#might delete l8r

[potatomountain]

Got lost in my head and came to a lil realization-

Tumblr is NOT a safe space for people on the spectrum. Not unless you're in specific communities on Tumblr that are about the spectrum.

Honestly the internet isn't a safe place for us because the amount of masking and effort we go through to look over out messages and posts before sending them out is exhausting. Having to go over our own thoughts in a little post like this just so we aren't dismissed, ostracized, or frowned upon for our 'odd thinking' or 'wrong words' is so freaking stressful.

Especially in a creative space for those on the spectrum. There are so many things our brain does in that apartment people would normally find offensive or wrong and that I've been shamed for it's surreal.

So again: Tumblr is NOT a safe space for those on the spectrum.

Edit- [11-08, 3pm cst]

I didn't think this would get any views or anything cuz it was legit just midnight ramblings but I woke up to so many notifications.

I'm glad that there are many who do feel safe on Tumblr and it stays that way for you. However there are some that understand where I personally come from. I have found friends, communities, and the like on the internet [and on Tumblr] that have become safe spaces for me.

Tumblr was one as a whole where I could share my creative side and relish in some acceptance until- like I'm sure a lot on the spectrum have experienced- I did something that was seen as morally wrong in a way I didn't understand and seemed to become a social pariah because of it. People I considered safe blocked me, or soft blocked me and we went from sharing moments daily to never speaking or acknowledging each other. I was harassed and told that 'not understanding how what I did was considered wrong' was an excuse to avoid accountability. Attempting to explain how my brain worked was seen as 'attention/pity seeking'.

It's not the first time I encountered situations like this just because of the way I think, things I say or do, that go against societal norms and was met in harsh ways. Just the first time in a space I thought safe so soon after my own diagnosis so perhaps it's my personal feelings that make Tumblr no longer safe. Maybe I just got unlucky.

Either way- thank you all for your input, thoughts and stories and I really really hope that should any of you find yourself in a situation like mine you are met with acceptance and understanding and people who will stand by you.

#autism spectrum disorder #neurodiversity #neurodivergent #neurospicy #adhd problems #adhd brain #adhd things #masking is exhausting #author in their feels #author speaks #admin thoughts #admin speaks #tumblr really be a source of panic and anxiety for me on an alarming scale sometimes #feels like im back in school trying to make friends but everyone looks at me with disgust or pity #might delete l8r

[lickithrice]

Waking up w/ me is always a good morning 🌤️

#me #syren #might delete l8r

[bbytamaki]

just stoner bf eren

// weed, some nsfw ? minors look away, high sex (consensual)

— ugh bf eren who uses your boobs to hold his pen while he takes a hit </3

— eren who rolls you one & shows up to your house with the stuffed animal the two of you claim as your child

— eren who can still function in the kitchen normally while being so gone it’s crazy (and cooks so well too)

— eren who blows a cloud of heavy smoke into your mouth through a kiss and watches you get high off of him

— stoner boyfie eren who knows every time you take more than your usual amount of his, you’re gonna beg him to beat your back in within the next 10 minutes

— bf ren that thinks you’re soooo pretty when you’re naked & looking him in his low eyes while he’s inside you :(

— bf ren who thinks you look even prettier taking a long shower and a nap with him after having such a good sesh

#minors look away #might delete l8r #i’m high as shit rn #have a good night mwah 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 #eren x reader #aot headcanons #eren x black reader #aot x black reader

[peppziii]

made a habit of getting possessed and scribbling humanformers decepticons at 1am

#might delete l8r #soundwave #soundwave tfp #shockwave #shockwave tfp #knock out #knock out tfp #starscream #starscream tfp #transformers prime #maccadam #peppzart

[torture-yourthoughts]

Im back ✨ for a little while, I think.

#mine #me #scorpio #pale girl #tattoed girls #tattooed #hand tattoo #split dye #Blonde and black #emo girl #Lmao #might delete l8r

[glassghoul]

my favourite dreamers

#homestuck #jade harley #john egbert #i gave them the same brain empty expressions lmao #nothoughts behind those eyes #still dont know how to properly post things here after like almost 10 years on this website #might delete l8r

[sh4tt3rg1rl]

dude my grandma told me i was depressed (i am actually not depressed right now! im pretty happy and have been pretty happy ever since winter ended!)

because i wanted 1. ONE day to myself and my room after like 5 consecutive days of hanging out around a ton of people without rest. What the Fuck is Wrong with You??????

#sort of a vent #man im just pissed off rn #might delete l8r #dont need comfort just need someone to fucking agree with me on this

[idiot-mushroom]

me: I’m actually rlly happy hyperfixating on tmnt and look at all this stuff i know *info dumps* mom: that’s great and all but why don’t u branch out and actually just stop researching abt tmnt and just be more social

me: but i’m happy like this

mom: be happy another way, bc this ‘obsession’ is weird and i don’t like it

me: *starts sobbing*

#great dinner with my mom 👍 #shroom talks #vent ig #might delete l8r

[punaviinimarja]

:D voi elämän kevät miten vaikeaa on saada vakiduunia mistään, terveisin: jo kaks kertaa peräkkäin yt:den takia menopassit saanut vastavalmistunut

#suomi #nyt vituttaa oikein olan takaa stn #vittu #perkele #might delete l8r #suomitumppu #the economy is in shambles #if i had a nickel

[happystarzarchive]

i tried 2 edit that one reaction image of the person with blue eyes 2 have argos’ fucked up eyes ………

i regret it deeply

#WHAT IS HE LOOKINF AT . #might delete l8r #the world of mr plant #twomp #argos twomp #scopophobia

[bitch-we-have-a-hulk]

Does it look good? No.

Did I waste almost an hour and a half of my life in this? Yes.

#gwendoline christie #mommy energy #swarovski #wonderlab #might delete l8r #I suck at videos

[misskiwigurke]

No cosplay Friday 🙌🏻

Hope ya'll enjoy your weekend. Personally I can't wait 'til the year is over.

#selfie #personal #tomboy #nonbinary #fashion #streetwear #streetwear fashion #kpop fashion #might delete later #might delete l8r #septum #stretched ears #alt girl #alt boy

[writer-komaru]

Sorry I’ve been so silent and unproductive lately. I’ve been too busy having Nikolai riding my tongue until my fucking face caves in.

#I’m fine just taking a small break until my motivation comes back #I hate depression :( #Nagito is next #but damn i craze Nikolai carnally rn #bsd #bungo stray dogs #Nikolai #nikolai bungou stray dogs #nikolai smut #bsd shitpost #might delete l8r

[callmetiredso]

Just saw the last episode of season 5 of miraculous, and It was wild like man, but one little thing that made me upset was that Chole never got her happy ending. It makes me so pissed cause her character was thrown away but she would've had so much potential, just a little rant.

#mlb season 5 spoilers #mlb spoilers #chloe bourgeois #miraculous ladybug #mini rant #might delete l8r

[mewskit]

Hi, It’s the middle of the night and I can’t sleep so imma just ramble for a sec, k. (May get angsty, spoilers? Murder?)

So I was thinkin about the first season of Obey me (basically after the mc goes home the first time) and it’s kind of messy. Like when the you think about the mc’s time at RAD and HOL it’s kind of fucked right? Mc gets snatched from wherever their from to do what this Demon prince wants and they have absolutely no say in the matter.

Mc doesn’t get to choose what they eat, how or where they sleep, and it’s too dangerous to really hang out anywhere. The only beings around them kinda loathe the mc for a good chunk of their stay. The other human, and the two angels are kind of separated from ‘em for most of their time there so mc can’t really be helped. Really, mc can’t even mention being homesick cause their swiftly told “shut up”. Then to top it off, all that effort being put into “saving” the one being that’s meant to be a friend, brutally murders them. Then there’s a scene before where mc has to apologize to the brothers ( that irritates me). After all that Diavolo kinda walks in suckin his own dick on how he figured out the whole Lilith thing and then they skip over the fresh blood on the floor and have tea. In which the brothers are now cuddling the mc?

And, for me, Belphie killing the mc wasn’t the most egregious thing to happen. It’s actually kinda cool. It’s the after, the tea, the fighting over the mc, the mc becoming their therapist/lover. That part sucks. Also that Diavolo kinda walks away with his hands pretty clean when really he used mc as a pawn in a way? And then the mc goes home???

It’s just never sat right and because there isn’t really an arc or really anything to address it, the rest of the game feels hollow. I dunno…kinda wished things kept the darker tone, ya’know? Like the mc havin spending time kind of being upset and a bit spiteful and maybe that’s what fuels them to learn magic, at first at least. Like the mc still has this genuine love and wonder but focuses on the human realm with Solomon for a while. Could even throw Simeon and Luke hanging out with the mc too, bonding and forming a deep bond. Then it could cut to the brothers and the demons facing what they’d done with true pain and consequence. Having reactions of Solomon, Simeon, and Luke. Solomon bein right about keepin demons at an arms length. Simeon bein right about not trusting Diavolo one bit and Luke not trusting demons…could’ve been interesting to explore

( sorry this is long, I can’t sleep and this was on my mind. And please don’t get me wrong I adore these characters just wish the game went in a different direction)

#ramble #might delete l8r #obey me #obeyme shall we date #obey me headcanons #obey me angst #Also it could’ve made the romance all the sweeter cause the time spent apart and not just cause of distance

[king-paimon]

Man.

I wish I could write stories...

:'|

#personal #small ramble #writing #how do i write #i wanna write #help please #fiction #might delete l8r #i wanna wriiiiiite #:') cries