#loopsy artists

[justmwahstruly]

PLEASE TELL ME SOMEONE LOVES LA LA LOOPSIES LIKE I DO

take the girlfriends I mean girlfriends I mean girlfriends I mean

#la la loopsy #la la loopsie #la la loopsies #spot splatter splash #storm e sky #spot splatter splash x storm e sky #storm e sky x spot splatter splash #I SHOULD MAKE THEM A TAG #I wanna make a ship nameeeeee heheheheh #loopsy artists #I MEAN ITS NOT WRONG SHES A MUSICIAN AND SHES A PHYSICAL ARTIST #dies #art #I LIED. #splatterstorm #YAYAYAYAYA

[cirqueduroyale]

Episode 10: The King's Monster pt. 36 pt. 1

Lil Daisy: when your hippie parents let you cut your own hair

Part 2 will be up tomorrow, but you can read the full thing now at cirqueroyalecomic.com

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[sillyhellokitty]

about me!!

Name(s): Asuka/Rae

She/they (15)

I’m bisexual *pref 4 women*

I am a married woman I love my husband *my boyfriend*

I’m trad goth, y2k girlie, and emo<3

I’m also a makeup artist

Fandoms:

Monster high, homestuck, Sanrio, sally face, the walten files, stardew valley, animal crossing, bratz, dc, lala loopsy, Jennifer’s body, elvira, and fnaf :,)

Music

I love ptv *I saw them live last fall!* and destroy boys which I saw live as well. I love KoRn, slipknot, evanscene, limp bizkit, p!atd, fob, mcr, paramore, Green Day, Weezer, mitski, nirvana, hole, the cure, Tyler the creator, System of a Down, soundgarden, rob zombie, Ayesha erotica, Azelia banks, Billy idol, Queen, gorillaz, kittie, icp, the smiths, deftones, linkin park, the offspring, type o negative, ghost, the cranberries, blu Cantrell, specimen, sisters of mercy, the weekend, frank ocean, Katy Perry, and lady Gaga.

My socials:

Tiktok: asukasorrell //kiiittyskull

Pinterest: biggestkornfan69

Twitter: AsukaSorre82800

*this was long overdue :,)*

#the walten files #animal crossing #ninetendo #homestuck #stardew valley #plants #mcbling #y2kcore #y2k #pink aesthetic #trad goth #lgbtqia #bisexual #tiktok #twitter #ayesha ericota #music #mitski

[pretentiouswreckingball]

hi loopsie!! do you have a fav song or fav musical artist? <3

hello skye!! so nice to see you here<3

I have many fave artist like mother mother, saint motel, fob, laufey, finneas, ts, etc. but two i want to point out are Hozier and Conan Gray, because both bring me so much comfort and heartache in the same beat.

And for songs,,,, ooof *inserts that one sponge bob meme* well, this is hard but love song by The Cure is up there and also discord by The Living Tombstone, both i could listen to on repeat without hating them.

Inbox me (1) thing you want to know about me.

#when i get obsessed about songs most likely is because of the rhythm! i love the ups and downs and a good melody #funny because the two artist i choose i choose them because of their lyrics heheheh there are two wolfs inside me fr fr #thank you for playing with me<3 #loops plays a game #skye tag<3 #ask

[otrtbs]

hi nat!! can i pretty please have 13, 17 & 28 <3

hi loopsie!! of course you can!!! <33

13. what's an album cover that you would frame and put up in your house?

okay another album cover i would frame is cage the elephant's melophobia. bc i DO have it framed lmaooo. it's the first vinyl record i ever bought and it slays!!

17. what song do you listen to if you need to pump yourself up to do something difficult?

one of these normally!! depending on the vibes!! but also rack city by tyga and poppin by rico nasty!!

28. Most underrated band or artist?

Haley Blais is phenomenal !!! She's got about 167k monthly listeners and I 13/10 recommend.

ALSO BLEGH !! BLEGH SUPREMACY !!! THEY GOT ME THROUGH THE FIRST HALF OF COVID,,, THEY HAVE ONE ALBUM IT'S SO FUCKING GOOD AND THEN THEY BROKE UP LMAO. BUT STILL WORTH A LISTEN FOR SURE. AND THEY'VE GOT ABT 27K MONTHLY LISTENERS.

music ask game!

#music ask game!

[movedtodykedvonte]

We need some comfort spamton time now...

Too much pain for the guy, and Addisons too I guess

(spam mailed is brutal) (maybe some doctor spamton may cure our wounds) (he at least gets better)

Okie dokie, here are softer sillier headcanons I have for Spamton in this trying time of angst. Plus some doctor au bits

In the Doctor au Spam saves up to rent a studio apartment he also practices out of. His patients stopped by both as a house warming celebration and to give him stuff to make it homey

Also doctor au, Ambyu-Lances who are also corrupt or generally bad at their job act as his “nurses”. Basically scouts who tell him who has a booboo or not. 

I like to think with kid patients he uses the minitons to distract them when he has to do something that might scare them (shots, setting a bone, whatever freaks out children) also he learned to juggle pipis to make em laugh

in general me thinks he has a soft spot for kids. Like he’d love to be a dad but at no point in time he really thought he was stable (mentally, physically or fiscally) to raise one

Spamton has a soft spot for pop-ups as they are out of style ad creatures kinda like him. I like to think he trades attention for them to distract people so he can rob them <3

As an addison I feel like people thought he was cute in a wet dog sort of way. He’d use this to get the other ads pity sales by acting like a new nervous employee (he didn’t need to act that much)

Big Shot Spamton was really nice to service workers (old kinship), like if he was hanging with snooty friends that didn’t tip or were assholes he’d always sneak back and tip/compensate ridiculously well. 

Because of this when Spam had his downfall a lot of these workers remembered and snuck him stuff to use or sell.

When he sees discarded dolls as a puppet he sneaks them into or onto thrift store shelves so at least one toy may find a loving home again

damn bro ur projecting on a lala loopsie??? L

Surprise Case file spam softness, Spamton does get a merry band of con artist that like help him deal with this bullshit. They are a bunch of reject ads/viros/ambys and basically its a silly (with some angst) battle of the friend groups sub plot

I feel like Spamton has one miniton that’s like his special little helper buddy that he is incredibly defensive over. Like if a maus or tasque bothered it Spamton’s gonna fist fight that thing

I’m renaming the doctor au Spampilled cause it’s so much funnier.

#im not the best at comforting headcanons #stories? plots? yeah but little things #other than domestic stuff nah #occasionally tho i can for domestic stuff but spam isnt very domestic is he #i can change that eventually #ask #anon #spamton #spamton g spamton #undertale #deltarune #utdr #cold emails au #spampilled au

[nevvaraven]

I think is homophobic of tumblr not showing me you were playing a game, but anywaysss, if you please 18, 25 & 28 for the ask game :D

Hi loopsie :)

18. What's something you've done enough you feel like you should have memorized it by now, but still need reference to do?

My brownie recipe. I've made it 1 gazillion times already and every time I still need to look at the recipe to get my measurements.

25. Think of one of the people you follow. Why did you follow them originally? Did the reason change overtime?

The first people I followed were my favourite fanfic writers and artists and people who just looked fun and friendly

A lot of the people I follow now are nepo mutuals in that I saw them interacting with my moots and I liked their vibe and awkwardly wiggled my way in and here we are (loops you are a nepo moot btw)

And then other people I followed because they followed me first and I was always planning to follow them but kept pussying out cause they made me a lil nervous and then when they did they follow me I did a little happy dance

And other people i follow are moots who i thought i was moots with and then found out I wasn't even following and got mortified because I'd literally been interacting with them like we were moots because im dumb and then immediately shame followed

Everyone i follow falls somewhere within these 4

28. Quick! come up with a name for a music album!

Toxic perfume ???

#ask games #loops tag #<333333

[plumbaleena]

Shop My Stream Room

Hey doll! Welcome to my little corner of Tumblr - I’m sure you’re here from Twitch and wanted to shop my stream room, or just see it up close since you can only see little sections of it on stream. Well, here we go!

I wanted to utilize space, along with functionality for my backdrop so I purchased three book cases from IKEA

The BILLY x 2 found here x

The KALLAX laid on its side found here x

Found on the KALLAX are //

Original Elvis records from my Grandma that mean EVERYTHING to me

A signed art book by my favorite surrealism artist [I was an art history major] Mark Ryden x

World of Warcraft Book x

The History of The Witcher x

World of Warcraft Art Book x

The Nightmare Before Christmas custom print from Disneyland x

Sylvanas hand painted statue from Blizzard x

Widow print from Etsy x

Custom Twitch name from Etsy x

Day of the Dead Art x

Witcher print x

IKEA plant x

Moon Macrame from Hobby Lobby x

LED Light Strips x

Shadow High Twins x

Rainbow High Twins x

OMG Dolls x

The Witcher Figurines //

Geralt x

Yen x

Ciri x

The Witcher Books x

World of Warcraft Book x

The Witcher Henry Cavill Figurine x

LaLa Loopsy Dolls x

Avocado Toast Mini + Large x [use code Plumbaleena for $35 off]!

TechniSport Kawaii Streaming Chair x [use code Plumbaleena for 10% off anything]!

Logitech Aurora Wired Keyboard x

Pink Vertical Wireless Mouse x

Pink Deskpad x

Logitech Headphones x

Blue Yeti Mic x

#stream room #small streamer #streamers connect #office #shop my office

[staliamazing]

tag game <333

this is just for fun as im in bed this morning :)

name: sarah

age: 20

location: australia

and now, think about your childhood and tell me -

did you have a nickname and is it still used? sare is used very often still! not so much sare-bear or anything sickeningly cute like that. i wish people called me sarz still </3

what did you want to be when you'd grow up? a baker for a while. i never had a clear vision i just flitted from random activity to the next hoping something felt long-lasting. still not there :)

your favourite cartoon: my little pony. i had a PHASE. i dont really like cartoons anymore at all though

your favourite TV show: dance academy and doctor who! also i would walk home from the bus every day and immeditaly put on gasp on ABC3 and rip open some arnotts scotch biscuits

your favourite book: i loved every book i ever read but diary of a wimpy kid, enid blyton, mr men anything! i started reading from a very young age (# autism # hyperlexia) and its always been one of my favourite things to do because escapism.

your favourite toy: i have two special plush boys from when i was a mere baby but i also loved la la loopsies, and barbies! i had a big purple bin of toys and some were in a hammock above my bed too.

your favourite thing to eat: i have been a picky eater forever but there was this fucking Fantastic restaurant near us which was a buffet! id get roast veggies, cheese, ice cream, custard and whatever was on offer and id go home sick every time, whoops!

your favourite school subject: all of them. take me back to the youthful desire for knowledge. our eco class was a special fave though where we'd go into the bush and learn about the land and how to care for it.

how did you spend your summers? i don't really remember tbh! going to dads parents, playing on my ipod, making up dances. i hated the summer holidays with a burning passion. school is where its at

did you listen to music? if yes, did you have a favourite band/artist? i listened to whatever mum or my sister listened to which ended up being a lot of aussie artists (ben lee, kasey chambers) and my sister bred my love for the emo trinity somewhat early on also.

and lastly, tell me something you did as a kid that your parents still don't know about: in kindy i faked being sick and went home on PYJAMA DAY (?!?!). i have no clue why but i think it had something to do with not enjoying being out of uniform. again - autism. my poor little goody two shoes heart probably couldn't help but feel like it was doing something wrong

#tag game #this was fun

[porcelwayindependent]

Beginning development

I've had this account just lying around, now I have a project I want to start and this would be a great place to document the development process of not only this project but others I'm working on

You know welcome home?

That arg that just exploded? well it's all I can think about, and naturally autist brain wants to replicate the feeling it gives me.

The cute and the disturbing all in one. I also adore porcelain dolls thus this idea for my own cutely nefarious arg. I'm hoping starting this blog will hold be to the project, and hopefully seek artists and voice actors for assets. I'm drawing inspiration from poppy playtime, lala loopsies and more, especially the most recent inde horror market breakers such as fnaf, capitalising off of character fanfair and uncanny Valley

For now, enjoy the pallets I've picked out.

All the best, PorcelWay. Independant

[ragchaser]

Apparently I made this yesterday but I dont remember making it, so yeah

#my art #myart #my artwork #my art stuff #fan art #fanart #digital art #digital fanart #illustrators on tumblr #artists on tumblr #lala loopsies #yuki kimono #lala loopsies yuki kimono

[goldengoblink]

“Loopsie Dollie” Loopy Doll being loopy. #art #artist #artistoninstagram #macabre #evildoll #cute #creepy #creepycute #creepyart #spooky #spookyart #ink #inkdrawing #halloween #penandink #cuteart #doll #creepydoll #demon #witchcraft #illustration https://www.instagram.com/p/CEMjAIMBuaY/?igshid=1wlg495h7iwn2

#art #artist #artistoninstagram #macabre #evildoll #cute #creepy #creepycute #creepyart #spooky #spookyart #ink #inkdrawing #halloween #penandink #cuteart #doll #creepydoll #demon #witchcraft #illustration

[rosywrites]

Fading Starlight

Title: Fading Starlight By: ArisuChanSenpai (Visit my blog for AO3 link!) Fandom: League of Legends Ship: Jinx & Lux, implied Ezreal & Lux

Word count: 3019

What the fuck.

Why is it that whenever I turn a corner, I always see you with him? I take a step back and poke my head out from the corner. Ugh, why do they have to be in my hangout spot? I scowl as I hear you laugh at something he said. You never laugh like that around anyone else.

I narrow my eyes and stomp over to you.

You try to calm me down in front of him, when I know you’d usually argue back with me. I bark out a laugh when you say I can’t own an entire area of the school. Nah, I’d totally fight anyone who’d try to take this spot of mine. It’s my own little space.

He tries to hold you back by grabbing your hand. He tells you that they could find another place at school to talk.

I crack a joke about him being in love with you. I raise a brow, revelling in silence at the satisfaction of seeing him let go of your hand like he touched fire. Yet, his reaction is also unpleasant to me. I shoo you two away and watch you leave without turning back to look at me with your usual “you are in so much trouble later” look. I think nothing of it and climb the tree behind the school building to look at the view.

Man, it never beats the city scenery at night though.

I lean back against the tree trunk. I think about the first time I met him back when you took us all to Camp Targon, when I saw you talking to him. I doubt you sensed me nearby, but I heard him ask you what your favorite light was.

Now and then, I see you with him at school.

I don’t know why. But for some reason, that doesn’t sit right with me.

You’re on your phone while you cook this time. There’s that smile on your face again. And don’t think I didn’t catch that blush on your cheeks. Or maybe that was because I butted my head in to read your texts. Oh, it was Janna. You scold me not to read your messages over your shoulder.

I snicker and correct you that I shoved myself into the conversation, thank you very much. You shake your head and go back to cooking while I dig through the freezer for those popsicles Poppy hid in there somewhere. But out of the corner of my eye, I catch you switching the conversation to his.

I roll my eyes and slam the freezer door, startling you. I bite the popsicle between my teeth and grin smugly at you. I walk past you to the backyard, your face as pink as your hair.

It’s hilarious to see you turn the same shade as your blossom pink hair. You’d think no human being can turn that kind of color. But you proved them wrong.

I look back to see you resuming cooking, but the screen of your phone is still on. Your head keeps turning to the side expectantly. Kuro and Shiro fly out of the open window of my room and chase each other in the sky. I smile at them endearingly. Oh, they’re such cuties!

The laughter that comes out of me feels off. There’s something weird in my laugh. I shrug it off as I chew on the pop before it melts.

This popsicle doesn’t taste as good as I expected. Maybe Poppy got the recipe wrong. But then again, she never makes a mistake on her special Poppsycle recipe. So I wonder why this tastes weirdly bitter.

Meh. I plop down onto our plastic recliner and sunbathe.

I roll across your back, playing a game app on my phone. I drawl out your name, complaining about what Poppy did to me this morning that I totally didn’t deserve. But you don’t respond. You’re spacing out the window of the living room, not paying attention to the open book in your hand. I repeat your name.

You still don’t respond.

I sigh in frustration as I playfully shove your head into your book with a snicker. You rub your nose as you shoot a glare at me, but you turn back to your book without another word.

Well. That was… underwhelming.

I poke at your hair, continuing my little rant about Poppy threatening to drop kick me while Lulu and Janna were watching from the table. Not doing anything to stop her! How could they just watch her wave the spatula at me while I was trying to take an egg from the several she was cooking up for us?

You only make acknowledging sounds with the occasional “uh-huh” or hum.

For once, my lips that would constantly go off about something—anything I can set my mind on—shut, and I fall silent. I roll off your back and make my way to my room. You don’t even call after me or ask where I’m going. When I turn the corner to head upstairs, I hear the ding of your phone and your giggle.

In my hand, my phone vibrates as it drones that I failed the level I was playing on. Ah, shit, now I have to start the level all over again. I look at the screen while I open the door to my room and sprawl on my bed. Right as my thumb is about to tap the restart button, I stop. Instead, I exit out of the app. I toss my phone onto my pile of clothes on the chair by my desk.

It’s not like the game was that fun anyways.

You don’t really come out of your room much anymore. And you’re always outside of your room to give us one of your usual pep talks or the game plan that I never really listen to. Heck, you haven’t even once banged on the wall to tell me to tone down my blasting rock music the past week. I can see the light of your computer from the space between your door and the floor, and I can hear you happily chatting with someone over voice chat.

Judging by your tone, I can already tell who it is. I walk past your door but not without slamming my palms against the wood to scare you. I hear you yelp, and I cackle as I run downstairs to the smell of food. Kuro and Shiro shoot past me into the kitchen, where I can hear Poppy telling them to stop bothering her.

I stop in my tracks at the end of the stairs when I realize you haven’t even opened your door to yell at me. I frown towards the direction of your room. Ugh. How boring…

“You okay, Jinx?” I look down to see our innocent little artist, Lulu. She tugs on my skinny jeans, her head tilted in worry. “Your starlight seems dull.”

There’s a pause. I have no idea what the heck she’s getting at. “What d’you mean, Loops?” I try asking.

“You’re sad.”

Okay, now she was talking crazy. I snort in amusement at her claim. “Me? Sad? Oh, Loops, you know there’s a limit to imagination. Me being sad is beyond that limit.”

Lulu neither accepts or denies my words. She keeps looking at me with those big, blue eyes. “Just because the light seems to be far away, doesn’t mean it’s completely gone.”

I stand there, dumbfounded, as Lulu skips over to the counter to start drawing something again like she always does. Pix quickly joins her, fluttering around her head. I… sometimes wish I could be in Lulu’s world. Just to know what she’s talking about all the time. But then again, I feel like I would be staring fear in the eye if I did.

But I wonder what she meant by that. Wish she’d elaborate. Eh, knowing me, her words might go straight out the other ear.

I see Poppy cooking while Janna is cleaning up the dishes. Seems like we’re having beef stew for dinner tonight, hell yeah! Kuro and Shiro then come up to me and nuzzles me with their soft fur. Gee. Wonder what got into them.

The table’s already set, so no work for me! I sit down by the table and wait for that delicious bowl of stew, tapping my fingers eagerly against the wood. I can already feel my mouth watering.

“Jinx, can you get Lux? Weirdly enough, she hasn’t come down yet.”

My fingers stop tapping. “Oh come on, can’t Loopsy do it this time? I don’t wanna go back upstairs!”

“Jinx,” Poppy calls my name in a threatening tone. “It’ll only take a minute.”

“A minute too long,” I mutter as I push myself out of my chair and drag myself upstairs. I knock on your door, the third knock being a little too loud. “Hey sunshine, dinner’s ready. Stop talking to your boyfriend and come downstairs already!”

Your door immediately opens to your pouting face. “First, he’s not my boyfriend. Just a friend.” You take a whiff of the aroma of the beef stew coming from the kitchen. “Oh, it’s beef stew tonight. Let’s go, Jinx.” You brush past me and head downstairs, leaving me to close your door.

I scoff and close the door, but I peek through the crack at you computer screen. There’s something… that feels weird. And it’s not my usual desire to blow something up. Because I love to do that. But this time… it’s different. Kinda new, I think. I close your door shut and go back downstairs.

When I’m back in the kitchen, my bowl of stew is already prepared and ready to be eaten. “Haha!” I cackle as I sit down next to you and start digging in. “Your stew is always the best, Shortstack. I can eat this for days.”

“Yeah, yeah, that’s what you say about all my food.” Poppy takes this moment to send me a knowing glare. “And my popsicles.”

I can only smirk at her comment. “What can I say? You’re the chef of the house!” I kiss the tips of my fingers and smack my lips to emphasize the compliment. “By the way, Lux, you wanna go to the movies later this weekend? There’s a real great movie with explosions and actions and guns and stuff. It’s also got some romance, m’sure you’d drink that stuff up.”

“Oh. Actually, I have plans with Ez that weekend.” You start talking about whatever that guy invited you to, but you don’t seem to notice how much you light up when you talk about him. Your voice gets more chipper. Your eyes get a little wider with excitement. Your gestures become broader.

The table clatters when I slam my hands down and push my chair back to stand up. Without another word, I rush out of the kitchen.

“Hey! Where are you going?! You didn’t even finish your bowl!” Poppy calls after me.

“I’m not hungry!” I holler back. I can already imagine the look on that Shortstop’s face. Her jaw hanging open in shock at my refusal to eat her food. I’d laugh, but I don’t have it in me. “Kuro! Shiro! Let’s go!” My familiars follow me as I run out the door and transform. I fly away from home towards the city.

I don’t even hear the cries of my sisters from the wind rushing past me.

 I find the highest tower in the city and sit on top. Heights make me feel… powerful. Important. Because no one can reach up so high but me. Plus, the city view is gorgeous at night. But even as I gaze down at the moving lights and ant-sized figures of people below, I can’t shake this feeling off.

I don’t know what it is. And it’s so frustrating.

Loudly sighing, I stand up and fly somewhere else. Somewhere open. Somewhere quiet so my voice is what fills the silence. I reach a canyon far west of the city, where there’s nothing but rocks and dirt everywhere. Oh good. Nothing to set on fire, since there’s barely anything here. I think Lux’s scolding is getting to me.

All of a sudden, my chest feels tight. It’s kinda hard to breathe. Something is happening to me. I’m not dying, right? I look at Kuro and Shiro, who seem perfectly fine to me. So, I guess I’m not dying. But this feeling is… painful.

Just to alleviate the pain, I do what I do best. Scream. I screech at the canyons, hearing my voice echo back. It doesn’t soothe the feeling at all. Kuro turns into a cannon in my hands, and I shoot a missile into the air to watch it crash and explode into starlight onto the rocks below.

I hate this.

Another missile explodes in the farther distance.

It’s like I’m not there anymore.

I yell into the sky as Shiro now switches with Kuro into my gun. I shoot at the rocks far away.

I feel like I’m being pushed aside.

I let go of Shiro and start shooting at the sky with my finger, watching the blue starlight disappear as soon as I shoot it. It’s pretty, but I can’t feel myself being able to marvel at it. I keep shooting and shooting and shooting. I scream until my throat’s raw. I then stop, panting to catch my breath. My face feels warm despite the cold canyon air blowing right through me.

“Just because the light seems to be far away, doesn’t mean it’s completely gone,” Lulu’s words resonate in my head.

Fuck it all! The feeling is still there. I let out one last frustrated howl as Kuro and Shiro merge into one huge rocket that I shoot at the sky above me.

I feel like I’m being replaced.

My ears are ringing with the echoes of my screams and the explosions of missiles and bullets. Kuro and Shiro split apart, squeaking something in panic at me. But I don’t hear them anymore. I just barely catch the voice of my sisters yelling at me from behind, when I turn to see them flying towards me with fear in their voice. And there in the front, I see you desperately trying to gain speed to get to me faster.

Next thing I know, I have three barriers on me. That’s when I realize. I look up to see the rocket that I had shot shooting straight towards me. I can’t move. All I can see is an explosion of light and stars before my vision fades to black.

Fuck. My head. I grumble in pain as my eyes flutter open to the ceiling of my room and my rock band posters on the wall. What the fuck? Didn’t I die?

“Jinx?!”

I wince at the sudden loud voice. “Shut up, my head hurts,” I can manage to say.

“Oh, thank the stars. She’s alive! Poppy, get Janna. We need her to check her condition.”

I squint to clear the blurriness away, but I don’t need to have clear vision to know that the white and black furballs against my chin are Kuro and Shiro. That voice was definitely yours. “Lux?”

“Yeah! Yeah, I’m here! I’m here, Jinx!” You grab my hand and squeeze it tightly as you look at me with red, puffy eyes. Shit, I screwed up. “What were you thinking?! Why were you all the way there?! Why didn’t you move, you stupid idiot?”

Huh? Oh yeah. My rocket. I want to move my arms, but my left hurts so badly when I try. I look to see my left arm bandaged and put in a sling. Damn. I think my rocket broke my arm. My head sinks back into the pillow.

“I thought you died, are you kidding me?!” you cry, the tears flowing down your cheeks again.

I snort. “What, all I do is cause trouble? If that’s how I go, that’s how I go. I wouldn’t care.”

“But I do. You are important to me,” you firmly state. “What would I ever do if you died, Jinx? Huh? Can you answer me that?” I gawk at her with wide eyes. I don’t think I’ve ever seen her this… emotional. Ya know, all the crying… and sobbing… and sappy talks.

“Um… sorry?” I croak out.

“You better be,” you sob. You wipe your tears and sigh in relief now. “I’m just glad you’re okay.”

“How did you even find me in that canyon, anyways?” I ask. “It was pretty far from where we lived, you know.”

You sniff. “How could I not know? I knew exactly where you’d go.”

Well. That put a weird, crooked smile on my face. I thought I was having a moment, but then Poppy burst into my room with Janna and Lulu following closely behind. You move away to let Janna examine my injuries and heal them. I start feeling better, but there’s only so much Janna can do with a broken arm.

Oh well.

I’m alive. That’s all that matters.

You stay behind while Poppy, Lulu, and Janna go back downstairs to fix up something for me to eat. That’s nice of them. But I can’t help but laugh in this situation. God, I’m so fucking stupid.

“Why were you in the canyons, Jinx? What were you even doing there?” you suddenly ask.

I shrug as I blow a raspberry with my lips. “Eh, you know me. I like to see explosions of glitter and starlight.” You shake your head and start nagging me about suddenly leaving the dinner table just to see things explode. I cackle. I missed that.

But ya know what? What I was doing in the canyons, I will never tell you. What I felt back there, I will never tell you. Because that shit’s not something I would willingly open up to you about. It’s just not in my character, you know?

If anything though? I just hope that light comes back to me eventually.

#league of legends #jinx #lux #star guardian #jinx x lux #rosywrites #one-shot #i had a sudden burst of inspiration while in storyboarding class so i stayed up until 3am to write and proofread this : ^)