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risaonda · 9 months
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me when I realize
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moonshynecybin · 20 days
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Okay I was watching Qatar 2013 for the rosquez of it all and they were so touchy and I thought is there an au were they hooked up during the pre season and that’s why they are so comfortable together already maybe they didn’t even hook up yet but they are touchy (insert vale saying he’s touchy off track so maybe it’s the same on track when him Dani and Jorge were asked about the contact Marc had had with them at different races) and vale is queuing in on Marc’s massive crush and goes after you win a race I’ll sleep with you think if it like a prize. like I’m not sure if that’s a possible au but i just went omg the possibilities if it did happen.
EYE think its like. okay fanfiction land lets goooo wheeee. a branch off of the iconic winners room concept, but this time its whenever someone gets promoted to the premiere class they get to choose someone to FUCK after their first race. like they MUST ! the sport is too horny not to ! court mandated ! and well. you know who marc was gonna pick (literally its been on his motivational vision board since he was umm. 14). and vale's not stupid and is also VERY assured in his sex appeal so he ALSO knows who marc is gonna pick (hes actually been picked by new guys a LOT at this point its old hat. little does he know about the life changing power. of marc's wap.) and its just some fun! here at the beginning of things ! so the entire race (with marc and vale spending a LOTTTTT of time battling it out on track and having cheeky little skirmishes the entire time) its like. the most insane, adrenaline soaked foreplay. exhilarating. truly when you dont know someone that well but you like them SO much and you KNOWWWW youre getting laid later. its vale putting BOTH hands literally on marc's WAIST from BEHIND before the podium its marc's huge smile that seems unpracticed in a way where its clear he STILL cant quite believe hes standing there with valentino its the BIG hug in parc ferme that literally knocks marc's sunglasses off of his head. gifs HERE !
and afterwards its SO happy. giddy! they love a fun on-track battle, they both podiumed (marc's first and vale's first back at yamaha) so they are floating on airrrrr and marc of COURSE chooses vale and when they manage to get some alone time he's SO eager (his first time question mark. knew he would get this from vale with the confidence of a prodigy so he saved it...) but god he learns QUICK. and its a huge thing —looking back, in hindsight— the beginning of it all. the start of them. but at the time, they dont even KNOW how huge it is, what kind of effect theyre going to have on each other's lives. they cant know. and besides, it doesnt matter here, in this moment. because marc is under vale and vale is inside him, and marc's panting wetly and sweetly against vale's neck and vale feels something building in his chest and it feels something like joy. something like inventing something. and they dont even know what kind of thread theyre building between them. they cant know yet, how it all goes wrong, here in this room, in this moment. but whatever it is will be worth it, that he knows. itll be worth this precise second, here and now, with marc's pulse thrumming against his skin
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squea · 5 months
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how did you come up with such a lovely and unique character like corn? Seriously I love seeing your gameplay and reading all the small details about him. It's so much fun? I'd like to feel this way about the sims again..it's all about making a "pretty sim" then I decorate a home and just take some screenshots. Maybe I get bored of my saves because my sims aren't "special". I hope this isn't too confusing😅
ok ramble below the cut but also i'm working on a little gameplay document that i've been doing for a while. I dont know if ill keep it as a document or turn it into a video but heres my thoughts about how i'm having fun with corn.
corn is a gameplay, with story stuff i add in to add depth and meaning behind how the game plays out
I was bored of the same gameplay I always did. I enjoy generational stuff but found that I would eventually get bored and want to rush onto the next gen. SO i thought ok Ill play with aging off. Then i thought whats the point ill just miss generational gp then i thought ok what if i do every single aspiration. then it was just what kinda freak would do all that? and the only sensible conclusion was an immortal and indecisive vampire and thus he was born. everything else just fell into place. i think the main part about having fun is working with limitations, rather than breaking them. start ur house on 0 simoleons, make the game harder with mods, actually do the whims ur sim asks u for and actually do the aspirations. don't force friendships ur sim has bad compatibility with just because theyre pretty, let them decide it all, and with mods this is especially important and enjoyable. corn gp is a gameplay with story bits mixed in, which is just my way of rationalising the gameplay. corn is lonely and has no friends: ok ill add in his mother, to avoid his social need being constantly in the red. embrace randomness and spontaneity and above all else, consider your sim's personality in every decision. I don't think “I wish corn was friends with this sim” I instead allow corn to do what he wants, and think: “would corn get a long with this sim”.
all this is to say: you are but an omniprescent floating head as a mere spectator of ur sims lives, stop trying to direct it in ways that you want, because itll be the same path everytime and ultimately, unfun. make the game difficult and challenging (whether its through mods or a challenge) to allow natural ups and downs and spectate them. dont spend time planning or overthinking their home or their appearance or the townies around them. once you start having fun and invest urself in their silly lives as if watching a tv show, everything else falls into place, like corn with his relationship with his mum, or the repurcussions of causing havoc in granite falls campsite.
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kingcunny · 6 months
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Judging by the fact that Daeron's characteristic were given to Aemond and in S1, and no body mentioned him or even hinted at his existence and how it was said the greens had three dragons ( also there is a rumor floating around that he will not be included in S2) it's clear they had intentions of cutting him out, why do you think they don't want to include him at all? Daeron is an essential character whose important to future battles/plotlines
tbh i think it would be funny as fuck if they just didnt include daeron in s2
i wouldnt be suprised if they do just cut him and restructure the timeline to give his storyline/sack of tumbleton to aemond instead. imo dont think hes really all that important, hes more of a side character/ B plot to the dance.
and i think him being kinda forgettable is why they cut him, that and the way they did the time jumps meant it wouldve been confusing for the general audience if they had aemond suddenly turn to the camera and say “our brother daeron, you dont know him btw. he goes to a different school.” maybe if they had given the show more time to breathe….. cause now itll be even more confusing if they DO include him in s2
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super-psycho-lov3 · 13 days
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it hits me straight in the chest knife to the heart and i feel like i cant breathe all i can think about is red red red but it isnt blood its flowers like the flowers i want to give to you and isnt it so funny how red can mean such different things? please, god, please but i am not praying i am not praying i am not praying. i refuse to be desperate at his feet if i am not yet desperate at your feet lord what i would give to be nothing under your feet at least id be close at least id be close at least youd be there. i am so full of need-want-need i feel like im going to explode stars and planets and inky nothingness or maybe just the nothingness. what do you think is inside me? i wish i knew i wish i could share it with you but i dont know if theres anything in there at all maybe i died and i didnt notice maybe im in heaven maybe im in hell i cant tell the difference but it doesnt matter as long as youre here i would take deliverance i would take damnation as long as youre here. i wish i could show you all the things floating inside my head hiding under my skin lurking in my bones i wish i could help you understand i wish i understood you i wish i understood anything i feel greedy with the yearning i have to understand these things but i feel selfish with the yearning i have for you what right do i have? but then i remember how much i dont care as long as you dont, but then i wonder if you do care, and i yearn to know you again, neverending cycle. i just want you here, i just want to hold your hand. maybe thisll break my heart again, or maybe itll break yours, but i would hate to give it up before ive given it a shot. i will wait i will wait i will wait but its so hard not to get caught up in emotions when theyre as big as mine and what if you get caught up too? i can barely save myself, let alone you, christ. i dont know what to do. i know i love you.
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ssspringroll · 6 months
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i gotta try remaking my cas background one of these days. i like the foot blob, i like when the sims have shadows otherwise it just feels like theyre floating in a void to me. but the blob on my custom color bg has always been like. crunchy? and idk why. maybe if i redo it itll be nicer this time who knows
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luxraydio · 1 year
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OOC/re: restoration association
hey so I have an idea for maybe helping with all this while not having to sacrifice too much of the intrigue of whats going on w the restoration cult (im willing to tone stuff down if needed But id like to not tone things down Too Much if possible because these events are very interesting to me as is ! but ofc everyone's comfort comes first)
i know theres already multiple discord servers floating around for this lil real pokemon pocket of tumblr, but maybe in addition to tagging stuff, maybe heavier/more culty things could be contained in a new server for people interested in that aspect of the arc, and stuff thats too heavy could just be kept mostly off tumblr? so stuff like that could still be happening but itll be like. offscreen/"behind the scenes" content so people who dont want to see it in That Much Detail dont have to
its not a perfect solution by any means but its just. A thought i had
maybe we could come up with a tag specifically for anything related to the restoration association as well, so people can Just block all mention of that if they want to
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sojrner-fishsticcc · 1 year
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loona pm - finished! (kinda!)
yes! finally! the model is complete and finished! woohoo!!! as of right now its in what im calling version 1.0, so it still has bugs. im not fully committed to releasing it yet until i fix up some minor bugs in ver. 1.1 and until i figure out how to properly export her and get a system to transfer payment so i can begin selling her online. right now im seeing the price around $20 USD, although thats entirely just me guessing, ill ask around to see what’s roughly a reasonable price considering how much time this project has taken me. i still plan to continue working on it, but ill most likely mainly shift my focus to a new project (god its gonna be weird to go back to modeling! its been like a week idk if i even remember how to lol) and i dont really know what im planning to do after this. this project has been almost my entire life the past week and its going to be weird to finally have it done. like i said i still plan to continue updating her, fixing bugs with animations as cpm updates and adding gestures and emotes when i feel like, but as of now she is DONE. all of the core features are here. so hey! heres a handful of fun things i finished recently:
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first of all: she blinks!!! she has a slow blink cycle thats minor but god it adds so much. its such a fun little detail. and with closing eyes comes-
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sleeping! she has a full sleeping animation and i couldnt be more proud of it. hooooonk mimimimimi hoooooonk mimimimi. look at her go :3
there’s also some other animations which i finished which im just- really proud of. little things that look neat!
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swimming! this is just a nice little forward stroke. it was fun to make. some of the arm movements and rotations are a bit strange and im hoping to patch.
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treading water! this plays whenever in water and not swimming. this is pretty novel because this is a pose that just released in cpm’s settings today! so im happy i managed to implement it. it is a bit buggy because the arms dont always go exactly to the surface of the water, they do this even when the torso is well above or well below the surface. oh well, it looks cool :3
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climbing! ahhh this looks way better than i thought it would. i might add some bobbing to the body and head but god im so tired right now. expect that in ver 1.1! (i hope). there’s also a seperate anim for standing still on a ladder but its a bit buggy in the model viewer so uh. imagine her standing on a ladder here.
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sitting! awww look at her. so polite :) this plays whenever riding something, like a horse or minecart, and actually looks surprisingly good! might tweak the legs at some point. i should also mention there’s some new animations for taking damage and dying which were a lot of fun. there’s the ability to add specific animations depending on the damage type which would be fun!
so: now i have to get to the bad bits. it sucks, but there’s some things i cannot implement because cpm is just like that. some little things im just not doing but maybe might do in the future, like the anim for using a goat horn, and there’s some items that are just bugged and unfixable. the spyglass is one of them, despite me making an animation for it, it doesn’t play properly so uh. that sucks :( also the major one, elytra does not work!!! yeah ik thats so homophobic. you CAN use it but because of a bug in cpm the elytra can’t be synced to body movements so itll look really buggy. i also didn’t configure any flying animation for that reason so... sorry about that. there’s some minor bugs like the transition from jumping to falling not being smooth which ive mentioned before, the arms not syncing up super great to some movement, and pretty much using any item with a specific animation while running is broken. running while holding a crossbow or charging a bow makes the head float in the air in front of the model, which just kinda sucks.
plans for the future? definetly fixing up some bugs, adding some more movement to the hair and tail depending on animations. i skipped out on that a bit just to get the first version of these done so i could use them. elytra, definetly when that becomes possible. also specialized poses depending on damage type and making toggleable swing animations depending on what tool you’re using. i also need to work more on the bettercombat-parcool model since thats completely different and will need a lot of parts transfered over to it.
overall, the model is not for sale yet!!! but please, if you’re interested in purchasing her, message me! contact me on discord @ sojourner#2353 because im much more likely to see it there. i will keep updates on how its going but hopefully the next one should be ver. 1.1 which will be actually up for sale!!! see you guys then!!!
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aces-basement · 2 years
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ok this is purely self indulgent but if for some odd reason you want to read this mess here are some things you should know
I'm not gonna try to make it good at all in fact I wont even edit its pure word vomit
itll be super fucking weird
if that scared you good. bye now. cringe time hehe
Ace and I were taking the kids to Springfield again. We were gonna let em play at the arcade while we ate at a restaurant together, just the 2 of us (getting sm to take to the kids afterward too ofc) but it's nice to just have time together as much as we love the kids.
And anyway what I didnt know is that the little shit (/aff) Beavis had wandered off and saw Barney passed out on the damn pavement in front of a place called Moe's tavern and thought "cool" so anyway the little fucker went inside
So I guess Beav asked for some beer and it kinda went like
"Can you like, get me a beer, or something? The alcoholic kind not the piss water. please"
The garish man looked up from his bar only a moment, just long enough to glance at the kid before muttering "Gonna need to see some ID. The feds are already breathing down my neck. Don't need another slip up"
"ARE YOU THREATENING ME?"
"Not yet I ain't"
"Oh. Alright. Cool. Can I like, have a beer now?" Beav asked, producing some coins and a small plastic dinosaur from his pocket
"Still gonna need to see some ID. If you ain't got any, best I can offer ya is a pickled egg. Even then theres a two drink minimum on that." Moe gestured to the glass container on the counter. Two of the eggs were floating. Not good
"Whoa. Cool. So if I eat one of these eggs, I can like, have two drinks minimum? Okay" Beavis dipped his arm into the container, only to grab and eat one of the floating eggs
"KID YOU CAN'T JUST-"
Anyway I dont know what happened after that cuz Beav passed out and couldn't tell me but anyway next thing Ace and I knew there was this gargoyle of a man approached us at the restaurants, holding our son by the nape of his shirt like a kitten. Ponyo was following after him.
"The little red rat told me ya might be here." He muttered, before yelling to me, "Hey, lady, mind watching your kid? Cuz if you payed any attention to him you might know you need to take him to the hospital, pronto."
"You talkin to them, man?" Ace looked around, "Cuz I don't see any 'lady' here."
I told Ace to stop under my breath and gestured for Ponyo to come to me, before I plucked Beavis from the stranger's grasp.
"Them? Oh, so you's one of those gender neutral folk," Moe hissed, with hatred behind it
Kids are secure. They're okay. Make sure Ace doesnt do anything-
Oh.
Theyve.
Already gotten into an arguement. With their fists.
Ace hit Moe. Moe hit the floor.
So you see officer that's why my husband knocked out your town's bartender
Wiggum sighed. "Well, you didn't wreck his mug. It's Moe, can't make him any uglier. So I guess I'll let you guys off with a warning." He said, uncuffing my husband, who pulled me into a hug
"I dont think that's fair but you know what, I'll take it." I told him, and Ace and I and the kids got the hell out of there before they changed their mind
I got the bartender's number, though. Maybe I should call him. Just to make sure he didn't die
But first we're gonna take Beavis to the hospital for eating a decade old boiled egg
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creepy-crowleys · 2 years
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lets get you sorted out
Your Result: my mind floats behind me but i cant see it when i turn around
here we go: youre awake right now and youre holding something in your hands to read this. so you have hands. so you have senses. theres electricity inside of you and elements like every other object is made up of. if you hit your head on a cliffside rock, who hurts who? you are physical and nothing you do will change that. if your mind doesnt stick around then be it your skull isnt a cage and you should be happy about it. people rot their livers to be you. people lose their skin to sallows to be you. are you scared that youre gonna cross the line and your you will leave the range and disconnenct and you will be the only you left to live through it? drink some club soda. i hear its disgusting, but it doesnt taste of anything. just the sensation of being reminded that you have a mouth. breathe in through your mouth and it will make a sound and youll maybe remember that youre right there and you need air and water and things to hold you down. it is march now. soon it will be april. time isnt an illusion neither are you everything is objectivelly the way you subjectivelly end up interacting with it at a given moment, and it stops being either till you need it again. the same is true for you. interact with yourself. remind yourself that youre here. maybe dont drink club soda but you get what i mean. oversalt your food every once in a while it wont be good for you, but itll do you good.
It’s… weirdly reassuring somehow.
Thank you, quiz.
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dogrados · 2 years
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Iff anyone can help me i need it now☹ Hope this doesn't sound like a vent or anything im just kind of confused
So like these past couple days I have these moments of like feeling like I'm extremely detached from my body itll be simple actions like me touching my hair or taking off my shorts and I just feel like I'm physically not there but also im sort of floating/dreaming and I'm not touching anything and the object im interacting with isn't there idk its sort of indescribable. I thought it was just cause im tired and I just got back from a long vacation on the 9th but I've had a couple days to rest and it's not going away. Do I need to drink more water or something or maybe give it a couple more days to get my slep back to normal ? ? If anyone's had experience with this tell me bout it lol
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hexthe · 16 days
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Do I Even Exist?
Quick note this story is a huge downer so don't read if you're going through a rough patch. or do. i'm not your mom. maybe itll be relatable. who knows. Anyway have some content warnings
isolation, memory loss, existential crisis, losing your grasp on reality
What is this?
I'm dreaming, right?
Then why is it so...
Empty?
Usually dreams are chaotic and surreal
But this is just...
Nothing.
It's like...
I'm floating through an empy void
Like outer space
But.. there's no stars
No planets
No spaceship
Just nothing.
It's weird.
I don't think I've felt this alone before
I just wanna curl into the fetal position and wait for it to end
It always ends, right?
Hang on
If I'm dreaming, and I know I'm dreaming
Then this is a lucid dream, isn't it?
So I can do whatever I want?
Let's start with a floor
That should be pretty easy
I just gotta walk, and imagine a floor beneath me
...where is the floor..?
I guess this doesn't work like I thought
I'm stuck in the void then
This is a little unnerving
I've read many stories about some kind of void
There's usually some sort of monster
I don't see anything but
I can't help but feel uncomfortable
Actually
I don't see snything
Not just around me
It's like even I'm not here
Or maybe there's just no light
I'm starting to worry
I've been here a while
Shouldn't the dream be ending soon?
I have to get up early for work tomorrow
If I oversleep again I'll be in trouble with my boss
I have to wake up.
How does one wake up on purpose?
I guess I just have to open my eyes
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afactaday · 8 months
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#aFactADay2021
#235: what is the most painful plant? well im sure youve fallen into a nettle at least once, or brushed your arm against one. the surface of a nettle plant has tiny hollow needles all over it, each attached to a tiny sack of poison containing histamine. the poison is entirely harmless and simply causes a short-term rash or irritation. no biggie. then you got your Gympie Gympie, or the "suicide plant" if you want the latin. the surface of the leaf is coated in tiny hollow hairs a bit like the nettle, but when you brush your arm on it it injects a neurotoxin, plus all the hairs break off and float around in your bloodstream like a fibreoptic cable after a chainsaw accident :) the toxin isnt actually harmful at all, but it causes lots of pain by triggering your pain receptors directly. apparently the pain lasts for months after contact and as soon as it touches water it hurts lol.
then you got your classic cactus, just here to prod you in the face with a massive spines. i dont have much to say, you probably know it already. the spines can get very long, very sharp and very dense, and hence very painful. you dont wanna be sticking your hand in one of em mate lol.
for a proper poison youve got the scary scary Manchineel Tree, which has pretty much a different way to hurt you as much as possible in each part of the plant. in the sap is phorbol, which causes strong contact dermatitis (not unlike a very bad allergic reaction on the skin), while the smoke can cause permanent eye damage. ingestion of the fruit kills you in many ways at once - internal bleeding, gastroenteritis (causes bad diarrhoea), bacterial infection, muscle swelling and airway blockages. and shock. (where your body basically runs out of blood so it kills your legs to save your brain. bit of an oversimplification but itll do.) the fruit also contains some sort of strong alkaline thing and the sap is highly corrosive, even if diluted, so if you park your car under one in the rain, you wont have any paint on it when you get back.
oh yeah and its endangered in many parts of the world.
and finally youve got the Giant Hogweed, whose sap contains a phototoxin, which basically makes your skin supersensitive to sunlight and causes a lot of pain. and it also causes bad burns, and not in the insulty way :P
so, why dont you choose? which is the most painful plant? let me know your favourites, or maybe theres an even hurtier one i missed!!
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malliya · 1 year
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i think about people who say that their loved ones seemed so happy the days before they committed suicide. and while i have no interest in death (i would like to be immortal, actually), i wonder if im similar. why do i feel like i understand so much more about what is wrong with me, and im on the path to fix it, but im just getting worse and worse. it's all falling apart around me while im standing there grinning holding it together, saying soon! soon! i know EXACTLY what's wrong, and itll be fixed soon! and they believe me, because i am VERY convincing. hell, i believe myself!
im in a boat, rowing towards salvation, it's so close! all my friends and family are supporting me, saying im almost there! but the water is coming in the holes faster than i can scoop it out. i cannot predict wether ill make it in time, or if ill sink. i might even have to swim it! ill float on my back if i have to. (maybe if im lucky a shark will eat me.)
i either vent to people who know me in real life, or friends online. but tumblr feels safer, somehow. i have crazy things to say, they want to come out. but if i say them to someone who cares about me, they will just worry. you people might worry, but youll forget about me as you scroll, and that's just how i want it to be.
i just need to yell into the void, and it is a comfort to know that it can hear me.
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Its my last day kf freedom (well maybe tomorrow too idk yet) and all i want is to go float the river. Begged my one friend to go with me but i knew that had no hope so making the best of it and going alone. But cant find my tube so probably just gonna go jump in and make the best of what ive got with the time i have left. Last summer we were in the water nearly every day, this year ive been 3 or 4 times, and no floats. By the time i get out of inpatient itll be end of august so weather will be turning against float season. Im thinkng im gonna push for tuesday admitting and so west l what ive wanted to do since the first nice day this year. Would def prefer to have someone go with me but I'm done with people who don't give a fuck about anything other than themselves. I would rather go alone
Well...i think you can guess who i would really rather go with. Mss you
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luv-eddiediaz · 3 years
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I do not write slow, meandering fics. I don't have the patience for it.
But I sooo badly want to write one about Eddie's healing.
Hear me out: Eddie's healing is going okay, but he's holding back with therapy, still having some nightmares, and even though is doctor said everything physically is pretty healed he's having phantom pains in his shoulder, and he's just...sinking.
So, Buck takes him and Chris to either a cabin up north or all the way to a summer house in the Hamptons (cause he has a family friend who does real estate that way, and he wants to get them as far away from LA as possible - plus, ya know, it's idyllic summer there), and they just...exist in this beautiful place together as Eddie starts to open up about all sorts of things when they sit outside together at night, and they go to the beach with Chris and get ice cream - all that stuff.
It's Buck's birthday while they're there,so Eddie and Christopher make him breakfast, and take him into town to souvenir shop (cause I think Buck loves little souvenirs). There's also a thunderstorm one night, and Chris crawls I to bed with Eddie and convinces him they need Buck to sleep with them too,and Buck just wraps his arms around Eddie and pulls him in tight.
And, over time, they start going to bed together, holding hands as they sit on the couch - they fall into the little parts of a relationship, but, of course, it isn't really a relationship, and Buck is still technically with Taylor even though he's spending there weeks away from her with Eddie.
And I haven't figured out the actual hook-up, but it feels like it should be dramatic, and that Buck should view it as a mistake - or Eddie confesses how he's been feeling and Buck just can't process it right then, so they go back home and things are akward for a while, but then they fall back into their friendship.
And it would be like a whole year later before they reapproach the whole thing that happened to them that summer... And I don't actually have an ending!
But, I want the two of them to slowly heal - all their wounds, not just from the shooting - together in a beautiful, summery place. Only, I couldn't possibly take the time to actually do it bc I have about as much patience as my three year old!
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