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Episode 4 Sneak Peek!!!

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Ryan makin my heart melt 🥹🥹🥹

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Bobby and Eddie in the same pose.

Bobby and Eddie mirroring each other with opposite arms crossed.

BOBBY AND EDDIE ARE MIRRORS OF EACH OTHER. I've said it before and I'll say it again.

Bobby before the 118 is what Eddie could have become if he hadn't found his place with their team and their family. Lost, alone, drowning his pain with whatever vice made his head quiet for a few hours.

But Eddie did have the 118 because of Bobby. Eddie had someone see that he needed help with childcare and get him that support without making Eddie feel like a bad parent. Eddie had someone who understood what it was like to lose a spouse. Eddie had people there to help him back up when he stumbled.

Bobby and Eddie are such a beautiful mirror to each other and these pictures have grabbed me by my throat because they even look like a mirror of each other in them.

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Smutty One-Liners Part VI

"Feel this? It's just for you."

"Let's ruin ourselves for anyone else."

"I want to taste you so badly."

"Make me beg for it."

"Oh I can do this all night long."

"You surprise me every day."

"Let's find out how much you want it."

"Kiss me, I can't wait any longer."

"Come on, please, do it."

"Oh, you like that?"

"Hmm, you're not very patient, are you?"

"Well, let's see what happens tonight."

"Can you kiss it better?"

"Oh, you're hard to please."

"I had a very nice dream that started like this."

"You are so amazing, please never stop."

"Can you be good for me?"

"It's so hot when you talk like that."

"Stop teasing me and do it!"

"You're still holding back, just let go."

Part I | Part II | Part III | Part IV | Part V

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we’re up all night to get lucky

jeddie // 6,162 words // E

He doesn’t like Josh all that much, moreso tolerates him because they work together and he’s kind of in their outer circle. He felt empathy for him because it didn’t work with the guy he liked, but that doesn’t mean he wants to kiss him.

Except right now, standing under the glowing street light with barely more than a few inches between them, he… kind of does?

Also known as the Jeddie hate sex fic

Don’t ask Eddie why he and Josh are walking together out to the parking lot after work, because he’s got no idea. Usually they avoid each other when they happen to be arriving or leaving at the same time, barely sparing a terse nod in hello followed by silence in the elevator ride to or from the main floor.

But Josh has been kind of down recently, and maybe Eddie feels a little bad for the guy. The electrician that had sparked his interest had apparently ghosted him, and he’s been pouting around at work all day. It’s a little sad, honestly. Plus, Eddie sort of very recently realized he’s gay and Josh is kind of the only openly gay man he knows. It’s like despite the animosity between the two that underlies their every interaction, Eddie feels a natural draw to him.

All that being said, Eddie is walking with him toward the parking lot at the end of the day and he finds himself wanting to say something.

“How old were you when you realized you were gay?” That’s not what he wanted to say.

Read the rest on AO3

#i feel like i shouldn't have liked this #but damn did i love it!

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teen wolf meme: [½] humans “Some of us have to make mistakes. Some of us have to get our hands a little bloody sometimes. Some of us are human.”

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Are you fucking kidding me, the smartass twink and hot werewolf aren't even the main characters of the show?

Who the fuck is Scott?

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WIP Count is up to somewhere around 20 between two different fandoms. Three days ago I started writing a TW 1950's Detective AU. Why am I like this?

#writing problems #fan fiction #teen wolf #sterek

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How to show emotions

Part II

How to show happiness

big smile

eyes going wide

corners of the mouth going up

showing teeth

squealing

speaking rapidly

laugh lines appearing

smiling

being animated

direct eye contact

How to show sadness

shoulders slumped

looking down

turning head away

frowning

not seeing properly anymore

slow movements

corners of the mouth going downwards

quivering lips

eyes filled with tears

running nose

breathing fitfully

How to show disgust

wrinkled nose

gagging

eyes narrowing

no eye contact

upper lip pulled up

How to show fear

wide eyes

heart pounding

feeling paralyzed

shaking / clammy hands

trying to close eyes

open mouth

heavy breathing

cold and clammy hands

clenched hands

tensing up

eyesbrows going together

trying to look for an exit

How to show surprise

raised eyebrows

jaw going slack

open mouth

eyes widening

gasp

How to show frustration

groaning

rolling eyes

throwing arms in the air

pacing up and down

huffing

tapping your foot

tapping your fingers

crossing your arms

stomping

checking watch

More: Part I + Part III

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Listen I like every (in)sane bisexual will automatically diagnose a character as bi too but I take such a firm stance that Eddie Diaz is GAY not bi like flat out gay because the references are THERE IN CANON like the comp-het language, the panic attacks, the therapy that can explain him working through it suddenly on screen, the explanation of a catholic and traditional household/ father

ITS THERE AND ITS GAY AND IT SPELLS OUT NOT ATTRACTED TO WOMEN IN THE LEAST

Now listen would I be satisfied if they just confirm him queer? Of course no doubt about it

But would it be a complete missed opportunity to actually represent a character that complex?

Who is what is automatically considered masculine and who is a father and an ex soldier and firefighter and who grew up in a catholic household with a traditional father and who got married too young because he got a girl pregnant and that was what was expected of him, had genuine feelings (regardless of what type or what mixed emotions) for his wife and does still mourn her while unlearning a lifetime of repression and allowing himself to accept in his 30s the fact that he is gay?

Yes absolutely no argument 1000000% hands down

Like it is a writing dream, the possibilities and complexities of this storyline would be endless

Like give me him talking about working through it in therapy, give me him being scared of how he will tell Chris without making him doubt his relationship with Shannon or making him feel like he got stuck cos she got pregnant with him, give me him talking to the queer ppl around him, give me navigating a whole new world of dating, sex, love, etc that most had got to experience at a younger age but he couldn’t so now has to navigate and experience these things for the first time as a 30 something year old

GIVE ME IT ALL

(Also give me lots and lots of buddie)

I’m greedy I know

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➥ brokeback mountain: the sequel

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Yes! I used to work for my state's 211 and the things it can help you - any of you - with is amazing. And I promise you that whoever answers your call WANTS to help you with all their heart.

If you live in the USA and you're pleading for donations to pay your rent, bills, or get food then dial 211! Please dial 211 before the last minute!

It's a toll free service with people who will help you find programs in your community to pay those bills, find food, and find housing! They will give you numbers to call so you can get help.

It is not 100% foolproof. Their job is to direct you to a program they believe will help your current issue, but it's still a step up from praying random strangers online will give you enough cash before a deadline! The added benefit of these community programs, which get funded by the local government most of the time, is if there are more people using them then they can get more money to help more people.

You're not taking resources from other people if you use your community services. Your taxes pay for them. Use them.

Dial 211 first to see if they can help, and if for some reason they can't, then make your donation posts!

https://www.211.org/

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eddie diaz + tweets he definitely liked while working at dispatch

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That urge to write the moodiest and sexiest piece of fiction hoping it will heal you.

#thinking sterek on this one #writing #fan fiction #personal #teen wolf #sterek

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You apply for 20 jobs on Indeed. The silence is deafening.

You apply for 20 jobs on Indeed. Half of them require you to create an account on the company website. You leave a trail of ghost accounts that will be used once and never again. You never receive a response.

You apply for 20 jobs on Indeed. One employer offers an interview, but it's so rare for you to receive any response that you forget to check the website and you miss the time.

You apply for 20 jobs on Indeed. One employer offers an interview, but you don't know the magic words that signal to the esoteric mind of an interviewer that you're fit for the job.

You apply for 20 jobs on Indeed. One employer e-mails you saying that 'unfortunately, you do not have the qualifications we are looking for'. You check the job again and see you applied to be a menial labourer.

You apply for 20 jobs on Indeed. Half of them require a car. No one stops to ask how you're supposed to afford one with no job.

You apply for 20 jobs on Indeed. One employer offers a job. The commute makes you want to die in your sleep.

You call the HR manager for the workplace in hopes of arranging an interview more directly. They don't even have an answering machine.

Employers complain that no one wants to work anymore.