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*Clay relaxes a bit in the morning and writes in his journal before going to work in the afternoon*

"Yesterday was my first day back in the office. I only went in for the morning for a few meetings and then I came home this afternoon to rest. Slowly starting to heal from the transplant and get back to my normal routine again.

I took the morning off today and I was just going through old memories and photos of my parents. I found this nice picture of my parents when they were alive and when I was really young.

It's been a rough time dealing with my traumatic past, however even if some days it felt like I was alone, I know they truly cared and wanted to support me. They just wanted the best for me and to do well in life and not become another version of themselves as they are also responsible for their own mistakes they have made,"

I am still not proud of who I am sometimes as well, but I'm working on myself every day as I know I have to stay strong and move forward.

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CLAY 💝😢💔🥰 that pic of him makes me cry @lacebird

HAPPY 43rd BIRTHDAY HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN April 19, 1981 - Vancouver, Canada Hayden Christensen + Letterboxd (insp x,x,x)

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//I was thinking of Clay's birthday being the same day as Hayden's. It would be a cute idea to add for Clay's back story as well. Hehe :) //

Birthday notes from Clay!

"My birthday was on April 19th but I celebrated yesterday with my family. It is my first birthday with my new heart and turning 23. ❤️

Elizabeth made me my favorite meal which is roast beef, carrots and potatoes and she made a chocolate cake for me too.

My grandparents also came over to join us for supper and brought some nice gifts. I really enjoyed spending time with them, playing board games and card games with them and also reminiscing about the good times in the past.

I had a really nice time with my family but I wish my mother could have been here to celebrate with me. I really miss her so much" 😢❤️.

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//It's been a while since I've posted on here since it's been really busy for me with work and personal life. I'm hoping I can write more often again though. I love writing Clay's journey but sometimes it's difficult and I can't imagine what he could possibly be going through. I do know he deserves so much love and happiness and that is the direction I'm going towards with him and his recovery. ☺️❤️

*Is sitting at his favorite cafe again writing in his journal.*

"It has been a while since I have written on here. I am starting to recover slowly from the transplant. I am still in pain emotionally and not sure if I will ever get over my trauma, but I am hoping one day that I can at least stay in control of my emotions and be able to learn to trust again.

My aunt Elizabeth has been taking care of me and I'm really grateful to have her by her side to keep me company. She is really an amazing person and she has done so much for me to help me recover. ❤️

I have been working from home, but will be going back to the office soon. I am a bit nervous to see everyone again and I know people will be talking about what happened to me regarding my heart transplant and my mother's sacrifice as well. It has been all over the news and in the office as well.

I really hope everything will be okay and will feel normal again some day, but for now I guess I just have to take things one day at a time."

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Happy birthday to Hayden, aka the Chosen one❤️ 🎂.

I love him so much and want to show all my love. It's nothing too fancy since I'm not the greatest with gifs and photo editing, but I really enjoyed making this little montage look cute hehe.

@lacebird

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HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN 'Imperial March: March to May the 4th’ event at the Empire State Building | March 21, 2024

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OH??? MY??? GOD?????

— source

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Omg I love him. He is so cute. Wanna hug him hehe ☺️

'Sing along if you find them attractive' videos on TikTok but this one was a 'dilf edition' and had a picture of Hayden Christensen... in his twenties... UM??? HELLO???

HELLO??????

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I love his messy curls ❤️. Clay Beresford 10 years later vibes🔥🔥. Hehe. I love Hayden ☺️

HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN + messy curls

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hayden christensen is a grapefruit. why? cuz it’s a warm color inside and out and hayden looks warm on the outside, but his personality is even warmer on the inside. he has that inner child and i love that he can show it without feeling ashamed.

(i thought of this a while ago and thought i should share bc why not)

my little proof: (HES SO FRICKEN CUTE)

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"I have a bit of energy today so I was able to go for a small walk today to the cafe close to my house and relax there right now. It is nice to get some fresh air and change scenery too. It's going to take a long time to mentally and physically heal, but I'm trying everyday. I will be starting therapy soon,"

is sitting at one of the tables by the window, writing in his journal and slowly enjoys his tea.

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Is at home in the living room going through old family photos and letters from his parents as he grieves. Is also alone with his thoughts feeling guilty about his mother's death. If only he had listened to her and decided not to go through Jack, she wouldn't have to sacrifice her life for him. The worst mistake of all though was trusting his wife Sam who was the other person in his life he trusted with his heart besides his mother. His mother had a full life ahead and didn't deserve to die because of his reckless mistakes.

Tears run down his cheek as he sees a few photos of him and his parents when he was a child. There was a cute picture of the three of them when they took a family trip to Disney World and they all looked so happy and seemed to all love each other back then. He wished things never had to change and for his family to always be close, but sadly things changed when his father's business was expanding and he was becoming a public figure and also there had always been stress regarding Clay's heart condition ever since he was a child and was born with it. Luckily as a child he was able to manage his condition by keeping up with medical appointments and taking medication. It wasn't until he turned 20 and his heart was getting worse and starting to fail.

He continues to cry silently to himself as he is in his own thoughts about his past and his family.

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I would like to bring attention to all employees working for Beresford Capital as I have important news to share. It is very unfortunate but Mrs. Lilith Beresford passed away a few days ago on November 1st. I will not be in the office for a few weeks as I am taking some family time to grieve and take care of some other personal matters. My assistant James will be taking over for me until I return to the office. If you need anything or have any questions please contact him about anything regarding work. I will be checking in and communicating with James daily by phone or email.

Signed Clayton Beresford Jr.

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Clay decides to write in his journal as he is feeling a bit better this evening and it was easier to get his thoughts down.

"I pretty much slept all afternoon since I have been home from the hospital. It was nice to be able to sleep in my own bed. My aunt Elizabeth made us a nice chicken noodle soup and some bread for supper. I am feeling a bit better this evening and going to watch a movie with her, but I'll be going to bed after. I need to rest a lot,"He finishes writing and then drinks his tea, while he is relaxing by the warm fireplace.

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After relaxing and reading his mother's letter, he starts to cry as he still deals with his heartbreak and loss of his mother. His Aunt Elizabeth wasn't home to be there as she was out doing errands for him, but she was going to be back soon. She was also going to be staying there with him and help take care of him during his recovery. Clay sits alone as he remembers his mother's words from the letter, but it is hard for him to stay strong. He doesn't know where his life is going to go from this point and feels so defeated. 💔😢

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Clay remembers that Dr. Jonathan Neyer had given Clay a letter from his mother. Clay didn't get a chance to read it yet because he had spent at least almost a month trying to recover, as it has been a slow process for him, especially because of his trauma. He wasn't ready to open the letter yet during that time. However now that he is home and feeling a bit better, he decides to open and read it. He knows that it is important for him to read it.

Clay Rp:

"I am so relieved to be home from the hospital. It has been a very rough few weeks for me during my recovery process after the heart transplant. I am still not completely healed and so heartbroken," he lays down in his bed, grateful to be home, but he feels so sad and alone. 😢

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Clay Rp:

"I am so relieved to be home from the hospital. It has been a very rough few weeks for me during my recovery process after the heart transplant. I am still not completely healed and so heartbroken," he lays down in his bed, grateful to be home, but he feels so sad and alone. 😢

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