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artisticestheticreads · 5 years

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WARNING THE CHAPTER CONTAINS GRAPHIC VIOLENCE

It was Thursday morning, ten am actually, and we rehearsing for tomorrow night’s performance for Santino’s with Gabi, Demi and Jazz. I wore red leggings, a black Michael Jackson’s Thriller band tee with a pair of red and white nikes to relax my feet after practicing in heels all week. Amir was hanging on the wall on his phone, messaging with FLO Records about the details about AC Records. We were practicing “Jungle” when Charlie came in. She had on a short black skater dress, a pair of high tops Vans with her curls tucked behind her ears under a black beanie. Amir looked her way and began to talk.

“Hey, Charlie. What’s up?”

“Hello, Mr. Carter. I am here because I know that Ms. Mitchellson needed help to find some attire for tomorrow and Saturday’s night performance.”

I walked over. “Yeah, I actually was. Cassidy said you knew how to handle it.”

“That’s why I’m here”, she said with a wink and scrolling through her iPad. “So, tonight’s look we are going for is all about being a boss. We want people to take you as a serious artist as you are now. Hardworking, dedicated and ambitious. So, I put the most perfect look together for such a great artist. I also decided to get a look for Mr. Carter as well.” Amir looked confused and asked “why me? I’m not performing, Charlie?” Charlie smiled “yes, but according to my thorough research, in only a month you’ll will be managing your own successful record company. Not only that, but you are also one of the best new music producers to artists like Synclaire Kyle of Bronx, NY. She is a huge success because of you.” I nudged his arm and he smiled at me. He said, with his arms around me, “so what did you have in mind then, Charlie.” She scrolled through and showed us.

“Ms. Mitchellson, you will be in this super sleek business woman short bodysuit with classic plaid stripes, a leather five heel pump and a necklace set, five layered with a gold hoop and gold rings. Bonnie is still situating your make up and hair look.” I looked over the outfit and it was actually really cute. “Looks like something I would wear all the time. It’s really good, Charlie.” She smiled and thanked me.

“And Mr. Carter, you will be in matching suit with Veronica here. Exact print, dark red tie with matching handkerchief, plaid vest, white dress short, gold cuff links and watch, gold studs, and a black leather dress shoe. Since, it look like you already got a hair cut, you look good for this weekend.” Amir cover his mouth with his fist and said “damn, that’s a bad suit, Charlie. Good job.”

“Thank you. That’s what I get paid for. Now, Gabi, Demi and Jazz will all be in black mid length dresses, hair up in a ponytail and black heels. I will be coming by with your attire, Mr. Carter and Ms. Mitchellson around five o’clock and I will be with Bonnie as well. Be showered and ready by then. See you guys later.” With that she left.

AMIR

After rehearsal, my baby and I decided to go ahead and hit up Checker’s. After we ate, we sat in my truck watching the rain drop down the window shield. “So, I talked to Monte at FLO. Looks like they throwing a huge party down here for my 28th next month and for AC Records. My artist, Synclaire will be performing down here.” She said “I love Synclaire. She is really talented. My favorite track is ‘1991′. When I heard that beat the first time, I was like ‘daaaamn’. Amari was playing it her car when I first heard about her. Doesn’t Synclaire have like a few nicknames or something like that?” I nodded “yeah, when she first came to the label, she was originally ‘Syn City’ which was the name on her first album but she is basically known as the ‘Bronx Baby Girl’.” V smiled and said “oh, yeah. Didn’t she get signed when she was like 18.?” I nodded.

“We found her at an underground club in New Jersey called ‘Njay’s’. I actually got her on and did her beats since then.”

“Oh shit. So you did the one for ‘1991′ then?”

“Sure did, first beat I did forher .”

V looked at me amazed and said “so, the event...is it casual or formal.?” I looked at her then up and down her frame. “Who said YOU was getting an invite.?” I crossed my arms and she looked at me like:

“Excuse me?” I chuckled and move my arm rest out the way to grab her in my arms. “I messing with you, V. Honestly, everyone might be all dressed up but don’t worry. I know ya girl, Charlie gonna have us covered. But honestly, you can go naked and still look good.” She laughed with her back on my chest. “Really? You want other guys to see me naked?” I thought about it and with a straight face said “yeah. Never mind. I don’t wanna kill no nigga on my special night.” We both laughed and chilled some more watching the rain get lighter. My arms were around her and head on my chest. She rubbed the outside of my hand and got more comfortable. I can possible stay like that for so long and not give a damn.

We got back to our place to shower together and ready for Charlie and Bonnie to come; sure enough they pulled up as soon as we got out. V went out in a huge shirt and opened the door. I can hear their voices from our bedroom. “Hey, girls. Did you get here okay in the rain?” Bonnie said “yes, geez it is pouring so hard. But we made it alright.?” I heard heels clicking and the voices went to the island of the kitchen. “So, I have your stuff here and Bonnie will get started on your hair”, Charlie said.

“Okay, I washed my hair and everything to make it easy for you, Bonnie.”

“Thank you so much. Do you know how hard and consuming it is to do one’s hair when it is not prepared? Hours on in. But that’s just the life I have.”

I threw on a wife beater and my grey sweats to walked and chill with them for awhile. “Hey, y’all.” Charlie said “hello, Mr. Carter. Here is your outfit for the night. Everything you need is there.”

“Coo, when should I get ready?”

“Whenever is fine but probably safe to wait until Ms. Mitchellson’s make up is done.”

VERONICA

I sat in the chair at the island, waiting for Bonnie. She wrapped a cape around my neck as The Weeknd played in the background, running her hands in my hair. “Okay, Veronica. You have beautiful hair. Long, thick and full. Have you ever put heat in your hair.?”

“Hm, not since prom.”

She nodded and said “that’s fine. For tonight’s look, you will be rockin’ bone straight hair with a middle part. You also need a trim, about two inches. We want you hair to keep growing. For your make up, we are gonna do a dark eye and a bold red lip. Lets get started.” She started to sections my hair and ran the iron slowly through about 3-4 times on each row. Amir sat at the dining room table on his Mac Book and watched with a smile every once in a while. Charlie started to paint my nails a super dark black and placing my rings on after they dried.The heat of the flat iron kissed the nape of my neck. A hour and thirty minutes later, she began to trim the ends and I watched as the pieces fell to the ground. Bonnie stood in front to perfect my part.

“Girl, you got the magic touch”, Charlie said as she smiled with her hands in the mom jeans she wore. “Thank you” Bonnie said as she started to run a comb through my hair and spray a little hair spritz on. When she stood to the side, I had a clear view of Amir. He stood with his Mac Book under his arm closed and a look that I saw a look that I loved on his face; shock. “Whoa, Bonnie you did a- uh- a great job”, he said has he slowly walked to stand in front of me. I looked at him as he reached his hand under my chin. “You look good, baby.” He grabbed kissed the side of my temple and caressed my chin. He stood up straight and grabbed his bag. “If you ladies need me, I’ll be gettin’ ready.” He winked at me and went to the back. Bonnie and Charlie both looked at me, giving big smiles. “They don’t make men like that no more”, Bonnie said and we all nodded in agreement. “Let’s get this face beat.”

AN HOUR LATER..

AMIR

I was dressed in every thing but my coat and bored outta my mind so I decided to go to the studio and play around until they was ready. I sat at the piano and began playing the familiar sound that was close to my heart. I closed my eyes as I felt every key hit my fingertips. I started to think about Veronica, just starting to say stuff to myself. “It's the sunrise. And those brown eyes yes. You're the one that I desire. When we wake up. And then we make love. It makes me feel so nice.” I smiled the kept going as I felt the flow of it. “You're my water when I'm stuck in the desert. You're the Tylenol I take when my head hurts. You're the sunshine on my life.” I opened my eyes while I continued and looked to the left to see Bonnie. “That’s beautiful, Amir.”

I stood and straightened out my clothes. “Thank you, Bonnie. Is she ready?” She nodded and I followed behind to see Veronica. She looked amazin’. Her outfit fit her well, legs looked good enough to eat and her face was incredible but honestly I liked how she looked always. Charlie was finishing it up and talking to V. “So, then I just decided to do track. Running up and down that court was no joke.” V gave that warm smiling after her story to Charlie. Charlie laughed and said “giiirl, who you tellin’? You just got be like ‘nah, I’m good.’ “ They both laughed then she saw me with my hands in my pockets. “Hi, Amir.”

“Hey, V.” We both smiled at each other. “Good job, Charlie. We do look good” I said as I walked up to them with Bonnie following behind. “Thank you, Mr. Carter. Well, we will meet you both at Cassidy’s studio tomorrow at practice to discuss what I have in mind for tomorrow night. Good luck tonight, Ms. Mitchellson. We won’t be able to attend because we need all the sleep we can tonight.” With that, they left with their stuff, V locked the door and looked back at me.

“You ready, baby”, she asked while holding her hand out. I put my jacket, helped her in a trench coat, grabbed an umbrella before stepping out side; I had the umbrella over her head and mine as we got to the car. We soon arrived and our families were there; waiting. Teresa looked at us and said “well, look at tis. Lookin’ good.” She kissed our cheeks and Ahmad shook my hand. “Y’all good man. That’s a bad ass suit, dawg.” V smiled and said “well. I gotta get backstage to get ready. I’ll see y’all afterwards.” She kissed my cheek and made her way back.

VERONICA

I made my way back and felt something grab my hand; it was Brandon. He was dressed in an all black suit looking like he was getting ready for a funeral. “Brandon, what are you doin’ here?” He looked me in the eyes. “I actually heard about you being here. One of the younger kids on my campaign was talking about it and I overheard.” I held my head up and said “well enjoy the show then” but before I can get away from him, his grip got tighter.

“I miss you, Veronica. I miss- I miss us.”

“Well, keep missin’ us den. I already forgave you a couple weeks ago back at the church. So let me go if you wanna walk away alive.”

He got closer and I felt my other fist ball up; I can smell that hot scent of gin on his breath. “Veronica, was that a threat?” I yanked my arm and pushed him. I heard Gabi comin’ down the hall as I walked away towards her. She had a big smile until she saw me marching to her. “Hi, V. I was just lookin’ for you. Are you okay? What’s going on?” I looked behind me and he was gone; I looked back at Gabi who had worried eyes as I smiled to calm her down. “I’m fine, G. Let’s go get ready. You look good by the way, girl.” We turned the corner but I kept my eyes behind us.

The announcer stood on stage to introduce us. “Hello, every one and good evening. Welcome to Santino’s. Tonight, we have a special treat. She was actually here last Friday night, the friday before that and by popular demand, she is back. Welcome, Veronica Mitchellson.” The girls took their places and I walked on stage as people cheered me on. I shook the announcer’s hand before she left. “Good evening, everyone. Are y’all ready?” Everyone cheered, I looked to Amir when he gave me wink and clap then I looked to the front row and saw Brandon. I put on my poker face as the MC played “Jungle”. My hips swayed side to side as I began.

“These days, I'm letting God handle all things above me The things I can't change are the reasons you love me Listen, you can hear them calling my name I'm all over the place, I can't sit in one place I'm not ashamed at all Still findin' myself, let alone a soulmate, I'm just sayin' Feel like we one in the same, our relationship changed That or it never existed Whenever they say somethin' bout us you listen But fuck what they talkin' about on your timeline That's cuttin' all into my time with you Forget what they talkin' about on your timeline, yeah Cause that's cuttin' all into my time with you My time with you, my”

I looked towards my group and they were all dancing with their significant others even Jerry and... Dena. Ok, I need some details on that. I thought to myself as I smiled and gave them a thumbs up.

“He said you're my everything I love you through everything, I done did everything to him He forgave me for everything, this a forever thing Hate that I treat it like it's a whatever thing Trust me, boy, this shit is everything to me He from the jungle, he from the jungle I take somebody else's car, drive there undercover This shit is everything to me, this here is everything Don't know where we stand, I used to hit you 'bout everything Are we still good? Are we still good? Are we still good? Are we still good? If I need to talk are you around? Are you down for the cause? Are you down? Are you down? Are you down? Are you down for the cause? Are you down? Are you down? Are you down? Are you down for the cause? You still down? You still down? You still down?”

I looked into the rest of the audience and they were loving it. I was so happy until I saw Brandon watching with hunger eyes and sipping from his cup. My poker face came back and I slowly close eyes and opened towards Amir.

“These days these new girls, they got me nervous They go to school and do bottle service They can't decide, they keep switching majors Being indecisive makes me anxious Call your number and it's out of service Who can I call for your information? What am I supposed to do after we done everything that we've done? Who is your replacement? Are we still good? Are we still good? Are we still good? Are we still good?

Rock me real slowly Put a bib on me I'm just like a baby, drooling over you Rock, rock.”

Every member of the audience cheered and the MC started to play “Every Kind of Way.” Now, this song is dedicated to an incredible man in my life.” I looked to Brandon then at Amir with my hand towards him. “Mr. Amir Carter.” OOO, girl you petttttyyyy.

“Baby, the sound of you Better than a harmony I want you off my mind And on me Holding me closer than we've ever been before This ain't a dream You're here with me Boy, it don't get no better than you For you, I wanna take my time All night.”

All the men in our group was shaking his shoulders as they were chuckling. When the were done, he shrugged towards me and laugh.

“Give you all, give you all of me When you need it 'Cause I need it I wanna fall like your favorite season I'll never get up Stay here forever, babe It don't get no better than this Your kiss

I wanna love you in every kind of way I wanna please you, no matter how long it takes If the world should end tomorrow, then we only have today I'm gonna love you in every kind of way I wanna love you in every kind of way I wanna please you, no matter how long it takes If the world should end tomorrow, then we only have today I'm gonna love you in every kind of way

I wanna love you I gotta love you I wanna love you I gotta love you”

I looked at my girls and they all smiled waiting for the cue for the next song. I looked at Amir and smiled then my eyes fell on Brandon. Seeing his smugness, made my skin move and blood boil. I took a deep breath as I looked to Amir then at him again.

AMIR

Her eyes were throwing daggers at someone but standing in the back I couldn’t see who it was.”This song is for the ones who thought they were the ones playin’ the mind games but guess what.” The MC started playing the beat her new track ‘2′; another song she had freestyle.

“It's cool It's really never been that deep Wasn’t thinking about you 'Cause you didn’t give a fuck about me

Thought I was up in my room Crying myself to sleep I was with a better you While you were busy playing me

I was playing you too I was playing you too”

She was walking across the stage with just the mic, no stand and singing with a certain attitude. Her eyes keep falling to the her left side. I walked to the bar which was on my right to get a better view. She bent at her knees, looking at everyone at that side.

“Thought I wouldn't find out Thought I didn’t know how to play the game Could’ve screamed at you for hours Instead I was screaming somebody else’s name

There were no rules Now I can do whatever I want I can never lose So it’s funny how you thought you won

But I was playing you too I was playing you too I was playing you too I was playing you too”

As soon as the song ended, I looked straight into his soul as he got up and walked out; Brandon was testing my kindness. She bowed with the girls and left to the back. I walked up behind her and she swung around scared. “V, it’s just me. Did he try talkin’ to you?” She nodded and said “yeah. Said he missed us but I promise I didn't’ acknowledge him.” I rubbed her shoulder and said “did he touch you?” She was quiet until she pointed to her wrist. I told her “get your coat” and once she came back we made our way back to the car across the street in the parking garage. Luckily, the rain had let up, stopping completely. Bipolar ass weather. We reached the car, I helped her in until I heard Ahmad and Aaron. “What the fuck you doing here?!”

I saw Brandon standing behind our car. She looked up at me, I threw my coat in her lap, kissed her and said “stay in here”. I closed her door and put my hand in my pockets on my way to Brandon. “You are really testing my patience, nigga. What you want?” He looked at me and said “I want Veronica back.” Amari said “my sister isn’t going in anywhere with you, batty man.” Amaya said “leave her alone.” Brandon said “aye light skin, tell these dumb bitches to shut up.” I can see Rock’s face turned dark red as he yelled “what the fuck you said you bitch ass nigga?!” Amaya had to hold him back. “Don’t trip, babe. He got it.” I looked at Rock and nodded then at Amari then asked “is V still in the car?” Brianna said “yes, I’m watching her”; good thing our folks were gone.

“V, ain’t going no where especially with you. She happy and got some shit going for her self and don’t need no pussy ass nigga in her life. Don’t make my south side come out.” He looked me up and down saying “so, I noticed you two matched tonight. How cute. Does that mean y’all fucking now.” I chuckled and said “unlike you, patna. I’m a gentleman and I don’t kiss and tell.”

“Well, don’t forget. I hit it first.”

“First of all, you ‘hit it first’ by force and second, the first ain’t always the best.”

I got closer to his face until I heard a car door open and arms wrapping around my stomach. “I told you to stay in the car, babe.” Her heels began clicking against the pavement as she stood in front of me with her hand on my back. “I know. I’m a Taurus, remember? We stubborn.” That made me grin but I wasn’t letting my eyes off him. She said “come on, Amir. It ain’t worth it.” I looked down at her as I rubbed her back. Jerry with Dena in his arms said “come on, y’all. This nigga mad ‘cause he losing the polls. Let’s get up outta here and get some food. I’m starving like Marvin”. We all chuckled like Brandon wasn’t even there anymore. As we were about to get in the car, he said with a slight grin:

“So, how much for the night?” V and I stopped and looked at each other like:

I looked at her and asked “what the fuck did he just say?” We both closed our doors at the same time and walked back to stand directly in front of him with our hands together. “What the fuck you just say, bitch?” I asked and saw him reach his hand out towards V. “How much for a night? I wanna hear her scream and watch her cry again.” He dug in his pocket and counted “One. Two. Three. Four. Five. Five dollars for the night.” He threw the money in her face but she didn’t flinch; she just let my hand go. I can feel my blood boil and I wanted to end this nigga’s life. I looked down at her but her eyes were still on him, talking to me. “Amir, don’t be too rough, baby.” With that, I punched the nigga dead in his jaw; spit and blood flying. I mean, I was giving it to this nigga. He got up trying to swing but I ain’t having that. I heard foot steps but V said “nah, y’all! He got it.”

I was punching this nigga out on the concrete while holding onto the collar of his shirt. I was about to get one more punch in until I saw V’s hand on mine. “That’s enough, Amir.” I dropped him on his knees and saw the swelling on his face appear. I stood up straight and straightened my suit out. I took her hand in my mine until she turned back to Brandon watching him get up. Before he did though, she gave him a nice right hook to his jaw and he fell again. She knelt down over his body. “That was for calling my sisters dumb bitches, wasteman.” She stood up straight and said “Ahmad do me a favor and call your boys at the police station. Tell them that this man was attacking an innocent woman but she got away after she protected herself. If they need me, give them my number.” He nodded and pulled out his phone.

We all got in our rides and met up at a nearby dinner for some late night food. She sat next to me and asked the waitress for two ziploc baggies of ice. She did so and when the waitress came back, V took the bags as she thanked her, flattened my hands out on the table and placed the bags on them. “Y’know, Amir. We could've walked away but he did had it coming. Thank you, baby.” She kissed my cheek and held my straw to my mouth so I can drink my soda. “You’re welcome, V. You know I got your back.” I kissed her on the lips and she lied her head on my shoulder while we watched people eat.

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averymessyxmas · 5 years

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Chapter 7

adding songs to each character based on the plot or present song) (I have not proof read SORRY FOR TYPOS)

MJ: “Last Time” -Trey Songz:

After 5 cups of Exclusive Liquor Gia and I was making out on the couch, I was trying to get her bra off, while she was trying to get my belt off. I wasn’t thinking about Danielle, my kids nothing, the liquor and emotions was taking over. My iPhone kept going off. Gia got up and sighed, she passed me my phone. “You still married” She said with an attitude. I palmed my face sitting up on the couch. She passed me my keys. “I’m not doing this with you Malcom, I told you I’m not your #2, stop hitting me up and seeing me when I’m second on your mind or your wife and you have issues” Gia said. I shook my head. “It ain’t like that G” I said. She laughed. “Then what is it then, you always do this, and I fall for that stupid shit, I been with you since I was 16, I had your back when you was selling that shit, I bet your perfect wife knows nothing about your past, I was there, I helped your grandma bail you out and you sidelined me fuck you!” She yelled at me. I shook my head and picked up a picture frame she had of us together. “Why you still waiting for then G?” I asked her. She shrugged her shoulders. “I’m not anymore, I got somebody that I been putting to side because I’m scared another Nigga will come up in my life in make me a side chick when I was the main bitch, I deserved the ring, but all I got was Dick and trust issues”. She walked over to the linen closet. She threw a blanket at me. “You can crash on my couch tonight, but you got to be gone by morning” She simply said to me. “Gia, you act like you wasn’t out here having me look over my shoulders, you fucked my homeboy, you also had a whole nigga while I was jail, man fuck out here with that “Wifey” Shit, that’s why you just get the dick and she got my kids, and my ring”. I told her turning around. She started hitting my on my back. “Fuck you! I never fucked anybody you believed all the lies Mack told you about me, that’s on you stupid ass, be honest with yourself you just never loved me” She said. I shrugged my shoulders. “You held me down yeah, you helped me get out of jail, you helped me sell, you helped me but you didn’t better me G, you loved that hood life, I wanted out man, you kept wanting me to be down, I had to go to college and get my education, what are you doing with your life? Still waiting on a Nigga that’s married, you used to have dreams of doing hair and makeup, how’s that going?” I asked. She looked at me with her eyes watering. “I work at Mac now, I been doing what the fuck I got to do, but your right yeah I loved that life but I was young just like you, you still left me hanging, you just wanted somebody who didn’t remind you of who you used to be, now look at you, she’s out of your league and your crashing on my couch”. She walked away snatching the picture of Us off the table near the couch and tossed it in the trash before turning off the light and leaving me in the dark. “Man, what the fuck” I stressed.

Narkim: (ASAP- T.I.) :

I was racing through 285 to get back to the West Side to give Mack this $50,000 for this drop I just had to do. “A nigga try to play me Ima blow him off the map ASAP” I sang zipping through cars in my range. When I pulled up at Macks spot. “Listen Nigga, I don’t know what you do for your respect, but Ima die for mine”. I milly rocked a little before getting out the car. “Finally, my best man done came through for me, how much they give you College Boy?” He asked. I dropped the bag infront of him. “50 thou” I told him. He smiled and opened the bag, “Take your cut nigga” he gave me 10 bands. I nodded. He motioned me to meet him in the back room. “Sit down youngin” He said. He sat on the desk while I sat in the chair. I was nervous around him ever since he pulled that glock on me. “Be easy man, chill, relax motherfucker” He said laughing. I tried my best. “Now, I noticed that, that little bitch Nisha has been having your head all fucking twisted kind of remind me of how MJ, had this little broad named Gia, fucking with his head and shit back when we was both big balling for King Ace, now MJ left the game got that white picked fence life, but I can tell you really made for this shit, you could one day take over my west side wing for me young blood, I mean you book smart, fye with the shit” He told me. I didn’t know If I wanted this as a career, can’t be a dope boy all your life, I could save maybe then get out the game but right now this shit excited me. He went in his drawer and passed me a strap. “Yoo Mack, I don’t know” I said to him. I put it back on the table. “Nigga, motherfuckers what to take yo spot, you riding round with my money, and your money it’s either kill or be killed” He told me. I nodded. He patted my back before leaving me to stare at the gun. I thought about what he said and grabbed the gun, my cut and bounced to my girl crib. “You off today?” I asked her. She nodded. “I needed a break” She said. She climbed on me and kissed on me. “What’s up with you, where your head at baby?” She asked. I sighed and laid my head on her chest. “Nori, Mack, my family” I said to her. “What’s up with Nor Nor?” She asked. I sighed and looked at her, she lightly got up and sat near me. “Man, Andre’ in prison cause of me, I put the brick in his car, that shit been laying heavy on me ever since I found out my sister carrying his baby man, shit stressful, she could do this by herself cause of me, then Mack want me to take over the West Side turf, he gave me a strap, my parents divorcing, my brother fucking his teacher, MJ found out I’m selling he going to kill me before the streets do man”. I confessed to her. She just stared into space. “You got to tell Nori, you got to do something better with your life then just be a “West Side Turf” nigga”. She said. I shook my head. “Nah, if I tell my twin what I did she going be hurt forreal Nish, I can’t” I said to her. She palmed my face. “It will hurt you more to see her struggle with that baby more than it will to just tell her the truth, at least try to come up with the money to get Dre out, ASAP and maybe she will forgive you”. She told me. I kissed her. “Man, when I take over baby you wont have to strip no more, shit you don’t have to strip now I pay your rent, I bought you that Lexus you pushing we all good, you can be my Queen” I told her. She smiled. “Aww your trap queen? Worrying about both of our lives, our future kids lives, Prison, Nah nigga I’m cool” She said. I tickled her and kissed on her. She giggled. “Stop nigga, you going to keep playing or come to the room”. She said looking at me seductively. I smirked at her and undid my pants. “We can do it anywhere” I sang.

Nori: (Next morning) (9 days till Christmas) (“To Zion”- Lauryn Hill)

I woke up to a text from Narkim. “At Nish, I’m good, how’s nephew?” He asked. I texted back. “He’s fine, moving around”. I replied. I got up and took a shower and got ready to meet the fam downstairs for breakfast. I went into Narkims room and grabbed his Adidas track suit. I wanted to be cute through my pregnancy but for now I’m just hide it. I did my make up a little and straightened my hair. I felt pretty for once. I walked into the dining room where D, Vi, and Michael, Nylah and Nessa were. Mommy came down in her robe with her scarf still on. “No breakfast?” She asked. “Vi made Cinnamon rolls that’s it” D said. Nylah was going in on them rolls. “Dang La, can mama and I eat?” I said laughing. I poured some cereal and fixed 3 cinnamon rolls and dipped them in the cereal as I ate. I looked up to D and Mama looking at me. The others were having a debate on if Cinnamon rolls were better then French toast sticks. “You hungry?” My mama asked. I slowly nodded. “I didn’t eat much last night” I lied to her. She nodded. “Well guys, I had a dream about a fish again last night” She said. Everybody looked at me but D and La. I’m assuming Vi told Mike. “Mama you know that fish aint accurate, last time you assumed it was Nori, and she was still a virgin, who you think it is now me? I have been feeling crazy” D joked. She waved him off. “I was right about Dani both times, that last time, I assumed it was Vada”. She said looking at Vada. “Nah mama we good over here” She said. My mom nodded. “I see that” She laughed. “I assumed it was Nessa last time, but she was just about to graduate so I knew it wasn’t her, it wasn’t Dani, it wasn’t Nori, I even asked the boys if they got somebody pregnant” She giggled. “Now I could be wrong this time too, she looked at all of us suspiciously. “Mama I wrap it up, aint no babies this way” D said. She cut her eyes at him. “Better not be no hoes coming up in here claiming you got them pregnant, I will whoop yo ass “She said. He smirked at her, while Nylah was laughing but looking down. “Nori?” She asked. “You been weird lately, I know you better not be knocked up coming up in here after me and your daddy worked hard to get our baby girl in the best HBCU” She said. I tried my best to not make eye contact with her cause she could tell when I was lying. “Mama, I been busy with Majorette classes that’s the last thing on my mind” I lied. “Could be me!” Nessa blurted out. She looked at me then back at mom. She shook her head. “No man, no ring, you better not be before me and your father have met them” She said. Nessa laughed out a fake laugh. “Gotcha!” She said. My mom rolled her eyes laughing. “Yall are some funny kids, I could be wrong again, maybe Dani is pregnant again” She said. We all nodded. “Seems accurate or it could be Grandma Rudy” Vada said smirking. My mom threw a dry piece of cereal at her. “Shut up!” She laughed. “Where is that mother of mine anyways?” She asked. “Charles, I think” D said. My mama rolled her eyes. “Damn Charles”. La and I cleaned the kitchen while everyone chilled out for a little while, we were going to have Italian night with the family, catered from Olive Garden, it was going to be the 2nd family dinner since the last blow up we had. We wanted to be drama free for a moment. I went upstairs to take a nap. While I was dozing off, my mom walked in. Damn no privacy I thought. “Norielle, I know I’m hard on you and Narkim, but I want the best for all my kids, but you guys were my miracle babies, I expect nothing but greatness from yall” She said to me. I nodded. My baby had kicked me hard as shit. “Shhhhh” I said out loud. My mom looked at me crazy. “Cramps” I told her. She nodded. “I have pills if you need some, I’m sorry for excusing you, I know you not stupid” She said smiling before closing the door. I rolled my eyes. Shit happens, I’m not stupid. I pressed play on my phone for my music to play. I put the phone on my tummy, so the baby could hear music, so it could calm him down. “You trying to get me caught Baby” I said.

Vada: (“Sorry Not Sorry” -Demi Lovato)

It was 3pm and Omari had decided to meet me at this Milo mar a fancy lunch spot before Dinner. “Baby you like nice” Michael said kissing me. “Yeah meeting my old friends” I lied. He left to go in the living room of the guest house. “Hey Mike” I heard. I walked in the living room to see Nori. “Hey Nor, Nor, what’s up baby mama?” I said to her smiling rubbing on her tummy. “Nothing bored” She said. She laid on my bed while I closed the room door to finish getting ready. “Going out with Omari?” She asked. I shushed her. She shrugged. “Why open up a door you already closed for what?” She asked. I rolled my eyes. “Nori it’s not like that”. I said. I looked at myself one more time before I grabbed my keys. I kissed Michael and walked out with Nori. “Don’t tell Nessa shit!” I told her. She nodded. I got in my car and drove to see Omari. I pulled up 15minutes later, I got out and gave my key to Valet. I walked in and he was sitting at the table smiling. “Hey Beautiful” He said to me. I felt like I was back in high school. I smiled. “Hey” He got up to hug me and pulled out the chair for me. “Thanks” I said nervously. “You have blossomed into a beautiful young woman” He told me. I blushed looking down. We talked for a little bit. He let me know he was a HR director for Home Depot. He was married once but got a divorce a year ago. He has a daughter who is 4 named Violet. He showed me a picture. “Wow, she is beautiful” I said to him. He nodded and smiled. “All my relationships failed because I missed you, you were like my best friend and my homie, man we were dope together, you were going to be my trophy wife and I was going to be a football star” He said. I nodded slowly. “Yeah, young and dumb, I am now a top stylist for Essence Magazine, I live in New York and I have a bomb ass Mercedes Benz, my life is amazing” I gloated smiling. He looked down and nodded. “I know, I fucked up” He said. “I’m sure it’s behind you but I really need you to know man, I was fucked up man, we both were, that night fucked up our lives more than you know, I mean I’m sure you do. When you left Ness found out she was pregnant, I wanted her to keep it because I felt I made my bed, so I should lay in it. She ended up getting an abortion, she felt bad she said She didn’t want a constant reminder that we fucked you know. She went into depression that so she got hooked on pain killers, I went to Georgia State playing for the bulldogs, but my grades fell behind and I got kicked off the team, We was there for each other at the time, but we ended up ending the relationship cause I loved her yeah, but I felt like we should have been together and I didn’t know what to say if you had seen us together, so we just cut all ties with each other, her senior year” He confessed to me. My blood was fucking boiling. “You fucked my sister more than once? You formed a relationship with her? You got my sister pregnant?” I said to him. He looked at me concerned. “Ness aint tell you?” He asked. I shook my head and grabbed my purse as I got up. “Stop calling her Ness, It’s Janessa to you, I thought I was over this bullshit, but this shit fucking hurt more than it did before, I wish you the best Omari, but I’m engaged to a doctor, were on two different levels honey” I told him. I was almost out the door when he chased me down. He turned me around and kissed me. I thought about him chasing me down and telling me he’s sorry many nights when I was young, and this kiss felt nice, but it felt wrong. I pushed him back. “Omari please let this go, let us go I would never be with you even if I was single you betrayed me” I told him before leaving. I couldn’t wait to get home and let that fucking lying bitch Janessa have it.

Janessa: (Bag Lady- Erykah Badu)

It was almost time for Dinner, we were all getting ready. Moms new man was coming over and so was Dads girlfriend Kristen. I was nervous because Dylan and Chase were finally going to meet my family. I went down stairs to help the caterers bring the food to the table. “There’s my lovely daughters” I heard my mother say. Nori had just come down stairs to help me. We both looked at her, she was arm in arm with a Handsome Older Man. He smiled at us and kissed our hands. “Lovely to meet Rice’s beautiful daughters I’m Stephan Morris, I thought you had 3 girls?” He asked. He looked at her. “Oh, um Vada is out with friends she will be here soon”. Nori said. They sat down at the table and was giggling at each other all night. “This is weird” Nori said. I nodded. Narkim came in a minutes later. “Whats up fambam!” He yelled. Damien dapped him up. “Yo where’s MJ?” I asked. MJ came downstairs. “Yo you snuck in?” Damien asked. He shrugged “yall was napping and shit”. He went to sit down. Narkim and Nori of course sat down next to each other. MJ was mugging Mom’s new man Stephan. “Hello Family” My father said. Behind him trolling in awkwardly was Kristen. “Hi” She said. Damien and Nylah were chatting with each other sitting down. Dad and Kristen sat at the opposite end of the table. “Vi!” Damien yelled. Michael and Vada walked in. I smiled at them. “Hey yall” Vada ignored me, Michael hugged me before sitting down. Everyone was at the table. I was nervous as I sat down at the table. “Hey babies” Grandma Rudy said walking high as hell. She sat down near me. “We all here?” My dad asked. The doorbell rang and Narkim who was already up went to get it. In walked my husband looking sexy in his Denim Coat with the fur collar, with Chase matching coat. “Umm I remember you…Um Dylan” Damien said. He then looked at me. “Ohhhhh shit Dylan from past thanksgiving” He said. My father looked over at me. “Janessa what is this?” He asked. I grabbed Chase from Dylan and brought them over to sit down near me. “You got his portable highchair?” I asked him. “Nah, I left it at my mom’s crib” He said to me. “Janessa your father is talking to you?” My mother said. “Mom, Dad this is my family. My son Chase Matthew Scott, and my husband you remember Dylan?” I said. “Hoooeee my goodness” Nylah said. “Yooooooooo .“Damien replied. Nori smiled at me. Narkim was looking between us. “You knew damn Nor, could’ve told me” He said. She shrugged. “Janessa, I told you, I didn’t want you to bring another white man in this house”. My dad said sternly. “Well Dad, he is my husband now, you want him to go then we will go, but this is your grandson’s father” I told him. Vada started laughing. “You are the queen of secrets” She said. My mom palmed her face, Stephan was rubbing her back. She stood up and walked over to me. She held out her arms for Chase. I put him in her arms. “Hey little man, I’m your grandma” She said smiling at him through tears kissing his cheeks. “Come here Dylan, it’s rude not to hug the lady of the house your mother in law” She told him. He smiled and hugged her. I felt a knot in my throat I was so overwhelmed. “Sharice” My dad stressed. “Malcom it’s not that deep, it already kept your daughter away, plus this ain’t your house no more” My mom said rolling her eyes. “But he helped pay for it” Kristen said. “Man shut yo…but up” Damien said. My father looked at Damien. “Boy you better watch it” He said. Damien sucked his teeth in. “Control your hoes Malcom” My Grandma said. My dad grabbed Kristen and got up. “I will see yall Christmas” He said mugging me. My father walked out with Kristen. “Anyways” Damien said. We passed around the food joking, everyone was playing with Chase except Vada. It was bothering the shit out of me. “Vi what’s up?” I asked her. She shrugged her shoulders. “Im happy you have your own little family, I wonder does your husband know you fucked my boyfriend and got pregnant and had an abortion? Or you got hooked on pain pills and dated him for 2 years”. She blurted out. I glared at her. My grandma motioned for Nylah and Damien to take Chase. “Man, this is getting good” Damien said. “D get your ass up!” Grandma Rudy said. He got up fast and took my son with him. “You had no right Vada!” I yelled. She glared at me back. My mom chugged her wine glass. “Janessa, you know what yall are grown, I’m tired of this bickering between yall it’s old and tired” My mother said before leaving from the table with Stephan. “Vi not cool man let that shit go” MJ said. Vada groaned. “I’m tired of yall being on her side, she betrayed me” She said. “Abortion pills you never told me this” Dylan said looking at me. I shook my head. “That girl been through some shit we all have but it ain’t the right to be throwing shit out in public Vada you wrong” Grandma Rudy said. “Omari told you this?” I said pissed. She nodded. “Yes, today at lunch, and I forgave you but you still lying and keeping secrets Janessa, were done were not sisters” She said. Michael punched the table. “I’m tired of this shit with you Sky!, I’m done man fuck that nigga! We didn’t come here for this, you are lying and seeing him now man fuck this” He said before he got up and walked out. “Michael!” She cried out. She looked at me. I got and nodded. “Yeah we are done” I said to her.

Character Alert:

Gianina “Gia” Angel Monetz 33: Francia Raisa

Gia is MJ’s ex girlfriend. They were together 10 years before he left her. and moved to D.C.

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tamiddyinyourcity · 4 years

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10:29pm.

I am so bored.

Wednesday, March 23rd of 2020.

What the actual fuck.

I was in a good mood and creating, after seeing every angel number in existence telling me to use my personal skills to my advantage, to create, and all that.....

But, things happened.

The cute guy I was talking to had to go to bed. It's not like I'm gonna die, but like, it sure as hell felt like death to be sucked back into loneliness again.

I was flipping through a sketchbook I forgot I had. Found two of Patrick's paintings, that we made at the library near my house.... Not gonna lie, it almost made me tear up some. Imagine thinking you're over it, but seeing a white square on a slightly off-white canvas, (he likes niche abstract art, and, he wasnt one to actually tear the art out of my books to bring them home with him... sweet that he let me have them, really,) is what makes you tear up.

That alone had depressed me for the rest of the evening.

And I also paid nearly 30 dollars for Doordash. It was ribs, mac and cheese, greens, bread, and beans. 20-something, plus the stupid ass delivery fees they have.

Ugh.

The food wasnt warm, the mac and cheese was oddly wet and gloppy, (if you know the BLACK version of baked mac and cheese.... then you know, its not supposed to be runny.....) And the ribs were dry and flat. Overall disappointing...... plus baked beans spilled all inside the bag, since the nimrods decided to put LIQUID SWEET BEANS in one of those clear plastic countainers, with no seal whatsoever, that people usually put cakes in or whatever.

One of these, but with FUCKING BEANS SPILLING OUT OF IT. MY GOD. DO YOU UNDERSTAND MY ANGER HERE?

Not like I'm the type to take that anger out on anybody. Smiling and thanking my Doordasher, being disgusted at the least satisfying meal ever that I paid too much for, (ironically after a talk with my hot new twitter boo thang about how capitalism forces people to work to afford to eat, but overprices food and other services, more than whats needed to make it,) aaaaaaand....

I was upset by it.

Plus, I can't find any of my art supplies? The con of deepcleaning and reorganizing my entire bedroom, is losing track of every single thing ever.... I can't even watercolor, not with my good 5 dollar chuck Michaels paints. The one I can find is shit..... eugh. I am disappointed.

Just.... not feeling too amazing today.

But, in other news:

Met someone new. Not sure how I even first met them, but my guess is that after I followed a bunch of marxist pages around the time I first joined twitter, (thanks to my ex,) they were one of em or something. I thought they were LGBT, they were not. (I either have terrible eyesight, or all the non-toxic men in my life are just extremely attractive. I don't mean to sound transphobic, its just a thought in the back of my head like, "Their lips are super pigmented, and their eyelashes are hella long. Never really have seen many guys with that far shape before". But I never bring it up, since, thatd be rude. But nope, just a super pretty cis dude.)

It's a little sad, how its gonna be yet another case of "Tamia has absolutely no diversity in her taste in men", and thats a LIE, A DAMN LIE, HONESTLY. I have gotten DM slides from all shapes, shades, and sizes. And the few that I would've gone for, lost their chances. (Like the men that decided blatantly asking me to uber to their mattress-on-the-floor headass apartments.... at the dead of night would somehow be okay.... i imagine that its easy for female thieves to rob niggas blind. They dont give a damn about their safety, just a nut.) Or the guy that, when flirting, decided that sticking his tongue out for a photo and saying "insert titty here" would somehow work..... you gotta be at least a 6/10 to ride this ride, sir.

The guy I'm seeing isn't exactly different. But, attractive enough to have their flirting work, and somewhat interested in me beyond just enjoying my face or physical appearance.

I think it was just us mutually bonding over being depressed and unemployed geeks that were cocky, and stayed home all tbe time.

But hey, shit escalated. They're international, so its not like I can just fuck em, buuuuut so far hearing them talk about communism and knowing they're into me is keeping me afloat this week. Awesome. :)

Now it's the annoying, "They're just flirting, do not develop a crush on this person", stage. I never seem to learn the proper way to exit that stage?

It all depends on my level of desperation, and if I give a fuck about what they think of me.

Am I desperate for attention? -> yeah.

Do I care what they think of me? -> to an extent, yes, but only since the infatuation is getting to me.

Alright.

Cool.

Options:

Just pull a "no cap i have a crush on you that im trying to get over" card. (I think I told that to my ex, twice, and both times resulted in us dating? Not relevant, but amusing.) Dudes tend to understand, and usually will either A) do something to emotionally cripple me, or B) let me know they're not interested in anything past just fooling around. I doubt dating would be a thing, lmfao. They seem a little cocky for me to be the only girl they would confidently dm and try the schtick with.

Block them: I am NOT doing that. That does NOT go well. Stop blocking men you are too stubborn to confess to.

Fuck someone else: I can't rebound a rebound. That's how sexually transmitted diseases, or terrifying missed periods, happen to some people. I aspire to not be one of those people. :)

Just downgrade back to friends, with less "god ur pretty" and more just talking. It's not like I expected things to develop, but whatever.

Anyway.

Feels good to have some company for a pandemic.

It's also kinda sweet. They nonstop compliment me, even if just for the sake of knowing itd make me grin.

Maybe we could skype or some shit and try a movie watching livestream.

That would be fun as fuck.

11:31pm, imma do whatever the hell i want.

Thats all.

Peace out.

#im sad over a breakup and have no one to show my Victorias secret to #me and him bonding was just the circumstances of #then oh look #the right time a mutual friend dms me playfully #bada bing bada boom their dick is big and i want to mail myself to the uk to have them rearrange my insides uwu

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hi-imkingdavid · 7 years

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So y'all asked for it last night . The immaculate Valentine's Day I put together, but got played in the long run. Lol

Ok so y'all asked for it. The immaculate story of the Valentine's Day that I put together . So BOOM (now y'all know shit is good when u start off with a "so boom") I was dating this girl, she in the navy now. Now my longgggg time followers from Day one will remember this girl. She deactivated her Tumblr a while ago but that's not the point. This girl done been thru the worst. She ain't ever experience a Valentine's Day. Her ex nigga was garbage. She had a cup of noodle dinner for Valentine's Day the 2 years prior and it was by herself. Because she got cheated on by this nigga on Valentine's Day.. Ok so in my head I'm like I have to put your heart back into things. Mind u to us, every day is like Valentine's Day, because she knew she was appreciated all the time. But I still had to give her something to remember about forever. So I booked this hotel in NYC. Shit was private, hella upscale. Rooms were so lit. Then I went and got 2 tickets to go see lion king on broad way. I purchased flowers, rose petals .and the surprise wasn't over. I didn't tell her until the day before. Only one that knew was her mom. I had the best relationship with her parents btw. I'm that ex now that they always gunna bring up lol. So here we are the night before Valentine's Day, and I'm like babe pack a bag for about 2 days. She was like why , I'm like just so it and be ready by this time. So where going to the train and we get to our destination after making her think we got lost so that I had everything lined up timewise. We get to the hotel and shit was lit. She goes crazy checking out the room and I start pulling "supplies " out my bag. You know, your wines, your rose fresh picked rose petals. Tickets and etc.. So is about 6:15 she comes out the bathroom and tries to jump on me and I stop her with the tickets to see lion king on broadway that's starting soon. she flips. Lol We go out the show was great we had a great time, we took hella pictures and the night wasn't over. Next was just the venturing throughout the city for a second, but I knew where I was bringing her. All her favorite stores, makeup shot shoes , etc all on the same street. So we got s miniature shopping spree. The last store we was at was Mac and I let her splurge, and she got her makeup done. We went out to eat and we get back to the hotel. And when we got back those supplies that I had were set up. Candles lit, wine out, rose petals everywhere. One thing I can say is we're goodballs so somehow we got into a fight with the rose petals 😂 throwing em at each other like a game of dogeball, One thing she couldn't dodge was this dick tho 🌚 She's been craving it the whole night. Rubbing that shit in public and I gotta tell her to chill lol . But now that we was in the room it was going down. We fucked . Made love, and everything for the next few hours , my side of the bed, soaked 🙃 she ain't care tho. Cause then she wanted food and water . I stepped out the room to grab some and I walk back in 2 minutes later and this girl is knocked tf out. So then she grabbed me and laid me in the bed and climbed on top of me like she wanted to ride my dick into the sunrise, but then fell asleep on my chest. I woke up to the room service knocking on the door, and I got it, it was the breakfast I ordered in advance. Because what's better than waking up to breakfast in bed. She wakes up and goes thru her food. And devours it and is about to fall asleep again, and I'm like babe what's that envelop on the bottom of the tray? ( BOOOOMM) she opens it and it's the BRYSON GOT DAMN MOTHER FUCKING TILLER TICKETS. She been tryna get those for forever. But your boy was a demigod. Hercules ain't had shit on me.. or my bank account cause damn I had to spend a pretty penny on then shits. It was his first show at NYC at the time I believe and at Webster hall. It was in exactly one week. She cried . One week later we at the front of the concert and she having a ball. I loved the looks in her eye. But that's where shit stops being sweet cause a nigga got played 😂 I ain't love myself in this relationship and all the shit that happened I had let go. I'm talking her with other niggas, lying, and just all the fuckshit. I was definitely a bitch ass nigga at that time in my life cause I valued that relationship over my happiness 🤷🏾‍♂️ I'm a different nigga now. But yea. That's the reason why I was like fuck Valentine's Day lol Oh and for y'all wondering "how much u spend? That was an easy 2k+ 🙃

#lmao #fuck that shit #I went all the way out that day #me #text post

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jensyao · 5 years

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was not satisfied with the previous playlist so I made a part 2

...tried not to do duplicates. revisited stuff I haven't heard in years

bonus: https://www.datpiff.com/Nas-Life-Is-Good-Mixtape-The-Prequel-mixtape.368508.html

https://www.datpiff.com/Crank-Lucas-The-Rapducer-rap-Producer-Unofficial-Mixtape.822375.html

Name/Artist/Album "Shabba REMIX (Audio) ft. Shabba Ranks, Busta Rhymes, Migos"/A$AP Ferg/ Work REMIX (Explicit)/A$AP Ferg/ Don't Know What to Tell ya/Aaliyah/Aaliyah - I Care 4 U If your girl only knew (Dj Lennox Remix)/Aaliyah/Never Forgotten Ohio Streets/Aarophat/The Minority Report Terrorist Threats ft. Danny Brown & Jhene Aiko/Ab-Soul/ "Hustle Hard (Remix) ft. Rick Ross, Lil Wayne"/Ace Hood/ Moving at the Speed of Life (feat. Slug)/Aesop/"Legendary Music, Volume 1" Rap Fanatic/Afro Classics/"Legendary Music, Volume 2" Stick Up/Afu-Ra & Big Daddy Kane/Just Bring It! Jane Meets Chrissy/The Alchemist/Retarded Alligator Beats Bubblin/Anderson Paak/ Might Not (feat The Weeknd)/Belly/Up For Days RAW FREESTYLE/BIG DADDY KANE x KOOL G RAP/ DJ Mike Nice's Doo Wop My Niggaz Freestyle (Extended Version)/Big L/The Tommy Gibbs Collection: Disc IV - Outtakes Day One '99 (Live from Amsterdam)/Big L/We Got This / The Heist "John Blaze (feat. Nas, Jadakiss, Raekwon, Fat Joe)"/Big Punisher/Endangered Species "Wishful Thinking (feat. Fat Joe, Kool G Rap, B-Real)"/Big Punisher/Endangered Species You AinÂ´t A Killer/Big Punisher/Soul In The Hole Soundtrack Super Lyrical/Big Punisher/Clack Thought/Capital Punishment 10 2 10 Remix feat. Rick Ross & Travi$ Scott/Big Sean/ Fast Line (feat. Dr. Dre & Jadakiss)/Bilal/Masterpiece 03 Respek/Birdman/ Biz Is Goin' Off/Biz Markie/ Definition/Black Star/Rawkus Records: Best of Decade I 1995-2005 RE:Definition/Black Star Feat. Mos Def/Talib Kweli & Hi-Tek - Reflection Eternal (The Re-Union) Respiration/Black Star Feat. Mos Def & Common/Talib Kweli & Hi-Tek - Reflection Eternal (The Re-Union) Look Alive (feat. Drake)/BlocBoy JB/ First Things First/Blu & Exile/Below The Heavens "Hot Nigga remix Ft Fabolous, Jadakiss, Chris Brown, Yo Gotti Rowdy Rebel, Busta"/Bobby Shmurda/ "Never Scared ft Jadakiss,Camron,Busta Rhymes"/Bonecrusher/ "Some H**s (Feat. Bulletproof, Chino XL & Killer Mike)"/Bun B/II Trill (Bonus Tracks) None Of Us Are Free/Bun B/Kweli: Confidential - The Best Of Talib Kweli No Competition (Feat. Raekwon & Kobe)/Bun B/Trill OG: The Epilogue "You're Everything (Feat. Rick Ross, David Banner, 8Ball & MJG)"/Bun B/ Calm Down ft. Eminem /Busta Rhymes/ "No Problem (feat. Lil Wayne, 2 Chainz)"/Chance The Rapper/Coloring Book "How Great (feat. Jay Electronica, My cousin Nicole)"/Chance The Rapper/Coloring Book "Freestyle Over Raekwon ""Incarcerated Scarfaces"" Instrumental"/Charli Baltimore & Cam'ron/"The Mix Tape Volume 3: 60 Minutes of Funk, The Final Chapter" Let 'Em Live (feat. Kool G. Rap)/Chino XL/I Told You So KING CHI/Chino XL/ Kingdom (Remix) ft Vince Staples and Jay Electronica/Common/ "All Black Neighborhood Feat. Royce Da 5'9"""/Consequence/ Say My Name Feat Papoose & Peedi Crakk/Consequence/ Bulletproof Feat Yelawolf Prod By J Rob/Cyhi Da Prynce/Royal Flush 2 Napoleon (Prod M16)/CyHi The Prynce/Black Hystori Projects Legend/CyHi The Prynce/ "I Feel Like Pac / I Feel Like Biggie ft. Meek Mill, Rick Ross, T.I., Swizz Beatz"/D JKhaled/ Day One/Diggin In The Crates Cru/Hip Hop #54 "BOYZ IN THE HOOD FT. MEEK MILL, PUSHA T, & TY DOLLA $IGN "/DJ Drama/ "My Way (feat. Common, Lloyd & Kendrick Lamar)"/DJ Drama/ "Same Ol' Story [feat. ScHoolboy Q, Cory Gunz, Childish Gambino]"/DJ Drama/ Wake Up Show Anthem/DJ King Tech/The Wake Up Show "Rosecrans ft. The Game, Candace Boyd, Problem "/DJ Quik/ The Message feat. Mary J. 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Future, Yo Gotti & Jeezy) [Remix]"/Fabolous & Jadakiss/Friday On Elm Street "Terminally ill (feat. Tech N9ne, Chino XL, KXNG Crooked, Rittz)"/Forever M.C./ New Day (feat. Raekwon)/Freddie Gibbs/The Coldest Nappy Heads (Remix)/Fugees/Blunted On Reality Fu-Gee-La (Refugee Camp Global Mix)/The Fugees/The Score 227. The Fugees - Ready Or Not/The Fugees/Top 250 of the Greatest Hip-Hop and Rap Songs Pt. 1 318. The Fugees - Fu-gee-la (1996)/The Fugees/Top 250 of the Greatest Hip-Hop and Rap Songs Pt. 3 Commas (Remix) ft. Rick Ross and Big Sean/Future/ March Madness ft. Nas (Remix)/Future/ "Move That Dope ft. Pharrell Williams, Pusha T"/Future/ "Same Damn Time (Remix) ft. Diddy, Ludacris"/Future / All Dogs Go To Heaven (R.I.P Nate Dogg) (Nate Dogg Tribute)/The Game/ Bang Along/The Game/ Bitch Don't Kill My Vibe (Kendrick Lamar Song Remix)/The Game/ Celebration Remix ft Bone Thugs N Harmony/The Game/ Murder Feat Scarface & Kendrick Lamar/The Game/ "Rollin' (Music Video HD) Ft. Kanye West, Trae The Truth, Z-Ro, Paul Wall & Slim Thug"/The Game/ Sauce/The Game/ Versace (Remix) [ Ft Migos & Drake ]/The Game/ Above The Clouds featuring Inspectah Deck/Gang Starr/Moment Of Truth Family and Loyalty ft J Cole/Gang Starr/ Mind Playing Tricks On Me/Geto Boys/We Can`t Be Stopped The Champ/Ghostface Killah/Fishscale Nutmeg (Feat. RZA)/Ghostface Killah/Supreme Clientele Apollo Kids (Feat. Raekwon)/Ghostface Killah/Supreme Clientele Stay True (Deck’s Beat) (Feat. 60 Second Assassin)/Ghostface Killah/Supreme Clientele Malcolm/Ghostface Killah/Supreme Clientele Child's Play/Ghostface Killah/Supreme Clientele Cherchez LaGhost (Feat. U-God)/Ghostface Killah/Supreme Clientele Resurrection Morning feat. Raekwon and Bilal/Ghostface Killah & Adrian Younge/Twelve Reasons To Die II "The Sun (Feat. Raekwon, Slick Rick & RZA)"/Ghostface Killah & Trife Da God/Put It On The Line Press Rewind (Remix - Bonus Track)/"Ghostface Killah feat. 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Tee Grizzley)/Jeezy/Pressure Me OK/Jeezy/Seen It All: The Autobiography (Deluxe) beat 72 (256kbit)/Jensyao/ jensyao - test beat (256kbit)/Jensyao/ russian (256kbit)/Jensyao/ test beat 11 (256kbit)/Jensyao/ test beat 12 (256kbit)/Jensyao/ test beat 13 (256kbit)/Jensyao/ test beat 14 (256kbit)/Jensyao/ test beat 23 (256kbit)/Jensyao/ test beat 30 (256kbit)/Jensyao/ World Domination/Joey Bada$$/1999 Pennyroyal/Joey Bada$$/1999 King's Dead Freestyle (Kendrick Lamar Remix)/Joey Badass & XXXTentacion/ Houseshoes/John Jigg$/D.R.U.G.$ (Destined to Reach Undeniable Greatnes$) Bank Account (Remix)/Joyner Lucas/ DNA. (Remix)/Joyner Lucas/ Gucci Gang (Remix)/Joyner Lucas/ "ISIS Remix ft Eminem, Kendrick Lamar, Mac Miller, J. Cole, Logic"/Joyner Lucas/ Look Alive (Remix)/Joyner Lucas/ Mask Off Remix (Mask On)/Joyner Lucas/ Panda Remix/Joyner Lucas/ Oh My Lord (feat. Special Ed)/Junior M.A.F.I.A./Conspiracy Back That Azz Up (feat. Mannie Fresh & Lil Wayne)/Juvenile/400 Degreez Track 13/Kanye West/Kanye West's First Beats (Disc 1) All Day/Kanye West/The Life of Paul See Me Now (feat. Beyoncé & Charlie Wilson)/Kanye West/MBDTF: The Complete Collection Addiction (Kenny Dope remix)/Kanye West/Sky High: Presented by DJ Benzi and Plain Pat Yikes/Kanye West/ye Brothers ft Charlie-Wilson/Kanye West/ Famous Remix (feat. Rick Ross)/Kanye West/ Freeee (Solo CDQ OG Version) [Fresh Leak 2019 Yandhi]/Kanye West/ New Slaves/Kanye West/ 舟木一夫／高校三年生/Kazuo Funaki / The Only Nigga/Kendrick Lamar/Bad Kid Chill City (EP) Want In Life/Kendrick Lamar/Bad Kid Chill City (EP) HiiiPower/Kendrick Lamar/Bomb First County Building Blues (Bonus Track)/Kendrick Lamar/"Good Kid, M.A.A.D. City (Target Exclusive Deluxe Edition) CD2" Blow My High (Members Only)/Kendrick Lamar/Section.80 untitled 07 | 2014 - 2016/Kendrick Lamar/untitled unmastered. Bitch Don't Kill My Vibe ft. Jay-Z (Official Remix)/Kendrick Lamar/ Exclusive Freestyle w/ Big Boy/Kendrick lamar/ The Jig Is Up (Dump'n) ft Black Hippy/Kendrick lamar/ LOOK OUT FOR DETOX/Kendrick lamar/ "The Recipe (Black Hippy Remix) (Feat. Dr Dre, ScHoolboy Q, Ab-Soul & Jay Rock)"/Kendrick Lamar/ "U.O.E.N.O (Black Hippy Remix) ScHoolboy Q, Ab-Soul & Jay Rock"/Kendrick Lamar/ "Westside, Right On Time feat. Young Jeezy"/Kendrick lamar/ What the Deal/Kendrick Lamar/ Black Friday/Kendrick Lamar & J Cole/ Can't Fade Us ft. Ty Dolla $ign/King Los/ Ill Street Blues/Kool G Rap/ Honest Truth feat. 38 Spesh & AZ/Kool G Rap & 38 Spesh/ The Streets Of New York/Kool G Rap & DJ Polo/ Rapfilm/Kool Savas/ Life Of a Bandana/KXNG Crooked/ Professional Rapper (feat. Snoop Dogg)/Lil Dicky/Professional Rapper Family Feud ft Drake (DatPiff Exclusive)/Lil Wayne/D6: Reloaded Bloody Mary ft Juelz Santana (DatPiff Exclusive)/Lil Wayne/D6: Reloaded Dedicate/Lil Wayne/Tha Carter V Mona Lisa (feat. 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Big Sean/Lil Wayne/Tha Carter V (ORIGINAL VERSION) Never Really Mattered Ft. Birdman/Lil Wayne/Tha Carter V (ORIGINAL VERSION) No Brainer Ft. Flow/Lil Wayne/Tha Carter V (ORIGINAL VERSION) Open Safe/Lil Wayne/Tha Carter V (ORIGINAL VERSION) Outro C5 My Niggaz/Lil Wayne/Tha Carter V (ORIGINAL VERSION) Poison Ft. Mikky Ekko/Lil Wayne/Tha Carter V (ORIGINAL VERSION) Scottie Pippen/Lil Wayne/Tha Carter V (ORIGINAL VERSION) Shake It/Lil Wayne/Tha Carter V (ORIGINAL VERSION) Take It Slow/Lil Wayne/Tha Carter V (ORIGINAL VERSION) Believe Me Ft Drake/Lil Wayne/ Gotti (ft. The Lox)/Lil Wayne/ Hasta La Vista/Lil Wayne/ In This House (feat. Gucci Mane)/Lil Wayne/ Light Up ft Justin Timberlake/Lil Wayne/ Original Silence ft. Mack Maine/Lil Wayne/ She will Ft Drake & Rick Ross (Remix)/Lil Wayne/ Start A Fire feat. Christina Milian/Lil Wayne/ Velvet/Lil Wayne/ What About Me/Lil Wayne/ Lovin' It/Little Brother/The Minstrel Show Stay Schemin' Freestyle/Lola Monroe/ Phat Rabbit (Album Version)/Ludacris/Back For The First Time Southern Fried (Intro)/Ludacris/Chicken-N-Beer Wish You Would (Feat. T.I.)/Ludacris/Theater Of The Mind Last Of A Dying Breed (Feat. Lil' Wayne)/Ludacris/Theater Of The Mind I Do It For Hip Hop (Feat. Nas & Jay-Z)/Ludacris/Theater Of The Mind Drogas/Lupe Fiasco/DROGAS WAVE The Show Goes On ft. Lil Wayne & Drake /Lupe Fiasco/ SLR 2 (Kendrick Lamar Response)/LUPE FIASCO/ SLR 3 (Round of Applause)/LUPE FIASCO/ 恋の嵐/Mariya Takeuchi/ Mathematics/Masta Ace/The Falling Season 五輪真弓心の友/Mayumi Itsuwa/ 恋人よ／五輪真弓（本人歌）/Mayumi Itsuwa/ No Church In The Wild Feat Rick Ross/Meek Mill/ Started From The Bottom [Freestyle]/Meek Mill/ Hot Girl Summer ft. 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Rap Beef: Joyner Lucas Vs. Tory Lanes

Tory fires first over the Lucky You beat Joyner rapped on with Eminem

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I got a million flows, I can go silly with those I got a pocket rocket Down to cock and chop and pop a nigga that really impose Niggas that’s wit me is villans in hoodies That lost all they good and they feelings on road It’s so appealing, the feeling of killing a nigga that pose Get Milli Vanillied with those Turn a beef plate to a cheesesteak Bitch, I be really in Philly with those Neck rocky as a blizzard, a nigga flex gotten bigger My wrist is so chilly, it froze Really I’m colder than ever, my niggas goin' for whatever Niggas gripped up, fifth tucked in the snow storm or the weather Sandstorm or the desert, hands drawn on a Dessy Leave his whole body bloody Like shorty done put in her tampon on already Shooting with a Vietnam cannon out the Peter arm on the levy See, the charm on already We go to jail, this shit'll be fine, we’ll meet up with friends 'Cause all of our mans gone-gone already Nigga the-, nigga the- I'ma do a three in week, I gave the Jeep the receipt Either the double-R stitching, it’s that or the Bentley B in the seat I got my D in a freak, I gotta be in repeat She wanna eat every morning I treat it like porridge and gave her the cream of the wheat And I rock it like P and a B I don’t cop it less it’s Louie, Gucci on the pocket Or even a D and a G, 'cause the way that the money piling I'll be wildin' 'til a nigga make about a B in a week Fuck niggas hating on me But I’m Gary Payton, always on the team with the green And the money counter, 'cause when I’m accounting It be money coming in and coming out it, paper cut the money Dummy niggas, I been thumbing out it Trying not to run up out it in a fist fight With a knife, nigga brought a gun up out it Don’t you run up out it, lil nigga Uh, hit him with a mini MAC Is he really that bad that I gotta hit him with a bigger gat? Matter fact, riddle me that I’m literally at the spot that he said he’d be at, but where is he at? Like, really nigga? Is you really tellin' me that? Like I ain’t prepared to hit him with a felony act? Like, what you thought, I would never react? Have a nigga lookin' like he tryna fight in Smash Bros When a nigga put a whole shell in his back Fuck niggas yelling it back Niggas get high and start hating on a real nigga It’s like a nigga smokin' on a jealousy pack Look, lil nigga, uh I got the remedy, I got the shooters with hidden identities Fuck who you send at me I got a stack on me long as a ruler and centipede I got that Geneve, I got the energy I got the money, the power, the enemies I go to business I’m asking these niggas for 60 percent of the entity No one defending me Niggas is talking, but no one offending me Niggas know what the result of the end'll be Niggas won’t know how to find where they men'll be I'm a way different nigga on Hennessy I got the recipe, none of y’all niggas sit next to me Guard where your head and ya chest'll be I suggest you niggas never go testin' me I suggest you niggas never go testin' me, nigga

I promise y'all niggas I do this shit in my sleep, it's easy I come to the studio and just say shit and it comes out that way You know what I mean? I promise y'all we down to go 36 hundred thousand rounds with anybody Let these niggas know that all that rapping fast shit We can do it too, nigga Niggas be thinking they got that special sauce Not today, nigga Ain't that right, man? Y'all know what the fuck goin' on, man Who next? Who next? Who next? For real, who next? Lemme know, lemme know, I'm off this, I'm off this Love me now

Joyner uses Meek Mill’ “Litty” beat to respond

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You just gonna do what you supposed to ('Posed to) I remember when them hoes called me old news Now when they cheat, I'm the go-to (Joyner) Word on the street's I ain't one to get close to I was hopeless, now I'm hopeful (Yuh) I done made my own way like I'm supposed to All you niggas did what you was told to (Yeah) Tory, why all your songs always sound like a rerun, nigga? (Huh) I just want my motherfucking refund, nigga (Huh) Funny looking ass, go and eat some', nigga I ain't never had to get my fucking teeth done, nigga (Hahaha) When I kill you, I ain't running to you, bleed some, nigga (Yuh) Oh, you wan' be some nigga? (Yuh) Me and 6ix9ine had Trippie Redd bitch on the couch She was giving us a threesome, nigga

Why you bring my name up in the first place, Tory? (Yeah) You ain't fucking with me on my worst day, Tory (Uh) Wasn't better than me when I was in first grade, Tory We can do this every year on your birthday, Tory (Brrrat) Every summer, every winter, every Earth day, Tory Every Tuesday, every Thursday, Tory It's gon' be a motherfucking anniversary, Tory You done fucked up, now you need first aid, Tory

Shit Damn So now that we got that out the way, hmph Let's make a record, nigga Hahahahaha Joyner

Tory responds with a scorcher over the same Litty beat so that both had the exact same amount of time for their verses

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And it goes on Kill a pussy nigga with his pantyhose on The gun is equipped for what ever hand it goes on To kill a backpack nigga with his Jansport on Geek ass nigga Dweeb ass nigga Never had a G-pass nigga 'Bout to ski mask his ass and eat fast nigga Pull the heat fast and blast And leave that nigga With his seat back nigga I'm a number one nigga in no time I been waiting for a nigga to give me the showtime In the jungle waiting for you to slip on the oak vine I'ma do this nigga like I was chewing a pork rind nigga Eminem couldn't get ya to a million on the 'Gram Chris Brown tried, nigga failed both times I done took ya page to a million in a day If you ask me, nigga, I'm ya motherfucking cosign I'ma hit the pussy ass nigga with a clothesline I'ma have to catch a nigga slipping in my own time I just took the flame on a private ass plane Out to Massachusetts, catch this nigga slipping in his hometown Ya see what go around come around and go around So I got his hoe going round like it go around Let these niggas know I'm not the one to toe-to-toe around Singing ass nigga not the one to leave your hoe around I'm about to hit him with the end of the K Word to my niggas in Heaven I'm 'bout to send em away I'm exhausted I kill this nigga two times 24 hours man this shit been a repetitive day Nigga tell me is it Joyner Lucas, Lucas Joyner? I'm the nigga who destroy ya Coupe deploy ya, label drop ya, who's the lawyer? Buy ya contract from them back and be who employ ya Oops, I'm going, who's condoning? Juice and jonesing Met ya bitch she too conjointed Tryna ask this pussy ass nigga who the fuck want smoke But the lightskin niggas in ya crew too spooked to join in I'm a nasty nigga, then you could ask these nigga The shotty dumping popping up outta the backseat, nigga I'm 'bout to leave his body bloody like a maxi, nigga I tax these niggas, get at these niggas, attack these niggas The venom is arachne, nigga I'm 'bout kill da man and da man that done backed these niggas And blam any man that'll try to dap you niggas And clap any stan fan that attract you niggas See ya daddy was a musician that never made it 'Cause when you was born nigga it was you or him Shattered knowing he would never make it as an artist And the odds of his life prolly be 2 to 1 But I give it to him 'cause he didn't run I guess he figured, "man when you look at it in a nutshell All I got is a failed music career and My revenge is giving that shit to my son" Nigga I'ma flossy nigga They try to toss me nigga The 45th I get em off me nigga I block niggas Chris Bosh these niggas I got figures pish posh to niggas I dump niggas, jump, criss cross these niggas The pump leave 'em slumped, in the car seat nigga The skunk in the trunk was an awkward nigga That thought he didn't need to have caution with him A cornball with a Boston fitted I said hold up my nigga man this shit crazy You fucked AYLEK$ man that shit crazy Nigga said he out here running threesomes with the Nigga that's in court dealing with the kid cases I'ma hit a stain then I hit a bad one Pull up on the nigga hold em up for ransom I got five plaques this year, you did a whole song with Eminem and still don't even have one nigga Damn, my lil homie that’s a bad one nigga Really feel bad for you it's a sad one nigga Hold your head steady maybe you could have one nigga Hit me for a hook and maybe get a plaque young nigga Shout go out to Wayno and Ak my nigga Tomorrow they'll be talking 'bout you got smacked young nigga From the pack my nigga I'm keeping this shit a stack, my nigga That "Litty" verse was wack, my nigga They go hard my dawg, but I go harder nigga Atcha head with the fade like a barber nigga Try to come for the boat and I'ma harbor niggas Be smart like a Harvard nigga don't start with niggas And he got a problem with us But nigga, I know how to solve it nigga This is my son I'ma tell 'em like Star Wars, "Lucas, I am your father" nigga You a perpetrating, work for hire, twerk for payment Busta Rhyme impersonating, worthless baby, irks him daily Hurts to say it, burger flipping, birthed in 80s Tryna be a 90s baby, thirty something tryna chase it Tryna make it, rocks designer, kinda fakes it Hates to face it That he'll never be a nigga that be placed for A-list, niggas damn Here's what he's thinking right now "I'm Joyner Lucas, why did I start it with this guy? Tory Lanez coming back what am I gonna do this time? They ain't like none of my diss lines Everybody knows I can spit it in quick time Even if the lines is as shitty as 6ix9ine's But this time they ain’t really letting me get by Fuck I'm finna do with this shit now? Damn I know this nigga finna be wild Knowin' this nigga bout to kill me on it OD now Don't nobody ever wanna book me for a show I ain't got no songs when I go I spit freestyles Try to make songs 'bout depression But nobody ever get it So I take it out on popping niggas beats now I ain't never ever trapped I ain't never slung a gat But the world don't know so fuck it, I'm a G now" Man, what the fuck wrong with him? I know something wrong with him I got a hundred bunch o' bullets 'bout to put 'em all in him Nigga walked in with a hundred rounds in him And he's seen a nigga chicken I was comin' down in it Glock nine nigga gotta run around with it I'ma son a nigga, keep it at least one-a-round with it Backpack niggas ain't sellin' no records Better dumb it down with it when you come around with it

This shit is easy man Yo it's crazy nigga I'm really-, I'm really-, I'm really being very generous, you know? Like I'm really doing you a favor, it's not a lot of niggas in my status that come down just to, you know, to come down and spank you niggas, pause man It's crazy, but you know I'ma do for you what niggas didn't do for me - that's older brother status So if you blow from this point on, I'm your cosign nigga, you know what it is Ayy Slow, that's facts right? Big facts, word to Ralph, nigga, word to big Jevante too, nigga You know what's going on nigga-, you know what the fuck's going on, nigga One Umbrella gang, nigga

Joyner finishes off the battle with Kodak Black’s ZeZe beat but doesn’t necessarily finish Tory.

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Ahh, shit Joyner!

Yo, nigga's saying, "What a great battle" But you about to see a fucking snake rattle Boy, you just a pony with a pink saddle I'm truly sorry that you stuck inside of Drake's shadow When are you gon' overcome? (Huh) When are you gon' level up? When are you gon' grow another foot? (Huh) When are you gon' show us that you number one? (When) And everything that you accomplished in some years about to take me just a couple months Don't you think I'm bluffing neither I thought you were tougher, eager (Damn) How you almost signed to Justin Bieber? You look like a fuckin' beaver (Haha) Ten years in the game but yo' ass still sittin' on the fucking bleachers Boy, you just another diva (Just another diva) Heard yo' grandmama kicked you out the house screaming "Tory, we don't fucking need you" Why yo' daddy up and leave you? (Why) I guess this is how they fucking treat you And you my puppet, you my Cousin Skeeter This ain't what you wanted, they been waiting for it I'm Joyner Lucas, what the fuck you niggas take me for (What the fuck) I pull up in a Demon but I kill Satan for it If you want attention Tory you gon' have to pay me for it All these hoes love me but you sucker niggas hate me for it You roll up on me, catch a shot at ya Mercedes door The bullets fly, you recline like a La-Z-Boy All you do is cry, you a child, you my baby boy You call yourself Tory after The Notorious Big (Yeah) Biggie turning in his grave when he hear yo' shit Don't ever think that you could ever come compare yo' shit Little girls and kids only ones who feel yo' shit I skipped the plaques on my way to a Grammy All your records soft and sweet, niggas think that you candy Your niggas really convinced you that you think you can scare me And you got identity issues, niggas think you a tranny, really? (Damn) Tory tell us why you always gotta lie in your rhymes (Why) I know keeping up with lies can get tiring sometimes You not a G and deep down you wanna hide sometimes Staring at the sunshine and start crying sometimes Your real name is Daystar, you been dying to shine And when you sing you kinda sound like you dying sometimes You make the type of tracks that had me feelin' silent inside Nobody take you serious, put all the violence aside Okay, let's talk about your plagiarism that you hate to mention (Yeah) Or talk about the hate you giving to the greats you dissing (Let's talk about it) And that writer who wrote yo' shit still ain't get paid on that "Don't Die" record You should probably go pay the nigga (Yeah, man) And how the fuck you talk about Kendrick when he a legend (Huh) Then go bite the nigga style on your record right at the ending On 4AM Flex 2 minutes and 50 seconds Sound exactly like the Art of Peer Pressure, go take a listen You inspired by the niggas you name dropped Catch fire in the rain, no umbrella to shelter you and no rain drops When I seen you on Flex, I gave props But then we found out you stole Don Q shit from the train stop You thought you were fly 'til the plane drop Ugly motherfucker tryna stunt in a tank top It's no wonder why they used to feed yo' ass with a slingshot You my son, this the last time I'll give you a Ring Pop Sit down, you on punishment And don't get up until you see me And don't even think about touching that TV No more video games, no more phone, no more 3D No more radio or boombox for your weak ass CD Matter of fact, give me your chains back and everything I bought you You a disgrace to this family and everything I taught you I hate to say it son but you make me sick I should'a knew you weren't shit when you came out with a baby dick It's no wonder why you pay for pussy Tory you think you slick All you do is lounge around the house all day like a lazy prick Shit, highly disappointed in you son, I need some answers How come you couldn't follow in my steps and be a dancer? Or maybe write a book like me or be somebody's grandpa Instead you wanna be a fucking rapper with some hair plugs No more rapping, give me your pen and paper No more lying to the people on how you the biggest gangster Now hurry up and get your juicy out the refrigerator You going to bed at eight o'clock and not a minute later No, I don't wanna hear it No, let this be a lesson Close your mouth and go into your room like I suggested I'm a get real Joe Jackson in a second Matter of fact, give me your toys, I'm adding that to the collection I just did a show and got it lit ya little nigga And my freestyles killing your originals nigga Couldn't name a bitch I couldn't get ya little nigga You a rebound, even Scottie Pippen know nigga You ain't from Toronto, put that on the Bible I put six hollows in your Ferragamo Nigga, you from Brampton, go spin the bottle Bitch I'm from New England, me and Brady in the El Dorado Now come get on my level, I'm hard as metal I bomb the ghetto, I brought the shovel I bury all of you little ninja turtles You Donatello, you soft as jello You must be gone off that Amaretto It's hard to tell 'cause you soft as pillows You fucking midget, I call you Willow I throw you out a fucking car window I step all over your Margielas, you caught feelings Yo' heart spinning, my bars illing I'm Bob Dylan, I'm John Lennon, I'm authentic Your bars running no off limits Don't talk business, don't talk, listen I'm off this so you fuck this you fuck! Nigga

What, nigga Fuck out my face nigga Ayy nigga look We gonna get one in, pause Let's not, let's not do this back and forth shit no more I, I think we know what's up, you know Ha ha ha, Joyner

#Joyner Lucas #Tory Lanez #Rap Beef #litty freestyle #littly agaIn #ZeZe

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Rhonda, age 15 emergency room

...Yeah, I been to juvee, what about it? I was up at Spofford --they got legends bout me--thought they wasn't gon git rid a' me, but yo' I had to git de fuck up outta dere, they had hoes that murder people in that piece and I'm baaad and all but I ain't never murdered nobody yet and I try not to fuck up nobody too much less they mama cain't recognize 'em

Last night, my man Ray-Ray, he 23 and built better than buster douglass well anyway, we was over to his crib and he was tryin to git on for some but he been locked up for 4 months and I 'ont know that that nigga been doin--shit, I know what I was doin up in Spofford-- so when I tole him I was having my menstruals, he decided to get plexed. He smoked a blunt and wouldn't take me home and den the nigga went n' fell asleep. I was like damn, here I am at Ray-Ray's crib and I got a motherfuckin curfew and a math test tomorrow (I'm trying to do good in school for probation and dis lady who teach english say I got potential --which I did look up in the dictionary. It mean I gots mad promise if my ass don't end up in jail).

So I'm lookin for a pencil, anything to write on which, when I find it, is a paper towel and thinkin that Ray-Ray ain't helpin me none and he must be a stupid nigga to boot cuz he ain't got no paper and I had to sharpen the pencil wit a knife. I starts to think about findin me a new man.

Me and my math problems plexing each other to death, when Big Mac come knockin. He Ray-Ray's cousin so I let him in. He say, where Ray-Ray? I'm like he sleeping, he blunted out- Ahhe say,you wanna watch a movie

I look at the napkin, crunch it up, make a perfect 3 pointer and follow Big Mac to the living room. He put in the tape and turn off the light. Then the movie come on and at first I'm fixin to git up cuz this ain't my kind of movie --girls in all kinds of crazy positions suckin white boys off, bitches lettin 'em whip they ass and tie em up. That's at first, cuz the next thing I know I'm feelin crazy shit go through me: cunt juice drippin down my leg and I'm freakin myself out cuz i thought that shit only happen at Spofford. Cuz I'm imagi- nin I'm stompin all the white boys. Walkin up to em while dey whippin dem girls and I'm stickin .45s in dey backs---but that ain't all. I'm thinkin after I kill em, de ladies gon want to fuck me, and yeah, that's the part I'm trippin on, that I want them to fuck me and that Ray-Ray didn't never make me feel like the cuties in juvee. And I look over at Big Mac to see if he know yet by the look on my face that I'm a fuckin homo. Cuz if he don't know yet I want to fix my face before he guess. And when I look at him I'm like I know this nigga done lost his mind cuz the bitch is sittin there with his dick outta his pants and his hand movin all fast n shit and he stop when he see me, den he start talkin real deep bullshit he say, Rhonda come here, Why don't you do me, Come on Rhonda do me, Ray-Ray ain't gonna mind, I ain't gonna tell him.

He reach over and touch my titty and me, ms. bad ass all of a sudden cain't move I'm frozen, I mean I couldn't move damn you cute girl, I wanna git my groove on wit you, I always... The nigga stop talkin then. He all grunts and shit and I'm imaginin I'm on another planet tryin to think about the math test and that lady-teacher I got and I feel all that POTENTIAL running the fuck away cuz I won't claw this nigga to death cuz I cain't even believe it's happenin cuz he Ray-Ray's cousin and cuz i ain't never felt no pain like this so I don't feel it/ I /think/ bout/ this/ time/I/beat/this/bitch/ so /bad /she /lost/ 6/ teeth/ and/ got /scars /to /this /day/ from/the box/ cutter/ I /slashed /cross /her/face/

I guess he done cuz he start to say somethin don't worry girl, I know you.......

And I don't hear the mothafucka finish cuz I'm outta the room and shakin Ray-Ray so hard he think it's a earthquake in Bed-Stuy. I make that nigga git up and take me home in his mama's raggedy-ass hoopty.

And I start cryin when I see my projects and commence to tellin Ray-Ray everything. First thing he do is say, hell naw, you my bitch, ah'm a take care of this shit. Den he tell me to take a bath an he gon call me after he settle this shit. Then he leave. I let myself in and hope mama ain't wake. She ain't. I go to de bathroom, flick de light on, watch de roaches git de fuck out my way, and set the water to run. I wuz gonna take a real hot bath, but I membered too late we ain't got no hot water right now. So, I pullt the drain and went to bed. But all I'm thinkin bout is my test and my potential--- how ahm gon git it back-- so I find the damn book and jist study and study and study till round bout 7:30 when I'm still wide awake and fixin to go to the school. For the first time I'm gon make first period. I'm steppin out the door and I see Ray-Ray walkin up, he look real mad. I don't feel nothin but good cuz I know I can pass. He git closer and I smell malt on him. He say, I see you like them clothes, bitch and I'member right then I ain't changed he say it again, yeah, you like the fuck smell on them clothes. I go "you crazy nigga, I ain't like shit about yo cousin" he like, you lyin cunt, Big tole me de whole story, He say you wanted to fuck him, He say you come over to him while he tryin to watch a movie and put your hand on his dick and He say he told you he wasn't gon' disrespect me like that but you kept touchin on him and I cain't blame the nigga for goin for his. I cain't believe you did that shit, Rhonda. You spose to be my girl and you go fuckin my cousin.

He got me backed up in the corner in the lobby. People see us and don't nobody say shit. I don't say shit again cuz ahm in shock and de only think I'm thinkin is bout how to figure x=y2 when he say You ain't got nothin to say, bitch the way to solve x=y2 was still runnin through my mind when he hit me and I fell down and I felt him kickin math answers out my head. I got sad cuz I wasn't gon' make first period and my POTENTIAL act like it ain't never comin back

-- letta simone-nefertari neely, When we were mud

#Womanism #Poetry #Burden of Existence #Blackness #Abuse

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