#like obvs it’s my fault

[theythemmer]

finally deleted my toxic twt :) already feel more normal. this last month has been the echo chamber from hell

#blabble #reached out 2 a friend for support and now have an action plan so the first thing i did was get tf off edshtwt bc that shit was insane #it’s actual scary how quick it got into my brain how how extreme the algorithm got in such a short amount of time #and like i’ve been on tumblr/forums for 15 years i am SEASONED but this new generation holy SHIT #i am disturbed by VERY few things esp regarding the human body but some of that shit made me physically ill #so i honestly just feel so relieved bc i truly didn’t think i’d be strong enough to delete . i mean . it’s an addiction and all #and the craziest part is i didn’t even intentionally make that acct it was literally MY OLD KINK ACCT I USED TO SELL CONTENT #then out of nowhere i got overrun w thinspo which quickly became bonespo and deathspo and then shtwt started appearing #then it was just full blown gore within a week #like obvs it’s my fault #we control what we consume #that’s our responsibility on the internet #but as someone with MULTIPLE. SEVERE mental illnesses this genuinely almost killed me #very scary shit. and i’m a grown ass adult. absolutely terrifying time to be a teenager online. #i be rambling but yeah tldr i think i am actually going to try get better #tw ed mention #tw sh mention

[sandinmybed]

can i be fr for a minute?? sending abuse to people online for holding different views than you is not activism and in fact actively hurts your cause. most people are not extreme in their viewpoints, you can give them a new perspective if you're willing to spend some time explaining shit. if someone is saying something you disagree with and you rush in there to condescend to them and call them disgusting and subhuman and dont even TRY to explain calmly why their views are harmful, they're going to shut you out instantly and double down on their views.

most people are simply genuinely ignorant to the issues they're talking about - they just pick their views up from the news and the world around them and express opinions because that's what every person does. if you run in there and tell them they're scum for it, what then? if someone does that to you, are you going to think "maybe i should do some research" or are you going to think "this person is an asshole, im blocking them." a lot of you think you're activists and then refuse to do any kind of actual WORK to support your cause.

#this is not about the isr*el thing even tho thats obviously a huge issue rn #its just a pattern ive observed online #im not saying you have to be kind to people who oppress you dont twist my words #but if youre trying to support any cause and you think calling people names is going to help #youre a fucking idiot lol #people call themelves activists and pro-X cause because they called their opposition dirty c*nts online #how the hell is that meant to help anyone? theyre just going to retreat into their propaganda chambers because you proved what the leaders #of those spaces have been telling them #you can obvs block people if you dont want to deal w them but thats a neutral action. sending abuse harms ur cause. #text #like educating ignorant people is hard work! yeah! its also the entire fucking point of activisim #and if you think its too much effort then just stop pretending you give a shit tbh #like my parents managed to change our neighbour's very xenophobic stance on migrants with a calm conversation #some people will listen and some wont and shes not exactly going out to protests for migrants rights but shes not hostile anymore #and a lot of yall think that isnt good enough but let me tell you it IS good because these things take time! #unlearning things is MUCH harder than learning them in the first place and a lot of people grew up in environments that taught them #very discriminatory and conservative views and its actually not their fault. and its hard to educate yourself differently on something you #have no idea is not true. where do you start w that?

[coquettejohnny]

i think its bobs parents fault for his, johnny, and dally's deaths. not darry's, or pony's, or even bob

his parents never told him no or disciplined him, which was why he was drunk out of his mind that night (the park when he drowned pony). he wanted (needed) for someone to tell him no, set limits, etc. him being intoxicated directly led to his death, later johnny and dally would follow; if his parents told him no/disciplined him, he wouldn't have gotten drunk that night and could've prevented his and the other two deaths

reminder this is just my opinion, though. although i'm literally putting the blame on someone in this post, it's everyone's fault. everyone had a part in it

#sorry if i worded this bad #not defending bob bc he obv had a major part in it #but then again everyone did #which just ties back to my point abt it being everyone's fault #the outsiders #bob sheldon #i hate the name bob so much #i know his name is robert but nobody's gonna know who i'm talking about #everyone's fault but also no one's fault #sorry if this is confusing i'm saying like two contradicting things at once help #i guess like: if i WERE to put the blame on someone id put it on bobs parents

[nyaskitten]

purr meow hiss

#idk i just wanted 2 make my own ver of her outfit #like w arins its not how i would draw her actual outfit #its more just a silly design i made #if that makes sense? #like it obv heavily resembles her regular attire but its not meant 2 BE her regular outfit #i prolly sound stupid #ninjago #ninjago art #ninjago dragons rising #raine's art #sora ninjago #ninjago sora #sora surname #yes im calliing her sora surname #why? #her fault bro she shldnt have written that on her imperium id card

[skunkes]

#talkys #delete later #(this is a meme redraw) #ruined my life is a strong word. and of course theres lots of self blame and obvs ive probably wronged lots of people before #and i dont deserve unending torture for it. right. like part of me doesnt even actually feel ill will toward the other party #because whatever! normal human experience! #the other part is like ohhh okay you lied to and kinda used me + treated me badly then lied again to the point where i found out the truth #from another party so you didnt even have to fess up yourself and now you're back to being happy as if nothing happened #i was just a stepping stone i was just a distraction. ok! #like for real actually ok ^_^ it literally happens to ppl all the time... #<- he keeps experiencing waves of horrific sense of self worth that already wasnt Too Great as a result #ugh. and thats nobody's fault but my own right.... but idk. i cant believe it...! i cant believe someone treated me dis way #and i let it happen... and i would have let it keep happening if an end hadnt been put to it by someone else.... #but still. at the end of the day i was the only one left with these thoughts. ykwim. other party has forgotten. got happy ending. #doesnt deserve ''consequences'' but still feels horrific to see and think about. you know? #i literally got all the bad. throughout and after.

[skitskatdacat63]

I feel weirdly compelled by this

#like the way jarno has to be on his tiptoes in the first gif #and the way adrian keeps grabbing him to try and placate him #THE LAST GIF ESPECIALLY #idk just very very interesting vibes #me when race car drivers argue: 😳😳😳 #not that im being particularly shippy abt it. i mean i really dont even think these two have even interacted really before this point #but theres just something about it idk...compells me #i think its just because of the height difference that makes me go insane no matter the context #also why are they both kinda caked up- #honestly what a wild crash. its so funny bcs theyre here like this like: #jarno bitching at adrian x adrian trying to calm him down(even tho it was pretty much jarnos fault imo) #and then(not pictured on screen) fernando in the corner who also was taken out in the crossfire 😭😭 #theres this pic where all three are walking to the pits #and its funny bcs they didnt even notice nano crashed so its like hey wait wtf are you doing here?????? #well anyways this was captioned 'the girls are fighting!' in my race notes and its very apt #more gifs to come obv :D #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #2009 brazilian gp #jarno trulli #adrian sutil #*i am actually so blind wow. i said nano not pictured but he literally right there in the back 🤦‍♀️ #fernando alonso #we do a little bit of f1

[koishua]

exactly i hate when ppl go ‘oh let’s see u dance/sing’ no like we r not trained idols nor is it our job? why r u comparing a professional to someone. srsly grow up don’t baby idols let them learn

fr lol i can tell when a food needs more cooking time 😭😭 don't have to suddenly become the food itself oml got me using terrible analogies but whatever and it's not like im saying the idol is at fault when the company decides if they're ready or not or if they think they've trained them well

#ii. ( pt ) —! asks #idk everything that happens in the background obv but my point still stands #may be a great talented prodigous ballerina or an olympic swimmer for all i care 😭😭 you're an idol now !! act like one #and if your company debuts you two months in and you absolutely suck at basic singing then that's the company's fault

[boyfeminism]

made a vet appointment for toast, younger duck would be really proud of me

#again i know its just a frog but please keep him in your thoughts im honestly really scared #speaking #okay i told my gf i was scared and have been talked down a little bit i am less scared #he is not eating very much (his last full feeding was about a week ago) and is likely calcium deficient #but he also is breathing a little erratically and doing some twitching #with some like related behavioral changes #but hes sleeping rn bc hes obvs nocturnal so its normal for him to not be eating rn #and he ate a cricket this morning #i messed up like it Is my fault #but ):

[autumnhobbit]

I’m gonna be real with you guys, I kind of dread the idea of trying to raise any future kids in this church

#and it’s not because i don’t believe the faith. obvs i do #but like in practice i’m either going to be going by myself or with my mom & siblings or whoever #i don’t have any friends my age so idk how i’m gonna find good friends for future kids #and obvs i want them to have good friends #i do believe in the virtues of friendship and believe it’s an important thing for people to experience and work at #but also i’ve had a lot of heartbreak in friendship and have a complicated relationship with it #and when i think back on my own childhood in churches it was always so turbulent #both because my family didn’t gel with the cultures/ideals of so many parishes #and because my dad made enemies everywhere we went (for obvious reasons but still) #that wasn’t us kids’ fault #but it didn’t matter #i thought i had adults to look up to in faith #but i have literally none i have a close relationship with #and even the ones i respect that doesn’t mean they’re good around kids #or would like hanging out with me #and i don’t want just any random person thinking because they’ve talked to me a couple times #that they get say in the close intimate decisions or issues i have with my spouse or children #the whole thing is strange tbh #like i don’t even want to have a close relationship with some priests even if i respect them or like them #and too many priests think that just cause they see you once a week they know you and should have a say in things they know nothing about #idk man catholicism in america and maybe the world is just. so hard nowadays.

[definitelynotnia]

got a piece of glass stuck in my foot and my mother chose that moment to start yelling about how stupid and lazy i am like :) we're not taking customer feedback right now ma'am :) there is literally my blood on my hands can u please maybe wait :) and do this at another time :)

#for context the thing that broke was not even hers it was mine i ordered it for myself and she didn't tell me it arrived and just kept it in #her wardrobe #and then she asked me to fetch smthn from her messy asf wardrobe and she had kept it (made of glass) in the utmost corner of her very messy #and packed shelf #and obv one of the bottles in the shell was almost empty so when my hand brushed against it it fell and knocked down the glass bottle #bcz it was kept in the c o r n e r #but its ok it was an accident but still it was my accident so i just silently started clearing it up and she obv started yelling at me but #thats fine ive grown up in this household i know that when u do smthn accidentally its always bcz u are a dumb ho and when ur brown parents #do smthn accidentally then its fine bcz accidents happen and also that too is actually ur fault somehow bcz if u hadn't done xyz then 5 day #later this never wouldve happened #but wtv its fine wtv #and then i noticed the piece of glass sticking outta my foot and she watched me try to pull it out with my nails #and once i pulled it out it slipped from between my nails and fell onto the floor #and immediately she started yelling at me again saying i 'threw' it onto the floor on purpose like bitch I'm bleeding bcz of that thing why #would i risk bleeding again #and secondly i was literally picking up all the glass shards two seconds ago why would i throw this onto the floor on purpose when i litera #lly emptied the floor of glass two MINUTES AGO #and when i told her it just slipped and i didn't do it on purpose she's like dont argue with me i saw what happened like oh did u #im sure only u did its not like it was IN MY HAND I'm sure you had a better view than i did of what is in MY hand #this is such a stupid thing to rant about on tumblr but I'm just so tired #i literally had just woken up from a nap i was minding my own business trying yo make myself some coffee #this just irritated me so damn much like #if u really think im that much of a dumb lazy bitch then why did u ask me to do that thing for u in the first place ur literally sitting #in front of the wardrobe why didnt u just go and fetched that thing from ur wardrobe by yourself #ugh wtv this is ridiculous

[talaricula]

Had an "and quartz of course" moment the other day when I was wearing a pendant of the Venus of Willendorf and two of my colleagues went "oh yes that's mesopotamian is it?"

#Legit no judgement it was just funny to realise #The one thing it reveals is that our education system has Failed us in that apparently most of us are incapable of imagining the concept of #'primitive' art in Europe #Which obv has roots in colonialism and racism #But that's not the fault of the individual colleagues in question ofc #Another colleague went ah yes she's a fertility symbol right a #And I went wellllll that's debatable. But that is such a common and widespread interpretation incl among experts that I will not be salty #I am just salty that even among experts it is so prevalent to see a representation of a fat woman and think the only reason #Someone could have made her is to signify fertility. Not that I think it's impossible or even unlikely #It's just sad that it's the Only reason ppl can imagine #'exaggerated traits that signify fertility' what do you mean exaggerated she looks like my mum

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

Oh em gee :,( ari :,( thank you for yapping at me…………. My brain juices started flowing…….. I knew all I needed was some of your ideas…,,, and the little hamsters in my brain started running around again!!!!!!!!!!! Ik u said don’t feel bad for sending asks but…. I feel a little guilty sending another one….. but the brain hamsters started working and I can’t deprive them of spreading their little hamster ideas 😔😔 BUT ALSO??? I NEED TO TALK ABT HOW U REPLIED TO MY PREV ASK. THEM TALKING WHEN UR SLEEPING??? AND MAYBE?? YOU SECRETLY HEARING??? IM GOING INSANEEEEEEE IM LITERALLY DISINTEGRATING AS WE SPEAK :((( satoru wanting to confess bc he doesn’t want u sad over ur ex……… sugu convincing him they shouldn’t rush u…….. :( sobs… they r so special to me. imagine what would happen if u just sat up in the middle of them talking like “🤨🤨I heard all of that btw.” but like. What do you think they’d do if your ex did try getting back together with you? Either that or just trying to get back into contact ……. Just an idea :3 giggles…. N E WAYS I HOPE UR HAVING A WONDERFUL DAY SLASH NIGHT!!! MWUA MWUA TAKE CARE AND DRINK UR WATER !!!! ^_^ — stsg anon 💐 < with bouquet. For u!!! :3

STSG ANON !!!!!! i’m telling you our brains are synced…… every time ur brain juices flow mine do too……… i’m so happy your little brain hamsters r running around 🐹🐹🐹

okok first of all ….. NEVERRRRR feel guilty for sending me asks 🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫 never ever ever!!!! i love them so much!!!!! even if i’m slow at replying sometimes i promise i read them instantly and they always feed me so good!!!!!!! i should literally be paying you for these that’s how much i love them. if i catch u feeling guilty again there Will be consequences so watch out …. (ominous)…..

BUTTTT ok :3 YES . THE STSG IDEAS. i’m so happy you liked my little brainworms phdkdjj i just!!!! think it’s a tasty concept!!!!!! and PLSSS reader just sitting up and calling them out 😭😭 i KNOW they’d scream . even sugu does a little squeak bc he was so convinced you were asleep…… but goddd i think they’d actually be a little flustered <//3 our babies. once they recover satoru would be so smug tho. bc now you finally know!!! he doesn’t have to wait!!!!! and sugu is obv very happy too….

but… gahhh…… STSG ANON ………. if your ex tried getting back with you………….. ohhhh gosh. they’d be very offended . on your behalf . in a ”can you believe the audacity” way ….. but ofc they’d also be very furious and protective . like. maybe you tell them that your ex texted you wanting to meet up and they’re both INSTANTLY on guard…. ideally you’d block them ofc but if you insist on meeting them just for the sake of closure then they’re immediately convincing you to let them go with you!!!!! for scary dog priviliege . i’ll be honest i don’t think there’s much your ex could do 😭😭 bc stsg WILL be glaring at them. behind you. and if they even try to lovebomb you or blame you in any way they’re . Stopping Them . in one way or another. i think they get very very scary LMAO sugu stops smiling entirely and satoru smiles in a distinctly furious way 😭😭 ..

but ohhhh ……. if . you were the one who wanted to get back with them ….. then i think stsg would feel so helpless :’3 bc like . they can’t control you. they don’t want to. but i also think they’d rather die than have to watch you be with someone so undeserving…… so i feel like That’s when they’d confess. bc they’re so desperate . and let’s be honest who would choose a cheating ex over stsg????? no one <33333 problem solved. they’d be really terrified though…..

MWAHHHH one big kiss for you my lovely little stsg anon <33333 i’m putting the bouquet in a big beautiful vase <33333333 here r some handpicked flowers just for you :33 🌷🪻🌻🌷🪻🌻 i hope you’re taking good care of yourself too!!!! eating and drinking and sleeping lots . it’s what me and stsg want for you!!!!!! thank you as always for the food i hope u know how much i adore you <333

#protective stsg my beloveds #they both go full wolf mode i can’t lie #sugu is exploding your ex w his mind and satoru is. no thoughts head empty only scary smile :)))))) #and ohhhh their desperate confession scene…… it’s stuck in my mind now stsg anon T_T it’s all your fault…. sniffle……. #it’d just be the most dramatic most tender thing ever…… #reader who is so confused n frustrated…. hissing ”why do you care so much????” as they’re on their way to meet their ex ://// #and stsg both just shout . ”because we love you!” at the exact same time phdodjdk I NEED THEMMMMM #also stsg anon not to feed our brain hamsters too much but… this train of thought has me thinking of . reader having trust issues….. #bc of their ex….. #and the way that spills into their relationship w stsg too :’3 bc they’re just!!! traumatized. #and stsg would be soooo understanding #sugu especially ….. toru would be a tiny bit offended i think . not at all in an assholey way he’s just sad that you’d think that of them #i think sugu is more likely to understand that it’s a direct consequence of your experiences + smth they shouldn’t take personally #satoru is very emotionally intelligent too obv i just feel like he’d feel hurt in the moment!!! bc trust is such a big deal to him :(((( #anyway i’m stopping myself before i get too carried away LMAO #ily stsg anon <333 #ask tag ✩ #stsg anon !! ✩

[losergendered]

what does pro-para mean?

means that you support/dont stigmatize people who experience paraphilic attraction (any attraction deemed outside of the norm. this ranges from things like the big three to things like foot fetishes to things like latex. its a huge huge huge huge range). many of these types of attractions are disordered.

#assuming this is a genuine question btw and not a 'gotcha' where you try to get me to say that i support something that i dont #basically its a broad (imo flawed but its the psych system so obvs its flawed) category #that includes pretty standard fetishes/kinks more niche fetishes/kinks and then paraphilic disorders as well #which. AGAIN. not the fault of the person who has the paraphilia #in fact most are completely harmless. like people always think of the big three but like. it literally just means 'abnormal attraction' #anyway DONT drag me into para discourse. most of the time the discourse is just anti-sex or anti-mad #or its people trying to argue that minors can consent (they cant) #IN ANY CASE sorry im codifying this so much i just dont want people putting words in my mouth #ask to tag #asks #discourse #?

[wyvernne]

hiya, wanted to updated you guys again. writing progress has been super slow but am going to try and dedicate friday afternoons to working on my wips. wish me luck 😼

#i’m trying to get back into good habits i love #my schedule is WACKED this semester #at nobody’s fault but my own but 🤕 #so it’s taking me a while to get into a good groove that doesn’t leave me totally sleep deprived lmao #i would like feedback on whether y’all want more frwad first or wereluc because i can’t decide #after the rewrite obv #wereluc is very frwad-esque just a little change in dynamics #less angst more fun hahahah

[kazumasougi]

in my idiot era

#mileposting #sincerely i think im just a little overworked and the exhaustion is doing weird things to my brain #which obv is not my fault but. goodness i just spent like an hour messing up the same exact things like 5 times in a row #im sleeping the hell in tomorrow idc

[macarensesangles]

me when i get confused

#i hate when i forget when ppl have sideblogs on here #I’ll be like I THOUGHT I WAS FOLLOWING THEM #and then i am. but im following their selfship sideblog. and my memory is just shot #obvs not anybodys fault it’s just me being annoyed with my own brain