#just using my account to scream

[sayaberry]

THEY ACTUALLY FUCKING DID IT

#CRYING SCREAMING THROWING UP #GINTAMA NENDOS ARE FUCKING REAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #my bank account just emptied at the speed of LIGHT #GSC IM GONNA NEED YOU TO DO US A SOLID AND ANNOUNCE A TAKASUGI AS WELL GIVE GINTOKI BACK HIS EMO HUSBAND #gintama

[todayisafridaynight]

I’m fairly new to the fandom, but I do have a question if you can answer it! Why do people ship Daigo with Aoki / Masato? I tried looking to see if they’ve interacted before, but couldn’t find anything! Sorry for asking I’m just </3 dumb AND I LOVE YOUR ART OF THEM!!! Nerd looking ahhhhhh

hi ! welcome to the community i hope you're having a lovely time so far and ty for enjoyin my stuff :) no need for apologies it's a very fair question to have :]

i cant speak for everyone (all. ten people into masadai anyway) but Personally To Me i just think the idea of them together is very funny. thats quite literally it im afraid..

#snap chats #//twenty page google doc in the background// ignore that. it's mostly for comedic purposes #might also be my fault idk sorry about that. allegedly. idk ive had like three people tell me they started to ship them cause of me 🧍‍♂️ #@mementoasts is another person who's drawn masadai and whose stuff i love and am inspod by .. i love their disneyland fic sm ... #there was another artist on twitter who posted a neat drawing of them but i cant remember who they were and i didnt bookmark it //screams// #recently there's been ANOTHER masadai artist ive started following on twitter - @wifekiryu. his account's n/s/f/w fyi before you go looking #he has a tumblr too @foxdies. i say cause i realized as much recently vjeaKLGJALKGJ #oh but I GUESS ill get deeper into why. /i/ personally ship masadai or whatever #first off they're opposing factions yet their character alignments Do Not Match their roles. stereotypically anyway #aoki who leads the 'surface' of society and is meant to be an admirable figure and someone 'just' when really. he sucks LMAO #though that's not atypical of politicians but just from a stereotypical This Is A Respectable Individual perspective of his role #daigo on the other hand leads the 'underbelly' of society- yk comprised of dangerous criminals and outcasts and whatnot #yet as we know him daigo's compassionate and considerate of his men- he doesnt treat them like tools like aoki does #if put in a room with the two daigo would be most people's choice of person to hang out with. probably open a trapdoor on aoki tbh #and i think thats really cool and epic i always love that kinda Subverting Expectations thing #theres also the fact they both started off like. edgy/angsty in the franchise and then brush up down the line #masato does a stronger 180. publicly. obviously but its still really funny they both have to get their act together #if you wanna talk about in-text reasons. there really is none LMAO I TELLS YOU masadai is pure crack #but if i wanted to pull a muscle reaching then there's daigo being on aoki's side while everyone else is on arakawa's during the funeral #im lying of course. mitsu was behind him. rgg tryna make me forget mitsu exist .... put him back in y8 .... #and ofc ichi joins that side to even out the seating but moving on another Goofy Reason is arakawa being like #'the chairman and my son are like p much the same age Surely he knows how he thinks :)' #and then i just think daigo being all smarmy about outsmarting aoki is really goofy and im choosing to interpret that as personal #they both also have issues with their dad. s. dad/s/. anyway. #tbh the google doc tag was a joke but i really could sit here and list every dumb reason why i think theyre funny together #like i started going over the tag limit so uhhhh yeah needless to say i have a lot of. dumb reasons 💀💀💀💀 #one day ill use the main text for long rambles like this but todays not that day Point Is my imagination is rampant im afraid #so the short and sweet of it is I Think It's Funny. And They'd Be Terrible Together. Which Is Why It's Funny. #and the unfortunate part is anything i find funny i obsess over for a year so. //gestures to the mountain of bullshit thats my masadai tag/

[nicoscheer]

Ending it with Miles 😭🫶🏽🥹 we’re gonna cry so bad.

But also I love this so much cause like obviously the band and the management heard all the hateful ‘fans’ back when they had to cancel Marlay Park because Alex dared to get laryngitis and this; giving them not only one but 3/4 shows with Miles and an access code is so hilarious to me cause like yeah you very fuckin nasty and disgusting but here ya go ya lil shits now what do you say (pretty please) like this makes all those haters look sooo incredibly dumb and childish (like no patience at all obviously they need time to schedule and arrange all the venues and what not, like have some faith in them just lean back and trust) anyways long story short love this move

I’m having a mental breakdown

Miles via email

#22/08/2023 #holy shit I just woke up #Arctic monkeys #also love that picture of Alex #only Alex could feel so bad about having to cancel one show that he gives us 4 shows 🫶🏽🥹 and Miles #uff the car is not gonna be the first tour without Miles as support/opening act #ending a (near exact) year long tour in Miles’ arms for four days befor riding off into the sunset with him 💅 #I would seriously go complete ignoring my bank account but Uni starts literally that week and I can’t miss that first week for my life fuck #Instagram #I can’t wait for their smiles and hugs #all his friends posting bout miles joining AM 🫠😭🥹 #I’m counting on Rosie to be mothering and giving us videos backstage of them two #I died dead #how Alex probably returned from his holiday in Italy and then met up with Miles when he had finished his promo tour and they were #just sitting on the settee drinking and chatting and then Alex asks him if Miles would like to join them for Ireland and on both their faces #a gigantic smiles just blooms and they grin at each other like the stupid lovesick idtios that they are before going in for one of their #trademark hugs and just cuddling and whispering to each other what they’ll do in Ireland together and and 😭😭 #also like this screams we needed to find a opening act in short notice so we obviously Turned to Miles and that’s so sweet it’s like yeah we #know he’ll always have our back just like we have his #Miles kinda feels like the peace offering here 🤣 #also like yes they’ll have endless time after the fourth gig but also before that because the monkeys are done on the 7th in America so they #have an entire week before that first Ireland gig just to practice (new/old songs) and spend time together #okay but hear me out what if: Miles Kane and the death ramps comeback ?!! huh what then

[blueberryblogger]

just saw someone recycling ye olde "X character doesn't read as Y identity to me, someone who doesn't & has never held that identity & thus am not as intimately familiar with mannerisms, tropes & characterizations that are typically associated with Y identity. There is no evidence for X being Y and you guys are acting insane."

like. do you understand that you are using the EXACT SAME excuse that other people are using to shit on YOUR headcanon that you're so attatched too because it has so much evidence?

did it ever cross your mind that it would probably be harder for you, person who isn't X, to pick up on subtler tropes & identifiers of X that you've never experienced because you aren't X?

like you get how it sounds like you're shitting on other wueer people?

#blocking another god damn fantasy high account that i really liked #because when people say 'theres no evidence for your headcanon' and theyre wrong its bad and tbeyre erasing underrepresented identities #but when YOU say 'theres no evidence for this' you are good and correct and the rest of us are just stupid weirdos #like oh my fucking god bro #if i see one more person who isnt fucking gay say 'erm actually fabian cant be gay he liked girls' im gonna lose it #gay men also experience comphet! #and it's not because he's 'effeminate' #because he really isn't THAT effeminate or flamboyant #he dances and he talks like a rich boy and those are the only two things i can think lf #that make him seem 'effeminate' #but like. dude rides a motorcycle from hell. he fights with a sword and plays football #he punched someone on the first day of school & routinely punches and gets punched by his friends #like. fabian is wildly more stereotypically masculine than he is feminine #most of us think Fabian is gay because up until he took interest in Mazey #he had exclusively expressed interest in girls that were unavailable or unobtainable #his 'type' was literally toxic and/or unavailable women #which SCREAMS comphet to anyone who has fucking experienced it before #'yeah i love women but only the ones i cant have amirite lads' #'classic completely heterosexual man behavior' #anyway #i think its incredibly rude to take people seeing their lived experiences in a character and say 'youre insane bc i dont see it' #especially when YOU YOURSELF have a headcanon that a huge chunk of people cannot understand fully but accept anyway because they get it #because they understand seeing yourself in a character and how important that can be #unlike you #vagueposting #me when i vague for the first time in like 3 years

[rivilu]

There's pieces of media that alter your brain chemistry and then there's pieces of media that rearrange you on a molecular level

#this is about #Frankenstein #again #classic lit #sorry but it's nearly 5:30 am and im biting and screaming about the whole Prometheus business #and how much it FITS BUT ALSO DOESN'T #Victor WISHES he had a modecum of Prometheus's swag #but in a non joking way -> It makes sense he uses Prometheus as a descritor for what he's doing. creating a man and all #and dramatic irony dictates that it also fits in the sense that he ends up tortured #but Victor lacks the one thing that made Prometheus's fate tragic #that being the love for his creation(s) . Prometheus made humans and cared for them so much that he went against the god of gods #to give them fire when he saw them struggle in the cold #and wound up paying a heavy price for that good deed #Victor made a man and cast him out INTO the cold the moment he realised the creation wasn't the ideal thing he hoped it would be #Adam is fitting for the creature because Victor by all accounts acts more like god than Prometheus #but point is his fate is as hand made as his creature. a result of choices based on bad assumptions he refuses to ever acknowledge as wrong #compared to prometheus his losses are kind of. well you know the tripping over own bike with a stick meme #anyway disclaimer pls don't take this that seriously as a text analysis- again this is just my 5 am brain going crazy

[queen-mabs-revenge]

oh it's real depression hours

#giant hole in my ceiling from a leak from 3 years ago that restarted #and knowing the speed at which it got fixed last time shit's gonna be weeks #got a fucking bowl on the floor and everything and it's dripping water and bits of plaster so that's cool and great #cat's slowed down on eating even with the syringe assist #lab said it'll be 14 days before they have results #but if it's FIP that could be half of the time she has left #and there's a treatment that has an 85% success rate but it's not approved in a lot of countries so i'd have to get it myself #and it's the bones of a grand for the meds before even accounting for the syringes #and it's 84 days of injections which - this is the cat who won't even let me pill her so #but i can't even think of starting that until i know what it is for sure #and so i'm just gonna sit here and watch her die over the next two weeks #and most of that time is going to be spent trying to force her to eat and watching her growing to hate and avoid me #i literally just want to fucking scream 1% of cats ever get this why is it my best little friend in the world? #6 weeks ago she was the healthiest 12 year old you ever saw in your life #i've only got 60/195g of food into her today and that's taken hours and hours #this is torture for both of us idk what to do

[ghoul-haunted]

having a most Terrible Day but the sextus pompey-antony fic has successfully taken over some part of my brain. so.

#i cant log into my paypal account bc its attached to an old phone number i dont have anymore and i wanted to update it #BUT I CANT LOG IN BECAUSE IT WONT LET ME USE A DIFFERENT PHONE NUMBER #and their fucking customer service line is AUTOMATED and im SCREAMING and you cant send EMAILS TO THEM #im so upset that im going to have to like. end up sending a DM to their support account on twitter like my god would you just #hire people to answer your customer support line. so that i can get this fixed #what fucking clownery dictates that you cant email me a code and ask my security questions HUH what absolute CLOWN BEHAVIOR

[dpurut]

I just got gifted baldur’s gate 3 yesterday night this is a unique kind of euphoria

#me and my dad share a steam account bc we play a lot of the same games and don’t want to spend anything extra #i was playing hades and i get a gift notification from my dad’s friend and im like Oh he mustve asked for something #so i just keep playing for 30 minutes #then i go to check it after closing the game #i see the vampire fucker’s face and recognize the game #i scream #i SPRINT #SPRINT TO THE LIVING ROOM #I GO HOLY SHIT DAD YOUR FRIEND BOUGHT US BG3 #my dad screams #my watch keeps track of my heart rate bc i get palpitations sometimes and the second i saw the game it recorded that it rose from 87 to 140 #i call his friend thank him for like Ten minutes #where did he get that money. idk #idont fucking know i dont want to ask him #800 lira holy shit #i was planning waiting a year or 2 and then pirating #ough

[haxxydraws]

sculpted, carved, and textile forms of art are so fucking swaggy. I swear to god one of these days I’ll set aside enough space to work on a project like that again. 

#haxxy stop #not art #to delete #maybe? #I took printmaking classes in undergrad and really enjoyed them. I've been super nostalgic for the process lately #(note to self: i should post pics of my prints to patreon or smth and maybe some of the better ones here) #i also used to make masks sometimes and miss that too. i never really sculpted a ton bc the texture of clay makes my brain scream #but i love sculpting in other mediums esp if it's something i can wear #it'd be cool to make some dolls or smth too... #ALSO i just think that textile arts are SOOO COOOL. like have a dunky donut you're epic if you do textile arts #i would love to learn how to quilt or embroider or make punch rugs someday #i know i dont usually make text posts on this account BUT this is technically art related so you get it

[monster-carnival-island]

Possibly an unpopular opinion but Ringmaster Raven was one of the worst twist villains pop has ever produced.

#ringmaster speaks #a bit of a weird opinion coming from someone who runs an account themed after his island but hear me out #he is good in the whole being a villain department and his backstory is more background than we got with the other villains #but man does he fall flat on his face in the whole twist villain thing #when I first got back into pop I knew he was a villain as soon as I saw him despite not remembering him being one #it’s his design that gives it away immediately #it screams villain #which would have been good if he was an obvious villain throughout the island #but he's a twist villain so his design kinda ruins that #I say if the devs had used cooler tones and made the eyes on his hat less evil looking it could have made him less suspicious #but that's just my opinion #at least he didn't name his nonvillain disguise his villain name in french #I'm looking at you widow #poptropica

[bugfail]

all of the art I did while learning digital art back in like. 2017 is lost to time and I'm sosososo sad about it

#fury funnie scream #I'd use the phone itself BUT not long after I got a newer phone my mom took apart the old one to see what it looked like inside?? #her words not mine #that SD card is probably long gone as well </3 #I just spent an hour shifting through old aminos and accounts and now I'm starting to think I deleted everything out of embarassment #daily reminder to save your old shit I guess

[lcd-101]

Twitter is killing their free API services and, thus, killing all of the fun bot accounts I’ve followed and created over the years. I can’t really raise my voice on there, but this is tumblr so

FUCK YOU YOU STUPID ASS BIRD PLATFORM ~

#just a bit sad that after seven years on my main account i get pushed further and further away #the bots were legit one of the only things keeping me even a bit active because of how fun the japanese train bots were #my mental health has improved since i stopped using twitter as much though lol shit sucks #not sure if my art would find more of an audience on here because my fanart has popped off before but no one wants to see my oc art #i’m sure i can fully migrate back to tumblr very soon! you guys are so great like i can scream into the void and no one cares #this wasn’t supposed to be a vent post or anything lol i just think twitter’s sucking more than it ever did

[neonvqmpire]

twitter ofmd people are genuinely so ?!!! confusion ????!! they confuse me.

#why do u think we only get 8 episodes they're clearly still editing the last 2??!!!!??!!!! #like it has been confirmed that there's 10 episodes #several times #get ur brains back together 😭 #/nm #no offence i just don't understand it #problem is with twitter is sure i can block them but then there's no people left if they're all blocked #if i am wrong that's fine but at least i don't believe everything everyone else is screaming about???? #thsi all sounds harsh but idk im so done with twitter i might just use my new splatoon account now #sage posting

[antibayern]

me when i overhear a man’s rancid football take and there’s nothing i can do to shut him up because literally the only thing i know about said man is that he’s tasteless

#storytime: #so there are these foreign language tests that i was supposed to do at this institute in my faculty but refused to #because i found out that they make the same tests in another faculty (accounting and administration) #and that the people in charge there are way less annoying than the people in charge in my faculty (they are!!!) #but i failed to consider that the faculty of engineering is right next to it which means annoying engineers usually hang out there #i just................ forgot how fucking annoying engineering students are #if you look up mansplaining in the dictionary an engineer student will likely show up #anyway i’m stuck here (alone) for the next 5 hours which means i’ll use the university network to watch the boyloser vs guyfailure match ig #+ SCREAM as i was typing this f1 came up and the guy in question said ‘‘idk man leclerc can still get there. i believe in him’’ and like?!? #he’s forgiven for his bad take

[ectoplasmer]

ffff FLAILS AROUND

#AAAAAAAA okay okay rainy lore time i guess #one time i needed to talk to someone to help me get my spotify gift card to work because i obviously Cannot Read #and the person greeted me by saying like ‘hello Destiny’ or something #and of course i was confused but then i remembered that my account name is destinyboard #so i guess the person could assume that was my name idk >_< #but that reminded me of the line dub bakura has in ep 79 #something along the lines of ‘my destiny awaits!’ or whatever after he knocks grandpa unconscious #and so. of course. my brain goes ‘hey haha wouldn’t that be funny if that was a pet name. ahaha. oh.’ #BUT I DIDN’T COMMIT TO IT BECAUSE IT FELT MORE CRINGE THAN USUAL SO >_> #anyway uhhh time skip. today. like right now #casually converse with yamiba ai tell him i love him etc etc #casually get endearingly called ‘my destiny’ out of no where #begin internally screaming while having to look as normal as possible #i am. not okay agskdhdkdhs #IT’S SWEET OKAY…. >////< #anyway i’m. fun times fun times fun times i am so not thinking about actually asking him to use that as a pet name #(i so am. send help) #something something existing for three millennia and him finally finding a home and family for himself #even if it’s just us and not a ‘real’ family #it’s still home. it’s still safe. and maybe we were always meant to find each other :) #four of spades

[lucarioguy15]

‘i will not isolate myself even when my mental health takes a dip because that makes it harder to climb out of that hole’ i say to myself through gritted teeth, while existing online with some people makes the dip grow into a valley

#i swear the discourse i see here and there makes me want to just delete my account sometimes #and maybe there's an argument for curating your online experience and all that #but like #when the attitude behind it is so pervasive i cannot run away from it no matter how much i use the block button #its hard to find a place where im comfortable #but i refuse to give up the good part of where i am and so you'll have to drag me out kicking and screaming