#mentality flow

[onionninjasstuff]

this is part one! | next

#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt mikey #rottmnt draxum #villain pb&j duo #separated au #aaaaaaaa lets not talk abt the flow pacing and jokes in this my writing juice is running out #draxum having a mental breakdown and villain-ranting to himself for 4 pages straight #hes drinking all of that copium rn #im super improvising this whole thing btw im not rlly sure whats going on #but im having fun! #i hope everything is readable lol

[sergle]

I think I'm going to make a temperature blanket this year

#generally people would plan for this earlier. but. I only JUST thought of it last night #I'm considering like a mood blanket / mental health blanket or whatev instead. one of those alternate concepts #but I FEEL LIKE categorizing my mood / mental health day by day would do something to me #and I don't really want to tell on myself that hard. showing off the finished blanket and ppl going oohh... there's a lot of this color! #what mood are these two colors for! #and i'm gonna have to crumple up my color key chart and eat it before they can find out #idk maybe I'll still try that way. but temperature just feels more like. yeaahahhhhh go with the flow buddy #I bought a ton of yarn recently bc there was a black friday sale and I was grabbin skeins for $2 so I shouldn't really need to do shopping #maybe pick up another color or two. but I can probably just bust out my own stash I already have #sergle.txt #crochetposting

[cobaltfluff]

so i started playing persona 4

where are the QoL features

#persona series #art tag #ACK I FORGOR TO COLOUR THE BITS BEHIND HAIR nvm #i have no idea how to tag this!! #i fear what original p3 might have been like #i feel like a fake gamer man #like how did you guys do that #i feel like i would have given up if it was the first one i played #i am too stupid!! #im glad i have played through 5 and 3re #i am somewhat used to the flow of the game and the ability names #otherwise i would be STRUGGLING for my LIFE i tell you #like to be fair i dont think it's a huge world #BUT LIKE PLEASE IM LOST IN MY OWN HOUSE #also these protags are basically my OCs at this point #i borrow their canon personalities #and reshape them into something i like more hehehehe #edit: im crying im getting lowkey flamed on tweeter dot com #i just meant it as in joker spent a lot of time in tokyo!! one year changes a man!! #I KNOW inaba is small!! but QoL additions are always good!! #i get the appeal!! that you use your brain!! #you spend enough time to know the place!! but it's called QoL features not NECESSARY features!! #im cryin the boys ate just bantering #you can even read it as yu being like LOL you're a city boy now huh?? hahaha #now i really am fighting for my life and mental

[yoan-le-grall]

#gif #anime #old ani #abstract #flow #wave #lofi #synthwave #retro #retro aesthetic #neon #80s #80s aesthetic #relax #chill #mental #mental state #mental health #mental illness #mental stability #variant color #art #pink #pinkcore

[brytning]

I saw a post the other day about how difficult mindfulness meditation can be, especially for people who are neurodivergent, and OP was frustrated that their therapist never recommended anything else. There are many opportunities to bring mindfulness, focus, and intention to activities you already like! Learning about flow state has been a real eye-opener for me.

#meditation #self-care sunday #self care #moving meditation #flow state #comic #cartoon #mental health resources

[angelroute]

#i think theyll take me to the mental hospital soon sabitsuki #.flow #yume nikki

[runby2]

finally a protagonist that properly represents the feeling of being extremely isolated and neglected with a chronic physical illness

#im better now btw #not physically but mentally and emotionally chronic means forever #dot flow #sabitsuki #.flow #.flow fanart #rust .flow

[edoro]

wrt the last post i just reblogged (Halsin cnc meta), i personally tend to imagine him as fairly aware of and comfortable with his kinks, including the ones based on his trauma

in fact i like to think that one of the reasons why he has such trouble accepting that his years of sex slavery were in fact deeply traumatic and abusive is because his response is to heavily sexualize his own trauma - not only was that part of how he discovered that he takes great pleasure in servicing others sexually, but ever since he's sought out situations where he can recreate aspects of the experience

because he's so large and strong and people tend to make assumptions about what kind of sex he wants or what kind of role he plays (or just project their own ideas of what kind of role they want him to play or think he should play onto him), he doesn't get to bottom or sub nearly as often as he likes

although his tendency towards acts of service is imo his own way of taking that control - even if someone wants him to be aggressive and fuck them, if he's doing it as an act of service, then he's still submitting himself to them and making himself their pet or toy and giving himself that satisfaction

this is something that i really like the idea of him and Astarion having in common, actually. i like to think of them both responding to their trauma by sexualizing it, but essentially in opposite directions

Astarion wants to be the one in control, the one doing rather than the one done to, and in contrast to Halsin, i think he would 100% think that makes him a bad person, basically as bad as Cazador

he doesn't really understand kink as something negotiated, as play between willing partners. his only experience is being tortured and exploited, and now that he finds himself with all of these desires to control, dominate, and hurt someone else, to force himself on someone else the way he was forced so many times, he's sure that it must mean he's irredeemably broken by his experiences

meanwhile, Halsin knows that both of their desires are normal and nothing to be ashamed of, but he's got this fun little cognitive dissonance going on where even though he would never think this of someone else, he feels like the fact that he found his experience of sex slavery powerfully erotic means it wasn't really that bad and that he can't really call himself a victim - maybe sort of a victim, but not entirely one, not the way someone like Astarion was

(even though their situations are very similar in certain respects. Astarion says most of his partners didn't even "grant me temporary bliss," but that doesn't mean he never found any of it sexually satisfying or erotically compelling, or never had any complicated feelings about Cazador that included love, a desire for attention/regard, or a sense of comforting familiarity)

i'm just very fond of the idea of Halsin being pretty comfortable in his own enjoyment of submission, including things like masochism, cnc, pet play, various types of power exchange, and just generally a lot of things that are quite specifically aspects of his own past abuse, and getting to walk Astarion through the idea that it's fine and okay to like that sort of thing whether you want to be on the giving or receiving end of it

and MEANWHILE being forced to confront his own internal double standard where he holds himself responsible for things that he would never hold someone else responsible for, due to his direct engagement with Astarion's trauma, and having to slowly come to the realization that he was a captive, he was a victim, it was abusive, and he is in fact Kind Of Fucked Up About It

#self-recognition through the other babeyyyyy #just my personal set of headcanons about halsin and his trauma and his relationship to kink because of his trauma #i like to think he doesn't struggle so much with accepting his kinks as with feeling like he has the right to be 'selfish' enough to ask fo #unless his partner says they want to do it first in which case he'll go all in #or they ASK him outright what he wants to do and he can mentally turn it into 'i'm pleasing them by being honest' #he is legitimately down for most things but he also tends to go with the flow #and struggles to be able to assert himself even in relatively minor ways if he feels like it'd be a bummer to his partner #bg3 #halstarion

[tea-stained]

I honestly love La Squadra so much. Their designs are so weird. You have:

BDSM enjoyer/leather daddy with fucked up eyes

Italian mafia man walking stereotype [but like. make it into a porn parody]

Carrot top boy with no chin and a black-pink onesie. also he's big

Androgenous half-naked purple person who is unbelievably pretty

Angry blue-haired ice kitty in a whimsical tinkerbell-ass outfit (god bless i love him just a normal amount)

Lesbian guy with the best, thickest, cuntiest hair and red eyes and a weird-ass fancy pillow/matress-pattern clothes

just. some guy. he has a buzzcut, good for him. looks [and acts!] like someone's uncle

The Gays™ (note: gelato actually looks normal and nice, while sorbet's widow peak is a class of its own, bless their souls, rip kings [*])

And they are like. The fucking assassin team! So you better take them seriously!

i'd commit fucking tax fraud for them i love them so much it hurts

#jjba #vento aureo #risotto nero #prosciutto #pesci #melone #ghiaccio #illuso #formaggio #sorbet and gelato #la squadra esecuzioni #la squadra #no but seriously what the fuck is illuso wearing. does he have to inflate it every time he gets dressed #i love thinking about these fuckers [affectionate] mid-mental breakdown #illuso has like. the mystery design. every single choice of the things he chose to wear is so questionable but. it flows so good #what the fuck is that hexa-ponytail why does it look good on you. bitch (affectionate)

[thewaspsnestinyourattic]

half of my blog is really earnest rants about how much I love the magnus archives and the other half is just "goddamn that woman really could kill me and infest my corpse in less than a fucking second, that's so hot."

#the magnus archives #jane prentiss #tma #the corruption tma #mentally ill? nope #not me #never #every day I look in the mirror and know who I am #and i'm here for it #i've resigned myself to my taste in women #just going with the flow now #the flow of worms that is

[spotforme]

you know, cats are a society, Cat definedly had a name before everyone left. so when Lister rolled around and just decided to call him Cat he just went with it, was his last name just so uncool? did he just not care? or the crushing one, was he so much of a recluce, like was alluded to in promised land, that he never really heard his name being used by anyone so he wouldn't really even respond to it if he heard it? even his brother doesn't call him by any name. he's just a nameless outcast who was left on the ship with a dying delusional priest. i feel like he was quite young at that point too like how could they do that to him!!

might i think about his obsession with himself being because he was the only one who would care about him and if he stopped caring about himself then no-one else would, and no-one else would help him if he started spiraling or slipped up, we can literally see his obsession with himself simmer down as he learns to be a part of the dwarfers because now he doesn't have to be the only one to take care of himself, he can focus on other things than survival for a change -oouugh i'm sorry i'm just dying at the thought of a corralation between his self obsession and abandonment which seemed to happen even before the cats physically left. like he must have known that if he let his mental state deteriorate he would be done for, being alone on that ship and all. like surely the priest and him had their chats but that priest just could not have been much in terms of company.

this was supposed to be a funny post like "ooh what could be Cat's given name??" but i just had to get to thinking and as we know, that never ends well.

#did not think i was going to get so emotional about cat today but the THOUGHTS ! #they're flowing in #and they make that last speech of his about how he's found home hurt SO MUCH #red dwarf #the cat #i'm started reading a paper about how big of a part mentality and despair actually plays in shipwreck and stranding situations #and i did not realize how that would tie in but HONESTLY ?!

[rimmi1357]

Love how as soon as Gale get's scared, my Tav isntantly goes D=< "I'm gonna wreck your shit" mode ='DDD

#gale #gale of waterdeep #bg3 #baulders gate 3 #baldur's gate 3 #tav #tav x gale #spoilers i guess #god can someone commission me to draw gale? #i can't draw it for myself because i have a mental block on arts for me #i usually halfass my arts when i do it for myself #my art flow is massively different for commissions and for myself #But i wanna draw a pretty maaaaan #i did that rant on my twitter too #explaining it a little more #yeh

[dearjewels22]

Live Well

#peace #find peace #protect your peace #live now #live well #live good #heal yourself #mind body spirit #mind body soul #meditate #meditation #manifesting #breathe #yoga #survival mode #beast mode #grind time #grindmode #daily grind #relax #flow #rest #reset #self care #self help #note to self #mental health #mental health check #self check #overwhelmed

[foreverfitnesspositivity]

Where focus goes, energy flows. Where energy flows, whatever you're focusing on grows. In other words, your life is controlled by what you focus on. That's why you need to focus on where you want to go, not on what you fear 🧘🙏

#positive mental attitude #positive #positive thoughts #bemindful #mindfulness #energy flow

[mindful-luna]

#morning affirmations #daily positivity #morning quotes #positive affirmations #manifesting joy #manifestation #happiness #universe #law of attraction #dreams come true #flow state #mindfulness #spiritual journey #spiritual awakening #enlightment #intuition #mental health #wellness #self discovery #self love #self care #self confidence #empowerment #success mindset #abundance

[wildmelon]

isn't it interesting which characters/ocs you fixate on based on what you're going through...

#spent the past month obsessed with daphne + persephone #if u couldn't tell lmfao #but yeah with IF the brainrot ebbs and flows for me #so when i become re-fixated it's usually for some reason... #with persephone i'm really interested in the way she balances extreme emotions with joy #she's sensitive and in tune with her emotions but obviously starts the story in painful/angering circumstances #so the way she allows herself to feel the full range of her emotions without shame has been on my mind #+ springtime being a balance of storm and sun etc etc #and w daphne it's the way she's constantly deflecting #she's so so vulnerable all the time #like mentally vulnerable and she can't control it #and so like what do you do when being vulnerable has to be part of life but it's so uncomfortable #anyway rambling now #just like how we find different things interesting ab chars and ocs depending on what we're thinking about #lush.talk