins that i struggle with, and my anxious attachment style (+ other trauma bonds)
when i was 13 i was exposed to masturbation and lust by my fellow crush in middle school. he had no feelings for me which broke my heart but he did use my crush for him to have me masturbate to him because he physically lusted over me. as i grown up i thought that lusting and sexualizing boys was a way to form close friendships and get your crushes to like you. it corrupted me for majority of my life. it ruined many potential boy friendships and it changed my viewpoint on men in general. the more we did this to each other, it became damaging and a horrible endless + toxic cycle. it reached a point where it ruined everything for me; physically, emotionally, spiritually, and mentally. all i known of boys and men (back then) was lust and sex. i was emotionally broken and my body was physically tired and drained. unfortunately i became a victim to their lies and pleasures and it altered the way i viewed myself down to my physical appearance. i hated my body because i felt like it gave more attention than my personality and my bright energy. after the last encounter i had where i ended up with a painful uti, i vowed to God that i’m never doing that again. it’s insane to me because i didn’t even want to do anything with them, i knew it was intimate and i wasn’t romantically interested but i gave in since i thought this behavior was “normal”. after i kept praying and trusting God to change my ways and heal me, He removed my uti without me ever having to take antibiotics or go to the doctor. i no longer view men in a lustful way and i no longer think that sexually either. i now have a deep newfound love for men, boys and men are NOT the same thing just wanted to make that clear, i forgive my 13 year old self especially since she was a child and she was taken advantage of. i’m working on healing myself and not viewing any male presence in that way anymore which has helped thanks to God. i do struggle with lust and anything sexual because i sadly opened that door when i wasn’t supposed to. this has to be one of the HARDEST sins i’ve ever struggled with; but again thanks to God, i’m much better and happier now than i was years ago.
God removing people from my life and getting the closure for me
when God reveals that someone is not meant to be in your life there will be a ton of chaos and confusion. you would continuously pray to God asking Him questions if they’re meant to be here or not. when someone is meant to be in your life that’s God sent, you wouldn’t constantly question ! we’re just not meant to be in each other’s life and that’s totally okay ! don’t force it, let it all go ! once you reach a point where you can let the pain go, pray for them. i still think about those that i hurt and those that hurt me, but i still pray for the both of us. plus i pray that life is treating them better than ever and that they’re happier now. He heard stuff that He didn’t like at all, so chances are someone is going to be removed immediately from your life. His wrath is NOT to be played with. also Jesus was the same person that died on the cross for them so always keep that in mind. we’re called to forgive and love. they’re lessons and God will send you people in your life that will be much better than you imagine. i didn’t have to get closures from them, God did it for me by them interacting with me one last time. just try your very hardest forgive, heal, let go, and move on ! keep on praying until God answers her prayers. you got this and i’m rooting for anyone that’s struggling with this at the moment. just know i’m praying for you and i will always pray for you !!
how God reminded me of my worth and purpose for His kingdom and glory, plus my purpose on this earth !
from a child to a young adult, i’ve questioned my purpose for being on this earth ! all the pain and troubles i’ve gone through, i used to run with it and say that life was extremely hard for me. not realizing God is using it for a reason. there’s always a reason for your season. God told me how important i am and why He chooses to wake me up every single day. He always tell me to place my hand on my chest to feel the heartbeat and He once told me “this is my favorite song ever” (not me getting in my feels about it). He showed me what i’m dealing with on earth cannot possibly compare what heaven is going to hold. i’m His vessel and He wants me to share the glory and wonders of the God to bring everyone closer to Him so for eternity we can have the immaculate life we are meant to have with Him even each other if we’re there together as a whole. He wants me to share His glory by speaking out and sharing my wonderful relationship with Him alone. i don’t question my purpose on earth anymore, now i’m doing anything and everything for Him !
< go to part three to see the rest of my testimonies >
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