#jst interesting

[beescake]

The Sollux expressions are so sweet!!! Why's he crying in the last one?

your ask is 2mths old so sorry aghk 👁️

basically the answer is that i draw expressions reflecting my mood arnd that character LOL

#thanks for ur interest :} the alternate answer wld be that space feels infinitely colder after losing someone close 2 u #i have a few more srclinks i wanna add to the solpost but arghh ive scattered them everywhere . ill pop em in once i find em #ask #anon #homestuck #karkat vantas #aradia megido #sollux captor #arapostings #2024 #vioart #+ going on tentative break for now be back in a bit hm maybe earlier if i can manage the anxiety palpitations before then #if u see my main poking around (@hivepixels) do not be alarmed #ik some ppl might be spooked by it.. isoke fear not. im jst an ant peeking thru ur aisles collecting crumbs for my house

[seraphiism]

𓆩 ღ 𓆪 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐆𝐄 !

chara : alhaitham fandom : genshin impact

alhaitham, light of your life, absolutely normal scribe, feeble scholar, very average person, is not the nicest man you know, nor is he the rudest. he is also the strangest yet simultaneously ordinary person you know, and you are not sure how you feel about that.

so is it weird that he's at your doorstep, bouquet in hand? yes. a little bit.

a lot, actually.

you stare blankly at him, meet his deadpan expression head on. you are not sure what to say. are you flattered? yes, absolutely. but you are also more stunned than anything.

"alhaitham," you finally speak up, eyebrow raised at his silence as he offers the flowers without a single greeting or explanation, "you, uh--" you want to say he's not very good at this, because in your defense, he literally has not said anything to you. you choose otherwise, however, opt for a gentle smile that his stoic expression seemingly softens at. "hello to you, too."

"good morning." his gaze shifts between you and the flowers. "i don't like having my hands full."

"figuratively, i thought."

he shrugs, gestures you to take the bouquet.

"and physically."

there's a slight curve of the lips when he hears your laughter, a wave of relief washing over him when you accept the gift. he clears his throat loudly, thinks to excuse himself from your presence, but you are quick to invite him inside, offer safe harbor from pointless interactions and meaningless conversations.

no, alhaitham is not very good at this whole courting ordeal, you think, swatting his arm lightly with the bouquet, but you both love it all the more.

#genshin impact x reader #alhaitham x reader #alhaitham is so Regular but also not . i just know this is canon #here's smth short bc i spent forever doing a discussion and need smth fun to write <3 #i jst think his dynamic with reader is 'i am interested in you and you will know it . accept these flowers or else' and reader is just like #'um . okay ( affectionate )' #.: writing

[mxi-88]

just read ch285..... hear me out

#100k vinezeze slowburn in my head wen i know nishi sensei jst threw them in stuco to keep them relevant but unimportant like nafra & ronove #.log #mairimashita! iruma kun #mairuma #vine garson #zeze zepar #welcome to demon school iruma kun #m!ik #mairimashita! iruma-kun #fanart #B #im so serious abt vine liek u dont even know... iruma is his gay awakening but he needs a new love interest stat

[odd-critter]

i check the crashbox tag occasionally like im returning to a garden to see if anything has sprouted

#jst rambling #crashbox #grrrr i havent drawn them in so long #Sorry!!!! new interests come at me like an axe to the head

[lemongogo]

cant describe how nice it feels 2 see canon!vash again after bejng surrounded by fanon for days. its like waking uo from a nightmare . trimax vash my fresh glass of water

#went back to some random chapter in the manga n i love him so much #everytnjng ab him jn trimax is just so wholly n truly him. #i dont necessarily hate fanon for fanonsake per say #but i saw a rb today thats said smt smt like : i prefer when people stay true to canon content #and work around that and its limitations bc its so interesting to see the story As it exists ans how you can interact w all of its poeces #pieces* as opposed to reimagining smth so completely that you inevitably change core components of Who characters are or why they are that w #way #so idont mean for this to sound like . boo fanon blows bc i definitely pick and choose things ab my fav charas all the time #but trimax vash is jst The perfect iteration of him in my mind. the og . the blueprint . my 1 and only #trigun #vash #trigun maximum #like yk when you havent read the source material in a while #and u only rly see like . other ppls interpretations of ur fav chara #its like a mountain of minute differences that gradually water them down #and ur like hmm maybe im like indifferent ab them.and then u go back to the source n its like nonavtually they r my everytbing j still love #them . heart emoji. v . ❤️

[arsenicflame]

(bonus round! put in the tags how old you are <3)

#also tell me about them i want to hear about ur friends.... what kind of creature are they..... #im jst real interested! most of the people i know dont but i know its not uncommon! my mum still has all her teddies up in her room #i voted yes but its probably technically the no; but option jdjdjd- i had a couple of the exact same bear and when i was like. 7 i switched #over to mark 2 bc the first guy (who i had since i was. 4 months old) was getting Real worn #mark 2 is getting real worn now too i need to repair him.... #i bought myself a new one when i saw one on ebay a couple years back but im not sure i could change over at this point..... #his name is mr bear and he goes everywhere with me :) #and i am 22 #nyxtalks #poll #teddy bear #stuffed animals #plush toy

[batz]

i think my problem with the current state of gorillaz is that its like. Too fanservice-y? like idk plastic beach was definitely like a Lot of fanservice a Lot of angst and melodrama but it was a Lot more bearable than whatevers happening during cracker island

but i still dont rlly know why i dislike the story to cracker island and song machine for the same reasons i Liked plastic beach :\

#frank.txt #im honestly confused n think abt it a lot whwnever i have Gorillaz On Da Brain #tbh i disliked song machines story but its a Good album like i feel like the music kinda saved it for me #but i have low hopes for cracker island bc silent running and . the song cracker island are like the Only songs i like so far #i rlly hope i like oil... a good stevie nicks moment... #u know the worst part? im gonna buy cracker island on vinyl like. regardless of my opinions on it LMAO #u kno its a special interest tht i love n cherish dearly when im jst a Huge fuckn hater abt it #gorillaz

[skunkes]

re: that fly in the wall post... I've been best friends with a guy for 5 years and we talk nearly every day and even I don't know what it is we talk about

i have a best friend of 10 yrs idk what we talk abt either

#anonymous #skunk mail #gonna ramble here its why i both do and dont want more friends? #bc u need more ppl to fill in those gaps of time and such #but like i also said in that post i feel ill never be happy bc things always jst seem better frm the outside #i want friends...but i have a few and its nit the same from the inside #maybe its bc I haven't found the right ones ? idk what it looks like to have good friendships? #i make friends and see them have more fun with others which makes sense bc im boring so its fine and understandable #and so its like. will i find that? or is it always jst gonna feel different when im in it... idk! #its hard to be someone stupid with 0 interests or personality

[aelyosos]

it’s wanting to talk abt ocean hrs again 🫠

#sam.txt #oc talk: ocean #except !! i don’t kno how ?? as in . i’m jst feeling fkn shy again #esp lately i feel annoying abt him #like i feel i should make diff oc’s or move on or whatever #but it’s so hard for me to make (new) oc’s !!! there’s always tears involved tbh lmao #actually now that i think abt it i cried quite a few times during ocean’s creative process too #but anyway . idk what the point of this post was any more other than trying to coax myself to b more open again 😪 #also jst wanted to thank any1 who has shown interest in him at all !!!! thank you 💛

[pogasm]

i wish i could be like. very autistically honest w people sometimes

#like i wish i cld jst. SAY what i rlly mean #but things like that will always b seen as like. too intimate for the situation??? #like idk i have a lot of affection for ppl i like but when i try to express that it comes off as romantic interest #like when i say i like being close to you and touching u nd shit like that. it jst means that. it doesn’t mean i wanna fuck u #and that just like. makes me come off as a very flirty person in general when that’s honestly jst how i am #and so. to combat that i try to be very cold in rships so they don’t think i want them #and it’s like. i cant express my true feelings ab someone bc i know i’ll be misunderstood #idk most of the time i just feel like i’m speaking a diff language frm everyone #like everything i ever say will always be misunderstood. so i jst. don’t say things #if i cant express m’y feelings without them being seen for what they are then i just…. wont express them #anyone else do this or is it jst me😂😂😂😂😂

[chryzure]

okay actually you guys can’t complain abt my new kpop group because i have truly never felt more healed. i didn’t think abt caraval for a week & when i did it was abt juliett & aurora / azure friendship. it was so nice….

#memorie.txt #ev*j*cks fans showed up in my recommended and it didn’t even register because i was too busy looking for wei gifs #also i’m like wow how many wei songs can be chryzurecoded if i Rlly force them to be.. having a very good time!! #nobody is complaining i jst feel the need to defend myself because i feel like i annoy ppl whenever i get a new interest 🤕

[chryzuree]

good night, auroreline nation 🫡 💤

#a.mine #i should draw deliluc tomorrow.. plus emery bc now she’s down a gf. i’m sorry girl you’re too interesting for eva #so now you jst have to watch your ex kiss your dumbass vampire best friend

[flotsamii]

trying to. draw. to make my portfolio less. *pokes it with a stick the way a 7 year old would a dead animal* and its. all i can do is draw myself suffering while trying. to draw. #evil

#ive been waiting for ages for a zine im interested in to spring up and i finally found ne and contributer apps open oct 4 and my potfolio is #neither recent nor up to date with my current skill. plus ive jst missed drawing but ughghghghghhghghldkgjsdfknl a;k #art tag

[astuteobservations]

I fear I am exhibiting depressive qualities

#is it true that I'm due for my period soon? yes #it's jst that i have no interest in Anything anymore :( #im not even sad per se #I'm bored and uninterested in anything. in daily tasks in finding a job in doing the things i enjoy (making art) #whats confusing to me is that im not sad #and yes ive been depressed before i know it's more than being sad all the time :( :( #i think of it more as a vacuous empty feeling #which encapsulates so much more than sadness (though it is included) #anyways it sucks cause i dont wanna be depressed and it lowkey doesnt make sense that i would be #emo kween at 24 slay #depression

[nulltune]

Alice is like a box with nothing inside of it. There wasn't ever anything there since the beginning.

No-one noticed Alice. I was alone. It hurt.

No-one treated Alice like a person.

You understand that, lady. Don't you?

Because you are a lot like Alice.

LISTEN- i don't normally post a lot abt canon fate/extra stuff (because ik not a lot of ppl are familiar with it so i don't wanna be confusing yknow ! ) but you don't really need context for this one and it just . says So Much about hakuno. (and a similar thing happened with a character named julius who talked abt how his life had no value and that he had never been loved, but also couldn't live without love ..... hakuno understood that and even felt that her life mightve been similar.!!!!!!)

what sucks is that i know nothing's gonna ever be revealed abt it for ✨️Self Insert Purposes✨️ (derogatory) BUT IT RLLY MAKES YOU THINK !!!!! i'm not gonna make up a solid backstory for her either though 🏃‍♂️ which may sound hypocritical but hear me out !! instead of making hakuno not know just so that the player can insert wtf their life is there, it suits her character more to not remember and not understand, but still be aware that there is something vital missing in her life 🧎‍♂️ (+ these small hints rlly help explain why she's so protective and attached to the small and brief instances of warmth/kindness she comes to know) (i am actively holding back da tears in my eyes)

#&&. out of #that dialogue from a.lice has been Haunting me i tell you #it's jst . exactly like h.akuno fr.!!!!!!!!! #also 🥺 reading f.ate/e.xtra h.akuno lines make me sad bc Where did this characterization of her go THERE IS SM 2 EXPLORE ABT HER CHARACTER #SHE IS JST SO INTERESTING 2 ME .......... 😭 and then they tossed it all out in e.xtella #i will never not be smad sowwy >:(

[lemongogo]

i need 2 interact w media in order 2 draw bc im obsessed w just redrawing existing things but that means having 2 interact w media which takes time n i dont have time 4 that . personally .(<fake)(<plays on phone for hrs instead)

#u know that pic of the guy 👉 at the other guy n hes being struck by lightning or whatever #me when smone suggests oc stuff #I CANTT I CANTT im not creative like tht 💔 #manga redraws r my bsf 4 life. #i almost posted that mahito wip yday that i keep talking abt but i actually picked at it again and like . its coming abck to me #so i want to finish it but i feel like i need 2 watch the ep or read the chapters but i dont rly want 2 do that #and ive forgotten like .all the fun stuff ab triguns . atm . but also like #<this is what happens when u omly have two interests #i need to catch up on g0karakugai tbh #or actutally start dorohedoro 4 realsies n not ust the first thee chapters #or . h0usei no kuni .oops i didnt censor drhdr sry 4 the tag sry saorry #orrr uuhhmmm.. chains@wman but only the asa chapters☝️ #orrr … thinking . #jst get bsck into deathnote tbh