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pain-is-too-tired · 3 months
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Will Solace is so real
Because I too as a audhd Apollo kid am holding things together with nothing but kitkats and Gatorade.
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Mia Winters headcanons because I love her way too much. (Part 1?? Maybe?)
When she was little, she’d play dead on the playground because she wanted a vulture to come down so she could catch it and keep it as a pet.
Mia is an active person. Not necessarily in sports (they’re more for casual fun moments) but in taking walks and hiking.
In high school and college, she did a lot of urban exploration with friends. Overall she enjoys traveling and exploring. So she was more openly optimistic about the move to Romania than Ethan was.
She doesn’t like small rooms when the door is closed, due to it reminding her of the three years she spent in Louisiana, and later, the lab. Just mentioning it is a trigger in itself, hence why she tries so hard to ignore and not talk about those incidents.
I think it’s pretty obvious that she has very bad guilt and self hatred issues. As well as issues communicating her feelings, because she believes it will cause those around her to despise or leave her. She knows it’s irrational, and tries to work on it, but it’s still there. Outside of the fear for Ethan’s sanity and safety, that’s one of the reasons she didn’t tell him about his condition…as well as working for The Connections in the first place.
Some of the nightmares and flashbacks she has consist of the previous victims she’s killed. Though mainly they’re of hurting Ethan. Eveline is the one she dreams about the most though. Her feelings on her are mixed between guilt, pity, and hatred.
The main reason she joined The Connections was because of the money, and now since she was engaged, it was needed more than ever. At the time, she wasn’t entirely sure what she was getting into. Eventually once she did realize, she found herself into a position where she couldn’t just quit, thus becoming stuck.
Ironically, she used to like horror movies…but has a hard time watching them now and has sense stopped. She also enjoys dumb hallmark movies as a guilty pleasure.
After becoming engaged, she really liked her soon to be last name. Around Christmas, she’d annoy Ethan by sticking their last name into the song “Winter Wonderland.” There was also the occasional joke about snow and coldness.
Mia was the one to drag her husband to parties. She’s not an extremely social person, but social enough, so every once and awhile she needs to let loose and have some fun. It’s more so about the experience. Costume parties were a favorite of hers. Unfortunately she became more closed off from others and these outings became less frequent.
She eats KitKats without breaking them.
Later on in life, years after RE8, she got a pet ferret named Ruby.
Her favorite see creatures are sharks.
After RE7 she had some mobility issues. While she was still able to walk, stand, and run, she couldn’t do it for long periods of time. She also has trouble walking on uneven ground. During and after pregnancy, her pain became more common.
Since she was under Eveline’s mind control for so long, she dissociates a lot.
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lovemeleo · 3 years
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New York State of Mind (Part 2)
I had planned to have this posted earlier but here I am, right before the end of our Peanut’s birthday. Whoops. Here is Part 1 if you haven’t read it yet.
These OCs and their world belong to @lumosinlove.
cw: mentions of food
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It took the three of them around 30 minutes to finish getting ready with only minimal interruptions, which honestly wasn’t bad. Sometimes they could take an additional hour if they were distracted enough. But once Finn was reminded of the plans, he was not going to get off track. 
Finn knew people didn’t think he was good at presents. They honestly weren’t wrong, he was really bad at buying gifts. He never knew what to buy. But experiences. That he could do. He liked planning things that he thought the people he cared about enjoyed. And his boys. He knew his boys better than anyone. So when it got close to Leo’s birthday, him and Logan sat down and began planning. While Leo was easy to please, and would’ve probably been happy just having dinner at their house, this was 20th birthday. It had to be perfect. And it honestly had been so far.
He watched as his boys pulled on their jackets, tucking wallets and phones into pockets, “Don’t forget gloves. And a hat. Not a snapback, Lo. An actual keep your ears warm hat. We’re walking and I’m not gonna give you mine when you get cold.” Finn announced, pulling his own hat down over his hair. He also made sure to grab a small backpack, just in case they purchased anything while out and that way it was all easier to carry.
“How far we walking, Harz?” Leo asked as he pulled his gloves out of his suitcase, tucking them into his pocket as he followed the other two out of their room to the elevator.
Finn hummed, glancing up from his phone, “Ah, less than three miles. But we’re going to make some touristy stops on the way to the final destination.”
Raising an eyebrow, Leo glanced over at Finn, “Final destination? Sounds sorta ominous, mon rouge.” He said as they made their way out. A wall of cold air hit them as soon as they walked out of the hotel.
Finn began leading the way to 7th Ave, tucking his phone back into his pocket. This was his city, he knew where he was going. 
Him and Logan had taken turns planning days during the trip, and today was his day. It was probably his favorite one that he planned. He even kept most of it a secret from Logan.
As they walked down the sidewalk, Leo’s head was constantly on a swivel as he took in the huge busy city. He had been to New York for games, but he never really got to look around or do any of the fun touristy stuff that everyone talks about.
“I know where we’re going.” Logan shouted as he looked around, recognizing the area from when Finn had shown him around. “We’re go-” 
A swift elbow to the ribs cut him off as Finn gave him a look, “Don’t tell him!” He interrupted, hooking his arm through Logan’s as they kept walking. 
Letting out a chuckle, Leo looked up ahead to see tons of lights and people. His eyebrows furrowed before his eyes lit up with recognition, “That’s Times Square, isn’t it?” He asked, bouncing excitedly on his toes as he picked up the pace a bit.
Finn grinned, dragging Logan along as they tried to keep up with the giant speedwalker, “You got it, baby. We’re gonna do a longer stop here later in the week to look around and shop and such but I figured you’ve gotta get your tourist in Times Square photo to start out with.”
As they finally got into the square, Leo couldn’t help himself as he stopped right in the middle, spinning a bit to try and get a look at everything. He’s seen it in movies and pictures, but those could never do it justice. “This is insane! There’s just so many people.” 
Finn took a couple pictures as Leo looked around, a grin spreading across his face, “Peanut, this way. I’ve got the perfect place to take a picture.” He insisted before he began leading the way.
“The top of these stairs is the perfect spot. You can get like all of downtown in the background.” Finn explained excitedly as he led Logan and Leo up to the top. The two boys shared a look as they followed him up, a warm smile on both of their faces as they listened to him talk. “So first we’ll do Leo by himself for his birthday, and then we’ll ask someone to take one of the three of us, okay?”
Leo smiled, making his way up carefully, “Sounds good, sweetheart. This a good spot? Can you get everything in?” He asked, as he leaned on the railing. Finn leaned back with Logan standing behind him to make sure he didn’t fall.
“That’s great, Nutter Butter. Now gimme a big smile!” Finn said, unable to hide the giant grin behind his phone as Leo smiled. He loved that smile. It took over Leo’s face, lighting up whatever area he was in. You couldn’t help but smile right back at him.
Him and Logan both quickly looked at the pictures, smiling as they scrolled through to make sure they came out okay, “Perfect, Sunshine.” Finn said with a soft smile as he looked up at his boyfriend.
As he showed Leo the pictures, Logan found a lady to take the pictures for them. She followed him up the steps with a grin, “Alright, who’s phone should I take it on?” She asked.
Finn quickly switched over to the camera app and handed it over, “Mine please. Thanks so much.” The three of them moved to the top again with Leo in the middle as she situated herself to get the best picture.
“Alright, boys, smile!” She said with a grin. Logan couldn’t have picked a better person, as she seemed to take a bunch for them, moving to get better angles and everything. When she handed the phone back to Finn, there were at least 20 photos taken.
Finn scrolled through them, setting his favorite one as his background before looking back at her, “These are perfect, thank you so much.” 
She shrugged with a smile, “It’s no problem at all. Hope you guys have a good rest of your day.” They watched as she headed back to her group.
“Can you send me all of those please?” Leo said, resting his chin on top of Finn’s head as he looked at the cute shots of them. Finn had already created an album on his phone just for pictures from this trip, so he added Logan and Leo in so they would have access.
Looking at his boyfriends, Finn smiled happily, “Y’know, we’re pretty fucking adorable.” He said, holding up his phone background.
Logan shook his head with a laugh before pressing a kiss to Finn’s cheek, “Well yeah, mon rouge. I could’ve told you that.” He said with a smile. It was still weird to be able to kiss or touch in public without worry. They had only come out a month or two ago, so there was still that brief moment of panic of ‘Oh no, did anyone see?’ before realizing that it didn’t matter if they could. It was nice. 
“Alright, let’s keep moving. If you see anywhere you want to stop today, we can. We’re actually a bit ahead of schedule.” Finn said as he glanced at his watch. They made their way down the stairs and continued heading down the street.
They hadn’t even made it two blocks down 7th Ave when Logan let out a gasp, his eyes wide as he clutched at Leo’s hand. The taller boy followed his gaze before letting out a laugh. On one side of the street was Hershey’s Chocolate World. The other had M&M’s World.
“Guessing you wanna make a stop, Lo?” Leo asked, squeezing his hand.
Logan looked over at Finn, puppy eyes in full effect, “Pleeeeease, baby. You know how much I love chocolate and it’s Hershey and M&Ms, I promise I won’t be too long! Please please please!” He begged, his hands coming up to squeeze Finn’s cheeks.
Letting out a laugh, Finn nodded, “Of course, Lo. But what if we just do one today? We’ll be coming back this week and that way you don’t have to rush through both of them?” 
“Yes! Hershey’s it is! Let’s go!” Logan cheered, quickly making his way to the shop. Leo and Finn quickly walked after him, following his red hat as he ran through the doors. When they got inside, he had stopped in the doorway, eyes practically the size of saucers. The store was covered in different types of Hershey’s chocolate, as well as things like caramel apples covered in Hershey’s chocolate. 
Finn chuckled softly as he watched Logan’s face, quickly snapping a couple of photos of the awe on his face. Fingers intertwined with his as Leo came up next to him, snapping a couple pictures of his own, “I’m gonna send a picture to Loops. He’s going to be so jealous.”
“Lo, you okay? I think this might be the quietest I’ve heard you.” Finn asked, nudging his other boyfriend with his hip.
Logan turned to him, eyes still wide, “I think this is heaven.” He whispered.
The two boys couldn’t hide the giant smiles that formed as they watched the shorter man start to wander the store. After the fourth bag of candy was handed to them, they finally relented and grabbed Logan a cart.
“Lo. Babe. Love of our lives. My backpack is only so big. Where do you think we’re going to put all this chocolate?” Finn asked as he leaned on the cart.
Logan shrugged, putting an XL KitKat bar into the cart, “It’s alright, Harz. The nice Hershey’s lady told me I could leave it here and pick it up later.” 
Throwing his hands in air, Finn let out a laugh, “Of course she did. Is she gonna let us use the cart to carry it to the hotel?” He shared a fond look with Leo over the cart. In all honesty, he would carry all of the chocolate in the world on his back if it kept that smile on Logan’s face.
After around 30 minutes in the store, Logan had fully filled their cart as well as got on first-name basis with the ‘Nice Hershey’s lady’ who’s actual name was Liz. Now he was finally finished. They left his treasure of treats in the capable hands of Liz before heading back out to the road.
“Alright, now we’re heading to the surprise. It’s about 30 minutes, but it’s a nice walk. We go past part of the park.” Finn said, fixing his hat over his hair again.
They started their trek, stopping every once and awhile to take pictures at various spots like Strawberry Fields and The Dakota. Then they finally arrived, Finn stopping abruptly in front of a cool looking building. He was practically bouncing in place.
“We’re here!” He said, gesturing to the building.
Leo looked up, reading the name across the side of the building, “Rose Center for Earth and Space.” His eyes widened as he turned to look at Finn.
“C’mon then, it’s almost time for our turn.” Finn said with a smile, opening the door for them. 
As they walked in, smaller versions of the planets were above their heads. Finn walked up the front desk, talking quietly with the man at the desk who smiled. He looked back at Leo and Logan, “You guys ready?”
Leo was clutching Logan’s hand as he looked around before nodding, “I mean it’s hard to be ready when I have no clue what’s about to happen, but let’s go.”
The man behind the front desk led them to a dark room that had a theater set-up, “Welcome to the Hayden Planetarium. You guys can sit wherever you’d like.”
“Where’s everyone else?” Leo asked as they sat near the middle, staring up at the huge screen.
Smiling, the man shook his head, “This is everyone. You have it to yourselves. Enjoy.” He said before walking out.
“Mon dieu..” Logan said, eyes wide as he looked around. 
Finn fiddled with his shirt as he watched their faces, “They were advertising their newest show on the hotel website.. This one is called Journey to the Stars.” He shrugged before looking up at Leo. “Told you I’d bring you the stars, Le.”
Reaching forward, Leo quickly pulled Finn in for a kiss, “Sweetheart..” He murmured, resting his head on the other boy’s forehead.
They pulled apart as the show began to start, sitting back in their chairs. Logan smiled softly, reaching across the back of Leo’s chair to grab Finn’s shoulder, “I don’t think anyone can say you’re bad at gift-giving anymore, Harz.” He whispered. 
Leo sniffled softly as he watched the solar system spread around him, the planets and the stars right there in front of him. Finn really got him the stars. His boys took him to New York just for his birthday. The amount of love he felt for them was overwhelming while also never being enough. He would spend the next 20 years and all of the years after that giving his love to these boys. 
Watching as the entire universe flew in front of their very eyes, Leo smiled. 
Because he already had his entire world. Right next to him.
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johannstutt413 · 3 years
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(requested by calligomiles)
Sometimes you go to the bar to take your mind off work; sometimes you go for a drink; sometimes you go for a quick hook-up; Rosa had come to think. Not about her past, or Logistics, or any of the dozen other topics that somewhat dominated her life - no, she was here to fantasize, to let her mind wander places it couldn’t normally without the help of a few glasses of whiskey and a barstool under her, and three glasses in she was finally in the perfect mental state-
-for some stupid Feline to spill her beer on her. “Aah! When’d you get there?”
“When did I get here? I’ve been sitting here for some time now, thank you.” The Ursus found herself half-glaring, half-staring, at Swire, Lungmen’s best business manager...and right now, a very flustered drunk.
“Oh, well then’s my fault, I guess.” She pouted. “So damn hard to walk when every’s all duplicate-y. There’s like five of that guy, for crying out loud!”
The noble followed her glance- hang on, no, there were two of him, each with a glass in hand. “I know what you mean...I should go home before this beer soaks in any further. Even then, it’ll probably smell like alcohol for awhile.”
“You’n come back to my place! It’s like right ‘round the corner fr’mere.”
“You do owe me for causing this, I suppose.” Rosa hopped to the floor. “Well, then, take me there...Is something wrong?”
Swire hiccuped. “N-n-nope! Nope, nothing wrong here, heheh...Thicc.”
“Excuse me?” The Ursus couldn’t have heard her correctly.
“Nothing, nothing!” The Feline grabbed her arm and pulled her towards the door. “Lezgo!”
The bartender, as they left, looked to the Oni who’d brought Swire in with her. “Yer not gonna try’n stop ‘er?”
“Why would I? It’ll make a great story tomorrow, I’m sure.” Hoshiguma gave him a wink before going back to listening to the karaoke playing from the back.
“A’ight, we back in da crib!” Miraculously, after lugging the money-cat around while she gave confused rambly directions, they’d found their way to her apartment. “First things first, gotta getcha outta those rags so they’n get washed. Bathroom’s back ‘dere, I’ll getcha a robe.”
This was already taking a weird turn, but whatever; if it got her not smelling like cheap booze, it was good enough. “Thank you, Miss Swire.”
“Miss? Don’cha start with that, just Swire’s fine.” Definitely not the night to try and treat her like a lady.
“Well, thank you regardless.” She opened the door, glancing back at the Feline. “Knock when you’ve found a robe for me.”
Swire gave her a thumbs-up, watching her close the door before whistling. “Well, Swire, ya brough‘er home...Wa’ step two? Damnit, Hoshi, ya forgot’a tell me step two...We’ll fig’r it out. Let’s go fin‘era robe.”
Rosa took her time in the shower, not because it was an amazing shower, but because she wanted as much of the booze stink off of her as possible. Even if the one who’d brought her home was drunk as a skunk, the Ursus was a lady, and a lady doesn’t climb into someone’s bed at anything less than her best. There was no accounting for taste, and it seemed to her like the money-cat was on the same wavelength.
“Hey, Rosa?” Knock knock knock. “Gotcher robe wi’me. I’ll pastya thru ‘d door. Might babit small tho.”
“Thank you, Swire...What do your friends call you?” Natalya opened the door enough for the Feline to pass her the robe, keeping out of the crack’s line of sight. She’d have her chance to see it all soon enough.
Audible silence from the Feline. “Uh...Kitkat...Not g’na laugh?”
“It’s not funny to me; it’s rather cute, actually.” She swung the door wide open, robe tied around her but not leaving much to the imagination. “A name like that tells me you must be pretty sweet.”
“...Are ya comin’ onta me or am I just that out of it?”
The noble laughed. “Oh, my, you are drunk, then? Well, by my honor as a lady, if you’re not able to give consent-”
“Jussa snuggle?” Swire was giving her Jessica eyes. “Ifya don’wanna take a chance I getcha, but I mean...we’roth ‘ere, ain’t we?”
“Hmm. Yes, that should be fine.” It’s hard to feign consideration when you’re chomping at the bit to get something.
The Feline led her back to her bedroom, gesturing for her to make herself comfortable first before half-rolling into bed. “Ya know I’d’ve said yeah, right? Was the ‘ole pointa goin’ t’nite...Ow.”
“Come here, Kitkat.” Rosa beckoned to her; when she was close enough, the Ursus pulled her on top, setting the back of her head against her chest and softly stroking her hair. “In the morning, when you’ve had time to sober up, I’ll still be here.”
“Ya will? Why?”
Oh, a little taste couldn’t hurt, could it? She kissed her forehead. “Because once we were through the door, I had the same thought.”
“Ohhh.” Swire giggled. “Well thaznice...G’night, Nat.”
“Good night, Kitkat.” Wait, did she just...maybe she’d remember to ask in the morning.
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thewritingstar · 4 years
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Ah well were all at home better ask all 200 questions g, don't really know much about u
200 QUESTIONS???? ALRIGHT HERE YA GO. 
hope you enjoy me spending an hour answering all of these :) 
200: My crush’s name is: N/A 199: I was born in: 2000 198: I am really: nice 197: My cellphone company is: idk 196: My eye color is: Hazel, can turn dark brown or light green sometimes 195: My shoe size is: 8 194: My ring size is: 7 I think 193: My height is: 5′3 192: I am allergic to: penicillin  191: My 1st car was: Toyota  190: My 1st job was: Baskin Robbins  189: Last book you read: Suicide Notes (highly recommend)  188: My bed is: galaxy bedding and is currently on the floor in my bed fram cause my friends broke it... 187: My pet: Black cockapoo and a white cockapoo named Abby and Molly 186: My best friend: is a hoe 185: My favorite shampoo is: herbal essence color me happy  184: Xbox or ps3: I perfer Wii, Wii U or Nintendo switch  183: Piggy banks are: cute, Mine is a ducktales cup  182: In my pockets: nothing rn 181: On my calendar: nothing rn 180: Marriage is: a good thing but not a necessity for a happy life 179: Spongebob can: get it  178: My mom: is a queen  177: The last three songs I bought were? i only buy cds for my car so: Lover, Hozier, Blink 182 176: Last YouTube video watched: The Office deleted scenes 175: How many cousins do you have? 8 but I only see four of them and two of them are adults with kids so i consider them more of aunt and uncle figures 174: Do you have any siblings? One older sister  173: Are your parents divorced? Nope  172: Are you taller than your mom? Nope 171: Do you play an instrument? Nope 170: What did you do yesterday? Sat on ass and watched youtube 
[ I Believe In ] 169: Love at first sight: ye why not 168: Luck: yes  167: Fate: yes 166: Yourself: kinda 165: Aliens: yes 164: Heaven: mmmm yes i guess 163: Hell: yes 162: God: uhhhhh yes and no, kinda indifferent 161: Horoscopes: yep 160: Soul mates: yesss 159: Ghosts: ye 158: Gay Marriage: WHO THE FUCK DOESNT BELIEVE IN THISS?? ITS REAL  157: War: think it does more harm than good 156: Orbs: ye 155: Magic: ye i wanna be a wizard 
[ This or That ] 154: Hugs or Kisses: hugs 153: Drunk or High: drunk, i dont do drugs and i dont drink yet but ill prob get drunk  152: Phone or Online: oo i use both but Online i guess 151: Red heads or Black haired: Black hair 150: Blondes or Brunettes: Brunettes 149: Hot or cold: HOT 148: Summer or winter: Summer 147: Autumn or Spring: Both 146: Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla  145: Night or Day: Day 144: Oranges or Apples: Oranges 143: Curly or Straight hair: I have straight hair but curly hair is also beautiful 142: McDonalds or Burger King: BURGER KING..I HATE MCDONALDS 141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: MILK 140: Mac or PC: Pc 139: Flip flops or high heals:...High heels prob 138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: SWEET AND POOR, IM ALREADY UGLY 137: Coke or Pepsi: NEITHER 136: Hillary or Obama: obama  135: Burried or cremated: cremated 134: Singing or Dancing: love both but maybe dancing rn 133: Coach or Chanel: Coach  132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: idk who they are 131: Small town or Big city: Big city, i grew up in a small town 130: Wal-Mart or Target: TARGET 129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: Adam 128: Manicure or Pedicure: Mani 127: East Coast or West Coast: West Coast 126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Christmas  125: Chocolate or Flowers: Chocolate 124: Disney or Six Flags: DISNEY  123: Yankees or Red Sox: eww sports 
[ Here’s What I Think About ] 122: War:....does more harm than good  121: George Bush:....dont know enough to say but im pretty sure he was an awful human  120: Gay Marriage: It should just be called marriage, just because you’re gay doesnt make it any less or any more, its equal to other marriages  119: The presidential election: 118: Abortion: Pro Choice, no one has the right to tell someone what to do with their body 117: MySpace: i never used it cause i was too young but i bet it was lit 116: Reality TV: its funny af  115: Parents: are nice if they care about their child but if they are abusive or horrible then they dont deserve respect  114: Back stabbers: should be stabbed  113: Ebay: its nice  112: Facebook: full of idiots and boomers  111: Work: a scam  110: My Neighbors: they fine 109: Gas Prices: A SCAM 108: Designer Clothes: a nice but really $200 for socks, no mama 107: College: SHOULD BE FREE 106: Sports: fun but no one needs to make that much money for throwing a ball 105: My family: i like them 104: The future: is wild and idk at this point 
[ Last time I ] 103: Hugged someone: my mom like a few days ago 102: Last time you ate: at 11 today! 101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile:  100: Cried in front of someone: my mom after i yelled at her 99: Went to a movie theater: i saw Onward when we were allowed outside 98: Took a vacation: went to disneyland last October  97: Swam in a pool: like almost two years sadly  96: Changed a diaper: when i was like 8  95: Got my nails done: never got them done because my mom wouldnt take me cause i was a ‘tom boy’  94: Went to a wedding: never  93: Broke a bone: when i was three, my big toe 92: Got a piercing: my nose in January  91: Broke the law: i guess i sped the other day  90: Texted: literally as im doing this 
[ MISC ] 89: Who makes you laugh the most: my friend 88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: the silence of being alone 87: The last movie I saw: Princess and the Frog 86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: Moving for college 85: The thing im not looking forward to:  84: People call me: Deanna (real name), Dean, Star (what yall call me) ton of others 83: The most difficult thing to do is: idk  82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: never 81: My zodiac sign is: Aries 80: The first person i talked to today was:  79: First time you had a crush: Ive had  78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: my best friends 77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: my friends over ft  76: Right now I am talking to: no one 75: What are you going to do when you grow up: hopefully being an animator  74: I have/will get a job: at disney  73: Tomorrow: doing nothing 72: Today: doing nothing  71: Next Summer: hopefully not on quarantine  70: Next Weekend: nothing special  69: I have these pets: 2 doggos 68: The worst sound in the world: ICE SCRAPING OR MOUTH BREATHING 67: The person that makes me cry the most is:  66: People that make you happy: my friends 65: Last time I cried: few days ago  64: My friends are: my world 63: My computer is: a Dell  62: My School: is a community college  61: My Car: it goes 60: I lose all respect for people who: are bigots, dehumanize people, republicans  59: The movie I cried at was: Onward had me sobbing  58: Your hair color is: Brown rn 57: TV shows you watch: theres too many 56: Favorite web site: tumblr or youtube 55: Your dream vacation: every disney park  54: The worst pain I was ever in was: i think when i cut my finger or when i went to the hospital for my chest  53: How do you like your steak cooked: Medium rare  52: My room is: disney themed and my safe zone 51: My favorite celebrity is: Tara Strong  50: Where would you like to be: Disneyland 49: Do you want children: ehh maybe  48: Ever been in love: nope 47: Who’s your best friend: my neighbor that ive known since i was 4 46: More guy friends or girl friends: more girl 45: One thing that makes you feel great is: making cake  44: One person that you wish you could see right now: my cousin 43: Do you have a 5 year plan: not really  42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: ye 41: Have you pre-named your children: kinda 40: Last person I got mad at: my mom 39: I would like to move to: La 38: I wish I was a professional: animator
[ My Favorites ] 37: Candy: Kitkat 36: Vehicle: Cars 35: President: 34: State visited: California, Nevada, Texas, Hawaii,  33: Cellphone provider: 32: Athlete: n/a 31: Actor: Colin O'Donoghue 30: Actress: Lana Parrilla 29: Singer: Joe Jonas, Taylor Swift  28: Band: Big Time Rush 27: Clothing store: Hot topic, Ross,  26: Grocery store: Safeway  25: TV show: Once Upon A Time or PPG  24: Movie: Princess and the Frog and Ratatouille  23: Website: tumblr  22: Animal: elephant  21: Theme park: disneyland  20: Holiday: Halloween  19: Sport to watch: hockey  18: Sport to play:..i do not play  17: Magazine: i dont read mags  16: Book: Kingdom Keepers  15: Day of the week: Friday  14: Beach: one i went to in Hawaii  13: Concert attended: Jonas Brothers  12: Thing to cook: chowmein and strawberry shortcake  11: Food: Chowmein  10: Restaurant: my fav Chinese restaurant  9: Radio station: I don’t listen to the radio  8: Yankee candle scent: Vanilla  7: Perfume: Vanilla  6: Flower: Rose or Larkspur  5: Color: Black or blue  4: Talk show host: umm i dont watch many but i guess Jimmy Fallon  3: Comedian: Jaboukie Young-White or John Mulaney  2: Dog breed: Pomeranian  1: Did you answer all these truthfully? ye 
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angstymarshmallow · 6 years
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21. Autumn Leaves (Zig x MC)
[A little note: I’m still working my way through some September prompts, because I am VERY bad at finishing stuff on time. Thank you @hellomynameisdeviblaire for your request :’), I still have another one from you that’s sitting here but]
[Words Counted: 1902]
[Summary: A long day of thinking and research during fall quarter makes Dia (MC) doubt her own capabilities as a writer until Zig’s steadfast support provides her the comfort she needs].
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The cool autumn wind brought the rapid approach and the quiet reminder of winter nearly everywhere she looked. From the safety of her windows, she often watched the trees as their leaves gradually became a dull brown before they begun their slow descent back into the earth and much like the rest of Hartfeld – Dia turned her summer shorts and tanks in for fall jackets and combat boots. She stuck to keeping indoors more than out, as the colder it grew the more reluctant she became to venture outside. Eventually, Zig was the only one trying to make grocery runs whenever they were out of food and only dragged her out of the house when he implored she was “cooped up for far too long”.
Spending most of her time in doors have Dia a lot more time to think. She spent a considerable amount of time on average thinking about her friends; how they managed to somehow still fit into each other’s lives despite heading in different directions. She thought about Zig – how different her life would have been if they had never met, if he hadn’t become such an important part of her life and her innermost circle. And lastly as she fiddled with the keystrokes of her laptop, her thoughts travelled to her thesis, where they lingered the most recently – this was her last hitch until graduation. It was only too bad she had no idea where it would take her.
Absently Dia ran her fingers through her cat’s fur, and felt the little creature’s head nuzzle into her side. She sighed. She still hadn’t the faintest idea on what her focal point should be – only small increments of ideas came to mind; and they never seemed to go anywhere. She shook her head and gave another frustrated sigh before leaning back inside the couch. Her eyes went to the ceiling as she mulled over her years here. Her years at Harfeld. 
Could the answer be easier than she thought it was?
She heard keys jingling at the door as well as Argo’s sudden barking before his tiny legs made a beeline for it. “Argo!” She snapped, sitting upright inside her couch.
KitKat made a soft noise at suddenly being roused awake. The grey and white cat abandoned Dia’s side seconds before she got to her feet.
The door closed behind Zig and he struggled to take his shoes off with one hand while resting the large grocery bags to his chest.  He was lost inside his own thoughts until Argo started running happy circles around him.
“Woah,” he nearly stumbled into the small puppy, but stumbled back at the last second. “Careful boy.”
“Argo.” Dia let the warning in her voice settle before the puppy’s eyes shifted to her. His tail stopped wagging. She crossed the room, holding a finger up to her lips in a shushing motion. “Spot, now.” She pointed across the room with the flicker of her wrist.
Argo whimpered but followed her request, his ears downcast until he reached the pet bed in the corner of the room.
“I really hate it when we have to do that.” Zig sighed.
“But that’s the only way he’ll learn.” Dia reminded him, shooting the puppy a small but stoic glare.
Argo seemed to pout at her as he settled his chin to the floor.
“That does not work on me, Argo.”
“She’s right. I’m the sweet parent.” Zig mused, he shifted a little and one of the grocery bags tittered forward until it fell from his arms. “Shit!”
Dia scrambled at the last second, half-jumping to catch it. “Got it.” It landed with a light thud. “Need a little hand?” She smirked, as she straightened herself upright. Placing one hand on her hip,, Zig tried to shift the weight of the rest of the bags again.
“Yes please.” He didn’t hesitate to administer the rest of the other half of paper bags the second she stretched her hands wide. “You have no idea how hard it was to get these all out of the car at once.”
“I can imagine.” She frowned thinly. ““You bought a lot more this time.” She juggled the weight in her hands before turning for the kitchen.
“We needed a lot.” He countered.
Together, they begun packing the groceries away.
“You say that now,” she snorted. “But don’t blame me when half of it ends up in the garbage. Sometimes I think you forget we’re only two people.”
“I won’t forget,” he replied mildly as he shoved a bag of flour into their cupboards. “Besides who knows the next time Kaitlyn’s band will crash by here? Or when we’ll see Abbie and Tyler? And anyway, I think we deserve to splurge every now and then, especially considering the deadline for our fall projects right around the corner.”
“Ugh, don’t remind me.” She ducked underneath him to get to the fridge. Yanking it open, she placed their new bags of milk inside.
“Still not much luck on your thesis?”
“Zero luck.” She bent forward to deposit the frozen meats at the bottom of the refrigerator. “Shit out of luck at this point really.” She grumbled.
“Hey.” She could feel his hand on her waist before he pulled her to him. “You’ll get through this.” He said softly, waiting for her to meet his stare.
“How?” She demanded. She stared up at him, her frustration growing from the frown creasing her brows. “How can you say that?”
“Because I know you.” His smile was soft, encouraging as he cupped her cheek. “I know how smart and fierce you are when you know what you want.”
“And knowing is half the battle, right?” She scowled a little, lips making a little frown until his fingers slid to trace tiny patterns across it.
“Exactly.”
She nipped his finger.
“Hey!”
“Sorry,” although she didn’t look nearly as apologetic as she seemed to sound. The corner of her lips lifted before quickly falling again. “I’m just…in a bit of a rut right now.” She shrugged. She knew how important expressing herself was to him and although some of it still felt uncomfortable, it meant a lot to her knowing he always made it a point to ask. “I guess everything I write just…feels terrible. The words aren’t coming when they should half the time. And the other half the time - nothing seems to make sense…” She sighed, glancing away.
“Aww, babe.” He drew her into a reassuring hug, dropping a kiss to her forehead. “That’s perfectly normal.”
“Is it?” Her words were muffled against his chest. Angling her chin, she frowned faintly up at him. “I thought I was getting the hang of it, but this…this wall I’ve hit. It makes me want to say - fuck it. I don’t really need an education, right?”
“Well, don’t say fuck it.” He knew better than to think she was kidding. He believed at least apart of still thought none of this was worth it. He could understand. Half the time while he was studying on his own – tests after tests, projects after projects – he felt exactly the same. “You’ve come all this way babe. We’re in our last year, pretty soon we’ll be done.”
“I know, I know.” She admitted. “It doesn’t feel that way right now. You don’t know how long I was staring at the screen before you came in. Hell, maybe this is really some kind of sign.”
“You don’t believe in signs.” He pointed out thinly, earning himself a withering look from her.
“I’m just saying, maybe I’m not so cut out for this anymore.”
“Hey.” She tried to look away but he wouldn’t let her. Instead, he kept a finger tucked under her chin and waited for those crystal blues to gaze right back at him. “Babe, you’re one of the smartest people I know.”
She snorted.
“No really,” he insisted. “You are.”
“I’m still in brainstorm mode.” She argued, not quite meeting his expression. “I keep thinking about all the stuff we’ve been through to get here, all the stuff I’ve been through since freshman year.”
“Yeah? Let that help to be your guide. Things happen for a reason and who doesn’t spend awhile picking a topic?” He shrugged. “That’s normal. You’ve got the time and I won’t let you doubt how brilliant you are just because of a little setback.”
She didn’t answer him.
“Even if I have to stay up with you on nights where you need someone to bounce ideas off of – I will.”
“That would be a lot of sleepless nights.” She pointed out. “Especially at the rate I’m going.”
He chuckled lightly. “Hey, you’re my girl.” He grinned and watched the corner of her lips quirk into a small smile. He found it always did when he called her that – no matter how many times he said it. “And every second of missed sleep is worth it for you.”
Her cheeks heated at the sudden intensity behind his words. His eyes bore into hers with enough determination that it made her stomach flutter. God, it didn’t make sense – but somehow Zig knew how to stop her from spiralling – he seemed to recognize her triggers even before she could. Especially lately.
He really was the love of her life.
When she didn’t answer, Zig dipped his head low enough to watch her eyes widen a fraction. “No matter what, I’ll always be here for you. Right here, whatever you need.” He murmured, “even if that means blowing off some steam inside, even if it means being buried under blankets together or wandering around the block for hours – whatever you need.” He placed a soft kiss on her lips, felt her smile through his kiss. “Because that’s what it means to love someone – and in case you haven’t noticed, I love you.”
He drew her closer to him. “I love you enough to put dinner on hold on this cold autumn evening long enough for us to cuddle and watch something. Trust me, I’m never wrong about these things.”
“I love you too.” She replied with a laugh, and the sound brought with it some of tension out of the room. Looping her arms around his neck, she smirked up at him with eyes glittering in amusement. “Well when you put it that way, how’s a girl supposed to say no?”
“That’s the thing. She doesn’t - not my girl anyway.” He kissed her again, nipping on her bottom lip playfully. “My girl is always ready for anything.”
She slid her hands inside his hair, tugging gently until he sucked in his breath. “I’ll give you an even better idea.” She whispered against his lips, her cool breath sending a shiver down his spine. “Fuck the show, fuck me instead.”
“Best idea I’ve heard all week.” Grinning, Zig scooped her inside his arms. Taken by surprise, Dia yelped in surprise before burrowing her smile inside his neck.  She closed her eyes, filling her inside with the quiet warmth of his solid body against her as slid her hands around his shoulders. Her grip tightened as they half-stumbled towards the bedroom.
They made a wide berth around their tiny companions, before closing the door shut behind them. They made quick work of their clothes - their want for each other quickly turning into a need to be closer as patience was soon replaced by their heady desire, suddenly desperate to be skin against skin.
Dia could only hope for more nights like this in autumn – where their quaint little home was filled with laughter and the soft whispers of adoration pouring from his tongue; shutting out the quiet coldness of fall as they tumble into bed together while the presence of winter lurked around the corner. 
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Happy Birthday caloresblood!
We apologise for the delay with your gift @caloresblood. We hope you had a lovely birthday on 4th of March. To add further cheer to your day, the wonderful @savedbyyeezus has written a special Everlark story for you! Enjoy :)
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A/N: So sorry for being late on this! Hope you had a great birthday and Oscar Sunday :)
The piercing shriek of the door charm whistled through the nearly empty loft, and Katniss grimaced at the shrillness of the unwelcome sonic interruption, signalling the arrival of her least favorite coworker. Or was it boss? Katniss didn’t know how to classify the annoying blonde exhibiting artist turned curator turned patron of the gallery that she, unfortunately, still worked at.
“Good morning, Kat! It’s another lovely day in Newww Yooorkkk Cityyy!” With a thwack of his ridiculously over-priced leather man purse on the table, a maniacally grinning Peeta turned to great Katniss, whose eyes were rolled so far back in her head that she could practically see her brain turning to mush. “Oh, KitKat, be careful those precious silver eyes of yours don’t get stuck back there.” Peeta smirked with mischievous pleasure. Katniss turned back to her computer with a sigh. It was just one of those days.
“Dearies! So glad you’re both here!” Both of their heads snapped around to glance at Effie, who had somehow managed to clatter in on her ridiculously high heels without alerting ether of them. “Rue Williams is coming today at 3 to close up shop today. Her show was a rousing success, thanks to you two, and she wants to thank you personally!” Effie was practically glowing with pleasure. “And by the end, I want a list of names from each of you for your top picks out of the applications we received for next year.” Peeta and Katniss shared an excited glance. Effie had been hoarding the applications from them for days, AND they were going to see Rue again, the fantastic artist they had been promoting and displaying in the gallery.
Four hours later, Katniss finally looked up from her laptop and exclaimed in panic. “Shit! It’s almost 3! Rue will be here soon!” She began frantically clearing up her workstation and organizing materials, mentally berating herself for getting so behind. Peeta just leaned back in his chair and smirked at her display: “Chill out, Katniss, it’s not like our jobs are on the line here.” Katniss rolled her eyes at the classic cavalier response from Peeta. “Yeah, it’s not your job on the line, Mr. Manipulator.” Peeta’s face hardened a little at that remark. Katniss growled under her breath: “I still don’t fucking understand how you managed to trick Effie into making you Head Curator after just having two...mediocre pieces in a show!” Instead of getting pissed, which was the reaction Katniss was hoping for, he shifted uncomfortably in his seat and looked away. “Let’s get started,” he replied curtly, finally standing up to start work.
“Knock, knock!” A cheery voice interrupted Katniss’ last minute organization and preparation. The two girls embraced warmly. Katniss was not normally one for hugs but Rue’s sweet and sisterly demeanor had wormed her way into her heart very quickly. She and Peeta greeted each other slightly more cordially with a handshake, but just as affectionately. “We’re gonna miss you around here, Rue,” said Peeta with a melancholy smile, to which Katniss gave a small frown. Peeta was always inserting himself where he didn’t belong, and encroaching on her limited time with Rue was just another offense on his long list of transgressions. Almost as if he could hear her thoughts, he glanced at her displeased expression, and turned away with a huff.
As they were finishing cleaning and packing away Rue’s art, Katniss noticed that Rue was giving her a few contemplative looks every once and awhile. Eventually Peeta left to run an errand for the studio, and Rue finally burst out: “Okay, so what’s the deal with you two?” Katniss blinked at her in confusion. “What do you mean?” Rue rolled her eyes: “I mean what is with all the passive aggressive comments hiding the sexual tension underneath?” Katniss flushed and gasped. “Oh you know it’s true! I thought you guys were getting along well last time?” Katniss sighed: “We were it’s just…he always has to get on my nerves! I just don’t even understand what he’s doing here or why he decided to stop doing art and work here!” Rue shook her head. “Sweetie, you have no idea, do you? The effect you can have on people?” Katniss blubbered: “Wha-what is that supposed to mean! You’re not suggesting he’s here for me, are you?”
“All I know, Katniss, is that at his gallery opening, he met a beautiful, intelligent, and commanding woman, who was passionate about this gallery, and motivated him to raise the money from his parents wealthy friends to save it. He still is making art by the way—it’s not a crime to want a steady paycheck in this line of work.” Katniss shook her head, overwhelmed at all the information. “But…his trust fund…”
“He doesn’t have it anymore, Katniss, it was contingent upon him taking over his family’s business since his older brothers all married and moved away. His parents don’t even talk to him anymore, which is probably why he hasn’t told you the truth.” Rue smirked. “And I think he would have preferred you change your undue attitude towards him for reasons other than pity.” Katniss was internally combusting. It was a lot to take in. All this time, Peeta had only wanted the best for her and the gallery, and she had treated him with disdain the entire time for something that wasn’t even true and that he didn’t choose anyways. “How-“
“Because I know what it’s like to fall under your spell, Everdeen.” Katniss clearly could not handle another shocking reveal, and Rue laughed at the panic and guilt welling in her eyes. “Don’t worry, I moved on, and Lavinia and I are very happy together. Now go and get your man, girl!” And Katniss couldn’t wait another second.
She practically flew down the stairs, and just as she hefted the enormous black door aside, she ran into a wall of solid flesh. “Oof, Katniss!” Peeta. It was Peeta. Katniss’ brain was muddled with confusion and the mounting attraction she had been suppressing all this time. She gazed helplessly up at his face, hoping he got the message. Understanding dawned in Peeta’s crystalline blue eyes (because he knew her that well, she realized): “Did Rue-“
Katniss interrupted his query with a passionate kiss, smashing her lips onto his and suctioning them wetly together. Peeta hesitated only momentarily before pressing her tightly to his body and moaning in her mouth. As he kissed down her neck, his fingers caressing her tight nipples, she hoisted up her skirt in invitation. “Oh God, Katniss, don’t you think we should—“
“It’s not too soon. It’s too late, actually. Five years late. So get going.” Katniss blurted out awkwardly and shoved his hand in her embarrassingly plain panties. Peeta grinned his mischievous grin, and pressed a loving kiss to her forehead. “I couldn’t agree more, Kat.” She glowered at his use of her least favorite nickname, but soon her anger turned to lust as his handed melded her flesh into stardust, making her come apart almost effortlessly by strumming her clit. Panting and shaking in her release, she grabbed onto his forearms, while ignoring the wolf-whistles coming from the newly-arrived Rue at the top of the stairs, and began to whisper: “Okay, I’ll return the favor the moment we get off work.” Peeta couldn’t contain his smile, beaming luminously yet shyly at the disheveled girl in his arms: “How about I take you to dinner first and then we’ll see about that favor.” Katniss was nodding before he finished his sentence. “Does dollar slice sound good—“
“PEETA!” Katniss slapped his arms in pretend-annoyance, her twitching smile betraying her amusement. “I still fucking hate you.”
But nothing Katniss said could shake Peeta’s elation in that moment. “And I still fucking love you, Katniss."
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kylehyde · 6 years
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Tagged by @tortillas-and-cheese
Rules: once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. at the end choose 25 people to be tagged, hmm this is really LONG
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🌙 LAST
drink: monster
phone call: mom
song you listened to: Acceptance from SH Shattered Memories ost
time you cried: Can't remember, last holiday season I think
🌙 HAVE YOU EVER
dated someone twice: No
kissed someone and regretted it: Yea, almost every time
been depressed: I guess
been drunk and thrown up: no, not the puking part at least
🌙 IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU
made a new friend: yea, a few
fallen out of love: uh, it was more a rational decision than like emotional
met someone who changed you: yea, sure
found out who your true friends are: sort of
found out someone was talking about you: yes
🌙 GENERAL
how many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: 3, one is my brother
do you have any pets?: Just my mixed cocker spaniel dog and a husky who's supposed to be my bro's but 'my city now'
do you want to change your name?: YES, I already go by a shortened nickname of my real name and I badly want to change my surname
what time did you wake up this morning: 9:42am
what were you doing last night: spending time with a friend for her b-day
something you cannot wait for: summer mostly, I want to go swimming this year
have you ever talked to a person named tom?: I think my grandma's boyfriend/husband was named Tom, we met once, I think?? God idk
what’s getting on your nerves right now: my free time and motivation are failing to line up, and when they finally do I have other plans already
blood type: just O
nickname: Kia, or Pardo
relationship status: Single and not really looking atm
zodiac sign: Gemini
pronouns: She/Her, They/Them (optional)
favourite show: a show I'm watching rn is RWBY but idk I wouldn't put it in absolute favs
college: Not interested atm, I already dropped what I wanted to do and have no desire to go back for awhile
hair colour: Black
do you have a crush on someone: no not really
what do you like about yourself: my attentiveness when I'm hands-on with something, my eyebrows
🌙 FIRSTS
first surgery: never
first piercing: The ears when I was like 1? 2? That's it
first sport you joined: none, I was briefly in school band tho
first vacation: Disney world I think?
first pair of sneakers: geez idk, I'm sure it was some disney themed shoes
🌙 RIGHT NOW
eating: kitkat
i’m about to: draw
listening to: this weird ocean sound from this FE stage and my fan
want kids: Not in THIS economy
get married: I don’t know, that kinda needs an A point
career: I'd rather keep doing what I am rn and just have art as a side hobby/income
🌙 WHICH IS BETTER
lips or eyes: Lips
hugs or kisses: Hhh neither, just hold my hand once and we're good
shorter or taller: Taller, same height is also acceptable
troublemaker or hesitant: Both
older or younger: Older
romantic or spontaneous: Both
sensitive or loud: Sensitive
hookup or relationship: I don't know
🌙 HAVE YOU EVER
kissed a stranger: No
drank hard liquor: YAH
lost contacts/glasses: YEP
sex on first date: NO, it's not a no from me I just NEVER have
broken someone’s heart: God, probably
been arrested: nope
turned someone down: Yes
🌙 DO YOU BELIEVE
in yourself: Sure, it's better than I used to be
miracles: Hm, kinda but it's more on a karma system
love at first sight: No
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jennamustafa267 · 4 years
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  Break Me Off A Piece Of That KitKat Bar
   As Emilee unplugged the wire from her pale dainty fingers, silence enveloped the room relieving her from the sounds of the beeping monitors and nurses that shuffled back and forth. There was now silence in the room as opposed to the reassuring beeping from the monitor and the sounds of the nurses shuffling their feet along the floor with a lack of energy after a twelve-hour shift. Leg by leg she slipped her small little bare feet into the old stained white slippers. As she slowly made her way to the door of her room, she peeked outside to see if anyone was around. Just to her luck, the hallways were empty except for one nurse standing at the desk on a very important phone call to her child. Emilee’s craving for a Kitkat grew by the second. 
   As Emilee stood up from the bed she overheard the nurses from outside her door complaining about being on the early shift. Emilee was confused at first until she glanced at her phone and realized it was 6:15 in the morning.
   The nurses' words rang in Emilee's ear as the elevator doors shut in front of her. This was always her least favorite part of the day. The way the elevator quickly descends at the same rate her head becomes dizzy making her disoriented to her surroundings.Emile grabbed on to the bar as the elevator quickly descended. She forgot how dizzy these things make her. When the doors opened she was exposed to a world she had not seen in three weeks. Families walking into St.Lutherans with flowers and looks of blushy cheeks. While others walked in with puffy eyes and sniffles. Hospitals; a place of life and death. Emilee hurried as fast as her young fable body could and tried to blend in with the rest of the crowd to make her way out of the hospital. She wore an expensive wool coat that was gifted to her from her grandma who thinks gifts are an alternative to actually visiting. Emilee picked up her grandmother's cloche that she found in her mother's overnight duffle bag and used it to mask her bald head.It was like a great escape as she slipped out of the hospital. 
   Emilee glanced at the time on her phone and realized that her nurse Yolanda would be going into her room to do her usual testing soon. She started to walk faster and became hyper aware of the officers stationed around the hospital.. Emilee looked left and saw an officer placing a ticket on the windshield of a car. As she turned right she recognized the large yellow letters printed on an awning saw "Eddies Deli" printed in large yellow letters on the awning. She held her breath as she walked through a sea of people wearing business suits and homeless men with carts filled with cans
   As she stepped into the deli the smell of French Roast coffee, turkey bacon and fresh bread consumed her and she was overjoyed will all the different aromas.
   She greeted the man behind the counter with a smile and he returned it with a "Good Morning." However, his good morning bore no smile as he was too preoccupied with scratching off a lottery ticket in the hopes of winning a dollar or two.
   Emilee walked up and down each aisle until she found the candy. The aisle was empty except for one young man. He was tall, slim, and had hair so shinny that the dull fluorescent light from the deli's ceiling reflected off of it. Emilee assessed his distressed jean jacket, black ribbed jeans paired with what looked like the world's oldest pair of dirty white vans she's ever seen and thought to avoid moving closer. That was until they both reached for the last KitKat bar.
   "My bad, it's all yours" said the mystery man. This went unheard by Emilee though because she was too hypnotized by his deep blue eyes to process what he said.
   It took her awhile to process what he said and then when she realized she hurriedly replied, "No its okay!! You were here first you deserve it." As she said this, she avoided eye contact.
   “Ladies first right?” he said while handing her the cold kinda dusty chocolate bar. 
   Emilee quickly picked up a random chocolate bar without looking and said, "No really it's fine, I'll just eat this!"
   “A Butterfinger? Heck no!! Those things should be illegal. Let’s not do this whole back and forth thing. How about we split it?” said the fella. 
   Before she could even reply the fella was already heading to the cashier. Emilee dropped the Butterfinger and hurried over while trying to grab a dollar from her wallet so she can at least pay half. But it was too late. The boy already pulled out his limp wallet and pulled out a five-dollar bill. He placed it on the counter and told the cashier (who was still playing the lottery) to keep the change. At that same moment, Emilee felt something buzzing in her pocket. 
   *Three missed calls from Mom and ten messages asking where she was.* Emilee replied “Don’t worry, I’ll be back soon. Love you” and closed her phone. She noticed the boy was sitting outside the deli. She ran out to him and was surprised to see he hasn’t opened the bar yet. 
   He looked at her mischievously and said, "I'll give you this bar if you can sing the jingle that goes along with it."
“   We don’t even know each other! I’m not singing for you” Emilee laughed. 
   “Sure we do, I’m Ryan and you?” he reached out his hand for a handshake. 
   Emilee hesitated knowing she couldn’t be in physical contact with anyone. 
   “Emilee” she answered but instead of shaking his hand she grabbed the KitKat. 
   “Now, what was that jingle?” she wittingly asked him as she opened the KitKat bar
   “Well done Emilee” he laughed then whispered, “Break me off a piece of that KitKat Bar!”  Ryan sang looking down at a black screen on his phone. 
   “What was that? I don’t think I heard you right?” she taunted him with half a piece of the KitKat 
   “Break me off a piece of that KitKat bar” he hesitantly sang a little louder. 
   “Oh, yea, of course, all you had to do was ask” Emilee laughed while handing him his half.
   They sat in silence leaning against the ledge of the deli window watching the cars go by. 
   “You know I spent my whole life in New York, and I still haven’t seen it all” said Ryan as he wiped the chocolate residue off his fingers and onto his shirt.
   “Well that makes two of us, except I’ve only been here four months” Emilee sighed.
   “Oh so what’s the reason you moved?” he asked. 
   “Uhmm” Emilee quickly tried to think of a lie to mask that she was sick… “You know, I just had enough of Texas. I wanted a change in the environment. And what better place than New York!” she replied hoping he wouldn’t notice that band-aid on her hand where the drip needle lays. 
   “Well then” Ryan shot up and adjusted his posture gesturing for Emilee to take his hand, “let us go explore this new environment, shall we? I mean that’s if you trust a complete stranger?” 
   “We just shared a KitKat. I think that makes us best friends not strangers!” momentarily ignoring all the consequences she could cause by touching him, she gabbed his hand in hopes of gratifying her desires for adventure and fun. She desired adventure more than they both desired that KitKat. 
   Being the rebellious creatures that they were, they walked to the nearest train, jumped the turnstiles and proclaimed themselves to be 'real New Yorkers,' defending their petty crime.“Like a real New Yorker” claimed Ryan as he defended his crime. Five stops later, they ascended the subway stairs on West 4th street and walked hand in hand to the park. As they ascended the subway stairs, they admired the park that they got closer and closer to with every step. The laughter, the bubbles, the barks, the drummer with his empty water gallon and all the people only glorified the park for them more. As Ryan glanced down at Emilee's face, she felt a surge of excitement flow through her body. As they were walking they decided to stop off at a famous Middle Eastern restaurant named, "Mamoun's Falafel." Ryan went inside and bought two warm falafel sandwiches which just happened to be the best Emilee's ever had. A few blocks later Emilee decided to return the favor and bought both herself and him a latte from "Think Coffee."
  Emilee couldn't help but think she found love. Although silence filled their words, it was not awkward. In fact, it was the comfortable kind of silence that made Emilee feel as if she knew Ryan all her life. As they entered the park they scanned the area to find an empty spot to sit. Once they sat down they shared everything with one another. Down to their greatest fears, hopes, dreams, and traumatic life experiences. Absolutely everything... all except for Emilee's medical condition. They continued talking until the air got colder and the sun began to set. It was only then that Emilee realized how late it was getting. She quickly pulled out her phone and saw multiple missed calls and texts from her parents, her favorite nurse and her brother.
   “Wow, someone’s popular” Ryan chuckled as he looked down at Emliees phone. 
   “Believe me I’m not. Ryan, there’s something I have to tell you-” Emilee started but, Ryan cut her off before she could finish. 
   “I think I love you” Ryan belted out with no hesitation. 
   Emilee looked into those bright blue eyes of his and couldn’t help but cry. He felt it too.
   “Ryan, I think I love you too but listen there’s something I have to tell you that could change everything,” she kept crying.
   “You don’t have a boyfriend do you?”Ryan questioned worriedly. “No but,” she grabbed his hand “I’m sick. I have Leukemia. I came to New York from Texas so I can receive proper treatment-” she explained but Ryan cut her off this time, except with a kiss. 
   He pulled away from her and said, “That does not change a single way of how I feel about you. If anything, I love you more for being so strong and brave.” Emilee kissed him again. 
   “I do have to get back though, I’m really cold and starting to feel dizzy. Would you take me back?” she asked
   Ryan stood up and helped Emilee stand, “Okay but after one more stop.” 
   They walked a few blocks out of the park to “Dough” edible cookie dough. This time they shared the heaping scoop of a classic chocolate chip as they dabbled along the sidewalk and back to the subway. Along the ride, Emilee placed her head on his shoulder and whispered
   “I never want this day to end” 
   “Don’t worry, I’m not going anywhere. There will be more” he replied
   After a long commute, they finally reached the hospital. Ryan walked Emilee in and all the way up to her room where a crowd of worried family members, nurses and doctors stood. 
   “Where were you? Are you okay? Whose this? Are you all alright? Are you hurt? Who are you?” Emilee’s mom asked her.    “Mom I’m fine. I’m more than fine actually, I’m in love. This is Ryan, the man I’m in love with. Don’t be mad or yell at him. He had no idea about anything. I just had to get out of here mom. I really wanted a KitKat. And I ended up having one of the best days of my life.” Emilee rushed to explain to her mother before she reacted. 
   Her mom looked at Ryan, shook his hand and thanked him. 
    Ryan visited Emilee every day at the hospital after school. Every. Single. Day. Until, it came time for his last visit. It was two beautiful months they shared together. Two beautiful months of love Emilee got to experience before her last breath. 2 months after the greatest day of both their lives, when Emilee passed away. 
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RANDOM FACTS ABOUT THE MUN.
Repost, not reblog! Tag 6 muns you would like to get to know better when done!
Name: Kaitlyn! Please, for the love of god, never use it.
Nickname: Katy, Kat, variations; (Katydid, Katybug, Kitkat, etc.) But if you wanna call me something else, that’s fine too!
Age: 22! Simultaneously too old and a wee bab, lmao
Faceclaim: Not something I do! I could never pick just one, besides maybe my own face! (I’d thought about using Shuu Iwamine or Rize Kamishiro before, if that says anything haha)
Pronouns: Your highness/My liege She/Her! But “they/them” is good too.
Height: ~5’6”-5’7”; I can’t remember the last time I checked.
Birthday: Poppin’, obviously March 30th.
Aesthetic: Purple and black?? EGNautilus scientists tittering excitedly over adorable or exciting sea creatures. Omnipresent Mountain Dew cans, fast food and colorful kneesocks. 2AM adventures on clear nights in summer that last until dawn starts sending it’s first beams into the sky. Spacey FPS games and cutesy RPG and Pokemon games interspersed throughout. Weathered frames and tired eyes. ROBOTS… I have no idea, man. A lot of things!
Last song you listened to: “The Thief and the Moon” by Shawn James!
Favourite muse(s) you’ve written: kfkjdf. Sixes definitely counts,, Uhh. My first was a canon-divergent Eridan, who I’d played before Act 6 was even close to being a thing! And he was a lot of fun. Accidentally made a “do not that” meme that still sometimes plagues me to this day ldkfdk A dream-bubble/dead Karkat who’d been murdered in his timeline’s Gamzee’s rampage and only had one eye, he was a biiiig favorite. I loved having enough energy for that all; typing that much shittalk??? Was one of the most fun things I’ve ever done in roleplay, holy shit. Entire fucking PAGES of just these absolutely USELESS rants because that nubby little shit had so much passion for it. Fuck. I loved Karkat. A bloodswapped, cobalt-blooded Karkat who was also post-game for a pre-established timeline where trolls and humans co-existed on the same planet(s). He was a Thief of Blood and a massive asshole; at his worst, he was manipulative, isolative, vengeful, restless… But also, he was a really big dork??? He LOOOOOVED spy movies and probably popped boners regularly for Black Widow and James Bond or the Kingsmen. Fucking nerd. He fancied himself a spy; his best friend was a badass hacker, and they’d (F)LARP together as a stereotypical “you hack, I’ll infiltrate” team. Before Earth, he never cared about Christmas, but one year his richass neighbourhood started putting up flashy decorations and he got jealous, so he stole a shitton of them to make his own house look the best. He’s so… So stupid. I love him so much. And of course, jumping off the Homestuck bandwagon; I have Lv/Hadz! My dorky, sadsack pun machine. A (sort of, mostly) secret post-genocide Sans; the Bad Run™ had been reset after completion, but something went wrong, so he remembers it. Still, he’s been running for like, two years now! So he’s had a lot of time to go and bury all that as deeply as monsterly possible lmaooo. He’s distrusting, paranoid, and isolative himself; but he’s probably the most all-around good guy on this list. He just wants to get on with his life and never have to fight anyone ever again, lmfao. I… I also have a few OCs, but you’ll have to pry those out of my cold, dead hands. … Carefully. With lots of reassurance. (I’m very shy…)
What inspired you to take on your current muse (that you are posting this on): I like… Undertale. And I like Underfell enough that once the idea was presented to me, my mind kinda ran away with it, haha. It started with Hopper, my weird UF Sans! But it feels like every time I approach the AU I have slightly different ideas for it, pfft. I guess with Sixes, I wanted to step away from the skeletons for awhile! I was really excited about messing with Mettaton for it, because I… Really liked listening to the radio for awhile, haha. I thought it’d be kind of cool if instead of being really excited to be seen flaunting himself across a television set, he wasn’t so happy with how he turned out physically, and made his influence a little less directly visible. It fit in well with the seemingly common theme of conflict in Underfell, and things just really exploded from there! It’s hard to summarize in just a few short words. That said, Sixes probably wouldn’t have a blog at all if it wasn’t for tumblr user wibler’s- Sixes’ Sans!- mun coaxing me into giving it a shot! She has a lot of faith in my creative abilities. I dunno what I’d do without her support through the past few years, heheh. She’s neat.
What are your favourite aspects of your current muse: LOUD ANGRY ROBOT LMFAO Shit though, I dunno! I like writing a character who goes through the bipolar disorder motions, the manics and the depressives. I love watching him go hot and cold on characters as he flipflops through his impulses and subsequent regrets. I love that in his timeline, everyone knows him while he himself actually… Hardly knows anyone at all. He’s made himself untrustworthy, and in turn doesn’t trust anyone, either, so he hardly ever opens up beyond… You know. Angry screaming, or shameless flirting and flattery, ignoring personal space bubbles… I love that his Sans being absent kind of smacked him on the nose, because that was someone he was actually making a connection with, but tried to play it off like Sans was just another moment in his life so he kind of treated him like a dick lmao. Deadass knew the poor little dude had anxiety issues and scared him on purpose, made joking death threats, joked about flirting with his shittyass brother… Sixes was such a prick. Fuck. And he realizes that! And after ditching his family just to have a cataclysmic fallout with his other BFF, Alphys, Sans disappearing… It’s something he blames himself for. It kind of sobered him up a little to the way his actions affect people. AND DESPITE EVERYTHING, HE STILL USES HIS CAMERAS (THAT HE STOLE FROM ALPHYS IN A PETTY FIT) SCATTERED ACROSS THE UNDERGROUND AND HIS SHITTY TRAP ROOMS IN HOTLAND TO PUBLICALLY HUMILIATE RANDOM CITIZENS IN A WIPEOUT-ESQUE PODCAST ON THE UNDERNET. At least that assholitude earns him money, though! Fuck. I also reaaallly love how different AUs bring out different aspects of his character, but that’s a rant for another time or place! Hoo. I dunno, man. I could go on about Sixes for like, ever. He’s a really fun muse.
What’s your biggest inspiration when it comes to writing: I’m… I’m not even gonna lie, a lot of it is the positive feedback lmao. I don’t, uh. Do much these days, creatively or recreationally speaking, and I don’t really have a lot of friends IRL… Er, any, actually, if you’re only counting closehand. All my friends live hundreds of miles away, and it sucks. But this is… Simultaneously social and creative. I get to talk to people, and make friends, and toss creativity back and forth with people, and it’s really fulfilling. I love to be a part of other people’s creative processes! I love seeing what other people do with THEIR characters, and when we all??? Interact??? Mother of God, it’s such a treat! Everyone’s so creative and impressive and inspiring… And hearing/seeing us all go back and forth about what we admire in each other… I’m pretty happy with just being a part of writing, and telling other people that I love what they do! But every now and then it comes back around to me in little ways, and it feels really special. It’s hard to imagine anyone liking my stuff past a “they’re pretty cool I guess, yeah” sentiment, despite my glittering impression of a lot of the writers in the community; so when someone DOES say they like my stuff, even just by saying they like a drawing, or like the way I described something, I go OFF THE WALL LMAO. Straight up dissolve and slip through the floorboards a la Gaster style with how lovely it feels. Shucks… And, you know. Watching characters develop in general- whether they be mine or not- is really fulfilling and inspiring. A good cycle.
Favourite types of threads: Anything that feels meaningful! I love it when two characters make any kind of connection, despite the context. That said, typically “angst” and “fluff” style threads are a big favorite, but there has to be, like… you know. Meaning to it. It feels really… I dunno, cardboardy to just throw a muse into a woodchipper for no particular reason just to have them drag themselves to another muse begging for help or to have a chance to explain some kind of deep, edgy feeling or story. Baseless fluff has a lot more wiggle room lmao, but that can get really monotonous really quick if something more significant fails to spark somewhere along the line. Just so long as something’s getting achieved somehow, I guess! If it feels like nothing’s changed between the two at the end of the thread, it feels really unfulfilling and hollow.
Biggest struggle in regards to your current muse: URRRGH. IMPLEMENTING THE RADIO SHOW/PODCAST THING… On one hand, Sixes has kind of collected the idea that the multiverse is a very indifferent place towards the goings-on within his timeline! And, he supposes, that that suits him fine. Hurts his pride a little, but it’s something he’s just going to curl up and lick his wounds for, pfft. But still! I wish I knew how to make it a little more obvious and prominent- The same could go for his growing industry, too! I guess I’ve just been jobless too long to really have a feel for it like I should, oof… Additionally, drawing him is reALLY HARD… He’s in his classic box form most of the time because he’s really insecure about his EX form, and yet I draw his EX form more than anything because the box is frustrating to draw??? And despite it all, I’m still not sure I’m terribly happy with how his EX form looks!!! He’s supposed to be a little closer to a NEO design than initially planned, as Alphys fully intended him to be a KILLING MACHINE from the start without telling him! But he caught on early on, and they kind of bullied each other into compromising a bunch of things until he was just this “hideous” mess that neither of them were terribly happy with… So, you know. The indecision carried over to me too, evidently! Ugh.
Tagged by: nah! Just stole it was all. (from slobbyseconds/coolskeletonsdontcry forever ago, but just got around to now. kfjf)
Tagging: Anyone who wants to! @ me back if you do it, though; I love reading these things!
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My beginner “diet”
Starting a “diet” (I hate the term diet, because if you care enough and are dedicated, it should be a dietary change that you are going to stick to not a quick thing to lose some weight and then fall off the wagon) does not have to be hard at all. In the beginning when your really feeling like you need to make a change in your life and are feeling unhappy with your body but you don’t necessarily know where to begin or your idea of a diet is bland, boring food and that you’ll always be starving; it definitely does not have to be, nor is it. All you have to do is start with little changes and then slowly work your way into bigger changes (but I will cover that in a separate post).
When I started really getting into weight loss I didn’t really have much of an idea on what I was doing. I knew the basics and knew I needed to exercise and eat less... of everything. Because I was pigging out.  
As I mentioned in my post “the Stop and Start Method” I started cutting out fast food and junk food and sugary drinks. When I went grocery shopping I would start going with “cliche go-to’s.” I went to fruit and veggies. I like oranges and I, at one point, started doing frozen grapes because I saw it on Pinterest. They are pretty good. I also started buying Lean Cuisines. I honestly really like Lean Cuisines. They are the more flavorful diet meal compared to Healthy Choice and SmartOnes. But I used to eat those a lot. 
Start with simple grocery changes. I’m going to give you my top 10 easy changes to make to help get you on your way (In addition to my Stop & Start Method).
Switch from white bread to whole grain or multi-grain bread. They aren’t all bad and don’t all taste gross, I promise.
If you are obsessed with coffee, that’s okay, just stop getting sugary drinks. Ease your way into using Stevia or even no sugar at all. That’s what I did. I started ordering unsweetened iced Americano’s and eventually grew to really like them.
Cut out chips and substitute for better snacks. We all love chips. Who doesn’t love chips? Doritos? My weakness. I literally can’t buy them because I promise you, I WILL sit and eat the whole bag. Switch to things like popcorn (preferably air-popped) and not the ones with extra butter, obviously. Even switch it out for veggies with Greek yogurt dip or hummus. Or reach for whole wheat crackers or Triscuits. I love Triscuits.
Ease your way into lower calorie/fat milks. Some people may be lactose-free already but if you are drinking dairy, work your way down to 1% or skim. When I lived at home, my mom always bought 2% milk and when I started trying to be healthier I made her start buying 1% and then I eventually switched to almond milk. But make sure your almond (or any nut) milk doesn’t have added sugars. Look for unsweetened or even unsweetened vanilla, that way there is a natural sweetness. You can get original as well, that’s what I buy often times. Or you can even go for the protein blend ones to add extra protein in your diet. These are usually a blend of almond and cashew milk.
Go for more fruits and veggies. Sounds like a simple cliche one but do it. But I want to say, don’t go crazy with buying them at first. I’m going to be honest with you, there’s a very high chance half or more will end up going to waste. You don’t want to bombard yourself with getting a ton of them because they are fresh ingredients so they have a shorter shelf life. I know sometimes it can be exciting and we feel like we need all of this stuff and you can get wrapped up in it and go over board but just try to be mindful and plan out your weeks and how you think you will utilize each fruit or vegetable. Get more of what you know you like and then buy one thing you’re not sure of and experiment with it. Some of my favorites are:
Watermelon
Cucumbers
Kale or Spinach
Apples
Carrots (with hummus) [Celery is actually an excellent one but I personally hate celery… Lol ]
Yellow Squash and Zucchini (Love to saute it. I’ll put up a recipe soon)
Spaghetti squash (use it like pasta and add some homemade, or no-sugar added, spaghetti sauce)
Oranges
Avocados
Olives and pickles (these are actually great snacks. I know they are love or hate for people but I LOVE olives. They are great for their fats and pickles are a great low-cal snack)
Ground Turkey or Chicken instead of ground beef. There is less fat and less cholesterol in turkey and chicken and you will hardly notice the difference. I love using ground chicken for tacos.
Check your labels and look for things like “No Added Sugars, Sweeteners, Colors, or Preservatives or Artificial etc.” This was a big thing for me. I got really strict about this because I wanted to be healthy and not eat artificial ingredients. This will help you cut down on your processed, refined sugar intake.
Switch out your regular pastas to either quinoa, chickpea, brown rice, or lentil pastas. You honestly will not know the difference. I personally like the chickpea pasta, I can not tell any difference at all.
I do want to add, however, try cutting down on the pastas in general. Cutting down on your carbs will definitely help lose weight. ESPECIALLY Simple carbohydrates. I don’t believe in doing a no-carb diet. This would basically be the Keto diet and I know a lot of people do this and see results but I don’t think that its practical and sustainable.
Eggs! Start eating more eggs. Omelets are great because you can add any meat or veggies that you want. It’s a great way to get more veggies. And you can add cheese but try to do low fat cheeses like Swiss. I always use Swiss cheese in my omelets. You can even make it and bring it for lunch, they heat up pretty well, as long as it is in the same day though. I don’t know about next day.
Another way to use eggs is hard boil them. I actually like hard-boiled eggs. I like them cold. I don’t know if that’s weird, I think warm hard boiled eggs are gross so I always make them ahead of time and refrigerate them. They are great as a quick breakfast or as an add on for lunches.
For my last suggestion, the one thing you could be waiting for, the sweets. A lot of us have a sweet tooth. I don’t have a crazy sweet tooth but I do often times crave a little something sweet before bed some nights. Eating cookies, candy, ice cream, etc. is one of the worst things you can do for your body, especially when trying to lose weight. So, the best way to combat this is find those healthier alternatives. Now keep in mind these may not be uber healthy options, but they’re going to be better than those other junk foods, and we are looking at baby steps here to get you on a path to shedding some pounds and build up to a healthier lifestyle.
Try things like Greek yogurts. Get the ones with fruit mixed in and yes, I’ll say it, try the mixable ones, like Chobani Flips or Fage Corners. Yes, there is still going to be some sugar but it sure as hell is going to be less fat and sugar than ice cream. And being Greek yogurt, it is going to have very little lactose so its not going to bloat the body.
Obviously, reach for fruits. You can even make a fruit dip with Greek yogurt and it’s really good honestly and pretty satisfying (I’ll work on a recipe post for that).
And for things like cookies, reach for whole wheat animal crackers. I’m sure this isn’t the most healthy thing but its better than an Oreo in terms of nutritional value. I believe Trader Joe’s has really good whole wheat animal crackers/cookies.
To wrap this up, I want to say a few things. Firstly, I DO believe in treating yourself once in awhile. Don’t take that as an invitation to eat everything terrible for you all in one day and call it a cheat day. What I mean is, allow yourself something that is your favorite like once or twice a week. I personally love french fries so, allow yourself french fries with your meal if you go out and indulge on those. Or ice cream once a week (I’d stick to once a week for something like ice cream). I don’t think completely cutting every thing you enjoy out is going to help you because more often than not, you are going to cave and just go in for a binge session and then hate yourself afterwards. I’ll be completely honest with you, I used to do the '“cut everything out” thing because I was so desperate to want to look skinnier (I plan on doing a separate blog post on my self-esteem and how that affected me) but it isn’t as enjoyable because I wouldn’t let myself even taste anything. If someone said “try this, it’s so good” and it was like ice cream or something, I would refuse. I mean, yeah it was strong will power and you really do need to keep up your will power but don’t drive yourself crazy over it and deprive yourself.
Secondly, I like to think about being healthier as, what things can you add to your diet as opposed to “what do I have to take away/cut out?” It makes it less negative and more exciting. Obviously, you are going to have to cut things out but you have to use your better judgement on that and with the ‘adding things,’ you inevitably end up cutting those bad things out.
And then lastly, simply avoid those impulse buys. Don’t be tempted to stroll through the candy aisle or look at the candy and chips in the checkout line. Be happy with your healthy choices you just through into your cart and don’t ruin it by those last minute things that will throw all the good choices down the toilet. Unless that little KitKat bar happens to be your one-time splurging choice, then I can let it slide, haha.
I know dieting can be difficult at times but that’s why I want to lay it out in such a way to make you want to stick with it. Make these small grocery changes and you will start to see results.
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For the flower ask meme you posted yesterday (i think) Do all of the flowers pls 😌
hii um thanks for the ask and also uhh you love making me struggle with all of these lol but i still love and appreciate you 💕
Daisy: How old were you when you had your first kiss?
tbd 🙃 any guesses for how long it’ll take to happen?? lol
Carnation: If I handed you a concert ticket right now, who would you want to be the performer?
HARRY FUCKING STYLES 
Jasmine: What color looks best on you?
umm i’m not really sure lol.. i wear a lot of blues but i think pinks and certain yellows look good.. i have a couple like wine colored tops so…. :/
foxglove: Name three facts about your family?
complicated, drama on both sides, including extended fam (cousins and aunts and stuff) it’s very big and tbh there’s a bunch of relatives i don’t know/barely remember the names or faces of lol
Allium: What’s the best thing you can cook?
this says cook and not bake so i’m not including my baking stuff… tbh i don’t cook that much anymore but i make some damn good pastas (also this isn’t a best like it’s pretty basic but making home made chicken nuggets/tenders is 👌 w/ homemade honey mustard)
Orange Blossom: If you could pick the gender and appearance of your child, would you?
uh def not i think.. that seems a bit too gattaca for me no thanks
Calla Lily: If you died right now, what song would you want to play at your funeral?
why you making me think about this rn?? but um probably sign of the times
Poinsettia: Favorite holiday dish?
holiday in general?? this is difficult bc i’m just thinking thanksgiving lol.. non thanksgiving i guess would be my mom and grandma’s homemade tamales for christmas/new year.. and than also almost everything from thanksgiving lmao
Oxlip: Would you ever get into a long distance relationship?
i mean yeah maybe? depends on the person i guess (it would suck but my best friend and i have basically been in a long distance type relationship for like 8 years since she moved we only see each other like 2x a year) so i’d be willing to try it probably
Primrose: Favorite kind of soup?
i feel like i don’t eat all that much soup.. maybe chicken soup? but like the salvadorean kind with rice and veggies and a roast chicken lol
Daffodil: What’s the most thoughtful present you’ve ever received?
i’ve gotten a couple but for chirstmas a few years ago my (other) best friend gave me this ‘why you’re so awesome’ book with it all filled in 💕
Rose: Are you currently in love with someone?
nope
Amsonia: Would you ever become a vegan?
this question’s funny bc i recently started watching this girl’s youtube channel and she’s vegan so i see/she talks about a lot of stuff about it and the food and everything but anyway… no i don’t think so lmao
Peony: What’s your favorite hot beverage?
idk if i’d say i have a fave? i love coffee but i also love tea and it’s rare that i’ll drink hot chocolate but i love it when i do lol… depends on the day and weather and my mood i guess 
Tulip: For your birthday, what kind of cake do you ask for?
firstly i prefer cake cake rather than an ice cream cake bc it’s usually so cold anyway and i don’t want ice cream for my bday lol.. it usually changes every year.. might be chocolate (but ik a lot of people don’t like chocolate so a lot of times i don’t get chocolate) or yellow/white cake.. i’m actually a fan of yellow cake with custard fruit filling (when it’s made well) cream works fine too as a filling with the fruit
Myrtle: Do you like going on airplanes?
NO
Hibiscus: Did you ever play an instrument? If so what?
i played the violin from 3rd grade up through 9th grade (and then i’ve also made mediocre attempts at guitar and piano bc we’ve always had them in the house but i never stuck with them lol) tbh i wish i could play piano
Zinnia: Who was your best friend when you were six years old?
my best friend at 6 is still one of my best friend’s now (that gave me the book as a present) and we met in kindergarten.. and she doesn’t remember now but she told me once when we were young that she started talking to me bc i was always crying (lol poor baby emy) and she felt bad and didn’t want me to cry lol
Poppy: What color was your childhood home?
i still live in my childhood home but it’s been remodeled a bit umm originally (i’m assuming this is asking about the outside) it had white siding with like brick red accents/shutters and stuff
Hydrangea: Starbucks order?
caramel macchiato (hot or iced), caramel brulee latte during winter, iced passion tea lemonade
Violet: Do you like where you’re from?
yeah it’s alright
Locust: What was your favorite book as a child? 
as a really little kid.. green eggs and ham was a fave (fun fact: it was the first book i ever read by myself and my mom wrote the date in the back cover and i remember being on the couch and finishing reading it alone and it was a few months after i turned 5 i think) but i also read A LOT as a kid and had lots of books and went to the library a lot and had these 2 big storybooks with like tons of stories and plays and things in them 9one was disney) sooo i prob had lots of faves lol
Rhododendron: What’s the scariest dream you’ve ever had? 
umm i’ve always had this phobia of the movie the leprechaun after i was forced to watch it when i was like 4 and years later i had a dream i was being chased by it 
Queen Anne’s Lace: Would you rather carve pumpkins or wrap presents? 
wrap presents
Magnolia: Favorite kind of candy? 
i feel like this changes a lot but for awhile it’s been kitkats
Aster: Would you rather be cold or hot? 
cold i guess.. bc you could layer up but in heat unless you’re in ac it can be torture
Marigold: Do you listen to what’s on the radio? 
rarely.. i usually just listen to my spotify in the car
Heliconia: Do you like when it rains? 
yes if i don’t have to walk around in it lol
Azalea: What’s a movie you cried while watching? 
i cry a lot watching movies lol but 2 that i’ve cried A LOT watching are a walk to remember and remember me (that ending… i made a damn fool of myself in the movie theater lmao my best friend was embarrassed 😂)
Dandelion: Do you think you’re important?
yes
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