#monica.speaks ♡

[highpri3stess]

What's gayer? Actually being gay or fucking the guy that sleeps with the girl you're obssessing over just to share something with her?

#monica.speaks ♡ #monsters ♡

[libraryofandros]

I have a recommendation for OP fandom moni. It's kid x reader but its top teir writing(in my opinion ofc) Interested?

Very interested! I'll start posting all my queued works tomorrow so send it in!

#monica.speaks ♡

[highpri3stess]

You should have at least one evil or bad character in fiction in your faves roster. I promise you it is good for you. I'm not talking about some one who is secretly nice, I'm talking about a truly fucked up character that you would be repulsed by in real life.

#monica.speaks ♡

[highpri3stess]

Checked the Tokyo Revengers tags. Ghost town. That's fucking crazy. I know y'all are still alive and breathing. The anime hasn't even finished for god's sake. What's happening?

#monica.speaks ♡

[highpri3stess]

Ik we laugh at Kisaki a lot but mans was so real for carrying a glock. I would too if I'm around any of those TR boys who could murder me with their bare hands.

#monica.speaks ♡ #kisaki tetta #tokyo revengers #especially Izana and Taiju

[highpri3stess]

I've had a change of heart after thinking over it. I sincerely love you guys and I don't want to do a collective or corporal punishment since you're not the cause of the two racist anons harrassing me right now. Since I hated corporal punishments in school I don't want to replicate it again so I'll give you a choice within 24 hours;

More conditions to the first choice: Anytime I get a racist ask I add +1 week suspension until they apologize. I will also report them to the authorities. If you wish to be anonymous, create an alt account. Anytime I'm asked for an update, I am obligated to block you.

More conditions to the second choice: I just won't post Monsters again. Maybe stop writing for TR entirely and private my works and move on.

Remember, this is for your own benefit and to my own detriment. Choose wisely and reblog for reach. Or don't.

#monsters ♡ #monica.speaks ♡

[highpri3stess]

Hold on... you don't read fanfics... but you want people to read and interact with your own fanfiction??? So how are you going to grow and foster a community of readers if you're not IN that community?

So like, you only read your mutual's fics and then you want people to send their fics to you?? 🤨 Like it is not by force to read anyone else's work but why would you admit you don't read fanfics at ALL?

Do you think you're better than anyone else here who is writing? How are you a fanfic author and you don't interact with people outside your circle.

And you have the audacity to complain about low interactions when you don't interact with other people? Really? The cliques on this site will kill us all.

The math is not mathing.

#monica.speaks ♡ #fanfiction #tw. discourse #some popular authors should actually have pr training cause the way some of you talk...

[highpri3stess]

Saiki K was very funny. Except for that one episode where they were imitating natives as babarians when they were ship wrecked.

#oh boo me all you want that shit was racist as fuck #monica.speaks ♡ #saiki k

[highpri3stess]

One of the reasons I stopped writing Monsters is because it became apparently clear that a lot of my white readers are racist. They made it abundantly clear that they like my writing but hate that I'm black, the one example of that being called a hairy gorilla and a man, a Nigerian scammer by a white reader and in the same breath she asked me; "but you can still send me the fic btw."

Which is funny because Reader is me coded. Reader is black coded. Reader is ethnic and grew up in a Christian home. She is nowhere white coded, not in her attitude.

If anything, the white readers were the most disrespectful bunch. And I did check my stats while submitting a report to the authorities and it was the same person in the month of feburary that started this April harrassment. And other people harped on it.

You don't get to be disrespectful and racist to me and expect anything. Know this and know peace.

#monica.speaks ♡

[highpri3stess]

Alright, Imma say it anyways.

Tw. Racism death threats etc

First, I'd like to thank people who told me to do other stuff outside tumblr today. You are real ones and I am grateful because I would have lost my mind if I didn't do something else today. To people who texted and checked up on me. You are real ones. I was getting to a level where my mental state was spiraling and yall talked sense into me. I'm gonna let this go, right after this.

Now, to the controversal statement.

This is the last thing I'll say before I do other stuff on here.

If you expect me to be quiet after seeing "Monica deserves fifty lashes, she's a slave n-word bitch that needs to be decapitated and her boobs cut off" you are racist. No, no, no don't gasp, don't gasp you know it's the truth.

If I unfollowed you after that issue and you blocked me, you prove to me, you are an enabler of racism. No, no, no, don't gasp either, you know it's the truth.

If you were a black creator who followed me and then got mad at me and unfollowed me because if that issue, you are also an enabler of racism. No no no don't gasp, don't gasp hold your breath I'm not done talking.

You know why I said this thing?

Three of the people in these categories were actually defending that guy caught with shota shit. Yes. You people were so ready to defend that guy, one of you even made a fucking alt account to defend that piece of shite, as if his life was in danger. I saw some people I'm exmoots with liking posts defending him while saying "oh his actions are gross". Who are you trying to deceive?

And when I started getting racist anons, some of yall had the nerve to tell me I am a drama blog and yall don't want to hang out with me no more. I was literally getting threats and slurs and that was all some of you said on anon. And you have the guts to still reblog shit on my account? Is it because I didn't expose you? Because I know it was you. Yes you. One of you even caused the entire issue by sending the post to that person. I know you. You caused this. Fuck you.

And yes I called some of you inhumane. You all were ready to jump on that guys dick but to defend someone who was recieving SLURS all of a sudden "I'm not a discourse blog". And when I said it, some of yall appeared in my dms saying I was being too mean. No. That was me being TOO nice, I could have called them something far worse and they would have deserved anything I called them.

And hell, some of you that are black jumped in my dms. I know you would not have the balls to open your damn mouth if it was not your fellow black authors, since you decided you wanted to kiss ass. And I know you don't have the balls because you did not go to the perpertrator and disrespect them like that.

All of you involved plus that weak ass fool going on people's accounts saying those slurs are spineless. Spineless weaklings. Since all of you in these groups of people have decided to be afraid of some disgraced mf who cannot do shit off anon, you all are the weakest links. And you deserved to be dragged by the root of your hair because you rather defend a pedo than stand against racism.

And if this offends you and your Kabal, or your queen mother, since you people are shaking in your boots when you see her, you have yourself to blame. Look in the mirror and reflect. Maybe grow a pair or two.

Anytime I feel bad, I remember you mfs and I feel better about myself. "I may be having a hard time, but at least I'm not spineless."

I am glad I broke mutuals with some of you weird bitches and I am glad my anons are off. Trust, if you ever get harrassed, you do not have my sympathy. In fact, I will tell you word for word, exactly what you told me and I will do it off anon- "Why are you being a drama blog?" "Just stop being angry and touch grass"

If the shoe fits. If you like, send this on your discord server and groups. Fuck y'all.

- love, Monica

#monica.speaks ♡ #tw. discourse #tw.racism #i said what i said #go and hit your head on the wall #fandom

[highpri3stess]

New url alert

old url: kokonoiscoconut - new url: highpri3stess

Please reblog and spread the word. All links are updated

#moots ♡ #monica.speaks ♡

[highpri3stess]

Some of you with large platforms need to start talking about important things that need attention. Or fictional cock is more important than acknowledging fandom racism?

#monica.speaks ♡ #fandom

[highpri3stess]

Alright, now I've come to my senses after playing some games and touching grass.

The anon was right about one thing, I am an attention seeker. I do enjoy attention and I will whine when things don't go my way. I'm not denying that. Imma keep it real with you guys - zero excuses, I'm no saint. I get emotional. Fair enough. I will beg for reblogs because I'm an attention whore. I don't handle situations with grace, fine and good.

That being said, I'm NOT going to deactivate this blog or leave tumblr.

You have a problem with what I write? kindly shove it up your asshole.

You want to assume my fetishes or kinks? Go ahead you perverted creep.

You have an issue with me thanking people for reading my works in the comments and gushing over my own writing? Go and hug a transformer, you talentless fuck.

You think my spelling and grammar is shit? Okay you racist and ableist fuck, throw yourself in a dumpster.

And if you follow me or you are a mutual and you don't fuck with me or my works, the block button is free. I worked too hard on this blog for some mad bitch to make me leave.

Lord knows I support other writers on this app and I don't hate on how people write here, so finding out that it is someone that follows me that sent that hate anon to me, that's fucked. You're a loser with a capital letter L.

Monica out. Peace.

#monica.speaks ♡ #tw. discourse #fanfiction discourse #y'all on my dick for no reason get off

[highpri3stess]

If I was in hunterxhunter I'd beat the living daylights out of illumi just to shave his hair and make a new 12 inch buss down wig for myself.

He can always grow hair anyways.

#moots ♡ #hunter x hunter #illumi zoldyck #monica.speaks ♡

[highpri3stess]

We need to go back to our roots and start searching through the tags for fanfiction gems and reblogging them. I'm not talking about posts that have 1k notes and above, I'm talking about a 2018 fic with like 14 notes that scratches the itch you've been looking for all your life. I'm talking about new writers, up and coming who are looking for a leg up in the community.

If people didn't search for my fics and reblog them, I would have given up on this account a long time ago. Let's read outside our circle and bring fresh ideas and fresh faces. If we popularize fics, then the porn link epidemic and shit about low interactions will fizzle out. We often talk about getting low interactions, but think back to the last time you read a fic outside your circle and reblogged it with tags and comments?

Let's break the cycle.

#monica.speaks ♡ #fandom #x reader #x oc #x reader fanfiction #fandom talks #come on guys let's do this!

[highpri3stess]

Monsters is hereby discontinued. I will no longer write or post any chapter ever again. I've been disrespected and abused because of this story that was meant to be me telling my story in some shape or form but I will never EVER write anything about Monsters again. In one hour all chapters will be privated. Thank you to those who supported me. And know that you have no one else but yourselves to blame.

#monsters ♡ #monica.speaks ♡