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defnotmadie · 8 months
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the one thing i want to be able to do as a writer is make people come back to something ive written. i want that piece of text to haunt them, i want their thoughts to be briefly consumed by this. i want this to be something they remember long after its time. thats the one thing i want to do
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I'm probably insane, and also sleep deprived, but do we have an explanation for why Crowley changes so much through history that I somehow haven't picked up on? Or is it something along the lines of he's compensating because when he Fell things about him were permanently changed without his permission so now he changes himself because he never wants anything to be taken from him ever again and so him changing his hair and his clothes is his own little form of "this is me changing of my own free will and you cannot take that from me" rebellion
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purrvaire · 2 days
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black sails + tumblr text posts I have on my phone
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cashmere-caveman · 1 year
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since the debate about whether or not silver lied about flint in the finale is making the rounds again i thought abt it again and my conclusion is not necessarily that silver lied and killed him, but that silver lied about Something.
i am not sure about which part, it could be anything from flint being dead to flint being in savannah but thomas being dead to flint getting shipped to london idk idk! somewhere in the story he is telling is a lie and even if it only was that he would wait a day, a month, a year
because i think the thing is that when he sold the war for madi THAT was true. that was his grand gesture of truth. but i dont even think it was about her, i think that choice was about him admitting to himself that if he let this war happen this would turn Too Big, Too Visible and too final for him to weasel out of in case he ever needed to. no more place to run for someone who is a nobody from nowhere u know? he needed to get the fuck OUT of there
and for the record i don't think that made his love for madi any less true i think he really thought he loved her but i think he never understood her the way flint did and this was just the breaking point where he was unable to fill the space flint and madi made for him anymore and snapped back into his old self-preservational habits bc he was under a lot of stress and pressure except This Time, unlike before, his actions affected others as well and he cared about it
and as much as silver is obv the most repressed guy alive i think he is v much self aware, at least insofar as that awareness extends to others' perception of him. so i think he Knew this truth would be unforgivable and i am sure he also knew how madi would react, bc he knows her principles, even if he cannot necessarily rationalize or understand them himself, so he knew he would lose her for this (flint voice you're too smart not to know this) but :) he loves her! and he is loved by her! and from what we know of him this seems to be something incredibly rare and unprecedented for him he is literally starved for care and affection bc he is Mr Detached Solo Nobody Fakename plus lbr he is pathetic ♡ so obviously he would try to hold onto that love despite the betrayal! but how?
and that is where i think the lie comes in: imo he had a lie Somewhere In All Of This to soften the truths impact bc he knew what would happen and even if he saw no other way around it he wished there was another way around it (there was. just not to him not like this) so he lied to make it less terrible bc what can a lying liar who lies do when he knows the truth is the worst thing to say?
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daenerys-targaryen · 1 year
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QUESTION! do you guys refer to people on your dash in your head as their url or as their name?
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atokirina-writings · 1 year
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jake this, jake that. WHAT ABOUT TSU’TEY??!?
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strawberrycartt · 3 months
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Heya! Hope you'll have fun with the ask game 💚
Anyway I have three questions about Madi!
General Info 01 What is their opinion on the other species? Would they rather be a different one?
Relationships and Personality 17 What is a side of themself they don't want other to see? When does that side reveal itself?
Concept and Design 08 Anything you heavily associate with them? A color, a word, a picture, or something else?
Let your answers be as long and rambling as your heart desires >:)
Have a lovely day/night^^
Thank you for coming up with all the interesting questions! I'm not really a writer even though I think it's fun but since it's hard to show everything with drawings only this is a nice chance to drop some MC info haha
Hope you have a great day/night too 🫶
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Opinions on the other species:
I'd say Madi admires the other species while being content with being a human. She used to believe in angels even before she came to RAD (demons not so much) but seeing how similar they are to humans was definitely a shock at first. Having a demon form with wings or a tail seems particularly cool and getting the chance to experience more due to much longer lifespans is neat in concept as well.
But at the same time being human isn't quite so bad. At the beginning she was a bit stressed about being one of the only two human representatives in the Devildom because she wanted to leave a good impression but that faded with time. Isn't it cool to be part of a realm that stands between 'heaven' and 'hell'? To get both the brightness of day AND the darkness of night? Not inherently good OR bad but always striving for the more? The chance to fill the limited time with meaning? The moment in the reaper's cave during which her 'human' life essence seemed to be the only one powerful enough to stop Beel's candle from melting down too quickly made her especially proud and content.
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Side she likes to keep hidden:
Similar to Levi the social anxiety and self loathing is a problem sometimes. Tries to keep it under wraps but when the emotions become too much the tears fall. Seeks out Mammon as her emotional support demon (works everytime!).
Something I associate with her:
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Need I say more? (Thx for the meme Ellen <3)
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garykingz · 2 months
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Woof x 4(vroom vroom) @multiseb21 @piastrieds @xiel333
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weretheones · 1 year
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finished my last exam of uni today 🥲 bittersweet moment. I sat under the cherry blossoms and ate my go-to "meal" in first year afterward to celebrate.
one more paper & then im done undergrad. im gonna sleep so much... and when im done sleeping, write so much fanfic LOL
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defnotmadie · 6 months
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not to jinx it but for the first time since september 2nd i have written more than a thousand words in one day
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I see your “Crowley’s favorite place is Aziraphale’s bookshop? Not after season two it isn’t lol” and raise you this:
Crowley still loving the bookshop and everything it represented despite Aziraphale, as far as Crowley can see, (“You can’t leave this bookshop.” “Oh Crowley…nothing lasts forever.”) turning his back on it (and Crowley) and leaving them behind.
Crowley still loving the bookshop in spite of (and because of) the memories clinging to every single spot in the entire building.
Crowley still loving the bookshop because, even though Aziraphale left, there’s still lingering remnants of his Love on every surface. And Crowley can’t bear to give that up, not when it’s the only thing left of his angel.
It’s like Lesi (the Bentley) being an extension of Crowley, and Crowley loving Aziraphale with everything he’s capable of, enough so that the love bleeds over into the car. Aziraphale and his bookshop are so interlinked that the bookshop loves Crowley just as fiercely and unendingly as Aziraphale does. And so, even with Aziraphale gone, the bookshop won’t let him forget it.
And that’s so, so devastating. A constant reminder of just how much Crowley has lost.
But it’s all he has left. And he can’t walk away from it.
So for better or for worse, the bookshop is still Crowley’s favorite place. No matter how heart wrenchingly painful it is.
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sakikonishis · 1 year
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sooo that new yiik stream
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corntort · 8 months
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aforementioned screenshot its making me giggle so much
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daenerys-targaryen · 9 months
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madie is so dearly loved in this fandom at least on tumblr and it makes me so <3333
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thelasttime · 6 months
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spotify was like "ok i believe in relationship equity so one of you gets to meet taylor swift in 2018 and one of you gets the fans first email :D"
PLEASE 😭😭
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atokirina-writings · 1 year
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sully family x daughter!reader coming tomorrow BLESS TF UP!!! (its a long one) lmk if you wanna be tagged 🙏🙏
@eywas-heir gave me the idea, ty bae 🤞🏾
update: here it is
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