#my chest looks great

[secondbeatsongs]

I love being someone's science experiment

#personal #read: #my top surgeon continues to be fascinated by me #last time it was because I said it was fascinating to watch him pull stitches out of my chest #(he said the last guy had passed out so he kept asking if I was okay) #this time it's because of how well my nerves reconnected on one side #apparently it's not very normal to have good skin sensation in nipple grafts #but here we are #he put a note in my chart and seemed...excited? #he really looked like he wanted to say ''oh cool!'' or ''weird!'' #but he just said ''huh!'' and seemed enthused #he also kept saying ''oh you look *good*'' in a way that was very genuine #and he's right #my chest looks great #but some part of me wants to be like #intense about his reaction. like #o sculptor of flesh. how do you feel when you behold your creations? #is your vision of yourself one of an artist or of a doctor? is this the line you blur? #anyway that'd be weird so I don't say stuff like that #but I do *want* to #sbs rambles #in the tags #gender #top surgery

[selfshipseaside]

☆ Reminder to any self-shippers with a big bust/chest, your f/os love you!

No matter your gender or how you present, they love you and your chest the way it is, and they also support anything you want to do with it! They understand the plights of it. Whether it's having a hard time feeling like shirts fit nicely on you, or if it even makes you feel dysphoric, no matter what problems you might have with them, they'll be there to listen and help as much as they can. They don't think your bust is too big or that you look bad because of it!

If you ever wanted a reduction, they'd be your biggest supporter!

Top surgery? They'd cheer you on the entire way through and help you through recovery!

And if you wanted to bind your chest for any reason at all, they'd assist you no problem!

Just wanted to find some properly sized clothes and help with the intense back pain? They got your back, literally!

If anyone is ever making you feel objectified because of your bust, your f/o would make sure to help you sort through those feelings and to try to put a stop to the source. You deserve to exist with your body and not feel objectified by just being there!

So, no matter what you might think or want to do with your bust, your f/o loves you for it and supports you all the same!

#selfshipping #selfship #self-shipping #self-ship #f/o imagine #f/o imagines #self insert #selfship imagines #for my fellow big busted and chested peeps #lots of people might think it's nice to have a big bust but-- honestly theres a lot of issues that come with it #i wanna make sure yall feel seen!! #your bust doesn't define your gender #i promise! #and if you have a big bust and think you don't look right in any clothing #i feel you! and you're not alone! your f/os love you and think you look great!! #tw body talk

[zeb-z]

I’ve made a billion fucking drafts and can’t find the words to talk about cellbit and bagi from today. how the fuck do you explain the intricacies between a brother who has lived a life that has sharpened him to cut what he touches, and a sister who had to live with his absence? a man who has to see the childhood he never got to have whenever he looks at the woman he now knows is his twin? said twin who cannot understand why her brother would be anything but glad they are reunited? how do you get across that tangled mess of emotions cellbit had to get him to burn his old pet worm? the paradox of longing for what could have been while desperate to get rid of any reminder, with a healthy dose of paranoia that anything could be a federation bug. or the pure devotion bagi has to decide to stick with her brother even though he is not close to the same as he was when he went missing? the unfairness of it all, of cellbit being taken and made into a killer before he turned 14, of bagi looking for him at the detriment of her own safety and self, of ripped up childhoods and everything that could have been? the fact that the first thing cellbit asks is what he could have done to deserve it? the disgust he holds for himself for what he’s done, and the anger he has for the federation that’s taken everything from him, and the resentment he has towards bagi no matter how unfair it is because she never had to go through what he did? how after bagi swore to help him burn the federation down, cellbit went to bad instead, because bad was there and fought alongside him, and he trusts bad because he’s seen him at his worst, and all he feels like doing is his worst right now? the two of them so similar still because they’re consumed by their need for revenge, while bagi just wants to leave the island? how the fuck can you summarize all this and the emotions that accompany it?

#adding this here a lil too late but bagi’s own resentment because she’s been looking for years and he’s been doing nothing even though he #doesn’t remember #like great! you put more childhood trauma and the feeling you get coming home to a place that isn’t home anymore in my minecraft rp :/ #like. fuck what do we do with all this??? #there’s such a specific visceral anguish around ruined childhood and knowing that things will never be like the good old days again yknow? #especially when said childhood ruiner is ‘I was taken from my home and made to fight in a literal war’ like wtaf #or when it’s losing a sibling and missing them like a lost fucking organ #sorry if this is too train of conciousness I’m tired and word vomiting and emotional at all this pfkdjfjs #idk I have thoughts I cannot verbalize about this. tv static in my chest #all this lead up to tomorrow where Cellbit will finally meet hatsune miku #mcyt #qsmp #cellbit #q!cellbit #bagi #q!bagi #q!bbh #z speaks

[starkcontrasts]

*house of the dragon episode 2 spoilers*

literally laughing SO HARD abt rhaenyra pulling up to dragonstone just like "uncle i know you fucking lied abt getting her pregnant and frankly this temper tantrum of yours is both tedious and a sad cry for attention. do you want to kill me? is that it? it'd be easier on all of us" and daemon just smiling at her as if she made him proud calling his semi-bluff before then scowling at otto and yeeting her the egg. truly if the targs have nothing else, it's an abundance of dragon-sized audacity

#house of the dragon #someone edit that one sailor moon and tuxedo mask meme with daemon dramatically walking away and unimpressed rhaenyra #the way daemon started clutching the egg to his chest when rhaenyra showed up with syrax #king said she's gonna say swiper no swiping and i'm gonna have to give it back:((( #also the way both of them immediately transitioned to valyrian both bc it's THEIR shared secret language but also #to alienate everyone else and keep it an A-B conversation #honestly feel like if otto and the others weren't there daemon would've ruffled rhaenyra's hair before leaving or smth #bc he honestly looked quite fond of her after she dressed him down like that #but then he was like oh wait we have my least favoritw mf here as audience my pride says no affection only scowl #do i ship them yet? no bc rhaenyra is only 15. is the whole concept of targaryen inbreeding Not Great? yes. #i will say tho that the obvious affection (platonic or otherwise) that daemon and rhaenyra have going on rn is v cute #and i'm looking forward to how matt and emma's own dynamic will teanslate going forward in the show's timeline #rhaenyra targaryen #daemon targaryen #house of the dragon spoilers #matt smith #milly alcock #emma d'arcy #otto hightower #rhys ifans

[waywardsalt]

i think elden ring will always been my favorite game in terms of environment. every area is so impressive, even the copy-paste stuff manages to be impressive with atmosphere, and the amount of just. stunning-looking locations is wild especially with how natural even the most amazing looking shot you can find is.

just the fact that you unavoidably see this when you walk into leyndell is incredible. one of my favorite environment views in all of the games ive ever played

#you can walk on the dragon. you can find your way through the city and climb up onto the dragon to reach other areas #i love this. it doesnt just look fucking cool but its a tangible part of the world and you can go and interact with it #elden ring #salty talks #i just. the music paired with the masterful fucking angle you get of this when you enter leyndell proper. #its so cool im so obsessed with this i wonder was it was like when they got this right in development #this game is so visually incredible even the nasty ass fungal infected diseased caelid is really pretty #like???? i need to know how that shit happened. this is the biggest like. man i need to know what caused this. #idk if the screenshot is all that great i spent a while playing with the angle and where my character was standing #i dont think i couldve gotten my character out of frame and i wanted the walls on either side #to kinda show how you see this while leaving through a hallway. you literally cant miss this if you go in leyndell the normal way #i found the warp chest you can only see the top of the dragon's wing from where the warp chest puts you #anyways seeing this for the first time practically had me frothing at the mouth the environment design in this game fucks. #even the poison swamps

[mechawolfie]

it continues

#smudgy.png #trigun #nicholas d. wolfwood #wolfwood #clean furry #anthro #pic shrunken for my comfort this thing is hyuge #anyway. he is becoming Real #if no one else will make deerwood i Will do it myself #he is everything to #to me #OH. also #considering the actual size (3100x3500) what would i be able to do w this like. selling wise #i need to look into it myself but if anyone else has any info thatd be great 🥺 #like... prints??? computer/phone bgs????? #n i need to. look into copy right stuff. oughhhhhhhh #anyway. buries my face in his chest

[defenestratin]

Some illus I did for @temporalhiccup’s The Twilight Throne and the Houses of Ruin back in Oct 2021 and May 2022 respectively!

#commission #twilight throne #twilight throne and the houses of ruin #sword queen games #ttrpg #my art #gosh I still love these they’re so nice to look back to #sometimes I look at jasper’s chest and I’m like. how did I render such Great Personalities before

[bloodfreak-boyking]

this scene breaks my heart. Sam wants to believe so so bad that god and angels are real and that there's good in the word, and this case kinda shatters his worldview. and dean looks fucking heartbroken that he can't fix this for Sam

and sam...GOD. i mean, he just so looks defeated. like he's thinking how stupid he was for ever letting himself believe he could be saved.

and after he's flayed himself open in front of dean? and he takes dean's silence as confirmation that dean knows he can't be saved? he thinks he's gone too far and puts his walls back up bc he doesn't wanna cause dean any more worry over this than he already has.

#knockin on heaven's door is used to great effect both here and in dark side of the moon #it just makes these scenes feel so...idk /raw/ i guess #this scene really makes my heart hurt #sam just looks so incredibly small and vulnerable here #one of those scenes that makes you see how dean can look at 6'4 sam and call him baby brother #gonna go let the empty hole of angst in my chest consume me brb #emma rewatches spn #2x13 houses of the holy #spn #wincest #samdean

[chiropteracupola]

local sillyman who did not change into normaler clothing after doing a spirit photography photoshoot first thing in the morning is now in the exciting situation of doing all assignments in their most cuntservy shirt

#news from the cupola #sitting in the geology lab (not supposed to be in the geology lab) in floofy-sleeved eighteenthcenturyish shirt doing computerstuff #I made the shirt myself and it is not very well fitted and the slit in the front Does go halfway down my chest #which is uh Something #anyway I Did get complimented on my ability to look 'uncomfortable like an old-fashioned photo' which I'm very proud of #no I cannot smile on command Yes I have a great nineteenth century Photographic Grimace

[jimmyspades]

#this is what we ​do to his desk every day while he’s trying to work #james spader #alan shore #boston legal #* #perhaps the last gif isn't necessary but. his chest looks so broad and strong and nice #maybe it's the angle. not like that's an unusual angle but? idk he just looks great. huggable I wanna put my head over his heart #fall asleep on him while he’s still fully dressed. you know he’s got the best dry cleaner. his suits are so nice to touch. silky ties #untucking his shirt and snaking a hand up under it to feel the soft cotton of his undershirt #rubbing his belly for him

[yaz-the-spaz]

I can't believe we waited 7 seasons for Buck to kiss a man and it wasn't even the person he literally legally shares a kid with

#buddie #911 #911 spoilers #i mean look I'm still happy it happened at all #and im still gonna support it cause I'm all for gay awakenings and buck deserves this shit so much cause clearly the girls weren't working #plus tommy seems great and i like him way better than most of the girls already (except maybe abby) #but all that said that doesn't mean im gonna support it with my full chest like i would buddie if it had actually happened #(i always kinda got the sense that ryan maybe wasn't fully comfortable playing a queer role where oliver was though #so if this is the best we get I'll take it) #at the end of the day i just want buck to be happy and with someone who truly cares about him who he can be his full self with #and if tommy turns out to be that person then i can absolutely grow to love him (almost) as much as i do eddie #(im still prob always gonna be a lil salty about buddie and what could've been but c'est la vie) #eta: coming back here to add that after watching some bts content that i had prev not seen i am now re-evaluating my stance on ryan lol #homeboy absolutely wants to kiss oliver. but y'know just like. for art. #bisexual buck

[obsolescent]

Been so busy with so many things that I forgot to tell ya’ll I got married ♡

#legally married now for insurance and tax purposes lol well still have a wedding celebration in nov #can start looking into top surgery now 😩 #also I look soooo flat chested in that pic I’m soooooo happy w it $:(::/)/(&/‘!&/? #also I HAVE A WIFE!!!! I WON!!!!!!!!! #my wife looked so good in her suit 😫😮‍💨 #our photographer did a great job…these are the few I’ve seen but there’s more to come I’m so EXCITED #o talking #o text #o pics #life update

[i-may-be-an-emu]

I’ve been making diy clothing stuff today and idk what kind of alt it is but damn it’s fun to make and looks sick :)))

#I just don’t have the actual confidence to wear it #But yeah anyway #i wore a top that was meant to be a cute cropped shirt and it turns out to be a really excellent binder under other tops #But when I wear it just as it is it looks like I have really really big pecs which is hilarious because I have stick arms #but it alleviates my dysphoria cause it makes my chest just look like massive pecs and it makes me feel strong #I promise the gender euphoria of fake pecs is actually so great I posed in the mirror as a body builder for ages

[fangirl-lilith]

A new look 😊

#roronoa zoro #zoro op #op zoro #pirate hunter zoro #one piece #op fanart #my art #(I’m baaack!!) #(I can’t remember the first time I told myself I wanted to draw Zoro in this outfit) #(But now it’s finally done!) #(I think this top would look great on just about everyone in OP) #(But Zoro won this time because of his 110cm chest) #(And he definitely has scars in my mind) #(So enjoy Zoro flaunting his arms and torso) #one piece fan art #one piece zoro #zoro one piece

[orcelito]

hey since i have access to all my phone's photos much more easily, check out my old violin

got it from my great uncle, who said it belonged to His grandpa. so we r looking at like 4 generations up here. he gave it to me in 2010 ish bc im the only person in the family that plays violin lol. & being in middle school, i named it Star :')

it still plays well, too! not my default for when i play bc i use my newer violin for that. but i still value her greatly

#speculation nation #ive posted these pics here but not in a whiiiiiiile. like over 2 years i think #which Oh Yeah i play violin. well. not so much these days. but i used to play for like 8 years #im just bad at sticking to it outside of the structure of being in an orchestra :p #but sometimes i pick it up again. i still can play. im just very out of practice lol #my left wrist has unfortunately lost a lot of its flexibility #cant turn it as far as i need to for easy playing. i need to get back into practice for that skjdflskdj #once upon a time tho i was 4th chair in the advanced orchestra of my high school #so In Theory i was the 4th best violinist out of 3 orchestras in a school of like 2k kids #i used to be Pretty Damn Good honestly. ive got great finger dexterity. unfortunately i mostly use it for video games these days #someday i do wanna join a community orchestra or something. someday... #anywys look at my violin. aint she pretty? i own an electric violin too. 3 violins. they mostly sit in a big chest sldkfjsldfj #safe and sound from the nightmare kitties