guys i’m gonna be cringe here for a second ,
i love seeing people who have self shipped with fictional characters for literal years and have it be their like specific thing they’re known for. but for some reason when i indulge myself with me x hughie stuff i just feel like a FREAAAKKKK idk
like. i dunno i just feel like im so cringe for liking him the way i do . hes just a guy!!!!why do i like him so much!!!! i get self conscious cuz what if people think its weird . its to the point where even people in real life know about it??? i literally never talk about fandom or anything with my family or general peers so the fact that my parents are the ones calling my obsession “obscene” is just hshgddhshjehd PLS (btw yes thats why i use the word Obscene so much. because my mom said my hughie obsession was obscene. while she was on the phone. With Her Friend. 😔)
but like i spend Real Money and time and effort making stuff of this fake guy and doing art trades etc just to get more stuff of me and my fucking blorbo and i feel INSANE FOR IT!!!!!!
THIS IS OBSCENEEEEE… WHO DID THIS GUYS…. (these r like 1 & 2 years old)
idk i just!!!! i like him so much and i don’t even know why!!! and i feel insane for it!!! HRHGHH!!!! he brings me such an insane amount of comfort and it’s actual madness i cannotttt…
and like the thing is that when i self ship with other characters it’s almost NEVER to this extent. the only other instance i can think of is boimjam (boimler x my star trek oc) (which. is that REALLY any different) (that shit’s just purple jack quaid) (u can find more of that content on my main blog tho @jamesdotmp3)
like. hrmmnjnngfgm i just get so insecure about it for no reason i feel like im annoying constantly posting about hughie even tho its MY blog and i get to do whatever the fuck i want (homelander voice)
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can't believe a show based on a videogame (usually games adaptations are notoriously bad, which isn't the case here tho) gave me the beauty and the beast/twisted mirrors/enemies to traveling companions/ruthless antihero+optmistic but still badass heroine who takes none of his shit/age gap but make it sexy dynamic of my dreams. as much as i love maximus and i think he deserves the best writing ever because 1. he's a clever deconstruction of the aspiring Knight bro who's actually a bit of a loser and, as much as lucy, sees the world in black&white at first and then doesn't get what he thought he wanted but what he needs (or at least i hope he'll eventually get it), and 2. he's a cutie and i want an epic love story for him too, it's very funny how they tried to give us a puppy kind of romance and the tumblr girlies still fixated on the "toxic ~she bites his finger off and he cuts hers off and sews it on his hand in what we'll pretend it's a symbolic marriage rings exchange or whatever~ asshole who used to be a nice guy/good girl™ with a lot of spunk and hidden anger but unshakeable morals" kind of relationship.
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also hiiiiiii while i'm on the subject of "pei ming respects women actually" (<— that man provides for all his lovers when he's not there and is altogether very normal about things, just isn't interested in romantic relationships) can we talk about the whole "pei ming likes women who are softspoken and docile" thing. cause i know the narrative says it several times. but the most significant relationship that the narrative shows pei ming having in canon. is him and another fucking general in the middle of a war. somehow i don't associate xuan ji with words like softspoken or docile or even easygoing. and yet pei ming seems to have no problem hanging out with her... and very actively prefers her as a strong opponent rather than someone who gives up her own agency for his sake... my point here is that the narrative loves to just straight up fucking lie about pei ming. we're ostensibly in xie lian's head and i don't think he actually understands what's going on with pei ming sfjkgdf
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Chinese/Lunar New Year
So uh for the past few days I’d been contemplating a Chinese New Year piece for this year in particular because uh it’s the Year of the Dragon and that plus dragon dance so perfect a combination it makes, but uh… admittedly I bit more than I could chew so uh :’D
I wasn’t able to make a full artwork in time, but I do have my cleaned up sketch to show for the holiday, so without further ado, happy Chinese/Lunar New Year Stilton fandom <3
It’s very not complete and the dragon’s details aren’t even drawn in but I hope ya’ll like it anyway
I am planning on finishing this tho so stay tuned for that :3
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