#my god Fabian

[skyshroom]

‘When you think about me, why do you always bring up the ball?’ Fabian is not beating the gay allegations this episode unfortunately

#fabian aramais seacaster #fabian seacaster #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #dimension 20 #my god Fabian #ducking a kiss from your crush to immediately blabber on and on about your boy best friend and then FACETIME HIM mid convo??? #I had to pause the episode and take a breath #queerplatonic Fabriz real #also like I don’t know if it’s an active RP decision by Lou or just a commitment to the bit but Fabian has been all ‘tHe BaWl 🥹❤️’ all seas #every time riz does anything and now it’s happening when he’s not even there #im just thinking about how vocally fond he’s been over this season and it’s at a time where riz literally cannot focus on him at all becaus #Fabian is basically crushing it without his help and like imagine how stoked riz would’ve been the past two seasons if this was the energy #he was getting from Fabian :( he just doesn’t have time #anyways im normal #fhjy spoilers #dimension 20 spoilers #fantasy high junior year spoilers #riz gukgak

[colinprovolone]

the low quality children

#FINALLY. ALL OF THEM #it’s fun how the colours on this ended up similar to the only other time i drew them all #d20 #fh #fhjy #fantasy high #my art #riz gukgak #fabian aramais seacaster #gorgug thistlespring #adaine abernant #fig faeth #kristen applebees #the bad kids #i’m so glad i don’t have to draw tiedye i’m eternally thankful for kristen’s new outfit #god what is fabian wearing. i do not know

[twinstxrs]

fabian’s insistence on calling someone to tell them about lucy & yolanda because he thought people just deserved to know, out of respect. both deeply sweet & incredibly gutting. (bill seacaster move over that’s MY darling boy)

#(who is also his own darling man boy but that’s besides the point) #fabian seacaster #fantasy high #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #dimension 20 #ok sorry for all the posts this ep just gave me a lot of feelings it was so #the bad kids really felt like kids in this one for me. what an honor what an injustice & all that #fantasy high spin off season where it’s four episodes set during summer break and incredibly stupid my god please #FREE THEM

[nosnexus]

Brennen, these kids need a nap.

#d20 #dimension 20 #dimension 20 fanart #fantasy high junior year #fantasy high junior year spoilers #riz gukgak #gorgug thistlespring #adine abernant #fabian seacaster #kristen applebees #fig faeth #boggy the froggy #my art #god I need a nap too #the amount of revamping of the composition I did on this one killed me #I should have taken more progress shots

[crystaiskiess]

my favourite bad kids 💕

#ive only just finished s1 so no spoilers #but god i love them all so much #fantasy high #d20 #dimension 20 #d20 fantasy high #the bad kids #fig faeth #adaine abernant #fabian seacaster #gorgug thistlespring #riz gukgak #kristen applebees #bad kids #dnd #dungeons and dragons #my art #fanart

[brumleys-bones]

The bad kids are BACK baby !!!!!

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #riz gukgak #d20 #fabian seacaster #gorgug thistlespring #adaine abernant #figeroth faeth #kristen applebees #fanart #my art #fantasy high fanart #fantasy high junior year #d20 fhjy #fhjy spoilers #d20 fantasy high #god the first ep was so awesome

[ewwww-what]

These freaks are not studying (good for them)

Closeups below :)

#they all fully passed out by accident #except for Adaine who sat down with the intention of tricking Riz into napping #ugh #I fully believe that they follow the safety in numbers rule while sleeping but none of them ever admit it out loud #when ​you’ve had your body taken over by a nightmare god in the past you kinda don’t feel great sleeping alone y’know? #check out the ​Fabian and Gorgug jacket swap too cause that’s my favorite thing to do #the bad kids all wear each others clothes so much it’s hard to remember who they originally belonged to and I believe that #and they love each other so much #fantasy high #d20 #d20 fantasy high #dimension 20 #d20 fanart #fantasy high fanart #fh #fhjy #adaine abernant #riz gukgak #fabian seacaster #kristen applebees #gorgug thistlespring #fig faeth #the bad kids #kalina #Cassandra is in the stars :) #undescribed #not described #my art

[rqg179]

the funny thing about adaine's gift to fabian is i think the intention behind it was fully sincere bc although the party really latched onto the "summon rat" feature (understandably, that's hilarious), siobhan seemed to be highlighting the fact that rats wouldn't attack fabian unless he let them, which is a genuinely useful feature for a guy with a fear around certain rats! but unfortunately the moment fabian was slightly reluctant the little sister part of adaine's brain switched on and she had to heckle him about it

#like i dont think adaine was making a joke out of it (at least not Mostly) but fig kind of latched onto it and made it about the sexy rat #(which yknow. fabian would maybe benefit from his friends not constantly bringing it up but also theyre teens god knows i was dumb at 17) #my post #d20 #fantasy high #fhjy

[pen-and-paper-sword-and-shield]

so that new episode huh

#fhjy #fhjy spoilers #fantasy high #figueroth faeth #daymare #this episode was buck wild my god #kipperlilly clerickiller out here killing people #didn’t she hear? it’s all love now #riz gukgak #adaine o'shaughnessey #fabian seacaster #kristen applebees #gorgug thistlespring #d20 spoilers #funny?

[midnightdemonhunter]

am i the original, the remains, or the later writing?

Fresh off my first watching of Sophomore Year, I was desperate for more Nightmare Forest-esque content for my beloved bad kids. Thankfully, I immediately stumbled upon @gilears fic Over and Through! I absolutely adored this fic, bingereading it in one go, and knew I needed to show my love and feelings somehow!!

So here are the six bad kids' personal hells, shown in my order of reading!

#d20 #riz gukgak #gorgug thistlespring #adaine abernant #fabian seacaster #fig faeth #kristen applebees #aelwyn abernant #fantasy high #dimension 20 #midnight draws #over and through #YEP i am a Consumption first person. certainly set the tone for the rest of the fic!!! #was halfway through the first chapter like Am i going insane. and then got to chap 2 and things immediately started to come together. #but GOD i loved this fic AND i loved the art series done for it so im thrilled to be able to contribute in my own way!! #op thank you for everything. i will be rereading this fic many more times 100% #need to leave a long comment too for each chapter lmao I have so many thoughts but have forgotten them all rn #just know there is SO MUCH thought put into these pieces and i would be happy to elaborate on any of them!!! im so normal!!!!

[bbianca-jpg]

quick elven oracle for a warmup !

#i’ll take another one of those girls looking 3/4 to the right #wasn’t even gonna post this but i am very fond of her so #drawing #illustration #also tumblr stop ruining the quality of my art i’ll fucking kill you #fantasy high #d20 #dimension20 #adaine abernant #oh my god why is adaine x fabian a tag … #who is shipping them?? that’s an asexual lesbian and a gay man who are you #adaine fantasy high #adaine fanart #fhjy #art #dimension 20 fhjy #siobhan thompson

[sapphicmuppet]

okay I am eating up all of the buddy dawn/kristen freshmen year parallels but truly that bitch WISHES he could be half the icon Kristen was freshmen year. Dying from corn on the first day, stealing a car and killing a fleet of tiefling greasers with your friends in what the first week, successfully showing all of her friends the light of Helio in the first battle they were in and then actually being like. No somethings wrong here and having the guts to question the institution she was raised and born into. Buddy could NEVER

#d20 fhjy #fantasy high junior year spoilers #fantasy high #fhjy #buddy dawn #kristen applebees #Fabian being like IS GOD REAL??? In the corn cuties fight #has never left my brain she could’ve fully converted them then and there

[gods-favorite-autistic]

FAHBIAN IF YOU FUMBLE MAZEY I SWEAR TO EVERY SINGLE DEITY ON THIS EARTH

#SHE IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING I LOVE HER #the scene at fabian’s house ohhhh my god #fantasy high hours #fantasy high #brennan lee mulligan when I catch you #fhjy #fantasy high junior year #mazey phaedra #mazey fantasy high #fabian seacaster

[twinstxrs]

there’s something so personal about the scene in fantasy high s1e7 where gorgug calls himself stupid & fabian, who up to that point had basically entirely been acting like the bad kids (especially gorgug) were beneath him & had also been the one calling ragh stupid two lines ago, instantly says “okay, do not put yourself down like that. don’t you dare do that to yourself.” like it was obvious he liked the bad kids at that point but the instinct to protect his friends manifesting as an immediate strong refusal of gorgug’s self-deprecating talk kills me. that boy loves his friends so bad oh my god i feel sick.

#fabian seacaster #fantasy high #gorgug thistlespring #these two specifically are so dear to me #top 5 most underrated fh dynamic the girls that get it get it #acts of service (gorgug) meets words of affirmation (fabian) #spring break i believe in you. i hand you an orange. you never hug me / shut up. #THE TENDERNESSSS #it’s about gorgug fixing the hangman & fabian having no idea how to repay him other than saying ‘i’m gonna buy you an orange.’ #when fabian a year ago had an insecurity about buying other people things bc he thought they’d just use him for that. #it’s about gorgug’s tin flower that’s tattooed on his arm being both symbolic of his roots & deeply tied to his relationship with fabian #it’s about ​fabian being the reason gorgug was in that fateful detention in the first place. #& gorgug being the first person to see fabian again in the nightmare forest. #all the bad kids are tied by destiny but god. fabian & gorgug you are so tied by destiny. #anyways i will not lie this far into my tags i expect nothing but in another universe they would be the slow burn of all time. to me. #it is so subtle & casual but there is so much love there it makes me kinda crazy. #but either way my beloveds who i think have helped bring out the best parts of one another but who r also both soooo lame (affectionate). #also i think it’d be funny if a) gorgug was the final bad kid to join the giant family tree via dating fabian #and b) telemaine was eventually gorgug’s grandather in law. can u imagine. #thistlecaster #fabigug #whichever one it is idk idc #they r just so gentle :( #UPDATE sorry i stopped right when this happened to write this whole post & literally like 5 minutes later gorgug has that idea to look at- #zayne’s pearl & his hunch isn’t right but fabian IMMEDIATELY jumps back in with ‘it’s moments like these that prove you’re smart’ GODSDD #when the fabian & gorgug dynamic hits it truly hits. besties/bfs ever i can’t decide they r simply so great

[melancholy--lion]

If you saw this on the Dropout Discord, no you didn't. But I have to talk about the family dynamics and relationships in this last episode of Fantasy High because I can't stop thinking about it.

Okay but seriously, the conversation with Sklonda and the one with Aelwyn have me feeling all sorts of ways thanks to my weird mix of developmental trauma. They hit SO HARD

I can't stop thinking about how Aelwyn felt like she had to move out not because anyone did anything wrong at Mordrid Manor, but because they were too kind and nice to her. Like there's this incredibly confusing and impossible to articulate combination of despair, confusion, disgust, jealousy, and shame that comes from being in a place that loves and accepts you for you after being in a place that didn't for so long. And how even if you know logically that the place is safe and you are loved, your body just doesn't believe it and you're constantly on edge and overwhelmed. It's painfully relatable as someone with that experience. I've never seen someone else relate or put those feelings into words before but I feel so seen.

Sklonda just caring so deeply about her son and being so worried and also so frustrated with her son's friends is just heartbreaking. And her not liking that they call him Ball is just icing on the cake. Because in reality, it's not a very kind nickname, seeing as it comes from Riz being bullied. And even though Riz has reclaimed it, the scars are still healing for Sklonda and that's deep too. That hit real hard too!

OH and don't even get me started on Fabian being neglected. His mom called FIG AND NOT HIM?! OH MY GOD IT HURTS! The role play this season hurts SO GOOD!!

#all I'm saying is thank god I have therapy tomorrow #very grateful to my friends and also to be in a happier and healthier place now than I ever was with my family in my life #but it's still so hard to truly accept love and I'm so grateful for Adaine and Aelwyn for having a story that I can see myself in #Even though my mom and I are no contact I still think about her sometimes #Like she sucks but she did advocate hard for me when I was being bullied in school and I'm grateful for that #dimension 20 #d20 #d20 fantasy high #Fantasy high junior year #fhjy #d20 fhjy #dimension 20 fhjy #fhjy spoilers #fhjy ep 10 #fhjy 10 #adaine abernant #fabian seacaster #riz gukgak #aelwyn abernant #sklonda gukgak #brian murphy #lou wilson #siobhan thompson

[misterpseudonym]

i’m OPENLY WEEPING

HE HAS A MANBUN

#MY DARLING FABIAN #i’m dry heaving #i’m keeling over #i can’t do this today #good god #FABEY BABY #we won #WE ARE SO BACK #fabian aramais seacaster #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #fantasy high #dimension 20 #d20 #dropout #lou wilson #og