#maybe he’s high too idk

[birdpictureonwall]

my contribution

#letpapyrussayfuck #free him #cool guy shirts #maybe he’s high too idk #yea i’m a day late #made this on my phone #swearing #undertale #papyrus

[twinstxrs]

idk if this is accurate but i’ve felt like in previous seasons riz & gorgug have been one of the inter-bad kids dynamics we’ve seen the least of & this season has been so great in that aspect. gorgug having helped make some of riz’s magic gear. riz helping gorgug with his studies. the shared birthday party. gorgug’s gift to riz being something he himself made to protect riz. riz’s gift to gorgug being something he illegally grabbed to protect gorgug. gorgug who utilizes rage to put his body on the line for his friends & riz who will take deep levels of mental stress for his friends. even though it was within the context of a joke, riz calling gorgug an “absolute sweetie.” like yea they might not be in a band together or both part of a presidential campaign team or owlbears teammates, but they’d go to war for each other, because they’re best friends.

#riz gukgak #gorgug thistlespring #fantasy high #dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #these kids are all so self-sacrificing but i do think riz gorgug are the most clear (& juxtaposed) self-sacrificers #riz will mentally tear himself to pieces and get lost in cases and take on ungodly levels of stress for those he loves #gorgug will use himself as a human shield. he will take hit after hit if it means his friends are okay. #and they’d both do the other thing too. riz would let himself get hit for gorgug. gorgug would pull all nighters & take stress for riz. #even if mechanically they can’t or it wouldn’t make sense. they would if they could. #also #the starstruck barry mechanic of being a guard is so gorgug. it’s soooo gorgug like that’s literally him #anyways love this tall green guy & this short green guy so much #especially because gorgug is tall & considered intimidating but protective in a deeply kind way #while riz is short & underestimated but protective in a deeply vicious way (affectionate) #i hope this makes sense but i think riz is primarily ‘i would kill for you’ & gorgug is primarily ‘i would die for you’ maybe #this does not mean gorgug would not kill for riz or riz would not die for gorgug. they both would. #but those are the primary ways their love manifests due to the nature of their strengths/personalities. To Me #idk this is all just me saying stuff when i should be sleeping 😭 #sorry if i missed a riz gorgug moment in the main post btw i’m tired

[sea-buns]

Riz technically hasn't even finished his downtime but I mean. You know he's not rolling relaxation. Even if he tried for the hell of it, that DC would be insane. And even if he hit a nat20, I don't know if if would make sense for him to be able to relax? I can see the scenario where maybe he drops one token, but he's doing so much atm that I think narratively it makes more sense that he'd be keyed up until it's all over. I would like for him to try. I think if Riz gets taken over by rage we are deadass fucked. It would be bad if Kristen or Fig were corrupted. But among the boys who are actively at risk right now, all three could do some serious damage to the party, but Riz has been their guiding compass. And if he's compromised it's gonna be rough for the group to reorient themselves without him.

#maybe the only person i want to keep their rage tokens is gorgug lmao #its always fun when the barbarian goes apeshit. but idk if Mindless Rage would interfere with that stuff too #with riz its like. hes holding this entire party on his shoulders and he hasnt slept for 3 seasons and i want him to rest #although watching murph play riz as being constantly at the end of his rope is really fun #good to know that whether riz gets better or worse there will be something to look forward to lol #dimension 20 #d20 #fantasy high junior year #fhjy spoilers #fhjy #riz gukgak #the bad kids

[designernishiki]

ladies and gentlemen. we got em

#this is so fucking FUNNY dude banxbsnanxb #STRAIGHT PEOPLE ON REDDIT ARE SO MAD AND IM JUST SITTING HERE. GRINNING. PLEASED #that’s 700x more in character than the alternative and I’m just praying this is true/legit (cause I couldn’t find the exact interview this #is from- but I didn’t see anyone saying it was fake on Twitter/Reddit so idk) #to be fair I could only scroll through comments on reddit for like a minute before it started giving me brain damage so #but yeah bdbxsbscshxjdj YOKOYAMA. MAYBE IVE BEEN GIVING YOU TOO LITTLE CREDIT. #I absolutely love seeing all these basic ass straight folks getting so pissy about him not settling down with a nuclear biological family #and a wife and all that and dying at the ripe old age of his fucking mid-50s #like no shit???? what games have you been playing bro the whole fucking Point of his idea of family is unconventional #he’s literally a fucking orphan who didn’t grow up with any biological family are you fucking fr #dgagdhdhd ANYWAY yeah I’m seriously hoping to high heaven that this is legit #rambling #kiryu #yakuza #rgg #rgg8

[honeybard]

the fact that Grix is possibly about to be destroyed and presumably Jace Stardiamond is gonna take over Aguefort Academy makes me very suspicious of him, especially considering I don't think they ever addressed why he was seen talking to Kalina and Arianwen by Ragh (who was blackmailed into never telling anyone about it!)

Doreen said "don't trust the faculty"... maybe that's not something that should have been dismissed so quickly after they found Kalvaxis out

#maybe i'm just looking too deep but also there's brennan's willingness to have the cleric teacher talk to jace instead of grix 🤔 #there was no roll for it... jace was just handed the information that theyre snooping around and looking into lucy's death #idk #he's just always been in a position where he could plausibly be helping the villains and IH never question it... i kinda want it to be true #dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #fhjy spoilers #fantasy high #d20 #jace stardiamond #[me in front of my conspiracy board] he's a SORCERY teacher and sorcery is innate so he Doesn't Really Teach and so has the spare time to-

[serpenteve]

do you guys ever think about how aleksander's whole life derailed after he met alina??? ☠️ like i know we always talk about how sad and tragic it is, but it's also just so fucking hilarious?? like local dark lord was just living his life as a normal military general and then he meets alina and has a fucking mental breakdown

#idk man im high so maybe no one else will find this funny lmao #its like he was so normal before??? #*fresh prince theme song play* #now this is a story about how my life got turned upside down #by one grumpy lightbulb #darklina #the darkling #alina starkov #shadow and bone #his cottagecore world domination with wife dream was just too powerful

[hamable]

Idk about anyone else but I had this growing fear during the Secret Sylvan gift exchange that Gorgug had pulled his own name and didn’t tell anyone.

It didn’t end up that way but man, would it have been funny

#the build up was there too bc Adaine and Fabian started off pulling each other #and then i don’t remember the order but it was like fig to Kristen and Kristen to Riz or something #and it got to Riz and I was like oh my god if he says gif then that means Gorgug got himself #how funny would that be tho. and like. it would be Gorgug wouldn’t it. #idk maybe junior year Gorgug would’ve spoken up but freshman year Gorgug would’ve been like no no it’s fine o uh got.. myself a present? #fantasy high #dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #fhjy

[flintstill]

I thought DT did a pretty good job hosting the BAFTAs. There were a couple times the writing wasn't the best but that's not on him, and either way, it's his first time hosting, much less hosting a major awards show.

I will admit though that I was always watching with that on eggshells-type of anxiety for him—because of the crowd. I am way too sensitive to the vibes of people and a room (it's kind of nice to have the ability? but also the cause of much suffering for me). The audience just did not seem to respond to him during the opening. Though there were some points they did respond quite well to (like his introducing Andrew Scott and Paul Mescal), idk they just seemed kind of resistant to him.

Is it because he mostly works in British television and theatre, and the American actors aren't really familiar with him and have no idea about Staged to connect to the intro? Or was it because he mostly works in British television and these award-nominated film actors are snobs? idk but I didn't like it

idk just wanted to get that off my chest onto my own blog bc it was bugging me quite a bit. Definitely not trying to start any type of discourse if you disagree.

#but did anyone get the same sense? #idk maybe i'm too sensitive and reading too much into things #(probability of that is always high w/me) #i hope the press are better than the crowd #not that he can even read press about himself according to him #you did great sweetie #i'm sorry the other people sucked #David Tennant #BAFTA 2024 #BAFTAs

[hanzajesthanza]

people (the rest of the hanza. not including geralt) often forget that cahir was 1. the guy that kidnapped ciri 2. an officer in the military

he’s literally so polite in geralt’s company you wouldn’t even guess he was the black knight. and yet. and yet.

i’m never certain exactly how to reconcile this tactful and strategic mind with the terrified young man

#geralt never forgot but everyone else (maybe also except dandelion) was like ?? but ?? friend ?? friendship???? #i imagine him barking an order to dandelion once and dandelion straightened up and obeyed #opposite of when cahir was looking over dandelions shoulder lol #maybe joke but #in my idea where angouleme goes missing . geralt is like. what do you think we should do #cahir’s like why me. geralt’s like. well. she’s ciri-shaped #milva enacting clemency for cahir after geralt chases regis away is fantastic #regis saved you from the noose and you’ve chased him away. thats your business. but but cahir saved me. so we’re comrades >:( #geralt seething he’s going to kill him and then like nooo i can’t kill him idk why … #when cahir joined the rivian forces 😭😭 because he in no way resembled a civilian #each of the company members have insane backstories they really are the PCs of the d&d campaign #and angouleme is the one npc they pick up and adopt into the company and defend to the end #so we’re looking for this guy’s daughter he’s bound to her by destiny #this guy kidnapped said daughter but he said sorry for it later #milva worked with dryads to kill people and regis is a vampire that drank people #and this guy is famous like beyoncé #angouleme: [sniffs] ��kay #the elbow-high diaries #i need her to keep regis humble bc regis is like dont worry i dont bite people 🥹 and shes like yeah ok dont care either way #geralt is like oh hell do not explain to her all of this again. we spent too much time on this already last book #you know you are the reason we have three stars on goodreads #regis like i know… 🙂 if i wasn’t here you’d snag us zero…

[strawberryscare]

something that just occurred to me amidst the whole “i’m surrounded by women with dogs’ names” coming from a girl who dated a werewolf named tracker: was tracker’s name ALWAYS tracker?? upon meeting kristen she says that the reason why she follows galicaea was because “something really terrible happened” to her that caused her parents to kick her out (i always assumed this to be the werewolf bite that caused her to turn). which means she was born human. does this mean she chose a new name upon accepting lycanthropy, or was she just a human named tracker for like fifteen years???

#technically this could apply to jawbone too? tho i don’t know if he was born a werewolf? #maybe werewolves in spyre choose a new name or smth idk #funny as fuck to think of just like. a human dude named jawbone and a human girl named tracker #tracker o'shaughnessey #fantasy high #dimension 20 #d20

[squishosaur]

hey man. i'm just saying. why would we put inexperienced teenagers with over-inflated egos and obvious emotional issues into combat classes and make them claw their way to the top of their dorms and expect things to just run smoothly. who actually thought this

#the reason rsa doesn't have overblots is because they understand the joy and whimsy of life and friendship btw #LIKE. why is there no school counselor?? do you know how much time & resources & effort & TRAUMA we could have saved the students & #school from if ANYONE had reached out to riddle and was like 'hey are you alright i heard xyz and i wanted to let you know...' ESPECIALLY #since TREY LITERALLY TELLS US 'oh well here's the lowdown on her trauma this is Probably what is causing this' #or if someone sat down to tell leona 'hey! i'm rooting for you in ur magift(?) game! you're my fav player!!' AND LET HIM FEEL NOTICED #or if someone approached azul as an Equal to try to stop his plans. as a friend even. BEYOND A BUSINESS TRANSACTION #or if ANYBODY BUT ESPECIALLY KALIM was like 'jamil i think you should follow your passions and do something you enjoy today!!' or AT LEAST #let him know he was appreciated as a person NOT JUST FOR HIS WORK #'i know you're doing a lot today but i just wanted to thank you for how much Effort you put into this and..' etc etc etc #ERM.. IF ANYONE TREATED VIL LIKE A HUMAN BEING AND NOT A CELEBRITY??? or even 'hey i loved you in this film i was wondering if we could #do a play together or something..!!' AND LET HER TRY A TYPE OF CHARACTER SHE NEVER GOT THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE. and sing her praises. #if anyone reached out to idia beyond a 'hey the teacher said to come to class'/'get out of your bed and come to our housewarden meeting' #or even. IF ORTHO HIMSELF was like. 'you know it's not your fault... you didn't cause all of this. not really' OR SOMETHING #or if malleus ever got to experience a small firsthand loss AND WAS COMFORTED THROUGH IT. not just quick fix via magic. not replacing. just #GRIEVING SOMETHING??????? and wasn't feared by literally everyone #um. maybe the real twisted part is that all of this tragedy was easily preventable if we had a support system in place. #but idk. twst is a highschool. there's no support in real high school either. i'd probably overblot too if i could ajdjrjfinfdndjd #twst #chatter #LONG RAMBLE SORRY #yes overblots are essential to the plot. but also. do you know how frustrating it is watching the blot build up and sitting in silence. #I'M SORRY IK IF SOMETHING LIKE THIS WAS HAPPENING TO A GUY I JUST MET I WOULD PROBABLY NOT NOTICE.. but of it was my Friend or Housewarden.. #I'D ASK BRO.... I'D ASK ... UGHHHHHUUUHHHH #not that anyone would notice if *I* was about to lose it tbh #speaks volumes about our society o think #OKAY NOW I'M DONE FOR REAL

[dazais-guardian-angel]

I'm finding it difficult to reconcile the fact that what I've always wanted and envisioned for Nikolai and his relationship with Fyodor based on fanworks and the very very little canon information we've had to go off of so far, will very likely be very different from what we actually get.

While I understand the appeal of Fyodor taking over Nikolai's body via his blood ability, and the inherent, romantic, ironic tragedy of that — for Nikolai, the person who yearned for freedom, to meet an end by having his soul eternally trapped in the body of the person he loved the most, while Fyodor lives on in his body, never truly knowing how much he was adored by him — I would just hate the idea of that happening now? It just feels far, far too soon for Nikolai to be dead, for his character to no longer have a role or a purpose; his mind and behavior is so utterly fascinating in all its bizarre contradictions, there's so much more to explore and discover with him, he's one of BSD's most complex characters, or at least he's set up to be, and I really hope Asagiri wouldn't throw him away this soon without doing anything more with him.

I never really thought that Nikolai would be the one to end Fyodor for good, way down the line (that can only ever be Dazai's job, to me, since he's his foil), but I always imagined he'd at least have some kind of role in attempting to kill him, since that's his ultimate wish. I imagined that it would be ugly, frenzied, unhinged, desperate, Nikolai finally being forced to acknowledge the horrible truth that's always been buried within his subconscious but he's never wanted to accept: that going against all human reason and killing someone he cares so deeply for will not, in fact, simply make those feelings go away, and will instead make them unable to ignore in his despair. The realization that he'll always be chained to human emotions, to love, no matter how much he thinks he can be free of them. And then, the ensuing breakdown from that. Yes, it's extremely fanficky lmao, but that kind of drama makes sense to me for him and them. It's interesting.

There was also the angst angle of Fyodor being immortal, and Nikolai's agenda perhaps stemming from wanting to save him from that, and being able to finally free him from it in the same way he himself wants to be freed. Killing being the ultimate expression of love, not too dissimilar to Mushitarou killing Yokomizo, both putting on an act of being hateful/vengeful/hostile towards the other in order to cope with the fact that deep down they can't bear the thought of them being gone.

But then we got Fyodor's "death" here, and Nikolai's reaction to it was so unbelievably underwhelming and calm that it made me question everything I thought I knew about Asagiri's writing skills him, and what the story is going for with him. And combined with this revelation now that Fyodor is (unsurprisingly!) immortal, but specifically in the way that he can be killed but supposedly resurrects endlessly (which I really like in of itself, don't get me wrong)... it makes me question what exactly Nikolai knows, or will know, and it somewhat destroys the potential angst we could get with them in the end, or at least drastically changes it.

If Nikolai already knows Fyodor can't be killed, that means we'll never get a moment where he tries to kill him and then has to face the fact that he did the deed and it didn't make him feel freed, and he instantly regrets it. It also means we'd never get a moment where he tries to kill him and then discovers he can't truly die, and the ensuing insanity that would occur from that. It also makes me even question the legitimacy of his reaction to Fyodor's "death" here... was it so damn apathetic and lukewarm because he already knows it wasn't permanent? I mean, I'd like an explanation for it feeling so ooc, it would make me feel better about that, but I can't deny that it would be disappointing to have yet another part of this arc that was just an act and not genuine feelings....

Now, that isn't to say that it's impossible to do anything interesting with Nikolai already knowing the truth. He could be wishing to try to attain free will through the illogical pursuit of an impossible task: in this case, killing Fyodor. There's a beautiful, tragic paradox in him wishing to attempt something to gain his freedom that he and we know is impossible, especially if subconsciously he takes solace in the fact that he'd be able to kill Fyodor without actually losing him for good. If Nikolai doesn't already know, assuming he's not dead he's likely going to find out the truth soon when he next sees Fyodor alive and kicking — I can't imagine a way he wouldn't find out. In that case, we wouldn't get the aforementioned scenario where he tries to kill him and discovers it's futile, which is the most juicy to me I won't lie, but I am still fascinated by the idea of how Nikolai will respond just seeing him suddenly alive again and having to process this after having just mourned him. It's interesting to imagine how he might respond to and treat Fyodor after at last knowing how it truly felt to lose him, and realizing how much he didn't want that, and then suddenly having him back. It might cause him to finally understand that his desire for freedom is unobtainable, and cause him to spiral, and fundamentally change their relationship going forward. An eventual tragic end for him such as Fyodor taking over his body would not feel out of place to me in that case, perhaps, but still not until we've had more time to see Nikolai reflect and see his possible change in perspectives.

I don't know, I'm just rambling at this point lmao. I know very well that so much of my expectations and desires for Nikolai and Fyolai are built up from fan content over the years just because there's been nothing else to work with, and that it's unfair to judge what Asagiri decides to do with him/them based on preconceived notions. Whatever he does could still be interesting in the end, even if it's not what I initially wanted or expected, and being open to being surprised is always a good thing. At the end of the day we still know barely anything about Nikolai, so it's not completely fair for me to judge something as ooc for a character we still know so little about.

But... it's because we know so little about him and have gotten so little of him, that at the very least, I'm gonna be really upset if he does die here from being possessed by Fyodor like people are worrying about. I really don't think he will, because I'm pretty confident the helicopter pilot is the one Fyodor swapped with/resurrected in the body of as per soup's theory, and again I'm not saying it wouldn't be fitting eventually... but I really don't want it to happen now. :/ I just think Nikolai still has so much potential as a character and so much more we need to see of him before his likely inevitable and tragic demise (however it happens), so whatever Asagiri decides to do with him I just really, really hope we don't lose him so prematurely; it would honestly be such a tremendous waste imo.

#bungou stray dogs #bsd 114 #is this meta? i don't know #more like just incoherent rambling lmao #i just don't want Nikolai to die man....... I really don't #i get that people are hyped up on the juicy tragedy of it all but plssssssss it's too soon for him to go #we need so much more of the enigmatic clown...... he's too interesting to lose just yet!!! #i'm sad at probably losing the outcomes i always hoped for him and fyolai but right now i just want More Of Him #he can't die so soon when he's barely even had pagetime #it COULD be fascinating to see Fyodor's reaction to taking over his body but....... i don't think he'd /have/ any right now #they need more time together before one of them dies #i always thought/hoped Fyodor would die first and Nikolai would be left alone to angst lmao but ugh........ #now it's really feeling like it'll be the opposite #which again doesn't HAVE to be a bad thing depending on how Asagiri executes it........ I just think this is way too soon for it to happen #i'm gonna be so mad if Nikolai just dies offscreen without us ever hearing from him again because Fyodor possessed his body #poetically cruel and tragic? yes. but also so anticlimactic at this moment in time #never getting to hear from him again......... #ugh i blame all the Fyolai fan creators; they've raised the bar too high 😭😭😭 #idk maybe i'm just talking out of my ass though. i probably am. i just feel conflicted about all this and need to see where it goes

[stbot]

#kit tanthalos #ruby cruz #willow #willow 2022 #willow spoilers #even though this shot gives absolutely nothing about anythign away lol #better safe than sorry #my kiddo!!!!! #i loved this whole sequence #like boorman and allagash fighting over the cuirass and how all of that and everything else sort of fell into the background #as kit - transfixed almost in a trance- moves towards the tomb #probably trying not to hope too hard that she'd find her father still alive #dreading the fact she might find him otherwise #like bracing herself for the possibility of walking in there and finding his corpse. his bones. #or worse #finding nothing. no sign of him at all #trying not to get her hopes too high lest he leaves her all over again #or maybe the gate was already calling to her. tempting her in #idk but this was just a really great and very subtle moment #loved how they did so much with seemingly so little #end rambling #i think i need a gif tag

[emotinalsupportturtle]

you've heard of the Cary Grant and Katherine Hepburn as Benedick and Beatrice hc (or you should have)

Now, let me present to you David Tennant and Catherine Tate in the Philadelphia Story

#really dont like remakes and this was remade once #i dont really care if they do it as a play even #maybe they can work in songs from high society too that way dt will get to sing' #my take but dt will be perfect in any carry grant role #he would up the homosexuality by 90% but hey it’s time #also idk but for me the most attractive thing about Cary grant was his wit and like his line delivery (if that makes sense) #also he looks good in suits #so David would be perfect #Also dt and ct together in any screwball comedy would be perfect #They’ve already like perfected the chemistry and the comedic double act #They would kill it fr #screwball comedy #old hollywood #cary grant #katherine hepburn #the philadelphia story #david tennant #catherine tate #much ado about nothing #beatrice x benedick #shakespeare plays

[hazelcephalopod]

Ok. Wait … we go from “Fabian very much is a silly little rich boy nepobaby, sees ‘maid’ as part of Cathilda’s identity.” And we slowly unpack that culminating when Cathilda “the Black” Ceíli sees Fabian after fighting Cap John and she’s just ready to murder John herself. When she tells him about her children who died. When she makes it very clear she loves him so deeply and...

She loves him and taking care of people and doting on them. At this point I’m pretty sure she ~50% raised Fabian considering how wild his parents are. That’s why she loves him even despite his confident ignorance and bs… which is just… I’m emotional now.

#I think she’s my favorite actually #dimension 20 #fantasy high sophomore year #and like. he loves her too. even if he’s very weird and classicist #one day he’s gonna realize that he has three parents too and maybe that’s why he can’t understand how she’s more than a maid idk #i have the seed of an idea that I haven’t fully explored that in his mind somehow maid is like ‘third parent role’

[twinkdemise]

#iasip #mac macdonald #s3e11 dennis looks like a registered sex offender #just rewatched this episode. god it's so good definitely in my top 10 overall in the show #the dinner scene my forever beloved i hold you close to my heart. it's so insanely satisfying from a writing perspective. #the way it all ties together and even though it's a scene about a dinner being fucking ruined and its got these #relatively high emotional stakes its so so. neatly written that it ends up feeling cathartic? in a way #idk what im saying man that scene's just really good #something about mac and charlie's scheme and motivations clashing with their parents' (and franks) #and them being kind of forced to reckon with the fact that their parents are real people with their owns wants and needs #(especially mac charlie ends up using this to his advantage and kind of betraying mac ig) #also a scene that emotional ending with a shot of charlie going Ohh and the seed has been planted is wild. #also mac being so worried about the fact that the vibe might be off... DO YOU WANT FLAT AMBIANCE??? #he just wants things to be normal!! he just wants a normal nice dinner party and normal parents who are together and happy and love eo!! #also there's a motif that shows up repeatedly of him wanting to seem like a good dinner host lol just kind of noticed that idk #maybe reading into this too much but god the theme of him so often being in denial of reality in order to #live up to certain societal standards and achieve normalness. #this is kind of the first (and imo one of the best) episodes with a plot line about mac's relationships with his parents #and their family dynamic in general which i find so so fascinating. #also i think this is the only time (except for the christmas video) where we see mac's parents together. #on a lighter note ig the dinner scene has so many other great quotes... charlies so funny in it #the man doesnt blink mom the man doesnt blink!! #the charmac in this episode was so excellent in general. the car scene where they freak out and become convinced luthers going to kill them. #YOU DONT DO THAT! YOU DONT EAT SOMEONE BECAUSE THEY DONT HAVE HEROIN IN THEIR ASS!! #i do rmbr watching this ep with my dad and him going Well that one was just kind of sad. #which.... i mean yeah. real. #thats it im done i think #also i ended up having to type all this in my notes bc tumblr tagging is so painful #what if i said smth and then went Hey i want to say that a bit differently? oh? youre just straight up not gonna let me do that. oh okay. #fuck you