#music is keeping me sane

[mrsackermannx]

lourdes!!! how have you been lovely?

hello my dear! ive been a little stressed bc i fly to spain very soon!! but im feeling hopeful, and ready for the shibuya arc to be animated😈, how are you?! tell me all😌 your favourite snack rn, any cool thoughts, any shows/characters/ musical artists you’re super into rn—you name it, tell me all!😌😌😌❤️

#moots <3 #waiting for my visa to arrive is stressing me the heck out but😭😭😭 #music is keeping me sane #as is every type of self care i can muster #classic taurus things 😌

[obsessively-boring]

My phone had an update and now its telling me that im using my earphones for too long. Bold move lil guy.

#its 8am #music is keeping me sane #i am fully capable of assessing how much ear damage i can take #and its much more than this little processor brain can compute

[thunder-birb-00]

Just a Hatchetfield pondering

Whilst brainstorming dreaming about an AU, I started to wonder about certain people who were gazed upon by a Lord in Black or another Eldritch entity like the Killer Track (which by inside joke I’ve taken to naming him KaTey), would actually be known as.

Any human said to be a disciple of the Lords in Black, at least from what I remember, actually studies the Black Book and practices spells from it. Those would be like, the Church of the Starry Children (notably Sherman and Sheila Young, and that of Roman Murray), Wilbur Cross, Willabella Muckwab and probably Grace Chastity in specifically NPMD.

The “unsure” category for me, would be Wiggly cult and Linda in Black Friday because it’s not that known if they have the Black Book with them. But what I would speculate as a strictly headcanon, is that by extension of Uncle Wiley/ Wilbur Cross, they would’ve learnt enough to be able to construct the portal for Wiggly to get through, and thusly qualified them as Disciples.

As for NPMD, Pete and Steph are kinda left out because they only used Black Book once and never again, thusly counting them out as “disciple”.

With that out of the way, then what does one call Miss Holloway and Solomon Lauter? Would these two count as “Ex-Disciples” since they have studied the book but have ultimately learnt that they are being steered to do unspeakable evil? Instead trying to either minimise usage (Solomon Lauter) or try to actually do good with this knowledge (Miss Holloway)?

Solomon Lauter could also be a matter of “one-use” situation, which can be possible given that he buried the book, but there leaves room for headcanons that he might’ve used the book significantly to know it’s nefarious purposes,

but for Miss Holloway, simply put, she knows too much to have not been a Disciple at some point cause again, disciple merely means “student”, so it’s highly possible that in her actual living life, she was not malicious but more of misguided until she realised it herself and did a lot to become well, Miss Holloway as we know of her.

Now disciples out of the way, now prophets.

Linda is a prophetess in Black Friday, she was selected to impart the message that Wiggly will descend upon Hatchetfield thanks to Wilbur Cross.

Hannah Foster is an actual prophetess, where because of Webby, Hannah does actually get to prophesise the future, but sadly in the cryptic words Webby uses for her.

now that leaves the following ppl: Paul Matthews, Ted Spankoffski, Bill and Alice Woodward, regarding “can one call them prophets or not”. We all know the CCRP trio sans Alice are practically “blorbos” to their respective LiBs. But like, because they do not really spread any future vision or prophesise a thing (look at Ted he just simply went mad), what do we call such ppl?

Lord in Black’s toys? Lord in Black’s pets? Lord in Black’s playthings? Lord in Black’s torture tango partners???

like canonically, what would one call these guys if not disciples or like actual prophets? XD

#starkid #hatchetfield #hatchetverse #npmd #lords in black #nerdy prudes must die #team starkid #the lords in black #nightmare time #nightmare time 2 #the guy who didn't like musicals #black friday #hatchetfield au #i just keep wondering #from a sane standpoint #even though for the record #I like me some monsterfuckery #(tumbles down the stairs) #guilty pleasure #thunder rumblings #hatchetfield theory #hatchetfield headcanon

[katkit-drops-alt]

Help it’s been only a week and I haven’t gotten over this saga send help

#epic the ocean saga #epic the musical #send help #pls pls pls #I got sick this week and the only thing keeping me sane is listening to the album on repeat #so I now have a bunch of shitty memes saved #again no idea if anyone has done this-

[nateriverswife]

it just hit me how much time I lose commuting and that's probably why I feel so drained every single time. my commute is almost 5 hours and 20 minutes a day, 4 times a week this semester. imagine waking up at 5:45am for a 9am lecture or getting home at almost 10pm when you finish at 7pm

#I fucking hate this life that I am doing lmfao reading & writing & music are the only things keeping me sane while commuting #so basically I lose almost 21 hours a week #which makes me feel better when I don't get the highest grade in a test because maybe it's not me being a failure #but it's the lack of time that didn't allow me to prepare myself better yk #the amount of times I got told ''I would never do it'' is astonishing #like... I know. do you think I would if I had another choice? #d.exe

[notdelusionalatall]

#2014 tumblr #2014 tumblr aesthetic #bring back 2014 tumblr #i miss 2014 tumblr #2014 core #2014 aesthetic #2015 tumblr #2015 tumblr aesthetic #bring back 2015 tumblr #i miss 2015 tumblr #2015 core #2015 aesthetic #2014 #2015 #old tumblr #old tumblr aesthetic #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #gaslight gatekeep girlblog #my year of rest and relaxation #girl interrupted syndrome #girl interrupted #lana del rey #female rage #female hysteria #the feminine urge #feminine hysteria #feminine rage #female manipulator #music aesthetic #music keeps me sane

[nikoisme]

Paris in Paris The Musical: Here I'll stand, ready to face you, man to man.

Diomedes:

#i've been working all morning today and i'm listening to paris the musical to keep me sane #and i thought this was really funny. #niko rambles

[theatrekidsstuff]

The only thing keeping me alive rn🙏

#dumb shit #the only thing keeping me sane rn #the only thing keeping me going #legally blonde the musical #legally blonde #AND CHRISTIAN BORLE HE MAKES ME HAPPY TOO #I HAVE SO MUCH STRESS BUT THIS ALBUM CURES IT #musicals #theatre kids #theatre kid #theatre #whoever said orange is the new pink is seriously disturbed

[cosettepontmercys]

hey guys did you know that they say we are asleep until we fall in love we are children of dust and ashes but when we fall in love we wake up

#post: personal #musical theatre only thing keeping me sane during family vacation actually

[keeps-ache]

typing lessons >:|

#just me hi #i hate typing lessons >:( #i was doing fine yesterday and then today my fingers are all awkward again hrhghgrhhg #this is honestly inhumane. girl help me i'm diyingggh #/though since the website has dictation i'm allowed to wear my headphones while doing the typing so i've been listening to music :) #it's the only thing keeping me sane ngl fvhshd #/yea my typing kinda sucks. but this sucks more #/keep telling myself 'we'll get better it's fine it's inevitable Whatever' while i miSS THE W FIVE TIMMMESSSS #decay and destruction and despair and the rending of their car whoever thought of this #/i hate it when my hands feel awkward!!! makes me feel like i'm 3 years old again and can't explain why i am SO upset about this fhvbshf #/frustrattttinnnngggggggg auhguh #//okay. dramatics over. i will finish my 30 minutes typing lesson now. peace love and prosperity to everyone but the people who brought #about this specific kind of suffering <33 #(i say while being dramatic)

[ourdykeofsorrows]

Burning Down The House - Paramore is a beautiful name for a baby girl

#she has been keeping me sane #music box #val.txt #paramore #Spotify

[girlwithfish]

made a playlist of songs that make me want to puke and then a hype playlidt of osngs that make me happy to motivate me to clean my room slayyy duality

#girls will make 7 playlists in a day #music is like the one thing keeping me sane rn Ngl #and my sony headphones. my babies

[pidgefudge]

help gay people in my phone

#my mom took my phone again which ok whatever this happens weekly pretty much but #i am kindaaa in distress bc i cant access discord (it's blocked on my laptop) and talk to the people who r keeping me sane #AND i couldnt listen to music all day either even when i was overwhlemed :/// #additionally my ipad is dead and takes 500 years to charge to like 10% (which will last for 15 minutes perhaps) #tumblr web is my only method of communication with the outside world.... hopefully my dad doesn't check what websites ive been to #anyway how have yalls days been #pigeon coos

[louderfade]

if you decorated your apartment/house/homespace to be beige/grey/off-white/basically a noncolor i automatically do not trust you. why are you afraid of colors. why do you want to live in a realty photograph or a hampton inn. i asked my sister why people do this (she's my go-to for explanations of normies bc she would've been one except she does drugs and was raised by me so got early immunity from full frontal lobe shut down) and she said "people find it calming" like wow really how strange. expressing zero personality/taste calms them down? that shit makes me feel like there could be a threat lurking near. it puts me on edge. it sets off alarms in my instinct center. i feel like a dog who senses an approaching animal has rabies. warning: some shit is deeply wrong with this organism and they pose a threat to your well being. flee without engaging. my grandparents are 90 and conservative and even they had a house with colors and patterns and art they enjoyed. millennial apartments terrify me. our boomer parents were hit or miss with their ticky-tacky suburban houses. some of those houses had a soul but many didn't. "hanging stuff on the walls decreases the property value" and other such statements that prove you're already dead. millennials seem worse though bc they do it to rentals bc they LIKE it. maybe those old women haircuts all the girls had in hs in the 2000s (this is my fav gen z criticism of us millennials bc so fucking true in hs i was like wtf are these middle aged hairstyles how did this become cool everyone looks 35) are responsible for this particular variety of brain damage. from now on i believe in this link. 32 year olds live in light grey horror boxes bc sporting 40 year old hairstyles at age 16 makes you permanently boring and unable to display any taste or personality. these are people who get uncomfortable looking at art or when a friend cries. these are the people who say "i'm sorry for your loss" to a grieving person instead of "life is cruel af my brother no answers come still we must try to survive do you need a fierce hug at this moment or not also i brought you a xanax" like a real human being would. the craziest thing i ever saw my mom do was pay to paint our foyer "eggshell" when the damn walls were already white. this is actual mental illness. not me screaming in the road about how the modern world makes no sense and all the food is microplastic poison. not a single child on earth says their favorite color is light grey or dark white. your soul is sick if beige calms you down. i diagnose you with a severe deficiency of humanity. you need to be hospitalized and forced to discuss philosophy and engage with music until you remember what is valuable about consciousness, which is beautiful as well as cruel, both a gift and curse but it's worth it. i'd rather be awake and have to go to the hospital sometimes when it becomes too much and i end up sobbing drunk in the yard than lobotomized to the point of trading my precious time on earth for money i then spend on beige curtains and a sign that says "caution: caffeinating" to hang in the kitchen proving i am a corpse whose bland heart forgot to stop beating. i mean they shoot horses don't they.

#my sister bought a 3000 dollar grey couch bc some people have way too much money #but she also asked me to make art for her bathrooms and guest bedroom which is human behavior #i made the art and all those rooms have bright colors but her living room is grey and ugly #she's a strange case: half boring popular girl but half formed by my influence bc we're eight years apart and super close #music is the most important thing to her proving she is sane and she does psychedelic drugs to keep her mind healthy #girls without sisters have a harder time i firmly believe this. i would've liked having a brother i think #but sisters help you improve your self-awareness and develop your gender identity/personal way of being female #it's prolly the same with boys and brothers but men are a mystery somebody else can try to solve #personal #text #important facts #live laugh lobotomy

[batz]

love this lil corner of my room now with the painted walls:) a bit of a Green moment a Teal moment

#ive been doing a lot of fun lil home projects to keep me Sane #so far making my room look Less Depressing has helped a TON. now im fixing the hallway/stairway area #that big hole in the wall is going to be covered Soon. it accesses the water main so im adding a panel with some hinges #and im reusing an old cabinet knob from upstairs. making a makeshift door for the water main! #bc i know the landlord Wouldnt:') #now im just using extra paint i find in the storage room and slowly fixing up the rest of my General Area #my little Music Corner. where i can play my Tunes #frank.txt #also i didnt know door trim was so fuckig EXPENSIVE like it doesnt have to be pretty but #i would Like to cover the expanding foam around my door for under $50 please #gonna ask around ig

[captainacespace]

my life is ofmds1 and gos2 and i'm fucking ed and crowley

#good omens #our flag means death #good omens s2 #ofmd season 2 #maybe if i start watching shit with mentally stable people i'll manifest a stable life #hozier's music is the only thing keeping me sane #while simultaneously making me more insane #gotta love him #hozier #<3