#just really happy and smiling today

[the-togepi-man]

In the mood to be a little lewd

#just really happy and smiling today #the happier i am the more i wanna love amd be loved hehe #physically as well obvi #selfie

[kyurochurro]

GOOD AFTERNOON!! TODAYS UNI SKETCH IS : a redraw/study/doodle/whateva you wanna call it of this very dapper image of Picard and Data!! first time drawing Picard so I struggled a lil but otherwise I had so much fun drawing Data! :Pc og pic under the cut!

picard you smoke too tough... your swag too different ...

#churro art #my art #digital art #illustration #fanart #star trek #star trek the next generation #star trek tng #jean luc picard #captain picard #picard #data soong #YKNOW FOR THE FIRST TIME DRAIWNG PICARD I ACTUALLY DONT HATE HOW HE LOOKS!!! AHAHA #granted ill prob change my mind when i draw him again and look back on this but SSHSHHS FRO NOW ITS GOOD #AGHHHH i worked on this all throughout my classes bro LOLLL #from 7 am till 2 pm these two were being sketched away at... #no not really this probably took like 2 hours elapsed time i just had a heavy day today so. thats why HSHJASHJKAS #so many homeworks... so little time to take little naps and watch silly space show... #ALSO its my second time drawing Data and even though this is just a doodle im so happy with how his face came out!!!! GRAH 😭😭😭 #the best way to draw a smile that didnt look too ooc was to just mimic the rankin bass smiles #u know the ones the little :3 #ANYWAYS I GTG GOODBYE MORE CLASSES AGH #gotta draw more data

[meowonaise]

apparently today is teto day, so heres a small cover!!

#ive had teto synthv since day one of release but only today i post something with her ^_^ #i do wanna post more covers sometime cuz i make so many o(-< just a silly one for now tho #synthesizer v #synthv #vocaloid #utau #<- not really. but its ok #kasane teto #meowart #meowsic #happy teto day everyone eat your favorite bread as celebration ok. or if u cant just imagine. and smile.

[moeblob]

Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.

Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.

#my characters #waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit #deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee #and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name #deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c #man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while #he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair #ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so #its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons #but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me #and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not #fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew #and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable #while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts #and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed #so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en #so you know maybe its that idk #and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now #and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it #and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad #that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal #and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it #the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer #anyway story time in the tags again #im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note #its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him #he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times #and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea #and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you

[dustofthedailylife]

tw// insecurites, body image struggles, I suppose? I just need to vent, feel free to ignore.

*sigh* istg, I hate summer solely because I'm so insecure about my body. I have a couple of stretch marks on my legs (inner thigh, hips & butt mostly) and rationally I know they're normal but I see them as flaws and am ashamed of them.

Every little bump in my skin overall makes me feel insecure. I think my arms in shirts and dresses look fat and my belly stands out etc.

Rationally, I know it's stupid. Especially since I never notice it about anyone but myself and I'm normal weight (low-key bordered underweight in my teens even and still got stretch marks... thanks genetics...)

I also struggled with my weight a lot during my teens due to bullying and people giving me off-hand comments about my appearance, so ever since every little flaw I see, I think everyone else sees as well and judges me for it.

I know this is only in my head but I can't shake it off and if I could I'd wear baggy hoodies and long pants all year.

#vent #might delete later #I just needed to get it out #on a positive note - there was a pride parade in my city today #and it made me happy to see so many people openly live out their sexualities #there was this one cute gay couple with matching shirts who walked around hand it hand #and they were precious and made me really smile #bless them

[whatthefuckisasweep]

random dump of J&A screencaps i have laying around after watching all 696 eps

#j&a #jake and amir #my screencaps #idk i thought id share if anyone wanted to look at silly little guys today #the one i cant really get over is the Jake smiling one in “camera”... like... he looks so happy.......... he's very content #its so weirdly wholesome #the rest of these in and out of context are just brilliant #i dont know what exactly compels me to take screencaps.... it just happens #i love the expressions amir does hes just so ... expressive. #the stares get me . . . like in the Rock Paper Scissors screencap i have up there #that one gets me every single time #and the one from Bless You... god #okay anyways have a silly rest of your day #ill shush off

[mysteriouswolf]

GUYS.

GIRLS ARE SO PRETTY.

RAKGKAKVAKFKALGKEJ

AESTHETIC ATTRACTION IS REAL AND GODS IT'S AMAZING

#okay okay so guys #I was at the park on the swings singing like I usually fo #and I was feeling really pretty today but its hot as FUCK here so I was kinda all sweaty and my hair was sticking to my face and thej #THIS GIRL WALKS IN AND OMG #SHE WAS GORGEOUS #and the certain songs I were singing were uhhhh...very lesbian #just to clarify #not a lesbian but like I LOVE GIRLS OKAY. AM QUEER. #so then she starts swinging next to me #and I keep stealing glances at her #and I really wanted to tell her how pretty she was but i was SCARED cause one ive been singing love songs and two social interaction = scary #but eventually as I left I told her I loved her hair #AND SHE SMILED AT ME #AND SAID THANK YOU AND JUST SHE LOOKED REALLY HAPPY AND IM JUDT AKGKAKGKAKGA

[possession1981]

#this ended up in my drafts all day i guess but i am so serious when i say that i listened to this the first time while walking through the #supermarket today and it was like entirely embarrassing because i could NOT could. not..... keep myself from smiling the entire time like. #this is sooooooo so good like every time he does a cover and he uses a part of his register that ist constantly tries to suppress #(for whatever reason u know idk wtf is wrong with the heads of people over there but whatever) it makes me so fucking happy #and this is just like. entirely in the lower parts of his range and there's no half whispering and it's just very very extremely fucking #melodic and beautiful and serene and exciting and incredible it makes me feel like i am bouncing around the room it makes me feel like #i am a hyperactive squirrel from an animated movie (i guess if u know which one i'm referencing this is funnier) and it makes me feel mildl #insane also because there is nothing that speaks to me like a voice that really fucking digs itself through my skin and through my arteries #and into the very core parts of my soul do u get it? #anyway! #jacob #the boyz #tbz #mp3 #*up

[fridaynight--saturdaymorning]

Been feeling shocking today like actual pure shit. Even though I’ve been doing all my self care shit like I have just been feeling so fucking bad but yanno what I went on a walk with my headphones on and I don’t feel that much better now but look at all the pretty photos I took! The world is so beautiful maybe tomorrow will be better

#I really have tried and today hasn’t been bad #I’ve just not been feeling my best #I’ve dwelled on a lot of old feelings and memories today and how they’ve affected me #But at the end of the day there is always tomorrow and I can be happy about that #Setting myself realistic goals :) and trying to smile through everything #Thank you if you’ve read this it means more than you could ever understand

[roses-and-tears]

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#I have spent. 8 almost 9 hours resetting my laptop. I chose the option to keep all my files but uninstall apps. and it has been restarting #and installing for almost 9 hours. yeah I get that the process will be long. but ffs #I have been bored the past few hours so I watched the smile movie bc I got reminded of it yesterday #it was pretty bad. the couple gorey scenes towards the end were nice but some of the acting and writing was just terrible #I was also hoping the movie would’ve taken a different turn. I think it would’ve made it more.. idk. I can’t think of the right term.- #-it just would’ve made it better I think. #I’ve also eaten a lot today. more than I usually do. more than I have in months and years and im upset about that. im already bloated. #I hope I don’t work tomorrow. I have to call in in the morning to check. and I don’t mind working but rn I just kind of want to spend the #day relaxing #I’ve spent almost 9 hours on this resetting part. and 4 extra hours trying to simply repair it in restarts #I also need to clean up my room. a lot of it. and clean my pets cage. it’s ant season now and im really stressed about that #the smell of sharpie returns and I am just. overwhelmed. I have 3 days to prepare for my special week long activity and im not happy about- #-that. #I also had some feelings earlier that im stressed over too. #im being vague about that bc i just don’t want to go off about that to everyone #im tired and overwhelmed i just want my laptop to finish resetting so i can stop fretting about this. i want to sleep #im tired. of so much #to delete later

[roselise]

Happy birthday, beautiful fairy! A hundred hugs and a hundred cupcakes for you! 🥰🥳

Aw . .

My friend ~ 🤍 ˚ . 🧸 * ⊹ !!!

What a truly sweet message this is ♡ ♡

In fact this might be the nicest thing I’ve heard all day !!

Cus a hundred hugs and cupcakes is the *best* present ever! How did you know ??

You’re honestly amazing !!

(Especially if they’re strawberry cus strawberry is my absolute favorite !! Vanilla is also good & they gotta have *lots* of pink sprinkles, too! ♡)

Thank you so *so* much! ♡ ♡

Fairy princess Rosy shall now give you a hundred hugs and cupcakes in return! No wait . . a hundred and ten !! So you can have even more hehe :D

Sending lots of love, and happiness your way, my sweet friend! I hope that you take care, and have the nicest day ever ~ !!! XOXO

🤍 ⊹ 🎀 ･ ｡ ♡

♡ ⊹ 🧁 ❄️ ･｡ 🎀 * ⊹ 🤍

#<3 #ask #my sweet friend !! #this was so beautiful i honestly wanted to hold onto it a little longer :’) #you just made me smile so much today <3 #thank you !! #i really appreciate you taking the time to tell me happy birthday !! #and share this with me :D #i send all the love i can in return ! #and pray that you have the happiest & brightest day today ~ !! <333 #:D #xoxo ! <3 #🤍 ⊹ 🎀 ･ ｡ ♡ 🧸

[hightowres]

i had such a nice day today despite being exhausted and lowkey in a bad mood this morning but it was just really nice

#I SUCK AT TRYING TO EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL #the best I can do is say it was really nice #i think I’m lucky with the ppl i’m in a group with for tutorials and placement and stuff #and it’s just such a nice vibe most of the time #everyone’s so lovely and it’s just fun #also my little sister got an offer for her top choice uni and i’m so so proud of her #also next tuesday i’ll see my crush again lol so that’s exciting #i did see a friend today who I haven’t spoken to in literally almost 2 months mostly because it just feels like there’s a weird energy #she did wave at me though and I waved back #but i’m not sure if there was much of a smile like she didn’t look super happy to see me #and she was kind of not a good friend the last time we spoke and then i had to cancel some plans we made and she didn’t respond to my text #so yeah we just haven’t spoken since then #i never really have any like arguments or problems with ppl though #it just is what it is #nadiya.txt

[ljussangen]

I keep remembering how happy my man was when I told him that I am pregnant. :’)

#he was so happy that he video chatted with me lol #we video chat sometimes - mostly we are just in a call (well always we are in a call unless he is working lol) #but I video called him to show him the test and he did it too... he was smiling so much :') #I was nervous to take a test despite us having planned it lol... I was so scared that I was just getting my hopes up. #I had just left his country and would be away for three months :( when my body started feeling really weird #and I wasn't going to take it until later so we were just going to play zomboid together #but then I realized I had to pee so I figured what the heck and took it anyway #a minute or so later I couldn't help but check it and it was positive so I started crying and had to tell him that I took it lol #he was so happy #and he is so happy every day - makes me so happy too lol #sorry for being sappy - there is a lot of american mothers day stuff online today so I keep being reminded

[bobmckenzie]

ok i don't know WHAT kind of brain fart I had but I've been thinking today marks 6 months since I started shipping with Bob... IT'S NOT SIX DLSKJFKSF IT'S EIGHT 😳😳😳 8 MONTHS!!!

so today i learned i don't know how to count but idec bc it's my 8 month bobiversarry lol ❤️

#(sorry there's basically a freaking diary entry in these tags damn) (needed to get my thoughts out ig lol) #i really am so grateful for him and doug. which i get could sound really silly to ppl outside of this community lol #but they've helped me through the past 8 months and have made me smile even when in the worst moods :'3 #even putting the selfshipping aspect of it aside they just make me happy !! #i honestly CANNOT believe its been that long already though... time has freaking FLOWN by since sept #but actually thinking about it in that way makes me oddly motivated? like that post abt how #'the time will pass anyways.' like i could have done A LOT in those 8 months but... i didn't 🧍🏻‍♀️BUT #there's 8 more months right ahead of me to make use of. like i've been really wanting to learn music theory and production #and im scared bc of how much time it will take. but I started studying a few days ago... and in 8 months i'll have 8 months of experience #idk it's just a comforting thought #like maybe even just in 4 months on the one year bobiverssary (lol) i'll be able to look back on today #and be like WOW i learned SO much since then and made so much music etc. just need to manage my time better all around. #bc of course i also need to do my actual JOB aka finish my next novel and prep for selfpub #cause i'm excited but not nearly ready 4 when my current contract ends. idk if it'll get renewed or not but i'm cool w either outcome 🧘🏻‍♀ #UMMM. i didn't expect to ramble that much LMFAO sorry i was caught off guard by the passage of time ! 😳 #peanut butter and jelly donut #caitiechat

[theseancekid]

*screaming from the rooftops* I LOVE MY RP FRIENDS SO FUCKING MUUUUUUUUCH!!!

#idk i’ve been feeling. Weird. on this blog lately like it feels like i miss klaus even though i never really abandoned him #feels like i lost my groove sometimes #but today the rp gods smiled on me and i got replies from all my faves and i just am so happy to be here like i love y’all and i love klaus!

[oatbugs]

i can feel every single nerve and organ and bone inside my body. an exercise in emptiness: what will the next thought in your head be?

#i feel like im going insane . went in the psych department w my friend again i decided to stop hating it for no reason except that its not #maths . why the fuck dont you study ? because the module name starts with a PS ? i need to love it without #feeling shame for myself . i feel like im gonna get into trouble with my university for prying open locked automatic doors at 1 AM but its #alright (that building is haunted anyway). its not about him but it is but it really isnt its about everything it means its about the way i #cant cry for myself the way i used to its the sadness and happiness and that im turning 20 soon and im going a little insane but im shocked #that i still have friends i love im shocked that i am loved im shocked that i dont feel disgusted thinking about him yet #(and ill look for a man to turn me into a hare just like you did when you did what you did) #when alt j 3ww said . f5 f6 f6 f5 f5 #i constantly feel like my chest is about to explode and i have no idea why its a physical pain its great and also horrible #id like to rip out my ribcage and put a bird and some flowers inside it id like to rip out my sternum and pierce the thoughts with it #4 43 AM i have an exam about brains i stared at a vintage photo of a brain pinned and labelled i learned the names and positions of sulci #im learning about magic (action potentials) and gates inside your brain and every day i learn how hard your body tries to keep you alive #(his lips turn sharp when he smiles) (choking on flowers and music and fear) (feel every feeling inside my throat feel metal at the back #of my head) (i miss your hard edges i miss your bone marrow) #hypothesis : perhaps if i put my lips on someone elses lips and i dont let go of them for a few hours ill be okay #needle (sharp like the spice in what i made you) shooting 5 mg of haldol straight into the hypothalamus . gave myself a concussion and #since that night my head has been blooming . the violin today felt like liquid gold . moderato - spiritoso - the bow turned my heart inside #out . id like to scream and i have no idea why but one day i will turn my vertebrae into a bouquet of flowers for you all. #yesterday my boy with the beautiful hair looked at me and held me tight enough that i heard his heartbeat (or maybe it was mine) #for a second or two and i wish i could lean on him for this except his heart has been crushed by the mathematician discerning eyes #for a while and a half . #dyed your hair red i dyed your hair brown youre on my bed and your hand touches my hand and every day i am amazed by the way your mind #turns my guts and my heart inside out #for a second or two and i wish i could lean on his bony shoulders for this except his lungs have filled with water #for a while and a half . dyed your hair red i dyed your hair brown youre on my bed i stare at the grace of her hands you are evidence #that angels and pomegranate seeds and create the economist of our dreams . game theory and good actions by any other name . #she makes the sound the sea makes knee deep in the north sea