#just pretend theyre still there lol

[dungeons-and-dragon-age]

Sum Hawke kimsses <3

#well deserved postgame fluff <3 #once again practice that got out of hand gjsgdkd #i think they turned out nice tho :] #cant decide if i like the colored or uncolored ones more so i just put both here lol #also please ignore that fenris and belas hair looks different every time i draw them <3 #fenris #isabela #oc: liam hawke #oc: lilian hawke #my ocs #my art #maybe shouldve given liam more greys cos this dude starts greying by act 3 already jdfjksd #lilian gets em later but her hair looked so empty and i think she deserves some grey streaks (bela too <3 #also fenris did have ear piercings but it was distracting to have so much shinies in one area so i removed them #just pretend theyre still there lol

[oceanwithouthermoon]

i think its weird that i have to make this disclaimer but the internet is crazy so wtvr,, anyway,,

if i say i dont like something, that doesnt mean "that thing is bad and nobody should post it.."

i swear literally every time i even mention that i dislike something, people will go "wow does that mean u fucking hate me cuz i post that thing? ur a fucking stupid bitch and all ur opinions r wrong" LIKE ?? er.. no. just because i say i dont like certain characterizations of certain characters (the saiki k fandom is CRAZY about this cuz i can state an opinion on literally any character and a group of people will still go 'well only we're allowed to post our opinions about them because we're always right!1!1!'), or certain ship tropes (mentioned my hatred of toxic yaoi maybe once or twice on here months ago and people STILL get mad at me as if i said toxic yaoi lovers r evil or something), or certain ships, or WHATEVER, does not mean that i HATE the people who are posting them or that i think they shouldnt post them at all, NO, im just posting about my personal tastes on my personal blog and it would be extremely weird and hypocritical if i decided that i was the ONLY person that was allowed to do that,,

i think the only reason people assume that is because there are a lot of other people on here who ARE like that, and a lot of people toe the line between posting that they dont like something and posting that they think everyone who likes that thing is stupid, annoying, and wrong,, so i guess all i can say is, sorry for whatever made you make these assumptions but they arent true about me so plz leave me alone ʘ‿ʘ ur doing the same thing to me that ur accusing me of but i didnt do it in the first place so ur just actively being a dick for no reason

#crazy that the mindset some people on here have is that theyre the only ones allowed to post their opinions #ive repeated this a lot on this blog but i rlly think people forget that the person on the other side of the screen is in fact a person #if ur harassing people and publicly making fun of them then ur just as bad as any real life bully #that shit isnt as funny or harmless as u like to pretend it is #not once have i ever targetted anyone or went on someones blog to harass them over my opinion #yet people think its fine to do the same to me and treat it as if its like. revenge or something #like ? me saying 'i dont like toxic yaoi' is not equivalent to someone going on someone elses page and going 'how tf do u like toxic yaoi' #I DONT CARE !! all ive ever done is sit in my own little bubble and had opinions and that makes people mad #honestly though the people who will publicly talk and post abt it are significantly meaner #and i want to act like im not bothered by it because i know most of them r just angry that someone has a different opinion #and they want all their followers to bandwagon off of them (idk why maybe for validation or whatever-same reasons anyone would bully) #but seriously if u actually do think that something i said was out of line and crossed thise boundaries- just fucking tell me ? #im a person bro. ur solution to disagreeing with me shouldnt be 'lol im gonna post abt this and make everyone harass them' #have a conversation with me dude i dont bite ? if u cant talk to me like a person then just dont fucking say anything wtf #its so cowardly to be like 'well no i didnt wanna say anything to u cuz i didnt wanna be rude.. so instead i publicly made fun of u!' #LIKE WHATTTT STOPPPPP </3333 #ok anyway this post wasnt supposed to get THAT serious. #MY POINT IS just be considerate of other people and dont base ur hatred off of assumptions #ur deflecting the blame onto someone else because u dont want to admit that ur just a fucking bully lol #being inconsiderate on here is something ive also been guilty of back when i first joined the fandom and was clueless #but grown ass adults who have been on here way longer r still doing that shit which is crazy #and i cant say anything because they have so much leverage over me and idk if its on purpose or if they dont even realize #ok im putting fandom tags cuz i want people to see this sorry. this is my one post thats actually targetted but its at a lot of people #so if u look at this and think 'hey i do that' pls evaluate urself<3 #i mean its also targetted at everyone who does this anonomously so i dont know who it is OKOK IM DONE BYE SORRY HOPE THIS IS UNDERSTANDABLE #watch nobody read this fr #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #meows post

[bmpmp3]

fish......

#art #traditional art #watercolour #embroidery thread #oc art #ocs #oc group: unsorted #oc: unnamed #i gotta name him. my guy whos secretly a school of fish pretending to be human #this was another study i made for class along with a few other doodles of this guy. then i got kinda roasted by my TAs lol #wasnt their fault i think they were just tired and stressed. plus theyre like the same age as me. i know what its like being 25 LOL #it did discourage me a lot in the moment because despite the everything about me thats probably apparent both through my blog and irl #i keep my art passions really REALLY closed off irl LOL so at the time i was like just barely stepping my toe out and showing my truth: #that all i do all day is draw dorky oc stuff HDKJSDS i did kinda immediately get called cringe in all but the actual word orz #it was a bummer but i think i feel better about it now. especially because again my TAs are the same age as me or younger than me #and im not gonna let a 25 year old calling me cringe get me in my head HKFSKJFDSd plus again i think they were just stressed and in a mood #because other times theyve been chill even when giving a harsh critiques so it mightve just been like. something in the air #but you know. isnt that a bit of a milestone in its own right. being called cringe in your fine arts class critique <3 #but i still like my funny guy from my dream. hes just a normal ass looking guy. who is made of fish :)

[lobotomyladylives]

people often assume when we all go out together that I'm my half brothers mom (I'm 20 years older than him) & that his parents are his grandparents & it's so funny bc I know it bothers them. old ass idiots

#my dad was 49 & his wife was 45 when they had him #the story behind his birth is actually extremely fucked up like everything else about their relationship #so my dad left her like a million times to try to go back to my mom (who kept telling him no unless he sorted out his issues) then he #would always run right back to her & she always took him back. anyways i guess he said smth along the lines of #''my wife (he was still married to my mom) will always be the love of my life bc shes the mother of my kids'' #and...she went off bc & on fertility treatments without telling him. then shes pregnant & he is still saying he wants to come back to us #so she said he will never see their kid & her son from a previous marraige THREATENED MY DAD AT GUNPOINT #and said if you ever leave my mom again ill fucking kill yoi #so then the divorce was finalized & they got married & my half brother was born. rest is history #for the record i dont feel sorry for my dad at all it was his fault too. the fucking hypocrite was having sex before marriage #and he knew she was nuts & far too attached to her #what a fucking idiot. all he had to do was get on meds & in therapy & admit he was wrong & he could have stayed with us #but he needed constant validation & to be in charge of everything & thats what his new wife gives him. she converted to his cult & now they #raise my brother in it. and she just does whatever my dad wants & lets him treat her like shit. i would actually feel sorry for her if sh #if she werent such a fucking awful person. and she tries to be all nicey nice w/us despite being a literal homewrecker. #and doing things like telling my dad he cant spend more than 50 dollars per year on each of us #while having him buy her a third car & a 1500 dollar fur coat. lol #theyre so much better off financially than us that its unreal. my mom doesnt get a penny despite how much we are struggling #but if i want a relationship with my half brother i just have to pretend none of this is weird or wrong. #anyways i just hope he never finds out the circumstances of his birth bc god can you fucking imagine

[dishsaop]

does anyone have recommendations for fictional media that has like. actual lesbians in it. not like supergirl Two White Skinny Girls, One Blonde and One Brunette Kiss media, or "its implied lesbianism!!!" but just regular fucking lesbians

#i say lesbians but i guess i mean sapphic #im just like. tired of gnawing #and of men also. sorry men in my life i love you but on god if i have to pretend one more man is butch just to get #content that isnt m/m or m/f im going to turn into a horse and run into the wilderness until im saved from the glue factory by a plucky #young woman except instead of letting her have her formative summer where she trains me and bonds w me and wins a competition w me #im going to commit horse suicide in front of her & change her life forever. just because im so tired of bland CW-marketable women kissing & #digging for scraps in a refuse bin while brushing aside 7002993829292929939292929399394 gay and het romances #m text #i will also take nonfictional lesbians if its like a story #not to be whiny on main but one of the hardest hurdles i had to jump wasnt realizing i was a lesbian. i came out to myself and to friends a #lesbian multiple times. but i would always walk it back when a friend would express doubt or a male friend would ask me out #bc i dont and especially then didnt know very many lesbians in person. and so i had to turn to examples #and all i fucking had were fictional women who liked men. or fictional lesbians who were so cleaned and sanitized and prettified #(you all know what i mean right. the 2 skinny white girls one blonde one brunette. im not crazy right) #and i would be like. i dont feel things when i look at these fictional lesbians so i guess i belong back here #(this is also bc my gender ended up being fuckier than i realized but shhhhh) #I WAS GOING SOMEWHERE WITH THESE TAGS but theyre too long and im lost. #anyway the point is if people werent so fucking weird abt fictional or onscreen lesbians maybe thered be a lot more people comfortable bein #out as lesbian #like sorry but this awful ouroboros of 'all lesbians onscreen have to be cute and sanitized' meaning that people write and believe wlw has #to be cute and pure and sanitized (OR a 'badge of honor' bc good for u u doodled two women together or had it as a background in ur fic) #meaning that therefore all portrayals of lesbianism continue to be like this. is just #and im also gonna be honest theres probably a lot of good sapphic media im just in the wrong circles to have stumbled into lol. so #yknow. personal viewer bias here #but i still like swing wildly between overly brandishing my dykeness as a badge to feel like im proving im lesbian #and like. backing up under a blanket bc i dont wanna be weird or annoying or freak people out #but if people just Saw Normal Ass Lesbians. aough. #im going to watch revolutionary girl utena one of these days even if i struggled w the writing style the first few episodes #I JUST WANNA SEE AN OLD BUTCH ONSCREEN GET SOME PUSSY. #like it also doesnt help im mostly femme4butch so seeing 2 femmes on screen is like. okay cool so what. but only femmes are 'marketable'

[silenthillbunni]

🧸🧃⛈️

#so like late last night i started to get rlly panicky nd upset #bc it's v much looking like im gnna fail my english class. i need to be done next wednesday which means i need to work rlly hard #nd go to school extra to have a presentation nd do tests etc etc #nd im still in pain after surgery nd im rlly depressed bc of my physical health so i just dont think i can be strong nd make it this time #in my almost breakdown i wrote a self referral to the clinic/psych department for personality disorders.... #it usually takes them around 2 days to answer you but this time at like 8am they sent me a message AND called me #(i think. im not certain it's them bc i havent checked the voice message or the reply lmaooo. but it should be them) #the thing abt having avpd is now im immediately stressed af nd i regret sending it. i donr wanna check their reply #also it might be bc i wrote a lot abt killing myseld etc etc nd now im worried theyre gnna be like girlie get checked in!!!! lol T-T #i just needed to be very clear nd act frsutrted nd desperate bc i have never gotten treatment in 10yrs nd im TIRED!!!! #my initial reaction is to avoid at all costs nd just pull my covers above my head nd pretend like i dont have to check their reply lol #i dont wannaaaaaa. i take it back i dont want help!!! its fine i dont wanna try or work hard let me rot #why did i do this!!!!! fml. anyway... i'll check later today bc since its early i can still use the excuse of sleepinf thru the days #many ppl working w mentally ill ppl understand that it's normal actually to switch the day around nd sleep during the days sksksk #but also i have no idea how many typos r in here bc im not wearing my glasses whoopsie #yeah.. anyway im gonna try to go back to sleep nd not think abt it #hopefully it wasnt even them calling 🤡 i know i HAVE to check later but not now i can take a few hours #then today i need to figure out if im gnna make one last attempt w my eng class or give up idk what to do

[thepartyishere]

Atsushi and Junichiro are each others emotional support people and they're always lowkey cuddling. Maybe they're not even romantic, just both incredibly touchy and bonded through trauma at the agency and being the same age.

#taniatsu #naomi and atsushi become best friends too bc theyd both kill for junichiro #she made him nervous at first and he still doesnt really understand her but he understands caring about junichiro #i dont love naomi or the tanizaki incest situation but i also don't want to just ignore her idk #so we'll all pretend theyre normal for a sec lol #bungou stray dogs #slippery slimey #theyre always like sharing a chair and its so normal to the agency

[spider-man-2o99]

hehee.i unnersand it all now.

#talking tag #spider-man #atsv #across the spider-verse #atsv spoilers #? in tags. maybe. #well. most accurately just Speculation since its still not out yet lmao #sony always put the climax in the trailer. Every Single Time they do it lol #they spoil their own films like it’s their Job to. and they GET AWAY W/ IT... #but. ANYWAYS lol. #everything we're seeing so far w/ the gwiles romeo-juliet Thing PLUS that ''you don't know what you're doing'' line from mig? #dude im. like. pretty solidly sure migs plots gonna be that he thinks theyre gonna get either themselves or others killed acting selfishly #(’’selfishly’’ in quotes as his guilt complex is not my guilt complex thanku) #’cause with how much gwen’s (and /jeff’s!!!!/) mortality is Seemingly being brought 2 our attention right b4 the film drops... #it is not for No Reason. #maybe tjat reason is fenuinely jonest to fod just Stir Jype Fet Butts In Seats #sorry. *maybe that reason is genuinely honest-to-god just Stir Hype Get Butts In Seats Come Junetime. idk. idk. #but. oy. freakin.. gimme this. if the Cracks have been showingfor months just pretend they have not been. thanks. #ANYWAYS I KNOW HOW MIGUEL THINKS & IF THE MOVIE MADE BY PEOPLE WHO HAVE ZERO OBLIGATION 2 ME IS BAD I BLOW UP THE SUN. #<- person who is well-adjusted and can be trusted inside all movie theaters i prommy

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Boruto things that made me lose my mind (ep 62-93):

Sasuke: I'm taking boruto onto the battlefield with me ✌️

Naruto @ boruto: sorry for treating u like a child and not a child soldier

Shikadai: *worried abt his friend boruto* shikamaru: yea I was the same abt naruto (no. Ur son is worried abt his friend. U were worried abt ur pride. Don't pretend u and naruto were friends)

Shout out to Boruto's 2 daddies for allowing their son to kill a God at age 12

What the fuck am I supposed to feel abt gender fluid orochimaru???

Last week boruto killed a God, this week a sleazy actor creeps on chocho... and he really looks like an adult...

Boruto writers: chocho is beautiful just the way she is... but we will continue to use her weight as a joke

I hate every member of team 5 in both personality and character design

Mitsuki @ orochimaru: it doesn't matter if you're my mother or father. As long as I kno ur essence, that's what matters (...ok but I cannot fathom the implication that orochimaru's essence is anything but evil)

The only personal items in Mitsuki's house are pill bottles and a framed photo of boruto beside his bed. That's pretty unnerving.

I think it says a lot about that those 2 horrible old advisors r still around and their opinions still hold weight. If I were naruto, I would not let them back in the office. Ever. Like bro they were instrumental in ur mistreatment

Suigetsu: that's LORD orochimaru! (Dude y r u putting respect on his name? Didn't he keep u locked naked in a tube at one point?)

The white snake sage has the fucking goofiest accent in the English dub

...boruto made as summoning contract with a giant snake... but instead of summoning him from a snake realm... I think the snake burrowed into his soul? Bc the snake is showing up in the same internal place as kurama does for naruto. Weird.

Mitsuki is the most gay

Boruto @ villian with pulsating mass attached to his chest: how did u get that heart?! (Boruto what the fuck do u think a heart looks like????)

#its so frustrating bc boruto is a show for lil babies. there is no subtly at all #they have to bash u over the head with what they want u to kno #and there r some interesting ideas theyre playing with. bc u have the modernisation of the world #and turning away from being shinobi so u get this weird reverence for what shinobi were and anger that the kids didnt grow up in war #it feels like a very modern anger. which is really interesting but im not sure how much theyre going to play with that #but idk naruto is still infuriatingly like sad to me. my boy is so tired #also i think boruto should grow up to b a therapist bc hes emotionally intelligent and likes to help ppl when he can get over himself #idk im a boruto apologist lol for the boy and the show. i guess. i like the boy. the show is a cursed timeline but i dont hate it yet lol #Anytime ppl r like: oh lord 7th!!! i get so mad tho. like fuck off #also is shikamaru still friends with choji??? did u just drop that friendship dude? bc it feels like theyre pretending shikamaru and naruto #were like friends. which. hah no #anyway. i wanna kno whats up with borutos eye. i want the alien bullshit #i like that he killed a god. that is fucking desturbing and i love #naruto #boruto #naruto ramblings

[maliciousalice]

#straight up hate some users on here and Im sadly considering unfollowing people/ mutuals simply because those peoples posts are so extensive #yeah i could block that person and mute tags but i still see their content and activity on MY feed #I wish I could keep my mutuals posts without seeing the other people they interact with in the fandom lol #its actually making me feel sick #hate this site #vent post but im so fucking tired of yappy dogs acting above others here and pretending to be sweet as pie when really theyre not #its not just one person either but there is defs a pyramid and are cliques that i have observed

[summerendroll]

im thinking about tehanu again

#my reading for lesbian class as i shall hereforth refer to it said smth abt how trying to approach conflict with violent #is seen by the authors as a patriarchal form of control and it made me think abt smth i read from le guin abt wanting woman protags and #heroes who arent just women in the roles of men and i was like skeptical of it i was like #does she mean women cant like fight or smth and i think tbh it cld be worth digging deeper into what she said bc idr exact quote #but rn im thinking she probably meant. along these lines #but i think. what i didnt really realize st the time i read the le guin piece im thinking of. #that she might be referring to like. making women knights and whatever in a very patriarchal world without examining what that really #entails like pretending ur world isnt misogynistic in x way without actually thinking too hard and doing very much to show this #u know? i think like for example. tamora pierces lionness books i liked in middle school theyre a whole thing to get into for several #reasons all by themselves LOL but the books r abt women heroes while writing within the familiar framework of a misogynistic world and what #it meant for whatever-her-name-is to become a woman knight after shes outed or whatever #idk id im actually getting to the point of my thoughts here LMAO im still. doing homework #but like anyways tehanus examination of the earthsea world le guin had subconsciously made so deeply misogynistic #is still really neat. i think that le guins right and that just going look the girls can be the hero swords wielder too! arent the only or #even always the best way to show that ‘girls can be heroes too’ idea

[gutsfics]

I’m just curious, I’ve seen you mention Mormons a couple times (something about Nia too that I forgot) and I’m curious if you’re like, post/ex Mormon or Mormon-adjacent or something? Bc I am… idk it’s complicated lmao spiritually/mentally out, but physically halfway in, I guess? So I was just wondering, hope you don’t mind!

Feel free to ignore this if it makes you uncomfortable

ex mormon baybee!!!!!!!! baptised at eight & everything

long story somewhat short is that me & my immedeate family left the church when i was like 12 when my dad came out as gay, but i personally specifically didnt go to church much before that bc my Neurodivergencies made it hard so my parents basically gave up on trying to wrangle me every time id have a meltdown about it (long and boring + uncomfortable clothes i hate = disaster for the undiagnosed adhd trans egg and his parents) so its not like i was too indocternated in the church & all in all i came out surprisingly (but not completely) unscathed. i hear stuff from when my parents were younger and im like "fucking WHAT" like all of the time

but like it was still a big enough thing in my life for me to hc characters (modern!Nia) or see paralells in media (the church of Helios) or even write my own characters as ex-mormon (HWU!Avalon)

so me mentioning mormonism is kinda like 50/50 dunking on the old religion / feeling empathy for ppl that are stuck in a place that is not right for them. maybe more like 40/60, it really depends on what im talking about

#i do *occasionally* still do church stuff but its mostly limited to tuning out the livestream of the sacrement meetings #that my granpa & aunt play for my granma while theyre actually at church & then skedaddling it outta there when the relief society shows up #but thats Only when im visting my grandparents & we live a few states away so its not that often #(im gonna be honest i dont think my granma gives a shit about listening to the service shes mostly deaf) #(+ my mom said she pretends to fall asleep so the relief society ladies will leave faster) #(sometimes it works sometimes they leave my granma's room and start talking to Us) #(i think one of them might have seen a sexy guy image over my shoulder while i was scrolling tumblr once) #(i wasnt sitting in a way to intentionally give her a peek but my mom said shes kinda nosy & she left pretty quickly after that lol lmao) #(it wasnt even that scandelous he was just in a sexy outfit)

[rosykims]

the elspethian conundruum of conscripting the son of ur family's murderer in the hopes he dies horribly during his joining bc u want vengeance and yet are too self righteous to kill him yourself. ofc you're also not actually altruistic enough to let him go so you just pray to the maker it goes sideways and then it DOESNT and now you have to sit with the knowledge that u are a bad person for wanting him dead while he fucks around and raids the larder of Your castle bc he infuriatingly knows it better than you do. and you guys are literally platonic soulmates btw <3

#tay plays dao #oc: elspeth #obviously i have considered making them have a Thing either unrequited or like an ex betrothal pre blight or whatever #bc i feel like 90% of us have done that <3 #but eh i honestly dont see it. i dont think they ever have feelings for each other #i DO think their families might have been in talks for something to happen once upon a time. but i think nate disliked her immediately #(or maybe he just knew thomas was interested? IDK WE'RE SPITBALLING HERE LADS) #and the idea quickly fell apart lol #mostly they are just. wayyyyyyy too alike #too grim and jaded and short on patience. i think elles needs alistair so badly #bc he is the one person who can still make her smile and laugh and see the good things if life the way nobody else can #but nate is so good for her as a friend/second in command #once get past the howe/cousland thing theyre so in agreement on stuff. but she can also trust him to call her out on stuff #whereas alistair is too nice lol #anyway. im using all of my remaining brainpower to ignore canon and pretend nathaniel is hawke's warden contact #instead of fucking stroud 😭😭😭

[marklikely]

its really nice being a horror fan tbh if only because most of the complaints i see online about Movies These Days just don't really apply to the movies i watch at all

#like oh you're sick of things being edgeless and watered down and family friendly for maximum appeal? #i won't pretend that's not an issue in the rest of the industry but. yeah almost nothing i watch is like that #even teen horror still tries to keep its edge and have some kind of commentary #we also have way more midbudget and lower budget movies like sure there are some tentpoles but its way less common #two of the most anticipated horrors from 2023 so far were indie projects. one was so low budget that it was just pictures of walls. #and our tentpoles are kind of predicated on going bigger and more insane. not toning it down #theyre still usually pretty bad though lol eye contact with halloween ends and scrim 6 #but one thing you can't say about them is that they were boring and pandering to fan service #idk its nice enjoying the one genre that the walt disney company wouldnt touch with a 100 ft pole #avpost #now. we do have the problem with cgi taking over but it is to a lesser extent bc most horror directors love practical effects #and we do also have the remake problem. but that goes back to like literally the 1800s #the second horror movie ever made was a remake of the first horror movie ever made and that set the stage for the rest of the genre

[dreamcast-official]

hey guess who got broken up with first thing in the morning WOO GO TEAM

#i cant even say im that upset i knew this was coming. STILL THOUGH. #just. yeah no matter how hard i tried i just couldnt fix tje problems that were there. problems that were my fault btw lol #i feel awful. genuinely i feel horrible but it'll pass #they were very nice about it and we're going to stay friends bc theyre genuinely a lovely person #but i cant. pretend that im not hurt yknow? #this was like. two years of my life. they were the most important thing to me #they still kinda are so i gotta. work on that. #IDK THIS JUST SUCKS BC ITS NOT LIKE THEYRE IN THE WRONG AND ITS NOT LIKE IM IN THE WRONG (EVEN THO IT WAS MY FAULT) #SO I DONT KNOW WHERE TO DIRECT THIS HURT #IM JUST. I #UGH #anyway lol.

[arolesbianism]

Almost got too comfortable with liking a whole 3 25ji originals and tried listening to a 25ji cover playlist before I remembered that I do indeed still very much not like a good 99% of their covers

#rat rambles #sekai posting #samsa has become one of my favorite sekai songs period and bug and inanndesu are both alas absolute bangers #but one of those is hard carried by the story its tied to and the other is bug so it just kinda plain goes hard #but fr they sound sooooo fucking good in zamuza and the lyricssssss god #songs that hit harder if I close my eyes and pretend its more abt kanade than it actually is #Id be lying tho if I said that they dont sound good in inandesu #like bro it doesnt deserve to be in my top ten sekai songs but it still is so #like it goes hard they sound good miku sounds good the event is one of my favorite sekai events its so unfair #y'know truly these three songs are representative of my relationship with 25ji as a whole if you think abt it fndjfbdh #I went into bug not expecting it to go so hard zamuza hit me hard but took a lil while to appreciate the other members in it and inandesu #stuck in my brain against my will #and mizuki fits into this cause theyre the only 25ji member that isnt tied for my favorite sekai character lol #like look they have good originals. just none that I like the group cover or even the misuki solo of #like lower is pretty good. I hate the 25ji version tho #idk maybe Ill like kitty more in the future if I end up giving it more of a chance but it doesnt rly call to me rn #also on a almost related note god I wish I could like the vbs version of hitsuji ga ippiki more but idk why it just does not click with me #idk if its just me liking the vocaloid version too much or if the boys bring it down that much for me but smth abt it man idk #speaking of the guys rip to akito for not getting the yy solo he desperately needed #bro is doomed to only have one good solo til the end of time </3 #like Im happy for an but man I wish all of them got yy solos they all sound soooo good in that cover #also give me shanti solos because I wanna like vbs shanti soooo bad but smth abt it doesnt click in the way I want it to #also delete vbs egoist from the game thanks <3