#leave me alone im going to block anyone whos like

[medusavsviperz]

Hi!!! I love your content so far, it's amazing ♥. If requests are still open could I ask for In heat/Mating season Dogday or Catnap x Fem!Reader?

Mating Season

warnings:smut,cussing

relationships: in heat!dogday x fem!reader

writing type: second person

genre: smut

it was spring in the playcare. all the children were running around, laughing, playing, really anything they could do. it was also the first spring since youve been dating dogday. wait- speaking of which, where is he?

you wandered around the center plaza of the playcare, asking around to see if anyone has seen dogday. you begin walking up to hoppy, who was playing soccer. "hey hoppy, have you seen dogday?" you ask, seemingly worried. "nah, usually he's with the other kids." hoppy seemed to he focused on her sport, so you decided to leave her alone. you turn around and faceplant right into bobbys chest. "shit.... sorry. what about you? have you seen him?" you were quick to question, obviously embarrassed. "sorry toots! haven't seen him either, have you checked his house?" bobby would respond, after you bumped into her. "oh, no actually, thanks! ill go check that now." you mutter, running off in the direction of dogdays house. as you walked on the street where all the critters lived, you couldnt help but notice how eerily quiet it was. usually kids would be hustling through there, but not today.

as you walk up to dogdays house, who was on the very end, you cant help but notice how all of his windows were blocked out. usually he would have them open, obviously for sunlight. you decide to ignore it, softly knocking on the door. a bunch of rustling can be heard, along with a few whimpers every now and then. suddenly, the door is opened, revealing a slightly different looking dogday than normal. his face was flushed, he looked like he was sweating, he was shirtless, and god... his sweatpants were loosely hanging off his waist, showing his hip dips. your eyes wander for a second, before returning to dogdays half lidded gaze. "puppy? are you alright?" he doesn't respond, instead he grabs you by the arm and pulls you into his house. he makes sure to close and lock the door, before staring you deeply in the eyes. "if i tell you something, do you promise to keep it a secret?" you nod, your seemingly confused gaze still wandering. "you know what spring is for animals right..?" he asks, looking off to the side. "dogday where are you going with this..?" you ask suddenly. he sighs, closing his eyes for a second. "its mating season angel." his eyes dart back and fourth between yours, looking for even a hint of discomfort.

"oh.."

"thats why ive been so distant recently. i didn't want to make you uncomfortable." he mutters, resting his large hands on your shoulders. it was your turn to be silent. instead, you kiss him softly, before pulling away. "it doesn't make me uncomfortable. and I'm willing to help you if you need me to.." his body goes tense, and his eyes widen. he can feel his arousal growing. it was already high to begin with, but seeing you, and all your glory, made him all the more needy. "angel... are you sure..? we haven't taken this step in the relationship yet." he was right, y'all haven't had sex yet. but it couldn't be that bad, whether you were a virgin or not, you doubt he would hurt you. "i'm sure dogday. im ready to take things a step further." neither of you had seen each other naked, but there was a first for everything yes?

he slowly but desperately nods, leaning down to kiss you passionately. his tall frame looming over yours as he does so. his hands slide down your waist, grabbing and groping every curve he can. his tail was slicing through the air so fast, that you could literally hear it. he gently lifts you up, and parts the kiss so he could see where he was walking. his vanilla scent wafts in the air, taking up every space it could. he finally makes it to his bedroom, softly setting you down on the bed. he looks at you with loving eyes, kissing you softly, and pulling away. he lets out a shaky sigh and reaches for the waist line of his sweatpants, staring you in the eyes as he does so. you look down in anticipation, in all honesty, you would think about how he would look naked quite often. embarrassingly often at that. he slowly pulls down his sweatpants, revealing his all too hard erection. you stare in awe at his massive size, reaching out to touch the tip with one of your fingers. "ohh...my god.." he whispers, more to himself than anything. he gently pushes you onto the mattress, and pulls your shirt over your head. he practically starts drooling at the sight of your perky breasts staring at him. his hand grabs a hold on one, gently massaging it. his other hand, reaches for your bottoms and tugs it off, leaving you in only panties. "you're perfect." he lets out a soft whimper and starts pulling off your panties with both hands, gasping at the sight of your glistening pussy.

he inches down onto his knees, using his large hands to push apart your thighs, holding the back of your knees in the air. you can feel his hot breath on it as he looks up at you for permission. with a slow nod, he licks a long stripe from your hole to your clit, sucking gently. whimpering as he hears your gentle moan. his hands move from gripping the back of your knees, to gripping your inner thighs and pushing them apart for better access. at this point, his muzzle is soaked, and he's desperately eating you out like a starved man. you were approaching your first orgasm of the night, and he was needy for it. honestly, he was making more noises than you were. finally, the knot snaps, and you cum, he pulls away for a second to watch it ooze out of you, before diving back in and suck you clean. once he's finished he stands back up, leaning over you and crawling on top of you. he leaves pepper kisses all over your breasts and neck, and lands a kiss to your pretty lips. you can taste yourself on his mouth and tongue. "d-do you think it will hurt?" you ask wearily. he nods slowly, wincing a bit. "a little. but ill try to make it easier." he says, rubbing smooth circles on upur lower stomach. you slowly turn on your stomach under him, so he crawls off to let you get into position. he watches in awe as you get on all fours, breasts pressing against the bed and ass in the air, showing everything you've got to him. "you're such a pretty girl..." he mutters, sliding a hand to gently massage your ass cheek. he moves into position behind you, gently leaning down so that his chest is pressed against your back. you can feel the lengthly tip caressing your entrance. you squeeze your eyes shut, scared for the pain. he pushes in at an agonizingly slow pace, reaching his hand around to rub your clit with soft motions. he gives it a few minutes before he starts thrusting. his pace was still slow; but god did it feel good. you moan loudly into the pillow, his length filling you entirely. you almost let out a giggle, because you can practically hear his tail wagging and slicing through the air.

he begins kissing you on the back, trailing it up and to the back of your neck. he pushes your hair to the side, and bites down gently on the skin. you let out a slutty moan, urging him to keep going. he bites slightly harder, your moans egging him on, as his pace quickens. his balls started smacking your clit just right, and his dick was hitting your g-spot with ease. it wasn't long before you were cumming again, clenching and unclenching around his cock. you notice how his thrusts get more sloppy, signaling he was close. he was letting out slutty whimpers constantly, his heat only making him all the more aroused.

"where do you want it angel...?" .... "inside." his hips still, and he seems confused. "uh? are you sure..?" he asks wearily. "fuck... please dogday." you whimper. his pace starts going faster than ever, skin on skin slapping filling the room. soon, he was a whimpering mess, his load shooting deep inside of you. he still managed to rub your clit, though his hands were shaky, it made it all the more better. one you were both finished, he gets up, not before watching the cum ooze out of you, then he walks to the bathroom to grab a rag. one he returns, he starts wiping you and himself down, cleaning up the remaining mess. "we can get a shower in the morning." he says while flopping down next to you. "definitely." you sigh, snuggling closer to him, and drifting to sleep.

mating season, wasn't over.

#poppy playtime #ns/fw #dogday #deep sleep #dogday x player #dogday x y/n #dogday x reader

[silenthillbunni]

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#i shouldnt have fav mutuals bc i get sooo sad when they soft block me #which *always* happens like im not joking the day will come when they're just like nahhh bye #🥲🥲 nd i cant help but get sad #nd i dont even agree w that anon who said that 'no wonder everyone blocks u' bc im never mean to anyone #i think it's just bc im fundamentally unlikable and unlovable and the time will come when smth abt me #ticks them off nd nothing abt me is ever tolerated i always have to be perfect for everyone so then i just get cut off like dead weight lmao #also it shows that i get attached so easily but in reality ... ppl are not at all as attached to me 💀💀 #like i care abt them but they dont care abt me nd it makes me feel so stupid #why do i so easily care for ppl?????? why do i have to care nd like ppl when it's always gonna end the same way #me being me is bad nd wrong and nobody could ever truly know me nd still like me #i have to live my life constantly hiding parts of myself and making sure im not too authentic or too open bc then i will make ppl dislike me #it rlly is that. im never mean. i never fight. ppl just see smth abt me nd go 'oh ewwwwww' nd then leave #nd if it hasnt already happened it will at some point nd im constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop #whenever i realize i say or did smth wrong im tense waiting for the moment where they'll leave me will arrive #ok this might sound silly bc i was like 'triggered' by smth small but like #all my life thats just how it's been. im not even mean or cruel. i just exist and ppl dont like me or who i am or what i think #i can never be truly myself anywhere. that is sure to result in being all alone 4ever. but i dont like hiding parts of myself #but i have to. but its hard when im trying to hide nd be lowkey but i still manage to make ppl dislike me T-T #idek what im supposed to do bc i just exist nd im not likable. i try to be that but im still not. idk what to do #anyway.. who cares.. j'appartiens seul #but yeah it is bc it's like this for me all the time nd ig that triggered me lmao #i mean just w my sisters.. their issue is just who i am. my personality. i havent been cruel to them. or bullied them. or put them down #they just get irritated from my personality nd who i am. thats what makes them mad. nd they kinda want me to just stop being me nd idk how #to do that and therefore we arent even talking. havent talked for a year #i wanna cry like????? what am i supposed to do??????? im so extremely fucking horrible that just by exisiting nd not being mean or cruel mak #es me unworthy of everything. idk idk like. omg i feel so stupid for being triggered by that #maybe if i had irl friends and a job and a life i wouldnt care but im a fucking loser failure worthless good for nothing idiot. ofc im this

[love-belle]

mi corazón mi alma mi amor !!!

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ in which their relationship is finally in the light.

or

for when you find your soulmate. ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

social media au // carlos sainz x fem!reader

warnings - language

author's note - pretty big carlos fic coming soon!! i hope u like it, thank you for reading, i love you <3

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carlossainz55 dias de verano y amor ( summer days and love )

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-> carlossainz55 tell her yourself???

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-> carlossainz55 uh

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username NOT A ZOOM MEETING TAKING PLACE

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paddock.club formula one driver, carlos sainz jr. and y/n alonso, businesswoman, activist, philanthropist and model spark dating rumor after being seen together in monte carlo. these two were seen on alonso's yacht along with a few of their close friends including charles leclerc, pierre gasly, kika gomes and others. this is not the first time rumours flew about the pair as at the starting to this year's season, y/n was seen at the ferrari garage, a change from her usual spot with aston martin. we wonder what fernando alonso, y/n's father and a fellow driver of carlos thinks about this pair. click on the link in our bio to know everything we know about their relationship.

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yourusername mi corazón mi alma mi amor ( my heart my soul my love )

tagged carlossainz55

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username no bc the way im scared for carlos like

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-> yourusername im pretty sure u traumatized my bf

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-> username I CAN'T GET OVER THE FACT THAT NANDO SET UP A ZOOM MEETING FOR HIM AND THESE TWO

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-> yourusername im always yours gf

-> carlossainz55 oh

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landonorris gross ❤️

-> carlossainz55 we don't care ❤️

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-> carlossainz55 she's an exception of course

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-> carlossainz55 noted

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-> charles_leclerc what the fuck is he doing?

-> yourusername he does this every time i call him my bf, it'll pass

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-> carlossainz55 you hate me huh? that's not what you said last night

-> landonorris just gonna leave now fernandoalo_official

-> yourusername NORRIS

-> fernandoalo_official sainz run.

#f1 x female reader #f1 x reader #social media au #fake instagram imagines #f1 imagines #carlos sainz x you #carlos sainz x y/n #carlos sainz imagine #carlos sainz x reader #carlos sainz x fem!reader #carlos sainz x female reader #carlos sainz imagines #carlos sainz au

[imaslutforwritingshit]

Things Ethan Landry would text- (Fem Friend Reader) PART 3

Warnings- mentions of smut, knifeplay, sexting, fearplay, confessions to murder.

If you guys like this, I’ll make an extended version, where I write a story in Y/n’s pov that happens after this texting story:)

The Ballad Of Terror

Y/n: hey loser

Ethan: Loser? that’s new.

Y/n: but true

Ethan: no good night text, bunny?

Y/n: ugh stop calling me that. I promise I don’t jump that weird.

Ethan: in PE class you look like a rodent

Y/n: shut up

Y/n: I want something else first before you get your good night text

Ethan: let me guess. You need homework answers?

Y/n: I don’t get anything in science. I don’t even know what a molecule is.

Ethan: luckily I’m smart.

Y/n: luckily.

Ethan: click to view

Y/n: thank u <3

Ethan: np.

Ethan: hey, how are you and David doing together?

Y/n: why?

Ethan: I’m just curious

Y/n: maybe being curious isn’t always the right thing to be

Ethan: I’m your friend who wants you to be happy.

Y/n: I am happy

Ethan: with David?

Y/n: why are you asking that like david can’t make me happy?

Ethan: because I don’t think he could

Y/n: he does.

Ethan: oh, yeah?

Y/n: yes.

Ethan: as in, present tense?

Y/n omg yes

Y/n: why do you care so much?

Ethan: you broke up with him last night.

Y/n: how did you know that?

Y/n: Ethan??

Y/n: who told you

Ethan: no one told me.

Y/n: then why the fuck do you know?

Ethan: I watched you get that text. You cried over your bedside table.

Ethan: don’t leave me on read

Ethan: cmon

Y/n: how do you know

Ethan: I watched you through the window.

Y/n: you’re my friend

Y/n: this is scaring me

Ethan: Don’t be scared. Remember when you told me that you loved the real me?

Y/n: yes.

Ethan: this is the real me.

Y/n: a stalker?

Ethan: For you,

Ethan: Yes.

Y/n: if you were watching me, what was I wearing?

Ethan: That Ivy League shirt I bought for you in 2018.

Y/n: what pants, then ??

Ethan: oh, that’s the best part.

Y/n: please

Ethan: you weren’t wearing any

Ethan: you hiked your thighs to your chest

Ethan: you were wearing black panties

Y/n: you’re a fucking creep

Ethan: don’t be like that.

Y/n: how long has this been going on?

Ethan: How long have I been in love with you?

Ethan: or watching you sleep

Ethan: ?

Y/n: i should call the police. do you stalk other girls?

Ethan: you’re the only one for me

Ethan: nobody makes me feel the way you make me feel

Ethan: All those girls meant nothing to me. They couldn’t replace you.

Y/n: what girls?

Y/n: you’re a manwhore now?

Ethan: don’t be stupid. I didn’t fuck anyone

Ethan: I killed them

Y/n: im calling the police

Ethan: I disconnected the system from your number

Ethan: you can’t call anyone for help

Y/n: what do you want from me?

Ethan: Don’t you want to know?

Ethan: Why I did it?

Y/n: no

Ethan: I want to hurt you. Is that bad?

Ethan: it just turns me on so much

Ethan: to imagine you begging for me

Ethan: begging me not to slice you open

Ethan: fuck your brains out until your screaming my name

Ethan: i want to use you

Ethan: and you and I both know you would enjoy it

Y/n: you’re ghostface

Ethan: oh

Ethan: what gave it away ?

Y/n: you piece of shit.

Ethan: I don’t think you should insult me right now

Y/n: why? you gonna kill me??

Ethan: don’t tempt me.

Y/n: but apparently I already am. I’m basically asking for a knife to my throat, aren’t I?

Y/n: to watch your cock enter me as you choke me

Y/n: god, it would turn me on so much!!!

Ethan: I don’t take sarcasm too well

Ethan: if your asking for it, I’ll give it to you.

Y/n: im blocking you

Ethan: you can’t hide

Y/n: I’ll lock my doors. Get my parents to call the cops when they come back.

Ethan: your parents aren’t home?

Ethan: That changes things.

Y/n: I locked everything

Y/n: leave me alone

Ethan: why did you assume I was outside your house?

Y/n: please leave me alone

Ethan: let’s play a game of hide and seek, y/n.

Ethan: you run

Ethan: you hide

Ethan: and we’ll see if I can catch you.

Ethan: and if I do…

Ethan: god, I love making you my victim.

Y/n: Ethan please

Ethan: 3

Ethan: 2

Ethan: 1

Ethan: time to run, bunny.

🩷

#ethan landry x oc #ethan landry x female reader #ethan landry x you #ethan landry x y/n #ethan landry smut #ethan landry x reader #ethan landry #dark smut #slasher smut #smut imagine #smut #scream smut #scream movie #scream #scream vi #stalker #slasher x y/n #slasher fucker #slasher trope #slasher x reader #slasher fanfiction #slash fanfiction #slashers #ghostface fanfiction #ghostface x y/n #ghostface x oc #ghostface x you #ghostface smut #ghostfcce #ghostface x reader

[jeon-ify]

request from the deranged @haohaoshoe

for your own sake, 18+.

carved into you- levi ackerman 🩶

“DOM DOM DOM ASF LEVI ACKERMAN WHO LITERALLY THREATENS ME TO CUT MY THROAT OFF AND CARVES HIS INITIALS INTO ME OR SMTH LIKE THAT

also make me a deranged masochist who follows him like a good girl

and a lot of slapping

i’m his dumpster

he can use me as a fuckdoll

also

a lot of hair pulling

big dick levi

belt as a whip

tie as restraints”

…….

i have no words. here we go!!

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“no, we’ve been broken up for the past month now.” in response to your peers who are asking about your ex boyfriend levi, you sigh a breath of “relief” knowing that you don’t have to put up with his toxic psychotic behavior again.

“girl, who broke up with who?” she responds in shock. “are you sure you and levi broke up? it doesn’t seem like it. he’s still posting pictures at your favorite cafe.”

“honestly, y/f/n, i don’t care. i’m over him.”

“apparently, he’s not over you.”

“that’s embarrassing.” you burst out into laughter, your friend playfully slapping your shoulder.

you pull out your phone, blocking him from all socials. the last thing you need is him trying to win you back when you’re the one that left him.

you leave the party after a while. you step out of the front door of the unfamiliar house, seeing a very familiar black rolls royce in front of the house. you see levi step out of the car, standing against the door.

“get in the car, y/n.”

you burst out a laugh, in disbelief that he has the nerve to follow you here.

“you’re fucking delusional, levi.” you spit. you want him to go away, but you already feel your heart bursting from excitement that he’s here, and for more than one reason alone.

to show you that he’s not going anywhere, and neither were you. for as long as you’re living, you’re his to have. and god help anyone who took you from him.

“careful how you speak to me, y/n. you don’t wanna make a choice you’ll regret, hm?” he tilts his head, exploring and questioning your choice of words.

your feet move as if they have a mind of their own, drawn in by the sound of his deep voiced command. your skin crawls with arousal, levi shooting daggers into your legs with his eyes as you walk up to the passenger side of his expensive car while you just stand there with your arms crossed over your chest.

“get in the car, y/n.” he demands.

with no response, his voice grows louder, “get in the fucking car.”

you don’t hesitate to follow his direction, immediately getting into the passenger’s seat.

“where are we going?”

“you’ll see.”

as the car ride becomes longer, you wished you didn’t walk out of that party.

you both arrive to what you believe is his apartment, the building holding up to 30 floors and about 200 rooms on each floor.

“i’m not going down. what the fuck do you not understand about the part where we both said we were done? you’re fucking crazy, levi. if i wanted to be insane too, i would go to an asylum for fuck’s sake. leave me out of whatever sick act you have going on, cus im-“

you’re cut off by levi grabbing your wrist and dragging you with him up to his apartment. with one hand, he unlocks his door, tossing you into his bedroom.

“take your fucking clothes off. when you’re done, on your knees. mouth open, tongue out.”

he unbuttons the first half of his blouse, his silk chest peeking through the blouse. he takes his tie off, wrapping it around his knuckle and leaving the other half to hang. “levi, what are we-“ you’re cut off by a sharp slap to the left side of your face, earning a whimper from your soft throat.

“embarrassing? me still being in love with you is embarrassing? me putting it into your head that you were made for me and nobody else is fucking embarrassing to you, y/n? listen to me. no one will love you but me. do you understand me?” his voice raising, making it clear that you were in fact made for him.

“i don’t belong to you.” you mutter. you felt like he had a fucking magnetic field around you, you’re literally drawn to him no matter the circumstance. you’re lying to yourself. he can see right through your sick act. you’re both deranged, being attracted to his sick and psychotic possessive demeanor.

he bends down to your level, face to face with you as his hand reaches for his pocket, pulling out a black pocket knife. your heart sinks to your ass, afraid that he might actually slit your throat.

“yeah? why are you soaking my floors, then?” the knife pinches your jaw near your chin, forming a papercut-type of scar.

“why’d you get into my car when you could’ve said no? you could’ve called the cops on me, pretty girl.” he continues.

“just can’t stay away from me, can you?” he caresses your face, planting a soft kiss on your temple. your eyes roll back, sighing as his cock hardens in your gaze.

“please, levi, let me touch you.” you beg from beneath him, his eyes threatening to shut in arousal. thighs clenching, your neck veins become prominent in holding your moans in.

“look at you, you disgust me. close your eyes.” he tilts your head up and places his tie around your eyes, blindfolding you from seeing whatever he’s about to do to you.

“i’m sorry,” you gasp. using his knife, he runs it down the valley of your breasts.

“what do i have to do for you to understand that you belong to me?” he twists the knife slowly, poking your skin. you gasp as you feel your blood trickle down your stomach.

“i’ll fucking carve it all over your skin, hm? carve my initials into your pretty pearly skin. right here; L.A., what do you say?” his minty breath fanning in your face as he whispers, quietly but loud enough for you to hear.

“mmm,” you moan in pain, but wanting him to cut into you deeper, your arousal pooling beneath you and between your knees.

“should cut this little throat from the way you speak so ill of me. do you want that?” he grabs your throat, squeezing tightly.

“yeah? cut it then.” you choke out as your tears soak the tie in front of your eyes from the stinging pain. he chuckles from your masochism, making your legs wobble.

“you get me, good girl. we belong together. don’t you understand?” he whines out, almost pleading, but in the most demanding way.

he runs the end of the knife along your bare folds, rubbing circles on your clit. his cold hands contrast with the warmth of your pussy, earning whines from your throat. you hear his belt clanging as what you think he’s doing, landing a sharp whip to your thighs. your body jots as he hits you, making you cry out; your cheeks turning a flushed red.

“you get off on pain, but do you get off on embarrassing me? telling your bitch ass friends that i’m psychotic? i’ll show you psychotic, baby. stand up.” he undoes the tie from your eyes, your eyeliner smudged as he licks away your tears. you stand up as he looks away from you.

“levi,” your voice dry and your throat hitching from how much you’ve cried silently. your heart drops as he turns you around by your shoulders, as you sigh a deep breath of fear.

he brings the cold metal up to your back— the space between your shoulders, carving the letters L.A.. the cold air hits the open cut, making you wince in pain and pleasure.

“stop crying, shhh.” he runs his fingers through your hair, calming you down as he stabs into your skin, “gonna fuck you now, ‘kay?” he groans. you feel his almost solid length against your bare ass, anxious as to how he’ll fit you— given that you haven’t had sex in almost a year, and from how big he was.

he unzips his dress pants, knocking everything off of his dresser, bending you over the cold dark wood of his dresser. he brings his hand up to your hair, throwing your head back, then using his other hand to bring his belt up to your throat. he tightens the belt, using it as a leash, then pulling you up and wrapping the leftover space of the belt around his knuckle as he enters your hole.

“now, what were you,” he slams into your hips, “saying about me being embarrassing, hm?” he slams into you again, tightening the belt around your throat. you whimper in response, feeling the way his cock hits your cervix. again and again.

“you being in love with me is— hhhgh, embarrassing, levi. get over me!” you moan. he and you can feel yourself cumming already, already fucking you faster as you let yourself go.

“put that big ass mouth to use and tell me what the fuck you were made for, bitch.” he fucks you at an ungodly pace, your thighs shaking and ready to give out.

“f-for you to use! fuck, i can’t, please, it’s too much—“ your stomach and abs clench at the feeling of being used by your ex boyfriend, you wouldn’t have it any other way.

“oh, but it wasn’t too much when you were begging me to cut you?” by surprise, he brings the pretty knife back up to your throat, almost slicing your skin open. you whimper in pleasure, clenching around him as the way he loses himself.

“fuck, you’re losing me, baby. keep clenching like that.” he groans, throwing his head back and pulling your bare back against his chest.

your legs shake as you push back onto him, fucking yourself on his twitching cock.

“yes! fuck, fuck fuck, feels so nice. wanna feel your pain, daddy.” you moan, laughing as you watch your reflection in the mirror— you’re just as sick as this fucker is.

“look at yourself. maybe you’re the psycho, pretty girl.”

“watch yourself cum. cum all over my cock, fuckin’ belongs to me. cover me in your cum.” he takes the belt off, licking at your cheeks and tasting your salty tears. you gasp, falling weak to his loose thrusts.

“take all my cum, fucking take what i give you like the bitch you are. there you go,”

he slows his thrusts, turning you around to fix your hair and make you “presentable” to go back home.

“look at that glow, guess i fucked you good, hm?”

“fuck you, levi.” you breathe.

“yeah?”

———

oh my god.

#levi ackerman #levi aot #levi x reader #levi attack on titan #levi ackerman smut #anime #aot #aot smut #aot x reader

[leclerced]

Hi Cait!! How have you been? I’m back!! I’ve been sick for the past week and it’s been killing me. I had an event to go to today and was dying the entire time 😭. Anyways, I just read your frat!oscar imagines and I need more.

Like imagine a guy at party is consistently hitting on her and she’s like hell no. Even after she walks away he’s still being an asshole. Oscar sees this and interferes and they fuck and confess there feeling or some type of shit like that.

not sure if i like this bc im very tired and i got a migraine while writing but wanted to post it before i went to bed soo here u go baby i hope it is ok <3

they're not official but it's clear to everyone at the party that she's off limits because she's been with oscar the entire time, at this party and every party for the past few weeks. he's in the middle of a beer pong game when she empties her cup and sets out to get a new one, oscar tries asking her to wait so he can go with but she wants a sprite cocktail now.

the guy was blocking the drinks in the kitchen and insisted on making the drink for her. "hey pretty, what's your name? you here alone? what can i get you?"

she cowls at the questions and pulls her cup to her chest, "i'm with a friend, and i've got it."

he shakes his head and lurches forwards to snag the cup, "nonsense. what are you drinking?"

she grits her teeth before telling him. he walks like a turtle to the fridge, "so, you said you're with a friend but you look pretty alone. need some company?" he shoots her a wink as he scoops ice into her cup and she holds back a gag at the sight.

"i'm good. i'm just getting a drink, he's playing beer pong." he wrinkles his nose and grumbles, "beer is for losers, liquor is where it's at. what are you doing with a guy who plays beer pong?" he pours a ridiculous amount into her cup as she says it, then pours a small amount of sprite on top before thrusting it towards her. she ignores the urge to point out that he's literally at a frat party, he should expect drinking games, but she doesn't want to prolong the conversation. the liquid sloshes out of the cup as she takes it and she makes a plan to dump it outside when she goes back to oscar for him to make her a drink. "thanks." she drops the one word to end the conversation and turns to exit the kitchen, heading straight towards the backdoor.

unfortunately, he follows her. "i could show you a good time, sweetheart. what's your name? you didn't tell me." she ignores him again, but this clearly upsets him because the next thing she knows, a hand is on her wrist jerking her back. "hey! i'm talking to you. what's your name?" the cup of alcohol sloshes on the ground and she seeks it splash on her shoes.

oscar ends up leaving the game when she doesn't return within the time it takes to fetch drink, has one of his brothers take his place and they make him down three drinks to make up for what he'd drank. he barely makes it inside before he sees her pressed against a wall by some partier. at first, he sees her hands on his chest and feels his gut twist as he thinks she's about to pull him in for a kiss, but then he realizes she's trying to push him away and ducking her face away from his. he doesn't think twice before he pulls him away and slams him into the opposite wall, balling the guys polo into his fists to hold him there as he growls, "keep your fucking hands off my girl."

the man immediately pushes oscar back but oscar holds his ground and pushes him back into the wall as he argues, "hey man! i didn't know she was anyone's girl."

reader pipes up that she mentioned she was with someone and oscar snorts as he pulls the guy from the wall and pushes him towards the back door, "get the fuck out of my house, and don't fuckin come back, got it?" he turns back to the girl he was looking for and pulls her into his arms, "you're okay?"

she nods as she wraps her arms around him, "you called me your girl. that's new."

he shakes his head, "really not the focus right now, tell me you're okay."

she grins and pushes up on her tip toes, "i'm okay, now can we focus on you calling me your girl?"

he rolls his eyes and presses his lips to hers briefly before spinning her around and nudging her forward, "what am i gonna do with you?"

she giggles at his teasing and holds a hand behind her as she fires back, "i have a few ideas, mind if i show you?" oscar takes the hand and lets her lead him up to his bedroom before he fishes his keys out of his pockets to unlock the door. she doesn't get the full feelings confession but he's very possessive as soon as the door shuts and tells her she's his as much as she wants to hear it, relishes in the way she whimpers and asks him to say it again and again and then repeats it back to him.

feelings talk comes later when they are sober and he's ready to be a boyfriend. he has a lot on his plate with college and has this idea of the college experience and a girlfriend isn't a part of it. or he had his heart shattered before and he doesn't want reader to hurt him again.

#ask #notturlover #frat!oscar

[softcitrus2345]

Hello! This may sound a bit weird, but do you have any advice or recommendations on getting into this niche? I've kind of been watching from afar on several blogs, and I really want to try and test the waters! But I'm not really sure how to go about it, and I'm super scared that I'll end up just talking to a brick wall, having my mutuals find out, or have people ridicule me :')

Thank you for any and all help - I love your art!! Been hanging around for a while now and the progress you've made is so cool

- Clueless Anon

Oh I totally getcha! That's not a weird question at all! /gen /pos

Starting out with this kinda thing is really difficult, I know from experience. It took me months to hype myself up enough to even create this blog, let alone start posting on it, and I had (and still kinda do) those same fears you expressed, they're all very valid but hopefully what I share can help a bit with making your experience more manageable :3

The information I'll share here consists of opinions based on my personal experience posting on this blog, and getting into the belly kink community in general

I'll break it up into steps from what I sorta did when I started out so it makes a bit more sense.

STRUCTURE YOUR BLOG - Make an introduction post with general information about what to expect from your blog, and some other information about yourself if you want to. I like to include a few other things like some of my hard boundaries and leave it as a PINNED POST so that anyone who comes across your account will see this information

BLOCK YOUR MUTUALS - I have the same exact fear of being "found out" by people im close to or just know outside of this space, so once you set up the bare essentials on your blog, look for your mutuals accounts and block them. If you think a mutual of yours might have a blog but you're not sure, ask them! (Something I did was I asked my mutuals to send me their blogs so I could check them out when in reality it was so I could do this exact thing) Don't see blocking as something inherently malicious or bad, it's just a protective measure and a way to curate your experience on the internet in a way that is comfortable for you!

INTERACT WITH YOUR FELLOW ARTISTS! - I know it may not seem like something super important, but interacting with other artists is a very good way to establish yourself in the community, reblogging, tagging and replying to posts you like with nice comments have the potential for others to check out your blog or interact with you as well! I got lucky enough that I found similar communities outside of Tumblr beforehand, but it's still an effective way to get yourself out there and seen!

START POSTING! - Besides my intro post, my first post was something that I wanted to curate in a way that would encourage conversation. I shared several of my ocs that I planned on posting here and some basic information about them, and opened up asks! It's always gonna be a pretty slow start, but as long as you put the time into your work and are passionate about what you want to share, people will find your stuff! It's hard sometimes, especially when comparing yourself to others is such a common thing for people to deal with (including myself sometimes) but everyone's gotta start somewhere!

Starting out anywhere is difficult in itself, but with things like this that are more sensitive subjects for people, I completely understand your uncertainty and nervousness about sharing this kind of content online. But as long as you're not hurting anyone or sharing harmful content, I don't see why people should be so stinky about others just trying to explore different parts of themselves and their interests.. Kinks shouldn't inherently be seen as something to be ashamed of just because someone doesn't understand it. I've been lucky enough to have close friends in this community who have helped me become more comfortable with myself and with sharing my chonky art, and I'm incredibly grateful for that.

I'm flattered you came to me for advice, I hope some of that can help you on your journey, and thank you for sticking around for so long, it means a lot to have your support ;;w;; 💖

I hope things go well for you! I'm cheering you on anon!!

#softcitrus asks #clueless anon #niche blog #rambles

[aguineapigcouldntdothis]

anyone i see comparing zionism to nazism, terfs, and other extremist ideologies will be blocked. i could explain that zionism is a hugely complex system but anyone who's that far down the antisemitic rabbit hole will not listen to me. so for anyone who is not that deep down: zionism is not an extremist ideology. at fucking all. there is the occasional extremist branch of zionism (particularly revisionist) but those are not the norm. the core belief of zionism is a jewish person who believes in jewish people's right to self determination. notice how that's a very very broad statement? zionism is not the type of movement that can be shoved into a tiny little box because you're scared of the fact that jewish people like complex things.

extremist movements like nazism and terfism follow very, very strict guidelines. some of yall do not realize that bc you label everything you dont like with that. a nazi will not be ok with simply having some similar beliefs and leaving at that. they will attempt to drag you further and further down the hole and they're so fucking good at it. extremist belief systems do not have any room for nuance.

if yall actually interacted with zionists instead of blocking us or harassing us immediately you'd realize that the vast majority of us have zero interest in making people zionists. we prefer to focus on ways we already connect and we like building friendships and allyships based off that. i do not want you to be a zionist, goy. i dont want you to be an antizionist or nonzionist either. i want you to leave our community's movement alone. we do not need your input and we are perfectly fine without you.

i know your little "zionism is evil!" "zio scum!" shit is due to misinformation but i do not give a fuck. you had your chance. you had MANY chances and yet you chose to talk over jews, threaten us, doxx us, etc.?? i do not like pulling the i-know-more-than-you card but if all you've done is watch a few tiktoks and skimmed an al jazeera article then i do know so much more than you. ive researched zionism for 5 years and have been learning the belief system through my family since i was a small child. and holy shit i have SO much to learn still so I can confidently say you don't know shit.

zionism isnt going anywhere. we're jewish and we're made to fucking last and that applies to the things we create. our strength lies in the fact that unlike nazism, terfism, and other extremist ideologies, we openly embrace nuance. we want to be able to cooperate with those who have different beliefs than us and itd be a lot easier if yall stopped the threats and other bs.

you can absolutely follow me if you're curious. i tend to talk mostly abt my own experiences with zionism but if you want resources you can ask nicely and you'll get them. im always open to more people learning but I will not coddle you. I'm an angry jew who was having a lot of fun with my guinea pig blog and now ive gotta talk about jewish shit because it sucks for us rn and I won't let my voice be stomped out.

#jumblr #jewish #tw antisemitism

[weaper-reaper]

Eventuality Pt.7

Final Part 1, 2, 3+4, 5, 6

CW: Smut, Fluff, Angst, belly bulge, creampie, dirty talk, cunnilings, size kink, other dirty nsfw shit im sure. WC~3500

We stumbled back into the barracks away from the cold density of the night behind us. Emotions strung, frayed to the tips of our nerves. Electric shocks pricked up my back where Konig’s body pressed up into mine, urging me quicker down the hallway- his long legs unused to traveling at such a slow and torturous pace. A new kind of nervousness settled itself sharply between the joints of my ribcage as we crossed over the threshold to the front room of the small building. Something was off. 

Cedar and tobacco wafted through the hallways, it singed the inside of my nose and invaded the dry itchy depths of my throat. It wasn’t the anxious anticipation that pulled me away from Konig- it was Price. He sprung a hand out of whatever hole he hid in and jerked me by the bicep into his small office room. Konig dangerous entirety filled the frame of the doorway out behind us and blocked any light or peering eyes from seeping through. If he wasn’t his superior- I shuddered to think how he might have reacted. 

“Woah wha-“ I yelped in surprise before being tossed into a foldout chair. 

“Wait here.” Price's gruff voice held no real room for argument, so with a wary glance back over to Konig I shut my mouth. 

Smacking a hand over Königs broad shoulder, he ushered the two of them back out into the hallway, door creaking shut behind them. My thoughts raced, had someone seen us just now? ‘That’s it’ I decided, ‘Price is going to disband my practice and then murder me so I don’t retaliate.’ 

But he was back in the room within the minute, alone. I kept stealing glances back into the hallway thinking Konig was going to round his way back in. He didn’t. 

“What’s this all about, Price?” I asked, sitting up straighter in the chair and trying to seem as innocent and unlikely as possible. ‘No I definitely wasn’t just sucking one of your team members off behind the cafeteria.. don’t believe everything Soap says.’

“How’d you like a promotion?” 

It caught me off guard, my mouth hung a little agape and I squinted my eyes to see if he was lying or if it was some joke I didn’t quite get. 

“This isn’t home base, you know.” He began, as if that cleared anything up and leaned a shoulder against the wall in front of me. The cigar hung loosely between his lips, and the smoke made the room- and my eyes, go hazy. 

“I thought you didn’t want me out on the field?” I questioned, testing the waters of where our relationship stood. Last we really talked, he’d sounded disappointed in me for almost screwing the whole mission up. Which wasn’t really a surprise, seeing how Soap getting shot was completely my fault after all . 

“You do good work,” he complimented. Okay there was the surprise. “And you wouldn’t be out on the field anyway, but you’re the only one who knows my men. You’re good with them.” He said with full confidence as if I really was. 

I sat back a bit, strangely dejected by the offer. Besides a small handful- like a really really small handful, I hadn’t even made much of an effort to have a relationship with any of the others from 141. Besides Konig, Soap was the only one I had become relitivly close with, save for what some of his more stupid antics might suggest. I suppose Ghost’s warmed up to me as much as he was capable of- though I blame that on his gratefulness for patching up his previously mentioned partner. 

Then it made sense to me. Price didn’t have anyone else to ask. 

The last standby-medic seemed to have left things in such a hurry and half-done state, who knows what really happened to them? And because I knew too much about Specgru’s task force, it’s not like I could just retire and leave. No, I’d never be able to up and leave now- I’d either go AWOL or die here. 

Or die here. 

Then it made sense to me. 

Being requested by name, the effort they took to get me here, the mess with the lack of files and history that was left, my dad's sudden disappearance. Price knew him. Knew me. 

I raised a hand to the pocket where his photo didn’t sit. 

“You think this will make up for it..” my voice turned sour, unrecognizable to even me. “You were his captain.” I whispered out. 

Price nodded with conviction, the action like an admission of guilt- which it might as well have been. He took a drag of his cigar, the scent was seedy and seemed to only fuel my emotions. If he hadn’t been gone for years already, I would’ve almost let them run rampant. 

“Your old man was a hero.” He spoke softly, as if the anger boiling through my blood didn’t mean anything to him. 

“He-

“He was a father!” I shouted suddenly and stood, the metal chair clanged out from underneath me. “He was my father and you were his captain!” I don’t know why I stated the obvious again, like saying it out loud wouldn't make it any more real to me. Like I could scream loud enough and wake myself up from this dream-realization. 

“And you were supposed to protect him-

“Watch your mouth, kid!” He shouted, demeanor flipped. He scolded me with a point of his finger, cigar forgotten as it dropped to the floor. “Fuckin’..” he drawled out annoyed, bending over to pick it up and toss it on his desk with a heavy sigh. 

He turned and eyed me from over his shoulder. 

“I did everything I could, but there’s always someone who has to get dirty. That’s the job, kid.” 

I left before he’d even finished, letting the thick door slam in my wake. 

Tears didn’t brim in my eyes like I thought they would, and the grief I’d felt so long ago didn’t really rise up into my chest like it always had. There was just a silent and stale anger lingering over all the bones in my body. My skin was hot, and my fingers wouldn’t stop twitching, there were no breaths I could inhale that reached deep enough. 

I made it maybe three steps from my door before he was there, cocooning myself into his larger than life embrace. Konig shuffled us into my room and before I knew it my boots were off and we were crinkling my sheets, limbs tangled. He held me like that- my head resting on his chest, his hands playing with my fingers, until my breathing grew even and the pressure in my head dissipated. 

He kept inhaling through his mouth, in little gasps, like he was trying to find something to say. I rolled closer to him after a while, tipping my head up and fingering at the ripped holes on his mask.

“It’s okay,” I mumbled with a weak smile. “Everything's fine, I’ll tell you about it later. Okay?” 

“Later..” he mused thoughtfully like he wanted to continue, bright eyes searching mine. 

“Mmm.” I hummed and perked up to place a soft kiss on his chin over the mask. His stare held mine like they were itching to say something, and he shifted to hover above me. 

“What is it, König?” I asked, concern lacing my voice. He pressed his body closer to mine, and twisted a hand over one of mine, leaning the most of his weight on one side. 

“There’s some things I need to tell you, Maus.” His eyes drifted over to our hands- mine grew sweaty, and my heart began to race all over again. 

“Wh-“ I began, but he started before me. 

“You make my heart beat,” He confessed, low like it was a half breath or a whisper. Eyes trained on the skin of my nails, “You make my blood pump,” his voice was weak and his words trembled their way through his lips. “You make me lose control of myself, Liebling.” 

His hands shook around mine, and his eyes seemed to look everywhere around the place where I lay except my face- as if the moment he looked at me he’d never be able to form the right words. 

After a thick moment and a heavy breath he pulled at the hand he held and set it over the cloth on his face, pinching my fingers together and letting me drag it down over his skin. He was pale, and the lightest of freckles dotted the tips of his cheeks and forehead. The sight of him immediately made me swoon. This was him, and now I’d never be able to unsee it. I wanted to burn his face into every inch of my irises. I let my fingers dance over the bone of his nose, and it wrinkled under me when he scrunched it. Unused- probably- of letting anything but his mask touch it. 

I couldn’t really tell what color his hair was, in the dark of my room but it was light and cropped short, the tips barely fringing in curls over his forehead. A couple scars littered around the corners of his face, one in particular near his mouth drug up and twitched under the muscle there. 

“König..” I whispered and he finally let his eyes meet mine, they crinkled in the corners, and my stomach erupted in butterflies when he finally smiled above me. Crooked teeth and twitchy nosed. 

“Your German has gotten better.” He praised gently. Genuinely happy I could pronounce his name properly now. 

“I had a good teacher.” I pruned back, pulling his face down by his jaw to kiss him eagerly. Reaching for the comfort that only he had been able to provide. 

God how every part of me ached for the sweetness of his lips. His body untensed under my touch, and I slowly began to pull bits of our clothing off. His shirt.. my jacket.. his belt.. His body grew heavy over me, and I welcomed it. It was like an extra secure, six foot ten weighted blanket. I willingly let myself fold under him as he pressed into me. In no time our kisses grew intense and we were both pulling away to gasp for air. I tangled my hands in his hair and he moved to trail his mouth down the curve of my jaw, his hands wandered and slid down my body. I twitched when he ticked over sensitive parts, inching my thin shirt up and over my arms. 

He groaned, “I am in agony, little mouse. I need you, can you feel what you do to me?” He slotted his hips down into mine, the stiffness in his pants lined up perfectly in between my thighs and I couldn’t help the needy-sounding whine that followed. 

“The sight- the smell of you.. Scheiße, Liebling.” His touches became desperate, nails pricked against the soft of my skin and his calloused knuckles scraped down my waist. He slipped so easily in and out of German it made my head spin. 

I tugged at the fly of his zipper and he kicked them off as soon as they were loose, raising up off my body to slide mine down too. A pile of our mixed clothes formed over the dirty floor. His cock slapped up against our abdomens, it sat heavy and hot and wet between our bodies. I bucked my hips up against him- encouraging all the noises I could out of his raspy throat. His voice was muffled against my collarbone again, while he nipped at the skin there. I shuddered. 

“Please, let me taste you.” 

I bit at my bottom lip and nodded, holding eye contact with me and he licked and nipped down my body. Blatantly leaving marks and bright red bites as he went. He slipped his body down until it was completely off the foot of the bed and was kneeling on the floor. I hesitated for a moment but ultimately couldn’t feel bad for very long. 

His strong arms yanked me down the bed to his face, pulling the sheets up behind me; and my thighs snapped close over his head when his warm mouth instantly found my clit. He settled one large hand over my hip and stomach, fingers long enough to tease me while his tongue lapped up and down my folds. His other hand dug into the fat of my thigh, encouraging me to ride and grind up into his face. And I did so enthusiastically, chasing my rapidly approaching orgasm. 

He released my thigh, and sunk two digits into me, curling up immediately and rubbing harshly against the bundle of nerves that sat below my belly button. I moaned a mess of his name and curses. Suddenly it was like the room turned hot and my brain became fuzzy. 

“F-fuck König.. I’m already, I’m so close..” 

He found my clit again, and sucked at the flesh around it, three fingers scraping and rubbing the inside of my gummy walls. I trembled above him, and the cot shook- although I quickly realized he had his hand down underneath the frame of the bed, jerking himself to the movements he made his fingers mimick. 

Fuck that’s hot. 

“Wait!” I cried suddenly, pulling away. König stopped immediately, eyes flashing up to mine with eyebrows furrowed in worry- afraid he had hurt me. 

“I want to cum with you inside me.” I blurted out, too lust-drunk to even be embarrassed about what I was saying. I needed him. He hesitated, but rose up again to crawl over me, and I latched my legs around his hips, pulling him down against me. 

He kissed me again, and I humped up into him pathetically. Trying to maneuver his long torso lower so that he’d rub up against me properly. He chuckled a little at my desperate attempts to slide him inside of my slippery cunt. 

“Don't you want me?” I whined. 

“So fucking badly.” His whispers were harsh, and he let the tip of his fat cock notch against my entrance. I clenched and his grip bruised my hips in an attempt to steady me. It was silent while he pushed in until it started to burn and stretch, the both of us holding our breaths for any slight noise of uncomfortability from the other. 

A high pitched whine left me when he brushed against that spot in me again, and I felt myself tighten around him. 

“Maus..” he choked out, rubbing up and down my sides trying to soothe my body loose, “You keep p-pushing me out.” He fumbled over his words and I let my hips fall open in an attempt to relax. 

“Sorry,” I mumbled, throwing my body deeper into the mattress. “You’re so big I can't-“ I sighed and bucked my hips up suddenly, sliding him further into me. Groans from the both of us followed as he bottomed out into me, his heavy balls practically slapping against my ass. 

He cursed in German some more and I had to pry his hands from their death grip on my hips- so he opted on holding my palms flat down on each side of my head. 

He lowered his face and let his nose brush up against mine, lips barely even touching, “Can you feel it, Maus? How much my body craves yours?” 

I swallowed thickly and my core squeezed him in taut, the muscles in my lower stomach nearly cramping. I let my head fall to the side, avoiding his gaze as a new heat flushed up over my chest and neck. My wetness was clearly evident over his chin, and I shut my eyes tight. 

“Maus..” he teased, flexing his cock inside me, a moan escaped. “Please look at me.” I shook my head. 

“It’s too much.” 

“Too much?” He asked, and began to pull out. I sighed, and quickly grew the feeling of emptiness. 

I pulled him in again with my legs wrapped around his middle, slotting his hips right back down into mine. We both felt it as his head kissed the entrance of my womb. My head tossed back, and he removed a hand to place it over my stomach- up high where he sat inside of me. 

I heard him huff through his nose in a slight laugh, so I opened my eyes to peer down at where he was looking. There was a slight bulge just below my belly button. I gasped. 

“That’s not what you think it is, König.” I mumbled. 

“No?” He asked, reaching for my hand to place it under where his sat. 

“What is it then, Liebling?” He teased, pulling out and pressing down just enough that I could feel it under my palm when he pushed back in. 

“Oh fuck..” I whined, throwing my head back as he began a slow and steady rhythm. A deep rhythm that stretched me as deep and wide as I could possibly go. 

Groans and a wet slapping sound steadily began to fill the room. 

He pulled back once more to push my thighs up to my chest, almost folding me completely in half he tucked his palms under my knees. 

My muscles tensed as my orgasm approached me all over again. Konig pressed down over my folded body to smother me in rough and face paced kisses, mirroring his sloppily growing thrusts until he was rutting into me- shoving my womb up into my stomach. 

“Konig.. konig..” I cried, “Please,” 

“I know, Maus. Me too.” He grit out, teeth clenched and fingers digging into the sides of my knees. He dropped them then, and hoisted me up into his arms like a ragdoll, jerking up into me and holding me as close as he could. My arms wrapped around his face, and my legs hooked together at the ankles behind his back. 

His breaths grew rabid and his voice cracked when he spoke, “Where-

“In.” I half-shouted, half-moaned. “I have an IUD. In, I want to feel it.” 

His fingernails dug into the skin of my hips as he pulled me down one last, rather rough, time. And I came undone, spilling all over him. The waves coursed through me and Konig came under me with a guttural groan, letting my own orgasm milk his right through him. He huffed, sweaty head pressed into the center of my chest as we took out time riding out our pleasures. 

His warmth seeped down out of me, I could feel it dripping down the inside of my thighs. He didn’t press up into me so roughly anymore, but the sheer size and thickness of him still stood upright and deep inside of me. We both sighed after a minute, and he layed back-down onto the mattress with me uptop of him. Still plugged up inside of me and twitching every few minutes. 

“Thank you, Maus.” He giggled after a moment, face buried at the hair on the top of my head, a loopy grin settled over my face. I don’t know if I’ll ever get used to this. Quite frankly, I didn’t want to. I let my smile mimic his own. 

It faltered after a second, his own emotional mask falling away. 

“You okay, König?” I asked again that night and he kissed me so incredibly deeply before he answered. 

“It’s KORTAC,” he paused, eyeing me for any indication or sudden movement. His eyes held regret, “They're sending us back to Germany.” 

My breath caught in my throat, and I raised a hand to push myself upright off his chest. He slipped out of me with a wince, but he wrapped an arm around me to keep me close, the other wiping stray hair at my cheek away. 

“Germany?” I questioned, slightly stunned. 

He nodded, face falling. I racked my brain for a second. 

“That makes sense,” I said, “Price offered me a job, back at home base.” 

He eyebrows rose, then read over my expression and they quickly fell again. 

“Liebling.” He choked up, pulling me into him and rolling us over so he was smothered over me again. “My beautiful, sehr schön, little Maus.” 

Then it clicked in my overworked brain, SPECGRU and KORTAC. 

SPECGRU and … KORTAC 

And. 

Their joint mission. Price wanted me back with him at his home base, wherever that may be. And König was going back with his team. To Germany. 

“What will you do?” He asked, hovering over me slightly and covering me in kisses like it was the last time he’d ever taste my skin. 

Because it probably was. 

I lolled my head to the side and glanced at the photo that sat wilted and sad on the floor. 

A younger version of myself stared back at me, tucked safely in my dad's arms. He looked over at my kid form with those warm, inviting eyes. 

I mumbled weakly. “I have no choice, do I?”

#Konig #Konig smut #Konig call of duty #Call of duty #COD Smut

[powerpolyculeshowdown]

listen im just gonna say if anyone else has an issue with megthanzag just vote against them in future rounds or ignore the poll. you dont have to go out of your way to throw accusations at a strager because the greek mythology game has weird family dynamics. move on w ur life and leave me the fuck alone, man. block me if you have to idc. get a hobby, go do smth fun. go outside and smell some flowers.

im open to criticism but if ur gonna be passive aggressive and accusatory dont waste either of our times.

also consider the actual context of the media ur talking about instead of applying real life human morals to the greek gods game, maybe.

For the people who dont know Hades game:

Zagreus was raised by Thanatos' mother, but they do not treat each other as brothers, in fact even when talking about the past they seem to be more like childhood friends. its fine if you're uncomfortable that they're technically adoptive brothers but they dont seem to see each other as such. Thanatos visibly treats Zagreus different from how he treats Hypnos or Charon, who are referred to as his brothers in the game.

Megaera is not and has never been, from what i can remember, implied to be Nyx's daughter. Feel free to correct me with screenshots if I'm wrong, but I played Hades for a long time and never got any dialogues about that. There are myths that say Nyx is the mother of the Furies, but there are also other origin myths for them, and it's likely the game's lore uses one of the other myths, unless I'm missing something.

There is no actual incest going on. There is an argument to be made about the fact Than and Zag were raised by the same woman, and Zagreus did believe he was her son as well, but again they did not treat each other as brothers. If you played the game and you disagree with me, I'm open to have a discussion about this but I'm not going to put up with accusations from strangers. I don't have time or energy for this.

Also yes, it is a game based on greek mythology and I will use that argument cause that's literally what it is. Things have context. They don't exist in a void for you to apply your personal morals on as if you're the only person with Good Opinions.

Once again, I will no longer engage with passive aggressive strangers throwing accusations at me.

#mod talks

[flower-zombie-rob]

WE HAVE CANNON JSE SHIT NOW

so ill take some time to tell any newbies some fandom veteran unspoken rules or just remind people of things

There is not "wrong" versions of the egos!!! There are a million and one designs a for every ego depending on the blog, artist, writer etc. Every marvin looks like a wildly different character and people have their own headcannon personalities, genders, orientations and more for every ego. Some people have multiple aus and characters intertwined. So dont go telling anyone their version of the egos is incorrect or not accurate because these characters have been up for interpretation for a VERY long time so please remember that. If you dont like someones version of the egos or its not accurate to whatever cannon comes out, shut the fuck up and leave the one who created that version of said egos alone. All your ego designs are valid and creative and fantastic and dont drop them just for the cannon if you dont want to.

Ego shipping is fine! So far we have had no cannon confirmation to say that theyre siblings, the same person, or related in any way that would make ego shipping wrong. If that becomes the case, most people with either drop it or actively start making the egos their new OCs to continue shipping their personalities and designs. however, if that doesnt happen, dont bash people for shipping the egos. The sanders sides fandom and markiplier fandom get along just fine shipping characters played by the same guy so just be less judgy if you feel the need to tell people you dont like what they like. And if you really dont like it, its not that hard to just block an artist or ask them to tag their ship art and filter the tag. Its really not that deep so dont go sending anon hate to people for shipping the egos.

Dont be fucking rude. End of. Just dont be rude. If you dont like a blogs interpretation of the egos, just block them. Its not that hard. Be. Nice. Most of us are, but theres some bad apples so please dont be one of them and support artists and writters and editors you like and ignore others.

Ego cosplayers are fine and some of them are really cool and talented people so leave then alone with your hate. If you think theyre cringe, dont interact with their content. Sean has stated he likes them and/or apreciates their skills so dont send ego cosplayers hate. Support their talents god damnit.

Reblog, for the love of god reblog. We arent as big a fandom as we were and we have some serious talent in here. @leobashi @d-structive @tracobuttons @mythicalitycosplay @soopticboop @koryabeebee to name a few. And their content gets nowehere without reblogs. This isnt tiktok, therers no algorithm and liking does essentially nothing so boost content when you see it to make sure our artists remain motivated and adored as they deserve.

Share your content! We love to aee it and theres a criminally low amount of jse content on tumblr these days so give us all of it.

Robbie is a non canon ego and dont bash people for him being their favourite, hes great and hes flexible, being non cannon. Dont get angry for people putting him in the main tag because he is pretty much a part of it all and has been for a while, trust me id know.

Dont steal art(general advice)

Dont hassle @turquoisemagpie because theyre not going to give you any of seans content. At the most, you'll just give yourself a bad name in the community so just leave soph alone and dont nag them for any cannom content. Also sophs word is not gospel and their and is not all cannon confirmation so dont treat it that way. Theyre a person, not a content cow so give them lots of respect and love

Thats all i can think of but feel free to add. All in all i love this community and all of its members. It brings me so much joy to be a part of it and im glad that soon we could gave a whole new wave of members in this community too :)

#jacksepticeye #@therealjacksepticeye #jacksepticegos #jse egos #jse community #jacksepticeye community #jse

[theresawtf]

YANDERE SOOBIN PLS PLS PLS

soobean my beloved 🚶🏻‍♀️

as you requested stinky (im so nervous to post this 🚶🏻‍♀️)

warnings-dark content ahead please mdni, pantie thief, mentions of violence (not towards reader), manipulative soobin🚶🏻‍♀️, use of hidden cameras, themes of baby trapping doesn’t actually happen tho (HA FAILED ATTEMPT LOSER PERV SOOBIN), no protection (WRAP BEFORE YOU TAP IT PLEASE), thats about it i fink.

word count- >1k

THIS IS NO WAY IS HOW THE MEMBERS ARE REPRESENTED, THIS IS COMPLETELY FICTIONAL.

if you are under 18 i will block you.

꒰͡ ͜ Ï ͜ ͡꒱ㅤㅤㅤㅤ 𓈒⠀𓈒

there were days that soobin really wish he didn’t have to be so obsessed with you, as time went on he knew he wasn’t able to keep the facade up— being the perfect loving boyfriend that was willing to do anything to make sure you were happy, there was so many things that you could look past, countless fun dates, showering you in gifts that he knew you’d want, not to mention fucking you till the birds were singing.

pervsoobin who was constantly being reminded of how the whole relationship started and of course it started with stealing your used panties slowly jerking off to the thought of your poor abused cunt but he knew as soon as it started that he wanted more than just being a panties thief.

he’s done more than just that— to think that he wouldn’t beat the shit out of anyone who would hurt your feelings, no he would humiliate them to no end till they chose to leave you alone. he’s gone to several length to keep every man that try’s to hook up with you as far as he can, going to the extent of blocking them on your phone. and when you cant figure out why they aren’t messaging you back, he’s there to comfort you or fuck you.

pervsoobin who can’t stand to be away from you for long, so when you ask him to check on your house plants while your on a trip he will leave one single camera in your room and one in the bathroom. leaving himself to fuck his hand to the scent of you while you’re out enjoying your trip.

but little did he know that you’d be coming home a day early and seeing the already stained sheets that he left, intending on cleaning it up before you came home. but you paid no mind to it, just changing them and going on with your day.

after wards you bought him a small plant as a thanks for not killing your plants for the entirety of the trip. as soobin slowly opened his door you practically jump into his arms giving him a giant hug.

“ahh soobiniee thank you for taking such good care of my plants, here i got you this aloe plant since youre so good as keeping plants alive..” as you rambled on all soobin could think of is your encounter with your vibrator last night, the precious moans being picked up by the cameras he placed in the most perfect spots. he couldnt get enough so he just had to watch you shower after wards still being sensitive from the toy he was jealous of. only when you place the plant in his hands does he get shaken from those memories.

“soobin don’t tell me you don’t like it” you say with a little pout, he couldn’t get enough of those lips, he wanted them only on his, he only wanted you and he was determined to make you his.

“oh y/n i love it, did you want to come in and have some ramen? i was just gonna make some.” if it was one thing he was always going to try and get you alone, and then just maybe you’ll be all his just like he planned. and with that you nodded and headed in continuing to ramble about aloe plants and how they didn’t need to be watered very often. but all he could pay attention to was you, everything about you was fogging his brain till it came down to it he had you right where he wanted you, legs up over his shoulder and your hands scratching his biceps. he couldn’t help it your cunt was so wet for him you were just sucking him in just right, he was willing to go all night and be late for work the next day just to keep you satisfied and ready for more.

after months of going back and forth with you pervsoobin has decided it was no need for the cameras once you ask him to move in with you, after your last relationship you had been scared of being alone, and thankful with soobin always being around you always had someone to help around the house, not worrying about your crazy ex’s.

pervsoobin who is completely obsessed with your cunt and is always trying to convince you to let him take pictures of you two during intercourse, but every time you say no he’s already snapping photos as soon as you fall asleep on his cock. only after the photo he’ll wake you up for more, he just loves you fill you up so good :3

but of course not all relationships are perfect! but once you guys started hitting a rough patch he knew exactly what he needed to do to keep you all to himself. of course he knew when your cycle was so he wasted no time, since you weren’t on birth control it didnt take long to convince you to not use a condom, that he would pull out like any good boyfriend would!!

but of course pervsoobin wouldn’t let that little lie get in the way of what he wanted. he was determined to keep you, even if that meant he had to keep cumming in you till he knew for a fact that you were pregnant with his child and by his logic you couldn’t leave. but once you were about to reach your high your muscle memory kicked in faster than soobin’s bad acting you interlocked your legs around soobins waist not wanting to loose the sensation in between your legs

“baby you gotta let go or else im gonna cum inside you.” soobin rubbed your waist while still keeping his pace as you continue to keep your legs in place.

“mmh soob baby please don’t stop.” you didn’t care if he came i mean if its only once it couldn’t hurt. the feeling of him so close was enough to send you over the edge, you weren’t going to let go that quickly.

you both finally finished your first orgasm of the night, and now the night was just starting for you both with this new found favorite, if anything you liked being fucked raw more than pervsoobin did

tag list: @jakeshotpocket @soobinsnumber1

authors notes- i would like to reiterate that this does NOT represent the members on txt at ALL. this is completely fictional and does not define them at all.

[pbs-theundeadmaggot]

₊°✧︡˗ˏˋ❤ˎˊ˗ 𝖩𝖺𝗇𝗎𝖺𝗋𝗒 ₊°✧︡˗ˏˋ❤ˎˊ˗

I hope everyone has had an amazing start to the new year, I know it can be tough and January lowkey sucks but it will get better! 2022 for me was a long year of recovery and somehow I'm kinda clean (although I still don't know how to feel about it, especially when people comment on how much 'better' I'm doing but I'm taking it a day at a time.) Anyways, I kinda feel like 2023 might be a good-ish year so I hope it is for you too <3

ps. I know this list is early but I'm like a toddler who gets to excited to wait for anything and ruins it, so here is the early but one of my favourite rec lists to make. (idk why but it was particularly fun this month lol)

this year I'm also gonna try putting out some decent content starting with my fics (available here). I'm currently only writing for Steve and Eddie from Stranger things but in the future I may try writing for other fandoms (the Xavier Thorpe fic was a self indulgent piece idk if I'll carry on writing for him though), I'd really appreciate anyone to give feedback and reblog cause it keeps me motivated (pls I'm actually begging for some attention lmao my last two fics have got like zero attention and I genuinely don't know if I'm a shit writer or something else lmao, pls even if you hate it lmk! I'll take anything atp).

anyways... ignore my rambles as always, the last piece of news im sharing is my new series I'm starting soon! where I'll be diving into the history of metal and what it means to the community etc so if thats something you'd be interested in you are more than welcome to join the army of maggots I've got going on (I say an army but I'm pretty sure it's just me lol).

[please respect writers terms, I am not responsible for what kind of content you consume but please be aware that minors will be blocked if they chose to interact with 18+ content.]

more fic recommendations available here

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚｡˚ ⋆ -- 𝖲𝗍𝖾𝗏𝖾 𝖧𝖺𝗋𝗋𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗍𝗈𝗇 -- ⋆ ˚｡⋆˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

The mixtape detectives by @babyrunsforfanfic

Want me like I want you by @beezywriting

Under the covers by @stevesbabysittingservice

Hey Steven by @munsonsreputation

If you loved me (why’d you leave me?) by @1986harrington

When we are together by @foreverromanticising

I’m never going to dance again, the way I danced with you by @all-alone-he-turns-to-stone

Love as sweet as honey (and lover I’m hungry) by @stevebabey

Time after time by @musingginger

Sharing secrets by @livingintheupsidedown

A virtual romance (new series!) by @justmeinadaze

Tis the damn season (series!) by @katyswrites

Bad at love by @loveshotzz

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚｡˚ ⋆ -- 𝖤𝖽𝖽𝗂𝖾 𝖬𝗎𝗇𝗌𝗈𝗇 -- ⋆ ˚｡⋆˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

Need you tonight by @sebuckyverse

Flipped by @ashwhowrites

Bottom of the bottle by @fanficsgal0re

New sensation by @darkdarkroom

Fooled round & fell in love (series!) by @bimbobaggins69

Lavander haze by @munsonsreputation

I think I’ve loved you forever by @cinemaquinn

Something new by @newlips

In the middle of nowhere (ongoing series!) by @sweetpeapod

Mine and yours by @muertawrites

Morning coffee by @jamdoughnutmagician

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚｡˚ ⋆ -- 𝖡𝗎𝖼𝗄𝗒 𝖡𝖺𝗋𝗇𝖾𝗌 -- ⋆ ˚｡⋆˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

Side effect by @delaber

cherry blossom by @buckycuddlebuddy

Everyone’s watching him (but he’s looking at her) @writing-for-marvel

Shouldn’t have gone by @imyourbratzdoll

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚｡˚ ⋆ -- 𝖫𝗈𝗄𝗂 𝖫𝖺𝗎𝖿𝖾𝗒𝗌𝗈𝗇 -- ⋆ ˚｡⋆˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

Chocolate & promises by @michelleleewise

lost prince (ongoing series!) by @xxntiimulti

For better or for worse (ongoing series!) by @wheredafandomat

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚｡˚ ⋆ -- 𝖷𝖺𝗏𝗂𝖾𝗋 𝖳𝗁𝗈𝗋𝗉𝖾 -- ⋆ ˚｡⋆˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

Flower power by @pythonees

Siren song by @wintervalewritersecond

Rumors by @yourmidnightlover

Kiss me and shut up by @elysianrogers

Invisible string by @mntalbrakdown

Foxglove to adorne thy dells (ongoing series!) by @nevermoremagic

Something that we’re not by @profound-imagination

Artists collide by @shesluxurious

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚｡˚ ⋆ -- 𝖱𝖺𝖿𝖾 𝖢𝖺𝗆𝖾𝗋𝗈𝗇 -- ⋆ ˚｡⋆˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

So gorgeous it actually hurts by @folkloreslovechild

#eddie stranger things #eddie munson #eddie munson x reader #eddie x reader #eddie munson imagine #steve stranger things #steve harrington #steve harrington imagine #stranger things imagine #stranger things fanfiction #stranger things #stranger things x reader #loki fanfic #loki god of mischief #mcu loki #loki au #loki imagine #loki laufeyson imagine #bucky barnes imagine #bucky barnes #bucky imagine #marvel imagines #wednesday #wednesday fanfic #wednesday imagine #xavier thorpe imagine #xavier thorpe fanfic #xavier thorpe oneshot #outer banks imagine #obx

[askjaxthedigitalrabbit]

Good job Jax 👍glad you spoke your heart out to @daughterofthedigitalcircus keep doing that she probably won't talk to anyone now I hope it's the case I'm not trying to harass her just I think she deserves to be told off 👍 for her issue and I hope everyone shows her she can't vent to anyone

[mod: for fucks sake you people need to LEAVE HER ALONE

I SAID NO BECAUSE OF MY PAST TRAUMA

I DONT KNOW WHATS TRUE OR NOT IN THEIR SITUATION SO IM NOT FOR OR AGAINST THEM I JUST WANT PEOPLE TO BE HAPPY AND YOU COWARDS WHO HIDE BEHIND THE COMFORTABLE MASK OF ANONYMITY TO BE ASSHOLES WILL NEVER AND I MEAN NEVER EVER BE TOLERATED. I DONT CARE, SHE COULD BE SATAN INCARNATE BUT I WILL NOT EVER TOLERATE HATE ON ANY OF MY BLOGS UNLESS ITS TO CALL OUT BIG FUCKED UP PEOPLE AND EVEN THENIT WILL NEVER BE GENUINE HATE. YOU DONT KNOW THE FULL TRUTH OF HER STORY IM SURE, JUST LIKE I DONT SO YOU ALL NEED TO STOP IT BEFORE I TURN OFF ALL ANONYMOUS ASKS AND BLOCK ANY AND EVERYONE WHO TRIES TO BE AN ASS. IM NOT FOR OR AGAINST HER. I DO NOT KNOW THE TRUTH. BUT EVEN THEN SHES A MINOR!! STOP IT. STOP. IT. JUST LEAVE HER BE. ITS CRUEL. HARASSING PEOPLE TO THE POINT WHERE THEY FEEL THE NEED TO GO AROUND AND FIND ANYONE WHO WILL LISTEN IS FUCKING UNACCEPTABLE! WHAT IF SHE COMMITS SELF HARM, OR WORSE?! WHAT THEN??? BECAUSE IT WILL BE YOUR FAULT. GOD YOU ARE INSUFFERABLE AND INSANE SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! once again: I don’t know the truth so I’m remaining neutral but that does NOT mean you get to bully people to the point where they consider suicide. It will not be tolerated. Shame on you. Fucking unbelievable. Until you have proof she did what people are claiming, shut the fuck up. Just shut up. You are HORRIBLE and in the WRONG. HOLY FUCKING SHIT DUDE?! I’m so done. So so done.]

[please if anyone has comments in this, let me know. I will not be revoking any of my words here. This is cruel.]

[smiggles]

This is gonna be abit of a mouthful, but I need to get it off my chest now that years have passed and we've (hopefully you have too) matured by now.

I once looked up to you, but that was a very long time ago. The trauma you caused me is irreversible. tbf I used to be a brat and if I could go back in time to backhand my younger self I would, I own up to that. But I was only a teenager, still growing and learning about myself and how to talk to others properly. Turns out I was pretty much autistic, so communication wasn't my strong point at all back then.

But even then, your two-faced behavior of proudly shitting on and bragging about how much money you were ripping off the furry community, the people who actively supported you, loved your work and paid your bills, was appalling. I had every right to call you out on it. Instead of accepting it was wrong, you sent your roommates out like attack dogs to fight your battles, defend your toxic behavior and harass me. Every time I blocked them they would find a different site to attack me on. I struggled to make friends for years after that incident, I felt I couldn't trust anyone because of what you guys did.

Years passed, and I genuinely hoped you had changed for the better, only to see a callout post during pride of all times, about your grossly acephobic attitude. I had friends who were blocked by you and didn't understand why. You need to understand your damaging actions have severe affects on real people, and when you make public apologies, the people who comment saying they forgive you don't count if they weren't the ones hurt by you. They don't speak for those affected.

I'm not looking for an apology, even if given one I probably wouldn't accept it after all the damage you've done to me. I have zero interest in you being in my life again. I just wanted to give you this perspective to get it off my chest and for you to mull on, I want you to use it to improve yourself as a person moving forward. See the wrong in your actions, how badly it affects others, and make the choice to make things right.

But that's up to you now.

Hey, I know who this is an I want you to know that I think about you often.

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Sometimes your stuff shows up on my feed or someone shares something with me that youve made because we have common interests and I think to myself Im glad theyre doing well and I hope youre surrounded by people who support you. I dont say this as a way to like Save face because this is a public anon. I would say this to you in private if I could. I was a very nasty person years and years ago and no apology will take back the pain Ive caused others from that. Especially not you. But I am sorry. I wish things could have been different. I do. For the acephobia. Yes. I was acephobic and horrible about it. I hurt a lot of people from that and cant ever take that back but know that Ive learned a lot about how to treat others and unpack the internalized hatred towards my own ace'ness and how others present themselves. I also want to say I never sent my roommates on you. That was a choice they did on their own without my knowledge. I never ever want someone to go after anyone on my behalf and while it is likely hard to believe that those who have known me these past 5-6 years can vouch that as true. I have on multiple occasions asked my friends to leave people alone I end up disagreeing with. I never name drop people I dont get along with. I dont even tell people besides my very very private close friends about what happened between me and you and that might be about 3 or 4 people at most. As for blocking? I block very liberally LOL and its almost never personal. I block people for the smallest things just to curate my social media experience. If you ever wanted to reconnect and try again Im here. And I have no hatred in my heart. I have held myself accountable all these years for things I should have done better. Handled softer. In the end Truly. Im glad youve made a beautiful career out of something you love and no matter what happens between us I hope you continue to thrive. With all my heart.

#smigglesask #I often tell anyone who asks about the callout on me that it is 100000% warranted and that I was a piece of shit and people deserve #to know what kind of person i used to be #I dont want to hide and pretend Im perfect or that I never hurt people

[kiloskywalker]

Sneak Peak Saturday

Okay so I’ve seen the tags from several people about WIP Wednesday, or Seven Sentence Saturday, and I’m sorry I haven’t been able to post.  It’s been a very busy month for me at work and also just personally, and I haven’t had a lot of time to write/am going through a little bit of writers block.  That being said, I’m combining all of those tags into one post so thank you to @whenshereads @lightningboltreader @carlos-in-glasses @firstprince-history-huh and @chaotictarlos for tagging me at some point or another. Here is another brief glimpse at my Tarlos Fighter Pilots AU “Take My Breath Away” ******* “You’re a cocky asshole, you know that?”

Deep down, Carlos knew he didn’t mean for his words to come out like that, harsher than he intended.  But he definitely meant it.

TK’s smile fell, and Carlos could see the emotional walls going back up.  “Well, I’m sorry you feel that way Lieutenant Reyes.  I like to think I’m just sure of myself.  Besides, have you ever met a Navy pilot who wasn’t cocky?”

Carlos actually rolled his eyes this time.  “I’m just saying, based on what you were saying during the briefing, you seem to think you have everything figured out.  Like you think you’re invincible and then you’ll take whatever risk is necessary.  I’m here to tell you that it's not like that.  And when the two of us are in the air, I don’t tolerate you putting me at risk just because you think you have something to prove or you want to show off.  In the real world, you won’t have your daddy to clean up all of your messes.”

Carlos swore he could see the fire in TK’s eyes at that.  Something told him he may have gone a little too far.

TK slammed his water glass down on the table and stood up in Carlos’s face, and Carlos couldn’t help but suddenly remember what it was like the last time they were this close.  Although, this time, the mood was substantially different. “Listen here, Lieutenant Reyes,” TK said, his voice low and angry.  “Let’s get one thing straight.  You don’t know anything about me, or what I’ve done to get myself here.  All you know is that I’m a damn good pilot and for some reason you couldn’t keep your hands off me the other night.  So if you’re gonna talk to me like that, then we’re done.”

With that, he turned and marched out of the bar, leaving Carlos standing there alone, watching him leave.

*******

No pressure tags: @im-overstimulated-and-im-sad @alrightbuckaroo @sanjuwrites @iboatedhere @whenshereads @carlos-in-glasses @chaotictarlos @lightningboltreader @firstprince-history-huh @rubinsteinsilva126 @welcometololaland​ and anyone else who wants to participate

#take my breath away #my wips #kilo writes #ask me anything #ask kilo #tarlos fic #tk strand x carlos reyes #im writing as much as i can folks #its like top gun but gay