#last string of life

[dustballdrawsartwork]

I finished putting up the toyhouse character pages, but I still gotta add the last few references and edit the text. Regardless, here's the last batch of dream images of my iterator ocs!

Enjoy!

#rain world #rain world oc #rain world iterator #rain world ocs #rw group alpha #rw oc #iterator oc #eight crashing tides #ruby skies by sapphire shores #last string of life #sunrise solar #starlight lunar #twelve far away dreams #AGH I'M GONNA GO PASS OUT NOW I'M TIRED AND EEPY

[groupalpha]

GA Region: Last String of Life

I'VE FINISHED IIIIITTTTT Behold my plant boy's structure :)

you may ask questions on this if you'd like!

Map guide under cut!

#Questions will continue tomorrow! #I am eepy rn #rain world #rain world oc #last string of life #rain world iterator #rain world iterator oc #rw iterator #iterator oc #iterator #rw iterator oc #ga world building #ga regions

[yoon-dowoon]

you're my best friend for the rest of my life until the days tinge purple once again bangtan boys and their songs for armys 💜 (cr. bemyjinnie, merjy_)

#btsedit #dailybts #btsgif #annietrack #userbangtan #bts #bangtan #ot7 #my gifs #the way this isn't even all of them #I just picked some of my faves from my Spotify playlist which is now appt called till the days tinge purple once again #this is most likely my last gifset of 2023 #year I've retaken gif making after like 7 years? wow #thanks for accompanying me bangtan even if my life is a Mess(TM) #so I guess this is my happy new year to the boys and y'all #bring on 2024 aka the year of 2SEOK!!!!! #what red of string of fate I believe in the purple string of love

[jaz-it-up]

okay so. in the newest Imp & Skizz podcast ep (the one about the Life Series, for those who find this later), Skizz talks about the concept of the boogeyman. specifically, he talked about a really interesting Reddit post he saw, framing him as sort of the creator or the source of the boogeyman curse.

(if the op of that Reddit post should happen to find this, I apologize if I'm just reiterating things you've already said.)

so, according to that post (or at least Skizz's summary of it), the boogeyman actually starts back in 3rd Life, when Skizz charged the Crastle out of sheer bloodlust and permadied in a 2v1 against Impulse and Grian. that kinda lines up with Martyn's lore, which I'll get to in a second.

this theory of Skizz being the source of the boogeyman curse continues throughout the rest of the seasons; he was in Last Life and Limited Life, both of which had boogeymen, but he was not in Double Life, which did not have the boogeyman mechanic. plus, Skizz has never actually been the boogeyman. he said it was kinda like a transfer of energy; he can't be the boogeyman because he created it.

this is where Martyn's lore comes into play.

the boogeyman curse, according to Martyn, was created as a means for the Watchers to feed on even more trauma and negative energy than they already were. and Skizz - he's a positive presence. he's a sweetheart. he's kind, he's a leader; hell, he took the time to compliment every single person on the server during Limited Life. of course he can't be the boogeyman. there's no negative energy to feed off of.

now hear me out: that's because the Watchers are spreading it to everyone else.

maybe Skizz's energy is too concentrated, or maybe there's something else about it that the Watchers don't like. they can't work with Skizz's negative energy the way that it is, so they spread it out to the other Players in the form of the boogeyman curse.

I'm not sure where I was going with this, I just haven't seen anyone talking about the theory of Skizz being the source of the boogeyman curse.

#the red string board #imp & skizz #limited life #liml #double life #3rd life #3rd life smp #double life smp #last life #last life smp #life series #limited life smp #traffic life series #traffic life smp #skizzleman #jaz.original

[justarandomhelluvablog]

sorry sorry last time I'm talking about huskerdust tonight but does it fuck anyone else up knowing that Husk and Angel basically lived at the same time but were on opposite sides of the country. But also Husk went traveling. Like these two could have met while they were alive and wouldn't even know it. They didn't even know the other existed until they met at the hotel

Like I have. so many thoughts about this.

#hazbin hotel #Husk #Angel Dust #gods imagine how different things would have turned out for both of them if they'd met while alive #well I say that but they were deeper in their vices then than they are now so...... maybe they'd have made each other worse #or maybe they could have saved each other who knows #also just thinking about the idea of Husk and Angel meeting at a bar in New York back when they were alive #like not even knowing it was each other but having met and spent a night drinking in a bar together talking #maybe Angel was going around flirting for free drinks and Husk was waiting to board a ship to who knows where #and they're both neck deep in their own vices but Husk tries to give Angel some advice anyway (we dk if Husk's morals developed in Hell #when he lost his status or are remnants of his human life but I like to imagine he was a decent man who made a string of bad choices #we also don't know what kind of Overlord he was. for all we know the worst thing he did was bet souls so we dunno if he was cruel/immoral) #but Angel not heeding his advice bc who's gonna listen to an alcoholic amirite but he was fun to talk to and bought him drinks so #and them parting ways without even so much as learning the other's name. and all this happening just days before Angel dies #Husk doesn't even think about him again cuz he was just some dude at a bar and barely remembering bc it was ~20 years before he died #but Angel vividly remembering it bc it was one of the last memorable days leading up to his death #anyway thanks for listening to me ramble orz

[starjunkyard]

A scene of foreman telling house in ep21 s8 that "persevering through pain for loved ones... isn't that what life is?" before being followed up by a scene of house screaming at taub in the middle of the hospital hallway that life is pain. Life is pain. His entire life is pain. How he wakes up everyday and thinks about ending it. And yet hes still fucking here and what is that if not a confirmation that house's entire life is lived for wilson

Its so like. Because from an outsider's perspective its so childish. Its so out of bounds though thats completely in character for house; you don't tell people whether they should live or die, least of all if they're diagnosed with a terminal illness you know will suck the life out of them every second they aren't in the ground. You don't get to tell people that you dont have that right but. But. but

House is here and house is in pain. He's hurting and he's been hurting and he wants that to end but its been an unspoken agreement for years that wilson would never forgive house if he just gave up. Wilson would never let him do that. He would never ever forgive house for that not ever

So house is here!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He is alive!!!!!!!!!!!! Because wilson is his best friend and house cannot live in a world where wilson hates him even if he isnt around to feel it. So house persevered through the pain he grit his teeth and just kept fucking Going because wilson hating him is a worse fate than any infarcture any perpeptual state of chronic pain, a fate worse than anything

Before stacy before cuddy before everything it was new orleans and wilson in that cell. House has been living for wilson. House's entire life past the infarcture and the pain and the pain and the pain has been for wilson. He has been living in unimaginable pain for 20 years because its been an unspoken agreement that i need you i want you you need me you want me. I need you here you cant go anywhere You cant leave me

20 years of being in a perpeptual unending state of chronic pain. Years of living under this unspoken agreement, being bound to this contract that keeps you screaming keeps you hurting keeps you gutted and emptied out but you never minded it, you never left. you let it take you because you love him. Because you love him he loves you and he lets you love him and thats enough

So can you imagine what a slap in the face it is to have him tell you outright that he wont live for you.

That his life, his death: it'll be about him. All this whilst your entire life has belonged to him. Your life your death everything you've ever done its been about him for him. For him. And you feel furious and cheated to tears because its then that you realise he never even asked. You gave it to him handed your bleeding beating heart warm and fresh to him on a silver fucking platter and he never even asked for it. But you're asking him now. You're actually asking him you're begging him, you are begging him you're telling him that you love him, and he's saying no? He's saying no?

Can you even begin to imagine-- just a fraction of that betrayal? That humiliation? I've fucking grit my teeth weathered 20 years of pain i stayed alive because i knew that you wanted me to-- because i knew that you loved me and you wanted me to stay, and that was fine, because i loved you too. And i never even made you say it. I never made you say the words because i thought it was something we both understood intrensically, down to the bone-- and still im telling you now that i need you that i love you and now the deal's just off?

I weathered through 20 years of pain because surely you would have done the same for me-- and you're telling me now that your life is going to be lived on your own terms? when my entire life has been lived for you? When ive been in hell for 20 years just so i could keep loving you? You; you looked at me in the eyes, led me on had the gall to keep me alive-- just to sit here now and tell me that the agreement ive lived my whole life around was a one-man deal? That you cant be bothered to stick your heels in the dirt a little, grit your teeth and go through a quarter fraction of the hell ive gone through so that you stay here! can be here Be Here and keep continuing to love me when ive been doing that wordlessly thanklessly for 20 years? How could you make me ask? How could you tell me no?

How could you keep me alive and breathing if you knew that this was even remotely in the realm of possibility? You kept me in the dark-- knew this whole time that leaving this friendship could actually be an option for you-- and you kept me alive?

#Oungh #Hrrggh #HHhnjj #HHAOUHH #Its been 5 months and i am on. the last episode of house md #5 months of this #Its beating my ass you can probably tell. Im genuinely a fucking wreck #I know what happens. Watching it actually play out is a whole other fucking ballpark #I cannot do this man it hurts #House is telling him that he loves him and hes so upset and angry and afraid and its making him something wild #He deliberately tried to kill a patient. He actually tried to murder a patient #Hes telling him that he needs him that he loves him and its not enough and hes pulling every string and its not enough #Nothing is enough and hes grasping handfuls of sand grasping at straws for the first time in houses life he cannot fix this #He is helpless in every sense of the word no amount of spite of diagnostic skill of wit will fix this #Gregory house is truly absolutely helpless and his best friend is dying and hes going to Watch #house md #gregory house #james wilson #johan being crazy about yaoi md #house md meta #hilson meta #relationship analysis #character analysis

[b4kuch1n]

I actually for real feel like my phone's scanning quality has dropped monumentally while I was away on thing so that's a fun thing to figure out now. anyways

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #answering of ''sure'' whenever they ask ''are you gay'' strikes again #gods. genuinely at least on the export the quality of these dropped like to half. whats up with that #sorry if these are impossible to parse #anyways. scribbled these during ''holiday'' ''vacation'' ''getaway''' #sometimes it really is the simple things. hallucinating vividly about the casual life of a pair of teens to survive being in a car for 6hrs #WITH da family #so glad I picked up scribbling on paper again. I actually got stuff to do digitally today and!! literally it feels so much cleaner #like I feel like I relearned a bunch stuff doing traditional ink again for a sec #but yeah. u guys should know by now how much I think about food as a concept #took 3m off last year to write about it in fact. but now Im just microdosing by drawing langa #I'm also actually so insane about reki being a scaredy cat it's so. something. it means so much to me #this of course means koyomi is a jumpscare champion. among siblings that are close in age there must be #the one who sleeps in the lower bunk. and the one who ties a doll to a string by its neck and lower it down to be next to the others face #'why is that so specific' no further question. thank you #gods okay. I need to lay the fuck down it is now my time. to be in bed #Im onto some real exciting stuff rn! and when this piece is done I'll return to ink for a sec #so uh. ink comm maybe not this week. but the next #happy late labor day! seek and destroy. have a good night

[eluminium]

guess whos insane about skizzleman and impulse in the life series again

its me. theres limited life spoilers here so like, if thats not your gig, now you know. did you guys see. that in this session, session 3, both Impulse and Skizz independently decided that they needed to give their allies items that would help them survive? So they both did a lot of personal hard work to make sure that the people they trust the most would always have these items on them in case of danger? and. and the items are Ender Pearls and Golden Apples? Items that both of them have history with? For Impulse and Ender Pearls... Remember the Ender Pearl Stasis Chamber that saved and failed Impulse many times in 3rd Life? Remember Impulse Ender Pearling to Bdubs, to his demise, in 3rd Life? Remember Impulse having the option to save himself from falling off the Ghast Farm with Ender Pearls but dying because he focused too hard on the boat trick in Last Life? Remember Impulse designing an escape route for him and Bdubs if they ever needed it, one that required Ender Pearls to fully complete, in Double Life? For Skizzleman and Golden Apples... (well, shoutout to this post by @aquelondungeonmaster about Skizz and Golden Apples because HOLY SHIT IT MAKES ME EAT DIRT AND WALLS!!!!) Remember Skizz being given a Golden Apple by Ren for some leather, and in a way solidifying Skizz’s loyalty in 3rd Life? Remember Skizz giving out Golden Apples to the Red Army before rushing to his own death in 3rd Life? Remember Skizz trying but failing to save himself from getting killed by eating a Golden Apple in Last Life? Remember Skizz not being in Double Life, the only series that had to ban Golden Apples because they would break things? What I’m saying is, there’s history here. History of these two with these specific items either saving or failing to save them in the previous series...and not only that, they’re kinda symbolic of how these two treat conflict. Skizz gives his allies, the people he loves and cares for, Golden Apples. Something to help them face conflict, something that will make them stronger then before. Impulse gives his allies, the people he loves and cares for, Ender Pearls, something to help them escape conflict and live another day. Isn’t it just awfully symbolic of them? For both of them to give out items to help their allies that lines up with how they treat conflicts, while also having a lot of history with these items specifically? how the FUCK isn’t the life series scrippted WHAT ARE THESE CONNECTIONNNNS????? MAYBE I’M JUST GOING INSANE AGAIN. THE IMP AND SKIZZ BRAIN HAUNTS ME. IT KEEPS COMING UP WITH CONNECTIONS BETWEEN THESE TWOOOOO

#I SWEAR #I SWEAR THERES SOMETHING HERE #I'M NOT JUST GOING INSANE IN THE BASEMENT I SWEAR #STOP LOOKING AT MY BOARD OF RED STRING LIKE THIS IT'S NOT MY FAULT!!! #impulsesv #skizzleman #dose of skizz #dose of impulse #limited life #life series #limited life spoilers #life series spoilers #trafficblr #team ties #mcyt #3rd life #last life #double life #3rd life smp #last life smp #double life smp #imp and skizz

[zeb-z]

thinking about how honest the hope is in disco elysium, if that makes sense. how you face consequences for the actions and life you can’t remember. how your nightmares come back and they just might be there to stay. how you still wake up in pain and have to very actively fight off the cravings of your old addictions. how it isn’t easy trying to chose not just life, but living better, living for yourself. how it doesn’t mean any of the problems will go away, or the pain will stop, but it gives you an option other than constant suffering. there’s always a silver lining, it’s just a matter of being able to look up and find it.

hope isn’t always easy, and sometimes it is a choice, but in a torn up world and a torn up body, it’s something. it’s not always pretty or perfect, it’s clumsy and sometimes foolish and hard to keep close, it’s difficult, and maybe it’s all you have but it’s something - streets and sodium lights, the sky, the world, you’re alive

#and you damn well better keep it that way #it’s honest because trauma is still something you have to face and go through no matter how ugly #and it doesn’t just go away. things can get better and then something can hit you again. and that’s okay #idk something something it’s waves in an ocean and sometimes it’s a storm and hope keeps you afloat but it doesn’t mean you can get out of #the ocean. it’s very real in this #does any of this make any sense #or is it just 2 am and I’m stringing words together that sound nice but make no sense #i just think. so much specifically about that last dream with Dolores dei. how it promises to be an ongoing occurance #how even with Kim and solving the case and starting new he’ll still struggle with his traumas #physical and mental. but at least it isn’t hopeless yknow? it sucks but life goes on and it doesn’t suck 100% of the time #idk I’m just. thinking #disco elysium #harry du bois #z speaks

[mod2amaryllis]

maaaaaan! Sarge died :(( he was fine this morning, then just now went down and he was gone... parameters are ok so idk, it could've been classic random betta death. (i do have a weird theory after looking at his body but it's so hard to know...)

I'm just so sad...i made him his beautiful 10g and he never ever got to live in it. swim in peace little dude i wish I'd known you longer :'(

#ok weird theory is yucky so don't read if you're squeamish #his tank has a ton of string algae. i found his body tangled up in it #like he'd died at the surface and floated down into a mess of algae #his fins were slightly eaten by snails but body completely intact. nothing weird on body. #the weirdness... was his eye 😬 #one eye was pulled out of his head and wrapped in algae almost like a lasso #i wonder if he somehow..??? caught his eye in some algae and died struggling to get out??? #I've never in my life heard of a fish getting hurt by algae so maybe not but it was the only thing i found on him out of the ordinary #i always check my dead fish. for the bettas i don't do a full necropsy for parasites since they live alone but i do look them over #maaan..... #once again the intended occupant for the last tank on the betta rack dies 😞 starting to feel haunted #m2a #fish tag

[dustballdrawsartwork]

Just some more detailed drawings of mine. Hope you guys like it! :D

#rain world #rain world oc #rw slugcat #rw iterator #rw overseer #rw oc #rw group alpha #iterator oc #slugcat oc #the savior #the crossroader #the amalgamation #the collector #twelve far away dreams #last string of life #endless beyond #ruby skies by sapphire shores #extracted prism sunsets #thirteen elder stories #sunrise solar starlight lunar #eight crashing tides

[groupalpha]

Yo! String! You’ll be getting a surprise visitor soon!

LSoL: I can tell. I really hope not, for their sake, but I can't stop them.

...

I think they would be visiting Dreams first though, as she's closer to them than I am.

#rain world #rain world oc #rain world askblog #rw oc #rain world iterator #iterator oc #rain world iterator oc #rw slugcat oc #rw slugcat #the amalgamation #rw iterator #iterator #rw iterator oc #last string of life #rw overseer #slugcat oc #rain world slugcat #slugcat

[syrren]

consider….SpyXFamilyXDesertDuo AU

#spy x family #grian #goodtimeswithscar #gtws #hermitcraft #fanart #desert duo #3rd life #last life #AU #I’m normal about both of these things #I cannot decide who would be Anya: pizza the llama or grumbot #not pictured: mumbo as Franky #jellie as Bond #scar saying “you might just be scaarrrrrred for life“ instead of yor’s may you do me the honor of taking your life #a dramatic proposal by Grian involving the string of a stick of tnt #pls ignore me just let me get this out of my system #myart

[jetskisonyourmoat]

Wow!

Ok so I was not expecting to cry that much hearing the strings in Mirrorball and Hello You. Honestly every now and then I forget how beautiful the album is and I have to just sit and listen to it. So hearing the live version even through peoples shoddy recordings was so moving, the strings are gorgeous and I wish the band had actually had the bravery to do this sooner. Like the only reason we even have these last few shows is because Alex got sick this summer, they were probably going to end it without ever having played these songs with live strings, which is insane. I love love love this band but sometimes watching them be the worlds biggest contrarians is tiring! Imagine if they’d stuck to their album and played sets with 5 or 6 songs from The Car, imagine if they committed to it. Anyway, I hope the last 3 shows do The Car some justice because the songs really do deserve to be heard with the whole ensemble.

#felt like I needed to get that off my chest a little #not to get too persons but ​this has definitely been the worst year of my life so hearing those songs with the strings really hit me #listening to mirrorball last summer was so special and I was so hopeful then #hearing it now is so bitter sweet but I’m really glad I got to hear it this way #arctic monkeys

[makuyi13]

Band room characters

#music #band kid #band kids #band room #musician #poll #humor #im the second to last one not gonna lie #like guys be quiet i just want to studiously practise my bass #but i cant even hear myself over those drummers i swear #relatable #lol #percussion #drummers #piano #jazz #practice #bass #double bass #string bass #upright bass #musical instruments #guys this is what the band room looks like every day #this is my life

[hauntingblue]

Them doing a photo lineup of the mugis for the battle and when it's Robin's turn she just turns and does a blue eyed stare at the camera 😭😭

Look at her 😭😭

#i have a question about the heart pirates.... they just look like doctor's assistants... they dont even have weapons and for all we've seen #the only one who maybe can fight is the big guy and he's new... and bepo is the navigator and draws shit maps... how does the crew work..... #well all minks can fight but idk if bepo was trained in zou.... so.... #why is sanji's little dance now moving his ass side to side akdhaksk #oh finally!!! shachi and penguin are swordmen and bepo kicks!! we really haven't seen much of them... idr if they did much in sabaody #honestly if law just took his friends for the ride and took care of everything else.... respect #the animation..... JESUS CHRIST!!!!! #there really was no need to bound man now but alas it looks cool #denjiro ITS TIME!!! YEAAAAAAHHH #the wig..... dramatic reveal.... #kinemons plan being misunderstood and working becausw of it ajdhajshsj #and what boats did they destroy??? lmaoo?? #luffys fit kinda falls apart on his orange jorts... purple and orange okay but red too??? mmm.....maybe red and purple dont match either.... #kinemom saying he might die bc he has used up all his life's good luck HAJAHAAJAJ #okay lets finish that last boat but can someone get momo.... please..... #LAW!!! SHAMBLES!!!! GET MOMO!! its so funny how they complain about him not drawing like shit anymore ajdhaks #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 980 #sanji can fly come on now.... #come on now sanji..... dont let a theatre adult win... well nvm what is that... lmao sanji just taking hits instead of taking nami inside #also the fact that tokis fruit is around now.... who has that power.... or did it go.back in time to appear in her original time??? #the orchestral strings version of the first opening as momo flies away..... damn #OMG JINBEEEEE!!!! HE DESTROYS THE SHIP! SERVES CUNT! AND ANNOUNCES HE IS JOINING THE CREW!!! FUCK YEAAAAAAHHH!!!!!! #luffy is so happy akdhsksj ME TOO!!!! FINALLY!!!!! #episode 979 #<- fucked up.again #luffy loves jinbe so much i really love their relationship!!!!! that's his father now. shanks who