#lilith beresford

[queenie-official]

girl boss and mother of the year frfr

we stan lilith ✨

#awake 2007 #clay beresford #lilith beresford #hayden christensen #lena olin #queenie’s thoughts xx<3

[clayberesford]

I would like to bring attention to all employees working for Beresford Capital as I have important news to share. It is very unfortunate but Mrs. Lilith Beresford passed away a few days ago on November 1st. I will not be in the office for a few weeks as I am taking some family time to grieve and take care of some other personal matters. My assistant James will be taking over for me until I return to the office. If you need anything or have any questions please contact him about anything regarding work. I will be checking in and communicating with James daily by phone or email.

Signed Clayton Beresford Jr.

#awake 2007 #clay beresford #role play account #hayden christensen #awake #awake rp #in character #role playing #fandoms #star wars #Anakin Skywalker #clayton beresford #lilith beresford

[beresfordcapital]

In character Roleplay

Setting and timeline

Set before the movie Awake takes place, a few months before Clay has the surgery.

"I am just informing that Beresford Capital is expanding we are offering new jobs if many people are in need of employment. Please feel free to drop by with a resume any time . Applications are listed on our website, please print them and bring them along with your resume. We will be starting interviews in a few weeks. Thanks,"

Signed

Mrs. Lilith Beresford

@astrolori ooc: here is my account. Feel free to reply anytime. No pressure and take your time. I know you have a lot going on :)

@ClayBeresford

#Lilith Beresford #Awake RP #role play page #in character #Beresford Capital #joby harold #Clay Beresford

[clayberesford-anakinskywalkerfan]

Star wars/Awake parallels- "Clay Beresford/Anakin Skywalker, Lilith Beresford/Shmi Skywalker, Padme/MyOC"💕

Such beautifully tragic souls ❤️❤️

@swiftly-skywalker @skyguy8108

#Clay beresford #hayden christensen #awake 2007 #anakin skywalker #shmi skywalker #Lilith Beresford #Lena Olin #Star wars #Lucasfilm

[bloatedandalone04]

In The Way I Need You Masterlist - Clay Beresford

Series Summary: Clay Beresford never imagined that he would be a single parent at the age of twenty seven. After mistakenly marrying the first girl who didn’t seem to just want him for his money, he was left parenting their son, Joseph Beresford, all on his own. After deciding to hire someone to look after his kid while he went to work, Clay meets you; a shy and kind twenty year old who is new to the city. He falls for you quickly, but his past begins to catch up with him soon after he finally starts to move on from it.

Warnings: 18+, swearing, single dad clay, lilith being the best grandma ever, clay being the best dad ever, fluff, mentions of heart problems, heart conditions, kissing, sexual content, self-deprecating thoughts, oral (f receiving), more to come as the series goes on

Genre: angst, fluff, smut

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

Part 6

Part 7

Part 8

Part 9

Part 10

Part 11

More to come, probably

#clay beresford #clay beresford imagines #clay beresford x reader #clayton beresford #Clayton Beresford x reader #Clayton Beresford imagine #hayden christensen blurb #hayden christensen x reader #hayden christensen smut #hayden christensen imagine #hayden christensen edit #hayden christensen icons #hayden christensen gif #hayden christensen #series #in the way I need you #in the way I need you series #awake 2007 #awake

[witch-of-mustafar]

Wallpapers Awake - A Vida Por Um Fio (Clay Beresford Jr & Lilith Beresford)

Créditos: witch-of-mustafar.tumblr.com (@EmpressOfAnakin)

#Meus #Meus Posts #Wallpapers #Wallpaper #Lilith Beresford #clay beresford jr #character:-clay-beresford #Awake - A Vida Por Um Fio #awake (2007) #awake #Movie #icons hayden christensen #Hayden Christensen Wallpapers #Lena Olin #Lena Olin Wallpaper

[littlewalken]

From Demons to Dracula:The Creation of the Modern Vampire Myth by Mathew Beresford

Indeed a possible origin of the vampire is from the folkloric rendering of the Cain and Abel story. Cain killed his brother Abel and so was banished; he wandered until he met Lilith... she is often depicted as killing human children and showed Cain the power of blood.

#vampires #dracula #cain #lilith

[ladyofriverrun]

Tagged by the lovely @z-e-l-d-s​

Let’s get to it!

Rules: Answer the 20 questions then tag 20 people you want to get to know better.

Name: Lana

Nicknames: Lani, but only a few people I’ve known since childhood use that, plus my Motther. 

Zodiac: Aries, baby!

Height: 5ft 3. Though I’ve been convinced I was 5′4 for years, but apparently not. I was living a big fat self-denial of a lie. 

Languages: English. Spanish (Mexican dialect). Some basic French. Some essential Irish. 

Nationality: Irish-British

Favourite Season: Summer. I love all the seasons and what they bring, and I appreciate them all, but I thrive in summer when everything is in full bloom and the sun is shining and the air is filled with sounds of life. I love it. 

Favourite Flower: I have a few. I like dandelions and buttercups and poppies, and I like foxgloves and the flower of the Hawthorn tree, but the purple and yellow flowers of the Bittersweet Nightshade in my garden is especially important to me. So probably that. 

Favourite Scent: Freshly cut grass. 

Favourite colour: Red has been my favourite colour since I was 4 years old (we were asked in Reception class to colour in everything in our favourite colour. and the sheet looked disturbing with cows and sheep covered in red crayon. The teacher did not think that through) and I have so much red things; my phone case is red, I have so many red lipsticks, red nail polishes, my favourite red ankle boots. But I love the colour teal as well. That’s my joint favourite. It’s just red has been around longer since my ‘make it look like the animals were murdered’ days. 

Favourite Animal: Again this is hard. Cats ultimately, but I love foxes due to my Grandmother, and I have such an affinity with crows. I talk to them a lot when I walk past the graveyard near my house. One even followed me to the bus stop and stood with me till the bus came. And I finally did falconry earlier this year with a gorgeous owl, and I really want to work with owls more as I also love them. 

Favourite Fictional Character: Again, stop asking for one when there are many. Catelyn Stark from ASOIAF stands out significantly. And  I obviously love Lilith in CAOS (though I love her in general mythology too) and Death from the Discworld series, but Catelyn will always have a piece of my heart (however, as most know, I despise the show. What they did to her was just argh. Thank god MF saved it with her freaking acting. Barely). I also love Tuppence Beresford from Agatha Christie books. And Circe  and Penelope from the Odyssey. See, the list just goes on. 

Coffee tea or hot chocolate? Coffeeeeeeee. Unless it’s iced tea. I do like some iced tea. 

Average sleep? 7 hours? 

Cata or dogs? I love both, but I have had cats since I was born, and  I am through and through a cat person (although I’ve loved JRTs since forever, thanks to the glorious star that is Eddie from Frasier. And OMG saw the most gorgeous puppy of a teacup terrier the other day in the woods. She had a RABBIT harness on because she was that small).

Number or blankets? Just the one. Bu tis a duvet not a blanket. 

Dream trip? Galapagos Islands, though I’ve heard tourism is destroying it with too many people going so guess that idea is shot. Also glamping in Madagascar would be AMAZING.  

Blog established? 2012 I believe? I’ve had this blog a while, though I wasn’t ladyofriverrun in the beginning. 

How many followers? 1100 I think? 

Random facts about yourself?  I used to compete in figure skating and have been on the ice with dancing on ice stars, and even got to meet some gold medalists which was amazing. I dyed my hair blonde from the age of 17 to 21, before going back to my natural dark brown. I like to pretend that time never happened. I have my entire house painted in bright colours, and my bedroom is an entire homage to mexico (i’m mexican descent)

I tag....erm...I don’t know.....erm....anyone who wants to? Like if you wanna fill it in, do it, and say I tagged you!

[i-can-sea-asciena]

Le film du mois : Awake

Film Américain Première diffusion : 30 novembre 2007 Réalisateur : Joby Harold Scénariste : Joby Harold Acteurs : Hayden Christensen : Clay Beresford Jessica Alba : Sam Lockwood Terrence Howard  : le docteur Jack Harper Lena Olin : Lilith Beresford Christopher McDonald : le docteur Larry Lupin Année de sortie : 2007 Durée : 1h51 Genre : Thriller Ma note :  ★★★★★ Alors qu’il est sur la table…

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#avis sur le film Awake #Awake avec Jessica Alba #Awakeavec Hayden Christensen #critique du film Awake

[clayberesford]

Is at home in the living room going through old family photos and letters from his parents as he grieves. Is also alone with his thoughts feeling guilty about his mother's death. If only he had listened to her and decided not to go through Jack, she wouldn't have to sacrifice her life for him. The worst mistake of all though was trusting his wife Sam who was the other person in his life he trusted with his heart besides his mother. His mother had a full life ahead and didn't deserve to die because of his reckless mistakes.

Tears run down his cheek as he sees a few photos of him and his parents when he was a child. There was a cute picture of the three of them when they took a family trip to Disney World and they all looked so happy and seemed to all love each other back then. He wished things never had to change and for his family to always be close, but sadly things changed when his father's business was expanding and he was becoming a public figure and also there had always been stress regarding Clay's heart condition ever since he was a child and was born with it. Luckily as a child he was able to manage his condition by keeping up with medical appointments and taking medication. It wasn't until he turned 20 and his heart was getting worse and starting to fail.

He continues to cry silently to himself as he is in his own thoughts about his past and his family.

#awake 2007 #clay beresford #role play account #hayden christensen #awake #awake rp #Anakin Skywalker #Star wars #clayton beresford #lilith beresford #Lena Olin #Samantha Lockwood #Jessica Alba

[clayberesford-anakinskywalkerfan]

Clay's heart was physically weak. However his spirit and drive was so strong and he believed in the good in everyone he loved and cared for ❤️❤️.

The only weakness Clay had was that he was stubborn and trusted the wrong people. Part of this was not his fault considering it was understandable that he was trying to rebel so he can live his own life. He was very sheltered and over-protected by his mother who admits she had gone too far sheltering him too much. This caused him to be so vulnerable and an easy target for cruel people who want to hurt him 😭😭

In the end it was sad how his mother, Lilith was right about Sam and Jack the entire time. I think Lilith also deep down wanted to believe they were good but she already had her own trust issues from her past when she was with her husband who was abusive to her and Clay.

She had rebelled and rushed into an unhealthy marriage too quickly. I do believe at one point Lilith and Clayton Sr. were a happy loving couple for a while. They were lovebirds and a power couple working in the company together. He probably spoiled her and did everything possible to keep her happy. Their mistakes were rushing too quickly and believing they were ready for marriage and let alone having a child too young.

Poor Clay was so pure and innocent, he didn't deserve to be treated so disrespectfully by his father. He was so traumatized by the abuse he went through but he was lucky that he was young enough at the time to be able to block this memory out for his own sanity. Sadly after being awake from his surgery and being betrayed by Sam though, he will never be able to recover from that trauma. He will be so afraid of everyone and be so depressed and sad because he is alone. He deserves someone to love and be there for him and give him all the hugs in the world 😭💔❤️

#hayden christensen #awake 2007 #clay beresford #Lilith Beresford #clayton beresford jr #clay beresford is a sweetie #I love Clay Beresford #hugs to Clayton Beresford Jr

[clayberesford-anakinskywalkerfan]

Awake AU Chapter 1

Roselyn and Clay Meet Again

Late autumn was approaching and it had been a few months since Roselyn Caverly, a young 22 year old girl had been adjusting to her new young adult life  and she had been working at a small bakery, called Country Harvest back in her hometown, Manhattan New York City. Roselyn had previously been living in LA for a few years studying at Pepperdine University which was also the same school that her successful chief lawyer mother Rachel attended.  Her mother hoped that Roselyn would choose a successful career and follow in her mother’s footsteps. However, Roselyn was more passionate about working in the graphic design field. As much as she loved and appreciated her experience living in California, learning new skill sets and making friends, she missed being at home with her family and close friends she grew up with.

Roselyn had  just finished a long day at work.  Some days were very overwhelming, especially when it was really busy with customers in the afternoons and she struggled with anxiety which also made some of her days a bit difficult. However, she was always able to push through and keep going, even if she felt like giving up some days.  After work, she decided to walk to Starbucks on her way home as she had been planning on spending at least an hour there. She loved to go there to write, have a snack and just decompress from the day before heading home to make supper. 

Once she arrived inside the cafe, she noticed that it was really busy  as it was a popular time for most people to be finished working by now.  As she was standing in line waiting to order, she scanned the entire front of the store seeing if there were any tables available for her to sit. While she was searching for a spot, she noticed a handsome young man who looked very familiar sitting at a table by himself near the window. His curly dirty blond hair was neatly combed and he was very well dressed in the latest male fashions. She was very surprised to realize that it was her childhood friend Clayton Beresford. 

 The two of them had grown up together as children and attended the same private high school. They had always been best friends and never felt alone during those times because they always did their best to support and be there for each other and also have some fun times too.It was a bit sad that they lost touch since Roselyn had been away for a few years and Clay had also been busy focusing on his future, following his parent’s footsteps as well.  She was actually really happy to see him there, because she remembered how pretty much inseparable they were back in the day.

After she had purchased a pumpkin spice latte and a brownie, she decided to go join him for a bit and say hello. Roselyn noticed he was slowly drinking tea and casually writing in his journal. 

“Hi Clay. How are you doing?” she asked sweetly with a warm smile. 

Clay looked up  at her with his heavy eyelids and smiled as he was surprised and also happy to see her there. There was definitely a change to his physical appearance since the last time she had seen him. Roselyn could tell that he didn’t look too well though considering he looked very pale, fatigued, and underweight. Also his light blue eyes were hidden by the dark circles around his eyelids.  She had always been concerned about him because she knew that he had always been suffering with a congenital heart condition. 

“Hi Roselyn. I’m alright thanks. It’s good to see you again. It’s been a very long time,” Clay said weakly, but with a polite smile, inviting her to sit down with him for a bit.

Even though Clay looked frail, he was still a very charming and handsome young man. 

“Oh yes for sure. It’s been way too long. I am actually surprised to see you. I’m really sad that we completely lost touch for a while when I was gone. I really missed our good times together,” Roselyn said truthfully as she remembered some fun moments that they experienced together and then placed her items on the table as she sat down.

“I know, now that we have ran into each other again, I’m starting to have those memories again. We had really good times,” Clay said, chuckling a bit as well. 

“I remember when our mother’s would allow us to also have sleepovers and sometimes our friend William would join too. We would play games and watch movies all evening in your basement,” Roselyn said, while smiling happily as she remembered the good days. 

“Oh yes, I remember. You and William have always been my closest friends. He actually works with us in the company now too, because we both took a two year business course together at NYU before I started working full time at the Capital with my mom,” Clay said smiling as he drank a sip from his tea. 

“Oh that’s amazing. I’m glad you two have stayed in touch and now that I am back, we should all get together sometime, like the old days,” Roselyn suggested happily.  

“Absolutely, we definitely need to have a reunion together sometime. So how long have you been back in New York?” Clay asked Roselyn.

“ I have been home for a few months now and I’m really happy to be close to my family again,” Roselyn said sweetly.

 “That’s awesome. I’m glad you are back. I hope you enjoyed your experience studying and living there though,” Clay said kindly, looking up at her innocently with his bright blue eyes.

“Oh yes, I had a really good experience and definitely learned a lot. Some days were really stressful and I just wanted to cry, but I continued to keep going. Once I graduated, I was ready to come back home and find work and live near my parents. I have been living in a small condo near my parent’s place and it was an adjustment for a while because I wasn’t used to living on my own, but now I am starting to really enjoy it,” Roselyn said happily as she took a bite of her brownie. 

“That’s great. I am really happy that you were able to enjoy your experience. Are you working in the field now?” Clay asked curiously as he remembered her sharing that she was passionate about graphic design.

“No, I work at Country Harvest Bakery right now, but eventually I would like to look into my field. I just wanted a place to settle for a while and just gain some more work experience first. I do love designing websites and brochures and stuff like that. I might also see if I can look for some side graphic design jobs to gain more experience before looking for something full time,” Roselyn said kindly, explaining that she just wanted a steady schedule for now. 

“Well that’s awesome. Let me know when you start looking in your field, because we are looking for more graphic designers for Beresford Capital. If you are interested, let me know and I could probably help you get into something more steady too,” Clay said kindly. 

“Sure, I will keep that in mind, thank you Clay,” Roselyn said happily as she then finished her brownie and started taking sips from her tea now. 

“You’re welcome, but honestly I wish I was good at designing websites. I tried working on our website for Beresford Capital and it was just really boring and dry. My mom had to help me fix it because it was not good and very embarrassing,” Clay said blushing and laughing about it. 

“Awww, I’m sure it wasn’t that bad, but yeah I’ll keep you posted and let you know when I am ready to apply there. How long is it before the applications end?” Roselyn asked curiously. 

“So applications and interviews are going until the end of the month. You still have a few weeks, but if you are interested in it, I would jump on it as soon as possible. I can give you a link to the website and you can see all the different positions we are looking for and then you just fill in the applications for the positions that you are interested in,” Clay explained to her. 

“Okay, I am interested, but I don’t have  a lot of experience working in the industry yet. I have only been doing paid coops during my education and put together a portfolio and I did very well in my coops, but I don’t have anything else besides that and also working in cafes,” Roselyn said truthfully with a small sigh.

Clay remembered that Roselyn was always hard on herself and he knew she was very smart and creative, and also had an amazing personality. Beresford Capital needed someone like her to expand the company and make it better. However the decision was up to her of course, but the offer was there.

"You can still apply. Just bring in your resume and your portfolio with your references from your coops. I’m sure that would be fine. If you were working for large companies and you were doing well, I think you would be fine. Plus I can also put a good word for you and let my mom know that you are interested since she is the one going through all the hiring right now,” Clay said kindly trying to reassure her. 

“Okay, thank you so much. I will look through your “boring” website tonight and I’ll look at the positions available. I think it would be a good opportunity,” Roselyn said playfully, but she was also serious because she was now considering it. 

“Okay, sounds good. It shouldn't be as boring as it was now because it's been fixed, I promise," Clay chuckled as he joked along with her about it. "Seriously though Rose. I am here to help you with anything you need as well,” Clay continued to share with her.

 He noticed that her physical appearance had changed a little bit too though.  She had been growing up to be a very beautiful young woman. Her hair was about medium shoulder length, and wavy, and it was now dyed light brown, even though he remembered her having raven black hair when she was younger.  

As Clay was writing down the information for the job applications, Roselyn was also curious to know about what Clay’s been up to lately as well. 

“So, how have you been?” Roselyn asked him curiously.

“Honestly, these past few years have been very stressful for me. Ever since I have been owning Beresford Capital now. I enjoy the job very much and I get to meet a lot of people and connections from different companies all around the world, but there is a lot of pressure and I also have to look after my health, so it’s definitely been a challenge for me to keep up with work and personal life,” Clay said truthfully, and drank another small sip of his tea.

“Oh wow. Congratulations on owning the Capital now at 22 years old too.  That is really amazing Clay!” Roselyn said excitedly, feeling really happy for her friend.

  “Thank you Roselyn. My mother is still the head owner of the company though. I co-own with her because that way I can manage my stress  a bit better and still protect my reputation with people  in this career. People still look up to me as a leader, so I still have to present myself professionally, staying confident, calm and assertive, which I am able to keep with, since my mother secretly helps me manage my schedules,” Clay explained truthfully. 

“That’s good. I’m glad your mom is there to support and help you manage. I can imagine that it would be very difficult if you had to deal with everything all at once. You have a life outside of work and you should be able to enjoy yourself too,” Roselyn said sweetly, looking up at Clay and she could sense that he was a little nervous talking about this.

“Yeah, I know. Sometimes I will even work from home which is nice because then I can set my own schedule and take my time, plus if I have appointments or errands, I can do those things in between work. Sadly, it’s very difficult to take time for myself though. I am always very tired coming home from work, so I basically just have a bath and then go to bed. Sometimes I have a bit of time to myself to rest and decompress on the weekends, but it just depends on what’s going on because my mom usually invites family or friends over,” Clay said truthfully with a small sigh. 

She then looked at Clay sympathetically. She could definitely tell that Clay looked so overwhelmed and exhausted from the constant stress he was dealing with. He was dealing with an intense job, plus trying to manage his health.

“Wow yeah you do have a lot going  on. How are things going in terms of your heart condition these days, if you don’t mind me asking of course?” Roselyn asked, feeling a bit nervous to ask as she didn’t want to overwhelm him, but she was concerned about him too.

“I swear to god Roselyn, my body hates me. I don’t know what I did to deserve to have this, but it’s been getting worse over the years now.  About a year ago,  I suffered from a really severe heart attack. I remember having intense heart palpitations and anxiety attacks as a child, but I have never had a heart attack like that before, so I was really freaked out and I felt I was dying,”  Clay said sadly. 

Roselyn was really shocked when she heard and felt horrible wishing she could have been there for him at that time. If she had known, she would have done everything she could to be there. 

“Oh my goodness, Clay. I am so sorry you went through that,” Roselyn said sadly, almost crying and wanting to give him a hug so badly. He had been through so much when she was gone. 

“ I’m okay now but I am still traumatized about that day. I was at work when it was starting to happen. I woke up that morning with a horrible pain in my chest and back. I didn’t think anything of it because I just thought it was just from my usual side effects from a lot of medication that I take. I decided to go into work that day, thinking it would pass. However,  as soon as I got to work and sat down at my desk, the pain got so much worse and I was struggling to take breaths in. It started feeling like my heart was exploding out of my chest and it kept getting harder and harder to breathe and then I started reaming and panting for help. Eventually it got to the point where I basically collapsed on the floor. William told me that he had seen me collapse and he was really freaked out and he called the ambulance right away and I was rushed into the hospital. I don’t remember anything after that, but I do have memories waking up in the hospital and everything was blurry. I was crying because I was so scared at that point because I didn’t know what was happening to me. My mom was in the room with me and she was crying when she saw me waking up,” Clay said sadly, as he choked on his words. This was very difficult for him to talk about. 

  "Wow, that is really scary. I wish I could have been there to help during that time. If I had known about it, I totally would have tried to visit and be there for you,” Roselyn said nervously, and also feeling sad for him as she wanted to give him a hug. 

“It’s okay Roselyn. I’m feeling fine now. I was very lucky that day because one of the doctors on call that day had saved my life. I am so grateful that he did because if it wasn’t for him, I probably wouldn’t have been here right now. His name is Jack Harper. He and I have actually become good friends, and we actually go fishing and have drinks together sometimes.  He has been there for me since then. If I ever need anything, he told me I can contact him anytime and he will do his best to help me,” Clay said, feeling a little better after mentioning Jack. 

“That’s good. I am glad you are okay now,” Roselyn said sadly, trying to stay calm, still stroking his hand gently. 

“Yes, for now I’m okay. I  am still really scared though because Jack told me that my heart is failing and without receiving a transplant, I only have a few years or less left before going into heart failure. I am on the donor list right now, but it’s been a long process because they have to find  a proper match for me and my blood type is rare. I am so unlucky in that regard,” Clay said sadly. 

All of this news was so difficult for Roselyn to hear because it broke her to see her friend suffering so much. Clay was so innocent, pure and kind. She also knew how strong and driven Clay was. Even though he suffered with this condition, he was always trying to do the best he could to keep pushing and moving forward. 

Roselyn took Clay’s hand, holding it gently as she looked up at him sympathetically. 

 “Wow, again. I am so sorry. If there is anything I can do for you to help, let me know. I really want to be here for you right now,” Roselyn said sadly. 

“Thank you Roselyn. I do feel better that I was able to talk about this with you. It’s a subject I don’t really like to bring up to anyone, unless I feel comfortable. I am trying to stay hopeful that soon I will find a donor. It’s really hard on my body, but at least I can still function with medication and right now that’s important. Please I don’t want you to worry about me.  One thing I really need right now is just for you to just be here and enjoy our company together, just like old times.  I am really trying to focus on the present and appreciating what I have right now and that’s all I can do to keep myself going,” Clay said sadly, with a small tear running down his cheek.

“Of course. I am always here,” Roselyn said sweetly, taking his hand gently. 

“Thank you Roselyn,” Clay said, while softly wiping his tears away from his weeks as he tried to collect himself again. 

“ Everything is going to be okay Clay. I promise. I am also confident that you will be able to continue your future and have a good life. You are honestly so strong and stubborn. You never give up and that is so amazing. I struggle with my own personal depression and anxiety, and some days I can’t even manage to get out of bed,” Roselyn said sadly. 

“Oh trust me.  I have those moments too every day, but being able to keep going helps distract me from going into really scary thoughts. I refuse to give up because I still want to prove myself wrong,” Clay said in a bit more of a confident tone.  

“Yeah that’s great, I am also taking some of your advice and even if life is difficult, I have my ways of coping now to help myself get back up. I remember you used to love to write stories or in your journal and draw during your spare time. Do you still make time to enjoy those things to help cope?” Roselyn asked kindly as she finished eating the last bits of her brownie. 

“Sometimes. It depends on the mood. As I mentioned before I usually sleep a lot because I am always so exhausted. During the very little times I do have, I do try to write in my journal though. It helps keep my mind clear. Sometimes if I have more energy, I still like to lounge in the pool or hottub and go for walks by myself to the park near my house and sit on one of the benches for a while too,” Clay said kindly.  

“Oh nice. I still enjoy drawing and writing too and sometimes on my days off, I like  to go work out in my gym at the condo, or I’ll go for a swim. Also going out to cafe’s for a while to write and enjoy a little snack helps me cope sometimes too,” Roselyn said. 

“That’s good. I like to go to cafe’s too, mainly smaller and family owned cafes. I just chose to come here today because they have the Pumpkin spice chai latte right now for fall, and it is my favorite hot drink at the moment,” Clay said smiling.

“Nice, I got Pumpkin Spice latte, and a chocolate brownie. I do love my sweets,” Roselyn said, chuckling a bit. 

“Oh I know you do. I do too though. I had a carrot cake muffin earlier. I can’t have those everyday because they are very rich and I have to be careful, but once in a while, it’s fine,” Clay said, and chuckled a bit as well. He was already feeling better now that Roselyn cheered him up. 

“Awww well you deserve it today. I am just glad that you are doing okay.  I hope we can hang out again sometime. I really enjoyed catching up with you. It would be nice for us to just go out and do something fun. I think we both need that,” Roselyn said excitedly with a small smile. 

“Yeah, I agree with you and I would love to do something together for sure, but it might be difficult to go out somewhere, because my mom is very protective of me and still treats me like a teenager sometimes and it’s very frustrating. I have to coordinate this with my mom, but you could come over to my place sometime for supper and then we could do something fun, hang out in the hot tub and maybe go for a walk or something. We also have the indoor pool if you want to go swimming as well,” Clay suggested.

Roselyn also remembered his mom being very strict and protective over him, but she was also very kind and gentle when she wanted to be. Rose knew that she was only doing what she did to look out for him, but at some times, she did go a bit too far. Roselyn was looking forward to seeing her again though, especially if she was now considering applying at Beresford Capital.

“Yeah I would love to come over sometime. It would also be nice to see your mom again too. Let me know when you're free and we can definitely plan something. You are always welcome to come over to my place too in the future,” Roselyn said sweetly as they both took their phone numbers and email addresses down.

“Okay, I am very busy this week with appointments and work meetings and this weekend my grandparents are coming over, but I will keep you posted on Sunday and see what times I have available next week. It will probably be on a weekend most likely though,” Clay said, putting a note on his pager to remind himself to talk to his mom about it. 

“Perfect sounds great, we will go from there. I’m glad we were able to catch up today,” Roselyn said happily. 

“Yeah me too. I’m really happy that we are able to see each other more often again. There is something I would like to talk with you about as well, but I don’t have much time today as I have to head out soon. However, when we hang out next maybe we could find a little bit of time to talk about it?” Clay asked curiously, as he wanted to mention to her that he was also seeing someone. In fact he was actually secretly engaged to his mother’s personal assistant, Samantha Lockwood. 

"Sure, sounds good Clay. I am always here for you if you need to talk," Roselyn said kindly.

Clay looked at the time and realized that he needed to start heading home soon. His mother, Lilith didn’t like him staying out too late and he found it frustrating that his mother was still trying to control everything in his life and he wanted to create a life of his own. Yes he understood that she was really worried about him due to his condition and because he was so young and naive, he was easy to manipulate. Lilith knew this because there had been people in the past who Clay tried to befriend during school, and they ended up just using him for money and treating him horribly. She ended up finding out about how awful the other kids would treat him sometimes and she would even get involved with the school, and Lilith was not an easy person to get along with when she was angry. Clay was really trying to make better choices in his life, could he do better, absolutely, but he was still learning. He was an adult now and it was important that he started making his own life decisions for himself. 

“Well, I am sorry to cut our time short, but I am going to have to go home now. Samantha, my mother’s personal assistant, is here to pick me up and bring me home. I would love to hang out again though,” Clay said sadly, as he wished he didn’t have to be home so early. 

“Yes for sure, we will keep each other posted, you have a good night,” Clay said kindly. 

“Alright sounds good. I should get going as well. I’ll keep in contact with you though” Roselyn said kindly as they were both getting ready to leave. 

“You too,” Roselyn said as they both walked out of the cafe. 

#hayden christensen #awake 2007 #clay beresford #alternate universe #fanfiction #Clay deserves better #need more clay beresford content #Samantha Lockwood #Lilith Beresford #my oc

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*Clay relaxes a bit in the morning and writes in his journal before going to work in the afternoon*

"Yesterday was my first day back in the office. I only went in for the morning for a few meetings and then I came home this afternoon to rest. Slowly starting to heal from the transplant and get back to my normal routine again.

I took the morning off today and I was just going through old memories and photos of my parents. I found this nice picture of my parents when they were alive and when I was really young.

It's been a rough time dealing with my traumatic past, however even if some days it felt like I was alone, I know they truly cared and wanted to support me. They just wanted the best for me and to do well in life and not become another version of themselves as they are also responsible for their own mistakes they have made,"

I am still not proud of who I am sometimes as well, but I'm working on myself every day as I know I have to stay strong and move forward.

#clay beresford #awake 2007 #hayden christensen #role play account #clayton beresford #awake #awake rp #lilith beresford #Clayton Beresford Sr

[clayberesford]

//I was thinking of Clay's birthday being the same day as Hayden's. It would be a cute idea to add for Clay's back story as well. Hehe :) //

Birthday notes from Clay!

"My birthday was on April 19th but I celebrated yesterday with my family. It is my first birthday with my new heart and turning 23. ❤️

Elizabeth made me my favorite meal which is roast beef, carrots and potatoes and she made a chocolate cake for me too.

My grandparents also came over to join us for supper and brought some nice gifts. I really enjoyed spending time with them, playing board games and card games with them and also reminiscing about the good times in the past.

I had a really nice time with my family but I wish my mother could have been here to celebrate with me. I really miss her so much" 😢❤️.

#awake 2007 #hayden christensen #clay beresford #role play account #awake #clayton beresford #awake rp #lilith beresford

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Awake is so intense and hard to watch sometimes, but I love this movie so much. Everyone in this movie is so good looking and perfect omg. ❤️. Such a pretty and talented cast 🥰🥰 Jessica and Hayden are 🔥🔥!!

#hayden christensen #awake 2007 #clay beresford #clay beresford is a sweetie #clayton beresford jr #clayton beresford #jessica alba #terrence howard #Lena Olin #georgina chapman #samantha lockwood #Dr. Jack Harper #Lilith Beresford #Penny Carver #such a beautiful and talented cast #joby harold

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Lilith Beresford appreciation!!

Even though she had her stubborn and over protective moments, she did what she did to look out for him in the end. She sacrificed for life for her son which was so sad and tragic 💔😢

#lilith beresford #Lena Olin #awake 2007 #clay beresford deserved better #Lilith Beresford was a strong woman.