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dangaer · 2 years

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i think one of my favourite dynamics is simply the despite. i will love you despite what you may show me, i will love you despite who agrees. i will be there for you despite how much you think you don’t deserve it. there’s something so interesting in the dynamics that follow even the following: i will hate you despite how much you have done to every one else, i will be mad despite how amiable you’ve become. i will trust in my grief despite the way you wish i’d just let go.

we have a lot riding on the what if’s and almost, but the relationships starting out following certain consequences are also important to me too

#❛ 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ⧽ — ooc.#character growth is my fave if you were never able to tell #but i think theres something really charming in this whole #things happening despite what the world brings #they will change. they will grow ( or shrink! ) but the love between two people deserves to win. the anger people feel over certain #situations are also so valid!#miscommunication is such a strong plotline in everything im seeing atm but its the defying expectations .... letting your muses life be #their own ..#anyway ... happy friday! this is the most relaxing weekend ive had since july so im hoping to be around more ...#much love to u all

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sunsestart · 1 month

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What a familiar feeling...

I think he's starting to enjoy life on the surface

Perhaps he's not irreparable, he could even try to make new friends

#AHHHHHHH #AHHHH #have I told u all how much I LOVE their friendship #like #omg #augh #AAAUGHHHHHH #undertale #sunsest-art #papyrus #art #undertale fanart #flowey

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inkskinned · 1 year

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probably time for this story i guess but when i was a kid there was a summer that my brother was really into making smoothies and milkshakes. part of this was that we didn't have AC and couldn't afford to run fans all day so it was kind of important to get good at making Cool Down Concoctions.

we also had a patch of mint, and he had two impressionable little sisters who had the attitude of "fuck it, might as well."

at one point, for fun, this 16 year old boy with a dream in his eye and scientific fervor in heart just wanted to see how far one could push the idea of "vanilla mint smoothie". how much vanilla extract and how much mint can go into a blender before it truly is inedible.

the answer is 3 cups of vanilla extract, 1/2 cup milk alternative, and about 50 sprigs (not leaves, whole spring) of mint. add ice and the courage of a child. idk, it was summer and we were bored.

the word i would use to describe the feeling of drinking it would maybe be "violent" or perhaps, like. "triangular." my nose felt pristine. inhaling following the first sip was like trying to sculpt a new face. i was ensconced in a mesh of horror. it was something beyond taste. for years after, i assumed those commercials that said "this is how it feels to chew five gum" were referencing the exact experience of this singular viscous smoothie.

what's worse is that we knew our mother would hate that we wasted so much vanilla extract. so we had to make it worth it. we had to actually finish the drink. it wasn't "wasting" it if we actually drank it, right? we huddled around outside in the blistering sun, gagging and passing around a single green potion, shivering with disgust. each sip was transcendent, but in a sort of non-euclidean way. i think this is where i lost my binary gender. it eroded certain parts of me in an acidic gut ecology collapse.

here's the thing about love and trust: the next day my brother made a different shake, and i drank it without complaint. it's been like 15 years. he's now a genuinely skilled cook. sometimes one of the three of us will fuck up in the kitchen or find something horrible or make a terrible smoothie mistake and then we pass it to each other, single potion bottle, and we say try it it's delicious. it always smells disgusting. and then, cerimonious, we drink it together. because that's what family does.