#kirisae

[kirisakin]

you kin kirisa? does that mean you like choro q? :D

Oops.

My url is sadly not "kirisa kin", it's Kirasakin. This guy.

The closest to Choro-Q that you'll find on my blog is the Transformers crossovers with it. Sorry for false advertising! I will say though, Kirisa seems like a sweet little car.

[silverangel19]

Hi...if you don't mind me asking, who are your favorite romantic relationship's couples in books/ manga/ anime/movies/tv series (can be canon or non-canon)? And why do you love them? Sorry if you've answered this question before......Thanks....

Here are some of my favourites, in no particular order. None of them are canon xD

Terumob (Mob Psycho 100) I love how Teru is so supportive and devoted to Mob?? He is just so sweet to him. And they both love Hagemon! They're just too cute. Sheith (Voltron) They never give up on each other and are always there for one another. I love the devotion and protectiveness they have for each other.

Singyue (Banana Fish) Despite what went down, I liked how Sing was still willing to help Yut Lung. in the end, they became really close to the point where Yut Lung entrusted everything to Sing. Kirisae (Gokuto Jihen) They're best friends! Saeki is very sweet to Kirishima, and Kirishima trusts Saeki immensely. Ninojean (ACCA-13) Best friends! Nino has been watching over Jean since he was young and is very loyal to him. Nino, too, is very important to Jean. Romantic or not, they need each other and will always be a pair. Sormik (Tales of Zestiria) They're childhood friends and practically soulmates, no one can deny that. And Sorey thinks Mikleo is beautiful!! Miritama (Boku no Hero Academia) They are total opposites! I love how someone outgoing like Mirio approached the quiet Tamaki to be his friend. They know each other since childhood and are each other's motivation to improve and be better. Makoharu (Free!) Okay.. I'm seeing a pattern here lol Another childhood/best friends pairing haha USUK (Hetalia) England is a total tsundere. But America is one as well, in a way. They might've hurt each other before but definitely still cared for one another. It has a lot of potential to be an angsty pairing because of their past, and I love angst very much.

#i think #i may have a thing for best friends to lovers #ask #there's certainly more #but i'll just list these few #other ships include #naruhina shiita gerita seiricha victuuri dialuci wenzhou and more

[ao3feed-danganronpa]

Danganronpa Fan Killing Game Roleplay Adaptation

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/P1x4u5B

by Smelly_Trash_Panda

This is a Danganronpa Killing Game fan work adapted from a group roleplay I did with friends a couple years ago. It is loosely based around the plot of Trigger Happy Havoc. This is a Danganronpa work, so please know that there will be death, violence, and other heavy topics involved. More tags will be added as they become relevant.

Credit for the creation of Azira, Kota, and Riku goes to my friend Emerald. Credit for the creation of Shizu goes to my friend Aki, Gh0stf4ceO_o. Credit for the creation of Carly goes to my friend Mango, TheSpaceMelon. All three of these amazing people wrote the majority of dialogue and actions for these characters, though I have edited it some parts to better fit a story format.

Updates weekly on Sundays.

Words: 2922, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Dangan Ronpa Series, Original Work

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death

Categories: Multi

Characters: Original Male Characters, Original Females Characters, Original Characters, Atsuta Koyama, Victor Novikoff, "Luna", Kirisae Saito, Aasa Maki, Ginto Tsumaki, Raiji Taranosuke, Fujinosuke Ramini, Haiko Idachi, Nachiko Amano, Carly Fujimoto, Kota Kirimatsu, Riku Shiota, Azira Kiotori, Shizu Naku, Monokuma (Dangan Ronpa)

Relationships: Original Male Character/Original Male Character, Original Female Character/Original Female Character, Original Male Character/Original Female Character, Original Character/Original Character

Additional Tags: Fan Killing Game (Dangan Ronpa), Killing Game (Dangan Ronpa), Murder, Attempted Murder, Murder Mystery, Blood and Injury, Blood and Gore, Blood and Violence, Major Character Injury, Inspired by Roleplay/Roleplay Adaptation, Fluff and Angst, Horror, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Heavy Angst, Angst and Tragedy, Hurt, Class Trials (Dangan Ronpa), Tragedy, Canon-Typical Violence

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/P1x4u5B

#IFTTT #ao3feed #fanfic #dangan ronpa #danganronpa #dr

[members-of-the-guild]

Anonymous asked: How are Kirisa and Laila’s crotches? _____________________________________________________

They be normal like anyone else's! I'm boring like that 😂

#OOC! #Anonymous! #tw suggestive

[watasemasaru]

kirisae is pretty much my only kiryu ship and GOD DAMN watching shinpachi look at ryoma making my heart flutter

#pass the yaoi!!

[sundoodle]

is it ok to draw fanart of your fjorm redesign :0? i love it sm!!!

of course! just tag me in it for credit ahah, i’d love to see more of it~

#ask #dt #kirisae #admittedly i'll reblog it to my main not here but yes

[rikimaru6811]

Girls are now praying

#東方Project #marisa kirisa #Alice Margatroid #Imperishable Night

[suburbanorca]

I saw a post here but i can't find it. I thought that its a good idea to do this.

#lol #underworld capital incident #gokuto jihen #獄都事変 #kirisae #lol kinoshita

[majokkoradio]

“Freesia no Shounen” - Mahou no Idol Pastel Yumi - Cover

#pastel yumi #sweets beats lub #asa kirisa #magical idol pastel yumi #cover #request sunday

[galactibi]

thoughts on drawing & finding an art style? :3c

its fun!! i love experimenting w/ different brushes and styles even tho it gets tiring lMAO

#answered #kirisae

[sage-nebula]

for the post you just reblogged, yugioh!!

Oh boy.

To get this out of the way first and foremost, because we all know how badly I want this and think it should have happened—I would make Wishshipping 100%, undeniably canon.The thing is, this would be incredibly easy to do. The set-up is already there. Yuugi tells Jounouchi that he loves him using extremely strong language right before he attempted to sacrifice his life to save Jounouchi’s. He wanted Jounouchi to keep the Millennium Puzzle, his treasure, in the event of that sacrifice, trusting Jounouchi with the Puzzle (and therefore Atem!) above all else. And Jounouchi’s response? On top of trying to sacrifice his own life to save Yuugi’s instead (THESE BOYS, ISTG), he says “thank you,” which is pretty goddamn powerful from the standpoint of the Japanese language, which is strongest in its subtleties. If either Yuugi or Jounouchi were female, no one would doubt that Wishshipping became canon at the pier. No one. Given that they’re both boys, however, there are many, many more hoops that they have to jump through before people accept it.So that said? Let’s set up those hoops!As far as the actual manga goes, I probably would have altered their conversation on the boat to the Ceremonial Duel a bit in order to make it more concrete, particularly since that conversation provides the perfect set-up. Between already putting the idea of romance in the reader’s mind by almost having Anzu confess her feelings for Atem before chickening out (and it’s clear that it’s Atem she wants to confess to; her thoughts later on in the Ceremonial Duel about how it’s Atem specifically that she wants by her side forever aside, she also specifically asks Yuugi if Atem said anything, wanting to know if he was thinking of her), and then also having Jounouchi clue in to Yuugi’s feelings without Yuugi having to say what he’s thinking + the two of them talking about the future, the opportunity is downright perfect for it. So that said? I would have extended that scene a bit. As they talk about the fact that Atem will have to go on to the afterlife should Yuugi win the Ceremonial Duel (and as Yuugi says with certainty that he will be the one to duel), I would probably have Yuugi trail off a bit and quietly say something along the lines of how much he’s going to miss Atem once he crosses over. Jounouchi, of course, hears this, and comments sincerely that, yeah, he will, too. They all will, of course. Yuugi would nod, quiet for a moment more, and then—YUUGI: “Jounouchi-kun?”JOUNOUCHI: “Yeah?”YUUGI: “We’ll—you and I … we’ll always be together, won’t we?”JOUNOUCHI: “’Course we will. I’m never gonna give up on us, remember?”YUUGI: “Yeah!”The “I’m never gonna give up on us” is a callback to Death-T, wherein Jounouchi said, “I’ll never give up on myself, or on you.” Furthermore, Yuugi asking Jounouchi if they’ll always be together (perhaps rephrased like “you’ll always be by my side,” or phrased to call that to mind) is a parallel to what Anzu thinks about Atem during the Ceremonial Duel. Only, this story gets a happy ending.But since that’s still subtle enough so that I’m sure some would deny it, I would probably include a flash-forward epilogue that, perhaps, shows the two of them going a date, holding hands, to see one of Anzu’s dance performances. =) Something like that. And if I did make a sequel movie years later, well … a Big Damn Kiss (and at the very least a returned love confession!) would certainly be included.But yeah, this would be canon, particularly since it would be beautifully developed, healthy LGBTQA representation in an influential series aimed at kids. Sign me the fuck up, we need this.

Speaking of Anzu, better involvement for the ladies (and better treatment overall). Specifically:- Anzu’s dancing career needs more focus. I know that this is a series about games, but Anzu just had the one dancing game and that’s it. (Oh, and she did get to help out during Death-T as well—that was nice.) I want there to be more mention of her dream, and less focus on her involvement insofar as the romance subplot. And speaking of that? Once she realizes that Atem and Yuugi are two separate people, I want them to have an actual, legitimate conversation about how her feelings are for Atem, not Yuugi, because it’s pretty obvious that her romantic interest in Yuugi began and ended when she thought he was just an opposite personality of Atem’s. Once she realized they were two separate people, she went back as seeing him as something of a kid brother (emphasized when she refers to him as a “tough kid,” using the actual Japanese word for child, when talking with Atem right before Battle City started). Anzu was confused for a time and that’s fine, she’s a teenage girl and she is allowed to be confused without being vilified for it—but that needed to get sorted out definitively so everyone could move on with no hard feelings. More importantly, though, I do want more focus for her outside of the romance. She’s more than eye candy. Treat her like it.- Shizuka deserves to do something more other than be motivation for Jounouchi and his support during Battle City. I want to see Shizuka play games, such as music games. I want to see her bond with Mokuba, and other characters. Hell, I want a scene where Malik tries something with Jounouchi on the blimp (after revealing who he is), and Shizuka tries to fight for the brother who so valiantly fought for her. She’s his baby sister—let her show some temper and will of her own! Let her do something!- Mai should have won her duel against Atem in Duelist Kingdom, because frankly he was an ass for the entire duel and didn’t deserve that ass-pull victory. But since that would fuck up the entire plot, that duel needs to at the least be rewritten so that he’s not being an asshole to her for the entire match. Also, I hate that in order to force her to “develop” she was damsel’d during Duelist Kingdom so that Atem had to win her star chips back for her. Likewise, that she was damsel’d in Battle City to motivate Jounouchi, which … was unnecessary, considering Jounouchi already had motivation to fight Malik because of the pier duel. Honestly, her coma seemed more like a reason to get her “out of the way” and create drama, which is no good. Mai deserves better. Give her better.- I really would have liked to see Isis defeat Kaiba, advance to the finals, and get a real shot at facing her brother. Or, hell! Instead of having Mai face Malik and get put into a coma, force Malik to go up against Isis in a duel! Let them fight it out! Let Isis do more for her brother than orchestrate a tournament and then get kicked out of it so the boys can have all the fun!- The entire Kisara subplot needs to be rewritten, because Kisara was honestly created just so that she could be fridged to motivate Set + give him a dragon. She, like so many other ladies, deserved better than to be objectified (dragonified?) in a sense and then killed off just to give Set angst + Kaiba a reason to obsess over a dragon.Basically, justice for the YGO ladies 2k17, with a side order of I really don’t like Set/Kisara, or Kaiba/Kisara, or whatever variation we’re going with this week, because it was terribly written and I’m not letting Takahashi off the hook for it, even if he was extremely sick at the time the Memory World arc was written. (I mean, that’s said, but he wasn’t sick when he wrote Cyndia’s story, and she was also fridged to give a man reason to angst, so I feel like it wasn’t the illness that created the problems here. The only real problem the illness created was how rushed that arc was, and also Zorc’s dragon penis. Everthing else is on Takahashi.)

Speaking of Zorc, less Duel Monsters, more Shadow Games. I LOVED the Shadow Games from the school arc. LOVED THEM. Oh sure, they were a remnant of corruption from the Puzzle and yadda yadda, but they were fun. They were interesting! They were far more interesting than thirty-odd volumes of goddamn Duel Monsters! We can have Duel Monsters for a bit, sure, fine, but I want to see more Shadow Games. Part of the reason why Malik is so wonderful is because his set-ups for Yuugi in Battle City were very reminiscent of Atem’s Shadow Games. The Pandora set-up? The pier duel?? Those are so creatively sadistic that I adore them, particularly the pier duel. More of that, less of boring card games, please and thank you.

And speaking of Shadow Games + boring card games, Jounouchi should have won his duel against Malik, idgaf. He can still (temporarily) die, but I would make that final attack connect, because he won that duel through sheer skill, and I’m still salty that he was robbed, tbh. The Sun Dragon Ra should have been his, without a doubt.

Lastly, as an overall thing, on top of giving the ladies more to do in the plot/giving them justice where it was needed, I would have removed a lot of the gross content that does pervade the manga. Things like a background joke of Jounouchi and Honda lifting Anzu’s skirt in chapter three, or Jouji’s entire character (he can be there as a baby, but he doesn’t need to talk or constantly hit on Anzu, especially since he’s a baby), or how Anzu was groped during the electric chair ride during Death-T (disgusting). Things like that don’t add anything of value to the manga and aren’t necessary to the plot at all, so I would remove them. Again, the manga is better than this. Takahashi is better than this. Let’s prove it.

#five things i would change meme #kirisae

[writingmaterialarchive]

Welcome!!

Hi hi hi! I'm a neurodivergent writer who enjoys doing fanfiction as much as original works!

As neurodivergency works, sometimes I will be insanely fixated over a single fandom or character for a long time, and then move on to the other, so please do excuse me if I suddenly stop writing completely about whatever it is you came here for.

This blog was originally made as a simple archive for prompt lists and such, but I've been recently getting back into writing so I'm opening asks and reblogging some writing ask games! You can also send me prompts or requests outside the asks! Just- do explain your idea a little to give me something to work with, if you do request.

My socials!

Ao3: Blackmind! (Kind of dead atm. Since I only got recently back into writing, I have over a dozen WIPS, but none of them are done yet.)

How to Navigate my Blog: Everything can be categorized in quite a few tags honestly.

#prompts is used for every prompt list I have reblogged.

#material and #writing are usually used for any sort of engine or master list that is meant to help with writing.

Then we have #angst, #fluff, #nsfw, #au, and #otp for a little more filtering on the prompt lists!

#ask game is where you can find the ask games I have reblogged and that you can request me from!

My personal writing will be found under #evansbeloveds and the occasional #wip or #ask write with series/fandom tags. Any sort of fic-type-specific tags will be added above, before the fic, instead to avoid mixing them with the prompts.

What Fandoms Will I Write for? This is subject to change along time of course. This is just what I have been motivated to write as of recent.

Fargo Fx Idk, my brain will just not let me go of this silly show and all of its characters.

H.I.V.E. I am deeply in love with H.I.V.E.mind

The Blacklist I specialize in Ressler. I will (lovingly) beat that smirk off his fucking face <3

Underworld Capital Incident / Gokuto Jihen Kirisae my beloved.

What I Will Do and What I Won't Do

Will do:

I am okay with just about anything. I don't have any real triggers so please feel free to send me asks with some sensitive content!

I tend to specialize in /reader fics because,,, I am mentally ill,,, but I can also write any ships you have! (As long as I am okay with it)

If you are requesting NSFW, I will have to ask you not to use an anonymous ask. You can request me not to post it under the ask if you wish, but I do need to be able to verify your age before I write you anything NSFW.

Won't do:

Any Minor/Major Content

Weird/Big Age Gaps

NSFW requests of minors or FOR minors.

Any majorly fucked up stuff, use your common sense.

I have the right to refuse to do any ask or request that makes me uncomfortable in any way.

#about me

[silverangel19]

Sleepy Kirisae 💙

#gokuto jihen #underworld capital incident #kirisae #kirishima #saeki #kirisa #kirishima x saeki #uci

[noxshade]

Day 9: Tomboy

(Who is Marisa? She’s a western-style witch, who lives alone in a youkai-infested forest, despite having living family in the Human Village. I decided to focus on the rebellious attitude and interests that define a tomboy, to me.)

It was only two days into the deal, and both Marisa and Alice were beginning to lose their tempers. It had seemed like a straightforward arrangement: Alice needed new reagents for her doll-making spells, and Marisa had offered to distill the ephemeral resin she needed in exchange for a favor. Alice had jokingly offered to clean Marisa’s house with her dolls as aids, and Marisa had accepted, much to Alice’s surprise. And while more willing to part with the junk that had accumulated in her remote forest house than Alice had initially thought she would be, she still clung to so much. Every time Marisa interrupted with a “wait” or a “no, not that one” it ground her nerves more.

For her part, Marisa found this arrangement just as stressful, mostly because she was coming to understand the full scope of what was hoarded away in her house. After the first day, Alice had re-negotiated the deal to just Marisa’s study/living room, and Marisa had agreed. As Shanghai floated past her with a clump of chemical-stained rags, she deliberated over a few very old hair bows she used to tie her side-braid. They were navy blue or black, and two of them had begun to fray, with the material growing stiff with age, but when she thought of her first memories of them-

-“You shouldn’t grow used to such things. A young woman will not be accepted if she adopts these foreign trinkets.”

She swept the bows into a drawer and looked away, trying to banish the sudden recollection of him out of her mind, but it was difficult. Literally sorting her past was only going to be more common as she and Alice cleaned out this room. Alice was sitting by a table by a growing stack of books that her London dolls kept contributing to as they found them. Alice set a book on leyline interaction into the “keep” pile, then picked up the next one to be sorted and frowned.

“Marisa, this an old grimoire,” she said “You keep your notes and spellbooks with your reference books?”

“Yeah, sometimes,” Marisa responded, distracted as another doll whizzed by.

“Regardless, this one’s in terrible shape,” Alice said, examining it “It’s spine’s been torn twice, half the pages are nothing but water damage, and the formulae are nearly illegible. I’m going to-”

-She watched helplessly as he tore the spellbook in half, ignoring her pleas to stop.

-“Papa, please no!” she shouted. His massive hands made short work of the tiny journal, and he tossed the shreds out the door, into the muddy street.

-”I will not tolerate these profane interests of yours any longer!” he bellowed “You are a daughter of the Kirisame household! It’s time you acted like it!”

Marisa crossed over and snatched the worn journal out of Alice’s hand.

“I...I still have some aetheric equations I need to transcribe out of this one,” she stuttered out, putting it in the drawer with the bows. Alice opened her mouth to object, but reconsidered, and continued sorting books in silence, until the end of day two.

~~~~~

On the third day, Marisa had finally gathered enough sap to start her end of the bargain in earnest. Bucket in hand, she gathered the different components needed to create the resin, and began to set up her distillation rig on the newly cleaned countertop.

“Now I see why you wanted the place cleaned before you got started,” Alice remarked, looking at the vast array of beakers, flasks, and glass tubes that Marisa was constructing. “You never would have been able to set this up without clearing off the counters.” Marisa only nodded, began to partition out the ingredients after connecting the last tube. With gloves and a facemask on, she avoided direct conversation, focusing on her work. Alice gazed around, her eyes falling to a small pile of unused glass containers in the corner. She walked over and stared down at it, picking up a flask from the pile. It was chipped all along the edge with tiny spider web cracks throughout the rest of the glass. Each of the other pieces was in a similar, sorry state.

“Do I have your permission to throw this broken glass work out, Marisa?” Alice gestured to the pile of beakers and flasks, half-contained in a burlap sack-

-She struggled to lift the enormous sack over her shoulder. Father had found her alchemical set-up in the attic, and gathered all of it and her books into a burlap sack, and tossed it out into the pouring rain. She had run out to collect it, but Father had closed and locked the door behind her. She had pounded and screamed to be let back in, but he refused to answer. Now she struggled to haul her most prized possessions down the street, hoping that maybe she could find shelter at Kourindou.

“It’s a restoration work-in-progress, don’t touch it.” Marisa said, trying to refocus on her work. Alice thought about saying something to Marisa about the pattern she had noticed. She was still human enough to know what this behavior was, but she dared not speak up about it. What right did a former human have to say about a human’s issues?

~~~~~

On the fourth and final day of the deal, the two magicians were mostly silent. Marisa was carefully monitoring the pressure needed to force the finished resin out through a tube into a jar, and Alice and her dolls were finishing the final sorting of junk in the corner. At the bottom of a pile of clothes, Alice found something unexpected. A dress and witch’s hat, both deep purple velvet. It wasn’t the outfit that was surprising; Marisa’s entire wardrobe was nothing but such dresses and hats, but the color. Alice knew that she favored pure blacks and deep blues, not this fuzzy, purple color, and besides it was very, very old. Alice stood and took the dress and hat over to Marisa, standing beside her and waiting to be noticed, as not to startle her. Eventually, Marisa noticed her.

“Do you want to keep this as well?” Alice asked.

-“How DARE you come back to this house -MY house- dressed like some foreigner!” he shouted, his face turning red. “As a daughter of the Kirisa-”

-“Oh shut up!” she said, only elevating her voice to be heard over his shouting. “I came back to tell you I found my own place to live. You can do whatever you want with my room, I’m never sleeping here again!” She hadn't meant to start shouting, but now that she had started, it felt good to shout at him. “I found someone to help me build a house, outside the village! This is goodbye!” She turned to leave.

-“Maruko Kirisame, if you take one more step out that door, you’ll-”

-“That’s not my name anymore! You can’t control me!” she screamed.

-He charged her, finally ready to act on years and years of threats. But she was ready. She raised her new Bagua-engraved magical furnace towards him, and released a minor pulse of force. It pushed him back, and he stumbled, off-balance, back against the wall, speechless.

-“Don’t ever call me by that wretched name again,” she said “I’m Marisa Kirisame, and I’m not some impure spirit or youkai witch! I’m a perfectly ordinary magician!”

Marisa stared at the dress and hat for a long moment before responding.

“Yes. It was a gift from Rinnosuke. That was my first outfit as...as a magician.”

Alice nodded, and set the wide hat and long dress aside.

#gensokyofestival #touhou #noxcontent #fanfic #marisa kirisame #alice margatroid #tw: parental abuse

[psychoblindy]

It’s been so long since posted anything and I feel terrible about. I had this one in the works for quite a while and decided to test with it before posting with it. It took me forever to settle on the look and design and I fiddled around with the shading a lot but I’m content with my new way of shading. Anyways, here’s the next member of the group, KIRISA! She is a member of the Daodian race, one which consists of a mix of human DNA and rock/mineral like elements. She works for Carmen aboard his ship and is the best companion of Vince Shores. I hope you guys enjoy and I’ll get working on the next one!

Depending on the device your using, clicking on the pic may bring up a clearer version.

#art #ditigal art #race #scifi #scifiart #original creation #original creature #original character #shading #reference #kirisa #daodian #corvella #humanoid #alien race #dancer #fighter

[leecherish]

on this sunday, 14th of july, 2019, i have finally beaten Morrowind

cringey rambling incoming but tl;dr i have finally beaten my fave game and im too damn emotional

i first played Morrowind… god knows when. probably in 2009-2010? probably about 10 years ago. i was 10 years old. i had the habit of watching one of my older brothers play video games. my older brother was into strategic games - i tried to watch him too, but I would always get quickly bored of it. but my younger-older brother would play GTA, Portal 1-2, Thief, Heroes of Might and Magic (okay that’s a strategic game too), and most importantly, the elder scrolls games. my memory is blurry but i think the first game - as in the first game of all time i’ve ever watched him play was Morrowind. he was playing as a breton mage named Avila, and i was fascinated by every moment of it. one day when i watched him defeating dagoth ur and finishing the game, i ran into my room, almost shedding emotional tears because i was so happy for him, drew his character, and wrote a poem about how she is the savior of the whole world. (i sadly can’t find the poem anymore, but dm me if you want to see that drawing, it is truly a masterpiece lol) later i asked him to get the game on mom’s computer too, so i could play it myself.

at first, and actually for a long time, i was scared and confused while playing the game. having to enter buildings, caves and dungeons gave me great anxiety, for there were monsters and other hostiles lurking from every corner, and i was pretty bad at the game. but i was thoroughly fascinated and captivated by the environment, the music, and the wide array of sidequests to take. my first character was a breton mage - i mimicked my brother in almost every way i could - named Morwena, a name i stole from a book series i was really into during those times. i spent hours and hours playing the game, while i actually did nothing but walk around, look at the environment, explore the world, and take screenshots of my character and other silly, meaningless things. 

RPG-s were always my favorite because of how immersive they were, and Morrowind was everything ive ever wanted. journeying through the green fields around Balmora during sunrise while Jeremy Soule’s melodies were mixing with the call of the silt striders was an experience that i’ll never forget. Morrowind was my biggest escapism from the real world (especially around 2012-13), i was counting down every week, waiting for friday to come - that is when I could use the computer. the natural, earthy colors, the music, and everything else about the environment has influenced my current aesthetics in every way possible. Morrowind is what I subconsciously keep looking for in every video game I play. Morrowind is what I think of when I hear the word “home”. Morrowind was my first love when it came to video games, and it is one that stuck around. Yet, i never managed to finish the main quest - untill now. but why did it take so long?

cuz i was bad at the game lol. Morwena’s custom class made her a glass cannon - as soon i ran out of mana, i was fucked. in about 2014-2015 i have picked up the game again, and made a new character named Kirisa (hello my old internet nickname, anyone around here), an altmer. she was supposed to be a battlemage and a thief… kinda character (custom class again), but she was pretty weak too. i managed to climb the thieves’ guild’s ranks with her at least.

after her i’ve decided a more aggro character might do better than these magic-sneak-focused ones, and made my third character - Svetlania, a nord warrior. I think i’ve only played about an hour with her before getting bored by the playstyle… yeah.

late 2017-early 2018 came, and i’ve decided that it’s time that I finally beat this game that i keep calling my favorite, and made my fourth character - Nemalyn, a dunmer battlemage. i read a few guides online before custom-creating her class, and set off to complete the main quest, while finally facing my still-persisting fear about caves and buildings filled with enemies. time has passed, and i was actually progressing with the game pretty steadily! i have ran into some difficulties, took quite a few breaks, but in overall, i was overwhelmed by the complexity and genius of the story. it was a rather simple one actually, but i was captivated yet again, 10 years later. 

after hours and hours of excitement, wonder, anxiety, stress, sad and happy tears, i have finally beaten the final boss, dagoth ur myself, fulfilling my own prophecy, and i can say that now i am just as emotional, if not more emotional than when my brother beat the game 10 years ago.

#personal #trash queen chronicles #new national holiday? new national holiday #thank you if you have read this all #it means a lot to me dfgdgh