#moonwoken / dean

[smokedanced]

@moonwoken​ said: [throat] - to grip my muse gently but firmly by the throat (My Cas for your Dean)

𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖  𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄   𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍   𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒    /    ACCEPTING ↷

               ❝ Ah... ❞    Dean can practically feel his face develop a flush, part from Cas’s hand on his throat sending sparks right through his body & part from the freakin’ moan or whatever it was that just involuntarily escaped his lips.

               Fucking... Why is it not surprising, that Cas would just, deadpan, do something like this and, and why, for the love of... Does he need to be looking so fucking sexy in the process?    ❝ Cas, uh. ❞    This is a sexy thing, right? As in, intended as such? It’s not, say, Cas just being violent with him? Pissed off at him? Dean can’t for the life of him read the angel’s expression. But if it was a pissed off thing, Dean doubts his grip would be so deliberate, so perfectly gentle enough not to prevent him from breathing but also tight enough to command attention and be definitely inescapable. Dean practically vibrates. Conjures a semi-shrug, like a challenge.    ❝ That the best you got, Cas? ❞    All he wants now is for Cas to manhandle him somewhere horizontal & rip off his clothes.

#moonwoken #; muse / dean winchester. #; keeps fighting / ( verse. dean / main ) #; moonwoken / castiel & dean / 008 #lemons // #; dean winchester ❪ muse. ❫

[fidelissimi-moved]

partner tags.

003. partner: seesgood ( caroline forbes ) 003. partner: themisfortunateson ( sam winchester ) 003. partner: enduringlystoic ( elijah mikaelson ) 003. partner: dissolvedshadows ( caleb malphas ) 003. partner: moonwoken ( dean winchester ) 003. partner: formerlyrighteous ( dean winchester ) 003. partner: delabor ( samael ) 003. partner: seraphaem ( castiel ) 003. partner: failedhero ( dean winchester ) 003. partner: failedhero ( sam winchester ) 003. partner: brokenlilsoldier ( dean winchester ) 003. partner: peaceific ( noah ribeiro ) 003. partner: jigscw ( billy russo ) 003. partner: dalphahale ( derek hale ) 003. partner: southerncomfortoutlaw ( cerberus angelo ) 003. partner: demonstigma ( kage skirata )

#003. partner: seesgood ( caroline forbes ) #003. partner: themisfortunateson ( sam winchester ) #003. partner: enduringlystoic ( elijah mikaelson ) #003. partner: moonwoken ( dean winchester ) #003. partner: formerlyrighteous ( dean winchester ) #003. partner: delabor ( samael ) #003. partner: seraphaem ( castiel ) #003. partner: failedhero ( dean winchester ) #003. partner: failedhero ( sam winchester ) #003. partner: brokenlilsoldier ( dean winchester ) #003. partner: peaceific ( noah ribeiro ) #003. partner: jigscw ( billy russo ) #003. partner: dalphahale ( derek hale ) #003. partner: southerncomfortoutlaw ( cerberus angelo ) #003. partner: demonstigma ( kage skirata ) #003. partner: calcifydamage ( caleb malphas )

[waywardfeathered]

@moonwoken​ said: " i'm the one you want, why are you taking them?! get off of them! take me! take me, asshole! " (dean to dark!cas)

protective prompts    /    ACCEPTING ↷

               Castiel halts, eyebrow arching, as if really giving Dean’s words thought. He’s effortlessly holding onto a girl’s throat; some poor, nameless  (he has to work hard to forget their names)  soul, barely old enough to legally drink, someone on the list of people saved by Dean. Crowley’d done something similar before, gone after the survivors. It’s proving to be an effective way of hurting Dean.

               ❝ You should have left me alone, Dean, ❞    he says, calmly. & he crushes the girl’s throat with a sickening crunch, drops her body on the ground next to his feet. Draws out a handkerchief from a pocket to wipe her blood off his hand. She’s innocent on this, collateral, dead before she hit the ground; he had no need to torment her.

               ❝ I have no interest in ‘taking you’, ❞    Castiel comments, locking his eyes with Dean’s.    ❝ Stop tailing me. Stop  hunting me.  And I stop killing people who matter to you. ❞    There’s at least a single thing he can’t lie to himself about: in no world can he bring himself to get rid of Dean Winchester himself.

#moonwoken #; this is my kingdom come ( corruptedverse. ) #; with me day and night in green and blue ( moonwoken / dean. ) #; moonwoken / dean / 039 #violence cw #blood cw

[seraphaem]

@moonwoken​ asked: things you said that i wasn’t meant to hear (from dean)

HE SIGNS THE paperwork and walks away a free man. He’d written his life away on a dotted line more than twenty years ago, and today on a dotted line he gets it back. He walks off the parking lot in jeans and a t-shirt, having left his flight suit with supply as instructed. His weapon, his boots, his PT gear. All gone and now someone else’s burden.       And his jet. Waiting on the deck for another soul with her silver wings.       Before he gets into his car he pulls out his phone. He digs through his history to find the unlisted number, the one he knows by heart. The one that hasn’t called him in months. It might not even be Dean’s number anymore, for all he knows. He hopes it isn’t.       They haven’t spoken since the night he left. They haven’t spoken since Cass gave up his pride and pleaded, implored him to wait just a few months, begged him to hold out just until he returned from his last rotation. The end was in sight. They could be together after, truly.       Dean had raged, green eyes flashing. He refused to see sense, refused to accept that the only thing he’d have to do was wait. Not long at all. Just wait. He could have been standing on the tarmac when Cass’s flight from Germany landed. Cass could have kissed him there.       But it all ended because Dean was afraid. It ended and here Cass is, digging his phone number out of his call log from months ago, hitting the dial button and praying it goes to voicemail.       It does.             ‘You could have been waiting for me,’ he bites into the receiver, white knuckles and a curled fist at his side.            ‘I wanted you to be waiting for me. I lived, you asshole. All that fear over nothing.            ‘I’m out. I’m done. I turned in the rest of my shit this afternoon and signed the documents. I’m retired. The guys are even gonna have a party tomorrow to wish me well, send me on my way. You could have been there.            ‘You could have been there because nothing’s stopping us anymore. I’m not an officer or a pilot. I’m just a man who’s in love with you, and nothing is stopping us but you.’       A pause, pulling the phone away from his mouth to swallow around the lump in his throat and blink back the moisture welling in his eyes.            ‘Coward.’       He hangs up, throwing the phone into the passenger’s seat before he turns the key in the ignition and drives away. 

#moonwoken #answered. #before you go (verse) #i played off the ask you answered for me. #where dean wrote him a letter he never got #after they'd fought about him leaving #i imagine that's where they left it. #aND IT HURTS SO GOOD

[dochaes]

@moonwoken​​ said: 🍒  +  hatilead     // 🍒  +  vortexparadox //  🍒  +  lcsthearts  // 🍒  +  highschccldropout  // 🍒  +  thekingsparty

send  me  🍒  +  a  url  and  i  will  write  some  positivity  for  them    /    ACCEPTING ↷

🍒  +  @hatilead​​ mani makes me question whether they’re a real human being because no offense but why are you so talented? so kind? so interesting as a person? her writing is so superior that despite us having chatted a lot ooc, i get sweaty writing for them because?? you do that when you get to write with someone whose writing you look up to, yeah? i do, anyway. i legitimately broke my own “i don’t wanna interact with harry potter muses” rule for mani back when she first followed me on another blog on gilderoy, right now even i don’t know the canon of the majority of their muses yet. yet. i’m very excited for interactions, and ooc chats about muses, and and. it’s rarer to connect with writers when you don’t really share fandoms, you feel me? but i’m genuinely happy to always see mani on my dash, both ic and ooc, and i love our ooc chats, the kindness, the videos of her cat she sends me, the amount of candles they’ve lit for me & my spouse in order to send good vibes, and the times she’s trusted me enough to share something more personal - i feel privileged to have them as a friend and a writing partner (now that we finally are writing, ahoy).

🍒  +  @vortexparadox​​ lexi has so much love for so many characters & a talent to writing them all! specifically on this blog, i love that they are giving attention to several less popular characters from doctor who. like, i’m into classic and eu who and i didn’t even know all of these muses, and alas, now i am into even more eu who just because? wanted to learn more about, say, josie! all thanks to lexi’s portrayal! they are immensely awesome ooc as well. one of the few people i feel like i can fully trust with more sensitive private things, and also someone who i don’t feel the need to be scared i’m gonna lose when i have long stretches of time where i feel so overwhelmed by social interaction i just don’t talk ooc to anybody. that’s genuinely rare.

🍒  +  @lcsthearts​ alex, what a bean. i think you’re the only person i’ve seen consistently writing eileen and magda, and look, listen, pals, less popular supernatural muses, who are well loved by her. didn’t we meet with me sending an awkward anon to your cas praising you with like “i’d follow you but i want to respect your duplicates rules” and you just point blank told me it was totally ok to follow you anyway? alex has been around & been a joy for years, and i admire her ability to write from such different fandoms so flawlessly!

🍒  +  @highschccldropout​ you can’t talk about alex without talking about hope! you two go together, ok... i think hope was among the first people to follow me on cas in 2018, totally new fandom, a year hiatus from tumblr rp and all. i don’t often keep following blogs i don’t interact with, but i think we actually didn’t interact for about a year? she’s just special enough that i wanted to keep her on my dash anyway. glad i did else i would’ve missed out writing with a highly talented dean mun! even though we don’t talk very often, i couldn’t imagine not having hope around on tumblr and also discord/twitter ooc.

🍒  +  @thekingsparty​ melli, i had to check if we follow each other on this blog omfg. melli was also one of the first people who followed me back in 2018 when i came back to tumblr rp after over a year and into a new fandom, on castiel! i very much adore her and cannot imagine not adoring her. her portrayal of crowley is next level supreme. i’m lucky every time we get a chance to write! we also don’t always talk much, but i consider her a friend, absolutely so. i don’t feel comfortable around many people, especially when i suck at starting conversations for months on end, but i feel comfortable around her. one of the least judgemental people here, and just very dear to me. also, actual literal crowley. i admire that she’s had her crowley muse for such a long time, too, and the amount of love and care she puts in her writing.

#hatilead #vortexparadox #lcsthearts #highschccldropout #thekingsparty #; outofhearts #i love all of you! #also @ orion i was tempted to write one for YOU #but i don't know if that'd be overstepping boundaries love #thank u for giving me the chance to say nice things about all of these awesome peeps #but also i could write a fucking trilogy about you.

[pcsitivibee]

positivity for smokedanced & moonwoken : Huge shoutout to @smokedanced & @moonwoken, one of the ultimate power couples in the rpcs! Heli and Dean are both absolutely amazing, and it's always a blast just to see them interacting with each other on here, and sharing their joy of each other with the rest of us. They're both insanely passionate about their muses, and delightful to know both in and out of character. They deserve so many good things in the world for all the love and joy they send out into it.

#🐝・゜゜・bee kind event ! #smokedanced #moonwoken

[lcngdays-archive]

@moonwoken cont. from (x).

“Dean Winchester, look at you. My darling dear.” Des says, booming voice filled to the brim with excitement, love and light. Without warning, his arms go around the man, lifting him up and spinning him, a resounding laugh echoing out from his mouth. 

“As handsome as ever, I see.” He murmurs, gently putting Dean down. “I hope you haven’t missed me too much.” 

#moonwoken #;des threads

[vortexparadox]

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘: 𝑩𝑨𝑻𝑻𝑳𝑬 𝑬𝑫𝑰𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵!

rules: bold what consistently applies, italicise situational

does your muse, while fighting …

fight honorably / fight dirty / prefer close-quarters / prefer range / chat during / go silent / low pain tolerance / high pain tolerance / attack in bursts / attack steadily / go for the kill / aim to disarm / fight defensively / strike first / provoke easily / provoke their opponent / tease / get visibly frustrated / shout while attacking / use strategy / focus on their battle / experience conflicting thoughts during battle / rush in recklessly / try to read their opponent before fighting / fight wildly / fight calmly and, or apathetically / fight with anger / fight with excitement / fight because they have to / fight because they want to / fight without regard to wounds / run away when wounded / hide wounds / take a blow to protect another / prefer a blade / prefer a gun / prefer to use their ability / prefer a bow / prefer a shield / prefer a pole arm / prefer a personalized weapon / prefer magic or spells / prefer their fists / their greatest weakness is physical / their greatest weakness is mental / their greatest weakness is emotional / transform for battle / fight as they appear / rely on strength / rely on speed / use everything they have / hide their full potential / exhaust quickly / high stamina / doubt their strength / proceed with caution / behave arrogantly / brag after landing a hit / belittle their abilities / use psychological tactics / use brute strength / avoid civilians / strike down civilians / damage surroundings / avoid damaging surroundings / signature fighting style / making it up as they go / mastered skillset / learning their skillset / use improvisation / fancy footwork / sloppy footwork / messy fighter / elegant fighter / accept defeat / refuse defeat / beg for mercy / compliment their opponent / insult their opponent / use unnecessary movements ( flips, twirls ) / move efficiently / barely move / prefer to dodge / prefer to block / defend their blindside / has no blindside / use all available advantages / strictly use one main method / play around / hold back / fight ruthlessly / show mercy / wait for opponent to be ready / strike when opponent isn’t ready / fear death / fear pain / fear killing / has PTSD / avoid fighting / has lost a fight / has won a fight / has killed / refuses to kill / want to die standing / would succumb slowly.

tagged by: @wwxnka​ 😘💕

tagging: @secondchancesmagneto​​, @brxssknuckld​, @moonwoken​ (Francis and/or Dean), @dochaes​, & anyone else who wants to do the thing!

#ten zero eleven zero zero by zero two ( tagged ) #headcanons ( carmen ) #everything you can imagine is real ( headcanons ) #//as always: no pressure if tagged and you don't wanna do the thing

[rcppled-a]

MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE ( ACCEPTING )

@moonwoken​ wished: “I was perfectly fine not trusting people. Not trusting people is what I’m used to.” (from Dean to Lior if you're up for it!)

“Less room for disappointment, betrayal– sever all potential of giving up any amount of expectations or hope.” A solemn nod and thoughtful hum lingered as his eyes temporarily strayed away. “Can hardly blame you there. It’s safe, understandably so..”  

And he truly did. 

Despite the plethora of skewed morals and virtues, even Lior couldn’t say otherwise. To trust was to give another a part of one’s being – open a doorway ( a peephole, even ) past fortified walls and roughened exterior. 

It’s a frightful thing to do – no matter how small the act of trust is. 

Light eyes flicked back to settle on the other’s features. “But there are always new lands to explore and branch out on. Well, given the circumstance. Sometimes you aren’t given the privilege to debate if time is of the essence.” A corner of his lips inched into an upward curl; almost tender-like. “But there’s time. Here, at least. Plenty of it between us, the stars and the moon, the vast sea, and endless galaxy.” 

#✃ ✁ there's a truth in my soul that my mind doesn't remember ┈ answered ✃ ✁ #* // seen through familiar eyes ⇢『dean winchester』 #* & lior – dialogue #// me: idk wht the context is- #// him: Don't Care Make It A Little Sad

[highschccldropout]

// happy birthday to my dear friend @moonwoken​ !!! i hope today brings you good things and happiness. from one dean lover to another, much love <3

#don't look at the camera look anywhere but the camera (ooc)

[hatilead]

❝  you look different in sleep, beautiful but cold as moonlight.  ❞      @moonwoken​    +     dean   

                    𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐏𝐒𝐄 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐑𝐎𝐓 𝐃𝐎𝐄𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐔𝐋𝐆𝐄          often on the pleasure of sleep .       watches time pass without a sweet interlude .       does no longer dream behind closed yes ,        does no longer rest when head finds the comfort of a pillow .       hammock sways to gentle rhythm of the sea beneath .      reminds man of maw of beast .        𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋𝐘 ,       𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐈𝐒 𝐍𝐎 𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐈𝐓𝐒 𝐉𝐀𝐖𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐄𝐍 𝐀𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐌𝐄   .           loneliness has been a companion .        a friend underneath both sun and moon .       but the ache of it now becomes an unmarked grave             /             for how bitter it does taste when there has been something sweeter added to it .     

tongue refuses to admit the fact that he has laid curled up on other man’s floor .     it has been his cabin which had been offered ,      after all .       a fools deal .       to think of himself as unchanged back when man had first stepped foot on board .      now ,      when moon taunts him with silver light ,      there is nothing for him to gnaw on except his own heartstrings .       𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐒 𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐊𝐄𝐍 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐎 𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐀𝐈𝐍 𝐀𝐖𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐀𝐓 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄     .        for the first time in many years ,       sleep ,      an easy escape to pass the agonizingly slow ticking of time ,       had seemed like a better solution .    

❝  beautiful .  ❞       captain tries the word for size between his teeth ,       let’s it rest ‘pon tongue as if he is almost tasting it .        memory of food long forgotten too ,      but he can pretend .   small chuckle dares to burst out from between his lips .      𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐒 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐒 𝐖𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 𝐀𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐊𝐍𝐄𝐄𝐒    ,         looks up at the only person who has ever made life bearable as if it is simply his     right     to sit ‘pon wooden floor .        ❝  you must be mistaken .  ❞        there is no longer a tease about spying ,      about looking in the moments one should cast their eyes towards the sky .       both of them have looked enough in days passed  .          ❝  i fear it could not compare to you ,     if you were able to see what i have seen ,      you would rethink your words  .  ❞   

teeth nearly clamp down on his own tongue at spoken words .       casts away his gaze as to escape from the look of judgement he is sure to see in companion’s eyes .        𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐅𝐑𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐊   .    

#moonwoken #moonwoken / dean #ii. STARDUST MEMORIES ( willem vd decken : ic ) #♡. FINGERPRINTS ACROSS MY HEART / PLEASE KNOW YOU WERE MY FAVOURITE CRIME ( dean & willem ) #FINGER GUNS @ YOU

[smokedanced]

@moonwoken​​ said: 🔒: Arthur at Dean (uther suspects him of magic or so.)

Send ‘🔒’ for your muse to take my muse as a prisoner / hostage    /    ACCEPTING ↷

               ❝ No, you’ve got to do what you’ve got to do. It’s fine. ❞    It’s  not fine.  It’s not that Dean thinks his name won’t be cleared in time  —  he’s not going to burn for a false suspicion. But his father? John is going to murder him. He’s not going to give a shit about what’s true and whether it’s Dean’s own fault he’s gotten into this mess to begin with. Wrong place, wrong time? How dare he be so stupid! John’s going to make it his fault one way or another. And Dean isn’t looking forward to that. Being tossed in the dungeon is a piece of cake compared to facing his father’s disappointment.

               However, he is not going to take it out on Arthur or make him feel bad about it. There’s solidarity there  —  Arthur can’t stand up to Uther any more than Dean can stand up to John.

               ❝ Bet you’ve had a kinky daydream or two of puttin’ me in irons, anyway, ❞    he jokes, putting on his best mischievous grin, despite not feeling it.    ❝ You don’t got to apologise for that. ❞

#moonwoken #; muse / dean winchester. #; knight of camelot / ( verse. dean / merlin ) #; moonwoken / arthur & dean / 002 #parental abuse cw #abuse cw #; a powerhouse of impossibility / queued post. #; dean winchester ❪ muse. ❫ #; knight of camelot ❯ dean winchester ❪ verse / merlin. ❫

[fidelissimi-moved]

ship tags. — Ruby

002. relationship: ruby & sam winchester ( themisfortunateson ) 002. relationship: ruby & dean winchester ( formerlyrighteous ) 002. relationship: ruby & elijah mikaelson ( enduringlystoic ) 002. relationship: ruby & dean winchester ( moonwoken ) 002. relationship: ruby & caleb malphas ( dissolvedshadows ) 002. relationship: ruby & caroline forbes ( seesgood ) 002. relationship: ruby & noah ribeiro ( peaceific ) 002. relationship: ruby & castiel ( seraphaem ) 002. relationship: ruby & dean winchester ( brokenlilsoldier ) 002. relationship: ruby & billy russo ( jigscw )

#002. relationship: ruby & sam winchester ( themisfortunateson ) #002. relationship: ruby & dean winchester ( formerlyrighteous ) #002. relationship: ruby & elijah mikaelson ( enduringlystoic ) #002. relationship: ruby & dean winchester ( moonwoken ) #002. relationship: ruby & caroline forbes ( seesgood ) #002. relationship: ruby & noah ribeiro ( peaceific ) #002. relationship: ruby & castiel ( seraphaem ) #002. relationship: ruby & dean winchester ( brokenlilsoldier ) #002. relationship: ruby & billy russo ( jigscw ) #002. relationship: ruby & dean winchester #002. relationship: ruby & caleb malphas ( calcifydamage )

[waywardfeathered]

@moonwoken​ said: [ blindfold ]   your muse blindfolding mine. --- canon dean

an old meme    /    PROBABLY ACCEPTING ↷

               ❝ I don’t—  I’m not sure I understand the point of... ❞

               Well, he understands the  point of the blindfold,  logically speaking. In textbook form it would be simple: sensory deprivation enhances one’s other senses. It’s not even that Castiel is new to the concept, subjectively: a ring he wears on a thumb with angel warding, roughly half of the time Dean & him are intimate, blocks his grace; it’s a sensory deprivation of sorts as well, and he does enjoy it, feeling as if he’s on a more... even level with Dean. Undistracted by his own power. But the blindfold... just limits Castiel’s ability to  give to Dean.  It’s less that he protests and more that he can’t understand what Dean is getting out of it. Yet plays along, since Dean seems so enthused about the idea. He huffs a soft sigh.    ❝ It’s your own fault if I’m all fumbling hands and no dexterity. I can’t see anything. ❞    He would hate to  disappoint.

#moonwoken #i'm thinking... they've not been very kinky before? #; with me day and night in green and blue ( moonwoken / dean. ) #; moonwoken / dean / 041 #lemons // #; wayward angel ❪ verse / main. ❫

[dochaes]

anon said: 🍒 + moonwoken

send  me  🍒  +  a  url  and  i  will  write  some  positivity  for  them    /    ACCEPTING ↷

firstly, thank you, kind anon, for giving me a chance to do one of these for @moonwoken​!

for those of you who don’t know, orion and i are married in real life. what can i say, his legal name is dean, i’m a hardcore castiel stan.......... totally dated based on name alone. i lie, actually we were mutuals on twitter and he posted a picture of a valentine’s card with a llama dad joke and i responded to it “i’d date you based on this alone”. this was early 2019. anyway he immigrated to a different continent later that year to marry me.

orion is a wonderful writer, with roleplay, fanfic, and original work all. his poetry has been published before, and he’s currently working on a novel that i’ve had the privilege of beta reading, and just his creativity and use of language baffles me. he’s a poet at heart. he legitimately wrote me a song to propose to me. he custom ordered (while being broke) claddagh rings as our engagement rings, in destiel colours of course, because we’re fandom trash to the soul. and like, i don’t even believe in the existence of souls, i’m a scientist, i’m a reductionist, but i find so much beauty in the way orion views the universe. there’s, in fact, poetry in it. the magick i’m into is thanks to him, for the most part.

he’s the kindest person i’ve met. if you follow him, you know this. he always has energy to word things kindly, he doesn’t want to alienate people or harm anybody.

he’s incredibly hardworking (to a fault, but i’m not talking about your mental health issues forcing you to do shit here, i’m talking about your personality), competent, and not to repeat myself but kind in whatever he does. back in the states, he used to on a regular basis give out food and coffee to homeless people on his commute when he worked at a starbucks in an area where a lot struggled. he founded an organisation dedicated on helping people (keeping it vague because privacy + abusers fucking him over and discrediting him with this). before developing his (likely) arthiritis and becoming unable to bake on a daily basis, he used to want to start up a bakery with living quarters upstairs to house and give work to people who have nowhere else to go.

oh, speaking of baking, orion’s multitalented as fuck! he’s first and foremost a writer, but he also went to art school and culinary school and is an excellent chef, he’s highly artistic with both painting and bakery (you should see his cupcake decorations holy shit), and he took singing lessons and did the vocals for plenty of songs prior to transitioning medically. i know he doesn’t agree, but i think his singing is still phenomenal, despite needing new vocal training after HRT changed his voice! he also had a 4.0 GPA in college.

he’s a natural with animals, and even the most skittish cats and aggressive dogs have been known to gravitate towards him. i think it speaks a lot about a person, how animals regard someone.

i’m incredibly lucky to get to be orion’s spouse. idek what i did to deserve the honour.

i love you. you bring a little bit of magic to my life on an everyday basis!

#anonymous #moonwoken #; outofhearts

[hatilead]

for one muse to make the other finally open up about something      @moonwoken​    +     dean. 

                  GRIEF COMMANDS BOTH THE LIVING AND THE DEATH       .         crafts a home out of those who reside wrapped up in the silk of the thin veil which rests in the in-between. draped in the linen of torn sails and shredded hope.  flicker of dying flame casts shadows,  lingers ‘pon tongue alike wine drank from the hollow of lovers’ collarbone.  scattered fragments of dreams are the things that sting the most               salt poured in a wound that refuses to close with time. 

after a hundredth years,  and a hundredth more,  one would expect the wood of the deck to be worn so smoothly that it bore no more splinters.  one would be wrong. 

hunter smiles.  demands nothing more than ghost not quite dead is willing to give.  neither the gullible moth,  nor the destructive warmth of the flame    (      if nothing else,  let him be the stars overhead,  let him be the guide.   the trail above to lead weary soul home.   )          ❝  i was young.  ❞   tongue catches on the vowels.  drips blood of the boy buried in soil of the unforgiving homeland.  cheek pressed against other man’s shoulder,  fingertips toying with fabric of a shirt he can recall in dreams now. 

❝  i was young,  and i was alone.  ❞   he owes dean nothing.  nothing aside from beating heart and an eternity spend underneath stars.  this,  only one of them has.  but it’s best not to think about the maw of unforgiving beast when arms of lover feel more like home than a steady bed and green grass ever did.    ❝  my father was a captain too,  you would have hated him.  i hated him.  ❞     he owes dean nothing.  nothing aside from the bitter truth.   

❝  they said they wanted to be my friend.  the spirits.  they would play with me,  call me by my name rather than my title.  they would make me feel seen.  ❞    a boy     ;       a fool.     the line is blurred by the passing of time. leaves nothing but his own tongue to tell his own tale.   ❝  one deal,  one for friends,  one later for success to please my father.  one even later,  to get away.  ❞       (   a beginning,  a middle,  but never an end.   )      ❝  it was different then.  the world.  the sea,  too.  actions of a man meant less than the name he got at birth.  ❞

dark eyes shift away from lovers’ features.  tries not to find approval in green eyes which nearly make him miss land.  tries not to find forgiveness in line of a mouth often kissed.   ❝  i was young.  but the deal was mine.   as was the price i paid.  call it foolish if you must,  but it was far better than the taste of starvation in winter,  and the soar-ness of an appetite over-indulged come spring.  ❞

command the unforgiving church with its leaking roof.  remember the rain,  the drip of divinity ‘pon graveyard dirt turned to mud.  footsteps on shore fade all the same.  just as quickly.    ❝  they gave me gold,  status.  just as they gave me no ability to ever return to the horror.  to the famine and the disease.  it must be better,  like this.  it has to be,  or else it was all for nothing.   and perhaps that is the thought that hurts the most.   ❞

#moonwoken #moonwoken / dean #ii. STARDUST MEMORIES ( willem vd decken : ic ) #:v: returns from like a three week long hiatus with THIS #♡. FINGERPRINTS ACROSS MY HEART / PLEASE KNOW YOU WERE MY FAVOURITE CRIME ( dean & willem )